#I'll reply to all the rps & asks when I'm back

[deadn30n-arch]

psa about blog stuff

so, i've been considering some stuff about how i want to treat my blog going forward, and i want to put it all down so that people know what to expect out of me! i'm not bored of rp or anything like that, i just want to be a bit more organized and straightforward with how i handle everything. so!

this blog will permanently run on a queue. i know some people perceive that as lazy idk but for me it helps preserve my sanity. if that isn't your thing that's fine i'm not gonna force you stick around, but just know that even if replies are queue'd, it doesn't mean i'm less interested in our plots. sometimes i'll post / answer stuff in real time still, but at least for threads, it's easier on me if it's in a queue. also, since i'm putting more focus into streaming starting next week, it helps keep activity rolling on my blog even when i'm not able to be around due to said streaming or my irl job

asks are the best way to interact with me. i'm always open to asks and usually answer those the fastest. you can spam me with as many as you like i don't care, i love asks. also: if i ever answer an ask you want to turn into a thread, do it. i love it. seriously. if we write a lot together or talk a lot, you can expect i'll probably send frequent asks your way too ( with your permission ofc )

i probably won't post starter calls anymore. so yeah, again, asks are gonna be the best way to start things w/ me. i'll like starter calls from mutuals tho if i see them

i will be prioritizing pre-established / plotted stuff over all else. it's easier for me to respond to. ofc i'll still happily do spontaneous things, it just might not be as quick. if we talk a lot ooc or chat / plot frequently, it's likely i'll reply to our stuff quicker. i give pretty much the same kind of energy i receive :> but i'm also clinically insane so FDLAKJGHD

i will also be prioritizing shorter threads as well. i'm talking 4-5 small paragraphs or less. long stuff drains me a lot. i'm not saying i won't do longer things, but just know you will be waiting longer for responses to those. i'm sure that won't be a problem but yanno, just in case, it's important to be transparent about that stuff. i LOVE my 3k word threads but also it might take me 3 weeks to respond to it LMAO

if i write a specific character you're interested in, just tell me. likewise, if there's a ship of any kind you want, ( romantic, platonic, family, enemies, etc. ) you can say it. i'm not gonna bite you i promise. ♥ actually, doing that helps me gauge your interest and helps give me ideas for how we can interact

i might trim down my follower count. nothing personal, but if there's been little to no engagement on my posts then i'll take it as a lack of interest and probably sb. you're always free to refollow if i made a mistake! i've never really? had to hardblock anyone? except for a couple of weirdos, but those were far and few in between. if i decide to trim my following, i'll make a post to gauge interest for who wants to stay

i'm pretty much gonna keep writing when i feel like writing and not pressure myself so i don't get burnt out.

i think??????? that covers just about everything i wanted to say. i'm gonna make a few posts throughout the night that will help with building up this blog but ye that's about where i'm at rn. i'm mostly doing this since i'm planning to push myself back to semi-fulltime streaming ( 3-4 nights a week ) and i wanna keep my blog activity rolling as well as remain engaged with my writing partners :>

[jean-paul-azrael]

I'm Jean-Paul Valley, I work in IT in Gotham. He/him, Catholic ✝️ please don't ask about my sexuality.

I also used to be Batman, but please don't ask about that, either.

Trying to turn over a new leaf, trying to NOT do the Azrael thing much but he's kinda stuck here and comes out a lot. Don't be alarmed but he's pretty intense.

Hello I have made an RP blog for everyone's favorite sopping wet cat of the 90s. I'm the mun of @alfred-worth-every-penny

You can specify if you're talking to JP or Az, otherwise I'll use my best judgment on who's answering.

Azrael speaks in red.

DMs, comments, and asks always welcomed and encouraged.

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Who the heck is this character?

You may have heard of the comic storyline where Bane breaks Batman's back. While Bruce is out of commission, this is the guy who takes up the mantle for him. ((If you have three hours, you can listen to the BBC Knightfall audio drama!))

He's like a Talon if the Court of Owls were Catholic.

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BACKSTORY

The Order of St Dumas was a secret organization and splinter group of the Knights Templar. Incredibly wealthy, and pulling strings around the world.

The Order created a loyal assassin called Azrael to destroy enemies of the the order. The process involved subjecting the fetus child of the current Azrael to electroshocks and DNA modification in a growing tube. This process, called "The System" results in a sort of split personality.

Azrael believes himself to be a Holy Avenging Angel of Death, and his enemies to be sinners in need of divine punishment.

Jean-Paul Valley is the latest in the line of Azraels. After his father, Ludovic, died in his arms, he got entangled with the Order and Batman, resulting in him saving and learning the identity of the latter.

After becoming the Batman, his struggles with the System, the stress, and his own inexperienced all eventually culminate into a complete mental breakdown in which Bruce has to forcibly remove him from the role.

His relationship to the Batfamily has been shaky ever since. Jean-Paul tried for years to earn Batman's respect.

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RULES AND GUIDELINES

I am fine with RPs of any rating

Anyone can follow my blog. Because of this, content not suitable for everyone must be discussed in DMs to be sure it will be handled responsibly.

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Things like magic anons are okay within reason. If I personally find it too zany to work with I just won't respond.

Also all that jazz about no meta or controlling or killing we gotta talk things over etc.

PLOT HOOKS

The Batfam can be weird about him. Bruce might consider him as much of his own failure as Jason. Dick might be very distrustful and even a tad jealous? Tim might not have forgiven the crap he dealt with from AzBats. Or maybe he wasn't even in your universe!

Wanted people:

- A Bruce, Tim, or Dick who went through the whole Knightfall deal with JP

- Michael Lane Azrael

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THE MUN

I'm 25+ and use they/them pronouns. I like pets and tea.

I have a day job, ADHD, and some maybe chronic stuff, so my reply turnovers vary A Lot. Please tell me when I've forgotten to reply because once a Tumblr notif is too far down I WILL forget.

I've been RPing for around 10 years, and I made these DC blogs because my usual RP buddies didn't care about comics.

STORYLINES AND ARCS

This is more for note keeping of things that have happened, as stories float around, I make a lot of sillies, and I'm really not pressed about canon. Do Not take this as some sort of Bible it's not that serious

Verse 1 - ended up in a universe where Knightfall never happened. Found and taken in by Eleanor Wayne

Hail Mary - Eleanor is injured by Deathstroke and Azrael's assassin obedience gets triggered

Verse 2 - good times with Morgan!

Verse 3 -

[aching-tummies]

Response to the hunger rp-starter! (Btw I love your hunger prompts you should totally do some more 🤭)

I’d take this little predicament you’re in as the perfect opportunity to listen to your tummy rumble. Since you don’t plan on filling it anytime soon, I’ve got all the time in the world to listen to it complain. I’d pull you into my lap and turn the volume on the movie down so I can hear your tummy better, and I’d keep both hands on it so I can feel the growls vibrate against my hands. I’d poke and prod at it a little when it gets quiet, we don’t want this perfect serenade to end, do we? If the movie ends and you’re ready for a snack, I’d tell you no. Maybe, if you ask politely, you can have a few popcorn kernels, I’ve already emptied most of the bowl by now anyways. I’d listen to your hollow gut continue to beg all night, and as a reward for letting me indulge in your angry tummy, I’ll make a nice breakfast for you. Something light and easy so it doesn’t get upset again. Maybe even keeping you a *little* hungry so I can hear that belly yell at me again 🤭

Response to this. Thank you for including which starter/post you're responding to! Makes it easy to link it. Also, just a reminder that provided you give me enough to find whichever RP-starter anyone wants to reply to--any of the ones on my blog are fair-game and I'll post/fill what I receive when I get around to writing something that's worthy of the responses ^^

I get up, intent on confining myself to the bedroom while you enjoy the movie. You grab my wrist, gently tugging me back to the couch.

"C'mere." You murmur, pulling me onto your lap until I'm seated between your legs. I watch your hand deftly lower the volume on the T.V., relegating it to ambient noise rather than the main feature of tonight.

"Babe--y-you like this movie though." I protest, wincing as my tummy snarls in the throws of a painful hunger pang.

"I love this a lot more." You whisper breathlessly, hands roaming over the oversized sweater I have on. Eventually, your hands snake their way under my sweater to make contact with my sensitive stomach.

My stomach roars, your massaging hands stimulating my organs and stirring up the hunger pangs. I can't help but wince and moan in your lap, squirming whenever a particularly painful cramp assaults my tummy.

After twenty minutes, I realize that this bout of hunger pangs has gone on far longer than any that I've had all day. Usually, the cramping eases after fifteen minutes and the growls only ever sound for about ten minutes. It's been over twenty minutes of griping, churning, and growling without any signs of easing up. On the contrary--the growls have only gotten louder and more frequent. The gnawing chasm-like feeling in my guts has only grown too--like a yawning maw or something.

"Babe!" I hiss, realizing what you've been up to as your left hand massages small circles in a line across my torso--just beneath my diaphragm. Your right hand rests firmly over my navel, a finger lodged deep into it and swirling occasionally, nudging at my sensitive intestines every time a hunger pang rolls through them. I don't have to see your face to know that you're grinning now that I've caught on to your little game.

You've been stimulating my digestive tract on purpose--left hand searching for and stimulating my pyloric valve while your right coaxes the hunger cramps into forming. It's no wonder the hunger hasn't ebbed, but only gotten more intense while sitting in your lap.

You turn up the volume on the movie as I squirm in your lap. I'm getting flustered as I realize that you're playing coy on purpose. Sighing, I lean back against you to try and at least appear unbothered by what's going on. I watch the movie, same as you, but my mind is 100% on the sensations in my abdomen. Your massaging hands slow down just a tad as your attention becomes split between the movie and what's going on beneath your palms. For the whole two hours, you keep massaging my stomach--pressing deeper whenever the growls get too quiet. Each time you press a bit too hard causes me to gasp, introducing more air into my system and creating more growl-fodder as it gets mixed into my guts by your massaging hands. Your right hand occasionally moves from where it's firmly planted over my navel to pinch and prod all over my lower belly. By the end of the movie, my intestines are thoroughly sore from all the pinching and prodding and my upper digestive tract feels like mince-meat from the firm massaging and pinching it has endured over the last two hours.

An ear-splitting growl punctuates the movie just as the credits begin to roll, tapering off only as the screen becomes covered in text.

"Nnngh…ooohhh…" I moan, squirming as what feels like a 7.0 on the Richter scale quakes across my digestive system--the epicentre somewhere around my stomach-organ.

I try to get up but your hands wrap firmly around my belly.

"Nnngh…b-babe…lemme up. 'm gonna…gonna find an apple or something 'cuz I'm not gonna be able to sleep with my stomach this active and empty." I mutter with a pout. You nuzzle against my neck, arms tightening around my noisy belly.

"Hm? No." You murmur against my neck.

"Babe--please! My stomach hurts!" Another loud rumbling shakes my digestive tract and I know for a fact that you had to have felt that one too. "See? I'm hungry and it's gonna wreck itself if I don't give it a little something. Water? Tea? Please, babe--I know tomorrow's a day off, but I really want to get at least some sleep tonight after the week I've had."

You shake the bowl of what was once popcorn at me suggestively. I look down into it and scoff.

"I'm not gonna swallow kernels, love. Popcorn in any form upsets my tummy on a good day and the whole point of fasting was to enjoy freedom from a week of indigestion." I tell you firmly, crossing my arms over my chest even as my stomach continues to snarl.

"Fine. Tea, then." You relent, letting me out of your hold.

I scurry off to the kitchen, quickly chugging a bottle of water from the fridge in hopes of quelling the gnawing ache in my guts enough to not be a distraction. The cold water trickling into it must anger my tummy because the cramps and grumbles it causes make me regret chugging the water straight from the fridge.

I bustle around the kitchen, setting the electric kettle to boil as I open the cabinets to hunt down a mug and to decide on which tea to brew. I settle on Ti Kwan Yin and put three scoops into a large French Press. You'd probably kick up a fuss if I tried using anything with berry or chocolate additives. Granted, I don't like those types as much as Chinese-style teas--but you'd probably nit-pick if I came back with something resembling hot chocolate or juice rather than leaf-water.

Once the water is ready, I rinse the leaves with a splash before letting the tea infuse in the next pouring, leaving the plunger on the French Press up to allow the leaves to dance in the water for a while as I select a mug from the cabinet. The creaking of our bedroom door lets me know that you've abandoned the living room and are waiting for me in the bedroom now. With you no longer watching me, I debate eating that apple. You'd probably be upset with me if I did. I know that you're already going to do your best to keep me up all night--endlessly entertained by your game of keeping my stomach in a constant state of 'hungry-and-noisy'. You'd probably do even worse to me if I put anything solid in my stomach so I refrain from eating that apple.

I do opt to chug a mug of the tea (adding cold water to cool it down faster) before I bring a refilled French Press of tea and two full mugs into the bedroom. Chinese-style tea isn't your favourite, but I'd feel rude for not at least offering you the second mug. Odds are that all of it will end up in my belly which is fine by me if it quells the gnawing, achy hunger pangs.

You've already rearranged our bed into a bit of a nest, patting my side of the bed suggestively. I set the items on the night-table and slide into bed, my stomach sloshing and letting out a watery rumble as the ice cold water and the lukewarm tea slosh about inside.

Before I'm even settled, you're already pawing at my stomach, pressing into it and sloshing at it. You're already using my stomach as a pillow as I finally get settled.

"Aw…do you hear the ocean, babe?" I tease as my stomach lets out a loud, watery burble right into your ear.

You spend all night alternating between dozing on my stomach and prodding at it. Shockingly, I manage to doze off for a couple of hours in spurts throughout the night. I wake whenever a particularly painful hunger pang quakes through my belly, often caused by your incessant poking, prodding, and sloshing of my tummy. Midway through the night, you wake me to have me chug the two mugs of now-cold tea and I manage to get through half of what's in the French Press as well before a sickly burble causes me to stop. I'm full--my stomach flooded to capacity with tea. Even as my stomach protests the fullness, hunger still ripples through the watery sack that is my stomach, organs convulsing and desperately searching for something with some substance to digest but finding absolutely nothing as I've refrained from swallowing anything solid for almost thirty hours now to allow the week-long bout of indigestion to pass.

In the morning, my stomach has finally quieted down. No more gas or excess tea to cause rumbles no matter how much you poke or pinch. Doesn't seem to stop you as I wake to you trying all manner of things to my belly. I wake-up to the sensation of you placing a hand firmly over the upper quadrant of my stomach and firmly pushing down as though to squash a gurgle out of me. A pitifully quiet, whiny rumble resounds through my stomach--whining for breakfast. Even though it's muted, it isn't any less painful than the loud grumbles that ripped through my gut throughout the movie.

"Oooh…nnngh…babe…c'n I…c'n I please have something for breakfast? Nnngh…stomach acid's gonna burn a hole through my gut if I don't." I whimper, rubbing at my stomach as it continues with the pitiful, whiny rumbles.

"Sure thing, sweetie. How about you wake up and I'll make us breakfast?" You suggest.

I nod, lazing about the bed as I try to find the energy to get up. I moan as you pat my stomach roughly before you go, triggering another slightly louder rumble. My guts are still sore from your handling of them and I guess that you've been teasing my pyloric valve while I've been asleep. That's the only explanation for why my torso feels like it was put through a meat tenderizer.

I sit up with a groan, emptiness amplifying as everything shifts. An urgency registers in my brain and I limp to the washroom. My stomach is dreadfully empty, but all that tea and water definitely went somewhere, resulting in another organ getting distressingly full. It's a miracle that we didn't wake to wet sheets--especially with you man-handling my torso all night.

Business taken care of, I stop to brush my teeth as well. The minty taste of the toothpaste is amplified as my taste-buds haven't had anything but the slightly metallic-tasting tea in almost 40 hours now.

By the time I leave the master bedroom to find you in the kitchen, my stomach has begun to growl in earnest again. It roars at the sight of half a slice of toast and a couple of strips of bacon on a plate.

"Sorry, darling. We're out of eggs. Welp--eat up!" You tease, finishing the last bite of the other half of the toast. Sighing, I pick up the toast and begin to nibble on it, hoping that by prolonging the eating process that I can trick my stomach into thinking that there's more than there actually is. I sigh as I feel you wrap an arm around my waist--clearly intent to mess with your favourite part of my anatomy all day.

"You'd better be treating me to something amazing--and filling--at some point today, babe." I warn you as my stomach growls angrily, indignant at the lack of food available to digest as I finish my last slice of toast.

[theroleplayclassifieds]

hi ^^!! eden, 19, she/her, and EST! I'm looking for partners who are +18 and write on discord!

☆ I only write in private rp servers (tupper and without) because i LOVE organization and having everything in one spot. I really like getting invested into all of it so when it's 1x1, I don't mind having a server for the two of us lol

☆ I write all genders, but I only write f/f & m/f because I'm not too good at writing m/m (yet!). I'm looking for people who are willing to write all genders as well so we can explore different kinds of ships, characters, and subplots! My characters are all under 30 and over 21 but I've been trying to expand so if you need anything from me I can try to do it!

☆ I love a partner (or partners) who like world-building, faking social media, Moodboards, talking ooc, write hcs.. yk, the works!! I write from 3-8 paragraphs but I try to match others and purposely make starters even longer so there's more detail!

☆ Because I'm trying to get back into writing I'm sure I'll be in a rush to reply back or to talk, don't feel pressured ! I like talking a lot and interacting. I write smut, angst, all of it. Of course we all have our limits and there are limits to what I'd do but you can always ask :P!

dm me on discord at prettybbymama for questions or general interest in rp!

⭐️

[havenesc]

fic writer ask game

i was tagged by @spiritsglade THANK YOU DEAREST DARLING <3

1) How many works on Ao3?

7 :')

2) Total Ao3 wordcount?

209,766 (one work is 129,453 words and counting....uhghghg)

3) Top 5 fics by kudos

nothing grows to burn

lay down, you're slow

i'll grab my light (and go with you) <- crazy because that feels like a really young fic somehow LOL

how do you do (cause i'm feeling so cool)

catch my breath, hold it for me

4) What fandoms do you write for?

jujutsu kaisen -- specifically, the (once) rarepair inumaki/okkotsu or inuokko.

d(epression)c comics <3

5) Do you respond to comments?

i try to! i let them marinate for a bit just because i usually get very scared immediately after i post things and hide for a little while LOL but i love replying and seeing people's thoughts.

6) Angstiest ending?

oh by far, or redecorate. it's a jjk fic, not DC, but it deals with the hubris of a man who has never met a challenge he could not beat and it costs his student everything he is and has.

7) Fic with the happiest ending?

i'll grab my light (and go with you) is my happiest (finished) ending! happy is probably a very simplistic word but i don't know. i like thinking about the door to a relationship opening up between dick and jason :)

8) Do you get hate?

i don't get hate but i do get people being a bit demanding about asking for updates on older works. which is almost arguably worse, even if well intentioned i'm sure :')

9) Do you write smut?

i have written smut! i have two smut fics in my wips right now and one published lol. smut is extremely hard to balance but great for developing how you write scenes that are action-focused in general. do i think the nsfw i've posted is good? i dunno. but it's fun.

10) Do you write crossovers?

technically i guess writing the crime matriarch and the dog she didn't want au is a crossover....... but generally no. i just write really self indulgent (usually hockey-based) AUs.

11) Ever had a fic stolen?

to my knowledge no! my art, yes, but my fics are just that specific brand of niche that i think i get saved lol

12) Have you ever had a fic translated?

yes! nothing grows to burn is currently being translated into russian here.

13) Have you ever co-written a fic?

sometimes it genuinely feels like i cowrite wips because i'm always talking through writing choices with friends -- and i used to RP a lot which felt like cowriting. HOWEVER. i have not actually sat down and cowritten anything in the same doc with a friend before. could be fun :^)

14) All-time favourite ship?

this is going to have zero context if you are not syd but jackliv i fucking love you. you have been in my head for almost a full decade now and i think of you with love and fondness.

i don't really ship anything in dc outside of like. night watch LMAOOO. i will read a lot of different fics with ships attached to them and be like "i see the appeal" but not really. jump in. yknow

15) WIPS you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

okay so. i had a dc fic forever ago. strong bones on the plot. case fic. got real fanon-y back when i was a fresh baby into dc comics and in college. reread it. orphaned it, kept the plot, plan to rewrite it one day.

i do not think that will happen. but the actual underlying plot outside of the family drama bullshit was good.

16) Writing strengths?

action and unreliable narration........ i loooove writing action and i love the Internal Thoughts of a guy who is deeply paranoid or anxious so deadset on believing/gaslighting himself on some real untrue shit. i feel like those are my two big'uns.

17) Writing weaknesses?

hmmm. i tend to write longer works, which means when i'm trying to get to a point Very Fast instead of taking my time, i feel like the pacing goes out the window and gets all fucky. feels disingenuine. struggling real bad with that rn.

also dialogue IS very fun but i do not Feel Bonita about it being a strength HAHA

18) Thoughts on mixed language dialogue?

when it is done appropriately and well-researched, godsend. hot soup on a cold winter day. exquisite.

if it's some saison marguerite "how do u sey.... boohk?" kind of bit, it gets real old real fast.

19) First fandom you wrote for?

king arthur's horses. i don't even know if that counts as a fandom but he had horses and they talked and they were in love. i was 10.

for a LEGIT fandom that i wrote oneshots for, the last of us i think? ellie my bbg.

20) Favourite fic you've ever written?

honestly non-dc is for sure nothing grows to burn. i still want to finish it. it's wildly self indulgent, it's hockey, it's slow burn, it's about learning to move on from an all-consuming grief when you don't know who you are without it. it's about learning how to love yourself and your place in a world that is not traditionally "meant" for you.

for my dc-related fics, out of the ones published, i'll be gone in the dark is also a niche indulgence. i love writing this thing even though i have never been so scared in my life to post a chapter 2. i just love the idea of a jason todd that gets to decompress and not be consistently mired in a life that is deeply inherently triggering to him (even if he doesn't know he's being triggered) idk....... smth about it.....

also horses. and a jackass named goose. lol.

iiiiii believe everyone i would have tagged has already done this or has already been tagged, but feel free to steal this and tag me if you would like to do this :)

[nrc-therapist]

hello everyone! phan here, aka @idkanametoputhere , the person behind mid

I have been thinking of making this post for a while but I think it's finally time

I'll probably stop posting on this account, and I'm taking a step back from the twst rp community. thank you everyone for all the fun we had, and for letting me experience something I had never done before, while also exploring a character in depth

thi was never meant to be an rp a count, just silly ol' me replying to funny asks, but I'm happy it ended up like this

also yes, this means I'll be unfollowing a lot of ppl I didn't interact with much

I might post again if I feel like it, but I don't promise anything. and this account will NOT be deactivated. have fun everyone, and remember, because I know there's many minors in this community, younger than me: you can never be too safe when you're online. I quickly found out that this community has quite a bit of toxicity, but I'll forgive and forget.

if you feel like seeing more of me, go follow my main acc ( @idkanametoputhere )

xoxo, phantom/midnight/dawn <3

thank you for visiting the therapist!

[ocrpsearch]

25+ transmasc writer seeking other 25+ writers (any gender is fine!) to be the complete opposite of normal about our ocs together. i primarily write transmasc muses, but i do have a few cis men & trans women i've also developed over the years. for my guys i tend to prefer mxm or mxnb, but anything goes for my others! i'm fine with nsfw, dead dove (my only hard limit is our characters dying because believe it or not i Am a crybaby haha), dark themes, just about anything goes! i work full time, so please understand that sometimes i'll get to one reply a week, and sometimes i might be cranking out replies. even when i'm between replies, though, i'm always down to talk! discussing the plot and characters, sending memes that remind us of our characters, or even just shooting the breeze are all fine with me because if given the chance i will yap and yap and yap. i only rp on discord these days, and i'd prefer we have a server (i can make a super basic one if need be!) and use tuppers. i also use real world fcs but i'm open to swapping to more of a "faceless aesthetic" type. if anything below sounds good, like this and i'll reach out! i'm open to a lot of genres and scenarios, but i'm especially a fan of secret/forbidden relationships, sibling dynamics, angst, rivalries, enemies to lovers, enemies to enemies who make out now, fantasy settings, supernatural settings, period settings (1500s-1900s, as long as we each give each other some leeway and don't stress about 100% historical accuracy), the percy jackson universe (preferably leaning more greek than roman but i'm open!), the hunger games universe, crime/mafia plots, & omegaverse. like i said, i'm open to a lot of things, but i've got a few things i've been ITCHING to write: 1. HUNGER GAMES UNIVERSE: my character is a past victor, 24-28 years old, nonbinary. rather than living in the victor village of their home district, they were, ah, asked to live within the capitol by president snow. i'm open to your character being whoever and whatever and exploring that dynamic! are they a peacekeeper, a capitolite, another victor, maybe even an avox? is it platonic? romantic? antagonistic? given the setting and the nature of the capitol this will contain dark and potentially dead dove themes. 2. PERIOD SETTING (POTENTIALLY FANTASY!) : my character is a prince, 23-27, yours is a knight or some other staff member (or even a mage if we go fantasy!) and if you guessed secret/forbidden relationship, then you are correct! the inevitability of my guy being betrothed is hanging over both of them, but that's part of the fun of it! and maybe the heartache? i'm open to dark themes and/or an age gap in this dynamic but please nothing more than 15 years. 3. FANTASY/SUPERNATURAL SETTING (MODERN ASSUMED BUT I'M OPEN TO A MORE PERIOD/"HISTORICAL" SETTING) : my guy is a mer, coming to the surface as a sort of "coming of age" (which for them means 21) and he has never been more baffled in his LIFE. your character is hosting him as part of a cultural exchange sort of program, and i'm open to this being platonic or becoming romantic. either way, your character is tasked with helping my guy try out life on the surface, to help him decide if he's going to stay or if he's going back to the ocean. again, i'm open to an age gap in this dynamic, though i'd ask again if this is sexual or romantic no more than 15 years between them.

interact and anon will reach out!

[teastainedprose]

Intro / Master List

I made a place to shake out all of the writing blurbs free instead of leaving them to rot in my e-mail drafts. Fics, drabbles, nonsense musings, headcanons and whatever else falls out will go here. Side blog to @tearueful

I am here to WRITE because creativity DEMANDS it, and this is low enough energy that chronic pain can't steal it from me. Unless it has an A03 mirror link, the writing is RAW and probably full of errors. Real fuck it, we'll do it live hours.

I loveloveLOVE interactions on my posts and in my ask box. PLEASE add replies, reblog with your comments and/or and go HOG WILD in the tags. IT FEEDS MEEEE and further fuels my inspiration.

🔞 18+ content. I say fuck. I will write smut. The situations will be adult in nature more often than not. There will be problematic content as my favs are problematic.

The ask box is open and I encourage sending requests, inspiration, or just chatter.

Feel free to send ask requests on or off anon.

Current brain worms are focused on Homelander of The Boys with a mild Fallout invasion.

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Prompt Requests / Fandoms / Tags / Master List of Writing

I have no issues with prompts that are open ended with what characters are involved or ones that specify. Within the fandoms that have captivated my brain, I'm up for writing any relationship romantic, sexual, or platonic and x reader writings are ones I'll happily engage in.

Sending something in is no guarantee I'll write for said prompt or when I'll get to it. My mind is fickle and sometimes a prompt grabs me by the throat, or I let it simmer for a hot minute. That or I'll simply delete it if it doesn't spark joy.

I've been writing and RPing for a very long time, but only recently delved into anything canon adjacent and then writing actual fanfics for it. Thus what fandoms I'll write for are currently limited to things I've been hype fixated on or am currently fixated on. Obviously, the main one right now is Homelander. He's my poor lil meow meow, but I will happily slip back into writing OCs from my years of RP or other characters in fandoms I adore.

Fandoms I'll write for:

The Boys

Fallout, TV series

Wildstar (OCs)

World of Warcraft (OCs)

Given how long I've been writing for and what sort of dark stories I've written with friends, there's not much that I won't explore if it has an interesting concept that I can get a good story out of. Dark themes, kinky fuckery, violence, and sexual situations are all well and good. That being said, there's plenty of things that squick me out that I rather not touch but as I'm an adult I'll either delete the prompt or explain my thoughts on the prompt related to whatever character it is.

i.e., Homelander sure as shit has a lactation kink but pregnancy stuff is body horror to me. Can I write it? Possibly, it wholly depends on the prompt.

Writing

WIP List (Yes please ask about any you're interested in to motivate me 😭)

Fallout:

🔞Explosion (Lucy x Maximus)

🔞Too Sweet ( Cooper x Reader, WIP) : Chapter [1], Tag

🔞 Gash (Cooper x Reader)

🔞Take It As It Comes ( Pre-War!Cooper x Reader, WIP)

🔞Lap Cat (Pre-War Cooper x Reader)

The Boys:

Fanfics

Play with Fire (Homelander x f!reader, plus sized, WIP) : Chapter [1] [2], [3] Tag

One Up (Homelander x f!Reader) : Chapter [1] , Tag

No Bad Dogs (Homelander x Kimiko??? besties!???!?!) : Concept stage, Tag

General Drabbles:

🔞Two Player Game (Homelander x f!reader)

🔞Lonely Together (Queen Maeve x Homelander)

Pinky Promise (Ryan Butcher & Homelander🥺)

Mark You Pretty (Homelander x reader)

🔞THC Gummies (Homelander x f!reader)

Introducing the 'wife' (Homelander x Billy Butcher)

Girl Dad (Homelander & Zoe)

Rainy Day (Homelander x reader)

Mix Tape (Homelander x reader)

Plushie (Homelander x reader)

Sugar Daddy (Homelander x reader)

🔞Making a Mess (Homelander x f!reader)

🔞Blackmail, Play With Fire side fic (Homelander x f!reader, plus-sized)

🔞Crusty.. (Homelander x reader)

Driving Lesson (Homelander & Ashley Barett)

🔞Over Eager (Homelander x f!reader)

Tampons (Homelander x f!reader)

Emoticons (Ryan Butcher & Homelander)

Flower Picking ( Homelander x reader)

🔞Office Tryst (Homelander x f!reader)

Breaking Point (Homelander x reader)

🔞Pet Play (Homelander x OC, WIP)

🔞Choke (Homelander x Reader, WIP)

Tags

General Tags

Drabble / Ask / Anon Ask / Fanfic Planning / Fanfic Chapter / Worldbuilding / Canon x You / Plus-Sized Reader / Brainstorming

The Boys

The Boys FanFic / The Boys Smut Homelander / Homelander Headcanon / Homelander x Reader / Homelander Writing / Homelander Smut Queen Maeve / Maeve Writing / Maeve Smut / Maeve x Homelander Kimiko / Kimiko Writing Frenchie / Frenchie Writing Ryan Butcher / Ryan Writing

Fallout

Fallout Fanfic / Fallout Smut Maximus / Lucy MacLean / VaultKnight / Cooper Howard / The Ghoul / Cooper Howard x Reader / The Ghoul x Reader

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[dead-ma-outlaw]

//OOC

had an anon interaction today that made me feel kind of icky

see, I have it in Jason's bio that he's really attached to his bike, which is a pretty Jason thing

so I got an anon ask saying they poked the bike

I responded dramatically, but I thought it was pretty clearly a joke

so I got another ask a bit later, saying they kicked the bike

okay, still playful enough I suppose

but when I turned it into my own game and brought other blogs into it, they were, like, following along with all my interactions and being like "nuh uh, you do this, I'll do that!" - there were a few of their asks that I didn't answer.

so eventually, they threatened to steal a bike tire.

I was getting kinda ticked off at this point that they were still coming at me and kind of being like..........you know that kid in playground games who's like "well if you're a wizard, I'm the better wizard! and I say I win!"?

so I responded in Jason fashion, but put in an //ooc tag that I didn't really like what they were doing

but they kept going

and when one of my interactions with a different blog turned suggestive, I received multiple asks from the anon that were disgusted about that interaction - MULTIPLE, including a couple mentions of gagging and throwing up, and "giving the tire back" because it was "infected"

they stalked a suggestive queer interaction that had literally nothing to do with their "game" and just........decided to be hateful about it?? their game was pretty clearly already over as far as the "revenge for hurting the bike" went.

but they just kept coming?? and I eventually flat-out told them to stop. and yet I kept getting asks about "oops I didn't mean it like that"

and I just............it felt a lot like bullying.

I know a lot of RP blogs have had to deal with some shit, but this was my first time having something like that, and it left me a little shaken.

they didn't come off anon once. all reply messages were sent as new asks.

so, if you're that anon, congrats. you made a college student who was having a lot of fun (and had been waiting for a while to finally get a JayRoy interaction) cry. hope you're proud of yourself for being a bully and a coward.

I deleted all of their more hateful posts off of my blog. I don't need that shit on there.

stay safe, y'all <3

[beautyinafruitfulworld]

Updated: June 23, 2025

My asks are currently on!

My anonymous asks are currently turned off!

Currently on hiatus? No

Salutations! Welcome to the RP blog of @questingbeastofaveyron, @floofgryph, @thesilliestrovingalive, and @odysseyofmoods! After taking a break from roleplaying due to a personal conflict with a former friend and RP partner, I've decided to return. When I was active, all of my past roleplays felt dull and uninspiring. During that time, stepping away from something I was originally passionate about was the best decision I made. I'm thrilled to announce that I'm officially back in the world of roleplaying!

If you want to know more about me, please read this introductory post on my main blog.

Please do not send me asks for donations

Very serious notice

In regards to asks...

If you want to send a RP starter or a question and/or something for my characters to answer and react to, please send them here.

If you want to start a random conversation with me or send random stuff like personal questions and memes, please send them to @floofgryph.

If you want to send questions about Metal Slug or my Metal Slug AU, please send them to @thesilliestrovingalive.

If you want to send questions about my work overall or send me a little something that couldn't spark much discussion like a positive message, please send them to @questingbeastofaveyron.

If you want a moodboard, please send your request to @odysseyofmoods.

Rules

Before you submit a RP starter or try to plan one out with me, please take a moment to review the guidelines for this blog:

Basics

This blog is 14+! However, I realistically prefer if you're 16 and over, but I'm trying to be lenient.

This blog is mainly SFW. As a young adult, I'm comfortable with exploring mature themes, but I prefer subtle hints and suggestive stuff over full-on explicit content when it comes to sexual topics. If we both plan to explore a heavy topic (e.g. self-harm), I'll try my best to remember to include content warnings. I'm open to NSFW roleplays (with 18+ roleplayers obviously), but I'll only do it in private with individuals I trust and feel comfortable with.

I'm personally fine with swearing, but if you're uncomfortable with profanity, please let me know. I'll make an effort to try to avoid it or censor it, even in character.

When roleplaying, I may express character traits that differ from my real life views (e.g. a character that has a habit of spewing racist and misogynistic things). I'll provide advance notice, but if I forget and I inadvertently offend you, please let me know so I can adjust my response. Note that character portrayals don't reflect my personal beliefs.

I'm open to both fandom and fandomless RP blogs, but I lean towards original settings since my fandom knowledge is limited.

I appreciate medium-length responses because they give me ample room to develop my next reply. I'm okay with shorter responses, but it depends on the circumstances. Occasionally, longer responses are welcome too.

I prefer to move at my own pace, so please don't rush me to respond immediately.

I prefer to write in my own style, so please don't ask me to change it to match yours.

You're welcome to ask questions or share your thoughts directly with the characters I RP as. I'll respond in-character to whatever is on your mind!

I prefer planning a RP first, but I'll occasionally let unexpected starters slide.

I prefer not to be tagged in RP events, but I may occasionally make an exception. However, please don't expect me to participate as there's a chance I might not.

If I inadvertently breach your RP rules or cause unintended discomfort, please let me know politely. I'll promptly apologise and adjust my response!

If I say something that triggers you or comes across as impatient or annoying, please let me know. I'm fairly patient, but there are times when I may not be, especially if I'm feeling frustrated and trying to get something done and over with.

If you breach any of these rules, I'll kindly address the issue. Repeated disregard for these guidelines will result in me permanently cutting ties with you.

I have Discord! So, if you're a Discord roleplayer, feel free to reach out.

Don'ts

Please don't inappropriately ship my characters (e.g. forcing an aroace character to go on a romantic date with a non-aroace character)!

Please don't gatekeep my characters!

Please refrain from removing or altering my characters' abilities without my permission.

Please don't godmod my characters, which means you can't control what they do. I prefer not to have my characters forcefully controlled, including mind control, because it limits my creative freedom. However, I'm willing to make exceptions if we plan and agree on such scenarios in advance.

Please refrain from putting my characters in stressful or uncomfortable situations without my consent.

Please avoid referencing other roleplays I wasn't involved in, unless there's a compelling narrative reason that we've discussed in private.

Please don't ask me to create RP events because it stresses me out!

Don't ask questions directed to all of my characters. If you do, I'll only give you simple mod responses.

Extra

I'm open to participating in group roleplays! To get started, we'll have to plan out the details, decide on a scenario, and determine the order of play.

I'm comfortable roleplaying multiple muses, but I prefer to limit it to 5 characters. Exceeding this number may impact my energy and ability to keep track of each character.

I'm still overcoming the lingering effects of a language delay. Please bear with me if I struggle with sentence structure or misinterpret your words.

I'm not typically interested in magic anons or stuff like that. However, I'm willing to consider scenarios where one or more of my characters are transformed into children, animals (e.g. lemur) or mythical creatures (e.g. harpy) for a short period of time. I don't mind exploring other types of magic anons like obsession or sickness, but we need to discuss about it in private first.

I'm completely fine with shipping, but please ask for my permission first. Also, please ensure that my character isn't already in a canonical relationship or isn't inclined towards romantic relationships.

I want to mention that the word "boop" makes me somewhat uncomfortable because it reminds me of someone I'd rather forget. Additionally, some of my characters have experienced trauma related to physical touch without consent. Please ask permission before initiating physical contact between our characters. Include context for why your character would touch my characters (e.g. they don't understand personal boundaries or they're trying to get their attention).

I don't feel comfortable transforming my fandom-specific OCs into fandomless ones as it feels disrespectful to what I originally created. It can also be challenging to make that kind of change with certain OCs. Additionally, I prefer not to create new OCs solely for specific roleplays.

I may add more rules in the future, but this is all you need to know for the time being.

Worlds

For the foreseeable future, I'll be focusing exclusively on roleplaying as reworked characters and OCs from my Metal Slug AU that I've completed so far. Feel free to ask questions because I know the series may be unfamiliar to some.

During our RP, if I make any major changes to my reworked characters or OCs that could impact the storyline, I'll notify you promptly to avoid confusion. Please note that I haven't gotten around to fully working on the main timeline of my Metal Slug AU and there's a lot of extra information I haven't posted for reasons.

Very shortened info of the available roleplayable characters:

Available OCs from Iron Eclipse vol. 1

Available reworked characters from Iron Eclipse vol. 1

Available reworked characters from Iron Eclipse vol. 2

For full-on information about the characters and other stuff, please visit:

Roleplays

Character answers and reactions to various questions and actions (+ mod responses)

That's everything! I'm thrilled to start roleplaying with y'all. My DMs are always open, and asks are welcome!

[someotherdog]

hey y'all. long time no see, sorry for my absence. unfortunately due to just... the general state of the world i have absolutely no desire to write a word. :/ i'm trying to get my muse back but i can't even force myself to read other people's work anymore even tho my tbr book list is like waist-high. (i did however finish my first quilt, it looks like shit but at least i'm not completely unable to express myself through art... small mercies) so i'm very sorry to anyone that's waiting on a reply from me, i truly can't say when i'll be able to write back so i understand if anyone wants to drop a thread or break mutualship. i'm gonna explain some more under the cut but no one is obligated to read it, i just don't have anywhere else to put my feelings.

2025 is my twentieth anniversary of roleplaying. of course i haven't actively roleplayed every single month of every year, there were a lot of long breaks, some even more than a year or so, but collectively yeah it's been since 2005 that i've roleplayed in some fashion or another. whether here on tumblr for the last ten years, or on sites like roleplayer.me (which i often dream about for some reason?) or myspace or even those forum boards way back in the day. so it's been part of my life longer than it hasn't. after my father died when i was a kid, i basically had free rein of the internet and eventually stumbled upon rp during my harry potter phase when i saw a myspace profile for padma patil and was like 'huh she's a fictional character?' and basically it just snowballed from there.

rp has been kind of a secret shame i've had, i've only told like two people in real life about it; i basically just describe it as 'collaborative writing' when i get even close to explaining what i'm doing on my phone or computer all the time, and tbh i rarely get close enough to anyone irl for anyone to ask, my family's just used to me being so secretive, but i don't volunteer that information to acquaintances or anything. idk why i'm so embarrassed of it, it's really not a big deal, but it just makes me feel like a loser somehow. idk. i guess because for a very long time, it was my only outlet and only way to socialize, so it and the internet in general was my only lifeline when my agoraphobia was at its worst. i guess i just feel that i should've been at the club instead of writing replies that don't matter, basically shouting into the void besides the writing partner in question and maybe like one or two random people that may come across my blog, but i didn't want to be at the club. i don't want to be at the club. my life has been pretty shit my entire life but i don't want any other life. not really.

so as i approach twenty years, i've been thinking a lot about retiring. not that i want to stop writing, muse permitting, but that at some point, i will have to stop roleplaying. i know that on other sites like jcink, it's normal for writers to keep roleplaying into their forties, but here on tumblr, there is a ceiling. a point where people stop putting their actual age and go with 20+, 30+, etc because no one wants to write with someone who is old. i know that a lot of people go on to write while having partners and kids, two things that are very very unlikely for me, but at some point whether we want to stop or not, we will just log off one day and... never return. we won't have time anymore, or we can't find anyone to write with, or just a sudden indifference, but eventually it all ends. and i don't really want it to end, despite my lack of inspiration. i just can't really imagine my life without roleplay, but i know that it will end, that i'll just run out of time or interest or feel too old for it (tho i don't feel like there are really... new younger roleplayers anymore, at least not so much on tumblr), but i find that prospect really scary. to have something be part of my daily life for twenty years and for it to just... go away.

i actually reread a fanfic i wrote in 2010/2011 last week. it made me a little sad because i was just a baby when i wrote it and i was so, so, so lonely at the time of writing it, but it was also a time when i didn't know it was should've not should of (lol) and i also plagiarized IT by stephen king for a single line (it must've been what i was reading at the time) but the bare bones of the way i write now was in it. the language was a little simplistic, but my tone of voice was in there. and it just made me feel bad for seventeen year old me because i'm still doing this. but i don't want to stop doing this, but i know at some point i will need to.

it doesn't help that i haven't felt inspired to write a narrative sentence in weeks. i go through dry spells and writer's block frequently, but this one has felt so much different than before. i'm stressing out a lot about politics (obviously) and also i've been having a lot of health anxiety. mostly about bird flu and the morality rates for cats, because i work a public facing job where i interact with hundreds of people a week, and while i mask at work and frequently wash my hands/use hand sanitizer, and i also never let my cats out or feed them raw food, there's still a risk of tracking it into my house on my shoes or my dogs bringing it in after going outside (tho that's not very often bc it's very cold in the midwest and they're not breeds that love snow) and after i had to put down my cat last summer, i truly fear losing my cats now after only having them for six months because i lost my soul cat after eight years together and it just wasn't enough. i also have health anxiety due to, as mentioned, my father's death at a young age and i've been basically having daily panic attacks. it's just creatively sapped me when my inspiration is fickle enough and generally only comes in short bursts (that's what she said). it makes me sad to not write, and when i look in my drafts for something that might inspire me, i just get overwhelmed because there's so many replies i've let sit for months. so i know anyone would say mental health over replies, but when my mental health is just so bad lately no matter what i do... idk it just feels like a bottomless pit or something. it doesn't help that i had a really bad group rp experience last year lmao but that's a story for a different day. so it's just made me question and ruminate a lot, and while i know i need help, i just don't have the money either to take care of myself in that way. i feel very stuck, but at least i'm not agoraphobic anymore? but it's kind of strange because i miss it so much sometimes. it feels sick to miss my metaphorical cage, but i do.

so anyway if you actually read all of this, i really commend you for being a trooper. thank you for listening if you did! and again sorry if you're waiting on any replies from me, i hope to be back soon.

[aqours]

(ftr if you're in my friend server and rp server yeah this is why i left so i wouldn't have to get notifications or worry about my servers, i'll be back tonight and if not tomorrow at the latest)

idk if i'll share the full first thing that happened bc it was. kind of harrowing at hte time even though everyone's ok but the tl;dr is my mom had a really bad experience with uber and called me at 2 am in absolute hysterics asking me to call 911 which i did while kind of literally sprinting to my car to see what was going on but part of that is that i've also been on edge all day and got very little sleep

the second was weirder and i'm more willing to share bc it involves only me and it's kinda. funny to me now that a few hours have passed lol and i lowkey wish i had it recorded because it feels like something from r/thathappened irl for me

i got a call at work on my personal phone absent-mindingly not realizing the phone number is completely identical to mine and this guy is like

"have you been to hot topic in the last few months?"

and i'm like ??? yeah?

and the guy is like. REALLY fucking amused. and he's like "oh, i know SO much about you."

and i ask him who he is and he says something about like, fucking Atlantis or some shit like that, it's weird. the guy's kinda almost laughing the whole time and clearly having a great time but that comes to an abrupt end

at one point he's like "i imagine you must be pretty scared by now, huh?"

to which i reply:

"no, i'm not, because i'm an adult with a gun."

AND HE FUCKING PAUSES AND THERE'S A LITTLE CRACK IN HIS VOICE

"o-oh, well, you know, you may have a gun-" and i hang up on him midsentence.

given that it was a number from a local neighborhood though AFTERWARDS it put me fucking on-edge and gave me lowkey a panic attack at work to the point i left a few servers temporarily i intend to rejoin later. i do a little research on the phone number then i go to the police station and talk with someone at the front desk who then explains like

this is mostly a scam targeting like, teenagers on tiktok, like adults call kids saying they have shit like really private stuff like nudes of them to harass them for money and sometimes threatening they'll do shit to the parents and them if they try to talk to the parents to scare the kids into just giving them money. and as much as i fucking hate i have to talk to police at all i literally could not like. fucking hold back my absolute disgust. i ended up leaving without filing a report but i held onto everything i printed up just in case it happens again

tl;dr: my mom was massively freaked out at 2 in the morning and i was afraid she was injured in an accident and even then got no sleep, and then while i was at work was called by a scammer that was literally trying to do a supervillain shtick thinking he was harassing a teenager who then lost his cool when i basically told him "no i'm not scared of you i have a gun and i'll fucking kill you if you try anything."

[your-sweet-cookies]

OOC: Just wanted to let you guys know that I am (kinda) on a mental health break from Tumblr, since lately I've been going through some not so good times, so yeah, replies will be sporadic and not as often as before (as well as fewer in number). Thought about posting this in case anyone was worrying about me or thinking I was ignoring our threads in favor of others. Rest assured, nothing is dropped and I am not dead, just in a bleh state where I just can't force any replies out of me atm (reason why I only write extremely selectively on threads I feel inspired for). I am not sure when I'll be fully back, so don't ask me when cause I don't know either. I just need to find the spark for writing again and that's something that takes time.

However, I am more active on Discord, so if any of you wanna start something there, I am all for it. Message me and I'll give you my Discord handle. I'm not making it public for everyone on my profile just cause it is my personal Discord and not just a RP acc, so I'd rather share it only with people I am familiar with and feel comfortable with.

[shepardstales]

Hey guys, just a little heads up on my plans for when I'm actually offline cause I'm moving. It keeps being pushed back and we're still playing the waiting game for a date but it's looking end of September onwards now

Thank you to everyone for being amazing whilst my life is in chaos. We're getting there. We've had some turbulent times but we're all good, for now. I cannot appreciate you guys enough you're amazing: @watermeezer @lordkingsmith @moremysteriesthantragedies @pinkevilwriter @dearunreliablenarrator @insidedamienshead @radiozilla @kaluawoo @stripesysheaven @philosophika

Please bare in mind that below the read more will only take effect from end of september/ when I move

I should be mobile bound so I'll still talk about my ocs and stuff. I'll work on my wips as normal but won't be able to post excerpts that are on my laptop, cause obviously I wont be connected to Internet. As soon as I get Internet, I'll post excerpts of how much I've worked on

I'll post about the wips I'm handwriting and share excerpts by typing them on my phone. I should, when I'm settled in, get my diamond painting stuff set up and I'll be posting photos of that craft too

If I have any fanfiction ideas, I'll get them done too.

For my roleplay blogs, so this concerns @watermeezersworldofkaldria and @thewitchandtheavenger, I'll be able to reply on my phone cause I have unlimited mobile data on contract so we'll still rp! Thank you guys for being so patient

All asks that I get will be answered via mobile ASAP

If anyone has any suggestions for what they wanna see come to this blog, please let me know

[tewwor]

🌵 🍀 ✨ 🌼 🍄🌹 🌴 🌺 🪵

positivity meme ( always accepting )

🌵 recommend a canon rp blog

@lovehungered — rewinding a bit to stick my foot back into op for a sec. i absolutely adore the way you write sanji. it's so clear how much care and thought you put into him. and your writing, oh your writing!!!!!! stunning, perfect flow, amazing attention to detail. and you're such a kind person too!!!!! can say, without a single doubt in my mind, that having you on my dash is such a treat

🍀recommend an oc rp blog

@interxstitial — GET over here ( with much affection ). to be honest, idk where to even start. like jiwon is one of my fav ocs out there. i said it!! and i'd say it again!!!!! he's so silly, so full of hope, so trusting ( please stop trusting these very mean characters in my arsenal ), and so so precious. you've put him through the WRINGER and you're SO mean for that, but it does.... make for very juicy interactions............ ( don't look at me ). outside of rping, you're such a hoot and a holler and everything in between. we have the same ridiculous sense of humor with the tendency to YAP AWAY. gosh, it's been so much fun writing and chatting with you!

✨recommend a multimuse blog

@cordoliae — vic, deeply beloved and cherished friend..... you inspire me to the nth degree. your words can quite literally move mountains, i fear. i mean it moved me For Sure and your headcanons. GOSH YOUR HEADCANONS!!!! YOUR CHARACTERIZATION OF EVERY CANON YOU PICK UP!!!!!!!!! YOUR OCS, YOUR BEAUITFULLY COMPLEX OCS!!!!!!!! you singlehanded made me feel so much more comfortable and confident in portraying j.jk canons specifically and i thank you for that. top tier, ten star review, 20 michelin stars. i will never not sing your praises.

🌼 recommend a blog with beautiful writing

@temporalobjects — typed out this url SOOOOO fast yall don't even KNOW. hi buddy (ㅅ´ ˘ `) how've you been? hope life's been really, really good!! oh, before i get carried away, everyone — there's some Crazy Talent here fr. being completely honest when i say i have such a blast writing back and forth with all of these funky fresh and cool characters AND folklore. there's a definite soft spot in my heart for them! anyways, i miss you and hope life's been treating you well ♡

🍄 recommend a blog with incredible graphics

@hiohaku — okay but it's not just your graphics. it's the way you portray utahime and the enthusiasm you share and the prose — dear lort the prose!!!!!!! sublime, simply sublime, i really don't have the right words to describe just how fond and in awe i am over all of your content. and, personally speaking, you've helped me develop higu specifically and i'm so so grateful. but uh yes back to the original prompt — i think your graphics are so cohesive and aesthetically pleasing and so so so good! ♡♡

🌹recommend a blog that makes me happy

@koseigu — okay, am i biased? yeah, maybe, what of it? i see tsari put something on my dash and i leap for joy, duh? WOEIHGAOWIGH okay, but for real though. i thoroughly enjoy seeing you post literally anything. i mean, the replies and asks you hand out are poppin'. the inspo and graphics are bangin'. and you're just so friendly and considerate and i am Gripping our niche interests with both hands. again, i'm glad to have found you, friend ♡

🌴recommend a blog i haven't spoken to yet but admire from afar

@ichigokurosaki — will not lie! a bit surprised to see someone from the bleach fandom follow, but i'm so glad you did! tbh it made me kind of nostalgic since bleach was one of the first big title manga i got into but anyways! hi •ᴗ• i think your characterization of ichigo is remarkable and your writing has me ogling from afar.

🌺 i'll recommend a blog i've followed forever

@womanlives — ( enter entire orchestra and band and choir of the world ). no one should be surprised. they shouldn't!!!!!!!! qt, you phenomenal goober. you marvelous writer, creator, gamer, and just everything-er. i care you so, so much and i hope you're doing alright— at least okay! i eagerly await your return and can't wait to show you my newest jester dance and song. love you so many ♡♡♡♡♡♡

🪵positive thing about my own blog

... why. i already listed two whole entire things. i'm running out of things to say >:( i think my blog is silly in a Good way. there.

[nonny-nonny-anon]

[I'll be ooc for this in case some aren't familiar with my writing style.

TLDR; I'll be taking a break from Nonny for who knows how long because I'm not up to mentally and emotionally RP safely as Nonny right now. Or in general really. This isn't a call out post, don't go after anyone out of any self conceived notion of righteousness. I don't care if people shit on me though, just don't go after others.

What happened last night has honestly taken the rest of the wind out of my sails. I don't know if the mun the other anon actually did block this blog or not so I don't know if your side of fight was in character for you. Please know that my taking of a break isn't your fault, it's just something that's been building up for me irl side.

As a side note, as much as 'it's a public post' and 'anyone can interact with you' is real, please be aware that interacting is a two way street and the blame for any fights usually doesn't solely lie at any one person's feet. It's easy to forget, but the words one so easily puts onto the the internet does have real world effects. What really got to me though was the response that the other party had upon seeing Nonny's reaction. It was disheartening. Have I taken that out of proportion too? Maybe, but to me personally it's disparaging.

I'll admit that I did get heated during the three paragraph response, but that was still in character as Nonny does have a lot unresolved issues that, admittedly, come from a lot of my personal experiences. For that I'll apologize for because I should have separated my feelings from Nonny as a whole, but I won't apologize for keeping it going. By the time I got explaining my side of the things I'm pretty sure it was obvious that I, as Nonny, was already done with the fight and just wanted it over and done with. I, as mun, was already way past done by that point and was replying out of courtesy, but that doesn't really matter anyways.

Am I 'creating a situation' out of it again? Probably, but I'm also curating my own experience and I'll be doing that by taking a break. Call me sensitive, vindictive, a bitch, pathetic, or whatever else but I just wanted to get this out here and be known. Yesterday was just a bad day for me and that fight hit very close to home for me. Seeing that now, I want to take some time away from all of this since RPing is starting to weigh on me instead of being fun anymore.

I'll be taking a break because doing this whole RP with you all was fun. Was. After this whole thing with all of your guys' arcs and then that fight, as well as being a bad time of the year for my family, I won't be able to put the effort and care into this as much as I used to if I kept going. I know my limits and I can tell that I'm starting to get to the end of my rope so I've actually been looking for an excuse to cut down on a lot of stress while I still can and that whole thing gave me the perfect excuse to put Nonny away for awhile.

Anyways, I'll be taking a break from this blog. I don't know when I'll be back, could be inbetween tomorrow, days, months, or even never. Nonny will come back in blog form whenever I feel like I can safely do RP again mentally and emotionally. For anyone worried about my mental, don't. This just happens from time to time and like I said, yesterday was just a bad day for me and I shouldn't have been doing RP to begin with. My dms and ask box will still be open and answered.]