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I want to put this in order, because⊠there is a lot I could say.
âThe Little Bubble AUâ began as a world where Ando, my sheep OC, existed. He was the Lamb's older brother, who died during a disastrous voyage in Silk Cradle and now lives under the premise that he is free and can make whatever decisions he wants, of course, as long as it's within the world his younger brother created.
The cult. Their little bubble.
Where nothing can go wrong.
And the story was going to be about how Ando, a revived sheep, adapted to his new life in the cult, discovering unspeakable secrets about his little brother and facing the possibility that he might have no choice but to leave.
On the other hand, I wanted to explore a little more about the subject of his resurrection.
But to do that, I had to start developing The Lamb. My lamb.
So I gave him a name, âBert-Bert,â and with that new identity, the rest began to take shape.
Bert-Bert is someone who was always loved, overprotected, and forced to adapt to his situation. Rebellious, but obedient. Willing to trust the word of those he believed to be his family, like his older brother.
That's why his death tore at him so much. Because without anyone to rely on, how did he think he could survive alone? It was impossible.
He surrendered to Shamura's followers at the slightest opportunity, only to regret it later. All because his fear of facing life alone was greater than the fact that once he was caught, it would all be over for him.
That the sacrifice his older brother made had ended like this, in vain.
But it was too late for regrets, and in the end, Bert-Bert only wished his brother and his family would forgive him for leaving with them so soon. Without even trying.
And then he died.
And here's something curious: I had established that both my lamb and Ando didn't know the reason for their persecution, but they did know that they should never trust a god.
This is where I get into a little lore about the nomadic group, that aforementioned group my sheep had to join to increase their chances of survivalâyes, that very one. Made up of former followers from the four territories of the Old Faith, the one I'm going to tell you about is the leader of that group, a former spy from the Shamura territory and secretly one of the thousands sent to monitor Narinder before he was imprisoned.
Well, this leader, of all the nomadic group, was the one who had the most context about the persecution of sheep and the original reasons why the bishops wanted to make them disappear so desperately. But with his murky past behind him, he couldn't be entirely honest with his fellow travelers, fearing being rejected once again by his own kind.
So all he could do for them was guide and protect them on their grueling journey to freedom and advise them never to trust their faith in any god again.
Advice at that time was useless, but in the past it could have saved a million sheep.
Because⊠¿What was a shepherd without his flock? ¿And what was a god without anyone believing in him?
They would be nothing.
And with that small hope, Ando and Bert-Bert learned to trust only what they could see, hear, and feel. And to reject anything related to the gods of those lands.
Because for them, their protection would be denied again and again.
So they could only trust themselves.
But that could only work up to a point, which brings us back to my lamb, who upon dying and seeing The One Who Waits had no choice but to believe in his existence, but not to trust his intentions.
Bert-Bert wasn't interested in anything he had to say; however, Bert-Bert was small and helpless, and the Death, large and imposing, prevented him from expressing his true feelings. Cornered under a reality he was still trying to process.
He hadn't wanted to die. He hadn't wanted his brother's efforts to go to waste like this. He just hadn't wanted to do this alone.
So when the deity showed even the slightest bit of kindness, Bert-Bert clung to him.
Because⊠¿Who else did he have?
After all, he'd always depended on others to survive, and now Bert-Bert had to cling to someone if he wanted to survive. And he had to live.
For him, for his brother. To try to fix it.
So he accepted his crown. He played his game.
He founded a cult in his name, shared his teachings, and followed every piece of advice his predecessor had given him. All with the strong desire that maybe, if he did as he was told, he could get his family back and leave that place for good.
To do it better this time.
But time passed, and Bert-Bert began to feel more and more comfortable. He began to warm to his followers, to value their experiences, and to enjoy the power that only the crown could give him. He felt life was slightly simpler and began to wonder if it might not be better to just stay.
Stay here forever.
Where nothing could go wrong, where he had a place to eat and sleep, where he had people to lean on, to cry with, and to laugh with. He learned to love here, to grieve for his losses, and to care for every single person who joined his little safe place.
He began to wonder that if he was good enough, maybe the god he worshipped would allow him to stay. Maybe bring his family back to enjoy this beautiful place he'd been able to call home, and maybe... maybe...
Hope in Bert-Bert blossomed.
So, my lamb began to dream that maybe his wish would come true. He was already strong enough, so defeating the bishops shouldn't take him that long; he just had to try harder. He just had to wait a little longer.
But something happened during a crusade in Silk Cradle, once again, an incident with Shamura. A follower of his flock was turned against him, and while he was deliberating between his need to regain his believer's consciousness or defend himself, a vision came to him.
An old memory.
His brother, Ando, raising a dagger at him. Empty eyes. Tears. Blood.
And the events of the past and present merged into something my lamb thought he'd already forgotten. The impotence. The pain.
The death.
My lamb killed that follower and lost his way as his will to continue this crusade faded. Distracted, he was killed by a heretic, attacked from behind, and ended up bleeding to death while still trying to recover from the shock of the vision.
He ended up at the feet of the One Who Waits, the god who seemed to have given him everything, and for the first time since accepting his crown, he hesitated. Because he remembered his brother.
And it was as if everything suddenly became clear.
The moment his desires had begun to change, the moment he decided to stay, the faces that had once been important to him had vanished. His memories were gone.
His priorities had shifted.
But my lamb remembered his older brother. He remembered everything.
And he was afraid he had made a mistake again.
A serious mistake.
At first, my lamb refused to distrust the god to whom he had given his life, his new life. He ignored the warnings and the signs, trying to believe that maybe when everything was done, he could still revive his brother. His family.
His lord would allow it; he had to. He had believed in him so much; he had done so much for him. He had to.
But it wasn't like that.
So my lamb had to fix it.
And so, devastated and doubting his own power, my lamb confronted him and defeated him. He brought him into the cult, denied his former divinity, and presented him as Narinder.
A mere mortal, now just a follower, just someone they saved while freeing the god they worshipped. Just another one of the crowd.
Just another lie.
The cult kept its name, its doctrines, and its altars. My Lamb maintained everything as if nothing had changed. As if he had done nothing.
As if nothing had happened.
My lamb covered everything under a weak lie, changed the narrative, and, without anyone contradicting him, turned it into the truth. He hid behind it and looked for a way to redeem himself before those he believed he had abandoned and those who had given everything for him from the beginning.
His family. His older brother, Ando.
He had to bring him back. Whatever it takes.
Because he didn't want to do this alone anymore. Live. Change.
Ascend.
And I could go on forever about his hasty ascension, the resurrection of the bishops, the arrival of the goat, his journey through purgatory, and his leap toward a new discovery that, I hope, will add a new twist to this already long story.
But I'll leave it here because I need to save something to draw (>u<)
And that's all XD
ÂĄGood night!
There are ten billion personal Lamb interpretations and all of them are correct (and also the other characters but I suffer from lamb favoritism)
If you're looking for an excuse to ramble about your Lamb or AU (or any cotl character you have) take this post to do it NOW
#cult of the lamb#cotl#the little bubble AU#oc#ando#bert-bert#my lamb#au headcanon#introduction to the AU#full lore#several story arcs#timeline#comments#updated information#me rambling about my AU like I haven't done in months#happy to put out some of my main ideas since I introduced my little fool#hehe#hope you like it#Past and Present
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âTo Be Honest..â Henry Hoove X F!Reader
(TW: Drinking, Small discourse, +18, passionate makeout, NOT NSFW but definitely a little Spicy, only light themes of sensual tension)
(Pink= You)
(Red= Henry) SUMMARY vv:>
âą â Youâve been visiting Henry for a few days now, the more you hang out with the Henry, the more this overwhelming feeling of butterflies bounce around in your stomach, sweaty palms, and trembling form when your next to him, the more dangerous for you, Now your basically dancing with the grim reaper as youâve been offered out to drink with Hoove, alone in the laundry closet, is this a chance to deepen the relationship? Or possibly mess up and he hates you for life, who knows!â
âIâm not nervousâŠ. no no.. Iâm not nervous..â
Youâve tried to convince yourself that this meeting with Hoove wasnât gonna leave you a flustered mess considering the context behind Hooveâs words from the day before, after watching the hanks win their game, Henry was left beaming and cheery like he was promoted by his job, expressing the glee between you two as you both sat on his couch, only light was the TV, he was slouched, you were sitting upright, alert and a bit tense noticing Henryâs arm behind behind your seat with his arm stretched out lazily behind the headboard of the couch, as the game went into intermission and the temporary cheers were over, but thereâs a feeling between you two that didnât want to end the night.
â I was thinking, Iâm having so much fun with you, Iâve honestly want to hang again but what do you have in mind?â
âHow about some drinks!â
⊠Wow.. really..? And you know that youâre a mess for him..?
At best.. you did it to yourselfâŠ
But on the bright side! Henry didnât reject, matter of fact he was so on board that he was gonna call off work for the next day and buy some alcohol and snacks for the night, he was showing such friendly and welcoming energy, like he needed to hang out with someone for a while and now that he has you, he doesnât want to waste any chances, at least thatâs what it looked to you, you had no idea what this man was thinking about, what he could possibly do once your over, your extremely nervous and anxious and felt like twitching sinceâŠ
Youâre spending the night.
Thatâs right. Henry had offered when he walked you out the door to make sure you didnât have to walk all the way back upstairs, not wanting you to get hurt after he got you⊠wasted, or thatâs what we assume since at this moment.
Youâre walking towards the landry closest with your heart pounding dead in your chest made you feel like you were having a heart attack, you spent time trying to find a cute outfit but nothing too much, you didnât wanna show off⊠but.. you did have one certain outfit just in case if the occasion turns south.. in a good way.
(Outfit: 1 Current outfit your wearing)
(Outfit 2&3: bedtime clothing, the 3rd outfit is under the 2nd outfit)(scroll down to see outfits, 3rd outfit is a two piece strapless red Lingerie, not shown)
âHey! Just the gal I was waiting for!â
Henry blinked at your current outfit as he scoffed for a second, he had a grey compression t-shirt, with semi low waist plaid black and red pj pants, with vacuum theme red Hoover slippers on his feet, he already had a casual drink of water in his hand, behind him his place looked clean and nicely set up for the night.
â.. Woah, nice outfit but I did say bring PJs for a reason girl, we gon be partying till the moon crashes on the shore!â
The male snickered immensely as he pats your back, leading you inside as you blush and clutch your bag with your head low, he was right, he did say wear pjs but the thought slipped your mind, this whole entire ordeal was making making you flustered, spending the night with Henry Hoove, with games and drinks.. plus heâs been in a much more lively mood since his bag was emptied. Thanks to you, Henry was gonna be able to move around without feeling winded every few minutes, matter of fact he was already dashing to the kitchen of his home, once inside there he was grabbing bottles he said aloud.
âHey! Iâm gonna be making us some of my favorite classics! Why donât you go change and come back do that way we can be comfortable together.â
âOh yeah sure thing!!â
Henry grinned but there was a lingering of a curiosity behind his eyes as he watched you watched away, eyes dead lingering on your hips, he checked you out, it wouldnât be his first time but he felt his entire body have a rush with anticipation, causing Henry to put a little too much alcohol in his Motor Oil Classic Drink, without noticed his eyes didnât leave your body until you were inside the bathroom, he exhaled gently as he mumbled.
âIâm gonna need more than this to survive the night.. hopefully (Y/N) can hold her liquor like me..â
He would never get anyone purposely drunk but he was still pouring a tiny long line of liquor in his drink, he gave (Y/N) a reasonable pouring amount, enough for a buzz but damn Henry basically gave himself 30% of his drink while you had 5-10% of liquor in the classic motor oil drink, with that out of the way, Henry carefully walked the the pitcher of the liquor he poured, and two glasses in his hands, once he sat on the couch and waited for you to return.
Meanwhile
Staring at your PJs in the bathroom mirror, almost for ten minutes youâve had stood in here just mentally preparing for the true part of the night begin, you had no idea where this was headed until your right back in the living room with Hoove, after a while of standing around in your long red pjs with a special pair underneath, soon you were walking out the bathroom, hair brushed back behind your back, fiddling hands as you walked around the couch and right next to Henry.
âH-..Hey waiting for long?â
âOh godâŠâ you thought to yourself after the semi voice crack slipped through to show how truly anxious you were with a large grin that said âhelp me god.â As you sat there, leaned over, holding onto your knees, the moment, the tension that grew.. the drinks that glistened in the light as you wondered how far this night may go, nervously you grabbed the remote and turned on some show while Henry sat thereâs casually looking at you.
âNoâŠâ
You were too nervous to see yourself but he looked at you fondly, arms slumped to his side as he said.
âWell, I did get worried for a minute but I figured you needed more time to doll up, so I didnât botherââ
âDolled up Henry..?â
âPffffftââ
You started to giggle as Henry turned to the side to defend himself as he proclaimed.
âHey! That was my best guess, unless you want me to say you were getting ready to look cute for someone specific!â
âHahahaâ! Wait-.. WOAH!! You think I got dolled up for you?? Hah-..hahaa!! In your dreams..!!â
But you didnât mean that. At all, but you didnât want to embarrass yourself any futher with Henry, but you noticed the hint of rejection in his eyes, like he didnât expect that to hurt his feelings for a moment.
âOf course, right.. sorry, how about we watch the show..â
Oh fuck.. you know that tone but with the context⊠was he upset because you truly didnât dress up for him, odd you thought.. but .. WAIT..
â⊠Wait.. Um.. did you..ââ
âDonât worry about, look the hanks are playing again.â
ââŠ. RightâŠâ
It was almost like the drink flew in your hand like Thorâs Hammer, sipping gently as you looked away with a bit of shame, you really liked Hoove, like you REALLY liked Hoove, and messing this up was the last thing youâd wanted to do, you felt the liquor sit in your stomach like a pool of cold thick syrup, the taste of engine oil on your lips lingered as you kept sipping the drink like water.
Little did you know Hoove was pouring his next glass after numbing the temporary feeing of rejection he felt, trying to cope while the woman he truly liked was next to him, he didnât want to mess his chance up either but he couldnât lie, he didnât know how to feel and the liquor was only making him honest.
Honesty.. just be honest.
Time skip.. >> 8:04pm - 9:55pm << (Night time, being almost cool with a breeze as light rain started to pour)
Blankets covering your form as you were totally buzzed, not anxious anymore but almost spacing out as they continued to watch the 5th round of the Hanks brings dare devils, now you glaze your eyes over to Henry after not speaking for almost a good hour or two.
âTo be honest.. I did dress up for you.. I was just too embarrassed to admit it.â
Before you can even think, the words slipped out of your mouth before you can thought about it, now youâre mentally dying inside, feeling your stain h turned and curl up as you waved your hands around trying to make a light jest out of the embarrassment youâve put yourself in, then again your buzzed, near drunk, the way you feel was almost unbothered, unapologetic but still polite of course, but the liquor had you talking like you were in a interrogation room.
âI wanted to impress you.. I was.. HIC .. anxious.. because I really reeeeeally.. like you Henry, and spending time with you has made me a very happy participant.. I know you.. donât do relationships or closeness at all.. Iâm saying a lot I shouldnât but Iâm really fucking into you hoove..â
âŠ. Well youâre definitely gonna have the most interesting hangover of your life soon, and a headache.. maybe heart ache.. a panic attack would be best suited but your damn near swaying, you slumped against the couch, haft unbutton top of your PJs that just loosened over time, showing your neck to collarbone and near cleavage, and mind you, you said this with your head hanging behind the board of the couch, mouth agape, eyes closed, arms slumped to your side like you feel asleep, didnât help your cheeks were flushed from the liquor.
âYeah sure, you just said a minute ago you wouldnât dress for someone-.. HIC.. like me.. what.. are you trying to play my feelings..?? It wonât workâŠâ
âI know what I said but let me be HONEST!â
You exclaimed, emotions rushed for a quick moment as you crawled over to Hoove on your palms and fore legs on the couch as you express yourself.
âI was just scared! You canât blame me for that!â
âHmph.â
âHoove.. come onâ.. HIC.. I really didnât mean to hurt your feelingsââ
âYou didnât hurt anything.â
âHoovââ
âListen to me (Y/n), if I said you didnât do anything, then your just fineââ
He proceeded to pour more of his drink but to be honest on his end, he was hurt but protecting himself but he knows damn well he didnât wanna do that with the way you were positioned on your hands and knees, the way your cheeks were flushed as his, dazed eyes like his, almost slurring your words like his, oh god. He was mad but he was being extremely tempted in this moment as he holds his own, but of course heâs not mad at you, he never was, he just felt like a fool for thinking that you could ever like him, little did he know that you did, you REALLY did, and now it was just the moment of those two, sitting almost awkwardly.
â⊠Look.. I like you a lot.. I do.. and I donât wanna mess things up..â
You reached for his hands which you hold in yours, sitting on your knees as they touched his outer thigh, he sat sitting up, back against the couch, slumped a bit as his head holds upright but downward tilted.
He looked over very slowly, and like that it was like a snap, the tension just washed over the both of you, he was really losing his grounding, but Iâve been lost yours as soon as you messed up, now trying to fix your mistake.
And like that, the air was cool, eyes were locked, and itâs like thier bodies moved on thier own.
â⊠You like me..?â
âYeah I do, I like spending time with you and..ââ
And just like that, his hand slowly began to enloped in yours, his eyes stern and trained in your face, leaning in, almost subconsciously but then again, you two were buzzed, hoove was near drunk with the way he almost numbed himself out for a moment but right now the scene changed, Hoove was slowly pulling you closer to him as you spoke.
ââI just donât wanna fuck anything up between us-..â
âYou arenâtâŠâ
And just like that, you pecked the corner of his lips, you did go to kiss him but for a split moment you realized what you were doing before youâve tried to pull back, he pulled you right back in and kissed you, for a split moment of shock between you two, lips together, you two were just there for a moment, before minutes later his lips began to move, slowly removing his from yours before his arms slowly cup your hip, the other on the small of your back as he adjust himself to carefully slide you into his lap, strangling him.
âHooveââ
With your eyes nearly rolled back as you gasped his name with pleasure but a bit of it was suprised, you didnât think youâd get this far with the many hate routes youâve ended up getting, but this time, youâve never ended up like this, making out with Henry on his couch while the hanks still played on the dimming lights of the Television (Telly will be back in 5 business days), and now for a moment, it was you and Hoove finally.
Hips bucking and grinding after 10 minutes of intensely making out, biting lips, the room being filled with moving of fabrics and the smooch that left the lips between you two, you could say Henry was a passionate yet hungry kisser, just like you heâs not wasting a single moment of this, no matter how buzzed or tipsy or drunk you two were at this point, the drinks still haft filled, the pitcher was haft was filled, but now youâre getting you haft fill as much as Henry.
âSweet.. god youâre so sweet..â
He would mutter a breathless moan into your lips before you two were at it for another minute or so before air was needed and lips became very numb to the touch.
You can even say that was the best makeout session youâve had, youâve made up and made out! Congratulations!
â.. Hah..â
â.. WoahâŠâ
âWoah.. indeed.. fuck..â
Yeah you two liked that a lot, your sitting on his lap, the collar of his shirt was stretched due to you tugging on it, his pants had thick lump, definitely a happy camper inside the tent if you understand the lingo, your thighs on his, acting like compression pillows, both were glistening from light sweat, flushed cheeks, haft lid eyes, and overall hot and bothered.
You two just stared at one another before Hoove grinned again.
â⊠You okay Hoove..â
â⊠You wanna see some starsâŠ?â
â.. Some.. stars..?â
What? You thought to yourself as you giggled lightly, confused before hobble tugged in your shirt of your pjs and slides them down to reveal your lingerie under, making Hoove get a dangerous joint in his eye as he leaned down to kiss your collarbone sweetly.
âYeah.. Iâm gonna make you see stars..â
âWaitâ hahah!! Wait!!â
He said with a whisper as he wrapped his arms around your form, your body against his bulked toned body, his muscles felt like smooth rocks to the touch, as he held you carefully, youâve ended up being bounced upwards into the air, and with that, Hoove carried you away with the intent to search for a private area, the giggling youâve kept doing until it was faded from the living quickly turned into a closed door and gentle thuds against it, both of you enjoying each others lips and company for the entire night.
The Moral Of The Story IsâŠ
Just Be Honest :)


#Spotify#date everything#date everything Henry Hoove#henry hoover#date everything x reader#date everything x y/n#dateverything#date everything x oc
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Astarion â From Minion To Person
After seeing @dgalerab post about Astarion experiencing a sharp genre shift, going from random minion in a dungeon, to romancable companion in less time than it takes me to make coffee (here), I thought about this line again:

"The strong had two centuries to pluck me from torture, but no one came. ..."
Astarion seems to be familiar with tales and stories, bringing up princes and princesses in some dialogues throughout the game, planning a line involving Drizzt, before dismissing it. In the two centuries frequenting taverns, inns and other such places, he probably heard his fair share of stories. Sources could have been gossip, bards or adventurers themselves, boasting about their deeds â about how they slew vile monsters. Undead.
Cazadors palace is also filled with books, and I could imagine on days when he wasnât punished, while he had to wait for the sun to go down, he would read. Itâs one of his idle-animations, Astarion states that they werenât allowed to read books of/in the Kozakuran language, which implies others were fine.
Perhaps, at least for a time, they provided him a form of escapism.
But if so, when did the realization sink in that no one would ever come for him, like in those stories? When did he have to face the fact that even if heroes came to kill Cazador, like any other villain, that he too would die? That his place in the story was that of a nameless lackey, an obstacle, disposed of in a clause. That they wouldnât save him, but come to save other people from him.
That is kinda what that look tells me. Not only did the strong never come to pluck him from his torture, but they never would have, because of what he is. In the end another monster did.
This is something you can challenge as the PC, especially as a good aligned Tav in this particular instance, since (depending on your individual backstory) they are a normal person/adventurer. The type of person he believed would never see him as anything but a monster, would kill him without a second thought â but instead they accept him, trust him. Treat him no different from the others in the party. Not a monster, but a person, who just so happens to be a vampire â he doesnât even have to hide it or play it down, once itâs out.
And in time his other companions not only accept him as well, but are actually willing to fight for him. No question, no discussion. The moment they hear of the rite, killing Cazador is on the group activities-list:
Karlach: âWeâre going to keep Astarion safe. On my life, Cazador wonât touch him.â Wyll: âNow how about we go and reverse Cazadorâs fortune?â Laeâzel: âFull-fledged vampires are not so easily slain. Astarionâs master will be no exception. Fortunate for him, slaying monstrous fanatics is a pastime of ours.â
Also in another conversation in Act 2, you can trigger a response in which Astarion states he wants to be seen as a person. In that context it was about him not wanting others (including the PC) to think of him in terms of sex, but I think that applies to him in general. Not a monster, not an object of sexual desire... but to be seen as Astarion, even if he himself is still figuring out who that is. And in romanced playthroughs, in the graveyard scene, he tells the PC he feels âseenâ â after 200 year of dehumanization.
"I feel safe with you. Seen. ..."
Heâs no longer the minion of a villain, a side character lost in the narrative, but finally the main character in his own life again â perhaps even the hero in it, if he so choses. And while no one came for him back then in those two centuries, there are people who stand with him now.
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#baldurs gate 3#bg3 astarion#astarion#baldur's gate 3 astarion#astarion ancunin#astarion analysis
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25 for any character I wanna read your ramblings

25. What is your favourite thing about your OC?
Wow. Dill asking a non-angsty question from an angsty OC ask? That's crazy man
Below are 29 OCs that I'm currently using enough to have favourite bits about them. Enjoy
A Hat in Time OCs
Horalo AU Skyscreamer: Baby girl. Favourite thing about her would probably be the fine line I have to walk between being a kind, caring woman and a motherly figure while writing her. Sky is supposed to be the cool older sister and it's a lot of fun to portray that in writing! The Flower Man: His dialogue. I fucking LOVE how this man speaks and it is so much fun to write. Also taking his lore out of context. He canonically has the most rizz out of anyone in the Horizon and it is my favourite fact about him. King Moonjumper: His personality specifically in the currently unreleased Act7. He likes playing himself up, seeming like a big threat, and then the moment something doesn't go his way he has a meltdown. He's so silley.
Wanderer AU Ester: I have a scene from the ending of Wanderer doodled out where Ester and MJ are standing in the frozen remains of Subcon and they are holding hands. It's just something about her being a scared, sassy, almost insignificant child, especially when put up next to characters like Graves or Snatcher who are much more lore-relevant, and yet she stays MJ's closest companion and most trusted friend throughout the entire story. Gravedigger: Absolutely anything that can draw more parallels between her and Gleb, the character she takes the role of. Mourner/Cathrine: Saying my favourite part of her character is that she gets my favourite song from Anastasia feels like cheating, but it's definitely up there. Probably her loyalty. She is, above all, loyal to her homeland, and refuses to let that part of her go after the freeze. She's one of the few characters not really running away from her past, but instead slowly coming to terms with it. Count Adrianne: He's a perfect example of a complex character who seems very simple on the outside and I love him for it. Either that or his relationship with Snatcher. They bicker like siblings because they were both older siblings before dying and are projecting on to each other and it's very silly.
Misc. Anya: Ouuugh. That's a hard one. Favourite bit about them is probably their coping mechanisms. They are so good at taking things at face value, accepting them, and then watching everything else devolve into chaos around them like a sitcom without doing anything to help. They speedrun the 5 stages of grief just so they can make fun of everyone else and completely fuck themself over in the process because they don't actually learn how to cope Kaizo: He's a whore what else can I say
Hollow Knight OCs (The Religious Trauma Squad)
Gospel: Her lore! She's so fucked up <3 Edge: One of the big things about RTS is that the main three characters go through very similar character arcs, but they're all in different stages of it. We first meet Edge at the end of his character arc, where he's already decided that most gods are assholes and he doesn't owe his devotion to anyone. Then, during the rest of the story, he gets to watch two other people experience similar events, and it forces him to help them because he doesn't want the to go through the same things he did. It's just a fun dynamic of him already knowing who he is and his heritage and being comfortable with that, and now helping others learn the same thing. Marion: His absolute and total devotion to the troupe during his time in it, and his relationship with Gospel after he gets kicked out.
Ivy
Jenny: She (in a way) dismantles the idea of a "Chosen One" hero and I think that's pretty neat. Morgan: She's just silly. Couldn't tell you why, I just really like her. Myo: They are a BITCH. Lying little bastard and I love them for it. They would murder someone, turn around, and go "I'm just a little guy it's my birthday you wouldn't punish a little guy on his birthday would you" and it would work. And, as the actual "Chosen One" of the story, it's fun to see them go over the edge trying to be the special main character.
Project Scepsis OS
Paisley: They don't let their past traumas and experiences define who they are and I think that's really neat! Marci: It's practically a self-insert and those characters will always be special to me. Also, it's just a blob. What's not to love? The actual answer is its story arc where it nearly kills Sonemeir on accident and traumatizes them both for life Kat: Her species as a concept. The idea of a shapeshifter who has to eat something to shift into it is fascinating to me. Prof. Sonemeir: He is so fucked up in so many ways. Dude has been through the horrors(TM). His entire character deals with the idea of legacies and how what you create will last longer than you will, which is really funny because he hates everything he's created and it will haunt him for the rest of his life. And also that aforementioned arc with Marci Creator: His character design. He is very fun to draw :)
ET's Coffee Shop
Phoebe: She is the best example of "some normal dude who got wrapped up in everyone else's shenanigans" and I think that's very funny. Also the fact that she is destined to kill her entire family. There is no escaping fate around here Altalune: Oh my GODDDD I am INSANE about this man. Definitive favourite thing is his character design, I fucking love his character design it is so good and so much fun to draw, but I have to shout out his relationship with ET because it's my favourite part of the entire story as a whole. Stopwatch: Everyone else in this story, including the two main antagonists, uses more traditional or magic-based weapons: Phoebe has daggers, Altalune and Tristen use swords and magic, ET has shapeshifting powers, stuff like that. Stopwatch, on the other hand, has a gun. Cirsten: She is too good for this world. So incredibly loving and caring of everyone at all times. Her and Audun are the best romantic relationship I've ever written and they make me so happy. Tristen Kannaroe: The way his name sounds. It just rolls off the tongue so nicely and it fits his character so well. And his character design. He looks exactly how he acts and I love it. Also, his couple hundred horrific "deaths" and the fact that he is immortal because Alta won't let him die. ET: I feel like I could say "character design" for every single Coffee Shop character and it would work. They're all so good. Anyways, ET's relationship with Alta and ET's death are my favourite bits. And also that he's kind of an allegory for neurodivergence. TQ: Character de- I step on a banana peel and comically fall down the nearest set of stairs. Seriously though. I have a bit running where all of the deity/god-like characters are drawn in a different style, and TQ's is lineless. They look so good in that style and I love drawing them. Personality-wise, I love how incredibly objective they are. They're so blunt and honest at all times, especially with Alta. It's really funny to see Alta try to justify his actions to TQ and them going "Okay but you did just level and entire city" Ayabe: Their backstory and their relationship with Stopwatch! Their magic is also cool as fuck. Crumpet: Yeah it's character design again
#Listen man. The character design of Coffee Shop is some of my proudest works. They're all so good#Marci Answers#Ahit Horalo AU#Ahit Wanderer AU#HK Religious Trauma Squad#Project Scepsis OS#ET's Coffee Shop#Okay. Because I like hiding things in the tags I will put two more bits here#Edge has commandeered Infinite as his theme song. Which is another of my favourite things about him#Yes I have done lyric comics with him#And the whole thing of Flower having the most rizz? Yeah Flower Man fucks canonically#I like bringing that one up without context
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Every time the rat and I talk to each other about Transformers, some new AU or canon divergence comes into existance.
The latest of which is a Breakdown redemption for Transformers Prime that involves Breakdown taking most of Smokescreen's plot and screen time whilst making Smokescreen besties with Ultra Magnus.
Allow me to explain:
Breakdown properly switches sides somewhere during or shortly after Crossfire, or sometime around Toxicity for that nice replacement thing with Breakdown instead of Smokescreen. He gets to have his whole redemption arc, things happen, Darkmount happens, and Breakdown is the one left trying to save Optimus. (He also has the phase shifter at this point)
Now, you may be asking, "Where is Smokescreen?" And boy let me tell you!!
For this all to work, Smokescreen has to remain in the Iacon Hall of Records for just a little bit longer. For you see, after Alpha Trion knocked him out, he was sequestered away somewhere where he could remain hidden and escape on his own. This did not happen.
What did happen was one Ultra Magnus, just about to leave Cybertron, comes across the rubble of the Hall of Records. He scours the area for a short amount of time, hoping there's some supplies, relics, or energon he could use for the long journey to who-knows-where. He comes across none of the above. He does, however, find one passed out, rather young-looking Elite Guardsman. Magnus grabs the kid, takes him to his ship, and the two leave Cybertron. The planet's dead, Iacon had fallen, there was nothing left for them here.
So now Ultra Magnus is in space with an unconscious kid. Not for long, as Smokescreen does wake up rather quickly. Explanations are had, and Smokes discovers the fall of the very place he was supposed to be protecting. Magnus hears Smokescreen's side of the story as well. (Certain things aren't adding up, but he isn't sure exactly why. His best assumption is that there was a Con on the inside who knocked the kid out before the Hall was attacked.)
And so begins the very, very long journey through space.
I have so many ideas for this and so many fun things that happen. Not only do I love a good Breakdown redemption, this one isn't at the cost of Smokescreen. In fact! I would say that Smokescreen is having a much better time here compared to in canon.
#i still haven't gotten over âarcee you're rolling with meâ#because the only context upon which ultra magnus would say that#is in fact if he picked it up the during the last thousands of years from smokescreen#you need to understand#magnus and smokes share a vocabulary#they have their own familect#you cannot spend that much time with someone without learning their quirks#i bring up the wing-speak once again and how magnus now has a harder time determining the tone which someone is speaking with#because smokescreen's is not only audible#but visual through his doorwings#making magnus no longer need to rely on tone that heavily at all#they also talk with their hands a lot#magnus picked it up from smokey#and smokey does it with everyone anyway#but magnus won't use his hands as much when talking unless it's with smokescreen#breakdown and smokescreen also get to hang out together in an outlier sort of way#bd because he's an ex-con#and smokes because his only company for thousands of years was magnus#and i can't imagine that would be all that great for one's social skills#(and nobody in team prime particularly likes ultra magnus but that's neither here nor there)#tfp smokescreen#tfp breakdown#tfp ultra magnus#transformers prime#canon divergence#i love it#please ask me things about it because i will gladly answer
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#i keep ruminating so im gonna see if venting in the tags helps#a girl in our friend group keeps flirting with my husband#nothing overtly inappropriate which is why i kept feeling like i was overreacting#for some context we all met at the climbibg gym a few months ago#we had both started climbing again but there were a couple months where i was doing a play so i was not at the gym a whole bunch#so husband had more time to get closer with this group of friends#they have all been very kind and welcoming and ive also started to get to know everyone and its a great friend group#there was also a time when husband and friend ended up on a one on one outdoor climbing outing cause the other friends canceled last minute#husband did ask if i would be comfortable and i said yes even though i wasn't cause i trust him wholeheartedly and i didn't want to seem#crazy/jealous#so that was on me and i did talk to him about it later and he was as usual very sweet and understanding#so i was trying to become better friends with her because she seemed genuinely nice whenever i interacted with her#and i figured the weird gut feeling would go away once my nervous system had time to chill out and stop feeling a threat response around her#she is pretty and good at climbing so it also made sense to me that i was maybe just having to get over some of my own insecurities#but she gives my husband a lot more attention than other guys in the group#and has said some things that are just an odd thing to say#like a song came on and she said it was from her and husbands favorite album#and bringing up multiple times that she was the first person my husband belayed#she also put a lot of effort into planning stuff for my husband's birthday at the gym#and just sent me a text on mine a few weeks later lmao#its gotten to where some other friends have noticed#i talked to him about it and he felt really bad for not noticing#which makes sense because he is a very genuine person who also does not pick up on things that aren't super obvious#i also genuinely don't believe that she is doing it maliciously/fully consciously#i think she might have some stuff shes gotta work through around needing attention#she has made some other kinda pick me comments#but whatever#im just glad we were able to talk about it and now that he knows he can shut it down#hoping she will take the hint without it having to turn into a big deal#if you are reading this hello beautiful woman in my phone i love you and appreciate you
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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I think the pushback on fics where kink negotiations happen is over correcting sometimes.
Yeah there's a lot of these fuckers who don't know the traffic light system and it's legit hilarious when they suddenly do - but sometimes a character is the kind of person who would. Sometimes kink, like real life kink, makes perfect sense with the characters in question.
Yes kinky people like to read the fantasy unadulterated version of their kink sometimes - but also? I'd love to read a fic about a somno bottom who is enthusiastically about it and negotiates with their partner exactly what they want and then gets it just đ€
I doubt I'm alone here. Kink lifestyle can be an interesting subject to navigate in a story and not every instance of an attempt to touch it is someone doing their moral duty to show Ethical Kink Happening regardless of how well it fits the story being told ( - although a lot are. I'm not here to argue the pushback and/or loudly pointing and laughing isn't warranted at all. I'm simply pointing out kink as thematic exploration or character work gets sometimes painted with the same brush and it all gets labeled unnecessary.)
#i being up somno specifically not to say for some people its not the cnc fantasy#im bringing it up because theres diversity in desire and id like to see that reflected actoss the entire body of the medium#i guess im just saying dont label every instance as cringe without context#and maybe as writers we should challenge ourselves#tropes arent inherently bad#but the are ubiquitously common in fanfic#and sometimes that means theres only one flavor of something available#i could read a million first time fics#i get it#but idk man choose different spices?#try a new recipe#i gotta be the change i wanna see in the world i get that#i just sont wanna be the only one who is writing about kink lifestyle not just kinky things#ya dig?
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Yeah okay I should go to bed
#Iâm thinking about the nutcracker#I love that ballet#Why do people bring little kids to it though like you are signing up for disaster#The average six year old will go bonkers somewhere between the party scene and the snowflake what do you except#Most people do not watch ballet with rapt attention.#This includes adults#Itâs such a good idea in theory but it never quite works out#Ballet is one of those things that you enjoy watching by watching it. The more you see the more youâll appreciate it#Like Giselle isnât breathtaking for the average person. Itâs breathtaking when youâve got the context#children do not have this context#children also generally cannot follow the storyline because letâs be honest once you kill the rat king things get real blurry#how do you know a dancer represents candy canes? Eh who knows#actually I have no idea how anyone would have followed the nutcracker without knowing the story previously#like man what was that debut like#Yes I am kidding I am fully aware that the purpose is to highlight the dancing and the story comes second as in many ballets#which is another thing kids donât get. You arenât watching a ballet for a story delivered directly#the story is the vessel for the dance#Anyways. I would die for Henry Fairchild. And man Night at the museum. What a franchise.#Okay OKAY Iâm going to sleep now#âŠmaybeđ#Okay no bedtime now Iâm a-going
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What is up with Cullenmancers specifically and being so weird about the Avaar
#no one brings up the avaar ever like i go months at a time without once seeing them mentioned#unless its in the context of a cullen/inquisitor fic with a summary that makes you say 'what is wrong with you'
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Physically, I'm already lying down.
Emotionally, I feel like I need to find a soft spot and crumple dramatically to the ground and lay down for a few weeks.
#sonder speaks#personal#but also if I wasn't fine with this being read/reblogged without context I wouldn't have posted it here#this week has been exhausting#I feel like I need permission from someone to go crawl into a nest and cry#one of my budgies died a few days ago#but I was looking after other animals that normally have a more dedicated caretaker#which was hard enough to handle that I couldn't really mourn my budgie much#especially when I need to keep happy around the remaining one so he doesn't grieve or get lonely#and I had to do a few specific tasks that are really really hard on me because nobody was there to help#and I tried to help my sister with things but none of the things worked#and a plan our family is excited about started to hit roadblocks#and one member of the family had a meltdown that triggered trauma in others in the family and drove things downhill#the family members at the center of this meltdown normally help me with chores and animal care#I was looking forward to them being home so I could rest and recuperatr and mourn#and now the meltdown has followed them here and it's built on top of years of other meltdowns and everything is tense#and of course it's bringing up old traumas and expectations and fears for me too#and I end up as a 30 year old feeling like he has 16 year old problems again#my whole body is tense#I'm not tired enough to sleep#I almost feel like crying for my budgie and all my fears and the things I let mysrlf get excited for#the things that either won't happen at all or are tainted by this veil of persistent bitterness that followed them home to me#almost#but I fear the possibility that crying could make things worse in any capacity#and I've struggled to cry for years anyway#so I'm just trying to use therapy tools to quiet the spiraling thoughts#and making this post because it feels like journaling without the pitfalls I fall into while journaling or talking directly to a person#hoping I'll get enough sleep that I don't accidentally trigger a sleep-deprivation/stress seizure my meds can't stop#and tomorrow I have to get back to studying which is very hard for me but gets me closer to making money#I liked when things were mostly good and calm and just sucked on a passive level -- can I have that again?
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Digimon Adventure {Franchise} + Digimon Adventure 02: The Beginning {Movie} ~ 2012!TAICHI YAGAMI & (Ramen chef)!Daisuke Motomiya Serving Taichi (as Friendly)! [+bonus Vmon!] {DigiGift! (Official Art) From HERE} {"DigiGift" was a series of official revival artworks originally released one at a time on/around the 1st of every month featuring various characters from various Digimon anime!} April 2024's calender image was the very first featuring Taichi Yagami's full design from "The Beginning" film in near-full outside of being seen in initial previewed clips of the 1st minutes of the film!
{Light spoiler context under cut!}
Though it's not clear if this kind of scene would take place during or after the film, one can imagine where it might be placed in context with the later story! ("The Beginning" canonically takes place in 2012; Taichi's age should be around 22~ by Kizuna, and, 23-going-on-24 by "The Beginning"'s timeline!) Daisuke, who is always listed canonically as 2~ years younger exactly with no variation, should be around 21-going-on-22!)
I NEVER WANT TO HEAR THAT DAISUKE+02 CHOSEN WOULD SERIOUSLY """KEEP HATING""" ADV CHOSEN GROUP LONGTERM + OFFICIALLY EVER AGAIN
#taisuke friendship#taichi and daisuke#2012 taichi#2012 daisuke#koushirouizumi posts#koushirouizumi advs#koushirouizumi the beginning#koushirouizumi 02#the beginning spoiler#the beginning spoilers#ambassador taichi#ramen chef daisuke#(Lead Up To It Anyway)#(YELLS I SERIOUSLY NEVER WANT TO HEAR THAT FROM ANYONE HERE EVER AGAIN IDEC IF YOU LURKED ME BEFORE +FOR 02 STUFF)#(***NEVER BRING IT UP TO ME LIKE THAT EVEN SEMI SERIOUSLY EVER AGAIN*** OR IM POINTING STRAIGHT TO THIS)#(OK BUT DIGIGIFT IS CONTINUING THIS IS GOOD I MAY GET NEW KOUSHIRO SOMEDAY----)#(I will make it rbable LATER but for now yEAH Tryin to prevent Apr 1st confusion!!!!)#({I can easily see people mistaking this one to be a new series announcement or confirmation without DigiGift context})#(wOW LOOK ITS FUTURE DAISUKE AND TAICHI HOW I ALWAYS IMAGINED THEYD BE NEAR EACH OTHER I)#(*CANT BELIEVE THEYRE FRIENDLY* A N Y W A YYYYY)#i love being right
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Well, i have read the sample from Shusters book and what can i say. Now i get what the other anon was saying. Just from two chapters itâs already clear that Shuster is trying to paint Ze like some applause dependent dictator, who doesnât give a fuck and his kids and wife(As Shuster wrote «Puts his work above everything else»đ€Ąđ€Ą)
Interesting, what you can say about that book because iâm already disappointedâŠ
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#thanks for the review / opinion anon#yeah i am also afraid the anon is going to be right about the book#i read through the first chapters and ... yikes#very very big yikes#the book is not bad#the book is bad bad bad#and yeah he tries to write a fair and balanced biography about ze but hes very clearly trying to portray him in a bad light#turning all the good character traits into bad ones and somehow there is also an undertone that ze is actually a bad person#the puts his work above everything else is still wild to me#because this is about the man who would not sleep and travel the whole night to bring his daughter on september 1 to school#who made sure his wife and kids to travel with him to jobs whenever possible two just name two things#not to mention all the wrong facts i already stumbled over which is embarrasing for shuster#or stating things without context or explanations so it gives a totally wrong picture#also the very...irritating handling of the sources that sometimes give the impression youre reading shuster fanfiction#which i wouldnt rule out#i wouldnt be surprised to learn that he made up several parts because i really really doubt certain things were said#which would also explain why for certain things he doesnt have direct quotes and just writes something what he thinks feels interpretates..#also some of the sources are just a no#and denys really contributed all the private pics to the book like buddy get lost ze and olena are not your cash cow#i also get strong sean penn vibes#nothing against sean penn but you all remeber his documentary âabout zeâ that was basically just about him?#yeah shuster is the same just with his book#like oh my god I was the one who was allowed to talk to zelenskyy and I was in the bunker and I visited him 2019 and I and I and I and I an#buddy youre not the special snowflake you think you are#literally lots of other journalists also had access to ze#there are journalists who had way closer access to him#you had shit so stay fucking humble#youre not a best friend youre not a family member youre not part of the inner circle youre not someone who has a close or special bond#youre just some journalist#âloveâ how he is sometimes just paraphrasing interviews (his or from other journalists)
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over the course of my gw2 career, some very important things have become increasingly clear to me:
1) bloodstone dust is simultaneously priceless and worthless and you both want hoards upon hoards of it at any given time because you can never have enough but also you should get rid of it whenever you pick it up immediately because it clogs bag space and is absolutely useless
2) literally every single road leads back to running the silverwastes meta. like literally Every Single One. ever. forever.
#started heart of thorns > decided to go on a quick detour to craft mawdrey bc i needed xp to unlock gliding anyway#> ended up dedicating the entire afternoon and night to running around doing an epic worldwide scavenger hunt >#> ended up teaching myself how to craft to make bloodstone bricks which require level 400 artificer#so i spent like 70 gold on materials and speedran the entire crafting profession in one night#and now all i need is bloodstone dust. lots of it. lots and lots and lots of it.#this is no longer a detour. this is a goal in of itself. i cant bring myself to continue the story til i have that plant.#yin-thoughts#guild wars 2#anyway there's a fun peek into the gaming life of yin for yall. im sure it's incomprehensible and horrifying both with and without context#this is literally nothing in terms of the bad mmo grinding habits ive somehow spontaneously acquired over the past week#did you know WoW gives you a big puppy dog mount if you 100% complete all of dragonflight? i know.#so that's also what ive been spending the precious hours i have left on this earth doing. ur welcome for this arcane knowledge as well#i need to pass out good night
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or you could have a story that didnât require juggling
#So there were two reasons I stopped reading at issue 300 of Amazing as opposed to my initial plan of stopping with the clone sage#One Todd Mcfarlaneâs art I just cannot stand#and B they had this little thing set up where Peterâs suit was destroyed in like issue 50 of Web of so for like 50 issues he went from#Switching between the Black suit and the classic suit#To just wearing the black suit#it wasnât a tone thing it was just yâknow here is a decent suit#But then Venom was introduced and he traumatizes MJ so the black suit is a trigger now so he changesâŠ#And is too busy to make a new suit and has to deal with a store bought suit that doesnât even have the logo#And then like 3 issues later he is back without it being commented on except for a little caption box saying it was resolved in Web of#So I switch books to find context and justâŠ#In an off-hand panel MJ calls her fashion contacts to make him a new suit and it was just#Such an underwhelming thing of like#We are going to bring up loose ends you probably wouldnât care about and get your curiosity to check#And it is nothing#But major shit like fucking#Peter re-enrolling in college? No little caption box telling you when that happened#Peter deciding he couldnât do college with all his other responsibilities was a fantastic story one of my favorite character moments I need#To track it down and reread it I loved it
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Im not done relistening it bc the playlist w lyrics wasnt complete but Meant to be Yours is a Eudaimonia song âïž
#i dont like adding narrative songs to character playlists when i already know what its referencing to bc my brain makes it hard#for me to pull the context out & just listen to them without knowing anything else#But i think even w the context of JD planning on blowing up the school it still works. It works very well.#The entire time i was listening I kept trying to recall any ocs who'd do the same but no ones as intentionally & terribly destructive as eu#Except maybe Silver#Which brings us to our next point: Pyrite/Silver Heathers AU-#nillas
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