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never change, man !
#phantom of the paradise#potp#swan potp#nightmaretheater#65 layers and about 24 hours . Eeeyyuppp#Look into my beautiful mind boy#Its a bit unusual to what i usually draw#but i had to push a specific look for this piece#hopefully you all are picking up on the corperate look . the advertisment look#Sneeze. Anyways my point is industry destroys creative people. This includes swan#I feel like phrases like these ; how he was put on a pedistal…. it lead him to be Like That#as awful as he is he desperately needed help#it might seem like vanity on the surface#but i think its… more than that#long story short: we need to destroy the beauty industry. the skincare industry. the anti-aging industry#It ruined his psyche forever and he cant let go of the ideal version of himself he will never truly be again#i dont think he can at this point. hes in too deep and hes suffering for it no matter how much he feels hes fixed his problems#he cant accept a version of himself that isnt that perfect young man. because he never confronted his problems. he just ran away#anyways . Hi swath *punches him**kicks him*#i dont care if nobody gets me lalalalla my truths and headcanons are awesome forever and i live in my own reality lallaallal#sorry i think im gonna be posting about swan alot for a few months hes making me sick#i wass gonna post this earlier but my internet was real bad#*lays down in my pile of pillows* eat up boys. haha#sidenote: drawing white blond people is horrifiying. Boy your skin and hair are the same color. Introduce some contrast to yourself. Please#adding on: its inportant to note this focuses on him looking st himself in the mirror alot on purpouse#to remind himself what he ‘’’’really’’’’ looks like#the 4 middle pannels all represent that too . u have to be in my brain ri get this#sorry for unleashijg another swan essay in my tags. will happen again lol
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listen. listen, there's a kind of intimacy in having a dedicated rivalry, okay. who else is going to know you like this!!! also it's funny
Ascanio Maria Sforza: la parabola politica di un cardinale-principe del Rinascimento, Marco Pellegrini
Julius II: The Warrior Pope, Christine Shaw
and on della rovere’s soldier comment:
Popes, Cardinals and War: The Military Church in Renaissance and Early Modern Europe, D.S. Chambers
and finally! regarding the delightful Mess of political-family relationships, including the marriage comment (altho the montefeltro family that giovanni married into did have sforza family ties, since giovanna's mother was battista sforza, but this is about the more immediate alliance based relationship and della rovere's hand in the rejection of a milanese match for his brother. and. this is not even remotely a serious comic, but now I am once again thinking about insular all these families are. the fucking medicis are here too, if you go half a step to the left on della rovere's family tree)
Julius II: The Warrior Pope, Christine Shaw
Giulio II, Il papa del Rinascimento, Giulio Busi (Bianca Maria Visconti is Ascanio's mom. btw)
panel inserts of the cards they're playing with are all from the Visconti-Sforza tarot deck! (I used public domain scans/photos for the comic itself)
ko-fi!⭐ bsky ⭐ pixiv ⭐ pillowfort ⭐ cohost ⭐ cara.app
#weeping. ascanio's dialogue covers up della rovere's sleeve collar. i spent all that time drawing details on it and FOR WHAT#(it was fun)#there was another deleted bit where ascanio has some petty line like 'i bet arguing makes you hard' but then i realized#that's something that lucullus would probably say to crassus and also i need to set that line up for ascanio#we gotta. we gotta character build (lays down face in the ground) we have to provide the character set up for it#it's really more of a line for cesare to drop at some point over how much rodrigo and ascanio argued#shout out to the time rodrigo threatened to throw ascanio into the tiber river or that time ascanio like. decided to physically get into#a fight with juan borgia#and they were still gambling partners after that????? damn okay. sometimes the vice chancellor can be (checks note) im not finishing#that statement#komiks tag#italian renaissance tag#ascanio sforza#giuliano della rovere#i WILL get a relationship dynamic tag for them once i can figure out something punchy and fun. anyway!#ehgh. I NEED. to go to milan. and go thru the archives. let me in. LET ME INNNNNNNNN
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In the autumn of his blood, he will siphon your hurt to a child dying of thirst; the only inheritance of worth in the village of your synapses. But—for now—he’s still your boy. Sweet little wreck. Check the room you’ve locked him in. Insomiac, Saeed Jones
The Other Side of the Bed, Bhavya Kaushik // Prime Defenders, Season 2 Episode 32 // alocasiasea on Twitter // Prime Defenders. Season 1 Episode 24 // Telemachus, Ocean Vuong // Ordinary People, Judith Guest // Prime Defenders, Season 1 Episode 19 // Hour Between Dog & Wolf, Saeed Jones // Prime Defenders, Season 1 Episode 19 // Interview with Richard Siken, Green Linden Press // Last Portrait as Boy, Saeed Jones // Prime Defenders, Season 1 Episode 19 // Prime Defenders, Season 2 Episode 32 // Hamnet, Maggie O'Farrell // Prime Defenders, Season 1 Episode 19 // The Last Of Us, Episode 9 // Prime Defenders, Season 1 Episode 19
#hyperfocused for like 3 hours on this btw#i need to go lay down for a bit now#they make me feel crazy#jrwi prime defenders#ashe winters#mark winters#web weave#webweaving#on fathers#on sons
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I JUST THINK THAT SAMSTEVE


#i'm feeling a bit too much I NEED TO LAY DOWN AND CRY#this is my weakness. all caps in their casual clothes#ahshfdjkl my parents☹️💖#sam wilson#steve rogers#aya speaks#samsteve
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what.
#im physically ill#i think i need to go lay down for a bit#ann liveblogs dndads#dungeons and daddies#dungeons & daddies#tpvh#the peachyville horror#dungeons and daddies s3#dndads#dndaddies#francis farnsworth
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Well gamers it's time for me to wind down for the night. Got something nice and light to read for the occasion :)

Bedtime story <3
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He can't handle this alone. He needs his calm, collected Doctor, no matter how badly Lawrence has treated him.
...I'M GONNA FUCKING THROW UP, DUDE
GOOD NIGHT. WHATEVER
#The copy of the script was a Christmas gift that I got last year from one of my buddies.....#Forgot to post about it til now lmao#But yeah uh I'm gonna be fucking sick dude#Either I forgot about that specific bit from the script or I hadn't seen it til now but I need to lay down.#I'm already laying down but I need to do it again#THESE TWO... GOD#saw#sawposting#saw franchise#sawtism#saw 2004#billy the puppet#photos#chainshipping
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i binged fainting goat videos last night and i just couldnt help myself they're just so silly (also sorry for the low quality doodles and terrible pacing, im lucky i could even sit up for this long lmao)
#cotl fanart#cult of the lamb#cotl goat#cotl unholy alliance#cult of the lamb art#cotl shamura#theyre so silly#also you can tell with each doodle how badly i needed to lay down LMAO#they just get worse and worse quality#beep doodles#(updated and fixed it up a bit)
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I just got emotionally devastated by this book and am in the process of being emotionally devastated by the second
#original post#gideon the ninth#gideon nav#harrowhark nonagesimus#gideon the 9th#the characters are sooo good#i would lay down my life for gideon#need to draw palamedes but i wanted to do an alternate cover for the book#did that pro-gamer strat where I only really shade the important bits lol#original art#fantasy#fantasy art#i want to draw all of them actually but especially palamedes#which means i have to draw camilla#which means i have to draw another buff lady what a shame
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The whole dynamic between Zeus and Achilles in the Iliad and the almost "monkey's paw" nature of Achilles asking for honour and to make the Greeks/Agamemnon admit they need him (which, yeh, bit of a dick move there, Achy, but tbh i get u)
Bc Zeus was then like "sure I can do that....but HIDDEN IN THE TINY SMALL PRINT Ts & Cs IS THE HIDDEN PRICE IT'S GONNA COST YOU. WHICH IS: E V E R Y T H I N G."
Homer called homeboy Zeus up and said "hey i want to write this epic poem with the moral being that the glory won in war isn't worth the death of your closest friends, could u maybe help contribute to that idea a bit?"
Then Zeus went "i got u"
And proceeded to go HARDER THAN ANYONE HAS EVER GONE IN HAMMERING HOME A THEME.
BRO DID NOT HAVE TO GO THAT HARD!!!! WE GOT IT, WE GET IT: STOOOPPPP!!!!!!!!!!
#the iliad#achilles#homer#homeric epics#zeus#rowyn reads the iliad#text post tag#y'all need to CALM THE FUCK DOWN#be careful what u wish for ooooo#but also that was a DICK move on zeus' part#like come on man u knew what he was asking/what his beef was#u didnt gotta do this#man strung it the fuck out too#we're in book 15 before he admits it and lays it all out#USE YOUR WORDS THUNDER BITCH!!!#NO DONT JUST RUMBLE AND FLASH ME#C O M M U N I C A T E#fr tho like this is just a bit too on the nose in terms of themeing and the moral of the story and shit#like damn son
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#transformers#chromebee#transformer oc#transformers fanart#maccadam#sketch#yeehaw my dudes#Quite literally I have no caption for this that fits well enough#Just vibing in the crisis amiright?#When u just need to lay down and kind of not exist for a bit#But like you still have to exist#Also I ended up doing this on one layer my bad#This is a lot of tags my bad#Oc#oc art
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Impure Jake thought at the moment (NSFW 18+! below cut)
CHIN TATTOO
imagine you having a chin tattoo (I'm talking about the ones that are under your chin, above your throat), being the ✨vaginatarian✨ that he is, Jake would absolutely go feral every time he sees it
imagine him having his face buried between your thigh, lapping you up so good that you couldn't help squirming around, so he has to pin you down by holding onto your thigh and your pelvis bone, his grip strong, firm, inescapable albeit reassuring
the pleasure so intense that your eyes roll back and you throw your head back, your back arches, and your chin lifted up, showing the tattoo
imagine him seeing the tattoo while he looks up at you, just the look of it snaps a string in his brain and sends a rush down his spine, he hips presses harder down onto the mattress and his tongue involuntarily thrusts a little deeper, pushing you right over the edge---
OR
imagine when you are riding him; similarly, he sees it when you tilt your head back, exposing your chin and neck,
imagine him taking one look at you , instantly his fingers digs into your hips harder, definitely leaving bruises (which will be affectionately kissed better by him later), and he sticks closer to kiss your chin right where the tattoo is, and gently nibbing on the tender skin around your exposed neck, leaving a trail of sloppy kisses all the way down before burying his head in the crook of your neck
every time he sees the tattoo, it reminds him that he is making his girl feel *that good*,
it is your body, your choice, but it has such a choke hold on him
AND
let's even dig a little dipper and have a classified discussion here:
Scenario 1: you already had the tattoo before you two are together, so the pattern could be anything
it doesn't matter, he will lose his sh*t over it anyways; and he gets so pavloved that whenever he sees that pattern or something that resembles that pattern anywhere outside the bedroom, his cock uncontrollably twitches in his pants
Scenario 2: you decided to get the tattoo after you two are together, and you want it to be something that is vaguely related to him, so let's say, you got a music note, a subtle one; and you're a music lover anyway, duh
you didn't tell him at first, you let him discover it himself. The first time he saw it----oh lord, he'd even be crazier, because in his mind, seeing a music note on your chin makes him think of all the sounds that you make---the moaning, the grunts, the whimpering of his name---while he's tasting/fucking you, which are no doubt, 100% 🎶music🎶 to his ears
btw yes i do feel like he will also take notice and remember the placement of your moles and birthmark, and he will randomly trace them when he's holding you
#gvf#gvf smut#jake kiszka smut#jake kiszka#jakedown#greta van fleet#okay i need to go lay down a bit
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She's soooo cute
#she stinks so bad though!!!#i need some dry shampoo or something#it's been probably 2 months or more since shes had a bath#normally my dogs dont need bathing a lot#but shes had a lure coursing trial#plus surgery#and laying down so much#shes acquired a bit of a grime layer#greyhound#bubbles
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Celebrations are truly the extremely anxious introverts worst nightmare
#I just need to vent somewhere#I'm not even happy to be alive so must we really celebrate my birth?#I just wanna lay down and cry for a bit#I'm fine really#Just not great you know?
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just finished the magnus archives! owie wowie! i will never be okay again!
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ig it bedtimeb
#bf going to eep#and i am also tired but scared of hangover#i need to like. lay down and cuddle with someone desperately#like idk fuck i wanna crawl into bed n someone just has their arms open ready to snuggle for a bit#i miss physical touch so much man
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Did you know you could try and steal back your case files at the start of a run?
Just another silly Militsioner comic concept to join the about five-ten others that's collecting dust. Maybe I'll upload them if everyone doesn't mind the same chicken scratch quality.
#mumbles#i just like to draft them out and hope i may get to it later#better than rotting in my head#(i need to stop drawing while laying down; everything is a bit tilted)
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