#IDK WHAT THIS ISSSSSS

[mvdanzas]

picking up from here // @manybruises

“i knew it — you sadistic fuck.” the liquor in her veins is too potent for olivia to catch any humor in kaan's voice. "you just do this to get a rise out of me, i think you like it when i yell at you. why?" the question spills out of her before she can think twice, punching through and opening an already cracked dam. "we used to be so sweet to each other." she rasps, voice suddenly tight. afternoons spent hunched over pages of lyrics, their heads bumping together as they worked. they’d catch each other’s gaze and grin — in excitement, in admiration. "you wanna hear how i really feel about you? fine." she asks, almost helplessly, words slurred. "i loved you." not in the same way she loved aj. that—she always knew— was never meant to be reciprocated, but the affection she held for kaan? that was. and maybe that's why it was easier to be in a room with aj and not him. you can't mourn losing what you never had. "now i can't even stand to look at you." and for that she will never, ever forgive him.

“so fuck you. for trying to act like the voice of fucking reason just because you finally got a reaction out of me.” the slap wasn’t her fault, it was his. she’s not the villain here, he is. she didn't destroy their friendship — he fucking did. “that’s what you do. you push and you push and when i finally retaliate you act like i started it.” she leans back against the wall, letting her head fall back against it. her gaze lifts, focuses on the light that hangs over them. it makes her eyes hurt, so she closes them, exhaustion settling into her bones. she was tired of this. of running to clean up every mess he made. of clenching her fist every time he spoke. of cursing herself for holding hop that her dear friend was still in there somewhere. "i shouldn't have slapped you." there's some sincerity there — voice tight and strained as a silence watches over them. "i was… stupid for letting you drag me down to your level.” it’s not an apology but it’s perhaps the closest thing she’s come to it — shows how indignant she has been about the whole thing. she shakes her head, before lowering her chin back down and opening her eyes to face him once more, any vulnerability displayed earlier now dead and gone, replaced by a cold absolution.   “that’s never going to happen again kaan. i swear on my fucking life im never letting you get a rise out of me like that again.”

[sketchthetofu]

ONE OF THE PEOPLE AT MY WORK HAS THREATENED TO FIND MY TUMBLR. SOS. HELP-

[filtheopathic]

reo is one of the only truly pathetic men i’d let hit 😔

[katyobsesses]

Help will/sue makes so much sense i cant help but ship it

[ichbineinkriechend]

[ID: Three pictures of a brown insect that seems similar to a fly, with two long antennae like things on its backside.]

[coconut530]

FRIED EGG 💙😡❌🫣❤️

[frankiegirl]

the temperature is below 70 and my windows are open and I had pumpkin coffee and a lavender scone today and the words are coming out of my fingers we are so back baby

[taskedbyheaven]

got self conscious over a man . surely he can be jailed for this

[justtogetthrough]

I have five days of Doing Things ahead of me and the anxiety be anxiety-ing

[ethanssideblogthingy]

*writing a hate filled raging post to this thing about something that i feel the utmost disdain for and that i despise with every fiber of my damn being to the point i am shaking in rage* *take like 10 seconds to reread over it*

*delete the draft and go on my merry way to queue words for my daily blog like nothing happened*

[babyseraphim]

i finally fell asleep to promptly have the most gruesome nightmare 😭 literally why

[peggingdemons]

Ranking the demons based on if you could let them sub in their demon form without being hurt! Feel free to talk about it (or why I'm wrong) in the notes!

First coming in at dead last is... Satan!

Look I love Satan's demon form (and find it super hot) buuuut that tail is sharp and he really wants to grab you with it (you know.. Wrapping his tail around your waist as you take him from behind..) he loves it but unless you're okay with ending a little scratched don't (also his horns are terribly sensitive)

Coming in at 8th issssss... Mammon!

It's not that he'll use any part of on you but I feel like his wings are sharp and he gets... Really really squirmy and a wing might just hit you. Tie his wings up and maaaaybeeee you can get around it

Speaking on wings that might hit you at 7th place we have Lucifer!

Four.. FOUR wings and he still can't control them when you're dominate, you're bound to one day get SMACKED with a wing. Most times he gets in his demon form he'll ask you to hold his wings down (just because he likes the feeling of your hands on them) ((also maybe he wants a yank but idk...))

Next at number 6 is belphie!

Honestly it's because touching his tail fluff hurts from thorns in them (and he likes stroking your cheek which it when you bite his chest). Yank it and he'll hold it down himself

At 5th issssss... Diavolo!!

The gold is sharp but he can control his wings enough so they don't hit you. Hold them down (not because you need to but the touch is romantic to him) and stroke the inner parts

Coming at forth issss Beel!!!

Okay soooo his form on its own can't hurt you but he 1 gets a bit more forceful (on accident) and 2 his wings are really fragile as they tear easily. You don't need to do anything special with him but as a precaution make him lay on his back

Now at third isss.... Asmo!!!

Perfect man really! Wings aren't sharp or long enough to hit you, not bitey or forceful and his nails can't cut you! Only down fall is his horns are pointy and have ripped a pillow before.. But they make great handle bars when fucking from behind!

At second is.. Levi!

Okay you freaks his tail is usable

His tail is soft so it won't hurt to grab

Y'all know what time it is.. Number one is Barbatos!!!!

The tail.. You freaks...

Soft tail and alright horns to grab. He doesn't grab you as much as stroke your back with his tail

[noctiva]

Can we hear about the dream when you get a chance tivi? I’m so so so curious 🙏

ok yea sure lucky for YOU i have a dream journal 😼😼 I’ve always had very vivid dreams (never lucid dreams tho sadly) and so I’ve gained a habit of writing em down so I don’t forget them

anyway. in dream I work at gas station. some like, decrepit old thing in the middle of nowhere. it was nighttime too, and I specifically remember hearing the buzzing electrical sound that old lights make

anyway, door swings open - scaring dream me bc it was so late at night. I look up and GUESS WHO IT ISSSSSS idk what fucking universe I lived in in this dream but apparently the crps were known about by the general public?? or something?? bc the first thing my dumbass says is “you’re toby rogers”

and he just goes - “yeah.”

and I go “oh my god” (dream me has no fucking rizz btw)

anyway his aloof ass completely disregards the fact that I’m trying not to drool on the counter and asks for smokes. I sell them to him. but not before writing my number on the pack. he sees it and tells me he doesn’t have a phone (holy fuckin airball)

I say to keep it anyway. He does and then leaves :(

dream time skip I’m assuming bc I’m back in the gas station again but he comes back! and he asks for smokes again. give em to him. tell him it’s on me (girl is desperate)

he laughs in my fuckin face (hot) and asks if I’m this desperate with every guy who comes in here (please fuck me) I say “no, just you”

(dream ended after we fucked in the back of his truck)

[radioactive-mouse]

romantic monoshin isn’t even part of my personal mind palace (they are terrible besties though they love each other so fucking much and also they can’t stand each other. i love them) but i need more of WHATEVER THIS ISSSSSS???

THEY SLAY SO HARD FOR NO FUCKING REASON. that first hitoshi genuinely makes me feel like i need to bite someone’s head off. also this is like a perfect triptych of their dynamic to me idk. it’s like

1. hitoshi is So Scary and A Little Fucked Up but that is what neito loves about him so fucking much (CONNECTING DOTS ABOUT THIS ACTUALLY but that needs to be its own post) and he is constantly looking at him with so much admiration and has a deep craving for connection with him (bc he accidentally idolized the fuck out of this guy after the sports festival and comes out swinging with “we’re so similar you and i, you understand me better than anyone, you’re my twin flame, i’m in love with you,” and has like literally never had a single conversation with him. hitoshi does not know what to do with this,) but hitoshi is Never Looking At Him. eyes dead ahead and all that. neito wants him SO BAD but hitoshi does kinda stomp on his heart accidentally during the training arc WHOOPS and then doesn’t realize bc he kinda doesn’t give a fuck abt that guy? anyway,

2. as mentioned previously. terrible besties. hitoshi seems so annoyed but he does love that guy a lot

3. THE YEARNING IN THIS SHOT ALONE ??? IDK MAN. it’s just so perfect. they’re so close but they’re never looking in the same direction, never quite seeing things the same way. YKNOOWWW WHAT I MEAANNNN

[basedonconjecture]

WIP Wednesday-Thursday

I was tagged by @mythals-whore yesterday and @ofcrowsanddragons today but, alas, I have very little to show for it except this.

Which issssss mostly just me playing with some ideas about the De Riva Talon before Viago and how to tie some other threads together. Whether it will make it into an actual Thing is tbd but idk I like the vibe I think?

For the rest of her life, she would never catch the scent of a rose without recalling this night. The room was perfumed with the scent of the lush flowers blooming from the vases, freshly cut that afternoon from the garden, and already beginning to droop from the weight of their own crowns. Candles had been lit in preparation of the Talon’s arrival, who was said to hate the dark—but never within earshot. Whether it was rumor only—or a consequence of paranoia of the sort nurtured by power—was a matter for debate, but Selora knew the truth: the woman was going blind. Everyone in her trusted circle made up for the deficit in exchange for their proximity to her. Rather, to her title… for however much longer it would belong to her.

this time I shall tag @muqington, @mercars-musings, @operative-arrow, @complikatedd ( more noodle cat nap >:D) and @thedissonantverses (what if i said this was a plea for more cowboys?) but ignoreeee if you wish <3

[mintytealfox]

Omg hey im back and i don't know if Frederick would be a good dad cuz he still left for the manor and erm yeah

ALSO a random thought just came into my mind, what if gender swap da capo 🤯

I HAVE SOME HCS FOR THEM BUT RN IMA JUST TALK ABOUT LIKE FEM NORTON AND MALE MELLY

for fem norton, she most likely disguised herself as a dude to work in the mines to support her dad (i think) and she would most likely have to bind her chest and that would've been a massive pain. Also is more difficult cuz yk periods exist. As for fem norton and male alice meeting, must've been a shocker for male Alice. (ALSO FEM FOOLS GOLD)

as for male melly, he was of course a servant for his ex wife's manor and fell in love with her and tried to rizz her up (or the opposite could've happened, the ex wife tried to rizz male melly up) and idk if it's canon or not but if melly got abused by her husband for studying entomology, the same would probably happen :( idk if he like abused melly physically or verbally/mentally but yeah. Then male melly kills her and of course makes it look like it was an incident with the bees. I think male melly would just wear a bandage for the rash and i think maybe his hair would be a little messy and frizzy.

I ALSO DID SOME FEM FREDERICK AND I WAS GOING TO SEND IT BUT UR ASK BOX THINGY DOESN'T LET ME😭

GENDER SWAP DA CAPO GENDER SWAP DA CAAAPPOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

AAHHHHHHHHHHH 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩 I did two versions for Norton cause when she is allowed to be feminine she would tweak some things to feel more like herself 😭

but for just in case the line up is, from left to right: Alice, Norton, Melly, Orpheus, Frederick

ai;lodshf;oaihah;ogfhasldk;aidfnh THIS IS SO FUUUUN AAHHHHHHHHHHHHH 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

-SLAMS DESK- I LOVE THIS I LOVE ALL OF THIIISSS YES YES YES YES YEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

and the idea of Fem! Fool's Gold has me 👀I still need to DRAW HER OH MY GOSH

MY GOSH I MUST SEE THE FEM FREDERICK STUFFFF AAAH GOSH DANG IT 😭😭😭😭😭

(also so truueeeeeeee about Frederick being a not so good dad. If he can free himself from his past and move on then I think he could turn around and be good but as issssss? eehhhhhhhh lol)

I AM SO EXCITED MY WRITING IS ALL OVER THE PLACE AND CAPSLOCKED LOL AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH