#IVE BEEN WANTING TO DO THIS FOR A WHILEEEE

[specialistpinky]

DIOYH: do it on your husband (modern!sukuna x black fem!reader)

a/n: inspired by this lil tikytok from @/trintheweirdo 😏 this is my take on black fem!reader experimenting on modern!sukuna! enjoy~

it’s common knowledge that Sukuna adores, admires, loves you—his beautiful wife. he’s devoted to making you the happiest woman to roam the earth, so he does everything possible to achieve that, even if that means compromising his masculinity to assist you in your newfound hobbies.

a few months ago, you practiced acrylics on him, and the nails turned out beautiful! you posted it on TikTok just for funsies, plus you figured it was a good outlet to showcase your skills.

what you never expected, though, was for the video to skyrocket into virality.

currently, the video sits at 4.5 million views, nearly a million likes, and tens of thousands of comments. you aren’t too thrilled about the latter part for obvious reasons.

but you’re happy your skills are gaining traction. despite the comments irrelevant to the video, you received plenty of positive feedback.

you decided, why not go all out and show the people more of your skills, yes?

you make sure your phone is recording and test the clip-on mini microphones. you turn to your husband, who’s sitting with his arms folded and a scowl on his face, his attempt to manspread on your vanity chair failing because it’s much too small for that.

you flash him a knowing grin, walking over to him and clipping on his mic. “why so mopey, baby?”

he growls low in his throat, his upper lip curled.

“i don’t understand why i have to be your little fuckin’ guinea pig for this,” he grumbles. you see the faint pout on his lips despite his hostile expression. “shit ‘s fuckin’ stupid.”

“uhhh, because you’re my husband, and you wanna make me happy by being involved in the stuff i like, right?” you ask like it’s obvious, clipping on your microphone onto your baby tee.

“why can’t you do this shit on your own head?” he retorts, looking up at you with furrowed eyebrows.

you match his expression. “baby, i already explained to you that it’s easier to work on someone else’s head.”

“so, why not one of your friends?”

you suck your teeth and reply, “they’re all at work, Kuna.”

“what about Uraume?”

“they work today, too. i called them and—tch! man, why do i have to explain this to your ass? all you gotta do is sit your pretty ass in that chair and let me work!”

he uncrosses his arms, gesturing angrily. “but i’ll look like a little bi—!”

“aht, aht!” you scold, wagging your finger at him. “don’t finish that sentence. you know better. i’m not one of your little fuckass friends who think it’s cool to call women bitches and females and allat.”

you jab his forehead with your index finger, leaving a crescent-shaped imprint from your nail. he snarls, snatching his head to the side. “just hurry up, woman. i have places to be.”

you suck your teeth and hit him in his shoulder. “motherfucka, you ain’t got nowhere to be! it’s your day off.”

you wave him off and walk over to adjust the tripod.

“i’m leaving that shit in, by the way,” you say over your shoulder, not waiting to hear his response before you back up and start your intro to the video.

“hey y’all, it’s your girl—the best in the west, dressed to impress, and keeping these bitches puh-ressed. and today, we are back with another video. i’m gonna be showing y’all how to install a lace front. i have my lovely hubby to style. say hi, baby!”

you move so he’s in frame, and you wave at the camera, encouraging him to do the same. he doesn’t move. he’s as still as a damn rock, glaring at you through the camera.

you slowly put your hand down and hold back the urge to roll your eyes and keep talking.

you yap away about glues and laces and density (what the fuck does density have to do with hair, Sukuna will never ask) while Sukuna listens somewhat. he can’t pay attention too well when your hands are massaging his shoulders, or your cleavage occasionally presses against his ear.

he lets you do whatever you want to him. he lets up pile on product, comb, brush, and yank as much as you need to. when you turn his head for him, he follows. when you tell him to hold something down, he’s pressing on it hard. unfortunately, that comes with questions every two seconds.

“what is that for?”

“why is this shit on my head?”

“how long is this gonna take?”

“woman, why do you stop and explain something every three seconds? just finish this up already!”

at one point, you stop and sigh, hand on hip. you stare at him through the phone and hold your edge brush to his throat like a knife, whispering, “keep asking me questions, and imma chain you to this goddamn chair and make you try on every goddamn lace front i got in this house, the only collection as far as you know i have.”

you stand up straight. “now, can i continue without you interrupting me, sir?”

he doesn’t respond with more than a clenched jaw, so you take that as a green light to continue.

of course, mr. question-and-complain-about-his-wife-having-fun is grumpy now, but you plan to make it up to him afterwards.

“okay, guys, this next step is super important. when you put on the wig, make sure the straps stretch around from the back of your head…”

you show the camera the inside of the unit as a demonstration, then turn to your husband, stretching the unit as far as you can and struggling to fit it on Sukuna’s big ass head.

“would you quit fucking around and put in on—!”

“boy, shut the fuck up! i’m trying—fuck!” you huff, “it’s ’cause you got a big ass head,” you grunt. you give the wig one last tug and secure it properly. you tell him to lift his head up and gently sweep strands out of his face.

“you should damn well by now that nothin’ about me is small, wife. i’m big everywhere. and i mean everywhere.”

you gasp, a hand over your chest and a feigned offended look on your face. you look down at him. he’s lifting his eyebrows suggestively at the camera before looking up at you and throwing you a wink.

you can’t help but guffaw, letting out an embarrassing snort that you may or may not cut out of the video. you cover your mouth, so over him and his bullshit, but you're reminded of exactly why you married him.

“uh uh! you did not just say that.” your eyes widen as his words settle in more. “Kuna!”

“whaaaat? it’s fuckin’ true. my woman would know better than anyone else, yeah?” he says, smirking.

“oh my god, shut the fuck up. you fuckin’ piss me off!” you chuckle, shoving his shoulder. you comb the unit, just messing with it until it looks presentable. “cut this part out, future me. i don’t need nobody else thinkin’ about my man like that.”

his large arm snakes around your waist and pulls you close, his lips grazing your exposed midriff and his eyes directed to yours. “nah, don’t cut that out; keep that shit in. let ‘em know you’re the only woman whose opinion on me i give a fuck about. you’re my wife. that’s all that matters.”

his hand travels down to your ass and squeezes, then swats it, making you yip.

you roll your eyes and let out an exasperated sigh. “you lucky i love your stupid ass.”

you lean down and give him a smooch, then two more, then five more. a smile spreads across your face. “wouldn’t have it any other way, though.”

you continue the video. “anyway! now, as y’all can see, it takes a little finesse sometimes depending on the size of the head, so if you have a bigger head like my husband here—”

“aye! right here, woman.”

“—make sure your wig density…”

the rest of your words fade into background noise as Sukuna zeroes in on your lips and hands, satisfied with his doing: making you happy.

you tease and brush, glue down and curl the hair, going for those 80s type of curls. after about ten minutes, Sukuna’s getting antsy, slumped over and eyes trained on the camera.

you don’t even need to look at him when you pinch his cheek and tell him to quit mean-mugging the audience.

he watches you grab another bottle, completely tired of the whole thing at this point.

“is that the last thing? we’re done after this, right?” he asks, fidgeting like an anxious child.

“yes, honey, we’re almost done. we’re gonna use some hairspray on the unit to keep the curls in place. Kuna, cover your eyes, please.”

Sukuna complies and cups a hand over his face as you spray the curtain bangs first, then travel to the curls, and finally hit the back of the wig.

you spray a few more spritz for good luck. you gently smooth the middle part down with your hands and smile. “alright, we are all done!”

“finally! i’m fucking sore and hungry as shit,” Sukuna groans, standing up and stretching his arms over his head, his shirt rising and revealing his v-line. you step in front of him to cover his indecency.

he scratches his stomach and yawns, “need some food before i go goddamn haywire.”

“okay, you big baby, we can order something.” you point to the bathroom door and say, “before that, go look in the mirror and see what you look like.”

he instinctively sucks his teeth but doesn’t protest when you give him a stern look.

“okay, fuckin’ fine,” he grumbles, dragging his feet.

you quickly grab the camera and run before he turns the light on so you can capture his reaction.

just as he flicks the switch, you point the phone at him. his face is priceless: jaw ticking, eye twitching, and hands hovering over his head.

“what the fuck did you do to me, woman?” he whispers, digging his hands into and ruffling the wig. you slap his hands away. “baby, you’re gonna mess up the hairstyle!”

“i don’t give a flying fuck! why the fuck do i look like a mötley crüe groupee?”

“so, you saying you don’t like it?”

“man, fuck…” he starts to say but cuts himself off when he turns and sees unshed tears in the corners threatening to spill onto your pouty, quivering bottom lip.

his nose scrunches. he looks back at the mirror and pats his head. “…it’s not that bad. stop being dramatic.”

his attempted compliment makes your crocodile tears dry up. “so, you sayin’ i did good, baby?”

Sukuna lets out a grunt of approval. he continues admiring himself in the mirror and twisting the hair in his fingers.

you snicker and zoom in on him. “oh my god, look, y’all. he feeling himself real bad. period, Kuna! you look good!”

he squints and says in a gruff, hissy tone, “don’t piss me off, woman,” then claws at your phone to push it away. “point that shit somewhere else.”

turning the camera on yourself, you give a thumbs up and a toothy grin. “mission successful, y’all. hope you enjoyed this video on how to install a wig. all products are available for purchase when you click that orange cart below and—”

“quit talking to that damn camera and come take this goddamn rat’s nest. it’s startin’ to itch.”

you sigh and shake your head. “this man get on my damn nerves, so imma go. thanks for watching, and see y’all next time. byeeee!” you throw up a peace sign and smile before covering the camera and stopping the recording.

“okay, video’s done. i’m so excited to edit and see how much attention we get this... time.”

your jaw drops to the floor when you turn to see Sukuna digging his nails through the bald cap, your wig now hanging on for dear life in his tight clutch.

“bruh, what the fuck!” you yell. “not you yanked the wig off like that. and why the fuck you got it crumpled in your hand? gimme that shit.”

you snatch the unit from Sukuna and flick him in the forehead. he doesn’t flinch; in fact, he smirks and scratches harder.

“you were taking too long, so i took it off myself.”

“so you couldn’t wait ten seconds for me to cut the video before you ripped the shit off your skin?”

he shrugs. “ain’t hurt. shit was easy to take off. that glue is weak as fuck,” he quips, walking out of the bathroom but not before he hooked his arm around you and brought you with him.

you slap him in his big burly chest a few times, none of your blows affecting him. you pout again and mumble, “fuckin’ asshole.”

he leans down and plants a fat, wet kiss on one cheek, another on the other, then plants one on your lips.

“sure am. i’m your asshole, woman.”

you two bicker a little about how it went as you get ready to pick up food, arms linked and your head on his chest, telling him how much fun it was to experiment on him. he would never say this out loud, but he enjoys being your guinea pig as much as he protests it.

regardless, you know Sukuna will do whatever you, his beautiful, gorgeous, ambitious wife, want to keep you happy. that even means compromising his feelings and playing as your little dress-up doll for a stupid TikTok.

all in the name of devotion, right?

(by the way, the new video gets double the traction, meaning more women to fend off in the comments. nothing you can't handle, though.)

[maximusboltaqon]

so i found out about bizzare adventures and how triton has a mini-comic in bizzare adventures #28 and so OBVIOUSLY i had to go read bizzare adventures for this, like, 6 pages of triton. and now i HAVE to talk about how triton was in a comic for like three entire minutes in the 80s.

considering how little triton gets personality-wise, i really like that this opens with actual triton lore!! "seeker by nature" !!! how he wishes others could see the ocean like he does!!

now that i think about it, im kind of surprised triton hasnt been used for anti-pollution messaging more often? or like, ever, afaik, other than this? and even here, it very quickly stops being about the oil spill that nearly kills triton. i know namor comics deal w that kind of thing (on occasion? often? no idea i have. never read a namor comic 😳) but i think this is also very much a triton avenue. esp since inhumans already cant breathe the standard air on earth, i def think you could make a good triton comic out of how humans are destroying the planet (sorry this post got darker than i intended we're moving on now)

i really love how triton looks in this!! it's not *that* different from his usual green-man design, and it could very much just be an art style, but im a big big fan of Fish Triton. his uncanny appearance is like my favorite ever. i want him to look as fish like as possible!! but this does a really good job at keeping that original green guy look while also still keeping the amphibian parts very noticeable. its mostly the face. i love his face!!!

i love this description of him. i feel there's never any acknowledgement of how strong triton is (which tbf i kind of forget a lot too) but also,,, yeah he can just totally hang out in the ocean. id love to know if theres a limit to how deep he can go. triton could make a mad living off of cave diving and scuba guiding. and salvaging ship wrecks!! the amount of trinkets this guy could just go sell off. im getting distracted. I LOVE TRITON.

have i mentioned that i adore how he looks here? i love how he looks!! maybe its the pointy ears. its a good look for him!

[pretty-ichor]

bigggg vent

ive been having a rlly hard time w going to bed before 2 am but like its the only time when im not overheating to hell and back

TW FOR ED FROM HERE

i literally want to start fasting again and restricting heavily just because i get so cold and i NEED that. sometimes id shake so bad and feel like ill never be warm again and its better than this. i shouldnt look back fondly on "episodes" in which im so cold i need to run a boiling bath for a whileeee to get to a normal temp again and yet- my circulation is pretty terrible

im eating pretty normally atm bc i dont want to lose more hair and i HATE it i feel fucking gross. ik ive been complaining a lot on my complaining account but like im THAT heat intolerant and i need to bitch about it. i genuinely cant fucking take it i hate this so much

what doesnt fucking help me is that exercising and doing my steps on the treadmill became 10x harder and my fan is barely making a difference because obviously when its 40°C i dont want to do anything thats gonna make me and my room even hotter

AND ANOTHER THING im almost always in just boxers so im seeing my body far too much than i want to and its driving me insane. i dont want to see that shit. ugh at least its my last summer with tits

and this all greatly affects my mental health as well which is rather damaged atm. summer depression is so. much. worse. than winter depression to me. this one reallyyyy gets me. i dont have the motivation to do anything. i cant reply to people consistently and i feel badly about it like im a pretty awful texter in general anyway. i dont know what i want, i want to be left tf alone forever then i need so much attention and it just keeps going. i can barely do anything from my normal routine

itll be okayish again in like 2 months but thats just too fucking long. i keep getting consistently physically sick from this

[bugieeeee]

hi hi sorin!!

ive been mia for a whileeee so just checking in to see how youre doing!! hows life? hows drawing? hows dealing with the fact that a cool guy was actually not at all cool and just an awful human?

might be projecting a bit on that last one sorry about that. also its been a whileeee since that happened but again..

sorry im Never on This App.. i am trying my best at life and unfortunately tumblr is a victim when it becomes too busy

hope youre well tho!! ive been getting into lots of different media and have been obsessed to an uncomfortable degree lately BUT i have realized my music taste has been dwindling

mayhaps youd want to reccommend me something to listen to? if not thats okay too, mainly just checking in to see how youre doing these days!!

ok have dragged this out now.. again hope youre well!!

LOU!! HI!!

Life's crazy I have a retail job now wich sucks this time of year and I make minimum wage but it's fine while i figure out what I want to do next

Ive been doing alot with art lately though I havent been drawing as much except for a few still redraws from the new starkid musical and a colored pencil drawing of jo from little women but I got a sewing machine and I'm learning to make clothes I'm still crocheting and I just did a craft market last month selling jewlery and hats and stickers I designed

And yeah that was... upsetting to say the least it sucks so bad that everyone has to be terrible like it wouldn't be that hard to just not be a dick about it but alas

And don't feel bad about not being on here you're free! All jokes aside I get it unfortunately I have like zero social life rn so I'm not leaving

How are you doing though! You're graduating this year right? That's crazy I hope you're doing good

Ooh media to be obsessed with is fun what have you been into? I've been watching buffy the vampire slayer but I'm looking for something to make me insane lmao

And yess I always love recommending music I've been really into lowertown lately the music video for best person you know is really good and I've had caroline on repeat probably too much other than that august by flipturn is really good (the acoustic version makes me insane) how I felt about most things by American Poetry club was my top song of the year and pretty much any of Origami angels songs are great my top two of theirs is find your throne and live from the ufo

[mangoposts]

same anon who still hasnt sent anything in ab vapes but is the 🍒anon do i need to pick out a new one😭i promise ive been this anon for a while i sent links a WHILEEEE back but i wanna be more active and am scared to come off anon to talk to you. should i let the new person have my emoji and pick out a new one or can i keep it LMFAO

-old 🍒

I can give you a double cherry if you want😭😭 Im sorry i got confused with the emojis but if you want to pick another one you can

[vivisols]

weird question, will you ever write about a mermaid animatronic? Like one specifically built for the water without being biological?

Idk I feel like you would write something like that, animatronic tails and all

Also bonus question thats right, bonus question

do you only like mermaids? Or fish people in general? What other types of aquatic beings may we see? Again like in general not just your current fic- perhaps future fics will we see frog people? Or some other made up critters? Is it just fish?

final question, do you have any lore for leviathans? Or are those not apart of the world, wether as a class of mermaid or some other creature entirely?

that’s all, may you find you find fun in writing, as always

GRAHHHHHHHH ANON!!!!!! ANON YOU HAVE NO IDEAAAAAAA!!!!

my next fic after the future stares back!!!! is ACTUALLY about mer animatronic y/n!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AUSJSSUNSJNS MY JAW LITERALLY DROPPED WHEN I SAW THIS ASK LIKE XD!!! WOWZERS someone actually managed to somehow mention mer animatronics to me out of the blue!!! do they know!!

…then again i feel like it was predictable somehow, considering how obvious my love for both mers and robots is xDDD (honestly if you want more info on the au in question feel free to ask, im going SO feral about it LMAO)

and omg!!! Bonus questions!!!!!! >:3

i love fish people in general!! if the biology is weird and interesting, im interested!!! speculative biology and evolution and genetics and all that are a biggggg interest of mine lolz xD mers may have captured my heart, but i love humanoid and non-humanoid aquatic critters alike SO much!!

in the future stares back, we definitely will see some more types of aquatic future humans!! im still settling on some designs, but im thinking of like… some real non traditional picks! crab-like/carcinized humans are definitely one of the big ones! (Really only because i think carcinization is cool LMAO)

hmmm… in future fics… AUGHHHHHH anon im so feral…. ive definitely got a LOTTTT planned but nothing set in stone yet! but just know that the answer is 100% a. BIG yes!

hehe leviathan lore >:3c…. in claw at the stars, leviathans are really just mers with some specialized features that let them grow super big xD in general that’s the explanation i usually roll with for standard mer aus, some variation depending on the world! (i.e. traits, locations, culture, traditions, language, appearance, etc.)

between you and me anon…. honestly ive kinda been rotating a leviathan!au in my brain for a WHILEEEE like… even before claw at the stars. but weee don’t talk about that LMAOOO

[isshinfuran]

listening to rinu and nanamori singing isshinfuran again......and i just happen to have the isshinfuran url....what if...😳

[liinos]

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[foxtriestobiteandmaimandkilland]

okay so. im like. idk ANY music theory. like. at all apart from when i played the piano for a couple years when i was like 7. so. this is definitely the ramblings of a guy who is being very autistic about bug video game. and nothing more. (and also has been done before i am purely doing this for @exnihilo-comic​ bc they asked me on my thoughts) BUT. i am sooooo fucking insane about the hollow knight ost. (LONGGGG post below the cut)

SO LIKE. theres OBVIOSULY the like. main theme yknow. thats in enter hallownest and the title screen song. the one that goes likeeee errr. (wait i gotta look up smth rq)

OKAY SO THERES THIS. (just taken from here) :

anddd theres this :

WHICH is like. yknow. the whole Big leitmotif of. Everything. BUT. the thing is. i was wondering which songs specifically it is in. bc like. im hoping its not just. hallownest’s motif. and more for smth specifically. BUT YEA. so so far theres obviously the title screen and enter hallownest (which is the trailer music im p sure ?)(ok yea it was the ferocious foes trailer music). BUT. im gonna go thru all the songs n see which ones have this in (i will not be accurate as im going by ear since errrrr. im not the best at reading sheet music)

okay well dirtmouth (taken from here) IMMEDIATELY has the theme in it (with the bit in red missing)

it is clearly slower n in a dif key but like. the same theme

and pretty much most of the melody of dirtmouth is like. essentially this same theme. just a loaddd slower. and in a dif key. im not gonna screenshot each comparison and try to pinpoint each difference bc. like ive said, idk music theory. i just like video game osts.

okay so crossroads is a little more difficult but to me it sounds like it possibly has the same chord progression ? but i may be speaking out my arse so someone who actually knows what theyre talking abt could draw comparisons.

altho i DO want to talk abt the crossroads track. this is the part where i start bullshitting FULLY. so like smth i LOVE abt it is how very drawn out each note is. like it sets the scene of hk PERFECTLY. its like. the track feels a lot more loose ? i suppose ? than the other songs you wouldve heard by now. which ig feels like it rlly shows how sorta. abandoned and like. i mean “forgotten” the “forgotten” crossroads rlly r. like they have no sorta form left but its clear that crossroads was once a place w a lot more life in it besides the handful of npcs u meet there (well like. yknow. uninfected life). but the one thing abt the crossroads track is that it sounds. calm yknow. which does reflect the crossroads compared 2 the other locations. the enemies there r simple enough to defeat and theres plenty of safe spots. its right under dirtmouth so its (before its infected) the safest area a player will explore for a whileeee. anyways ye the crossroads track is cool.

okay w the false knight battle theme i wasnt RLLY gonna say anything abt it BUT. it does actually have the main theme in it.

(link)

sooo yea so far the only connection ive made is Almost Every Song Has This Theme In It.

oh also in the false knight theme there is this ONE bit that sounded a little like the very beginning of the mantis lords theme to me but idk theyre not the CLOSEST just similar.

anyways next song: greenpath. so i THINK its happened again and THE WHOLE BIG LEITMOTIF IS ONCE AGAIN HERE.

like dirtmouth it is slower and in a different key but thats definitely it. which honestly was unexpected i didnt think it was in any area music. so once again, i think this is in literally almost EVERY track so thats making me more wonder abt the tracks its NOT in. but ill come to that later maybe. what i do want to know is if theres anything else in greenpaths track thats in another song. what im thinking is perhaps therell be a similarity between greenpath and hornets battle music ?

okay this sorta call and response thing here is interesting to me because it sounds veryyyy familiar to me. (everytime i have heard it tho it just sounds like either hornets voice at some point or when sly says gibolen mas sooo take this as u will. i am however listening 2 a couple of hornets lines and the closest i think there is is when she says la fe nuva nido or whatever that gibberish is) anyways the call and response interests me.

anyways more abt greenpaths song in general terms, i do love how this one feels a lot more full of life than crossroads, because crossroads felt very barren w the blue and the brick(?) whereas greenpath is full of life, just in the sense of scenery. its (obviously) a lot greener and full of plant life which already feels loads more alive. and the enemies there also arent simply just husks (AND EVIL SAP MONSTERS) theres like. theres moss creatures and fucking squits and those shooty wall things and just a whole lot more life, and that is reflected very well in the track bc it sounds a lot more full and like it has actual emotion. and even the battle theme (like where u fight the moss knight) is a lotttt more emotional and tense than crossroads’ - which feels a lot more like just sorta. primal fear what with a beat that sounds almost like a heartbeat and the repetitive drums. but greenpaths battle theme is a LOT more lively and dance-like and it has DEPTH. idk i thinkkk im rambling a little but i do love greenpaths contrast with crossroads

OKAY. hornets battle theme. smth obviously noticed a lot before is her theme is comprised of only string instruments (yknow bc. shes a spider n uses a needle and will star in SILKsong so like. yeah. string) ONCE AGAIN. the main motif is in this song surprise surprise. (link)

altho smth interesting abt it is how it changes depending on which half of the theme is playing. for the first half the er. whatever u call the top bit i forgot. is playing it (and im prettyyy sure its a violin or viola or smth similar). but then it switches to the er. bottom line. and is played by a perhaps cello ??? smth lower than the first instrument. and different. which i think is a nice little thing AND is similar to the call and response from greenpath.

thats p much all i can say in terms of “technical” stuff BUT. in terms of vibes. I love how perfect this is for hornets fight. it definitely reflects how shes a lot more agile than the false knight and depends less on pure strength and more on her movement in the arena. i love how very fast paced it is AND HOW HAPPY IT IS. it is a VERY happy piece because hornet is ENJOYING HERSELF. bc yes her and ghost r fighting but she never wants to HURT it (even if i DIED to her like. a million times.) and WE never hurt her, we just beat her (and if ur a speedrunner, bully her in a corner) but she laughs during the fight, she has silly little battle cries, shes having a FUN TIME. which is shown in the music bc its CONSISTENTLY HAPPY. also the very sharp and sorta staccato (see i know SOME music terminology) notes throughout r veryyy fitting for the fights pacing and hornets attacks.

Okay this has been sitting in mt drafts for a bit and idk i might rb w add ons but j think i was just on smth else that night bc ive never been like. In the Mindset(tm) to do more of this. Ok. Have fun exnihilo person. Yea.

[sweetsweetloverlover]

i want to shave my head so baddddd help. also this is not a "ive never shaved my head before and dont know whether id look good" type situation but actually "i Have shaved my head before and therefore know i look fucking cool HOWEVER ive been growing my hair out for months and months and have had plans for once its long for a whileeee now and it would be a waste + if i do it and then in a few weeks i want long hair again im going to feel stupid. but also i really really want to <3"

[bluebearial]

Some bios for my cats!! From the comic I drew a while ago 👀 Long overdue but Ive been wantin to do this for a whileeee

+ I wanted to redesign em so hellyea

[namuneulbo]

week thirty-three

this week has been quite good mentally. its been slightly challenging ocd-wise but mainly good!

on monday i painted my nails. i only own a black nail polish but i hope to get some more colors in the future. i also ran some errands. i went to the thrift store to look for a sweater to give to l for christmas. then i went to the post office to send ns bday package. there was a bit of an awkward moment when i had to clarify it was a bath bomb to the person in the register and later them just changing the word to soap TT after having sent the package i went to another store to send off a return package w the suit that didnt look like it did on the website. lastly i went by the book store to look for beads and thread to make bracelets but ended up not getting any bc the beads were so expensive and the bag was so unnecessarily big. during this entire walk around town i listened to fall out boy. ive been listening to them a lot lately. i just,,, realized how much i love folie á deux.

on tuesday i cut off my rat tails!!! i got bored of them and it was very easy to just cut them off. my hair is quite uneven i think though so i asked m to even it out for me someday. tbh idk if my hairs actually uneven or if its just my locks curling weirdly. my hair is wavy in such a goofy way so u never know what ur gonna get. ill need m to actually tell since she understands hair way better than me.

i dont remember wednesday very well but sims liked my twt reply which is kind of fun lol

thursday. i had a doctors appointment in the afternoon and i saw a cat on my way there. it was right in the forest where the hospital is. it was so cute!!! i tried to get it to come closer to me but it was totally focused on something and did a cute jump towards a tree. i didnt bring a mask which was humiliating so i had to go ask for one in the reception bc i was so embarrassed walking around wo one bc everyone was wearing one. rn ppl dont really wear masks outside of hospital context. pretty much everyones vaccinated and the restrictions r loosening up a lot.

after my appointment i met w i and t. we went thrifting and then went to a grocery store to get some snacks to eat at my place. i bought a moomin drink which i thought was a soda bc it was where the sodas were but it ended up being just juice :| i dont like juice TT

on friday i watched seoul festa which was super fun!!! i love seeing performances in front of bigger audiences. forestella absolutely ATE w bohemian rhapsody. i was laughing so hard when enha performed pass the mic right after. i missed thrill ride which made me kinda sad. my moms boyfriend came w my new desk so i helped carrying it which is why i missed thrill ride. later he sat in the living room for a bit while i watched it and it was so,,,, awkward. they left quite soon after though so i was busting it down to gangnam style. i honestly want to see psy live, i think that would be so fun.

ive been home alone since they left. after watching seoul festa i went grocery shopping and i specifically went to one store bc i saw they had syrup for making coffee there. im gonna try making an iced latte some day! i got almost everything off of the shopping list so my shoulders HURT after carrying all of it home.

i stayed up late bc i was too anxious to sleep. ive been obsessed w this yt channel called paolo fromtokyo and their series where they show a day in the life of different workers in japan. i honestly cant think of a smoother way to phrase that. anyways i binged videos from that series until dawn. i fell asleep w dear hank & john echoing through my ears.

watching paolo fromtokyos videos ive realized that working an office job is what i want to do. i havent had a dream job for a whileeee. like i didnt really have a specific thing i wanted to pursue i was just like, yeah, ill study to become a translator and/or interpretor and then just do that and maybe be a barista but now i want to become an in-house translator. i dont mind what type of company id work for. id be fine w anything. i think his videos helped me realize how much i truly care for environment. like it affects my mood sm. being in a nice clean space makes me feel focused and calm. like for example my dream being wanting to live in seoul in an apartment decorated to my liking. i enjoy pretty looking things.

i woke up early on saturday to watch ulsan summer festival so im currently running on barely four hours of sleep and its currently almost 4 am as im writing this. im surprised by how dark it is outside still. i thought it wouldve been lighter by now.

earlier today my dad came over to build the desk and he accidentally used the wrong screws and ruined the board so we have to order a new one :’) then we went to fix my bike to his workplace and then i practiced driving w him. i got a bunch of chocolate from his work too haha

well, now im going to get something to eat bc im hungry and i havent had any proper food in a good while (if u can call jjajang buldalk proper food).

sotw: apink - nonono

[pinkhoodiemark]

70 QUESTIONS

tagged by @sho-ho-hownu ! [Ily more mutuals <33]

1. do you have a good relationship with your parents? Yes. Sometimes it’s rough but you know everyone has that. I’m closer to my mom’s bf more than my actual father, but im just now getting reconnected with my actual dad and it’s going ok i guess

2. who did you last say “i love you” to? probably my mom? It was like she said “I love you” and I said “love you too” does that count.

3. do you regret anything? Yes. I cant think of anything specific but i just know that i do...

4. are you insecure? HA YEAH ALMOST ALWAYS WHEN IM OUT OF MY HOUSE.

5. what’s your relationship status? Single afff Ready to mingle (?)

6. how do you want to die? epically B) idk tbh tho

7. what did you last eat? Omurice. It’s like friedrice with ketchup with an omelette over it. It’s japanese idk how to explain it well lol

8. played any sports? Idid Ballet as a toddler (like until 5 years old). From 7-14 years old I did gymnastics and I was on the “Junior Olympics” team which i dont think means anything but it sounds cool

9. do you bite your nails? nahh. I never understood that really

10. when was your last physical fight? I’m lazy. Not a fighter. But i shoved this bitch in middleschool because she confronted me about me tlking shit about her talking shit about me??

11. do you like someone?

Other than those 7 dorks? Nope. Thank god

12. have you ever stayed up 48 hours? Yes. It was partytime

13. do you hate anyone at the moment? No, I try not to hate. Unless theyre asshole racists, sexist, and/or hateful themselves.

14. do you miss someone? Family in Japan <3

15. have any pets? a tool named Phichit (or Peaches) that is my Betafish.  (stop i know it’s a Yuri On Ice name. I. Know...) . I know he only likes me for the food i give him. Rude.

16. how exactly are you feeling at the moment? okay. it was bad like 2 minutes ago because of an assignment but now im watching Mystery Science Theater 3000 and its funny af

17. ever made out in the bathroom? Had to think bout it for a sec but nope

18. are you scared of spiders? Not like SCARED but i’d rather not them be on me tho..

19. would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Without the butterfly effect happening? Then sure

20. where was the last place you snogged someone? I had to look up what this was omfg. Maybe like a year ago. I’ve been single for a whileeee.

21. what are your plans for this weekend? I’m meeting up with my dad to watch the last few episodes of walking dead on Saturday. Studying for my Japanese final.

22. do you want to have kids? how many? Kinda, At most 2. But Im like 19 years old so its weird to think about...

23. do you have piercings? how many? Nooo

24. what is/are/were your best subject(s)? was Math now probably none of them loll  #artmajor

25. do you miss anyone from your past? not really? There’s this one guy that was fun to hang with and I liked him for a loooong time and i still think about him sometimes lolll DontDoThat

26. what are you craving right now? a good nights rest

27. have you ever broken someone’s heart? I mean ive broken up with people but i dont think I like shattered their heart. I’m not THAT important omg

28. have you ever been cheated on? Nope. Hopefully never will?

29. have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? Yep, but he was mentally fucking craZY SO

30. what’s irritating you right now? Tumblr in incognito mode is slow af for some reason (I needed it to log in to my other tumblr without logging off this one)

31. does somebody love you? Family probably ha

32. what is your favourite color? Green

33. do you have trust issues? not really. I mean everyone should have some sort of trust issues. But i dont have severe trust issues.

34. who/what was your last dream about? I was listening to Departure album when I fell asleep, so I dreamt i was at a got7 concert lmao

35. who was the last person you cried in front of? I dont cry a lot tbh. So i dont remember. When I do cry I dont like people seeing.

36. do you give out second chances too easily? HA NOPE. They gotta work for a second chance

37. is it easier to forgive or forget? Depends. If it’s not that big of a deal then forget. I hate confrontation but i need an apology if its something bigger.

38. is this year the best year of your life? Noooooooooo, but we’re only like a quarter through so it could change. But im not too hopeful about those chances tbh

39. how old were you when you had your first kiss? kiss that didnt matter (pocky/pepero game lol): 14 Kiss that mattered: 16

40. have you ever walked outside completely naked? wtf no.

51. favourite food? Too many to narrow down to one but i crave toast a lot

52. do you believe everything happens for a reason? yeah, I’d like to think so.

53. what is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? Watched a horrible movie

54. is cheating ever okay? Who would think it is??? Even as “revenge” that’s low

55. are you mean? Dude, I’m a bitch tbh...

56. how many people have you fist fought? 1

57. do you believe in true love? i guess. If I didn’t then what would be the point of relationships?

58. favourite weather? Suns hot but cool breeze or light rain

59. do you like the snow? Yeah, but i could go without it...

60. do you wanna get married? Eh.

61. is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? I’d cringe.

62. what makes you happy? dogs, cats, other peoples genuine smiles, got7

63. would you change your name?   I like my name

64. would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? Who was the last person i kissed? So probably no...

65. your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Assuming im not interested. Id just ignore it. If he confesses Id be like sorry bro.

66. do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? I did. But he’s kind of out of my circle now that college started.

67. who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? Mom’s boyf. Jose. He’s cool. Been in most of my life so not like a random Mom  boyf

68. who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? My sister. We were talking about why people just constantly feel the need to hate. Even if it’s something like (for example) “I HATE One Direction” Like do you honestly “hate” one direction. Or did you see that other people “hates” one direction so you said that. Like what did One Direction do for you to just HATE them... Like I dont like them or dislike them but I could never say that i HATE them. I dont even know them... anyway that discussion gets me heated

69. do you believe in soulmates? Kinda

70. is there anyone you would die for? Yeah. Like family and junk

Tagging @peachyjyp @husbandsjjp @soulmatesjjp @got7arrived @ult2jae ya dont gotta