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a-lil-random-artist · 2 months ago

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Leah's Normal Day

Chapter 10: Meeting the strange clown / Vehicle chase

(TW: PTSD FLASHBACK / LANGUAGE / GORE ART!!!)

After escaping the gate, three of them are heading down towards the car quickly as possible, still panting while running down the parks. “I think we’re lost, now we gotta get the f*ck outta here before she’ll-“ Theodore heard the loud crash noises coming from far away distance, and he could hear the women screams and men’s until he recognized there was the strange clown car driving down, heading towards the Minnehaha parking lot and drift to spin around with a maniac laughter. "Who the hell is that?" Rj ask, still seeing the clown car drift with spinning. "Welcome...to Mr Splitz Circus!" The radio said, and the music begins with the sound of laughter, and three of them didn't know what's going on when the clown car still drifting the car until it's stops. Leah's (leia) eyes begin to squint, noticing the passenger door slowly open with the red smoke coming from inside. Someone step down their own feet with placing the Caine on the floor, and not knowing who it was until...It reveals as the tall clown with the mask. The clown mask was named "Mr Splitz", Mr Splitz has the magician outfit of color dark maroon and stripes instead of the hat because there's no stripes on his magician hat. His eyes are yellow glowing, and it has a mask clown of makeup with the yellow and red triangles on his eyes, in fact, his hair are more similar like to clown as red just like the nose. “Well HELLOOOOO Ladies and Gentlemen." Mr Splitz greets them. "Wait, who are you?" Any came up and noticed the strange mask clown. "Oh you ask me who I am! Allow to introduce myself, My name is Masky Splitz, and you may call me...Mr Splitz..." Mr Splitz introduce himself, and the others don't know why would Mr Splitz came here for them in this closed Minnehaha parks, however, no one is there, just the five of them alone in this area. Leah (leia) gazed at the inside door when it was flickering on, realizing there was the dead corpse of 3 clowns who is known killed by someone…but the theory is that Mr Splitz kills the 3 clowns, or maybe he kidnap the victims to become circus performers slaves at this circus. “Is that a slaves…?” She can’t believe Mr Splitz killed the slaves in this circus show performance whenever Mr Splitz will collect the victim to be hired at the clowns and performers slaves until Mr Splitz blocks her way. “Ohhhh! Look what you guys got…A pretty beautiful clown…just like my wife…” Mr Splitz grin evilly, slowly touching her chin with his claws. “You should kiss her.” Any said with being funny. “Oh shut up, and put your nasty words away! I would probably stitch up my mouth like the voodoo doll without yapping if I were YOU, grown women.” He pokes his Caine against her stomach, not really hard, but maybe little bit hard, because she makes Mr Splitz into disgusted after what she make a joke.

“What do you want for us…?” Leah (leia) ask anxiously, noticing he is slowly going to hold her hand with his grin creepily. “Well well well, beautiful darling…Im here for you to be hired as the performer…and everything miracles…and every people and children, will visit to my circus…so we can have fun forever and ever and ever…” After what Mr Splitz said, Leah (leia) didn’t know what to do, and she slowly have to back up, but she ended up getting pulled by Mr Splitz in grasp as she let it out yelped. “Would you like to join us my wonderful circus?” He ask in grin, until all of the sudden, she got pulled by Theodore who started to confront him and not letting her go with him and fell for it. “No way.” Theodore said in serious disbelief. “Oh man, I don’t wanna fell for it, man!” Rj said in fear, biting his own nails. Theodore started to protect them from Mr Splitz, going to confront him and not letting Rj and Leah (leia) fell for it if they trusted Mr Splitz. “All I ever know is you kill the women’s, and you know I saw you killing the slaves in this circus performance.” Mr Spliz hold his chuckle and not going to let it out laugh until he broke out of the laughter. “Hahahaha! How did I kill my performers? They’re not my slaves, you silly goose! But…how in the world…did you know I brutalized my slaves, little boy?” Mr Splitz expressions turned out into furious with his eyebrows into an anger, glaring at his eyes. “Because All I discovered is you kidnapped the victims and ended up making your slaves to kill them,” Theodore replies in serious tone, continuing to confront him. “Mr Splitz, you know all of the people knows you killed the 3 victims, your circus company can be much worse when you being a greed magician clown.” “Listen here, you little slug, I am the magician clown, and I can practically order my slaves to do the performance to the people, I am becoming A FAMOUS CIRCUS IN THE WORLD.” “YOU KNOW WHAT I SAW, YOU KNOW I SAW YOU ESCAPING FROM THE COPS AND THE F*CKING PEOPLE, THEY KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO THE VICTIMS WHEN YOU MAKE THE MESSED UP SH*T, HUH?” Theodore begins to make Mr Splitz backed up more like the furious brave dragon who is confronting the other dragon, and Mr Splitz is still glaring at him furious, causing his yellow eyes glows more, but Mr Splitz heard drop something on the floor…and it was the real ruby as it went towards close to Leah’s (leia) foot before she picks up. “It can’t be…Is that the ruby…?” She ask, but then she looked up and realized it belongs to Mr Splitz. “*gasp* Young Lady…please give me back my ruby…Do not destroy the real ruby, it belongs to me!” For a moment Leah (leia) is looking at Mr Splitz and look back at the Ruby, suddenly, she begin to threw it far. “NOO!!! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!?” Mr Splitz said in panic, and he begins to find the ruby in the grass. Theodore, Rj, and Any look at her, and they cant believe she just randomly threw the ruby far away at the grass, but three of them would have to get out, and only except…for Any… “Oh my gosh…Okay, Starlight girl, we gotta get out of here, we’re going to leave Any because she just came here from her family’s camping.” Theodore said and grabbed Leah’s hand as Rj begin to follow them quickly to the car. “Wait, what about me-“ Before Any tries to use her words, she got cut off by Theodore.

“Nope, you’re going to stay with your family, because you came from your family’s camping.” When three of them quickly got in the car and put on the seatbelt on, Rj is the one who is going to drive the car because he knows how to drive the car since he got teach how to drive the car by Theodore. “No no no…where’s my ruby…” Mr Splitz said and kept finding the ruby on the grass, but he finally found it. “OH YES! I’VE FINALLY FOUND IT-“ As Mr Splitz is trying to use his words, Rj begin to drove off fast, and causes Mr Splitz alert when they were getting out from the Minnehaha parking lot and Mr Splitz, but only he recognized is Any… “ITS RACING TIME…” Any stares at Mr Splitz in terrified…She didn’t know what else to do or feeling afraid of running away if she is going to be chased by Mr Splitz, which she never bring her weapons or pepper spray, obviously … “YOU…” Mr Splitz said in glaring eyes. “M-Me?” Any ask in fear. “YES YOU, THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT, YOU STUPID LITTLE F*CK, YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID BECAUSE YOU ARE SO HORRIBLE WOMEN I EVER HEARD. YOU KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO TO YOU, YOU CIGARETTE PIECE OF SH*T…IM GOING TO F*CKING THROW YOU ACROSS BACK TO YOUR FAMILY AND NEVER COME BACK TO ME EVER AND EVER AGAIN!!!” Mr Splitz grasped her collar, lifting her up high before he begins to put her up higher. Swoosh! Swoosh! Swoosh! He spins around her while he is still grasping her collar until he threw her far away, to make sure she is heading back to the camp with her family back again. “GET OUT!!!”

Driving on the road

There is no cars surrounded all over the empty road, and only there was is sounded eerie were no one is on the road, only except for three of them, Theodore, Rj, and Leah (leia). Rj is the one who would be driving on the road after going to gas stations and filling up the car. “There’s no cars on the road…No through road…” Rj said and look around if there is no other vehicles on the road. “Rj, come on, just keep focusing on the road, and you don’t have to worried about Mr Splitz,” Theodore said while Rj is still driving. “Come on, just keep going, just keep going were no one is going to chase us anymore.” Leah (leia) recently looked the window, and she felt little anxious because If someone will chase after them, its all up to Rj, he will drove it fast when someone is going after them during own revenge until they heard something coming from far away distance on the road…causing Leah (leia) to shiver her spine as she recognized the music from distances. (No Through Road reference)

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“Umm…guys…I think I recognized this music…” Leah (leia) said in anxious coming up, and she could hear her heart beats getting fast increasingly of her organs, but she wish her heart beat could slow down increasingly if maybe it was some person on the road who is the fan of horror show. “Oh hell no…I recognize the music…get down!” Theodore shouted, Rj looked at the mirror and realized someone is going after the teenagers before he started to drove it fast as possible. He never wanted to be ended up getting kidnapped by someone who is going after them. “YOU THOUGHT YOU PUNKS COULD GET AWAY FROM MR SPLITZ?” They all realized it was Mr Splitz who is the one chasing after them with the radio music on, preparing to pull out the weapons. “Oh for f*ck sake…Not him again!” Rj said in anxious tone, as he begins to drove it faster as possible. “OH YOU WANNA RACE WITH ME, DON’T YA???” Mr Splitz said in evil tone, driving towards after them. “WELL I HAVE THE BOOMERANGS, SO I CAN STOP YOU, KIDS!” Mr Splitz begin to pull out a three knives of boomerangs and started to throw after the car. “Oh sh*t, Get down! He’s a f*cking psycho! Rj, keep driving!” Theodore and Leah (leia) quickly ducked down while, Mr Splitz keeps throwing the three knives of boomerangs against the car which it was missed several times until it hit the side view mirror, causing the mirror shattered and make Rj yelped. “OH WHAT’S THIS? A WHEELS!!!” Mr Splitz snatch a three knives boomerangs and throw it towards the wheels tires, but it missed it. “Skill issue!” Rj shout it out loud. “GRRRR SHUT THE F*CK UP!!!” Mr Splitz yelled in rage until he begin to drove it faster, causing it to bump against the car and making the teenagers yelped. Leah (leia) begins to open the window, putting her hand up and try to catch the boomerangs while Mr Splitz is driving with throwing the boomerangs of knives more. “Leah, what are you- Do not open the window!” “Im going to grabbed the boomerang!” She started to reached her hand and try to catch the boomerangs if Mr Splitz are still trying to attack the minors, but what she notice is the roof car of the clown head with the sign of warning symbol on its forehead. “Hey! There’s a warning sign on top of the clowns forehead! We can destroy his car so we can defeat him! Quick, throw the boomerang at the window!”

They both begin to prepare themselves to throw the boomerangs at the car window before they both begin to threw it to the car window until it causes Mr Splitz clown mask broken, not like shattering pieces, just little half broken pieces. “AHH SH*T!!! MY MASK!!! Mr Splitz yelled, preparing to pull out the gun. “I WILL NOT GET DEFEATED, AND I WILL NOT BE A WEAK LINK!!!” Mr Splitz shouted and reloaded the gun. After that, he begin to pull the trigger and trying to shoot the wheels as he can, but Rj tries to not lose the wheel because Mr Splitz is trying to kill the minors. Both teenagers tries to throw the boomerangs at the car rooftop of the clown head, struggling to keep throwing the boomerangs weapons against the car rooftop clown head and got several misses, but only Leah (leia) is struggling is trying to miss the bullets. “Sh*t…he’s trying to kill our ass because we’re minors…!” She hisses. “Just keep going, in case, if we threw it to the eye of the clown head, it can get exploded on the car and defeat Mr Splitz.” Theodore said, snatching the boomerang while he keeps going. “Rj, dont let this psycho shot the wheels tire, keep driving so we could get away from him.” “Aye aye, captain!” Rj begin to drove speed turn left so fast on the road whenever Mr Splitz is still keep shooting against the car until he realized he has the 3 bullets left, and soon it would ran out of it if he kept shooting. “GAHHH F*CK!!!” He let it out shout in rage, throwing the gun far away as he kept driving after them. “I got it!” Theodore shouted after he manage to snatch the gun beyond and he begin to put it on the seat to continue to throw the boomerang at Mr Splitz. Leah (leia) glance her head at the gun on the seat, having idea to shot the gun on the clown head on car rooftop. “Leah (leia), are you going to help me defeat Mr Splitz? We cant let him doing reckless for this!” Theodore ask, still throwing the boomerang at Mr Splitz, but Mr Splitz suddenly snatch it, glaring at him in rage… “Oh great, we’re f*cking doomed…” Theodore said in frustrated tone, until he heard the gun click and realized Leah (leia) is the one who is ready to pull the trigger for the first time. “Wha- What are you doing? Are you insane-“ “Just give me sh*t later, Im going to shoot the clown for the first time!” After what Leah (leia) said and keep reloading the gun, she aimed the gun at the car rooftop clown’s forehead, still keep her eye on the car rooftop’s clown forehead and focusing on it. “YOUR NOT GOING GET AWAY FROM THIS-“ Before Mr Splitz is shouting at the teenagers, it cuts off when Leah (leia) begins to pull the trigger and shot at the car rooftop clown forehead, causing it to explode the car.

“Score!” Leah (leia) replies cheerfully, and both boys are cheering up for her for what she defeat Mr Splitz and his car. “WOOOOO WE KICKED HIS ASS SO HARD, WOOOOOOO!!!” Rj screams and beep the car so loud. “Alright Alright, Rj, I know you’re excited, but just keep focusing on the road, alright?” Theodore said as Rj begins to nod and has to keep focusing on the road. “Yeahhhhh! That is sounded like skill issues for you, Mr Splitz! You can’t get us, you can’t get us!” Leah (leia) cheers, and Theodore begins to smile at her, how fun the way that Leah (leia) is smiling and cheering up for defeating Mr Splitz during battling on the road. “Well, now we can-“ Before Leah (leia) begin to say a word, suddenly, she is sliced by the boomerang knife, causing her getting injured and let it out yelped which Mr Splitz must be alive instead of death… “NO!!!” Theodore shouted and catches her, realizing Mr Splitz must’ve be alive. Mr Splitz is alone in the road as he smile’s creepily in rage way…readying to chase after them… “You thought I was dead on the road, huh? Well, NOT TODAY!!!” He begins laugh manically as he started to chase after the car and the teenagers, going to revenge on him for what they destroyed his vehicle. Rj looks at the mirror until he realized Mr Splitz is aftering them on the road, chasing the vehicle on at the road. “OH SH*T, HE’S COMING!” Rj yelled as he begin to drove it fast as possible, looking back and see Mr Splitz is still aftering them. At the back seat, Leah (Leia) is panting in pain with her nosebleed after Mr Splitz throws the boomerang to slice her side of her head and getting injured, causing her cough as the wounds comes out from her mouth while still panting and feel more pain, feeling Theodore’s hand placed his hand on her injury.

“Stay with me,” Theodore panted before he pulling his hand go, got the bloodstained on his hand. “Do not let your spirit go…” Theodore panted still until suddenly, Mr Splitz hop onto the car and open the door, throwing it on the side. “I FOUND YOU!!!” He yelled in evil way, laughing manically before Theodore pulls outs a gun, pulling the trigger to shoot at Mr Splitz twice, but he missed when Theodore realized he ran out of the bullets. “F*ck!” Theodore throws at Mr Splitz face, causing him yelped in pain. “AGH! YOU THOUGHT I WAS DEAD? NO! I WILL NEVER EVER BE DEAD AGAIN! AND YOU WILL PAY FOR WHAT YOU F*CKING DONE, KIDS!” Theodore backs up while holding Leah (leia), defending her from Mr Splitz when Rj is still sweaty and driving. “I AM NOT GOING TO LET ANYONE LET ME DOWN, INCLUDING YOU-…” Mr Splitz then hesitated, gazing at Leah’s (leia) who is still injured by the boomerang, and his face expression turns out to be realized who is just look like his son Billy…The theory is that Mr Splitz was Billy’s father who is the one care about him and play with him. His mind turns out into flashbacks, and he remembers his son Billy who got injured and accidentally fell with causing his tip of ear getting ripped by the branch at the playground when he watches Mr Splitz arguing his mother. Mr Splitz wife right next to Billy is named “Ava” who is right next to Billy, hugging him with her worried expression because she realized she didn’t watch Billy during the playground. “Honey! Are you going to call out for help!? Because you’ll know we dont have a phone!” Ava said in worried while Mr Splitz stood there in terrifying expression for what he saw Billy got injured…He never seen his son accidentally got injured and got painful before… ”My son is broken…” Mr Splitz whispers terrifyingly. “Honey, you know he’s our son, call out for help!” Back in reality, Mr Splitz realized Leah (leia) is laying there on injured, just like his son “Billy”…Mr Splitz begun to remove his mask and reveal himself a true face…His face has the stitches on his face, just like the Frankenstein, and his eyes are yellow with the black sclera with no longer showing his white layer, in fact, he still has the clown nose…His eyes had the shedded tears when he realized he had the PTSD of Billy’s injured. “Billy…my son, what have I done…?” He muttered with his eyes winded, reaching his hand of claws towards her, but all of the sudden, Theodore pushed him off. “GET AWAY FROM HER!!!” Theodore shouted in rage, pushing Mr Splitz off and landed onto the train railway… Mr Splitz groaned in pain with holding his right arm until he heard the train noises coming from distance away, and he realized he is getting hit…He started try to get away from the train, but it was already too late…He is ran over by the train…screaming in pain with flesh noises…

Theodore looks down at Leah (leia) who is still wounded and injured, but when Leah (leia) looks up to see Theodore with her exhausted expression, she then passed out while, still injured. Theodore let it out sigh, stroking her curly hair softly as he said “I’ll make sure you will never get injured…just like us…” Now that Rj is still driving, they were heading home as quickly as possible…

To be continued…

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rj-masky · 2 years ago

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Introduction post bc y not

Pt1

Names Rj or Masky, which ever you prefer to call me is fine. I'm kinda new to tumblr a bit but also not. I've been on here before under a name "Masky Myers" or something like that but deleted it bc I'm not very into social media. So here I am back again with a new hyperfocus, last time was portal and half life, now its somehow fnaf.

My hobbies;

-Digital art, I've been doing this for about 3-5 years or so now, my signature is usually "RJ-mask" but some times I add a Y to mask just for fun. I love the way I write Y's. I was born an artist, picked it up from my mother who now makes things outta yarn or wood burning.

-Car enthusiast, also all my life I've been obsessed with cars, I have a lotta "backyard mechanics" in my family and grew up with all types of cars. I just got my very own car last year, it's not the best car but I love it. No joke I will spend hours cleaning and generally taking care of it. It's a 1999-2004 Chrysler sebring convertible. It's a bueatiful looking car, expessialy after a sunny rain. My dream car is a Nissan skyline, I plan on it being painted green and black.

-Fanfiction writer, I dont write very often, but I've posted a story public before, honestly I've improved so much since then so now that story looks like garbage. It's on wattpad called "regret game" a slenderves based story. (If it's still there) I'm surprised it got as much attention as it did, it's got a great plot but my writing skills were not the best back then. I'm currently working on a fnaf based story, its actually my own version of fnaf about my oc who I'll eventually introduce. (Your welcome to give me small scenarios to write about if I'm in whatever fandom your intrested in, sfw only please, fluff is fine)

-role-play, I also dont do this much anymore but the memories are so much fun. I've created my own rp servers on discord between me and friends, amazing plots and stuff but not enough attention was put into it so it even got quite.

-collector, I've always had interest in collecting old electronics that are broken and or hotwheels, remote cars, stuffed animals, video game merchandise, movies, jacket/shirt flannels, and monster energy cans. I'm actually currently in the process of taking apart a old laptop I broke the screen to, I'm not sure why but I enjoy it.

Pt 2 link here

#introduction #hello tumblr #Im RJ-Mask #digital art #car enthusiast #fanfic #roleplay

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nexttothelamp · 4 years ago

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#i have realized i do not know where i fit in the autistic community 🤣#please dont reach out to tell me ill find my own way 😊 no offense of course #anyway my therapist taught me about masking recently #and its.... well i hate to use the terms high functioning and low functioning cuz they suck #but we dont have better terms rn so thats all ive got #im like. extremely high functioning and people like me just. essentially shove down our neurodivergent behavior and pretend to be standard #it is... draining. exhausting. if i had known masking was a thing id never have thouvht i had adhd tbh 😅#now im realizing all these sensory things i have #all these behavioral tics i have #all these ways i can live... easier #its not been the same for me as my other autistic friends #tw for slurs #like idt she considers me a friend anymore but i had a buddy who got real triggered by the r slur?#and idk ive been called dyke tranny faggot retard... hah ive actually forgotten some #QUEER BITCHES #me and rj got that one in college #anyway im the take back the slur type; i think it came with the gender studies degree #i learned to take pride in this shit 😅#but like. i was also forced to hide this shit as a child? hah idk where my right to make these decisions comes in #asked molly the therapist last week an she said its different for everybody. that its ok for some people to claim a slur with pride #and for others to shy away #either way tho #idk how to relate to other autistic people 😅#while i have a lot of the same.... shall we say quirks? i feel foreign in my own body #ive not been allowed to live with myself with way they have #and its a double edged sword yunno?#like yes they were treated as other because they were noticably different in society #but i was treated like fucking SHIT by EVERYONE cuz i was supposed to be NORMAL and i fucking COULDNT DO IT #HA it sucked #anyway. im learning how to be autistic now. it feels good. bit idk where i belong.

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wrestlezon · 2 years ago

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dynamite 3/22/23 (live)blog containment zone

we started late again...

omg… hospital for the bucks… theyre doing it. theyre progressing the elite story hangman… in the ambulance… omega gets left behind… OOOOO theyre DOIN IT….

[orange + sting & darby vs kip + butcher and the blade]

sheesh lol orange's facepaint :)c kip periwinkle'd his hair kip is cool because i look at him and know exactly what his deal is. he is a my chemical romance tumblrman when i can look at a wrestler and understand what their deal is? thats good mcr tumblrman is not even my thing but i appreciate him having style. and panache i also like his goofy sinister mindgames at orange. i also like that they WORK on orange. he got under his skin! he made orange of all people snap! such a good rivalry kip: yes! the crowd: BOOOOOOO the crowd: yaaaaaay kip: yeah thats more like it!!! sting: 🧍‍♂️ kip: 😰 that was a cute ending! i liked that lmao orange is knighting sting

[video for the pillars 4way]

ooooo theyre finally pulling the trigger on the pillars 4way…

[video for kenny vs vikingo]

whoops i missed this because i was getting a snack. despite whatever the hell is going on on twitter i dont need a video package to enjoy a good match tho

[gunn club vs top flight]

the gunns outfit today? insane unbelievably im having a hard time concentrating on this match because im lost in the bliss of chips + yogurt

oh no… ftr leaves aew if they lose… well. i wont get mad

[backstage with jade & mark sterling]

so fucking funny that mark sterling's letterhead logo is 1) GIANT and 2) FULL BLACK. the printer ink!!!!

[stokely vs hook]

soooo excited for this lmfao stokely pulling the not medically cleared card. AND retiring again just to seal the deal "HE IS SICK!!!" love how the security guard action jumped into the chair stokely screaming quoting 2pac? god. killing him with that chair just holding up stokely!! hook is so strong dead. killed him

oh my god matt hardy encouraging ethan page to avenge stokely This Is How Matt Hardy Can Get Revenge

[adam cole!]

yay adam cole what a face. hes not going to do a heelturn, right? at least not anytime soon i wonder who he is fighting LMAO DANIEL GARCIA… oh my god. his entire capital L Look ok cole is def not gonna do a heelturn if hes up against garcia

[backstage with kenny and don callis]

ooooo theyre doing ittttttt… theres strife… oooo

[moxley vs stu]

uno's mask is soooo shiny get him stu!!!!!!! cool pose on the ropes, moxley lmfao claudio yawning?? whoa what a loose slam by moxley. big flip off the corner by stu!! very cool oooh moxley's counter into bulldog was also cool backpack moxley huh, whats going on with moxley's ear? oh its bandage

lmao yuta "we're off the clock! 🙄"

[backstage with ricky starks]

mad about beefin with juice? yea oh theyre finally gonna fight? on rampage!

[QTV?]

little baby drawing on the cubicle lmao this footage is rj city in the background of this bit too? i thought it was funny he was in the first one like they just took over his office and started being really cringe in there and hes just like 🙄 well ok then

[toni storm vs skye blue]

booo outcasts. yay skye blue whoa that was a swift and snappy suplex thing by toni. that crowd person is loud, whoever they are

nooo dont spraypaint her ! the women's facesquad has appeared riho!! wlilow!!

rampage being on saturday… when i was in 3rd grade i got into an argument with the neighbor boy about wwe not being on whatever day it was supposed to be on and bet him 5 dollars about it. i won and didnt get 5 dollars because thats an astronomical amount in like 90s dollars

[backstage with stu]

oh no stu's arm moxley LMAO i love how the BCC are just backstage rascals now like if you wander around backstage you better watch out because you might get into a lv50 random encounter with the BCC

[kenny vs vikingo]

SON OF KING VIKING lmfao kenny's intro having so much shade in it. that's don callis' doing, right omg that dude's superkick party sign is so extreme kenny oooooooooomegaaaaaaaaaa!!! his theme is sooooooo good. god we havent heard it in so long right? because theyve been coming out to journey this whole time? is this kenny's first solo match back omg! vikingo tope whoa??? implosion hurricarana?? dude has been doing nothing but the sickest of flips no! kenny, no! drop it…. drop it!!! no table! cmon theres no need for this!! lmao he is being so badguy. hair pulling!! this rules. we get to see all the top-tier precision moves because these are insane toptier wrestlers these guys are doing SO MANY apron/off the ring moves right now omg balance: unparalleled ??????????? phoenix splash "you can see it in his eyes! ill intent" now hes just killing a ragdoll "swan-diving reverse hurricanrana!!" my friend is yelling about how we've never seen any of these moves in our lives and yet they have names according to excalibur holy shit a 630 what?? vikingo did like a million rotations lmfao vikingo rolling up and all the way around kenny omega to get him into a pin??? omg you straight up cannot blink in this match kenny won!

OH MY GOSH ITS THE BCC sirens?? HANGMAN STOLE AN AMBULANCE???? what is that. what is his weapon oh its a plank with nails in it. why is it spraypainted black !!!! CALLIS he is such a LIAR!!!!!!!! SNAKE!!!!!!!!! OUGHH!!!! im making an angry wojak face right now

#livezon

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whitexwingedxdoves · 4 years ago

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a love like war | part two

Pairing: Negan x Reader Pronouns: She/her Warnings: Language Summary: Sequel to The Other Side: It seems like Negan’s efforts to win you back are too hard to fight off. A/N: I had so much fun with this sequel <3 Again all the thanks goes to @jinxeee <3 Tags: @aubageddon91 @phoenixblack89 @chloe-skywalker @srhxpci @browneyes528

Read part one here.

When you arrived back at Alexandria, Daryl wasn’t best pleased when he saw you with Negan. In fact that night he gave you a lecture on how you should have found a way to tell him. You could barely even think for yourself that night, all you could think about was what Negan had said to you but you realised quickly that it was a dangerous territory for you to be in. You had come to the conclusion that you wouldn’t put yourself in a situation like that again, you’d do your very best to stay clear of the ex leader.

Michonne had taken it upon herself to join Daryl in a hunt leaving you with babysitting duties, Judith had gone off to work on her homework and RJ seemed content playing in the street, you watched him dance around the street giggling at the story he had made up in his head from the kitchen window, it was the first time since the hoard that you felt at ease. You turned away for just a second to place down your empty glass and when you returned to the window, RJ was much further down the road crying. It looked like he had fallen over and hurt himself which only panicked you, you took off running out of the house and in his direction.

Before you made it to RJ’s side you noticed the very man you had been avoiding bent down by his side, making the child smile and forget about the scrap on his knee. You could feel all the muscles in your body tense as you slowed your pace, your heart was racing as you made your way to the boy’s side. You noticed Negan rubbing his hand over the graze that now occupied the child’s skin reminding him it was nothing and just a bump. He managed to calm RJ down completely as you bent over to check on him. “What happened buddy?” your voice was soft and calm as you reached your arms out to the boy, instantly he clung onto you in the form of a hug.

“Little fella just had a fall” Negan now spoke, nudging RJ gently before sending him a wink “but you’re alright now, aren’t ya?” RJ seemingly turned shy and nodded at the question.

Your head only seemed to grow foggier as you watched the way Negan interacted with the toddler, your heart seemed to swell at the sight “Thank you” you whispered to the tall man as you both rose to your feet. He shrugged off your appreciation as if his actions didn’t require a thanks. “You know its cheating when you use the kids too get me to forgive you” though you passed it as a joke, you felt it fully, you couldn’t believe a simple act of kindness towards a child would almost make you forget the torture you endured at the hands of the man. Negan simply laughed at your words allowing his tongue to guide his bottom lip between his teeth. You looked down at RJ letting him back down on his feet now that he seemed confident enough to brave walking again. “Thank you, again” your eyes now met with Negan’s again and he sent you a sincere smile. You’re not sure why but you stood on the tips of your toes and gave him a small kiss on his cheek and turned away from him following RJ back down the street. You instantly regretted your actions, a moment of weakness on your behalf only confirmed Negan’s plans to win back your heart were slowly working.

You gave it a lot of thought and now that Daryl had gone to Hilltop to help out some more up there, you decided to give Negan the benefit of the doubt. You told Gabriel you were willing to take your share of shifts on ‘Negan watch’ though you weren’t fully ready to forgive him for what he had done, he had proven his willingness to change and that seemed like enough to build some sort of friendship with him and start your healing process.

The shifts went well, not once did he ever say anything out of place or make you feel uncomfortable. He’d ask you about your day and offer you a joke about his, you got on fairly well for the first two days. You had mentioned to him that Judith was struggling with her math work and he offered to help with your supervision. You’d take her to the cell and let her ask him questions and laugh whenever she responded to him with nothing but pure sass. When she had finally had enough of her work, Judith took off leaving you alone with Negan.

You unlocked his cell door and asked him to hold out his hands so you could shackle him. “Thank you for that “ you giggled, taking his hands in yours and clasping the handcuffs on. You were taken back slightly when your skin touched his but you didn’t let it show.

“She sure has an attitude” he allowed a chuckle of his own pass as he looked down at you, your eyes slowly met with his and it caused instant tension. It confused you how he still had such a hold on your heart despite all the horrible things he put you through. You barely noticed his eyes flickering between your gaze and your lips. When he slowly lowered his head that when you pulled away, pushing on his chest a little to make him stand further back into his cell.

“What the fuck!” you shouted in his direction, your breathing seemed to become short as you tried to piece together what just happened.

“Im sorry, I thought-“ you cut him off instantly, the anger quickly bubbling to the surface.

“You thought what? You thought that just because you helped a kid with their math homework I’m gonna instantly forget what you did to me?” He hung his head in shame as you scolded him. “You can’t just pull that shit! It’s not fair! Every time I see you, there’s always some new attempt to get me to forgive you but it doesn’t matter, it doesn’t matter how much I love you, it’s never going to change the fact that you broke me. I can’t trust you” tears now streamed down your face like a constant flowing body of water.

“I’ll never stop” Negan shouted back at you, your face starting to crease as he spoke. “I won’t stop until I make it right, until I make it up to you. You’re the only thing that matters now.” His words managed to take away your ability to breathe. Your stomach felt as though there was a large pit that occupied it, shaking your head you turned away from him and ran out of the room, ignoring any stares you seemed to attract as you made your way down the street. You tried your best to mask the emotion that spilled from your eyes but the wet tracks on your face gave you away.

You found yourself sitting in one of the newer buildings, people often gathered there for prayer and though your faith had been tested by the new world, you seemed drawn to it. You sat on one of the many chairs available and admired the woodwork of the beams that supported the room, you thought you were alone until you heard footsteps creeping up behind you. You turned to meet their maker and were met with the priest himself, you gave him a soft smile before turning your attention back to the beams. “I can’t remember the last time I saw you in here” Gabriel’s words were soft as he pulled up a seat next to you, you let a breathy laugh pass as you let your head hang a little “something on your mind?” what wasn’t on your mind, you looked over at the man sending him an obvious look.

“You could say that” you joked back pressing your lips into a thin line. “I’m not much of a believer but I think only a higher power can help me with the situation I find myself in” you sighed to further prove the stress you felt. Gabriel let a small smile creep onto his lips before placing his hand on your shoulder and just like that you let everything out, you explained your situation with Negan and how confused you felt by his recent pass. You’re not sure how Gabriel made you feel safe enough to trust him with your honesty but he did and he did it well.

He allowed the information to settle for a moment before a sigh of his own passed his lips “anyone who is given the chance can change” you weren’t convinced of his words, you knew people could change but you also knew that once someone had crossed a line, there was no going back and you were sure Negan crossed the line long ago. “You and I both know that a second chance can go a long way, maybe Negan deserves one too but only you can decide that ” Gabriel left you to your own thoughts after that, he figured he helped as much as he could. You stayed in your seat for a while thinking over the new advice you had been given, tears seemed to cloud your eyesight as you grew closer to your conclusion. Eventually you allowed yourself to leave the building, even though you weren’t fully convinced of your decision you made your way in the direction of Negan’s cell.

Negan was laid on his bed, staring up at the concrete wall when you made your way back into the room. He instantly pulled himself from the bed and made his way to the bars, he opened his mouth to talk but you cut him off before he had chance “I thought about, about you” at first your words came out as whisper, you seemed shy as you kept yourself close to the door but the way he looked at you in that moment made you sure this was the right decision. “I’m not sure how it will work, I mean your in prison for crying out loud” you bit down on your lip as you allowed your eyes to meet finally “but I can’t deny it anymore, I’ve tried to fight it, to bury it so deep that it can’t resurface but it always does. I don’t know why after the shit you put me through but I do, I love you” you tried to disguise the crack in your voice but at that point it didn’t matter, your feelings were now stripped bare and you felt naked as you stood before him. “I’m willing to at least try put it behind me, give you a second chance but if you do as much as put a toe out of line in anyway, I’ll make sure they keep you locked in this cell until you die” You stood your ground and did your best to stay stern but the wobble of your chin gave away your nerves.

Negan didn’t say a word he just nodded waiting for you to finish your speech but he still didn’t have a word to say. The room fell silent after that, you watched the former leader with tears in your eyes, noting how desperate he looked as he waited by the door of his cell for you. You were slow with putting the key in the lock and once you heard the sound that signalled it had unlocked your eyes met with his again, slowly you pulled back the metal bars until even he couldn’t take it anymore. He pushed through the bars and his hands engulfed your face, your heart felt like it was on fire when he touched you, your eyes flickered slightly at the pure euphoria your skin felt against his. It wasn’t long until his lips were entangled with yours, the way he attacked your lips like there was nothing else he wanted more made you let out a soft moan. It was like music to his ears. You allowed your hands to find the back of his neck as he let his hands slowly fall down your body and wrap around you to bring you closer to him. As he slowly pulled away from you, your eyes started to well up again. You pressed your head against his chest your hands clutching onto the fabric of his shirt “please don’t break me again”

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caswen4life · 4 years ago

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INTRO!!

hey guys i just wanted to write a little intro so you guys can get to know me! :)

my name is anna and im 17 years old, my pronouns are she/her. i enjoy making edits, writing and drawing. i love joshua bassett, hsmtmts, caswen (obviously), jatp, stranger things, elite and chucky.

socials

here are all my social media where i am active on! :)

instagram:

on my instagram you can find joshua bassett pictures, videos, edits and art along with the cast of hsmtmts.

wattpad:

on my wattpad account you can find fanfics about my favorite (non canon) ship on hsmtmts caswen (ricky bowen and ej caswell)

tiktok:

https://www.tiktok.com/@swagkour_?_t=8Yxk07HtEQk&_r=1

that is the link to my tiktok account, there you can find edits of mostly joshua bassett and sometimes the cast of hsmtmts!

i hope that you enjoy my work thank you for reading this :)

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evanpetersplschokeme · 4 years ago

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You can’t leave

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

This is a toxic relationship with Kai Anderson

I will be adding warnings

A/n: this is my first fanfic type thing so ofc it’s not going to be the best! Please no hate :)

Warning (s): blood, knifes and abuse

Word count: 1k

It was 2:11 a.m I woke up to the sounds of screaming. It sounded like it was coming from the basement, Kai always told me I should never go down there I didn’t know why but I wouldn’t dare to go. I laid there in Kai’s bed crying for a while wondering where/what Kai was doing. This time I felt like this was my only chance to go, at least get a little peak. I quickly jumped out of bed and tried to not to make any noise. Soon as I made it out of the door I ran for the basement stairs. Before I could put one foot down I felt something grab me hard, my heart dropped. I was so nervous to turn around but when I did it was Kai’s sister Winter.

“What the fuck are you doing y/n”

she slowly let go of my arm

“I- I was going to see what that noise wa-“

Winter quickly interrupted me “y/n you know you’re not allowed to go down to there...Kai will hurt you, now go back to bed”

“I’m so sorry Winter please don’t tell Kai” I whispered.

She rolled her eyes and went to the basement herself while locking the door behind her. I ran back to Kai’s bed and cried praying Winter didn’t say a word to Kai

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

It was morning I woke to Kai stroking my cheek “wake up princess go brush your hair or whatever you have to do, Winter is making breakfast”

He planted a kiss on my forehead, smiling back before Kai walked out. Wondering why he was in such a good mood I just ignored. I brush my teeth, put my clothes on and walked to the kitchen.

Winter greeted me with a fake smile I knew something was wrong I could feel it. Kai looked over at my arm and noticed there was a bruise.

“What happened to you arm?”

“Um I’m not sure” I replied, I looked over at Winter noticing her face turning red.

“Don’t you fucking lie to me y/n”

“wha- what are you talking about Kai”

“don’t be fucking stupid, I’m going to ask again, where did you get the bruise” Kai shouted

I flinched but I knew I couldn’t lie...

Quickly Winter spoke up, ”me kai I pulled her arm a little too hard last night I’m sorry”

Winter quickly ran out the room, and I was so scared my stomach dropped. Feeling Kai’s dark eyes staring at me, I got so nervous avoiding to look up, he grabbed my face forcing me to look at him which led with a slapped to my face. I felt my face burning as I let out a soft whimper.

“Y/n I know what you did last night a little birdie told me all about it... so tell me again what your plan was.” I didn’t respond

“So you’re not talking?” Kai laughed right in my face “you’re pathetic you know that? How about you go to Winters room while I go think of a punishment. Shake you head if you understand”

He was still grabbing my face pretty hard. I couldn’t really move, Kai knew this so he let go of me and walked out the door.

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

(winters room about an hour after kai left)

“You can talk y/n it’s ok i promise I won’t tell Kai”

“You literally told Kai about what happened yesterday Winter I can’t really trust you anymore.”

“Y/n he fucking heard you he heard the door what the fuck do you want me to do?..lie to him? I can’t do that”

“Whatever winter” I replied giving a small attitude

“Give me you pinky I want to ask you something”

I hesitated a bit but we locked pinkies anyway.

“Are you scared of Kai?”

I laughed at her thinking that was the most obvious question. “yes”

“good, Now meet me at the at the basement stairs tonight I’ll sneak you in”

right when Winter said that the front door opened. She got back on her laptop as I just sat there. Kai pulled me by my hair forcing me up

he pulled me close and kissed me.

“Did you behave for me today doll? If you did I’ll give you something special”

I smiled “yes sir”

he laughed “good. Now winter, was she good?”

“Get out”

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

Now that Kai and I are alone in his room he pulled me on top of him.

“Show me how much of a dirty little slut you are”

I got off of him and said no, his jaw clenched as he left out a soft laugh.

He slowly unbuttoned his shirt, never taking his eyes off me. “Please y/n just a kiss”

“Kai i said no”

“Fine what else do you want”

“You to love me” tearing up I instantly regret what I said.

“Y/n what do you mean? Do I not love you enough?” He mocked

“Forget it” I cried

“Go to sleep it’s 11 o’clock, I’ll tuck you in”

Kai gives a kiss on the forehead after he tucks you in his bed whispering “now listen to me. Do not leave this bed no matter what you hear...now good night my lovely”

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

It was 2:57 am when I woke up to more screaming I remember what winter said, Kai was gone again I knew he was there, I just knew he was doing something horrible but I had to see for myself. It stopped...I tiptoed to Winters room.

“Winter..Winter..Winter” she wouldn’t move so I shook her.

“Oh my god I’m sorry y/n I forgot about that thing come on”

“wait Winter have you been waking up to screaming lately?”

“Stop being dramatic y/n I bet it’s just Kai watching tv downstairs”

“you never know Winter it just makes me worried”

Winter opens the door and pushes me in, I see a group of people all standing in a circle looking at me in clown outfits. I backup slowly to the steps noticing winter isn’t there anymore she set me up..

I’m so fucking stupid why did I believe her

I cried yelling out for Kai as loud as I could. I tried beating on the door trying to get out but something was blocking it, I should’ve listened to Kai about the basement. One clown started coming to me I wanted to pass out but I screamed..nobody came. A clown was reaching for their mask as if they were talking it off.

It was Kai how could he do such a thing to me.

“WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME KAI”

“WINTER PLEASE”

“she can’t help you she’s the one who set you up. God y/n you’re so stupid” Kai said.

“N-no please don’t hurt me” I backed up in the corner putting my knees to my chest.

“We’re not here to hurt you.. we’re here to hurt him” A female voice spoke up, she was wearing an elephant outfit

“hi-him?” I stuttered

“the man in the chair, his name is RJ he didn’t listen so now we’re killing him” Kai laughed

“this is a cult doll, this is my big secret.”

“Kai can I just go to the room please I promise I won’t bother you anymore” my voice shaking

“no. you’re going to kill him with this”

my heart dropped, I screamed, I got up from the corner I was backed up in and walked to Kai slapping him in the face.

“You shouldn’t of done that you bitch” Kai punched me. I fell to the ground crying while everyone just stood and watched, my nose was bleeding

I begged for forgiveness

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

***TW: knives, cutting and blood*** “get the fuck up and take this or it’s you instead of him”

Kai waved the nail gun in my face I tried to get up but I just couldn’t, the blonde girl that was in the elephant outfit ran to help me but Kai yelled at her telling to get out, he grabbed me by the arm pulling me up pushing me onto the man.

“DO IT” Kai shouted

I pressed the nail gun the man in the chair. Crying so hard I could barely breathe anymore

“Y/N IM NOT GOING TO TELL YOU AGAIN”

“I’m so sorry” I whispered

the nail shot through his head. The guy in the chair RJ and I both screamed at the same time. I fell to the ground dropping the gun with me I felt Kai touch my back, he squatted down next to me

“see baby that wasn’t bad was it”

“fuck you Kai” I yelled out,

he laughed “well then now it’s your punishment you brat” Kai made everyone leave.

It was just us

Now scared I felt like throwing up we were alone..me, Kai, and RJ’s lifeless body. I didn’t know what Kai was going to do with me

“baby I’m so sorry don’t hurt me...please” I cuffed Kai’s cheek

“i want you to suffer” Kai said with a big smile he pulled out his knife

“K-Kai baby..what are you doing”

“pull up your shirt” he said forcefully trailing his knife down my body from my throat.

Gasping as he started carving letters on my stomach I kicked and screamed wanting him to stop

“shh shh it’ll be over soon I promise”

I threw my head back jerking and moaning in pain. Kai placed one hand over my mouth making sarcastic jokes asking if it hurts when he knows it obviously does.

“This is what you get for being a bad girl, I told you to not come down”

I started to hyperventilate, I stopped making noise because I knew it wasn’t going to help any.

Feeling Kai’s fingers trace over the cuts he made. Blood was everywhere he removed his hand from my mouth I didn’t dare to make a sound.

He laughed and put his bloody fingers in my mouth

“do you wanna see”

I shook my head no violently, Kai didn’t like that so he kicked me and dragged me out the basement. I felt paralyzed wondering where he was taking me

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

We got up the stairs, he was dragging me into the bathroom.

“W-what are we-“ I couldn’t finish my sentence it felt like I was dying.

Kai ripped all my clothes off “I’m cleaning you up baby” he said as he while stroking my hair.

He stood me up and told me to look in the mirror “you’re so pretty y/n look at your tummy”

I couldn’t move my head at all I didn’t even want to look but I did. The statement ‘did you learn’ was written across my body

“WINTER” I yelled as loud as I could Kai shut me up real quick by putting a knife to my throat.

“Get in the bath I need to clean you”

“w-will you hurt me?”

He didn’t say anything. Just stared waiting for me to get in I slowly limped grinding my teeth together from the pain of the hot water. I looked over at Kai and he was crying...he fell to his knees putting his face in my arms

“I’m so sorry- I’m so fucking sorry” he sounded like he actually meant it, he was upset but I didn’t care. I watched him cry as I was on the verge of passing out.

“Y-y/n hey wake up” Kai violently shook my head.

I don’t know what’s happening to me I keep going in and out of reality kai grabbed the washcloth gently going over my body acting like he just didn’t do this horrible thing.

“Stop Kai please”

“s-stop what I- I love you”

“n-no you don’t” i uttered in a very low weak voice

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

I woke up with Kai by my side in his bed I couldn’t remember a lot from the night before other than what happened in the basement. I was wearing his clothes but I don’t know how I got into them but it didn’t really matter. I tried waking Kai up by rubbing his forehead, his eyes began to slowing open. He pulls my head towards him and kisses my nose. The first thing he asked was if my stomach was ok I pulled up my shirt noticing someone wrapped me up.

“No Kai”

“look y/n I’m sorry I really am but..you know now”

“what are you talking about? Know about wh-“

“the cult y/n I’m sorry but I don’t trust you”

“Trust me with what Kai?”

“The secret...I have to kill you”

“are you serious” i gave a fake laugh but kai didn’t.

“K-Kai” this was wrong he’s never joked like this. “stop with the joke it’s not fucking funny”

Kai gets closer to me as I get off his bed trying to reach the door. When I try to run he pulled me and threw me on the bed.

“KAI STOP GET OFF OF ME”

Trying my best to fight back he got on top of me with his hands wrapped around my throat. All I could think about was why is he doing this. Kai mumbles words as I struggle for air.

“I love you, I’m sorry, forgive me” Kai kept repeating those words.

I was losing my hearing, breath, and vision. Everything was distorted but I could still see figures

Winter.. Winter walked in

my weak arm tried to grab her in hopes she would stop him.

She didn’t

She just looked

I took my final breath as I watched him kill me with Winter by his side.

.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.

A/n: Hi guys I’m glad you make it this far I hope you enjoyed it just know this is my first so sorry if my grammar and sentences were off!

please no hate :)

#american horror story #kai anderson x reader #ahs cult #ahsfx #kai anderson #evan peters #evan peters x reader #x reader

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luminois · 5 years ago

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PLEASE I ASKED FOR RJ, KOYA AND KOOKIE FACE MASKS FOR CHRISTMAS SJSBDBD IM SO SORRY BT21

WE ARE ABOUT TO CHEAT ON THEM 😭😭😭

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shellheadtm-a · 5 years ago

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SHIPPING INFO !! ANSWER THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR MUSE SO PEOPLE KNOW HOW SHIPPING WORKS ON YOUR BLOG.

WHAT IS YOUR OTP FOR YOUR CHARACTER?:

if you guessed stevetony, surprise! grab yourself a gold star from the sticker sheet. i mean it’s obviously not my only ship, buckytony is practically tied at this point for it (thanks winter soldier 2018 and dean, it’s all your fault). i was on the tonyfelicia train before that last issue of black cat came out, my main crossover ship for him is completely out of the blue (rj maccready, listen, it happened, i can explain to you how it happened, it’s a very tearful tale of miscommunication and awkwardness and the end of the world), i can see a lot of potential ships, maybe, where he’d settle in and do fine with it. but my main ship for him is tony/being happy and loved and safe, which is really the only otp for him that matters to me at all. is he happy? does he feel safe? does he feel loved (at least part of the time because god if he doesn’t have massive self image issues)? then we’re good to go.

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO WRITE WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?:

my main goal here, which probably sounds stupid but whatever, is to give tony healthy relationships that he can grow in to balance out the shitty ones he’s had in canon. it’s why i’m not here for toxic ships for him, it’s been the majority of what his love life has been. i’m also not a fan of angst for the sake of angst with no resolution. back to that whole no toxic ships thing. it wears me down, guys. angst with a purpose is great. angst just to make myself mad is not my thing, especially since there are things that will be inherently touchy because of tony’s history. basically what i want are ships where he can develop and maybe start to feel comfortable enough to let the masks down, not things that will put them back up. so no, not happy fluff all the time, but if there’s gonna be drama, i’d rather it not be the kind i can picture in a high school relationship. there’s enough possible friction with tony as is that i don’t need to manufacture it.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?:

typically...i don’t even consider a ship with a character under 25. closer to 30 and above is actually better, usually, because honestly, tony’s not some twenty-something. with tony i’m not super comfortable, usually, with large age gaps. he’s in his early 40s, for him someone closer to his age and maturity level (which is more mature than i’m betting most people think) is better. tony needs an equal partner with some life under their belt, you get me? he’s a lot to handle, not just because he likes to barrel ahead and do what he wants to do anyway because he’s stubborn and thinks he always knows best (which is a thing that has to be negotiated and stood firm about), but because he comes with some issues and trauma from past relationships. he’s not some squeaky playboy that’s never had a relationship, he’s been abused, he’s been used, he’s been cheated on, and he’s been hurt. a lot.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?

yeah, i’d say i’m very selective. i don’t say this to like...discourage people from it, like, at all. by all means, i’m all ears to possible ships. but i like there to be a basis for a ship? some interaction that’s platonic? to see how they click first. and also i really, really prefer it to be a thing where we talk about it. i’m gonna use mala and dean as examples here, but. we have such detailed headcanons and shit because we actually talk about shit. there’s a lot of stupid what if scenarios that get passed around. also i have a habit of sticking to one or two portrayals for it. mostly because tony’s wrapped around those like a squid and i can’t pry him off. but also because i’d rather have fewer, very well developed ships than a bunch. shipping’s not my main goal, i’m just here to write for my idiot spam in a can.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY ARE CONSIDERED NSFW?

my rule of thumb is that if it’ll get censored on network television, it goes behind a readmore. will there be things of that nature on this blog - of course there will be, i think it’s fairly obvious tony is a huge fan of sex. it’s the casual stuff he sucks at.

WHO ARE OTHER THE CHARACTERS YOU SHIP YOUR CHARACTER WITH?:

in marvel specifically? i can squint and see peter quill and tony maybe having a thing with the right development. doomtony, but don’t @ me i don’t want to hear it. tonyemma honestly - but i can’t say one way or another if it would ever be more than fwb. tonyrhodey is another big one. really it’s less for me about general characters and more about individual chemistry between portrayals.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?:

i’d uh. appreciate it? bascially don’t assume because you rp x, y, or z it means you get a ship. like i said before, i kind of stick to one or two portrayals per character with this kind of thing and also depend heavily on chemistry. if there’s nothing there, there’s nothing there, and i’d rather it not be pushed on me without discussion and some feeling things out.

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?:

more or less. ships aren’t the end all be all for me, but they’re nice to have. i like to watch tony grow when he has a safe place he feels loved and doesn’t feel the need to put on the song and dance all the time.

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?:

to a degree? like i have ships i’m super attached to, can’t imagine shipping with another version, and others i’d like to try out. i’m not single ship, but i’m picky, so take that as you will.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?:

it’s less that and more which ships are my favorites that i have and the answer is all of them, because they’re all unique. fe is a good one to see where his morals and emotions come into conflict with one another, to a degree. mac is about hope for a future he hadn’t wanted. steve and tony are...well. steve and tony, it’s seeing that requited and seeing them just naturally move into that next stage of their relationship going forward. bucky’s all about healing. i like themes.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?:

send me a meme, come talk to me in ims or disco, whatever, but let me know so we can talk about it and see if anything’s there.

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magicalbuffalotransformerman · 4 years ago

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urban legend wrestle time

[i have a big brain, goddamn. alright, let's do this. basically: autobot!rocketjumper and supercannibal!bonecrusher have a brawl, and then they reconcile and fuck on the mountain. not very creative, but it's fun. enjoy. also: i explicitly wrote the bit where they fuck. so. watch out. for that. yeah. oh, right: this is non-canon towards the current events in the bone gang. don't worry.]

[On a snowy night in the Canadian Rockies, stationed in an Autobot outpost, a bored Rocketjumper stares out the open window. The sole weapons expert (or the most famous one) that resides within this outpost, Ironhide, strolls up the stairs with two cubes of Energon.]

Ironhide: Hey. How'zit goin' up here?

A!RJ: Have you heard the rumors, that Bonecrusher still functions?

Ironhide: Please don' tell me you wan' t' hunt 'im down.

A!RJ: Sorry, dude. Studying the abnormal weather patterns out here has got my processor all numbed, and I don't want to waste the weather today. Is one of those cubes for me, by any chance?

Ironhide: Yea, I'm jus' gonna leave it in th' fridge.

A!RJ: Oh no, don't worry about it, Ironhide. I'm topped up already.

[She gets off of the couch, and sits in the windowframe.]

Ironhide: Y' could always tell me t' get outta the way, y'know.

A!RJ: Nah, I might as well give him an advantage. See you later!

[She hops out of the window.]

Ironhide, facepalming with a free hand: Primus, give m' strength.

[starving. nobody around. twitchy monster. self-hate incarnate. scream to assert dominance? no. new scent... r o҉ ́c̕ k e͟ ̡t j u ̨m ͘p e͠ r͠ . looking for a spar or a fight. three miles away̡̨͟. get to the cave and wait.]

[Rocketjumper scales her way up the slippery slopes of the mountainside. She thinks about searching in some of the caves, presuming that that's where Bonecrusher would hide first, if he were sane. If he IS sane. She didn't believe that the rumors were true at first, but upon looking up, three miles away... a trail of snow is being kicked up by a Buffalo MPV. She starts a sprint, and transforms, maneuvering around any imperfections in the mountain below her.]

[THERE SHE IS. s̴̴̷̸̨t̕͢͢omp on the gas. drive through t̷̀h̡͢͏͝e̷̛͠ cave systems. lose her in there.]

[Mnnnyyeeerrrr... She's focused on slicing Bonecrusher up into a little pile of ground chicken. Rocketjumper isn't sure if Bonecrusher is still sane. He seems so, maneuvering into the cave ahead. Maybe he thinks he can lose her in there. We'll see. She might not even fit in there.]

[echoes of engines. an hour later. in the cave, at the deepest part of the mou͞nt̡ain above. C͟H̨́͟͟K̵̵̨̛͢-̵̛͘͡C̵̛H̵̶̛̀͜K̛͡-̵̵̀͞͏C̴҉H̸̕͞K͞. she won't follow. too narrow. hide in a cove in case.]

[Rocketjumper activates her echolocation systems, and honks her horn. A fury of noise rumbles throughout the cave, until... Five miles down, there lies the legend himself. The opening above him seems thin. He can't escape from anywhere else. She sees this as the perfect time to strike, transforming and going for a ride.]

[what was that? a horn? what's she think she's gonna do with a horn from 5 miles above? wait... INCOMING. prepare claws. lose to the instincts. k̵ i͏͜͠ l l͢ ̧̕.]

[Rocketjumper uses one of her blades as well as her feet to slow down, once she arrives at the opening. Seeing as... yeah, no, that won't fit her thicc ass, she chooses to kick this obstacle so that it opens wider.]

[shesc͘o͢m̷̀͡i҉n͘gdowns̸̷̛͘h͏̵̡e̴̛͞ś̛͞c͞͏omingdow͞҉n̴͢s̸͢ǹa̵͟R̷̶̕͜Ļ̧҉̛́Ś̸͝Ǹ͢͠Ą̵͡R̷̛̀͟͢Ĺ̶͘̕S̵͜͢͢͡N̡̛A͏̷̡̛҉R҉̛Ļ͟]

[Hmm. A snarl? She decides to bait Bonecrusher into chasing her back up the 5-mile-long slippy slide she just endured, with her boot.]

[F͏͡O҉Ò̶̶͟͟Ţ̸͡-̸̨͝B̨̢͡Į̸͟T̸̀È̡̧͠-̴̴͢B̴̸͏̢́I҉̧̕҉T҉͜͞͝E̸̸͝͞͠-҉̵̢͜B͜͟Ì̶̵Ţ̴́́E҉̵-͏̶̵̢B̸̛I͢͟T̷̛̀͜E̛̕͜͝-̵̵S̷̶͟͟͢Ĺ̡̢A҉͟S̵̸H̸̵͠-҉̷̴S̵̨͜͜L̶̢A̵̷̛͢S̴̨͜͟͠H͘͝-̸͜Ś҉̨L҉̸̴̧͠A͟͜͝S̵̕͝H̶]

[Ohp, that got him riled up. She begins her ascent, with a very ballistic cannibal hot on her tail.]

[Once she reaches the cave mouth, she slides on her feet a bit, and waits for Bonecrusher to come rolling out, roaring like a rabid wolf.]

[iG̕K̡͠J́D̛̕NSGSLg͞lhld... s͡hh҉.͡m. hhh. h. cool it. slowly now. click the mine claws.]

[That's not what she gets, however, and she's fine with it.]

A!RJ: So, you still function. How's it going, midget?

BC: h̩̟̖̼̬͜h̰͙̭̺̻̯͇̲h̡͉͎ͅ.̡̟̖͖̯̮̩.҉͙̜̖̜͈̯͉͕́ͅ.̭̦̣̙̯͎̰͡ͅ ҉̯ͅh͍̟̗͈͖̘͞h͈̪̩̭͙̜̀͞h҉̼͓͓̤̥͡.̡̼̝̤̰̮̼̩͎.̴͏̦̣̖.͏̱͔̹̩̮̖̳͇̗͟ ̳̹̖̝̬͘̕͢b̡͈̭̱̪͙͎͞e͏̨̨̘̦͔͍̰͉t̨҉̨̰̱̙͎͎̯̟͖ͅr̹͍̝̗̙͍̗a̩̣̣y̷̮̰͈̠̱͝a͖̻̺͚̼l̝̮̪͡ͅ ̙̩̯́͠s̠̩͉̗̝̜̣̩͜͢͞t̬̭̮̰͖̕a̗͎̜̣͙͢͡͝r̦̲͍͢͟͝i̷̹̰̖n̴͕͔͢g͚͕͇̥̹͈ͅ ̢҉͇̯̗͙̲̮̘m̷̤̺͉͟͡e̶̤͓̗͝ ̛͉̳̯͞d̛͕͈̮͉̠̼̥͕o̸͓͍̲̠͇̝̣̤w҉͈̟̞̠̤̞̗n̨͎̹̤̺.͉ ͜͏̦̼̙̠̟y̷̥̹̬̯̳͝͠o̙͈̬̹̩̫͢u҉͏̛͖̯ͅ'͍͍͓̕͘v̫̬͉͢è͈͙̳̤͕̙͖̱͘ ̮̳̝́ņ̳͘͡o̖̖̬̣̜̖̦͘ͅt̤̝̯͖͕͖͘͡ ̨̘̝͙̳̤̻͙̭̀c̢̖͓͎̣͓h̺̞̮̭̜̻̱͡o̷̙̞̫̯̞s̝͙̫̦̲̟͚̝͘͡e̴̹̺̱̻̬̜n̙͉͎̜̠ ͇̻̙̳͙̫̝̜̮a̖̭͡ ̵͖̭ͅg̬͈̺͕͔̹͔o̟̗̺̳͍͘ơ͙͕d̨͞҉̗̘̯͉̺ ̧̖͖̭͔̠d͙͇́a͚͞y̸̩̳͈ ̩̗̣̟̯̘̺̜t̴̢҉͓̞̹̭o̪̗̱̜͠ ̛͈̟̯͈̯́á̫̫̺̤̼g̟̘̭̭̰̥̱͈͝͡i̢̹̰͇̬̗̱̭͕͡t҉̺̘̟̤̭̤͝ͅa̞͘ţ̷̺͚̟̪͉̻̜͜ͅę̩̮̘ ̼̮̬̯̗m̸̬͇͓̻̞é͉̀͠.̵̸͎͔̩͈

[Oh, did I mention his voice box is fucked up from her blade slicing through it, back in Antarctica? My apologies. He can even barely speak Cybertronian at this rate.]

A!RJ: Sorry, what was that? I can't hear you all the way down there.

BC: ģ̷è̢̕t̛͢t̀͜͏i̴҉͢ņ̧͞ǵ̢̡̨ ͠͝c͏ớ͞c̸̴̢̛k̕y̡͢҉,̕͢͞͡͏ ̴̸͢͟͞a͏҉̴̕r̛͢e̷̶̛̕͜ ̧͢ẁ͠e̸͝?̢̢͠

A!RJ: I still remember when you tried to take on Prime, you know. Watched it through his optics with a special optical camera system. If you couldn't kill that prick, then what chance do you have against me?

BC: i̴̡̕͡ ͘҉̢́w̷̴̧o̴n̢͘d̸̷̡èr͟͢ ͠͠w͏̴҉͝h͘͢a̵̢t̸͏̴͜ ̷̡͢y̨̛o̶̢̡͝ú̶̷̷́ ̢t҉҉̛͡a̷̛͡͡҉s͢͡t́͢͠e̡͢͝ ͟͞l̢͘͝í̷̶͘k̕͟͠e̸̢̛͞͞.̷̀̕͠

[r̷͠͞͡u͏͡s͘͠h̢̛̀̀́]

[Oh, here he comes. She blocks his first mine claw attack, yet fails to realize that he tackled her like he did Optimus. He gets some good flesh wounds (and removes some skin chunks) in through her armor, before she knocks him down into the snow.]

A!RJ: Hey, at least y-

[S̶̨͟T̶̷̷̴͟Ŕ̛̀̕͝ÍK̶̷̷͢͠E͘͝N̶̶͠Ò̀̕͜W̨͝͠͏͢]

[He managed to catch Rocketjumper during an attempt at a monologue, digging his digits into her abs. She retaliates by trying to stab him.]

[ḑ̛̛͡o̴͜҉d̸̨̨͠͝g̨̀è̡a̵̛ń̷̢͟͠d̵̢c̢͘͜ò̶̡͜͠ų̴̡̛n��͜͞͞t̸̸͘̕e͟r̴̛͜͞͝]

[She misses. He swings at her face, ripping her mask (and a bit of her cheek) off. She's not prepared for the fury of a bot scorned, as it seems.]

[̷̵͞t̴̶͟͝h̨̕͝͡͞e̡͏̡b̧̡́͢o̵̶͏o̷͢b̸̨͝҉ş̛͘ḩ҉̧̛u͏̢̡͜͜r͟͜͡t̵́̀͜t̀͞h̷̵̕e̷͞҉m͝͞͏o̸̸̕͘͝s͢͞͞͝t͏̡̛͟]͜͠

[HE'S TRYING TO RIP HER TITS OFF. Foul move, as he comes to realize, when an equally foul sword chops into him like a lumberjack's axe into a tree.]

[̕͢d̶̸ì̴̛̕͟ḑ̛i̷͏s҉̵̷̧͜a̶̢͜͞͠y͢͠i͏́c̸̷̢͢ớ̵u͘͏l͏̡d̴̶̢̧̕d̵͏i͟҉̡e̡͝͠͠e̸̕͢͠͞e͢ę̧̨͝]̵̵͠

[He's not reacted to that, and he instead goes for the eyes, knocking Rocketjumper into the snow.]

BC: i̡̕͘͜͡ ̴̨͟҉w̵͟͏̵̕ó̴̡ń̢̛͡͏d̵͠͝e̴̶̛̕ŗ̶̛͝ ̡̢̧͡w̡͜h҉͡ą̧͞͡͏t҉̷ ͠ì̸̷͟͢t̵̴͞'҉̷̨̛͠s̷̢̡͢͏ ̧́͞l̕͡i̷̶̷͠k͢͝e͜͜͝҉ ̶͢͢͠b̵̢͞҉e̴͠i̴̷̡̛͟ǹ̢͠g҉̴ ̨̡͞b̶͘҉l̸̴͢͏i̡͢ǹ̴̵͡d̶̴̛͞.̵̸̸͝

A!RJ: GET OFF OF ME, YOU LITTLE SHIT.

[She delivers a mighty boot into Bonecrusher's back, and knocks him a good couple dozens of feet down the mountain. She gets up onto her feet, and wipes her swords clean of energon.]

[.̛.͏.̶]

[She's waiting for a response.]

[...r҉.eco̷̕͝ncKỊ̡̜̲̹̙͓͟͜L̢͏̞̲͓̦́̕L̛͖̞͇̳͈̺̲͜͠]

[He charges, and swipes near Rocketjumper's face, just enough to give her some good scars, maybe even blind her. She decides to stop playing fair with him, and sends a blade through his spine.]

[̴͞N̵̴̕Ò͏͝Ņ̸͜O̴͜Ǹ̨̕͝͝O͠҉N̕O͢N̛O҉͡҉̷N̸̛͠Ơ̸̢͟N҉͝O͟͠͏͡Ņ̵͠҉O̧͘͟͜N̸͢͡O͞͏N͢͏̀O̴̕҉]̧҉

[He manages to get up from this, digging his mine claw deep into Rocketjumper's chest to help him get some footing, before knocking her over and holding onto his own legs to continue moving.]

A!RJ: [Coughing up a bit of energon.] What the fuck? WHY ARE YOU STILL STANDING UP?

[She uses a rocket tube to send some high-heat destruction point-blank. She scores a direct hit...]

[...and it didn't affect Bonecrusher in the slightest. He pounces onto Rocketjumper. (Hey, did you know that these bots' pupils change shape into hearts when they see a loved one? That's what's going on here. One of his eyes has got a cat pupil, and the other is a heart. He's also got a death grip around her ribs.)]

BC: ŕ̕.̡ ̴r̸͘͞ock̸ì̧è͟͡.͏̡̀ í.҉͢..̢̡̕

A!RJ: [spits some energon into his face] So what? Stop being sappy and kill me already.

BC: N̷͢O̷̷̢͞.͡͏͟ i ͢͠w͢͡a̵͝nt́͢ ҉t̷́͢o̶ ̡̨͞rę̕c̵ǫ̸n͠c̷̕ile͢.̡̛

A!RJ: Wouldn't've expected this from any other rabid beast, to be honest... well. You've got me down, but not out.

BC: ...jųs̢t͟ ҉l̶̨͡i̸ḱ̷̡e͟͢͡ ̷old̷̡͠ ̴̛t͢͏i̡͠͞m͜es̡?

A!RJ: Ah, fuck it. Nobody else has been bold enough to give me a pounding, and it's been kinda painful the last couple of months. I haven't even been able to touch myself, because everyone's been giving me tasks. This shit is exhausting, dude.

[She's given a cute-yet-menacing smile by Bonecrusher, as he descends and gets inbetween her thighs, delicately moving past her armor skirt and sport shorts. She adjusts herself so that she's more comfortable.]

A!RJ: What kinda monster possessed you to keep your sanity in the first place, anyway?

BC: were͢ ̨you t͝r͞ying͢ to̕ g̸o f̨o̷r̶ ͏m͢y p͘roc͞esso̴r̸?̶ ̸be̢c̕a̕u̸se ͝y͞o͝ư m͠i͞s͏s͞e̢d̨,̡ ͏if͝ sơ.͘ ҉o͟ţh̵e͝ŕwi͠se͟, ͏i d̷u̢n͢ņo.̸

A!RJ: Hmm. I've got some lube in a backpocket if you wanna get to the nitty gritty, 'less you're alright with foreplay.

BC: oơh,̴ l̕úbe?̢ ̕s҉ur͏ȩ!̢

A!RJ: Alright, hold on a minute.

[She reaches into a backpocket, feeling around. She feels the bottle almost immediately, and pulls it out, pulling her pocket inside out. She hands it over to Bonecrusher, and fixes her pocket.]

[rubadub. rubadub. apply it everywhere. maximum slippy. perfect. entry sequence.]

[Feeling Bonecrusher's dick back inside of her after 4 years of impleasure has got her going. She begins purring like a cat, while Bonecrusher starts out gentle with her. He's... gotten a lot bigger than she remembers.]

A!RJ: H-hoogh,,, this feels fucking surreal.

[Bonecrusher is keeping down some noises of his own. Very disturbing-sounding noises, but pleasurable noises nonetheless.]

BC: it'̶s.͡.̨.̶ be҉eǹ ̢s̸o͜ ̢l͟o̶n̢g͢ si̕nce ̢w͠e la͜st fu̸c͠k͟ed.̵ i̕ ̀ca̛n̶'t. ̨th͝in̛k ̸s̷t̵r̀ài͞ght.

A!RJ: Well... got any top-hhgnnm,,, topics for discussion? Or are you not into fuck-versations anym-nn..n...more?

BC: no̧t͢ ͘s̴u̵r̨e. i d̵o ̡mi̸s̴s th͡e͜ f̕em̸b-̷g̡͢h̴̢go̴o̸͜ḩ͟g̨͟h̕̕h͜.̛͏̷..̸͡ ͠..͠.à-̡a͘n̨d̢ the͘ g̨r̴ump͏, ͟and͞ ever̢y̷on̕e e̕lse̷. ͘i'̨m̶ ́gl͝a̵d m̡ar̨r̕o͘w̷b͝-͘ ̸ḩ̷̵͘͡Á͜A̴͟G͏͏̕͜g̸̨͟͝͠ḩ̴.͏̵.͘͞-mmm͏b̧e͡r t̕ried̷ ͢his͡ b̨est͢ ̶to h͜el͞p̡ mé ͟ou̵t.̛ ͏i̛ w̵ońd͘e̢r̨ wher͜e ̴th̛ę ҉p̛oor bu̧g̶ger is- ̷s̵͜s̶s̵͠h̴̕̕͡h̶͞i̴̸͘t̶͠.̨͏̨.͝͠͡.̡̨.́

A!RJ: heh... Yeah. Marrowbomber. I haven't seen that guy since I first got to the base. Kinda wish the Autobots didn't k- hhh.h... kidnap me, but hey. I got to let out some frustration, and that's always fun.

BC: on̴ly̢ ḱin͠da?

A!RJ: ...Yeah. Brainw- mm.... brainwashing has that kinda effect on you sometime, y-y,.y,y,,, y-know?

BC: g͠o͝d daM͠ni̶t.͡ ìt fe͞èls ͢ļiķe̵ yo̵u̡'r̕e̴ ̀t̸ryna m̛ilk me҉ o̶v̶er ̷he͡r͏e.̛

A!RJ: And what's so wrong about that?

BC: y̢ou̴ ̸̴mi̡̨n̷͜d ̵͞i̵͏f̢͜ ҉͠i.̷͠.̸̨.͝͝?̴͢

A!RJ: What's stopping you?

BC: h̴͢͠h͢͟͢h͟.͞.̧.́.͢

[With that thought, Bonecrusher lets loose a good ol' torrent of cum, right then and there. Did you know that cum glows in the dark?]

A!RJ: Oohohhoh.... [giggle]

BC: [accelerated twitching, and a ferocious SNAP.]

A!RJ: ...Was that your spine?

BC: i ̡can̴ f̛e͢el ̨my͝ ̶le̷g͜s͠ ͡a͡gain.̀ ̶g҉od be dam̴ned.̧

A!RJ: Hey, uhm... You wanna come live with me in the outpost a couple miles away, Boney?

BC: ...i͞'̧d̛ l̸o͡v͝e͡ t̡ó.

[And so, with that, Rocketjumper and her ex-husband head back to the outpost, with a... very confused Ironhide ahead.]

[Knock knock.]

Ironhide: C'm'in.

[Rocketjumper opens the door. Ironhide looks over, and raises an eyebrow.]

Ironhide: What happened t' you?

A!RJ: Well, I found Bonecrusher. He's still alive, and he's... well, he's right here.

[in comes the cannibal.]

BC: ir̢onh̀i̴de̡.͠ h͠av͡e͠n͝'t͜ ͞s̶e̷e҉ǹ ̀yòu͠ ͡sinc҉e 200͞7҉, ͡m̀y͡ guý. ̶h͘ow'̕s i҉t g̢o͞in͏g?

Ironhide: ...Uh. I've been alright. You?

BC: to ͏p̵u҉t̷ i͢t ͢l̨i͠ghtly.̢.͠. a ̧mílli̧o͘n̸ th̢in͟gs̕ ha͞ve happenéd.͘

[and that's all your getting. have a good rest of your day, i'm going to bleach my mind. i do hope you enjoyed this, to be honest, i haven't explicitly wrote nsfw in a little bit.]

#nsfw: sex #nsfw: blood #nsfw: injuries #cannibalcrusher vs autojumper except they reconcile and fuck in the mountain #autobot!rocketjumper #uncontrolled!bonecrusher #ironhide #whoops! i forgor :skull: that w*ndigo is culturally inappropriate! my apologies!

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shytiff · 4 years ago

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August 2021

1 - morning walk with ness mendel to palm hills. my dumb ass decided to do a bit of run. my heart was screaming by the time we hiked lol. continued with some youtube dance work out at mess. had kanayam as always. the fish and chicken somehow tasted even better than usual. afternoon nap. had muesli and simba again.

2 - a hectic BP slash usila slash mtbs day with dr arief. Tried sop bebek h syafei and sate bandeng. Worked out w renata to a 20 mins pilates vid and 2 madfit songs and one 5 min stretch. Dinner was tofu soun seaweed and egg soup courtesy of renata. And baked banana with ovomaltine lolll im so grateful friends give me food.

3 - in usila today but turns out theres still one more day of vaccine in kantor kecamatan, so nessa and i went. We screened together w dr arief. Finished at about 2 pm. Can finaly eat at like 3ish after getting to the mess. Felt a bit of headache and my nose starts to go runny. So i slept. But my nose was so blocked. So i asked renata for her boiled noodle. Felt a bit better. Cleared my nose. Slept.

4 - it did feel better, finally. The soreness i felt in my abs yesterday gets worse today lmao. BP w nessa. orientation w dr harnis. talked ngalor ngidul about love life et cetera at our room lol

5 - fasted today. sahur was rice, crispy mushroom and abon since i felt sick of eating egg. it seems that love life talk continued today at BP w dr anggi. printed stuff at kubang wates. bought kepak bandeng at RM tajuk and some snacks in indomaret. turns out Prof gave me one more ppt to do, for PIT. and the manuscript deadline is on the 8th :) immediately started doing something about it since now i know ppt and word making rly takes time

6 - muesli and pizza from alfia for bfast. vaccine today w dr lutfi. talked with kang ade and turns out he lived in kalideres before lol. bought don’s burger for dinner and ate it with fried egg.

7 - MTBS today. got a lot of free food. read stranger than friends. went to transmart w nessa to buy stuff. did the word for Prof’s PIT topic acompanied with lofi study on the tv accompanied with nescafe latte. taste kinda.. weird.

8 - ran a bit today, alone. bought nasi uduk for 5000 and i added scrambled egg. continued the word and finished it at like 11 am. sent it. relaxed for a bit. read black mirror. lunch was from labbaik but things went shit and i ended up paying 72k lol. printed document stuff w nessa and went to palm hills in the golden hour. ate together w the gals. played scrabble and talked a bit with fianti until almost 11 pm.

9 - had left over chicken and pizza for bfast. usila today and the patients came back to back. bought kanayam while waiting for 2 pm. slept. did (so little) work of ECMOCARD SAP. im so research dumb.

10 - had steak and rice and renata’s veggie soup for bfast. vaccine today at vivo near intermedia with teh dian. waited for a mother with 9cm dilatation in ugd with nessa, but it took so long so i went back first. met up with atikah at o seven lmao. she arrived at like 12 and waited at palm wates. tried carbonara sphagetti (yum! but not fulfilling enough) and fried tofu. slept early and i probably passed out at like 930 pm. atikah was talking w ratnaa and we’re talking about the day’s randomness of atikah’s customer that somehow lives in cilegon

11 - woke up late. drove motorbike around palmhills to sightsee a bit. bfast at nasi uduk place around the corner. did some ngambi-together in green wates, accompanied by atikah’s 2 songs, repeated many times. went to mess. ate seafood in merak (a place near billiard cafe). got fish and shrimp. went to pulau kecil with pak asep’s help. walked around the tiny island. saw a monkey. the waters surprisingly clear. and then after maghrib Prof asked me about the ppt lol. so i hurriedly made it and emailed it, with zoom sesh 2mrw

12 - muesli for bfast. a hectic day today at bp x usila with dr lutfi (she went up for a bit for promkes). leftover kangkung and fish for lunch. hurriedly added some stuff to Prof’s ppt before the zoom sesh at 3. did 1 pamela reif vid and “attempted” her 10 min ab workout. dinner was soun and egg and renata’s veggie.

13 - vaccine day for ODGJ and special needs children ft. dr Arief. finished at like 10:15. bought discounted wingstop (86k for 20 piece). was about to send Prof’s ppt but turns out there’s a ppt from the sponsor. in english. so i had to mold the 2 ppt and do some translation. finally sent it, and the literature. the sponsor used a lot of old literature lol.

14 - wingstop and rice for bfast. mtbs today. no patient lmao. bu ningrum gave me cimol again! and a snack called selondok. waited out 2 pm with nessa. there’s a mom that came with upper abdominal pain. it did not improve after ranitidine, so she was referred. mom dad etc came to cilegon. i vacuumed. bujing lia had itches within like 15 mins of entering my room :(( lol. since the bed was put out, renata and i slept in yoga mat lol. nessa went to damkar. but i dreamed of something that night.

15 - mom’s spaghetti for bfast. off to pulau besar at 7 am. walked around the island a bit. swam in pulau kecil. ate at saung bonang (<50k per person!). tidied up the hydrovacuumed bed. a 20 ish minute ab and glutes workout with renata. love life talk. accidentally turned on live video in cld lmao. talked with aisyah due to said live vid. gave some brownies and spaghetti to mendel lol. dinner was mom’s chicken, kentang balado and capcay.

16 - usila today. lots of patients with dizziness. ate mom’s chicken and spicy potato for lunch.

17 - free day today. picked up my towel from sodaqo laundry. nasi uduk for breakfast. lazed. washed my undies. lunch was meat soup made by renata. watched run bts while eating indomie. watched extreme job (quite hilarious). filled my logbook. slept at like 12 am

18 - spaghetti for bfast. no patient at kia. promkes about hypertension. some patients at igd today. my mistake today was not realizing the pneumonia on a 8months patient with severely dehydrated diarrhea :( there’s also a 4 yo child whose fever did not improve after like 3 hrs and pct and compress. i have to be better :(. lunch was kanayam. bought chatime together with ness tri. tried lychee milk tea and the taste did not combine well at all. imagined better productivity with nessa even though its less likely to happen lmaooo

19 - fasted and had nongshim carbonara dry ramen for sahur. BP today. Almost bought martabak but its just keBMan on my part.

20 - vaccine day today. Filled logbook. went to mess and went back again to cibeber through the rain when i was called by the teteh. Helped the delivery (the mcroberts, to be exact), and got some hecting. The midwives were rly kind :) ness ren were sleeping so i got some silence for myself. It was nice. Tidied some stuff and slept

21 - mtbs. Whatsapp class for pregnant woman abt c19 vaccine. Bought martabak hokky medium (50k,green tea, chocolate, ceres and cheese). Turns out alfia also bought martabak assen. Fried mom's chicken and ate it with renata's porridge. Movie night, watched under the gods 1 along with popcorn

22 - woke up kinda late if i wanted to run, but the weather was cloudy and nice, so i went out at 7:15ish. ran a bit towards KS complex behind mess. walked through a jogging track, empty houses, krakatau bike park. played badminton with tri. washed undies. ate mom’s food for bfast slash lunch. napped a bit. off to o seven, bringing mom’s brownies. ordered green tea latte (25k), it tasted sweet and i had to remind myself that its not matcha lol. did some logbook and literature search for prof’s ppt. ate renata’s broccoli. folded clothes. tried nessa’s scarlett scrub. put on some lotion. mask. turned on fianti’s candle (smells rly nice and calming!). vcall with fi, scrabble and some talks. and suddenly its 11pm

23 - usila today. quite a lot of patients, so much that i was thirsty. dr yanti called since she needs some preskas docx. lol so sudden. bought mizone and dimsum kuy (10.5k with gofood pickup promo). the dimsum was good and fulfilling. didnt do anything else much in the mess. read a painter behind the curtain. it was rly rly good. all the characters made sense and had great insight. some are assholes (im looking at u, Raymond). ate the keripik mom bought from sidimpuan. first time actually trying it. its actually not that spicy lmao i used to think its the spiciest thing in the world. banana, brownies and protein shake for din din.

24 - empty KIA today. no promkes. or UGD patients. some mentoring on preeclampsia by dr Arif. went to BNI but turns out our card havent been activated yet. cooked mom’s sphagetti sauce (thats not enough amount) along with egg and cheese. yum. had banana brownies and protein for dinner. started trial to blinkist

25 - BP today. reasonable amount of patients, accompanied by blinkist. tried ngikan by gofood pickup (17.5k). i still prefer kanayam’s fish and nasi liwet. a pregnant woman came to UGD. so i went back at like 7 pm, but turns out the mom went back home lmao. mas apit said i shouldve contacted him. point taken. so a nicely lit cafe along the way to pkm called Serada, so i tried it. It has industrial vibes. Got latte (25k). did some logbook. Read some blinks in bed

26 - vaccine today. Both screening and getting moderna lol. My arm hurts. So far no fever. bought roti O croissant and the usual coffee bread for 12k using gofood. Watched weathering with you. Turned on the candle. Read blinks

27 - arm hurts. but thankfully its mtbs. slept while waiting until 2. kanayam sambal matah for lunchie. finally took PCT that solved my headache and incoming fever and arm pain bcs i dont want to stumble while on the motorbike. watched harry potter #1. washed clothes and filled some logbook, powered by left over serada latte. need to sleep so i wont wake up late 2mrw

28 - mass vaccination in SMP RJ with mendel kak esa. 800ish patients. Lots of food and snacks and coffee. Picked up by mom and dad. Slept on the way. And like magic, when i open my eyes im at the airport. Basking in the silence of my room

29 - relaxed. Moms nasgor for bfast. Met up with atikah puy in kopi sedjenak. Tried their croffle with nutella. Went to racheels since its her online grad day. There were also sil and dev. Lotsss of food was eaten that day. Doughnuts, moms brownies, fruits, phd bigbox. Atikah and puy also came along to racils. Had lots of fun talk.

30 - sahur. Off to cilegon. A bit of road fixture was going on. Stopped in the rest area since i wanted to pee. KIA/ugd today. There was a patient who had an accident with a truck. Her nails were falling off. I panicked when Prof asked for his ppt so i hurriedly finished it. Had moms chicken for iftar. Fell asleep after maghrib

31 - usila. Renata fried bakwan and tofu and fish and chicken. Lotsss of fries yum. We played with makeup and ness set up her ling light. I imitated jks tattoo using eyeliner lol. Did the word for Prof. Jk went live for his bday!! I listened until i fell asleep (lol hes still going)

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