#I won’t get to everyone lol
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Let’s do some drawing requests!
Reply or send an ask with something simple you’d like me to draw and I’ll pick some ones to doodle!
: D ✍️
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Stabby stabby time 😌✨
(Original meme audio source can be found via this YouTube video!!)
#once again I’m so bad at putting silly short meme stuff onto my main channel without thinking it’s gonna humiliate me HELP 🥲#l’ll get over it this is my exposure therapy hour#it doesn’t help that I told classmates in college about my YouTube channel and didn’t think about how that would fuck with my anxiety lol#like ‘OH NO WHY DID I DO THAT THEY’LL KNOW I’M CRINGE AND WEIRD NOW’#listen if people can’t tolerate you at your cringiest and you feel like you need to mask around them 24/7 then it’s not worth#you gotta be your authentic self and enjoy your interests regardless of how people view it#trying to people please the masses is only going to wear you out and make you feel disconnected from yourself#‘fuck it we ball’ mentality saves lives tbh#….I don’t know I’m still trying to pep talk myself into it being socially acceptable to post sillies :’)#for now this will be a Tumblr exclusive until I stop being a baby about it✨#(also wouldn’t it be funny if my channel has a running joke of everyone not knowing what Puzzles age is? Just a thought)#(first Meggy asks him about it and now I’m asking too)#(no wonder the guy pulled out a knife people won’t shut up about his age lmfao)#mr puzzles smg4 meme#mr puzzles animated#smg4 girl how old are you I’m getting nervous meme#girl how old are you I’m getting nervous mr puzzles meme#hplonesome art
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Spoilers and drawings for “RUIN Finds His LOVE!” episode from The Eclipse and Puppet Show below










So, how we feeling after today’s episode?
(*SCREAMS, SOBS, AND PUNCHES THE FLOOR* AOSJDODJWOSKSIEJ DAVIS WHEN I GET YOU DAVIS- /pos)
Planned on animating this instead of comic panel style but with how busy I’ve been figured it take too long so settled for comic panel version for rn and then animated scene later
(I drew everyone in this mostly from memory, also I think this is the first time I’ve drawn a Monty)
(Also for a second I thought ruin’s Monty said “I DONT WANT YOU to suffer like me..” but relistening to it I think the “dont” isn’t there actually but correct me if I’m wrong on that)
I am freaking out way too much over this ship :’)
#teaps#the eclipse and puppet show#AAAAAAAAAAAA#AKOSDKWPKEODKEOEK#Since Monty (not ruin’s) said ‘just maybe there’s a chance’ I’m holding out hope#PLEASE LET THIS END UP WELL SOMEHOW#HAVE A GOOD ENDING SOMEHOW#am waiting to see Ruin’s tears though 👀 (Eclipse’s breakdown ep was delicious#I sound evil saying that lol-#angst hehe >:3c#but also AMSOSHWOHEIEHEIEJEIJEIEJSHFHJE#DAVIS WHEN I GET YOU WHEN I GET YOU DAVIS /pos#Honestly everyone did amazing this ep#the voice actors and body actors#also eclipse let Monty help rkrrjrijr#I wonder how Charlie will react#hopefully she won’t do anything dangerous if she goes to try and find ruin#excited and scared to see what will happen next 👀#ruin x monty#ruin tsams#ruin’s monty#ruin teaps#tsams#eclipse teaps#eclipse tsams#monty teaps#art#drawing#littlelaurendraws#teaps fanart
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I have been quietly having a crash out since getting back from my sisters wedding and today I am TOO close to it.

#it’s about my student loans#I mean I knew I would eventually get kicked out of the program I’m in now#but it’s looking like I won’t be able to afford to go back to school at all now#I’m trying not to panic#but I am panicking lol#it’s crazy because if everyone who read BILY gave me Litterally 1$ it would answer all my problems
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What I love about Warframe as a newcomer is that there doesn't seem to be any sort of shipping wars or fandom discourse at all. I've been into a lot of shooters before (ie. Overwatch, Apex Legends, etc.) so Warframe is a huge breath of fresh, clean air.
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#yeah there’s no warframe shipping wars that I’m aware of tbh lol I know people heavily ship Stalker and Hunhow but you probably won’t meet#those two for a bit. not a big emphasis on fan service or shipping for this game tbh#only discourse I know about was rightie incels getting mad about Equinox being nonbinary and the devs made the pronouns she/her to calm#everyone down about the whole thing but that was many years ago#and on the women’s day Facebook post Equinox was noticeably absent from the image they made for it in recent years :)#so that implies equinox is nonbinary and uses she/her pronouns which I think is cool and a clever way to go about giving us nonbiney frame#outside of Xaku of course! but that’s the biggest incident I can think of and I think there’s a polyamory frame too can’t remember which 1#accidentally progressive W giving a nonbinary character she her pronouns ngl#any sort of ‘discourse’ I’ve seen usually comes from#comes from queerphobes (idk why it sent I wasn’t done typing) who are acting in bad faith#and comes from bad faith folks who have no reading comprehension about the lore and anti-capitalist messages of the in game story#I’ve seen a lot of self shippers here too; one of my moots self ships with Solaris which is cool#cephalon simaris* is what I meant damn autocorrect#if there are shipping wars and discourse I’m not very aware of it and it never gets big enough to breach containment or make its way to me#I can’t find the specific women’s day image unfortunately anymore but I remember being like oh hell yeah#warframe confession#warframe#mod rose
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drawing my favorite feral girl
#literally just a creature#i finally started on those character sheets i was talking about#i’m saving the boys for last bc i know if i do them first i won’t finish the others lol#anyway. hey. hi.#how are you.#school is kind of stressing me out BUT other than that i’m ok#i have a long weekend coming up so i’ll probably chill out & play some animal crossing#i’ve been playing so much animal crossing lately#i have been having some OC thoughts lately…#mostly stuff about everyone as adults#some stuff about dhes’ family#etc.#i’ll probably write some of it out soon#i need to get back into writing#hm. ok. bye#rainyrambles#artwip
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Something I’m really excited to get to in the roleswap is the little character arc involving Kyojuro and how he hides what he really looks like unless he’s fighting and wants to look really physically intimidating. Like the vast majority of the Kizuki don’t even know what he actually looks like. It’s just another facet of Tamayo’s influence and total control over him, because while he obviously didn’t like how he looked upon becoming a demon, he would have come to accept it much, much sooner if Tamayo hadn’t pressured him to shapeshift and hide it and look “more human” but framed it as if she was helping him because of how panicked he was with how he looked.
Specifically, I’m excited for Akaza to eventually ask him why he looked so different during their fight at the mugen train and Kyojuro has to be like. Well. That’s what I actually look like and explains how Tamayo taught him to shapeshift and hide it and Akaza slowly starts putting the pieces of how incredibly fucked up Kyojuro and Tamayo’s relationship to one another is, and even compares it to Muzan’s control over him. Like Tamayo, in a way, completely altered Kyojuro’s appearance to suit her, and Akaza is like “that’s crazy, it’s almost like how Muzan renamed me” and Kyojuro HATES that comparison but also he can’t stop thinking about it
#au: everyone bleeds red#the main tool for deprogramming him are all of Senjuro’s repressed memories#because tamayo never manipulated his like she manipulated Kyojuro’s#she just locked them away#but we won’t get into that rn lol#I just. have a lot of thoughts and feelings about Kyo’s incredibly fucked up relationship to tamayo#also yeah sorry ship brain but I need a scene where Akaza convinces kyo to show him what he actually looks like when they’re not fighting#so he can look at him and be like idk what she was talking about you look fine you’re not horrifying when you look like this#also Akaza’s eventual demon form here……. have a lot of thoughts about that#and how he will counteract Kyo’s very literal heat and the extremely high body temperature he still isn’t good at dealing with#mkay I’ll shut up about extremely niche AU stuff now#kyojuro rengoku#akaza#tamayo#kaz rambles
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i’m gonna sound stupid for saying this but i’m acc very upset that real life is keeping me away from being a loser here 😔
#suki rambles#i’m barely at home anymore with how much i spend time outside... and i just wanna sit down and WRITE#but as soon as i come home i’m just so exhausted from studying and travelling that i pushing out a 1k fic-#-which would normally be so easy for me feel so impossivble now#and now i just stare at my wips feeling disappointed in myself that i’m too tired to work on it#me staring at my vampire!kita fic 😔#me staring at my lemurian! rafayel fic 😔#the younger me could’ve stayed up and pulled an all nighter to finish a fic but now i just could NEVEERRRR#i need my 8 hours of sleep or i won’t function for a whole day#and i feel so horrible too that i’m so behind on replying to everyone 🥹#DTD TOO BRUH like i was so dedicated in updating every week but when im FINALLY at the last chapter thats when i get so busy ugh#like i don’t wanna be hard on myself bcos i have written a lot and also this is just a hobby but thats the thing!!#i feel like i’m so busy with adult things that i don’t have enough time for writing (which brings me joy) and i’m sad about it lol#big sigh.#tw: rant
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from the bottom of my heart, thank you for everything. there will never be another like you. ever.
#yellow was his colour because it emphasised the light he gave off#this is so redundant given i haven’t used this blog for two years and then i came back for like a week only for this to happen LOL#anyways if you’re reading this: thank you. this blog meant more to me than anything & the friendships it gave me will last a lifetime.#i think he’d be happiest to know that over the years he gave people a sense of community & belonging.#especially people who maybe felt like they didn’t have that growing up (me)#sitting back and realising i grew up with him fills me with such a sense of privilege & happiness that i cannot even begin to describe#this is so personal but i struggled a lot in 2020 (as everyone did) and having him along with f1 & this blog was such a saving grace for me#and i don’t think i could ever begin to express my gratitude. to him & to anyone this blog gave to me.#he will always be formula one to me & the reality that he won’t be here again is just far too painful for me to accept.#i feel good about leaving this blog behind for good & everything it holds. every photo. every liveblog. snapshots of his career.#i hope people can continue to get the same joy from it that i had when posting. and i hope you can remember daniel’s career for what it was#he deserves it.#so again: thank you.
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I just watched the first episode of the Librarians and this new nerdy mathematician/physicist woman Lysa is so Cassandra coded, I love her. If they don’t have her meet Cass I will SCREEEAAAM. They deserve to do pretty math/science together. And maybe. Be gay. As a treat?
#the librarians#the librarians the next chapter#so based on the way Lysa looks at Charlie I think we’re safe lol#in the sapphic category somewhere#I am worried though that she’s also coded like sn1 Cass#in that there may be some kind of betrayal coming#where she tries to out magic/use it to get money for her investors#or get a little megalomaniacal about it and try and use it to stop bad/random things from happening#actually it would be really super great if they can bring Cass in to talk to her#she needs to hear wisdom from Cass about how bad it can go#and like have someone to talk to who’s super smart brain is wired like hers#kinda fun how everyone is flirting with Charlie because yeah they did some of that with Eve back in the day too lol#a little sad we don’t have a little gremlin thief this time around with emotional intimacy issues#but Vikram and Charlie both seem like they may be able to pull the emotional intimacy issue weight and probably Lysa too but we’ll see#who that burden falls on#Vik seems alright#but I love Connor he’s so pretty and so smart#he’s my new funky little guy#feels like we’re missing at least 1 person like at least a new Jenkins?#idk it feels like we need at least 1 more character trope/vibe covered plus just generally at least 1 more person to round it out#esp because I imagine Stone is the new Flynn and won’t be around much#Vikram is interesting because he’s both one of the new librarians and an old experienced librarian#anyway that’s enough for now#but I am mostly vibing pretty hard w the new show
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like shri’iia really DOES struggle with that suffocatingly needy side of herself, and it’s why I’m a firm believer that in all of their own personal routes, only the oathbreaker/spawn variation for the hags is the one where they work out because she’s actively working on that side of herself, and she’s actively learning to be more independent. in a variation of where astarion stays as a spawn but shri’iia regresses, she will just end up suffocating him and I think it’ll be too much to bear and he’ll break it off. in the ascended route, the fact that she’s needy is SO perfect that he wants to keep her like that forever, and he wants her to be always relying on him until they reach a point where he doesn’t and he gets bored of her. (the variation where astarion ascends and shri’iia is an oathbreaker doesn’t exist bc her new oath will compel her to kill him lmfao)
but anyway I think even in an oathbreaker route, shri’iia is still working through that ^. it really will take a while for her to unlearn it, she’s been trapped in a toxic codependent relationship for soooo long that unlearning past behaviours is a feat in itself, but the important thing is that she is unlearning it…! but I do think she can get so clingy sometimes and if they express displeasure with her she’s like 💔💔💔 it’s so fucking over for me
#I think bc of that ^ she won’t be able to do a poly romance or at least not yet anyway#since she has a tendency to chase the person she likes’ approval so if they express interest w someone else she’s just gonna be so#incredibly jealous AND insecure over her own self. and she ends up doubling down. like she needs their attention Constantly#and reassurance All the time. if they get sick of her 💔💔💔 it’s so over for her she wouldn’t know what to do with herself#in her oath breaker route that ^ kind of tames down I think. since that route is all about her learning to be more independent / reclaiming#her old self / getting her own sense of self back. she’s not looking for approval from others anymore she’s just doing what SHE wants to do#and what feels right for her which is a brand new concept to woman who’s been moulded to be someone’s weapon FRANKLY#and in extension on that - she’s going to be relying on her lover’s approval less. epilogue shri’iia is more confident about herself too#n love that for her so bad (‘:#like everyone talks about how drows are so good w manipulating people she’s really pov the person who gets manipulated lol#oc: shri’iia.
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i think that we as a society have moved on from tyler the creator’s chromakopia far too quickly
#okay yeah it’s been like half a year#but still! MY GOD!??? that shit is a fucking masterpiece#the way st choma opens with this huge grand dramatic theatrical rise#feeling like you’re witnessing the curtains first open at the start of a play#and then the seamless TRANSITION to rah tah tah#where it’s all hyped and awesome#AND RAH TAH TAH’S TRANSITION TO NOID#when i first heard the album i thought they were the same song because of how smooth that transition was#and the way noid slowly builds up throughout the song#symbolizing his paranoia#OH AND LIKE HIM#LIKE HIM#THAT LOLA YOUNG PART GETS ME EVERY. SINGLE. TIME#i made a charles edit to that song lol#and ik it’s strange but i actually really like that balloon is right after like him#it’s like you’re sobbing screaming crying punching the wall and then BAM#its doechii!#and then you’re hyped again#and i’ve heard this comparison made so many times before but sticky really does give the vibes of#some people like in a cafeteria goofing off and it’s just Good Vibes all around#plus lil wayne’s verse was tough as hell#and i really love i killed you#partially because of the musical aspects of the song but also mainly just because i think the meaning behind the song is really really#important#AND THE ALBUM CLOSER#‘I HOPE YOU FIND YOUR WAY HOME’#AGAIN IT’S LIKE YOU’RE AT A THEATER AND EVERYONE IS COMING OUT FOR A GREAT BIG FINAL BOW#and the play itself is over but you know this won’t be the last of the showriter#tyler the creator#chromakopia
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every time they do something, it gets bolder and bolder, more and more intense. There were people inside the Beit Knesset when they started. They absolutely intended to kill them.
#next time I get the feeling that not everyone will make it out#because there will be a next time. That’s a guarantee#and obviously the bbc won’t report on anything lol#antisemitism#Jewish stuff#nobody is talking about this#if if this was not Jews there would be international outrage#instead it’s barely being reported on#we’re so fucked lol
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when you ruin the family gathering by getting called a slur
#because somehow this is my fault…#and not the fault of the man who called his daughter a slur in the middle of a card game…#right…#ok…#mind you all I did was get up an leave#he was the one running around the house for 30min AFTER I had left#screaming that everyone is determined to always make him the “bad guy”#but my bad#next time I won’t get called a slur 👍#that’s on me ig lol
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The penalty for naughty roosters who try to jump the fence is that they have to take a mugshot with me! This time it’s Sascha, who was trying to run from Jack when he jumped on top of the run and then made me chase him all around the garage, all while screaming bloody murder. Roosters are so dramatic! Oh well, he’s grown into quite the handsome young man with mighty wattles, although he still has long spindly legs and big pretty brown eyes!
#I think he might have some leghorn or even Spanish rooster in him#idk he has kind of a fiery fierce look about him now…his name doesn’t really fit him anymore#I named him after an OC that’s elegant and demure lol#he may even get a name change if he stops being so shy and scared of hens lol#his and Pluto’s relationship is so fascinating you could make a whole drama anime about it#they’re like the two childhood friends who grew up together and have a ‘special bond’#and the showrunners won’t admit they’re in love but it’s obvious to everyone but them#they’re fighting over the same girl - Muppet- but they love each other the most#I said anime bc I swear I see this trope all the time and I don’t watch regular tv anymore#seriously though they spend like half an hour tidbitting for each other today#and when Sascha was screaming when I was trying to catch him Pluto came running to Sascha right away#this is all just me being silly btw I know it’s anthropomorphizing and stuff#it’s my duty to tease my sons after all
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i hope we can go out tomorrow like she said. idk people say things to me but don’t mean it and that’s okay. if she can’t i hope i know early so i can still go to the museum in time.
#i’ve been crying a lot i just want to be around other people in a way where they know im there in the same way#which i know sounds so stupid and i should be happy being alone but it’s hard after a while i just want to know what everyone else does yk#i think ppl can tell how lonely i am and that makes them feel weird bc i haven’t been peer reviewed or whatever.#and i don’t blame them i just feel stuck when i think abt it lol.#it’s okay i hope i can get another try.#but no one else believes in other tries and that’s okay. if there’s nothing else then i won’t know.#this loneliness will just be it and then it’ll be over and that’s okay.#:] you know#idk. there’s a lot and idk how to even articulate it anymore.#years and years of the same thing in different ways. that’s even worse to say i think and i’m sorry.
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