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hesitant alien.
#hesitant alien#hesitant alien gerard way#gerard way#gerard hesitant alien#gerard way hesitant alien#mcr#lola hesitant alien#hesitant alien i love you#i lied#i actually hate this album#i lied again#i love it so much#i want to explode and die#hesitant alien save me from the horrors
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everything is annoying the absolute shit out of me rn oh my god
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REX AND AMANDA'S ROMANCE HAS ME ABSOLUTELY FUCKED UP RN OH MY GOD
(full on comic spoilers under the cut just in case)



FUCKING ME UPPPPP

#They've had me on the ropes for a long time but throwing her into space was my final fucking straw oh my god#Like I've been staring into space thinking of their epic centuries spanning alien dimension romance the past few days#Now THIS#There's only so much I can TAKE (I'm loving it actually it's so OUCH)#They both won't give up but he doesn't love her enough to give up what he's doing and she loves him too much to give up on him#I want to explode and die#Also I did decide to take a break right after he throws her into space to kill her bc I need time to absorb it#So I'll see if she somehow survives or not lager#Later*#But yeah holy shit dude#She loved him for SEVEN HUNDRED YEARS and he THREW HER INTO SPACE bc she was getting in the way of his plans.#But also he's GENUINELY DEVASTATED BY IT. He's WEEPING ON THE FLOOR BC OF IT. BUT HE DID IT ANYWAY.#It's so FUCKED#invincible comic
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ive gotta retheme soon guys <- has the stupid fuckijg taiali illness now
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Have been waiting for my driver's license and social security card for like two months now
holy fuck I hate this shit can you jsut email me to pick it up instead of sending it in the mail without asking me after I told you sending it in the mail didnt work. also fuckkkk the social security office (or more realistically whoever has made it so understaffed) the wait hold times are multiple hours long and they dont respond to emails at all
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is thatjsut a thing that happens around may. can it not happen anymore,,, please i cant take ir
#earclogged. this time its my right ear#i hate everyyhgit#i csnt listrn to my music anymor#its not faie#r#i want to explode and die
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warm-up from this morning
#chonny jash#cccc#cccc mind#cj mind#cccc heart#cj heart#(not a ship) (please don't tag as such)#art#something I really want to try and do more is like... looser lines. focus less on cleaning up. but still keeping the shapes fun#hence why this is very messy. the moment I start to focus on cleaning up rather than drawing is when the perfectionism hits#which is my number 1 enemy I hate you perfectionism Die perfectionism#I keep thinking about Heart and Mind lately :( they piss me off#they're so shithead siblings to me. I hope they explode#don't mind the top left corner btw I didn't want to make a different post for him. I don't like him#so he's sticking himself to this post like a flea#concordposting
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hello please click images for better quality oh my god tumblr whyy
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maria shows shadow how to play dress-up (she's always wanted to do it with someone else)
thank u @fly-sky-high-09 for the request, i had a lot of fun with this hehe
#monotoneart#sonic the hedgehog#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#ark siblings#this is supposed to take place not long after shadow was released from. whatever growth pod thingy he was in#hence the lack of inhibitor rings#there's actually a /lot/ more i wanted to add to this but i decided that i should. probably calm down a little.#this was already getting to be pretty long aha#there's other stuff i gotta draw but. hand twitches closer to the comic canvas. NO.#anyway i think about their dynamic a lot and i love them very much and im going to die#maria taught shadow how to be a person. shadow taught maria how to be a kid.#do you understand me. shaking you by the shoulders. do you see my vision.#i should make a post just talking about that or my head is going to explode
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hi a rlly cool procreate pen (and paper) was on my feed on twt and it broke through my art block so have a sketch page
#i’ve spent the whole day stuck in a car w only my ipad and thoughts of marvel rivals winterhawk keeping me alive#i still have an hour and a half left 😭 but i think im done drawing#so here u go#my art#uhhh oh god tags#winter soldier#bucky barnes#hawkeye#clint barton#marvel rivals#lucky the pizza dog#alpine the cat#winterhawk#i wanted to make them hold hands so i did. fear my power#top left clint was sent to my rivals trio w the caption ‘how i look at my teammates when i shout ‘I NEVER MISS :D’ and then miss every shot#so yall can have the joke too#mk is in the corner bc if i don’t put him on every piece of paper i have i explode and die
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stobotnik continues to hold the title for ‘I read this in a fic and now it’s actually canon’




#stobotnik#agent stone x Robotnik#robotnik x stone#never beating the allegations#holy shit how is this real life#I can confidently say I’ve never seen something I’ve read in ff become canon in the actual source material later on#FUCKKKKKK#thank you Lee and Jim we say in unison#Do you WANT me to die Jeff Fowler#‘yeah I’m sure’ I said as I laughed and opened Twitter this morning#stob fans in 2020-2022 would explode rn
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hoptal
#library of ruina#yesod lor#yesod#netzach lor#netzach#PRETEND ITS THE 14TH FOR ME OKAY!! god this thing made me feel so tired but its over. its over. am i happy w it? no.#ahhhghg the dialog is subpar. you can see visibly where i started and stopped some days. yk what. its. done.#ill do a whole different reblog from the sideblog on just ramblings of getting through it plus choices made. tldr aroace and harder to writ#romance that feels genuine. either way its done!! i was going to have it not as detailed but since i already missed the date by a lot might#as well put more effort into it yk. the last one made me want to die though. its really iffy compaired to the others . struggled so hard to#make it look right. ended up just going w one of the other previous sketches and just giving up and shading it in. i dobnot gaf it can look#weird but be done. HUZZAH!!!#ohbright forgot#netsod#probablt will do the text reblog abouuutt ???? 2 hours after og goes up. just to properly format it and collect thoughts and write#to who ever sent that anonymous ask. hope u like it. sorry it took so long#if this isnt in order i will melt into the floor and be consumed into the earth. PLEASEPELASPELASPLEASE#i onow i will make a seperate post abt it. but also. still just very. eh? i wanted to try and be true to what i had originally come to enjoy#with lor. but also i know im not capable of replicating such aspects and works and craftsmanship. but i still want to keep to what i can or#try to express facets that drew me into it all. which makes me a bit skittish abt writing dialog or drawing them in any other situation that#isnt just like. white void or the like. but still... .. .. . ahgh. skittish and overthinking. i cant tell what is attempting to handle with#adoration and care and what is just being overly terrified of having words or intent misconstrued#rechecking and rechecking and rechecking and .. . .. ect ect. i cannot look at it lest i explode
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imagine me throwing this at you like that one poster of that one animated Adam Sandler Christmas movie
#showing the red one his bazooka collection#i love the thought of duck having a collection of stolen AUTHENTIC war stuff and just showing them off proudly#like “ hey look at this real actual land mine ! if I hold it wrong we'll die and explode !! isn't that so cool ??”#and duck using ghe shredder as a distraction because yay !! distractions !!#gave rhe red fella these weird (animated octopus like) eyebrow things that are attached to his weird slug eyes#to show off his emotions better ??? idk !!!#dhmis#dhmis duck#dhmis red guy#dhmis yellow guy#fluffybird#duck guy#red guy#yellow guy#don't hug me i'm scared fanart#don't hug me i'm scared#dont hug me im scared#dont hug me i’m scared fanart#dhmis fanart#i want a caprisun
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Hunter and Luz's deaths being reverses of each other is crazy work in so many ways. Hunter is working on his emotional well-being, and beginning to accept himself. He lists the things he wants to do in order to stay focused so he can take himself (and Belos) out. Hunter hasn't been able to fully escape his trauma, in fact it literally overtakes him and he hurts people he loves, and he's holding onto the potential life he won't get due to Belos. Hunter's possession is forced on him, it's out of his control, it's the unfair expectations and history of violence that he could try and recover from but it still a part of him.
Luz has been in the exact opposite mindset. She's been really depressed and doesn't see a future for herself where she doesn't hurt everyone in her life because of her guilt. Luz is planning to sabotage her friendships in order to protect her friends from her perceived "brokeness". But her death is sudden and shocking, her sacrifice isn't made out of guilt but of an inherent impulse to save somebody else. Luz has to choose to come back, and she accepts a "possession", where she's in control. Luz has to accept that she's good, that she is worthy of life because she's here, right now, and she is enough.
They both also deal with the aftermath differently, with Hunter grieving and being angry at himself for what happened (which Luz and their friends perceive as him being angry at them). Hunter wants to get revenge on Belos at first, but then his focus shifts to protecting his friends and fighting for the Isles instead. Luz comes back with a lot of joy and excitement, she's happy to be alive again and its fun and she's more than happy to get revenge. After that fades, Luz is left tired. But they both end the series getting on the same page- they both love their families, and they both choose to live.
#the owl house#toh#luz noceda#hunter deamonne#tw death#tw sucidal ideation#thats like super transparent in the show but she doesn't say it directly lmao i thought i'd be safe#i get the vibe that Luz . definitely had to do years of therapy to unpack all that LMAO like how do u explain like yea I fully wanted to#explode and die forever but then I got killed in front of everyone and was like. wait a second WAUGH#Luz like I saw my best friend die and it was really upsetting and then I died the next day BY THE SAME PERSON that was crazy..#i didn't mention that but getting killed by the same person is really funny /neg like. I know ppl read Luz's death as slightly unintentiona#like I don't think he really cared that much about it like he was ok with killing her before#he tried it like a day ago and only didn't bc of Hunter LMAO#i think he was just more. confused that she would help Collector after the harm they did#wait that's gotta be a new post-
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i came up with the Luteces AU, so i would have something to think about before going to bed. The Luteces in the first Bioshock.
#their device explodes like in canon but the twins don't die but end up in different ends of Rapture and now their goal is to find each other#the thing is that suddenly Jack kills Rosalind but her consciousness continues to exist#and she can talk to her brother via radio and give him advice on where to go who to look for and why Tenenbaum is the one to look for#Rosalind found the Suchong and Tenenbaum's researches before her death so she learnt some of the city's features. and she knows about Jack#she believes that Jack and Tenenbaum are the keys to Robert's escape. She leads him to them#but Robert having learned about his sister's death no longer wants to escape. he wants revenge. and Rosalind is not happy about it.#how did it end? i don't know#i didn't create this story for a full-fledged plot but for a daydreaming#bioshock#bioshock infinite#lutece twins#robert lutece#rosalind lutece
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I DO NOT think I've posted this one here despite how much I loved drawing these. Wanted to draw my original characters' two main emotions!! Just clawing my way into their mind like a hungry little beast sniffing around how their brains work and all. As if I didn't make them up in my head myself. Real fun stuff.
#original character#oc#lamentations of a time machine#loatm#deja vu#theia walkman#oliz zyro#aidan ramos#sigh. do i wanna#okay sure im putting this in the tags#inside out#it's like IT'S WHATEVER MAN im so normal about io and about ocs and the#fuuuckin. i kinda want to redesign their emotions to better fit the ocs appearances#aidan's pair was so fun to design#oliz's pair shot me through the heart and i had to explode and die.#as in if i think about them too much i will crumple into the dirt . slash positive#gene art#gene ocs
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bring back bte so i can see mustached hangman in glasses
#hangman adam page#all elite wrestling#my art#the shirt u can find it online but if you want a link lmk#one of my pet peeves on twt is when someone asks hey I need that shirt#and then the bots start swarming to steal my art 😭😭😭 like i need you to explode and die
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