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it's funny because back in the day people used to say they couldn't/didn't ship characters of color because they were "boring" or "under developed" compared to gringitos but now that we have a slew of well developed, interesting, and prominent chars of color people just say you can't ship them because of [insert problematic bingo square] and idk man I find all that cardi b that's suspious dot gif
#shuri x namor#sammie x remmick#samsteve#zolu#opla#just listing some ships and fandoms i've seen this happen to recently as well as what i experienced#i was an OG samsteve fan fighting in the STREETS#“idk sam is kinda boring” (2016)#“idk sam and steve are kinda sibling coded” (2019)#I don't even ship some of these ships but like#it's pretty suspect how a prominent char of color is “child coded” or “ace coded” and all of a sudden#people can't ship them anymore#“you can't ship x with y that's evil and dark!”#what chars of color can't have a taste of goth in them?#we can't listen to black parade and wanna fuck dracula too??#do bucky and sam get the “idk they're kinda sibling code” shit too?#fuck that I say as an mcu hater let sam have TWO old white boyfriends he deserves it#me one of the 5 tonyrhodey shippers back in the day#I HAVE BEEN THERE I HAVE SEEN#“idk abbie mills is ace coded to me so shipping her with icahbod is :\”#“you can't ship opla luffy with zoro b/c he's OBVIOUSLY child coded it's weird!!”#I need to rest#the old guard#the old guard 2#nile x booker#the acolyte#osha x qmir
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Uh idk, have this I guess
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#oh yes oh yes my beloved#i could make infinite posts about it#famous last words#mcr#my chemical romance#mcredit#samuel bayer#gerard way#tbp#mikey way#bob bryar#frank iero#ray toro#the black parade#something about this post makes me laugh tho#I need to rest#i will never not want to be gee in this video#it's the ideal state and form#arosetolivefor#favourite edit#my mcr
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Reverse: 1999's Story Themes in the Form of Arcs
As we know now there are 3 story arcs in Reverse: 1999: The Timekeeper Tetralogy (Chapters 1-4), the Equilibrium Trilogy (Chapters 5-7), and now the Homecoming Series (2.0 Series, Chapters 8-10).
All 3 of these arcs are very integral to the main story and I found them quite interesting to think about how there are particular themes that stand out among them.
Disclaimer: These are very incoherent ramblings of someone who has had little sleep. Don't take all of what I said here to heart, nor limit down the overall themes into categories as narrow/overgeneralised as what I go over here.
I want to just rant talk about this here since it's early in the morning and I talked about it in a call. As much as this will sound incredibly incoherent, let's get started.
The Timekeeper Tetralogy — "Pillars"
The term "pillar" can be described as a metaphor for resilience, crisis, saviors, any of the sort. Chapters 1-4 primarily centers around this theme as we dive into the world of Reverse: 1999 for the first time. We're introduced to a world that is in chaos due to the "Storm" and the harsh changes that come with having to live through constant tragedy. From these calamities, people need something or someone to turn to for hope, or for them to be saved from this rubble, no?
It's in this series that it establishes the substantial roles hold by our main characters and factions; most importantly, Vertin's role as the Timekeeper. It becomes clear that she is highly sought out by many because her profound altruism shines through as a person who sought freedom more than anything. She showcases the impact and change she brings to be able to progress forward to making that change.
Of course, it's not just herself, we also have characters such as Madam Z, Druvis III, and Sonetto, whose actions become highly influential to the changes that needed to be pushed through to allow the Foundation to progress. There are also characters like Schneider, who plays a role in saving the lives of those they consider their own (e.g. Schneider trying to save her own family) in spite of the world that functions against them.
I think of "pillars" as a way that the first four chapters of this game brings the words "leadership" and "saviour" to light. The highlighted characters are very central to how they lead others out of conflict, whether temporarily or permanently.
Equilibrium Trilogy — "Belief"
Belief describes in the faith and trust held towards something or someone. How is this different from the first part and how does it connect? In Chapters 5-7, this word becomes very central to how many characters think. Many of the characters in this arc tend to have something or nothing to believe in.
All of them: 37, 6, 210, Sophia, Isolde, Marcus, Hofmann, Kakania, Lucy, Enigma, Ulrich, Semmelweis, Lorelei—Even someone like Heinrich—They all held beliefs that particularly influenced not just their personal stories but the overall narrative. Their communities held beliefs that had become their downfall later once it is shaken.
For example: Greta Hofmann is a mixed human that has lived through repeated tragedy. She has lived to see her brother nearly commit suicide, her colleagues be reversed, even the people she meets disappear right beneath her feet. Yet from all these years, it has drastically changed her perspective on arcanum and arcanists. She had accepted that there was no way to go back from where it all started in time; it becomes important to how she sees how the tides must be shifted through how the arcanists are able to see fit. It does not mean that she believes in arcanist supremacy, rather, it highlights the importance of the role that arcanists play into the world they are all in now.
When thinking of the word "belief" here, I really mean that each and every event, each circumstance, is particularly influenced by what the characters believe in. And what comes out of it strikes back at those beliefs, severely impacting how these characters view the world after they are faced with the effects.
The Homecoming Series — "Home"
It's quite in the name, isn't it? The 2.0 series is unique in that their event stories particularly tie back to the main story in some way. While that is in itself a major writing flaw, the theme particularly sticks out in all of the stories.
This series emphasizes on the theme of "Home" and how many yearn to return to it. Even if it were destroyed or taken from them, they still yearn to go back to where they found comfort and where they feel most safe. It becomes central to many conflicts in the story, and every character involved in this series so far has been affected by it in a way.
"Home" does not have to mean a physical building either, it can mean family, close friends, and kindred spirits as well.
There are characters like Joe, Anjo Nala, and Fatutu who are all facing conflicts from being essentially removed from their homes, or fighting their way through to return back to that home in such a way that it affects not only them, but their communities and families as well. Then there are those like Lopera, Barcarola, and Recoleta, who all have left their homes, but still feel this sense of longing to return in a way that they seek the comfort those homes once gave them.
It doesn't always prompt them to go back, but they always miss and yearn for what they had left behind or what they had lost. They yearn to return to a place they considered a place of safety and comfort, only to be met with conflict and a place now unfamiliar.
Afterthoughts
While having pulled an all-nighter and gaining a headache from staying up, I genuinely enjoyed getting this out of my system and it helped with organizing my thoughts about this game's story. While it has it's ups and downs, there's no doubt that I genuinely do appreciate the story as it is. These themes have been really fun to identify and explore, and it impacts how I see the story itself.
Thanks for reading my tangent here. As always, feel free to leave your own thoughts as you see fit.
#reverse 1999#reverse: 1999#r1999#lore analysis#literary analysis#thematic analysis#its almost 6 am#i need to rest
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Small Mouthwashing Break
Hey guys. I know so many of you are hyped and excited for another mouthwashing fic/update to my series but the whole RussianBot situation just. I can’t
I’ve seen things that have left me painfully traumatized. Its made me scared to even open this app. I’ve seen things no one deserves to see. Enough where I won’t even mention what they are
Until the situation is solved I just can’t be part of the fandom atm. I’m already painfully traumatized as is. I have enough going on in life. I don’t need more shit like this
It’s genuinely given me nightmares and taken a toll on my health, since fibromyalgia reacts to stress. What a way to start my thanksgiving break. Just peachy huh?
I’m super sorry to everyone that’s so eager to see more of my content, who want updates, to have asks left unanswered, but I deserve to take care of myself
Hopefully a few days away will make the situation resolve itself on its own. Maybe tumblr will actually do something. Who knows
Just know I’m super sorry, but I gotta take care of myself. I love the mouthwashing fandom/game but Jesus Christ those Russian Bots man
Keep me updated on if that stupid thing gets solved. If things go get fixed. That it’ll be safe to return
I wanna keep posting and doing what I love after all. Don’t we all?
Love yall
#mouthwashing#mouthwashing fandom#mouthwashing discourse#mouthwashing drama#mouthwashing fanfic#mouthwashing x reader#I gotta take care of myself#I’ve seen things that have really fucked me up#I have enough going on as is#I can’t just have my safe spaces destroyed to#I’ll be way less active on tumblr for a while#and poke mouthwashing with a 39 and a half foot pole#please keep me updated about the situation#let me know when things are all clear#I would love to keep writing and going#but this site is a land mine now#I need to rest#I deserve self care#i deserve so much better#belladonna rambles#just ugh#always gotta be someone to ruin it for everybody else#bet it’s some edgy kid#whenever a fandom suddenly gets popular there’s always a asshole like this#I’ve seen it before#it won’t be the last time#we all know it#everyone stay safe#be careful#take a break
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me: yay my long ass fic is out time to relax
me:
me: *immediately starts writing obscene smut*
#i need someone to STOP ME#I NEED TO REST#WHY ARE THEY IN MY BRAIN#smosh rpf#amangela fic#this will never see the light of day tho most likely#amangela
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My last Junelezen post is done and queued.
(collapses in a heap of bones)
#if i even breathe about doing an elaborate gpose for the next month someone needs to sit me down lol#it has truly been a marathon#i need to rest#do i regret doing every day? not for a minute! it's been a blast#july will be for focusing on writing#and then in august p sure we have wolianger week 2: electric boogaloo#i will be ready o7#break first though... i swear...#definitely not tempted to go start another one...#ffxiv stuff#edit: NEVER MIND IT'S NOT UNTIL OCTOBER.#plenty of time!
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*pointing at myself in the mirror: You didn't go to work today because you're fatigued and need rest. STOP. DOING. OTHER. WORK. AND. REST. YOU. SILLY. CAT.
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I realised I haven’t sent them for a while… HAPPY FRIDAY!!! 🖤✨💀🖤✨
it was a really good day indeed, thank you ❤️
#sorry for the lack of emotions but i am literally so tired right now#i need to rest#but i wanted to answer it today ❤️#[cøver me. ~ clancy]
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Had a dream where I was ordering some coffee and when I was looking for my debit card to pay someone else passed their card in the contactless reader and paid it for me
I turn and it's professor layton
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Uhm, well, I won't be posting for a few days... some personal stuff happened and I'm not in the mindset to draw.
I will try to have some mental and emotional rest. I've been trying to draw and I can't, I feel terrible. Sorry.
Thank you for your attention. I'll be back eventually.❤️🩹
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The battle was over. Warrius Zero sat down, directly on the ground, too worn out to find a better place to rest. His chest heaved slowly, each breath a reminder of his body’s protest. Behind him, familiar footsteps and an amused scoff, and then a quiet grunt as Harlock slid down behind him. Back to back.
Neither of them said anything. Just the sound of tired breathing. Their shoulders aligned, steadying each other. The comfort of silence between warriors who had spent every last ounce of energy.
Zero closed his eyes.
He didn’t remember meaning to.
Harlock only realized when he shifted slightly and felt the full weight of Zero leaning back. Head tilted slightly, breathing slowed, gloved hand lax on the blaster still holstered at his side.
Sleeping.
Harlock tilted his head back and let out a soft breath. A half-smile, tired and fond, tugged at his lips. He didn’t move. Didn’t tease. Didn’t disturb the moment.
Instead, he allowed the weight to stay against him. Warmth shared in quiet surrender. A rare peace. A stolen pause between wars.
And Harlock whispered, almost inaudibly,
- Rest, Warrius. I’ve got your back.
And he meant it.
#when you have an image in your head and you need to flesh out a little back story for it#i was trying to make this scene either a cwz game or dimensional voyage backstory scene#i might draw the scene#or just cherish it in my brain#zero and harlock fought side by side against an unnamed enemy#rereading it now i realize it might not have been clear#i was so tired last night i wrote this for myself#i need to rest#leijiverse#micro fiction#zerohar drabble#warrius zero#cosmo warrior zero#captain harlock#zerohar#zerolock#albator#harlock#captainharlock#leiji matsumoto
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i’m sad but it’s okay
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Me: i’m gonna nap i’ve been exhausted all month after working on the adopts
My dad and godfather: we’re going out to dinner
Me:

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That moment, when you read a chapter of a book, and you just need to stop reading altogether because it destroyed you emotionally and changed the way you view things. That's when you know it is a good book.
#the vampire lestat#anne rice#armand#reading#books#dont talk to me#i need to rest#lestat de lioncourt
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