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That Night - Choi Seungcheol

Pairing : Idol!S.Coups X Idol!Female Reader

Genre : Smut, one night stand, friends to lovers, angst

W.C : 3K+

Summary : She realised that she couldn't be just friends with him. She wanted more but what she hadn't realised was that he wanted that too

Warnings : kissing, biting, pet names, spitting, unprotected sex (practise safe sex everyone), not sure if this should be considered semi-public sex, lmk if I missed something.

NSFW

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

Irrevocable (Kim Mingyu X Female Reader)

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"Pretty scarf, Y/N-ah. But why did you wrap it around like that?", Jihyo, one of my members, said as we were heading to our company. I chuckled awkwardly as a reply while fixing my scarf instinctively to make sure my neck was well covered.

After a recording session of our new tracks, I went to the rooftop cafe on our company's building to get their grilled sandwiches. My members had their individual plans for their break time so it was just me and our manager, Danielle. As the elevator dinged open, the sight of Jeonghan brightened me up right away.

"Hey"

"Hey, going to get your sandwiches?", he asked.

Y/N : "Bingo"

Seventeen and my group, Sirens, are pretty close. Though we debuted much later than them, somehow we all got really close in a very limited time. We cross paths very often as both the groups are under Pledis Entertainment. It'd been some years since we met and our bonding just kept getting better and stronger everyday.

We got out of the elevator, "Oh, S.Coups-nim is here too", a familiar 'back' standing some feet away caught my eyes after Danielle spoke. I turned around immediately but the elevator was already going down by the time I pressed the call button.

"What happened?", Jeonghan asked.

Y/N : "I have some work, see you later"

Danielle : "But-"

I practically sprinted out of there using the stairs leaving Jeonghan and my manager dumbfounded.

I didn't have the energy in me to deal with him at that moment.

Author's Pov :

Later that day, Sirens had a meeting with their CEO about their album release and other projects. They'd have a 10 days vacation before the release date. "Rejuvenate yourselves in those 10 days. Y'all shall be back about two weeks before your comeback for rehearsals and everything", the CEO said to them.

As the day wrapped up, Y/N received a call from Mingyu. "Do you wanna get dinner with us at Jin hyung's restaurant?"

Y/N : "Us?"

Mingyu : "Me, Shua, Coups, Wonwoo, Jeonghan and Dino"

"Oh. Um, I, I'm not feeling well. You guys go, I'll just head home", she ended the conversation.

"She said she isn't feeling well", Mingyu informed the others with a little frown between his brows.

The next day, Y/N and her members finished recording all the songs for their upcoming album. They have been working hard for it as people have high expectations from them. They have the potential and are one of the hardworking, talented and rising groups of the industry as of now.

Y/N recorded her final part perfectly and their producer gave her the cue to come out. She wasn't aware that Woozi, Seungkwan and S.Coups came to the studio while she's doing her lines.

"Woah, you nailed it, Y/N-ie", Woozi said the moment she stepped out of the recording booth.

"As expected of the Sirens' main vocalist", Seungkwan added.

S.Coups was on the sofa, his legs moderately manspreaded, his right elbow resting on the armrest while his other hand's placed on his thigh. His gaze has been on her this whole time, the intensity of his stare felt almost tangible to Y/N.

Seungkwan : "Coups hyung...Coups hyung?" Seungcheol averted his gaze to him. "I was asking if you'd wanna go out with us for bowling right now", he repeated. "No, some people wouldn't like it", S.Coups said looking my way and walked out of the studio.

"Here goes our sulky leader", Woozi commented jokingly. "But what's the reason?", Seungkwan asked in a pout.

They invited other seventeen and Sirens members to join. Jihyo, Wonyoung and Lisa along with Jeonghan, Jun, Mingyu and Dk came and they all gathered at the parking lot.

Seungkwan's still whining about why his Seungcheol hyung rejected his offer and behaved like that; he even complained to Jeonghan about it.

Y/N's Pov :

The following day, when seventeen visited Sirens' practice room, I was left with no choice but to face him. I knew it was inevitable but I still wanted to prolong it as much as I could.

One conversation led to another and Seungcheol and I began to argue. I believe it started along the line where Wonwoo said something about him liking my quality of owning upto things no matter what it is and Seungcheol scoffed and said, "She does anything but owns upto her things".

And then there we were, getting at each other with remarks that the others couldn't quite interpret.

As their eyes went back and forth between the two of us, they tried to calm us but it's in vain.

Y/N : "I really can't stand you"

Seungcheol : "But you seemed to stand me very much when I was f-"

"Shut up", I cut his sentence hastily.

Hoshi : "What is wrong with you two?"

"Ask her", he said before storming out of the room.

Author's Pov :

Jeonghan and Mingyu went after S.Coups.

"Not now", he said as they were behind him.

"At least tell us what happened between you two so we can grasp the situation a little", Jeonghan said.

"......."

"Fine, we'll let you be for now but then you better come and tell us what this is all about", Mingyu said to him.

"She drives me crazy", he let out a breath.

Two days later, they all gathered like they usually do at Seventeen's mutual home which is a duplex house in Gangnam. Y/N tried to come up with excuses to not join them but Lisa dragged her out of their dorm. "I can't put up with that jerk again. Let me go back", she said as they made her sit inside the car. "I don't know what's going on with you guys but that can't be more important than the friendship we all share, can it? So please, patch up with him or something, unnie", Wonyoung said.

Once we arrived there, everyone and everything felt how it always did but yet a part of me was at unease. We all bunched up in their living area. S.Coups and I haven't interacted at all. He wanted to go to his room and take a nap but Joshua held him back, "We're gonna plan the trip now, stay".

Since Seventeen and Sirens, both groups are gonna get a 10 days vacation, we agreed on going on a trip together which has been long due.

The discussion was going smoothly and then Seungcheol and I ended up bickering again. I can't even remember how it began but at that moment, I was on the verge of throwing hands at him.

Wonwoo : "Seriously, what the hell is wrong with you both?"

Y/N : "Everything is wrong with this jerk"

Seungcheol : "Mind your language"

"Stop it", "Come with me", Jeonghan grabbed us both and dragged us to a room upstairs.

"You two are gonna be civil and tell me what the hell happened", he said.

"......."

Jeonghan : "Speak"

"He claims that we slept together", I said as I stared at the floor.

"Seriously, Y/N? 'He claims'?", S.Coups asked, clearly fuming.

"I don't remember that night", I tried to sound composed.

"Now you don't even remember", he was in disbelief.

"What do you mean 'slept together'?", Hanie questioned.

"We had sex"

Jeonghan : "How?"

Seungcheol : "What how? Do you want me to tell you how we-"

Jeonghan and Y/N : "NO"

"I mean how did it happen and why is it the reason that you two are mad at each other?", he asked evidently trying to figure things out.

I cleared my throat before telling him, "That night, at the party on the terrace, I was drunk and so was he and then one thing escalated to another and we ended up in his room and that's all I recall"

Flashback

Y/N's Pov :

My head throbbed and every ounce of my body felt sore as I tried to get up. I pressed my eyes shut for some seconds before opening them to clear my vision. The only source of light being the early morning sunlight seeping in through the glass window, I looked around as I sat on the bed. The rooms quite big and minimally well furnished. It's not my bedroom but.......I've been here before. And then, faint snores reached my ears. I gulped as I slowly turned my head towards the sleeping figure on my right.

Please don't be him, please don't be him.......It is him and the moments from the night are still very fresh and vivid to deny it.

End of flashback

"She left before I woke up", he looked at me, "And has been running from me since then".

Y/N : "What do you want me to do then?"

Seungcheol : "Own up to it"

"Should I write it on my forehead that 'I let Choi Seungcheol do me'?"

Seungcheol : "I want you to stop pushing me away, Y/N"

"And what's your side? Why are you avoiding it", Jeonghan asked.

".....Because, I, I....."

"Say it, say the word", Seungcheol sounded like he's challenging me.

"I'm embarrassed for giving in myself like that, okay?", my hands balled into fists by my sides. "This whole thing might be insignificant for him but I can't pretend that nothing has changed. I can't even be in terms with it so isn't it better to just avoid it? And what does he even want me to say to him? 'Hey, Coups, we had sex. Now you literally know me inside out'?".

"I want you to admit that you remember everything just like I do. Say that it matters to you too and it's not just me who's holding onto it", Seungcheol said.

"No, I don't remember anything, Choi Seungcheol"

"Stop calling me that"

"Choi Seungcheol"

"Don't, Y/N", he neared me.

"Choi Seungcheol, Choi Seungcheol"

"I said stop", he's right in front of me, his height towering mine.

"Or what, Choi Seungcheol?"

"Or I'll fuck some manners into you, right here and now, right in front of Jeonghan", he clenched his jaw.

"You perverted asshole", I gasped.

A baffled Jeonghan stood there as Seungcheol and I glared at each other.

"I'm giving you both 30 minutes. Talk, fight or do whatever the hell you want but when you two step out of this room, no more arguments or ignoring. I want my old Y/N and Coups back, understood?", and with that, Jeonghan walked out of the room closing the door behind him.

"Speak", I crossed my arms.

"First admit that you remember that night"

"Well, there wasn't anything worth remembering", I said in a taunting tone.

"Really?"

"Really"

"Then how about I remind you? Recreate the things we did?", he advanced towards me as I stepped back involuntarily until my back hit the wall. (That one episode of mmtg and going seventeen collaboration where JaeJae and S.Coups played rock, paper, scissors and something akin to this happened has been in my head for some time now)

As I got trapped between the wall and him, he caged me placing his hands on either side of me. Seungcheol let out a deep sigh as his demeanor shifted to something more gentle.

"You're important to me, a family, and I don't wanna lose you. And I don't regret that night even a bit but if you do, tell me how I can change that. Talk to me but don't walk away from me, please", I could feel his minty breath as he spoke due to the close proximity between us.

I looked at him and all I could see was honesty and something akin to longing.

"I don't wanna lose you either but can we really pretend that things haven't changed?"

"We don't have to pretend. Things did change but we can go on with it"

"Then where do our relationship stand? What are we now? Coz friends don't do what we did", my tone sounded closer to a whisper.

"Be mine"

My breath hitched.

"And let me be yours", he added.

Y/N : "I'm serious, Seungcheol"

S.Coups : "So am I"

Y/N : "Stop messing with me"

S.Coups : "I want you to be mine, Y/N. Should I write it on my forehead?(He repeated my words from earlier)"

"......."

"Say something"

Y/N : "Then make me yours"

A smile crept on to Seungcheol's lips as a sense of relief and warmth washed over him.

He stared into my eyes as if searching for clarity. He held the side of my face with his right hand and his eyes drifted to my lips. Tracing it once with the pad of his thumb, Seungcheol rested his forehead on mine, "Stop me before I lose it, Y/N".

"What if I don't want you to stop?"

He smashed his lips on mine as an answer to it. His mouth moved against mine passionately, almost as if trying to convey through it how much he wanted me. He bit on my bottom lip and pulled on it before breaking the kiss.

"I'm gonna fuck you so hard you'll feel me in you for days, baby"

Y/N : "Not right now, others are around"

"I don't care", he said before lifting me up by the back of my thighs as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

Y/N : "Seungcheol, we really shouldn't-"

He made me sit on the study table and stood between my parted legs and kissed me again while his hands were busy exploring my body under my shirt. The ring on his finger felt cold; his bare touch elicited goosebumps on my skin and I raised my hip to help him hike my skirt up.

"May I?", he asked as his fingers grazed my inner thighs.

"You may"

He moved my panty to the side exposing my womanhood to the air. He placed a finger on my slit and hummed in satisfaction feeling how wet I was.

"Weren't you just saying that we shouldn't?", he teased.

Y/N : "Shut up"

The mere contact of his digits on my bundle of nerves shot up my need for more.

"We don't need the foreplay, just fuck me, please"

"As much as I wanna do just that, I don't wanna hurt you"

"You won't, I promise. Please"

Seungcheol smirked at my eagerness, "As you wish, princess", he took a step back to unbuckle his belt.

His dick sprang free as he pulled it out, the tip's swollen and red and the sheer girth of his length had me clenching around nothing in anticipation of being filled by him again. He pulled me closer by my waist to the edge of the table and I wrapped a leg around his torso as I leaned back balancing my upper body on my palms.

Seungcheol stroked his member a couple of times and spat directly on my slit to lubricate it before guiding his tip to my hole. As he prodded it in, he kept his eyes strained on me as if memorising all my reactions.

He pulled it out and pushed a little in and repeated it a few times before thrusting it all the way in knocking the air out of my lungs as he bottomed out.

My lips grazed his, both of our mouths parted mingling our breaths.

"Can I move?"

I nodded my head.

Seungcheol pulled out his member leaving the tip in before pushing it back and then picked up his pace. He kissed my jaw and neck. I hissed when he bit near my pulse point and then lapped his tongue on it to soothe it all the while plunging in and out of me.

"Oh fuck.......I'm...I'm gonna cum", I said as I felt the coil in my core twisting impossibly to the point of snapping.

"Go on, sweetheart. Cum on my dick like the good girl you are. My girl. All mine, aren't you?"

I nodded.

He slid up his left hand to my breast and gave it a squeeze, "Say it".

"I'm all yours", I breathed out.

The skin slapping against skin could be heard throughout the room. Seungcheol groaned as my walls constricted around his length like a vice as my high crashed over me.

I laced my fingers through his hair and wrapped both of my legs around him as he kept fucking me almost like an animal in heat.

He lowered a hand to my clit and began to rub it in circular motion with his thumb.

"Ah, ah, Coups"

"Yes, baby?"

"Sensitive"

"Give me one more, you can do it"

The ministrations of his finger followed by the movements of his hip bubbled up another orgasm in me soon.

This time, it was more intense than the previous one. I tightened my hold on his hair making him groan and smashed my lips on his to hold back the scream that threatened to spill out of my mouth. My body shook in rapture as my cunt fluttered.

Seungcheol slowed down his thrusts and parted our lips with a proud smile. My eyes were glossy when I opened them.

Y/N : "Stop smiling like that, you're not that good"

"Sure", he said and began to plummet in and out of me.

"Oh god, I can't"

"Just a little more, please"

A few more snaps of his hip and then he spilled his load deep inside of me.

Seungcheol : "Oh, Fuck"

We stayed there like that for a minute before he cupped my face with both hands and kissed my lips. He pulled out of me and placed my panty back in place. "Keep it in for me, princess", he said grinning as he tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear and then stepped back to fix his pants.

Once we both made ourselves presentable, we stepped out of the room. Jeonghan's leaning on the railing a few steps away from the door, earphones plugged in as he vibed to some music clearly trying to diffuse any other sound that might reach his vicinity.

He took off the earphones once he noticed us, "I thought I said 30 minutes but tell me my wait has been worth it and that you brought me good news". Seungcheol wrapped an arm around my waist pulling me closer to him and Jeonghan got his answer. A smile crept up to his face, "I'm so happy for you. Let's go now, others are waiting for you two".

Author : I hope you enjoyed reading it. Let me know your thoughts about it and I'd appreciate it if you could reblog the post. Thank you!

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I Wish I Could Live Again - YJH

Pairing : Ghost!Jeonghan X Female Reader

Genre : Smut, supernatural, a bit of humour and sadness, strangers-to-something.

W.C : 3K+

Warnings : Dom!Jeonghan, kind of sub!Reader, making out, fingering, oral (both receiving), unprotected sex (be wise), rough sex, cuddling (this needs a heads-up too, right?)

NSFW

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

Work hasn't really been easy these past few weeks. Fortunately, we've been granted two major projects from two of the most sought after companies of the decade but the deadlines are nearing and me being the substitute for our department's head for the time being since he's on a leave due to his surgery isn't really very efficient.

Y/N's Pov :

But it's not just about work; I've been exhausted for a while now with nowhere or no one to seek comfort in.

After a long day, I ran myself a much needed bath. I put on a pair of navy blue cotton shorts but before I could grab my t-shirt to put it on, I felt a presence around me.

You know how you get a hunch when there's someone else in the room with you? But here's the issue; I live alone and it's literally around midnight right now.

A shiver ran down my spine and I tried to gulp down the lump in my throat before mustering the courage to turn around.

"You can see me?", he asked with a little furrow between his brows.

I screamed at the sight in front of me followed by my hands instinctively covering my bosoms - A guy leaning on the wall while biting his nail nonchalantly. He seemed taken aback and checked himself as if he was supposed to be invisible.

"Of course I can, you thief", I said fidgeting to get my t-shirt with one hand while the other covered my chest.

"What? I'm not-...and it's not something I haven't seen before", he said gesturing towards my boobies with his head.

I hurriedly put my t-shirt on and grabbed the showpiece that was nearby.

"I'm calling the cops", I threatened him with the flower vase.

"Go ahead. Tell them that the ghost in your apartment has become visible out of thin air", he said sliding his hands inside his pockets.

"G-Ghost?", I muttered.

"Yes", he said as if it's something very normal.

"What do you mean?", now I was confused.

"That I'm the spirit trapped in this apartment. I don't know how or why you can see me right now but it has never happened before", he stated, trying to figure it out as his eyes averted to floor.

"Relax, woman. You've been living with me for about a year and a half now. I'm not gonna eat you now, unless you want me to eat you out", he said with a little smirk.

I tried to chant any holy verse that I could remember but then the guy looked at me as if I was doing something utterly offensive.

"What do you mean we-we've been living together?", colours were about to drain away from my body and the horror was visible in my eyes. The guy seemed to find it amusing.

He took three tentative steps towards me and I felt my legs backing away on its own accord. "Like I said, I'm bound to this apartment and I can see everything that goes on in here. I've seen you change, though I've been late to most but I've seen you take showers", he took two more steps, "I've seen you touch yourself", two more steps and he was right in front of me while my back was pressed onto my closet, "and I've seen you faking your orgasm when you brought that one night stand of yours", he lowered his voice as he said the last part leaning a bit near my ear.

All the fears that I had, flew away just like that.

"You perverted asshole", I gasped.

"Oh as if you wouldn't have watched me if the roles were reversed. I literally live here 24/7, what else do you expect me to do?"

"I don't know, maybe go to another room when I was clearly having some private moments?", I crossed my arms.

"Well, you always ended up in the places I was already in"

"I didn't know about your existence until now so how was I supposed to know that you were there? You should've moved away", I huffed, ".......What else have you seen?".

He made an expression of thinking before he spoke, "I've seen you taking a call in the middle of your little fingering session and then lying through your teeth".

"So basically all my intimate moments, you sexually starved perverted man", I said hitting him with the vase that I was still holding and he groaned.

He grabbed the vase from my hand and caged me against the closet with his hands on either side of me.

Y/N : "What are you doing?"

Author's Pov :

"I don't know how long you will be able to see me or how long I'll be able to hold you but if I don't do this now, I might regret this for eternity"

"Hm?", she forced it out of her throat and it came out more like a whisper.

"Let me feel you once, please", his face inched closer.

She was taken aback.

"Consider it just one of your one night stands if that makes it easier", his nose touched hers.

His right hand held the side of her neck as he pressed his lips on Y/N's and when he didn't find her pushing him away, he kissed her like he meant it. As she pulled away to breath, a small laugh escaped through her lips.

Something about him made her feel intoxicated, as if she was under some spell. Rationality didn't seem to matter at that moment and she couldn't help but ask herself 'Will it be too bad to give in?'. Like on autopilot, she raised her head up and her lips brushed his.

"What is it?", he asked.

Y/N : "You don't smell"

He : "Ouch, just because I'm dead, doesn't mean I smell"

Y/N : "You look cute when you whine, you know that?"

"Do I?", he said as he picked her up by the back of her thighs and took her to the bed.

"Umhm", she nodded.

"You're beautiful"

He put her on the mattress gently and brushed a stray strand of hair off her face.

"Is it your way of getting inside my pants?"

"You're gonna let me do that anyway"

"Aren't you a bit too confident?"

"Maybe", he kissed her jaw and trailed it to her collarbones. She felt his teeth graze her skin but she could care less about the marks right now. His hands caressed her body and her clothes were piled up on the floor soon after.

He took one of her nipples in his mouth and bit on it lightly as his hand moulded the other all the while keeping his eyes on her face.

He kissed down to her belly to her inner thigh and before she could assess the hot electricity coursing through her body, his wet muscle licked her bundle of nerves. As he delved his tongue in her core, her back arched off the mattress and her fingers interlaced with his beautiful hair.

"Oh...god", she couldn't help but moan at his ministrations. He held her by the hips to keep her in place as his tongue did its magic. Her orgasm was on the verge of snapping when he thought it was the right time to be a jerk and pulled away. She tried to push his head back where she needed it but he had the audacity to laugh at that moment.

"Has no one been stretching this tight little cunt properly?"

"Trust the process", he said before kissing her lips.

While their mouths melded together, she felt his hand near her womanhood before one of his fingers rubbed her slit. Once his digit was coated in her slick, he pushed it into her hole. After depriving her of her release, the intrusion felt delicious. Pumping it a few times, he added another one.

As he pushed a third into her, she held onto his shoulders with a gasp. He pressed his forehead on hers, "Let it go for me", he curled his fingers, "Cum, angel".

As if on cue, the knot in her core untied and her vision almost went white by its intensity.

"This can't be faked, can it?", he showed his hand glistening in her arousal with a proud grin.

She sat up and he got on his knees.

"Your turn", she said as she held the end of his shirt to take it off.

He got off the bed and unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants leaving him in his boxers. She wanted to take a moment to appreciate how divine he looked and then her eyes drifted to the bulge in his underwear, "See something you like?", he quirked an eye brow.

"That needs to go", she pointed at his boxers and he just chuckled before taking it off too, releasing his dick out of its confines.

He's hard and the tip's swollen and red with beads of precum on it. She neared the edge of the bed and reached for his member. It felt heavy in her hand and she lowered her head to give it a lick. As she took the head in her warm cavern and began to suck on it, his hand went to her hair and grabbed a fistful of it. When she tried to fit in as much of him as she could until her gag reflex kicked in and tears accumulated in her eyes, his grip tightened around her hair as he groaned.

He let her set the pace and when she looked up at him, his head was thrown back, bottom lip caught between his teeth and his Adam's apple bobbed up and down.

The view made her want to suck him dry but her plans were sabotaged when he pulled her away and sprawled her back on the bed and hovered her.

"I wasn't done with you"

Y/N's Pov :

"I'm not done with you either", he said entwining my right hand with his and pressing it against the mattress.

His other hand guided his tip along my folds, covering it with my wetness before prodding the head in my core.

I looked down to where he was in me but he raised my chin up with his hand.

"Eyes here", he said and thrusted in when our gaze met.

He kissed me to ease the sting as he pushed it all the way in.

He pulled out a bit and pushed back in, my hand slid up from his chest to the back of his head and soon he picked up his pace.

His thrusts were deep, sweeping against my walls and kissing my cervix delectably that made my toes curl.

"Fuck, fuck, ah"

The lascivious moans and the lewd sounds that our bodies made, reverberated through the room.

The little coil at the pit of my belly was about to go delirious and my walls constricted around his length.

He : "Keep doing that and this will end a lot sooner"

I did it again intentionally and a smirk made its way to my lips when he groaned.

"Brat", he pulled his dick out making me whimper at the loss.

He turned me on my stomach and pulled my ass up before giving it a smack.

"Ah"

He plummeted in and out of my heat, the bed followed the rhythm and made creaking noises.

"Had fun teasing me?"

He did it again and the burn shot up through my body as he pushed his member back into me.

"Oh shit..... don't stop, I'm.....gonna cum", my impending orgasm was just a step away.

He pressed my face into the pillows while his other hand guided my hip.

He helped me ride out my orgasm and pulled out before turning me on my back again.

The second one hit harder than the first and I felt light headed in my rapture as I held onto the bedsheets to try to stabilise myself.

He pushed into me once more but this time a little hiss left my parted lips.

"Hold on for me, angel", he said as he began to impel me on his dick, my body moving up and down due to the force of his thrusts.

His hand squeezed my breast before making its way to my throat. The pressure wasn't painful but just enough to leave an effect. But as he neared his release, the grip tightened to the point of asphyxiating me.

I held onto his back and my nails dug onto his skin involuntarily.

The twitch of his length and the sinfully libidinous noises that he made, pushed me to my third orgasm that I didn't even know I had in me. He followed right after, spilling his load inside of me.

His grip around my neck loosened and he stilled after a few more thrusts.

His face nestled in the crook of my neck and he balanced some of his weight on his arms to not put it entirely on me. We remained like that for a bit, him resting on top of me as we caught our breaths.

"And?"

He placed a kiss there before pushing himself off and out of me. As he helped me get up and get to the bathroom, a realisation hit me too late, "We did not use a condom-".

"And you did not pull out"

"And?"

"What 'and'? I haven't been on any contraceptives lately"

"Relax, I can't get you pregnant. What are you gonna give birth to? Ghosts?", he asked sarcastically with a boyish grin and I hit him on the chest.

He : "Are you hungry?"

I stepped out of the bathroom when he walked into the room with a glass of water for me.

Y/N : "No, are you? I can make some pasta for you"

"I wish I could eat that", he laughed and my mouth formed an 'O' as I processed his words.

"But I can cook for you, I make really good stews", he added.

I lied on the bed and tapped on the spot beside me for him to join me.

As he did, I moved closer to him and he wrapped me in his arms.

"You'll not become invisible again, will you?", I asked.

"I don't know.......but even if I do, I'll still have to be here. You're stuck with me as long as you're in this apartment"

I nestled more into him.

".......Those weren't the only times I've watched you, Y/N", he spoke after a while, as if he was having some thoughts.

"I watched you cry alone because you were missing your dad (he's no more), I watched you lie to your mom about being okay when you had a fever, I watched you doubting yourself.......I watched the tears roll down your cheeks when you saw a video online of an old man talking about how he has no one and I watched you work hard late into the night", I kept staring at his face as he continued looking elsewhere.

"You must be wondering why I'm saying all these out of nowhere but I need you to know it and I have to say it now. You're a strong woman, Y/N. You're beautiful, kind and an amazing person. Please, never doubt yourself. I know my existence might not have any significance in your life but know that I'll always be here if you ever need someone to talk. I know I won't be able to tell you anything but I'll listen", I pressed my lips to his, kissing him as my tears threatened to cascade down my cheeks.

He wasn't around.

The night went by with me in his arms and I had the kind of sleep that I needed but haven't had in years.

As the sunlight seeped in through the curtains of my window, I stirred in my slumber. But the absence of his embrace made me open my eyes.

I got up and checked the entire apartment before realising that he was gone.

He wasn't my hallucination, that much I'm affirmative about.

I can still feel his touch, I can still feel him.

I stood in front of the mirror and the marks on my skin are still fresh and the sensation between my legs is perceptible enough for it to be just in my head.

I remember everything that he said and I'm sure he's somewhere around here, watching me.

I sat back on my bed and looked around.

"I know you're here.......thank you for everything you did and said last night. I wish I had talked more and asked more about you. I don't know who you are but you'll always be a part of my life now. You made me feel more like home than I've ever felt before. You made me happy, acknowledged...wanted...and I feel like as if I've known you forever. And you even gave me the best orgasms of my life-.......why do I feel like you're smiling like a cocky bastard right now?"

"Because I am", he said.

Author's Pov :

"I don't know what happened to you or why you're stuck in here and I know I'm being selfish but please, be here and never leave me", she said and he could see her eyes glistening. He wanted to reach out to her but he knows he can't.

He's here and he has been here this whole time. When she woke up, he was right there beside her but then he realised that she couldn't see or hear him anymore, he couldn't touch her anymore; everything was back to how it has been before.

"I'll always be here"

"Watch me shower, eat, cry or touch myself but just be here. And please...be visible again", the warm tears rolled down her cheeks.

"I didn't even know you existed 12 hours ago but now I feel so attached to you. What kind of sorcery have you done on me?"

"Oh my god", she gasped suddenly and he looked at her with concern, "I don't even know your name", and more tears rolled down.

He couldn't help but smile at that.

"It's Jeonghan", he said.

"Next time, we're gonna talk more, you're gonna make me stews, we can even watch movies and then we can have sex", she said the last part almost inaudibly but Jeonghan heard.

Jeonghan : "If there is a next time, we will"

"I'm gonna go get freshened up now and you better stay here", she said with narrowed eyes making him chuckle.

"Yes, princess", Jeonghan bowed her way.

She stopped in front of the bathroom door and turned around.

"Within the span of a few hours, you made me feel the warmth that I've been searching for so long", she said with a smile before heading in.

"And you made me wish I could live again"

Author : It's something I thought of posting before the month ends. Let me know your thoughts on it.

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Irrevocable - Kim Mingyu

(Chapter 1)

Pairing : Kim Mingyu X Female Reader

Genre : Best friend's brother, kind of like enemies to lovers, smut, angst, fluff.

Summary : Park Y/N is always aware of her actions and has her thoughts organised, atleast that's what she thought until she came across Kim Mingyu again years later. This guy not only rearranged her guts but also her entire being. But will the rearrangement lead her towards good or bad? Whatever it might be, one thing that she knows for sure is that - there's no going back. It's irrevocable.

Warnings : None for this chapter except for some strong words maybe.

Author's note : It's a Kim Mingyu fanfiction featuring other idols. This story is entirely fictional and is meant for entertainment purposes only. I do not own any rights over the artists mentioned in this story but I do own the story itself. If any similarities are found, it's purely coincidental and it'll contain mature themes. All rights are reserved. Thank you.

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Y/N Pov :

(Alarm clock ringing)

"Y/Nnnnnnn!", my mom screamed on top of her lungs while making breakfast in the kitchen downstairs at 7:00 in the morning.

BANG BANG BANG!

My 17 years old brother, Park Soobin, gently KNOCKED (that's what he claims) on my bedroom door to wake me up for college.

What a peaceful way to wake up early in the morning! (Can you see me gritting my teeth?)

I woke up, freshened up, got ready and went downstairs.

"Finish your food fast and go, you're running late. What am I supposed to do with you? How can I die in peace knowing I'm leaving YOU behind?", my mom sighed with her hand on her forehead.

Just the thought of her not being around me pains my heart but right now, the emphasis on the "you" has my attention.

"First-you're not going anywhere mom and second-what do you mean by leaving "YOU" behind?", I arched my brow.

"She means that you're irresponsible", my brother flashed an evil grin and I was about to smash his head when mom said something which made me run into her arms like a five years old.

"I mean precious. You are precious and I don't want anything to hurt you when I'm not here".

We hugged each other while my mom cried and I had to control the tears brimming in my eyes. Ever since my dad couldn't make it out of the ICU last year, my mom became really sensitive and is very uncertain about her life. She isn't wrong though, life actually is uncertain.

"I knew you found me under the bridge", my brother grumbled and we pulled him into our hug.

"That's not true", I pat his back."We found you near the garbage".

"You're so mean", Soobin narrowed his eyes making us laugh.

"You are my precious little boy, Soobin-ah", mom babied her 6ft tall son.

"Okay, it's time to go big guy", I said and we both left for our respective academies.

Honestly, I miss dad a lot, we all do and right now all I want is for the rest of my family to be with me till the end coz I can't afford to lose anymore.

I reached my college and was about to walk towards my locker when Jisoo jumped on me out of nowhere. "Good morning", she greeted me with her brightest smile and I smiled back. Jisoo's beautiful inside-out and I'm glad I have her.

"Who are you and what did you do to my Y/N?", she took a step back and asked me with a frown.

Y/N : "What do you mean?"

Jisoo : "Park Y/N needs atleast two classes in the morning before she starts smiling back at people. But", she paused and checked me out and then continued "specs, clothes that can fit the two of us at once...hmm that's definitely my bestfriend", she hugged me tight while I rolled my eyes.

Soon Jeonghan, my other friend joined us. He is one hell of a fine looking man. Not only females but he even has straight males feel some type of way. He and Jisoo are the two closest people of mine, you could say we are bestfriends.

We were at our lockers and Jisoo couldn't stop telling us how happy she was since her older brother was coming back from abroad after completing his studies.

Well, I'm happy for her but that guy is a bad news for me which Jisoo isn't aware of but Jeonghan knows it well and his head snapped towards me the moment his name was mentioned.

Jisoo, Jeonghan and I are childhood friends and ever since then, her brother has been after my sanity. I have been at peace after he left but now that the devil's gonna be back in town, things are about to get heated.

"When's he gonna be back?", Jeonghan asked Jisoo in between our lecture.

Jisoo : "Who?"

Jeonghan : "Nightmare"

I coughed and he realised it right away and rephrased it, "Mingyu hyung".

Jisoo : "The day after tomorrow"

The three of us share everything among us and try to be there in each other's good and bad times but there's one thing which is limited to just me and Jeonghan and that's only because we think it may hurt Jisoo since it's against her brother whom she loves very much.

She doesn't know that we two have an Anti-Mingyu club and thus she doesn't know that I named her brother 'nightmare' (which he is). Though Jeonghan doesn't really have an issue with Mingyu but since I don't like him, Jeonghan took it as his personal issue because he loves me a lot and anyone who upsets me, upsets him. Well, that's what he said.

Two days rolled by and the devil was back in Seoul. Jisoo's mother invited my family and Jeonghan for dinner so that her son could meet us all. My mom's friends with Mrs. Kim and she really adores the Kim siblings and also her other friends are gonna be there so she's thrilled to go.

My mom has four really close friends and one of them is Jisoo's mom. They've all been together for a long time now and all of their kids as in us kind of grew up together. I want Jeonghan, Jisoo and me to have a friendship like theirs.

It was evening and my mom made sure I wore something nice for dinner at aunty's place. I wore a knee length purple dress and put on some lipstick.

I texted Jeonghan to drop by at my place so that we could go together. My mom adores him too and so he's always welcomed in my family.

We reached Jisoo's house and Mr. and Mrs. Kim welcomed us inside. Unlike their son, they are really nice people. "Look at my beautiful girl!", Mrs. Kim hugged me. She always compliments me even if I wear worn out clothes and house slippers with tangled hair and chappy lips and it does boost my self esteem.

We exchanged greetings with my mom's other friends. Mr. Kim called out for his children and soon Jisoo came running down the stairs.

She seemed so bright, like a ray of light. But if there's light, there's darkness. She was followed by the dark and soon, it engulfed her light. I know I'm sounding like a dramatic writer but things are about to get real dramatic. (Playing an intense bgm).

There stood an over 6 ft tall, muscular with broad shoulders, handsome and ho...forget I ever thought that. So where were we? Oh yes, so there stood the nightmare, smiling wide with his pointy canines.

He came and greeted us and I wanted to avoid talking to him which wasn't possible since we were literally there to meet him.

"Hello, Y/N. How're you? It's been a long time", he said to me sounding harmless and so I talked to him politely. That's when he had to show his true form. He looked me up and down briefly for once and then smirked.

"Hyung, I missed you", Soobin exclaimed as he hugged him.

Mingyu : "Hey, you've grown so much. And I missed you too".

Soobin came and stood beside me and I whispered to him, "Are you my brother or his?".

Soobin supressed his laughter and just so you know, this little gremlin knows about my very loving bond with Mingyu.

Look, I don't wanna have disputes or tiffs with Mingyu but he has always been very much willing to get on my nerves. We went to the same school where he was our senior. He had his fair share of fan girls and there were individuals ready to warm his bed. He's good in sports and had good grades which made him a star student back in the days. But the problem was that he knew he's perfect and out of all the people, he had to show that off to me.

Even though I am younger than him, he always had to make me feel less capable than him. He'd always teased me whenever he got the chance which made him a very unlikable part of my childhood.

I believe that people change and he's been away for some years so if he has reformed himself and is ready to be well behaved, I am ready to be on good terms with him. Well, he definitely has changed physically in every aspect towards good but other than that, I have a feeling he changed into a bigger nightmare than he already was.

That look he gave me a while ago wasn't very sanitary.

Mrs. Kim suggested us, as in Mingyu, Jeonghan, Soobin, Jisoo, Somi (one of my mom's friends' daughter) and me to go upstairs and have fun as we wouldn't enjoy sitting among the adults. Who would tell her sitting with them is much more fun than having to spend time with her son.

I couldn't make any excuse as the others agreed to go and soon we were all in Jisoo's bedroom.

Soobin : "How about we play something?"

Somi : "Let's play board games"

We agreed on playing monopoly and now we were all on the floor in a circle. Somehow I ended up sitting between Jeonghan and Mingyu. I was almost on Jeonghan's lap as I was pushing myself towards him trying not to make any sort of contact with Mingyu.

We were very much into the game when I felt that my cash was weirdly decreasing every few minutes. Soon I realised that Mingyu was stealing them. I looked at him and clenched my fists,"Thief, give my money back".

"What?", he asked innocently.

Y/N : "I saw you taking them, now give it back"

Mingyu : "Take it"

He stood up when I reached out to take it back. I stood up too but then he jumped on the bed making me do the same.

Jeonghan : "Hey, calm down you two"

"Mr. Kim Mingyu, give it back".

"Come and take it, Ms. Park Y/N", he said and ran towards the door.

My competitive self couldn't hold back and I went after him. We ran around the lobby and ended up in another room. He held his hand behind his back and I was about to go near him when my feet tangled up with the carpet and I tripped towards him.

As Mingyu wasn't expecting this, he couldn't balance himself and he fell with me on top of him. I raised my body but I was still straddling him. "I really want to kill you with my bare hands", I said.

Mingyu : "Go on"

"Oh I'd love that but there are witnesses around and I wouldn't wanna go to jail by killing a whore like you", I said it and he flipped me on my back in an instant with my hands pinned on either side of my head.

"Say that again and I'll really be a whore and fuck you right here", he seemed serious when he said that and the depth of his voice sent a shiver down my spine. I needed a moment to process since he has never said anything like that to me before. I've called him a whore before but today he seemed to be affected by it.

"Get off me", I tried to set myself free but he didn't move a bit.

Before I could say or do anything more, the other four came into the room.

I turned towards them and I could feel the heat rushing to my cheeks. Jeonghan's eyes widened, Jisoo was trying to hold back her smile, Somi seemed startled and Soobin tried to look everywhere but us. I was trying to pull my wrists out of his grip but Mingyu just kept staring at me.

Jeonghan started coughing and that's when he got off but kept his eyes on mine and I felt somewhat intimidated.

We didn't get to say anything else as aunty came to call us for dinner. We're sitting around the table and enjoying the meal but I could feel eyes on me and I knew who they belonged to but I just didn't wanna look at him and reconfirm.

After dinner, the others planned a night out with 'nightmare' this weekend before we took our leaves. Jeonghan lives nearby us but I insisted him to stay the night at our place. My mom agreed as he has stayed with us before and she even convinced him to not go.

We went home and freshened up and it was around 3:00 am by the time we finished watching an animated movie in our living room.

Y/N : "You should go and sleep now, Soobin"

Soobin : "Good night and I'll leave the door open for hyung"

After he left, Jeonghan turned towards me. "You wanna tell me about the two of you now?"

Y/N : "Which two?"

Jeonghan : "You know what I'm talking about"

"We fell", I sighed.

"IN LOVE?", he almost shouted.

"Aish, no, I slipped and fell on top of him", I rectified.

"Well, last time I checked you were under him", he gave me a sly expression.

Y/N : "Do you have a death wish?"

"Okay, so what happened?", Jeonghan chuckled and asked.

"I called him a whore and he got pissed and flipped us", I explained.

"Ah, I see...did he say or do anything? You okay?", he asked and was ready to fight Mingyu.

"No, he didn't", I assured him.

Mingyu did say something but I thought it's better to not tell him now.

We talked about stuffs and cuddled for some time and then went to bed, Jeonghan slept in Soobin's room with him.

It's just been day 1 of meeting the 'nightmare' and things are already getting messy. But tonight's encounter felt different then the ones in the past. It wasn't teenagers teasing each other, it felt.......weird I guess. Maybe it's because we've grown up; I'm 22, he's 27 so clearly not teenagers anymore.

We've always been against each other and I don't even remember how it all started. All I know for now is that he's my best friend's brother, my cousin's best friend and my nightmare.

It's been two days since the dinner with Jisoo's family and the weekend's here. I was lying on my bed thinking about future and stuffs when my phone lit up.

DING,DING,DING!

Jeonghan and Jisoo were texting in our groupchat.

LEGENDS

Boyfriend : When are we leaving tonight?

Gangster's wife : After 8

Boyfriend : I'll pick Y/N

Gangster's wife : No I'll do that, you just be at my place on time

Boyfriend : 👍

Gangster's wife : I'm wearing this, how's it?

Gangster : I have an

important work to do

so can't come

Gangster's wife : You've 3 seconds to delete that shit you just wrote

And then my phone started ringing. Jisoo yelled at me the moment I picked it up. "It's been so long that we haven't had a night out and I was so excited for tonight and you just had to ruin it. We planned it that day, haven't we? So why won't you come?"

Y/N : "For the records; you all planned it, I didn't even say yes and I do wanna go out with you but just not tonight. You guys go and enjoy it and that dress is pretty, by the way.

Jisoo : "Okay, fine. Either you're coming with us willingly or else I'll be at yours in 30 minutes and you know well that I have my ways"

Y/N : "Are you threatening me?"

Jisoo : "Yes, Ms. Park Y/N"

Y/N : "Ew, you sound like nightmare"

Jisoo : "What?"

Y/N : "Nothing. I really can't go, Soo-ya"

Jisoo : "I know work's important but pretty please? For me?"

That's when Jeonghan was calling me and I used it as an excuse.

Y/N : "I'll call you after a while, I need to take this call"

Jisoo : "Sure but you're coming with us and that's final"

And with that I answered Jeonghan's call.

Y/N : "Hey"

Jeonghan : "Was it Jisoo?"

Y/N : "Yes"

Jeonghan : "Look I know why you don't wanna go but I too want you to come with us. Why would you let him be in our way?"

Y/N : "I get it but I just don't wanna go"

Jeonghan : "Jisoo and I are gonna be with you so just consider him invisible"

Y/N : "I don't want Jisoo to be upset so I'll go"

"Yeah, right", Jeonghan scoffed making me laugh.

Y/N : "And you too"

We hung up and I let out a sigh. I didn't wanna go because I didn't wanna spend time with Mingyu but I realised that my friends are gonna be there and they're excited about it so I shouldn't be the party pooper. I'm gonna go and enjoy the night.

I called Jisoo back and she told me that she'll pick me up which I don't need her to do but she insisted.

It's 6:30pm so I took a shower. I was getting ready for tonight when Somi video called.

"So, should I wear this or this?", she asked showing me two different outfits. Somi is a year younger than me and is like a younger sister to me.

(Author : Wait for a while and you'll know what I meant by "my cousin's best friend".)

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Irrevocable - Kim Mingyu

(Chapter 2)

Pairing : Kim Mingyu X Female Reader

Genre : Best friend's brother, friends with benefits to lovers, smut, angst, fluff.

Summary : Park Y/N is always aware of her actions and has her thoughts organised, atleast that's what she thought until she met Kim Mingyu. This guy not only rearranged her guts but also her entire being. But will the rearrangement lead her towards good or bad? Whatever it might be, one thing that she knows for sure is that - there's no going back. It's irrevocable.

Warnings : Alcohol consumption, non-consensual touching (not by Mingyu), spiking drink, mentions of sex.

Important Note : Due to lack of response, I won't be updating this story on Tumblr anymore. To read the whole story visit here Wattpad.

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Y/N's Pov :

I wore black pants with a red button up crop top. Applied a little mascara and lip tint and put on a pair of 4 inches heeled black boots.

It was around 8pm and the moment I was done getting ready, my mom came to my room, "He's here, come quick".

I took my phone and went downstairs to go with Jisoo but little did I know that she got much taller and buff, and her hot pink dress has turned into black jeans and white t-shirt.

I stopped on the stairs; I should've known it wasn't Jisoo. She would've come to my room to get me and my mom wouldn't address her as he.

"There she is", my mom smiled at me.

"Why are you here?", I asked looking at him.

"To get you"

Y/N : "Where's Jisoo?"

Mingyu : "She isn't ready yet so she asked me to pick you up"

Mom : "That's so sweet of you. You've grown so well, love"

This woman is so naive!

Y/N : "You should leave now, I'll go by myself"

Mom : "Hey, he's here for you. You're going with him"

Y/N : "No, I'm not"

My mom did her eye thing to me which is enough for me to shut up. I let out a sigh and my mom got the signal that she won.

"Go and have fun", she smiled at both of us, "And both of you be safe. Take care of her and bring her home, Mingyu-ah".

"Sure", he said while looking at mom and then looked at me and then back at my mom.

He went out first and I gave my mom side eyes before following him. Why do I feel like my mom knows I can't stand him and so she wants me to suffer.

Mingyu opened the passenger seat's door for me but I opened the backseat's door and sat inside the car. He tilted his head once with an unreadable expression and opened my door."I'm not your driver, get to the front", he said.

Y/N : "I like the backseat"

Mingyu : "You can't always get what you like, now come out"

Y/N : "Then let me go by myself"

I found myself carried out of the backseat in strong arms and then placed on the front one and before I could react, he was back on the driver's seat. This all happened really fast just like my heartbeat right now.

"Put on your seatbelt", he said and started driving.

Jeonghan's Pov :

"YOU DID WHAT?", I raised my voice and Jisoo almost flinched.

Jisoo : "Why are you shouting? I sent Mingyu oppa to get Y/N"

Jeonghan : You could've asked me to get her"

Jisoo : "I said I'd pick her up so I felt like it had to be from my side"

I understand Jisoo's point of view but she doesn't know that Y/N might be at war right now. I just hope everything's okay. I went out of her room and called Y/N.

Jeonghan : "Where are you?"

Y/N : "Where are you?"

Jeonghan : "At Jisoo's"

She gave me the fakest laugh and I understood what she meant.

Jeonghan : "I didn't know she'd send him to get you. You know how Jisoo is, she just wanted to save time since she's taking longer to get ready"

Y/N : "I know. See you in a while"

Jeonghan : "Okay"

I went inside and Jisoo seemed a bit lost in thought so I asked,"What happened?"

Jisoo : "Is Y/N upset with Mingyu oppa?"

Jeonghan : "Why?"

Jisoo : "They have always been after each other but ever since he returned, I feel like she became even more distant".

You're seeing that now?, I thought to myself but I told her that everything's fine as it isn't my place to tell her about it. It's upto Y/N.

Jisoo's mom came and told us the others are here. I thought she meant Y/N and Mingyu hyung so I got up to go out but then Jisoo stopped me.

"Um, please don't freak out but I might've invited Tzuyu coz she wanted to hangout with Mingyu", she said in one breath and gulped. She pressed her hand on my mouth before I could speak and said, "Please, Jeonghan-ah. She won't be a problem".

I sighed and went down with her and was greeted by Tzuyu...Aera, James and Taemin. I coughed unintentionally. They were in school with us and are now in the same college as us and these four are bad news.

Y/N's Pov :

We were supposed to gather at Jisoo's but she called and suggested that we meet them at the club directly.

She and Jeonghan arrived soon followed by..."What the-", I looked at Jisoo and Jeonghan and they gave me an apologetic look.

Aera, James, Taemin and Tzuyu came and hugged me as if we were besties. We all went in and Jisoo pulled me to a corner. She explained how Tzuyu wanted to hangout with Mingyu as she heard he's back.

Tzuyu had a thing for Mingyu since school so Jisoo invited her but she brought the others along.

Even if I'm okay with the others being here, I'm not okay with Taemin. That guy makes me uncomfortable.

Right now we are between a crowd of sober and not so sober people drinking, dancing, chatting and grinding on each other.

Mingyu and I didn't talk for the rest of the way to here.

We booked a booth. Everyone wanted to dance so they went out and I said I'd join them after making a call. I came back and went to the bar first. I was sitting on a barstool, sipping on my drink while watching Aera throwing herself at Jeonghan, Jisoo slaying the dance floor along with the other three and I don't know what Mingyu's doing as I really was considering him invisible.

I was checking out the hot guys on the dance floor when the nightmare came and sat next to me with his bourbon.

I could see through my peripheral vision that he's taking sips of his liquor while facing me. I was trying to focus on my work at hand when a girl's voice entered my ears.

"Mingyu!"

He looked at the girl and she ran and wrapped her arms around him."I've missed you so much, sugar".

You might be wondering who she is. Well, meet Lisa, my senior and the self claimed 'It' girl of our school.

Don't get me wrong, she's pretty and can be friendly but she decides to be all the things I can't siphon for god knows why. She and nightmare were 'I don't know what to call it' in school because Mingyu had his reputation of 'I don't date' back in the days while she went around telling people he was her boyfriend.

She's always clinging onto him and he always seemed not much into it. But he seemed pretty much into her whenever she spread her legs for him in an empty classroom. Well guess what, that's where I walked in on them once and I had to sanitize my eyes for months.

Flashback

Our departure bell rang and we all packed our bags and left the classroom. Jisoo, Jeonghan and I decided to sit on the playground for a while and then go home.

I opened my bag to take out the snack that I've been keeping there when I realised that I left my binder on my desk.

I told them to wait for me and went inside to grab it. I opened the classroom door and there they were - Lisa's shirt was opened and skirt pulled up. She was lying on the desk with her legs wrapped around a 'shirt tucked out with a few buttons undone' Mingyu.

They acknowledged my presence only after I walked further inside and took my binder.

That guy had the audacity to keep going and not even try to cover themselves and Lisa dared to tell me to knock and have some shame when it's my classroom that they were littering and didn't even lock the door. I ignored them and walked out holding my head high.

I didn't tell the others about it but I did share it with Jeonghan later.

The next day while I was at the library. Mingyu came and sat in front of me. "I know it's inappropriate to do it in a classroom especially in the one that isn't ours and you were not supposed to see it. Just forget that it ever happened", he said while going through the pages of his book with his gaze fixed on it.

I was still mad about his girlfriend calling me shameless so I had to get back at him. "You don't have to explain, that's just what whores like you do", I calmly said and left the table with my book.

End of flashback

And that's how I ended up calling him a whore. Until today, I've called him that thrice; 1st at the library, 2nd during an argument we had and 3rd at his place that day. Now let's get back to their little reunion.

Mingyu just gave her a smile and she sat on his lap.

"It's been years, I'm glad we met the other day. You missed me, right?", she pouted and I didn't wanna be near them anymore. I gulped down my shot of vodka and got off the barstool.

I went to the dance floor and joined my 2 Js. Soon the rhythm took over me and I was swaying my hips to it while Jeonghan stood behind me and Jisoo at my front; both of them holding my waist.

We were dancing and enjoying and then my eyes darted to Mingyu. He was standing with one hand in his pocket when Tzuyu went to him and offered him a drink. He took it and replied to whatever she said while keeping his eyes on us.

What's with this guy staring like a creep?

The music took a roll and everyone started dancing like crazy so the three of us got scattered around.

Suddenly I felt two hands on my hips. I turned my head and it was Taemin. I took a step away but he pulled me back by my waist and his hands kept going up. I tried to remove them but I guess the alcohol drained some of my strength. He held me tightly and put his hands inside my top and forcefully kissed my neck.

"Get off me, you jerk", I was about kick his balls when someone came and swiped him off of me.

"What the hell, dude", Taemin said.

"How dare you touch her when she clearly doesn't want you to", it was Mingyu.

Jeonghan, Jisoo and the other three came running. Taemin looked around and left the dance floor without saying anything more.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left you", Jisoo felt guilty.

Y/N : "Hey, you didn't do any wrong"

"Thanks, hyung", Jeonghan bro hugged Mingyu.

I thanked him too.

"I'm supposed to take care of you, remember?", he said and I smiled. I'm not ungrateful and I know when people are to be appreciated. If Mingyu wouldn't have been here on time, taemin could've gone far among these drunk people and loud noise.

And so I am thankful to him for this but that doesn't change the fact that he is a nightmare and Jeonghan just hugged him. I know he's thankful to him for me but I still felt as if I was losing my boy to Mingyu.

Aera, Tzuyu and James tried to convince us that Taemin's drunk so he wasn't aware of his actions and apologised on his behalf.

We all went back to our booth.

Jisoo : "I think I saw Lisa somewhere"

Mingyu : "She's here"

Jeonghan sighed hearing that.

Jisoo : "Bad coincidence"

Mingyu : "Actually, I met her at the store the other day and she wanted to hangout so I kind of told her to join us"

Jisoo : "Seriously oppa! Why'd do that?"

Somi : "Who's Lisa?"

"Someone only this oppa likes", Jisoo said side eyeing her brother.

What's with them inviting all my 'favourite people' tonight at once.

As you can see, we three aren't exactly Lisa's fan. We were about to order our drinks when Lisa came and said hello to us (as if she hasn't seen me earlier and pretended I wasn't there, huh)."You didn't tell me they're gonna be here too, sugar", she said to Mingyu and I heard Jisoo scoff and mumble,"Your sugar didn't tell us YOU're gonna be here".

Just then Taemin came.

"I know you guys don't want me here right now but believe me I wasn't in my senses. I'm really sorry Y/N. I crossed the line", Taemin tried to sound genuine but I wasn't buying it so I just kept quiet.

"Learn to keep your hands to yourself and don't drink if you can't handle it", Jeonghan said sternly and Taemin apologised again.

Y/N : "Let's not end the night on a bad note. Let's have one last dance and head home".

"Then let me buy drinks for you all", Taemin offered.

"You don't have to", Jisoo said annoyance evident in her tone.

"Please, let me", Taemin insisted and we agreed.

We went back to the dance floor and it's the first time I'm seeing Mingyu dance and he looks hot doing that.

We danced for a while and went back to where Taemin was waiting for us with the drinks.

He personally handed mine and apologised again.

We had our drinks and let's just say we weren't all sober at this point.

Jisoo needed to pee so I was waiting for her outside the toilet stalls while the guys went to get the cars. Tzuyu, Aera, James and Taemin have left.

I thought of waiting in the lobby instead and then Taemin came and called out my name. "I thought you left", I said.

"I'm about to", he said and asked if he could drop me home as an apology and I declined him politely."Just don't repeat what you did", I added but he kept insisting and that's when Jisoo came out.

"She's going home with me so back off", she said and dragged me away with her. I turned back a little and saw Taemin glaring at us.

Within moments, I started to feel really hot even though the weather's pretty chill. I really wanted to take off my clothes and take a cold shower. I felt a sensation at the pit of my stomach.

I really wanted to clench my thighs together and I did but that just caused my breathing to escalate.

"Are you okay? You've turned red", Jisoo asked.

"Maybe it's the alcohol", I said.

"I'm gonna get you married to my brother and then we'll officially be a family", a drunk Somi mumbled hugging me and all I could do was pat her back. We were at the exit and Mingyu's car was there but he wasn't.

"Where's oppa and Hanie? Can I call him with your phone? My battery's dead", Jisoo asked.

I put my hand in my pockets and realised that I left it at the booth. I told them to wait for me and went inside. I saw Mingyu coming out of the booth while fixing his pants.

Mingyu saw me and gave me my phone.

"I was here to get it, thanks", I said.

"You're welcome. Let's go", he said and a teary eyed Tzuyu stomped out of the booth and brushed past us. My mouth parted as I joined the dots but I didn't get why she seemed mad. "Didn't she like it?", I thought.

"Like what?", Mingyu asked.

I guess my thought was loud enough for him to hear, "I, I mean you two, were, you, Tzuyu, in, you...", I don't even know what I was saying.

"We weren't doing anything", he understood what I meant and walked out after saying it.

Jisoo, Somi and I were back at the exit and.......Lisa's with Mingyy.

He said something and walked towards his car without looking back at her while she kept calling out his name which is apparently 'sugar'. Mingyu saw us and approached us and a very disappointed Lisa stormed back inside the club.

What's with this guy disappointing ladies tonight?

I was holding onto Somi so she wouldn't fall. Soon Jeonghan came back with the other car. He got out of it, "I'm probably drunk. I don't think I can drive us back".

"Then who's gonna take this car back home?", a very unstable Jisoo asked pointing her index finger at Jeonghan's car.

Mingyu thought for a few seconds, "I'm not sure if he can come right now but let me ask my friend for help", he said and walked a few steps ahead to make the call.

He came back smiling so we understood that everything was set.

Mingyu : "He's coming"

We waited for a while and then a familiar figure approached us.

"Eunwoo!", Jisoo exclaimed.

Cha Eunwoo was one of our seniors and one of Mingyu's bestfriends. I didn't know he was back too.

Eunwoo : "It's been years since the last time I saw you guys"

Mingyu and Eunwoo had a group. There were four of them and everyone at school knew about their friendship. They even went abroad together.

Jisoo : "I hope (hiccup) the other two come (hiccup) back soon (hiccup)"

Eunwoo : "They will"

I was still feeling very uncomfortable and I knew what else I was feeling; I was somehow turned on and I could feel the wetness pooling in my core. I just wanted to get back home, help myself and stand under the shower as that might cool me down.

"Y/N, Somi and I will go by my car with Eunwoo hyung, you two get back home with yours", Jeonghan told Mingyu.

"No, I will drop Y/N. I told her mom I'll get her home. You two go with Eunwoo", Mingyu said and I didn't wanna argue because I had my bigger concern right now.

Jeonghan was hesitant but then agreed to it and I let Eunwoo get Somi inside the car.

Somi : "GetmeacabIcameinacabIwillgoinittoo"

Eunwoo : "What?"

"Get home safe", I told Jeonghan and we parted our ways.

Somi : "A cab, nice cab, peepeep! Uff, nobody understands"

Jisoo wasn't feeling well so Mingyu dropped her at their place first and now it's just me and him in the car.

The sensation was heightening with each passing minute and right now I felt as if I might stop breathing if I didn't have that release which my body's asking for.

I asked Mingyu to stop the car in the middle of the road and got out of it. He got out too and came to me."Are you okay?", he sounded concerned.

Y/N : "Just needed some air"

Mingyu : "You sure? Do you wanna vomit or something?"

"No...", I said and my eyes met his. I couldn't look away, thoughts about him painted my vision and trust me; none of them were respectful. I know I shouldn't think about Mingyu like that and I'm not having any romantic feelings for him but I'm definitely feeling for him physically and no matter how much I'm trying to push them away; I just can't.

I know I'm a little tipsy but I feel like I'm on some kind of drugs and right now this gorgeous man in his pants and t-shirt flexing his muscles with his hair falling on his forehead isn't helping much.

My lips parted slightly as I was breathing fast with our eyes still on each other. He probably wanted to say something before adrenaline got to me well and I raised myself on my toes and kissed him on the lips. His lips felt soft and I pressed mine on his for some seconds before pulling back. He seemed startled and asked, "What's wrong with you?".

I realised that I needed to get away before I started acting on my impulses, "Just get me home".

We got inside and I was trying to normalise myself while he kept staring at me in an attempt to comprehend my actions.

"Do you need something?", he asked. Nice. This man had to ask me this with his deep, raspy voice just when I was trying to throw away the image of the things that he could do to me.

Y/N : "Yes"

Mingyu : "Tell me"

And before I could stop myself I blurted out - "I need you to fuck me".

There was a good amount of silence and I don't even know where I was looking at and then Mingyu spoke, "You're drunk, let's get you home", and with that the car was moving again.

And then I had to blurt out again, "I'm not drunk, I don't know why but I'm turned on, like really turned on. I can feel heat on my skin and I think I may pass out if I'm not fucked right now. It's aching there, so help me?". I guess Lisa was right. I am shameless cause I don't know why I'm telling him all this and I'm not even feeling ashamed about it.

The silence was there again.

"Have you taken drugs?", he sounded serious.

"No?", I said more like a question."I'm sure I haven't but I do feel like I'm on drugs".

He frowned his brows and was thinking about something and then focused on the road.

After a few minutes, it got worse. I was literally squirming and my pussy felt tingly. And the shameless Y/N was back,

"Will you have sex with me?".

No answer.

Y/N : "Will you?"

Again, no answer.

Y/N : "What? You don't know how to do it?"

Mingyu gave me a side eye and said, "I know it very well and I'd have given it a thought but only if you were in your right mind coz right now it's the alcohol and whatever you're high on talking".

Now I was irritated.

"I get it. You don't have the thing. Clearly that's why Tzuyu ran out crying and you even avoided Lisa. And I'm very much in my right mind, Mr. Kim Mingyu".

Mingyu's Pov :

Now she's getting on my nerves.

"1. Tzuyu cried coz I didn't want her to...suck me off and 2. I don't wanna go down that lane with Lisa again so I'm keeping my distance, now keep quiet", I said and my voice sounded more stern than I wanted it to.

She looked away, "So are you gonna do it?".

This girl.

Mingyu : "No"

Y/N's Pov :

"Fine, I don't need your help, I'll just go and ask some other guy. I should've just gone with Jeonghan and Eunwoo, I'm sure one of them would've been kind enough to do me", I stated whatever I wanted and that's when he turned the car in a different direction.

He clenched his jaw and said, "Call your mom and tell her you're safe but won't be coming home tonight coz I'm gonna fuck your brains out".

Next

[kjsasha]

Masterlist - Irrevocable

Chapter - 1

Chapter - 2

Rest Of The Chapters (Wattpad)

[kjsasha]

Hello,

I'm Sasha.

I like to write sometimes so here's a masterlist of the things that I've written so far. Your reblogs, likes, comments, asks and messages are appreciated. Thank you!

Masterlist -

BTS

Seventeen

Ateez

Thoughts Of Sasha

[kjsasha]

Hello everyone!

I'm Sasha. I'm new to posting in here and I'm thinking about writing Kpop Fanfictions in my blog. I'd really appreciate it if y'all could interact with me and let me know if I should write and if yes then what kind of stories you'd prefer.

Just so you know, I'm mainly an Army, a Carat and an Atiny but I'm into other groups too so I'm open to write for them as well.

[kjsasha]

Masterlist - BTS

1. Irrevocable - Kim Mingyu X Female Reader Ft. Jeon Jungkook (It's a series) Wattpad Link

[kjsasha]

Masterlist - Seventeen

1. That Night - Idol!Seungcheol X Idol!Reader

2. I Wish I Could Live Again - Ghost!Jeonghan X Human!Reader

3. Irrevocable - Kim Mingyu X Female Reader (It's a series) Wattpad Link