#I'm. Angry. And spiteful
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#Tumblr#Tumblr app#Post limit#Daily post limit#Honestly this is the reason I hate this website the most#It's not all the discourse and idiots#It's literally because I'm not allowed to post as much as I want#That's pissed me off for a very long time#But like#It got worse when I learned you can PAY to increase your post limit#Like that's just so fucking stupid and disgusting#Like I literally fucking hate you for this Tumblr#I kinda wanna firebomb your offices everytime this happens#Which is every day#So I want to bomb Tumblr corporate every day basically#Also love how the notifications will literally stack until you can't use your dash anymore#My window of usage got smaller and smaller as more and more of them stacked#I know you can dismiss them#But it says A LOT that there's not a feature that prevents these from entirely blocking out your entire viewport#Like common sense dictates that there should be something that will stop them from stacking like that to such a degree#Like yes most people will get rid of them before it gets to this point and also won't keep trying to post after being told they're at limit#However#I'm. Angry. And spiteful#So I'm just gonna keep doing the fuckin thing you're telling me I can't do#I am like a shark bashing himself into the rocks or sides of his tank#I will keep bashing until something breaks#Retarded oaf that I am#And look what I found#Here's where it breaks#Anyways I reached the max amount of tags too which is also total bullshit FUCK THIS WEBSITE
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Is this Carmy suggesting there's something else between him and Syd?
He's echoing what Jimmy said, to focus on the restaurant, and Carmy is telling her the same thing- throwback to after Jimmy says he needs to give the restaurant his all, to put it first, all carmy says is he 's dating someone, aka romantic feelings, will get in the way.
#sydcarmy#i could be wrong#but i don't think carmy thinks sydney loves him outside the restaurant#honesty is sanity#richie: and scary#to be emotionally intimate with a co worker#notice he gets almost angry when she says you're my partner and he answers im your friend! (im' your friend- right? I'm your friend!#if Sydney was his friend he'd be able to put the restaurant first and not have to sacrifice their relationship#carmy: i'm leaving in spite of what's happening between us#I'm going to put the restaurant first
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a family bigger than 4! side story 3-1 (ref to ch 132,133,136)
I felt this would be a very Ai thing to do if she healed and grew more confident with a lot of emotional support over the years!
I went and reread viewpoint B and 45510 to study the source material and Ai is an immensely sweet person...I could tell. Just a bit awkward but she's so lovely
So I don't understand why the writer would make the choice to neglect all her wishes like that. No matter how I see it, the ending of this story is so far from what she would have wanted and I feel so sorry for her
part 1 / part 2 / part 3 / part 4 / side story 1 / part 5 / part 6 / part 7 / part 8 / part 9 / side story 2-1 / 2-2 / 2-3 / 2-4 / part 10 / part 11 / part 12 / part 13 / part 14 / part 15 / part 16 / part 17 / part 18 / part 19 / part 20 / part 21 / part 22 / part 23 / part 24 / part 25 / part 26 / part 27 / part 28 / part 29 / part 30 / part 31 / part 32 / part 33 / part 34 / part 35(+side story 3 prologue)
#oshi no ko#oshi no ko spoilers#fuyuko niino#ai hoshino#hikaai#hikaru kamiki#that's one of the reasons I really dislike the ending#they did build Ai pretty well as a character#but what is the point of having made the ending like that? what does it even accomplish?#was the writer angry towards his readers or what?;; it feels sour and spiteful almost#is it that the piece received a lot of criticism and they wanted to get back??;; I wouldn't say this if the writing feels good;#doodle#spoilers#that expression in the second page was so hard to get#I redrew that so many times to try and get that..emotion..settling w that for now#if there's one thing I think I can do pretty well as an artist I think it would be conveying the feelings I want through the expressions#I'm proud about that- with all else..I'm trying to get better~
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I’m sorry you’re sick, but I hope you feel better soon! If it’s not an imposition, for the kiss prompt, could I please request Mether and number 47 (out of spite)?
(I clarified that this is Merthur)
It's been two days since Arthur's return. Two days since Merlin awoke to see a long forgotten face in the mirror and heard the call of magic from the lake. Two days since he dragged Arthur to the shore and pulled water from his lungs.
Two days, and Arthur hasn't said a word.
Merlin doesn't know what Arthur saw in the more than thousand years since his death. He doesn't know anything, because Arthur won't speak. He stares blankly at the things Merlin hands him: the unfamiliar food on mass-produced plates, clothes and blankets made in factories, books printed by machines and written in a language he can't read.
He worries that Arthur hasn't completely come back. Hell, he doesn't know why he's come back. The world's been going to shit at a steadily increasing rate, but Merlin doesn't know what they're expected to do about it.
"Arthur," he says, sitting on the ottoman in front of the chair Arthur is perched on, "what can I do?"
Arthur blinks at him, starts to open his mouth, shuts it. Merlin feels an old frustration rise in him that he hasn't felt in centuries, because Arthur is the only person who's ever been able to elicit the feeling to this degree and in this way.
"I've waited for more than a thousand years for you, you know," he says, probably too harsh but unable to rein in his emotions. "I've walked this world, I've come back to this place for you, because of you. And now you're here, and I can't even talk to you."
"Why?" Arthur asks, his voice hoarse and barely above a whisper.
"A dragon told me," Merlin says, and a furrow appears between Arthur's brows. "Destiny notwithstanding, I would've done it anyway."
"Sure," Arthur says, and the frustration floods back in Merlin's veins like an old friend.
"Yes, actually. I know it because I bloody did it, didn't I?" he says, and the unspoken question is in Arthur's eyes. "I always knew you were thick, but are you really that stupid?"
The anger that sparks in Arthur's face is the first thing that's given Merlin hope in two days.
"You think I would risk my life, wait a thousand years, and keep coming back to the same lake in all that time just because you're supposed to rule the world again or whatever? For fuck's sake, Arthur."
He lifts off the ottoman enough to grab Arthur by his borrow t-shirt and yanks him into a kiss. It's not terribly kind or tender, it's not the kiss he's imagined and dreamed about, but it fits them well enough. It's a bit biting, a little angry, and it feels more like a battle until Arthur surges up and buries his hands in Merlin's hair.
He ends up halfway in Arthur's lap, panting harshly to catch his breath, and Arthur is looking at him with pain in his eyes.
"I don't give a shit if you're going to save us all, even if we need it quite badly at the moment," Merlin says, curling his hand over Arthur's cheek and feeling something soften in his chest at the way he leans into it. "I've just wanted you back, you prat."
"Shut up," Arthur whispers, a ghost of a smile on his face. "And kiss me, you idiot."
#merthur#my fic#this KIND OF fits the brief#like he's angry but idk that it's spiteful#I'M FULL OF THERAFLU AND FEELINGS
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fully obsessed with the way carla has just stepped into the role of betsy's other mother unannounced & uninvited
#and that lisa was angry at first but then she just embraced it#like apparently this is our family now ... cool#carla telling her surrogate daughter the truth bc it's the Right Thing to Do in spite of the surrogate daughter's actual mother#them arguing in the office & carla shutting the doors like it's a domestic#i'm fine thank you for asking#otp: in it right up to my neck#coronation street spoilers
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horror movie set on the prairie once again immediately ruined by a lack of historical research into A. the sort of houses that would be out there and B. the protections they'd have with those houses that would keep wolves and other creatures out.
Like, first off, where is the sod house that would be accurate to this time period? And two, I know there's meant to be a supernatural aspect at some point (per the redditors who recc'd this) but like. Those are normal wolves; nothing has been established other than a poor initial storyline with acting that is...acting because it occurred on camera and I can tell they did their best. They're clearly trying and that's good of them bc the dialogue and overall plot aren't helping so they've got a Task on their shoulders (carrying this movie as best they can.)
#text post#this is someone who wanted to write a city based horror movie but wanted to set it on the prairie#how does the husband never have to do literally anything? they aren't trying any of the few crops that they might have gotten to flourish#in the shitty silty soil??#why does their 'new neighbour' that is WAY too close to them have hair and costuming from a later time period than the main character#and her husband who acts like he was raised in at least 2015 instead of ya know. 'olden times' lmao#I'm typing as I watch and they also fucked up the time period for this character being brought out there#if her parents brought her over than based on what I know for those stats in most prairie states#she should be too young to be the main character in this movie#'not enough ppl out here or a church yet'#hooooorse shit lmao; they were building churches w/two ppl in town bc that was Everything#you didn't build community without a church building or some sort of meeting hall to welcome newcomers#like North and South Dakota and all the upper prairie states have resources like this online#easily searchable!! w/pictures and all of the houses and things!!!#I know this is a very particular set of frustrations to have w/this movie#bc I grew up in a prairie state but it's so frustrating bc it's So Lazy#...that is a store bought fucking patchwork quilt that you can tell is a printed pattern more than any actual patchwork COME THE FUCK ON#also she's a first gen German immigrant but she has no accent? none?#that basic German immigrant accent is something even kids now there know abt bc you hear it in your older family member's voices#even my grandparents still have a hint of it; it affects how everyone talks bc they all grew up w/it!!!!#also don't love how all of this revolves around dead babies and failed pregnancies that are all somehow her fault#but like. they never deliver on that#pun unintended but literally they start out w/ppl being angry at her abt it one second then the next 'nah it's fine'#PLEASE choose where you're going w/this#the prairie is large and easy to get lost on despite the openness and this movie is LOST#will i finish this out of spite? we shall see lmao
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Rant under the cut (people telling me to change things about my blog [like the way I tag things???] and just general Rings of Power hate towards me
Hey just so you know, it's not my job to cater my personal blog (that I made for fun) to your personal preferences. This is a Rings of Power & LOTR blog. I am going to post about both because it's my blog. If you only follow me for my Rings of Power stuff, great! If you only follow me for my LOTR stuff? Also great! follow me for both? Awesome! Spectacular even! but like, If you don't like one of the fandoms I post about, then block the tags or just ignore it instead of going onto MULTIPLE OF MY POSTS and messaging me, telling me what to change about MY BLOG.
This is all because I tagged something Rings of Power related with a LOTR tag and a few people got mad at me (comments and messages) saying that "The Rings of Power isn't LOTR??? Can you not tag it like that I don't want to see Rings of Power stuff. I follow for LOTR" like what???
They exist in the same universe whether you like it or not?? And lots of people tag TROP stuff with LOTR tags too. Plus, sometimes I am talking about both in the same post (like comparing and contrasting things that are the same or different from the show and movies) so I am going to use both tags for that. Besides, why are you telling a complete stranger who posts her stuff for fun to make her blog okay for YOU? I make my blog and posts for me so... Maybe just block me and move on if you don't like how I post things, or tag things.
Also, it's not my problem if you don't like Rings of Power?? Don't interact with it then?? Like, you can control that? My blog is pretty clearly a Rings of Power blog. I literally have Morfydd Clark's Galadriel as my pfp lol
If you don't like it don't interact with it. I could care less if somebody hates the show I genuinely enjoy because it doesn't affect my enjoyment if someone dislikes it. Just don't be a bully and don't tell me how to run my blog because it's upsetting when the only comments I get are "I don't like this show can you stop posting about it," and "Don't use those tags pls I don't like seeing Rings of Power on my feed."
Cater your experience to you and I'll cater my experience to me. If you are going to be entitled and tell me how to run my blog, I am just going to block you <3
If you read this to the end, you deserve a The Rings of Power Galadriel for your troubles.
#sorry for the rant lol#I usually don't like to post stuff like this but it has happened multiple times with different people and I am just fed up#Don't tell me to not to post rings of power stuff on my rings of power blog#It's just weird to be honest lol#especially when my blog is clearly for TROP stuff#and don't tell me how to tag things either#It's my blog I'll do whatever I like thanks#If I was making a legitimate mistake on my blog I am 100% open to constructive criticism#but if you're going to be rude about something that you can control by blocking or ignoring me than I'm just going to block you#this is a rings of power blog as well as a lotr blog so i'm going to tag it and post on it as such#and if trop bothers you than cater your enjoyment of the LOTR universe to you#I don't care if you hate trop just don't take out your anger on those who DO like the show#Post your opinions on your own blog#don't tell me to change mine#blue blathers#the rings of power#lotr#lord of the rings#rings of power#rings of power positivity#trop#<- using both trop and lotr tags because I'm feeling spiteful lol#sorry for the spelling and grammer mistakes I was angry haha
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some men are textbook villains fr
#tw religion?#kinda need to rant.. kinda wanna explain what's going on#some ppl are part of humanity but don't know how to be humane... like the guy i started talking to almost 2 weeks ago#liked him a lot bc he was funny sickeningly sweet mature and understanding.. until he was not#tl dr version is that we somehow drifted to the topic religion and i told him im not too religious and don't believe in superstition much#i was extremely respectful and even when he said that he does believe a lot i was like 'thats cool!! different people believe in different#things!!' and at first it was a normal convo until man went all psycho on me (after one damn week!!!) and started talking about how#id have to be religious in a relationship with him.. my dude i barely know your fav food can we not talk about relationships yet#but he says he doesn't even need a woman who cooks/cleans just someone who believes.. n im like i get it but i can't change myself like that#and then guy moves to marriage and is all 'well my entire family is religious' n my mom and sister (who's 16) would be putting pressure on#you n force you to pray etc.. and I'm like???? who can force anyone to a thing like that are u kidding#things escalate and my absolute STUPID ass tells him about my deepest fkn trauma to explain what made me abandon religion bc#life just never got better and this trauma remained for yrs... and he gets so angry that he says he wants to stop talking to me just to spam#me all day next day.. he'd keep messaging me switching between 'i still want you we shouldn't throw this away i have feelings for you'#AFTER A WEEEEEEKKKK!!! and then goes back to 'i wasted my time with you you were so unnecessary im in a bad mood bc of you'#even said 'you'll never find a guy with a trauma and mindset like this. i will find a religious girl but no one will love you like that'#and the worst thing is that he told his friends and mom about the trauma i had just to spite me.. note that he promised to never tell anyone#(and then still asked for forgiveness and for me to rethink whether we want to end this after telling me 473626x he wanted to end it)#(nothing even ever started you bitchass)#also note that his mom knows my mom n basically most of my relatives.. so i was here trembling for days fearing they'd get to know about it#mom somehow convinced her to not tell anyone bc it's important to me and very very fucking personal..#but he harassed me all day - i wouldn't answer and he'd send 55 messages.. multiple missed calls like dude i got so fkn scared#my heart jumped whenever he texted he was so fkn aggressive and SO MEAN#'you just needed to adjust and we would've been okay' 'tell me are u gonna fkn be religious or not????' 'you ruined everything' kinda mean#i just :') it was the worst time and i don't think i've ever seen someone degrade me so much or make me feel this defective#but.. it's finally over. his mom called my mom and mine was like pls teach him some manners.. n since i couldn't and wouldn't text him back#and literally avoided whatsapp bc of him she ended it all for me and now it's hopefully done forever#anyway i saw jks gcf performance yday n him singing still with you put a genuine smile on my face.. ill stick to THAT boyfriend honestly lol#def gonna delete later#but ty for reading if u did <3
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one of the things that impresses me so much about TMA is that I'm content enough with how the story went down and enjoy the cast of characters and their dynamics such that I don't have a single "exclude" tag here on AO3. Like yeah there's stuff thematically I don't read but nothing I automatically filter out when I comb through the TMA tag. No characters or ships that I really avoid.
#the magnus archives#tma podcast#like my history of participating in media is so based in spite and dissatisfaction with that media#it's such a different experience to engage with something that I'm not actively angry at#maybe I've just matured? But also The X-Files ending sucked#so I doubt that's just me#like being in the “here to explore whatever” mindset with a story is so much fun#tma#jonathan sims
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don't look at my star wars posts. that's behind me.
#i don't even care about asajj ventress anymore. whateverrrrrrrr.#people keep liking them lol#i genuinely held so much contempt for my favorite character at the time#most of my fandom experience for my star wars phase was just. anger.#i think i like directing my anger into something that's not myself and that's why i was so annoying about it#but i think with x-men i'm trying to enjoy things more#it's a part of my struggle with fandom because at the end of the day if i'm reading this comic/book/watching this show/movie#and i'm just angry. i'm just pissed. i'm not enjoying myself.#then why even? why keep doing this?#i kind of found myself chasing my tail with x-men comics in the last week#because i've been reading some very un-enjoyable things and i had to ask myself if i'm reading them to check them off the list#or because i enjoy reading comics#so i stopped. i took a break. i'm still reading comics but i'm not putting unnecessary pressure on myself#and reading the same things that i know will annoy me and frustrate me over and over again#anyway that's x-men but with star wars my fandom experience just became me full of spite in a room by myself#and while i still feel like i'm in a room by myself sometimes#at least now i'm not full of spite#like even with moira. i don't like what they did with her character. but i'm enjoying the differences and finding the parts i do like#idk why i just analyzed myself i really need TO FIX MY FUCKING SLEEP SCHEDULE
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honestly can't believe I'm still upset at that "group of men laughing always means horrible things" post that showed up at my dash a few days ago? But no I can't let it go, I never fucking blocked anyone faster. I think it's just the part about taking something that can be so pure and positive as *laughter* and making it into something that's *always vile*. And I say this as a bitch who used to do a lot of ironic misandry takes but for the love of god how about you actually get to know men??? Men have always been the most supportive presence in my life and I will not take this fucking slander, I love men who are around me and nothing brings me more joy than hearing them laugh. Fuck that post.
#yeah I guess I'm just doing positivity out of spite now#but I'm honestly tired#I'm just too old for angry misandry generalizations#mith.txt#ranting into the void
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Hate when people are sore losers in TCGP and quit the game without forfeiting solely because they want to make their opponent sit there and wait out of spite, what kinda loser ass "kid throwing a tantrum" energy to bring to a virtual card game
Anyways when people do this to me I stop playing nice and, even though they won't see it, I go out of my way to humiliate them and take down as many of their Pokemon as I can at once. If you play like a loser you're gonna die like a loser ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
#i talk#I'm playing Pokemon#I'm playing Pokemon TCGP#I think my highest score was 5-0#It only counts for 3 but I took out an EX and 2 regular Pokemon with one move lol#Anyways I used to assume people didnt know quitting a battle / closing the app meant they left their opponent in limbo#but I play competative. These losers know and they're being spiteful on purpose#I'm spiteful not to be mean but spiteful in the name of justice. I WILL humiliate you on the way out#anyways hows it going y'all LMAO#I get heated so easily over people being mean just for the sake of it#just be polite!!! it's not that hard!!!#Get back here and die a warrior's death#Before competative started I saw a lot of folks complaining about people who used Mew / Mewtwo decks#because they werent fun to fight against#so even though it was one of my top 3 decks I started playing with I stopped using it entirely#because it's fun to win but it's more fun when everyone is having fun you know?#Anyways I'm still in Great League level 4 because I started the season late#and I also made the mistake of playing when I was in a BAD temper one day and lost 10 battles in a row#I never do that but I was in a foul mood and I dont play or think well when I'm angry (and losing didnt help lol)#But I like my current team and it's pretty steady progress#Excited to finally face Ultra then Master League players soon
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current coping mechanisms for dealing with the reality of trans healthcare in the uk include:
looking at the wait times for first appointments with the nhs (bad idea) (it’s years) (the clinic is not accepting referrals)
researching private options again (bad idea) (i cannot even begin to imagine affording this right now or any time soon)
watching abi thorn’s ‘i emailed my doctor 133 times’ for the millionth time (if i say it’s for catharsis it feels less like shouting into the void)
yearning
anger (self explanatory)
becoming even more incentivised to pursue transition (despite the agonies) because at least it’ll be my own personal fuck you to a government that wants us miserable or dead
#here we see a vent post cleverly disguised as an exercise in writing#i’m angry and i do not feel kind today#the abi thorn / philosophy tube video is essential viewing to me if you’re at all interested in learning about uk trans healthcare btw#i’ll also include shon faye’s ‘the transgender issue’ in that essentials list too actually#sorry for not posting fandom i'm in a spiral today#i'm just. the system is unfair and unkind and there is nothing i can do but watch as it tears itself apart#i'm serious about the spite part though. i may not have much hope but what i do have is spite in abundance
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One of the most annoying things as an artist is showing your artwork and encouraging other people to draw too is those stupid ass comments being like "encouraging me to draw is doing the opposite effect bc your art is soooo good it makes me not even want to try"
SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!! I DIDN'T GET THIS GOOD BY WISHING IT ALONE!!! FUCKING TRY BEFORE YOU GIVE UP! IF IT'S SOMETHING YOU'RE INTERESTED IN, YOU HAVE TO TRY BEFORE YOU HAVE ENOUGH INFO TO KNOW YOU WANT TO GIVE UP TRYING IT! BITCH!!!!!! AND DON'T TRY TO BACKHAND COMPLIMENT MY ART BY SAYING MY INTENTIONS OF HELPING OTHER PEOPLE DRAW IS FUTILE BC YOU DON'T HAVE ANY CONFIDENCE. NOT!!! HELPFUL!!! AND FEELS SHIT!!!! ASSHOLE!!!!! I'LL KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#Ella thoughts#AND THAT'S COMING FROM SOMEONE WHO HASN'T DRAWN IN AGES#instagram got me angry#AND WHAT'S YOUR PESSIMISM GOING TO ACHIEVE HUH????? FUCKING TRY BITCH! TRY! I'M GONNA STRANGLE SOMEONE!!!!!!!#that post got me so fucking mad I might actually draw purely out of spite from that stupid comment#GOD I'M GONNA SCREAM AND RIP A PILLOW APART W MY TEETH LIKE A DOG
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I swear I've gone through every emotion known to man.... (And then some) today...
#spiteful angry a little happy and proud judgemental upset sad mourning#the list can go on#its been a day#my thoughts#mom went to detox today and will be in recovery for a month#i already feel lighter with her gone#but conflicted because i wasn't there for her#but i couldn't be because she wouldn't let me#and genuinely i didnt want to be because she was simultaneously never there for me#but shes done more for me than i ever could've asked in some ways#but i also never asked to be born wish i was never born and feel like ive never belonged here#like i was meant to be aborted but was born instead#and yet despite it all I'm angry at the world for the cards she was dealt#for the way she was treated as a child#and the way no one was there for her and moved on pretending like all was fine#(some generational trauma she picked up and carried over)#upset at her siblings and friends for never being there for her like she needed (but i also understand that she pushed everyone away and im#In the same boat as them in that sense#but also shes my mother and im her child and shes never been there's for me so how could i possibly know how to be there for her#i hate being understanding because white hot anger and hatred is easier#so much easier#ignorance is bliss frfr#part of me is also proud of her for finally doing this#scared that she might get mistreated at the facility furthering her trauma scared of her relapsing and what that will look like#wanting to be a support fixture for her when she comes back at the end of the month but realistically knowing i cant#spiteful because where is her support system right now? everyone has failed her#spent years enabling and ignoring her#i hope she has a support system or can curate one because it cant be me#it just cant#mother wound
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49% has been breached! He's now at 48.87%
Why is it falling so fast?
Kazui innocent voters, please do not give up.
#milgram#iris talks#rant in the tags#this makes me so angry because it's not even the fandom's choice#a bunch of non-Milgram just decided that to ruin it for everyone for stupid reasons#Aren't most idol fans young anyway?#why haven't they gotten bored yet?#This shouldn't count. it's so unfair#Maybe they're getting satisfaction over ruining a project for others out of spite#especially with the most popular theory being that he's gay#like congrats idol fans! You've shoved a man back into the closet i hope you're happy#fucking assholes#i know i'm being rude but i just wanted to rant#i'd atleast be able to respect someone if they voted kazui guilty because of their own personal theory#because that would mean that they put some thought into it#but this??? based on a superstition? That's so stupid and makes no sense
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