#LIKE IT SAID ask 1 AND THERE WAS NOTHING
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Note
here you go (as far as i remember self-titled doesn't have the tape)

Thank you!!
#DUDE. I DONT KNOW IF YOU WERE SHADOWBANNED PR SOMETHING BUT I RECEOVED THIS ASK LIKE MONTHS AGO WHEN YOU POSTED IT BUT MY ASKBOX ALWAYS SAI#D IT WAS EMPTY#LIKE IT SAID ask 1 AND THERE WAS NOTHING#BUT I KNEW IT WAS YOU#AND YOU HUST REAPPEARED RIGHT NOW#*JUST#SO. HI AGAIN#emo brainrot#twenty one pilots#✉️#THANK YOU FOR SENDING ME THESE AT A TIME WHERE THE TAPE COVERED THE ALBUMS#MAYBE ITS NOT RELEVANT NOW BUT I DONT CARE#funny story behind a normal ask hahaha#anyway the album covers are so cool
1 note
·
View note
Text
Ableists in psychology project group what will they achieve
#and on top of all that. we have ableism. yeah.#imagine being ableist in the ableism bad course.#that's an effort#but that's what i get for so many transferences. classes with freshmen.#1 adhd (me) and 1 autistic (friend) versus 3 ableists who hate our guts because we...#[reads script again to see if i got it right]#because we're not able to travel for 2 hours to a place one of the members chose to be our intervention target#(the professor didn't like the place. they're doing it anyway)#aaaaaand..... because we reacted to their messages and didn't say words.#just so you know. words weren't needed.#the girl was really just getting in contact with the place's therapist. because she was the only one who could do it#so we were just ❤ing whatever she said because WE DON'T KNOW THE PLACE AND WE DON'T KNOW THAT PERSON#we have NOTHING to add. she literally was just asking for the therapist's permission to go there#what were we supposed to do?? cheer for her or something?#'yaaay good job in basic communication skills with your ex boss!!!!'???#shut the fuck up#this is going to my final report to the professor. i hope they get scolded or fail the class#you can't graduate with that attitude.#but it's fine. just wait until they reach the internships. oh my professors will EAT GOOD 🥰🥰🥰#nonsims#non sims
61 notes
·
View notes
Text
connor + leon through it all. or whatever
#connor mcdavid#leon draisaitl#edmonton oilers#crushing press conference as always lads#oilers lb#1. i think if i was a reporter i would NOT want to be on the other end of those glares#2. connor hiding his face w his hat and mic oughhhh mr softspoken welcome bcak#3. connor’s perpetual surprise when they ask him to extend what leon said Because he has nothing more to say because rheyve bonded into the#same being#4. the next person who asks about leons contract ill * you ESPECIALLY the ones trying to goad them into saying something#5. them both being proud of the belief oughfhhggghgh#<- and to that connor animatedly and proudly and sincerely talking about all fhat my captain my captain#gifs*#not a real gif but like.
79 notes
·
View notes
Note
Earlier I read your post on hoping to see a sex scene between Korn and Fasai so that you could compare their scene to Korn and Tonkla`s sex scenes. Now that we have seen them in my opinion there`s a clear difference. Could you tell more about your thoughts on the differences/similarities in how Korn acts around them and what it tells about these relationships. I have lots of thoughts on those scenes and it would be nice to hear how other people see and interpret these scenes.
OMG a 4 Minutes ask! How nice of you to ask me anon, thank you so much ❤️ So, Korn. What a guy. I'm so happy we got the 2 sex scenes, they give us so much info about Korn's character and what his relationship with both Tonkla and Fasai is. Now, let's start with the similarities, because there's fewer of them: - Korn doesn't initiate the sex on either occasion. Tonkla does by poking at his dick a couple of times and telling him he's "not only good at talking", as well as start kissing him all over his chest during the second round that never happened, and Fasai does by signaling to him he should... well, get on with it lol, - Korn uses nicknames to address both Tonkla and Fasai (I can't hear his words clearly, but I have a feeling he calls him Kla? Maybe that's why the subtitle breaks the name for some reason? - it's Tonkla not Ton Kla lol), meaning both relationships are intimate, - Now, I'm mostly adding this for the lols, but neither Tonkla nor Fasai enjoyed their sexual encounter with Korn. This happens for very different reasons though, which I'll explain later, - This is more of a headcanon than anything, but both relationships are transactional, even if KornTonkla doesn't seem like it is (or even FasaiKorn tbh). On to the important stuff, the differences: - In his relationship with Tonkla, Korn is the one who knows more about things he's not willing to share with him (mainly, his new shady job, though I'm sure there could be more down the line), while with Fasai, Korn is the one who's in the dark, - Korn is the one who controls everything that happens during his time with Tonkla (putting on the condom despite being asked not to + making Tonkla come, even though he was "fine not coming"), while Fasai is the one who's in complete control of the encounter with Korn, - Generally, the relationship between Korn and Tonkla seems to revolve around what Korn wants (what he wants to share, his pleasure, his schedule, his money), while the relationship between Korn and Fasai is completely controlled by her and her alone, - Since it's about Korn's pleasure, Tonkla doesn't get to enjoy the sex they have (it's over too quickly for him to come and he feels self-conscious when Korn asks him if he did + telling him he shouldn't bother helping him). The scene is very cleverly shot in a way that this isn't obvious, but I believe a re-watch and the second episode's context might help the audience see it more clearly. On the other hand, Fasai doesn't seem to be enjoying Korn eating her out, because that's not the point of the scene. It's all about power and control. She doesn't seek pleasure from Korn, she seeks his submission, - And now comes the point about both relationships being transactional: the difference, again, is about who the relationship benefits. With Tonkla, it's all about Korn - he gives him money and glimpses of affection and some of his time, for Tonkla to give back his unwavering love and... well, his body. I might seem harsh with this, but those are the vibes the scene gave me and judging by how he talked to him in ep2, I don't think I'm that far off. However, Fasai wants Korn's submission as I said, for which she helps him run his new business in return. It wasn't clear if Fasai is meant to be Korn's girlfriend or not with what little we've gotten, but I'm willing to believe that's the case - Tonkla knows about Fasai, he didn't seem surprised when Korn mentioned her to his father, so she could be what he passes as an official relationship while having Tonkla on the side, - Oh, very important detail which I shall not forget to mention: Korn wants to have sex with Tonkla, while his scene with Fasai suggested he's not doing this willingly. I'd say he's either coerced into submitting to her or it's just... work to him. Either way, key difference to the two scenes so I had to say it. I think that's all I have for now. I am deeply fascinated by all three characters and I can't wait to learn more about them ❤️ I'm sure Sammon will give us many treats involving their storylines.
#Thank you again anon I had fun#Honestly I hope people will stop saying Korn cheated on Tonkla when#1. It's clear what happened with Korn and Fasai wasn't the first time and#2. TONKLA IS THE ONE HE USES TO CHEAT ON *HER*!!#LIKE GUYS - HE'S THE “SIDE CHICK”#As I said Tonkla knows about her and about what he is to Korn#He just hopes Korn will start loving him like a proper boyfriend which won't happen#It's ok Tonkla dear now you have a hot-but-very-stupid cop to thirst after you#I'm sure nothing wrong will happen between you two ever#anyway I'm in love with Tonkla and Fasai and they can use Korn for whatever they want and I'll support them <333#4 minutes#korntonkla#fasaikorn#asks
42 notes
·
View notes
Text
[ ooc ]
perfectionism over drawing cat red was killing me so the most reasonable thing i did ??
make a gif of me beating perfectionism :3
#[ ooc ]#this counts cause its red blog related TECHNICALLYYYYY#( also i dont know if this needs a flashing cw or not ?? i dunno if its enough to need one ?? so just ask to tag if it needs one :3 )#anyways silly rant about perfectionism CAUSE I YAP ALOT LMAO ->#but oh my GOSHHHH guys#ive said it 5000 times but 'ect ect im not worried about perfect doodles just if theyre enough to get the point across !!!'#and ive been doing that mostly fine likee 80% of the red doodles were made in 5-10 mins#BUT CAT RED ??? NOOOOPE#i didnt draw for this blog for 2 DAYSS BECAUSE OF THIS STUUPID PERFECTIONISM >:(((#and then i spent a day trying to figure out how to properly draw cats#and its better now perfectionism wise cause i figured out in the last 2 posts an easy way to just break up cat red into-#-shapes so its easier to quickly doodle#BECAUSE I HAVE 9 ASKS AND MOST OF THEM ARE FROM 4 DAYS AGOO </3#thats nothing on you guys i love answering asks !!!#BUT STUPID PERFECTIONISMMM UGHHH#but i will smack perfectionism in the face and start to try catching up on asks#CAUSE I WANT TO i just kept spending 30-40 mins barely drawing cat red beforehand#but im not stressing AS much over 'ughh i cant draw a cat !1!1'#so hopefullyyyyy HOPEFULLY ill catch up on asks better now :3
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
okay, so casper and nova, right? the casper and nova game is one big metaphor for simon and betty’s relationship. and the last thing we see in it is: nova tries to sacrifice herself so casper can get what he wants, and the choices are to either go with that, or nova lives but casper forgets her. and it’s obviously meant to parallel simon and betty’s situation in come along with me after they get swallowed by golb: either betty can sacrifice herself to keep simon safe, or she doesn’t but he goes back to being ice king. (um, that is, assuming that she was correct to think they might revert to the forms they had before getting digested after exiting golb. which is not something we have any actual evidence for. it was just a possibility that occurred to her and a risk she wasn’t willing to take.)
UM. EVERY PART OF THAT WAS BECAUSE OF DECISIONS BETTY MADE INDEPENDENTLY?
betty decides to jump through the portal when simon is trying to say goodbye to her, betty decides to fix the crown and then try to find a way to cure him even after he’s told her he’d rather die than be ice king again, betty decides to fucking summon golb, betty decides to push simon out of golb before he can react at all just in case the crown goes back to its former state once it leaves and just in case there’s no way to get rid of golb without its wish magic.
IT WAS BETTYS CHOICES IT WAS BETTYS CHOICES IT WAS ALL BETTYS OWN CHOICES THAT SHE MADE IT WAS BETTY BETTY WAS THE REASON THEY WERE IN THAT SITUATION
#its so so insulting in general to compare them to. a game w a limited amount of choices#and its so insulting to betty to act like… what?#she wouldn’t have made all these choices if *simon* had just ‘considered her more’?#that she simply is completely incapable of controlling herself when simon is involved?#that she doesn’t hold responsibility for the choices she made?#this um. isnt really on simon at all to be honest#what we have are boatloads of examples of simon asking betty to make a different choice and her doing what she wants to do anyway!#‘come take credit for finding the enchiridion with me’ ‘no this is your achievement’ ‘but i couldnt have done it without you’ ‘no ❤️’#‘i can’t be the ice king again i’d rather be dead’ ‘no i WILL do this’#in the bus/confession scene simon is just PARROTING HER OWN WORDS BACK TO HER#she said she wanted to BE BY HIS SIDE so he repeated that to her#assuming it was what SHE wanted because she SAID IT WAS WHAT SHE WANTED.#im gonna blow up. betty im so sorry you got treated like you werent responsible for any of ur own choices#betty im so sorry you got treated like simon should have just ignored the things you were saying you wanted#she got treated like she had no autonomy as if the girl hasnt been doing nothing but Making Choices since day 1#CASPER AND NOVA IS NOT COMPARABLE SORRRYYYYYYYYYY. THATS NOT WHAT THEIR FUCKINTG LIVES WERE LIKEEEEE WHATTTTTTTT#basilposting#atposting#fionna and cake spoilers
78 notes
·
View notes
Text
I think my pms was so bad it made me stress skip my period. Speedrunner strat
#I DONT KNOW… AND I AM STILL STRESSED… !! 🫶#i got out of bed today After a nap and i was making spaghetti i was so on that shit#and then my psych np’s assistant texts me back wrt my xanax refill#see in my mind i jump to Im fucking in Trouble. even though im an adult and shes not my mom.#she just wants to talk to me. about how i used 3/4 of a 60 day supply in 30 days#i shouldve said something. i dont know. my previous script with a diff dr was more generous and im used to the freedom of 120 pills.#if a day is bad i can take more. not locked to 1 a day.#thank the entire fucking universe i asked for 60 last time though. i dont know what wouldve happened if i ran out during these last 2 weeks#… i am still worried i will but like. legally it can be refilled. its technically prescribed for 2 times a day.#but xanax cant be given for more than a month. so just bump from 30 to 60 for 2 months.#easy. but also i feel fucking crazy and the anxiety has had me practically bedridden many days. so.#… i asked if i could speak to her soon maybe that wasnt clear enoigh that i want an appointment. before i run out. if possible.#she hasnt answered. that was at like. 4 pm. its the weekend. idk. ill ask monday if i get nothing tomorrow#but its probably ok. ok thanks.#the kat goes meow
6 notes
·
View notes
Text

guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
12 notes
·
View notes
Text
probably not going to get to go to the prerelease but I want to put on the outfit I planned anyways and do my makeup but also it feels weird doing that while my mom is in the hospital but also it's not like there's anything I can do to help her
#the text i woke up to from my sibling abt calling 911 and her being in the hospital at like 3 am kinda felt like they were pissy at me bc#they were saying they called me a million times and yelled into my room and i didn't wake up but mother is really really sick#but tbh i don't feel guilty bc before i took my sleep meds at 1 am i literally asked her multiple times if she wanted me to call my older#brother or 911 so she could go to the er and she very firmly told me no. also tried to give her my nausea med and she said no to that#so i felt confident taking sleep meds and getting high af bc i was worried but also did literally everything in my power to help her#i had no way of knowing she would change her mind 2 hours after i went to sleep. and if i had been awake during that nothing would have been#different bc i can't drive either so like. idk man#i feel really bad for her but it's most likely just an attack of our rare genetic disease and she'll be totally fine in a couple days#im not happy but im not panicking#and there is literally nothing i can do to affect the situation in any way
4 notes
·
View notes
Note
What do you think about the theory that wigglytuff deliberately plays up the goofiness to get people to underestimate him?
He strikes me as being genuinely silly and fun-loving when he’s around the other guild members (i.e. his friends)—I think that’s just the kind of guy he is. But the moment he senses something’s off, he’s not afraid to put on his serious face. As to whether he does it to make others underestimate him…I can definitely see some stock in that theory! Under all that…wigglytuffness, he does seem quite intelligent and strategic. I could see him thinking there’s value in being underestimated—when he approaches everyone with a friendly face and open arms, it would give him time to figure out who’s truly a friend and who’s not (looking at you Team Skull). Plus, I think it would fit with his overall theme. Between the pink squishy exterior and big googly eyes, he doesn’t really look as impressive or intimidating as the other “great” explorers. By presenting himself as less of a threat than he really is, others would be more inclined to let their guard down—and if they have any ill-will, they’d definitely be more likely to slip up around him. But, after all that, I can imagine he’d also want to work out any differences and try to make friends, whether the other party feels inclined to or not :)
#heinousactszx#thanks for the ask!#He’s definitely a character (affectionate)#I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again: we could really have a whole game just about him#It would be interesting to learn more about his rise as a guildmaster#Also interested to learn why he can cause earthquakes and explosions with his mind#That happened like. Twice#And was never relevant again#But yeah I can totally imagine him being underestimated as he grew up#Cuz he’s just a little pink Pom-pom#So he probably learned that when people did that he instantly had the upper hand#Even if he wasn’t innately more powerful than them#If nothing else because of the surprise factor#Like if team skull had taken him seriously maybe they wouldn’t have been KO’d fighting 3 to 1
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
no sims 5 . guys im gonna
#UGHHHH . like. i get theyre planning on just updating the sims 4 for fucking ever but like. i feel like its such a shit base and theres only#so much you can do#its been running for 10 years atp like.#idk man i was hoping for sims 5 bad bc i wanted to just have it be like. Well made from the start and like. i hate the current way packs r#structured and if its gonna stay sims 4 thats gonna continue to be the standard. ughhhhh.#also idk how i feel abt cc kits like. i like tht the creators will be paid for work and that console players can have cc or whatever but#idk . i already dont particularly like Kits i think like. idk.... i kinda wish the cc kits would just be free but the creators Obviously r#still played. or have something similar to like#is it like. bethesda i think has its own mod thing that works on console.. itd be nice to have something like that instead#but also ig asking ea to maintain an online gallery of any sort is sort of asking to be disappointed LOL#idk man. im just bummed.... i feel like itd be better to just. leave ts4 behind and if they rly want to Divert from linear sims games they#should like#Make a game that's BUILT for that like. a sturdy foundation that would make ppl want to keep playing so long. idk..#and also like..so many features i personally would want in a sims 5 arent like. things that could be updated in ts4#like we arent gonna ever get open neighborhoods like ts3#and i get those were laggy for a lot of ppl but i honest to goodness feel like it could be optimized and fixed#But. that would be work for ea DJFNFJFN so. wtvr#sry. i try to be like. charitable ik the actual sims team work hard and stuff but it feels like nothing is given the time it needs to be#fully thought out..#also like. 1. i dont think ea would have Paid fixes for their jank ass game which is one of the biggest benefits of mods#at least id hope they wouldnt thatd be disgusting. but like. i feel like a sizable subset of mod benefits is the fixes#like. whenever a new pack drops there are immediately 500 fixes for it in order for it to be At all functional or enjoyable 😭😭😭 idk ..#not that. idk ig it only said Creator focused kits so itll probably mostly be cas stuff anyway. but idk man... just a bit hrm to me#ig that does make sense. bc having gameplay mods or anything like that i dont think like. idk if ea would do patches for it or if theyd have#the creator do patches or what#idkidkidk. im just very .#also sims movie i dont careee im fucking sick of like. videogame franchise movies stop it. ik i dont have to see it i just think its lame.#and also im still mad abt the mc movie yeah.
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
I have this feeling that I have unofficial beef with my neighbor...
#text#okay so if you wanna know:#this old lady above our apartment didn't like me even before I moved in#when she first met me we had some guys over who uninstalled and took away the old kitchen cause we were getting a new one#and she instantly tried to file some sort of complaint that it was apparently against the house rules to put spacious furniture into the#elevator without some sort of cover because the elevator could get scratches or something but get this#there was nothing in the house rules that said this. my dad even asked the ppl in charge of the house rules and they confirmed that#pretty weird isn't it? well haven't seen each other too often so I had the fortune of not having to put up with her... until 2 days ago#I just did my laundry and wanted to put it up on the communal drying rack in the basement#you also have to know that the neighbors to the right of us smoke weed. A LOT. I don't rly care you do you but they seem to smoke 24/7#So much their entire apartment reeks of weed and they actually open their apartment door for like 1 hour in the evening to air#and of course our entire floor smells. so I get into the elevator and wanted to press the button for the basement floor but I notice it#suddenly goes up. and I'm just like okay fine.... until I run into the weird old lady and we stare at each other awkwardly#and I'm like “well... you need to go up or down...?” and she's like “I need to go down but I don't wanna get into the elevator with you..”#(get ready for what she says next) “... because your laundry smells” and you should have seen my confusion. I was so damn close to saying#“you think I put WEED into my laundry?? are you sure???” but I didn't say anything and just went well okay then not ig#So I go to the basement and put up my laundry a little bewildered but still mostly amused go back up and sleep over it#Well today I returned from college and went down to collect the laundry when I found a little piece of paper hung right next to it that said#“when you leave the washroom turn of the lights” but I swear to god I put out the light I'm 100% sure. And like she also knew I was down#there cause I was in the elevator and like why would someone put in all this effort to print out a piece of paper instead of just turning#the lights off themselves??? Idk maybe I rly did leave the lights on and this is a weird paranoia I'm having#but I can't shake of the feeling that it was her and she's trying to beef with me rly hard. idk old ppl are so weird man...
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
I usually leave my DMs open universally for comm requests, but that horse is dead and I'm putting dms on just for people I follow again <3
#time and time again I post a picture of myself and time and time again I get got#and then a few long months later I'm like after all why not#why shouldn’t I post a picture of myself#that being said credit where credit is due telling me I'm cute is definitely not the worst I've ever gotten#so it's all good#I'm just not gonna answer esp if you follow my ART BLOG because of my face#in retrospect I was completely wrong to post 1 photo of myself I guess#just don't want a repeat of that guy who followed me and was like here I followed you now you have to pay attention to me and asked me like#increasingly strange questions about Kyle McLachlan and Isabella Rossellini's sex scene in blue velvet#and what my favorite part of it was#full disclosure blue velvet is not even that graphic#and then I was like “what possessed this person...” but then I remembered there was 1 picture of me on this blog and I was like “Oh yeah”#and deleted it#so in retrospect again I have nothing to say for myself#*turns my blog into an actual blog and then gets cursed by a witch who wishes me to only post art* “get her ass”#anyway#wmp talks
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
another funny thing is how every single thing produced or written by a doctor on something that is not commonly diagnosed is like, come on, we're trying!!!! remember that we're trying!!! if a doctor doesn't have the information you need, it's not necessarily their fault, they're working with whta they have :(((( come oooonnnn, it's probably that doctor's birthday, he's just a little doctor birthday boy. you're going to be mad at him on his birthday? wow. did you know every doctor was born on the same day so when you are mad at one you're mad on ALL of our birthdays? we're trying!!!! remember that we're trying!!!! we don't have the resources!!!! and we're not going to look for them <3
#i wished i lived in this fantasy world where the active resistance of doctors wasn't completely destroying my life#where it was just a matter of not knowing and not active hostility#it's one thing for a doctor to be like oh hm i don't know let me try looking into this or referring you to someone who might know#but 90% of doctors i've dealt with have been like lmao suffer and didn't try anything or refer me anywhere#and even if they DO that they are punished. my current psychiatrist(s) does so much and gets swatted down at every turn#and to be clear the last 10% here tried one (1) thing (basic metabolic workup) and then when it showed nothing were like#okay you are fine 🙏 bye#i do not have very much love for doctors and sorry to bitch about that all the time but as an offshoot of my last post#i cannot complain around my family because then it's like uwu 🥺 did you tell the doctor you have a dog. did you tell him you have a dog.#did you tell the doctor you have a dog this could be a dog allergy did you tell him that you--#shoutout to the doctor who was helpful and then decided that he was done and just going to prescribe claritin#and then didn't even bother to do that when i went by the pharmacy#not that it really matters i already did antihistamines but it was a good try <3#should we throw a party <3 should we invite the nurse that when i burst into tears said nothing and just walked out <3#he at least humored me and ordered some more testing but only after making it clear that i was stupid for asking and that he was humoring m#got some of the results back and surprise surprise it's very autoimmune#health
4 notes
·
View notes
Text
🙃
#my fault for saying yes technically but my manager asked if i can come in today bc someone called out#i was asking about my schedule and she was like 'im adding you to monday' (i was only scheduled tomorrow and tuesday)#and when i asked 'so im not coming in today right?' bc nothing about that was mentioned she said we'll see what my hours#were for the past week#so#guess im going into work :')#as stated my fault for saying yes but in my mind i 1) could have just not and assumed i wouldnt be scheduled#2) the more hours i work rn the more im paid AND it makes up for how much less ill be paid come august (ill only be able to work a certain#number of hours) and 3) i technically didnt have plans today (i had 1 but its a plan that could be any day of the week)#so im just gonna double check w my manager later that the rest of my week is set/im not gonna be coming in after tuesday#bc i would like to plan the rest of my week and do stuff w family as well as just. yknow. personal projects#anYWHO#my period's also supposed to be soon so thats another factor to my not wanting to work but that one is an easy one to ignore lol#amber's shit you can ignore
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
im thinking again
#ive been dealt the bad hand; the worse hand; the hand from the arm from the body#im just.....okay#Well aaaa its weird#nothing anyone says to me is to *me*#which is fair-- no one knows me. but i do wish i got it. i dont know#the passing of time is still my worst enemy#i love everyone so much. itssssssweird.#if youre following these posts and saw the last one: i think i am still gonna die soon. awwh man. i dunno#but i have no reason to go on truthfully and i dont feel like finding one#im tired and sad OK?#i do want an acknowledgement again#and if you're following these posts im going to do the same thing i did last time and talk to the three tumblr blogs:#1. hi. i really like you. i admit it. j think youre really cool and all. uh okay im supposed to ask a question so here; how are you? well i#hope. k dont know. i havent been reading up like i should be and as for the second blog im talking to here i also havent been reading up lik#e i should im very sorry. i will make that journal again though.#and third blog: hi!! i still have no clue how to do that one thing but youve really gotten me into the hypothetical idea of differences base#f off of like ...area. the thing you said about that one thing.! i javwnt been doing much about it but thinkin but you know thinkin is fun.#i do want to do reading on it but ive been very sad lately and i cannot be bothered#this is really fun talking to people like this. um#youre very cool blog one ive been becoming a big fan of you again#blog two.if you see this: i want you-- I'm sayin that to specify that I'm talking to you. but i dont. anyway: uh. oh no i forgot what i was#gonna say#okay here's to not talking to anyone particular:#i want to do drugs. its the only way ill be able to handle all this.but i... oh hey i have melatonin!!#hmmmmmm#idk#it just puts me to sleep and i hate sleeping cause im always having bad dreams-- both nightmares and just dreams that Suck-- but...... im#desperate.#okay im gonna take a normal dose and just keep it together i hope#I hate sleeping
2 notes
·
View notes