#LITERALLY HOW DID THEY DO THAT
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The stewards of the old world are always keen to give you a glimpse of their might... According to legend, the ancients built specialized chambers to seal away false prophets.
The Arcane is waking up.
#arcane#melvik#mel medarda#mel arcane#viktor#viktor arcane#spoilers#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#wake up friends - mel and viktor are doing that thing again#I was mentally out of commission after act 2 but after sitting and thinking about this? season 1 parallels were crazy. but this. is INSANE#by the way - this is nowhere near all of them. i did not include dialogue. this MIGHT be HALF of them. i hit image limit here#at this point i don't know whose fight is gonna be crazier. viktor and jayce's or viktor and mel's lolololol#i support mage on mage violence#okay real talk. why are mel and viktor explicitly paralleled more than basically any other characters#it's bc this is the story of the Arcane literally. they are piltover and zaun's only mages respectively. the Arcane is waking up etc.#the macro narrative is about different kinds of magic rising to power again in a place like piltover/zaun which is a refuge from mages#and it's about how they clash - or work together - because the history of the rune wars is repeating itself#also viktor was a false prophet and mel... may not be#it's because the Arcane speaks through them and the show is about what that means and the consequences
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i. when i was 19 and in a very hetero relationship, i fell in love with Andrea Gibson.
ii. we were poor so i was going to community college and also working a full-time job. i was miserable. the nicest thing that happened to me during that time was that someone bought me a free coffee. i had been sobbing in the corner of the library. she said you look like you needed help. i was so sad at the time that i was looking for "the sign". almost like a mantra, i'd say things like if there's a nice sunset, i won't kill myself tomorrow.
iii. you know, in all that time, i never wanted anything. the idea of desire was so foreign to me that i couldn't conceptualize a favorite color. what is want in the voidspace?
iv. andrea was the first, is the thing. i found their work on button poetry. i watched a poem once and then twice and then sat back and thought to myself - what i had been writing was not poetry, it was reaction. what andrea was writing was poetry. i knew it had to be, because it burst inside of me. i looked down and a hole had torn open. there was nothing for it. i put my hands inside the wound and started to pull.
v. it was slam poetry and then pretentious poetry and then esoteric poetry and then the black mountain poets and then tender buttons and then back to slam again and then back to the classics and theory and the academic shit and then finally thank-god understanding started dawning and then upwards into contemporaries and inwards into why aren't i writing something real and then realizing i never understood anything then crying about three syllables that don't sound right and then sunning myself outside of the emily dickinson house and then back to slam and back to the roots of it and backwards into -
vi. and the joy! holy fuck i wish i could tell you about it. on the back of ink came life. it was community and safety and pushing limits. it was saying oh yeah no i'm gay and oh shit i'm nonbinary. it was a cliche; life like a map just exploding. because i knew - i had my thing. wherever i went, so too would come writing.
vii. on saturday i reached 7,700 poems on here. i made myself a gin and tonic to celebrate. i have been writing seriously, almost-every-day, sometimes multiple times a day - for over 10 years. i started this, became this - because i saw someone stand on stage and say something i knew to be poetry.
viii. andrea died today, july 14th, 2025, at the age of 49.
ix. i will never have the words for what they gave me.
#sorry for bad numbers in the OG. fixed.#@ the INCREDIBLY weird and insensitive person who sent me hatemail about this saying it is#''for clout'' and i'm ''acting like we were besties'' .... ?????????????#first of all i don't publish hatemail die mad about it#secondly do you genuinely think a piece reflecting on the way a poet has shaped my work & my identity#is ''clout chasing''?? WHO THE FUCK WOULD GIVE ME CLOUT FOR THIS???#3rd i hate you & ur blocked#okay thanks!!!! <3#cannot BELIEVE they called it ''jumping on the bandwagon'' (...what bandwagon)#and ''clout chasing''....#bitch i do not need to chase clout. i am an internet poet with a quarter of a million followers . i did that myself.#i already HAVE clout.#and reflecting on those who came before me? shaped me?#showed me a life that i LOVE and honor and have DEDICATED myself to??#.... that has nothing to fucking do with CLOUT. that is respecting the fucking ground that i lay on.#that is acknowledging i literally would be NOTHING if it weren't for THEM SPECIFICALLY and how their work influenced me#them and so many others i owe SO much to.#that - beloved!!! - is actually something called GRATITUDE.
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Long distance besties. This definitely happened after the third movie (source: trust me bro)
Based on this

#anyways time to yap in the tags 😋☝️#but first ummmm lemme just tag some shit#how to train your dragon#httyd#httyd hiccup#hiccup haddock#hiccup horrendous haddock iii#toothless#httyd toothless#ok i think that its done#anyways this definitely happaned after the dragons left like just trust me bro 🙏🙏🙏🙏#omfg i wanted to make this with hijack as well cause lol. do you get it. they're long distance LOLOLOL#maybe i will make it who knows. is it weird to make the same art trend with different characters??#OH WAIT FORGOT ANOTHER TAG#hicctooth#is this the duo name for them#or is it called#hictooth#doesnt matter. what matters is that theyre literally the definition of platonic soulmates bro#like wtf i love them#sorry for making them look miserable i didnt meant for them to look lile that 😭😭😭😭#omg with that being said#BROOOOOO I AM NOT GONNA DRAW DRAGONS ANYMORE IM DONEEEEE HOW DO YOU DRAW DRAGONS 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏#anyways first attempt do you like it. SAY YES RIGHT NOW#if you read this much till the end you need to kiss me rn muah muah muah#also say i did a good job at making them look like cookies like#say it rn#okie bye byeeeeee#I FORGOT TO ADD HIS BRAID IM GONNA KMSSSSSS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#omg i failed
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hi americans. do you feel helpless and scared? do you have access to a phone? boy, do I have the product for you!
it's "call your House representatives right fucking now"!
so the senate passed HR1 aka the big beautiful bill aka "let's slash the budget for every single public social service including planned parenthood clinical services, SNAP, and medicaid, while tripling ICE's budget and rolling back environmental protections" bill
here's what to do!
enter your zip code here to find your rep's name and number, as well as a script to read. if you want to go off-script, this site has some general tips.
call.
rinse and repeat every day
that's it!
I don't care if you don't think it's the most effective method of protest. you can do other things on top of this, it takes almost no time, and it's not going to hurt our chances at blocking or delaying it so more terms will be cut from the bill
#tr*mp is pressuring lawmakers to get this passed by the 4th of july so GET ON IT!!#if you send me an ask telling me you did it and who you talked to I will assign you a bird. even if ur on anon i will read your vibes#only cool people will actually do this btw#current events#us politics#etal.txt#immigrant rights#trans rights#abortion rights#climate change#if you send me an ask telling me how useless/indirect a form of resistance this is good job you win the helpful and literate award#i know ok my rep is genuinely rotten to the core and I’d sooner spit in his face than give him the respect of looking him in the eye#and yet Grady The Intern who answers his phones doesn’t care about that. he cares about how many calls he recieves.
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my chemical romance taken on a 2008 digital camera as god intended
#how the fuck did I get us from the back of literally 65000 people to close enough to do this#insane insane insane#personal#mcr#my chemical romance#wwwy 2024
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i'm really so curious how deeply tbhx is gonna go with its whole premise of "heroes are made and gain powers based on trust" because i really wasn't anticipating that
1) moon/xiao yueqing has teleportation-based powers but because everyone wants her and nice to stick together, her teleportation leads back to nice which was INSANE to me
and
2) lin ling is becoming increasingly more worried about being clean and perfect which is a side effect of nice's image of perfection which is indicating that this whole trust system can have mental effects??? and that's horrifying to me???
we are 2 episodes in, how deep is this gonna go
#pj talks#y'know this kinda makes how moon didn't rly fight during the first ep fight make a little more sense#'cause like if her only thing is being able to tp to nice and they're kinda in a very enclosed space#where the termination letters are getting shot out and all then she can't do much#also moon's entire job kinda being planned from the start even from when she started travel-blogging.......#we're probably never gonna see moon again after that episode and thank GOD for that go get your life back queen#but thank you for the bits of your life you did tell us#i'm eating this shit up#eh y'know what#to be hero x#need to see other ppl speculate on how bad this could get#also need other ppl to be rly deeply worried about the mental side effects thing w me#bc i was considering that#before the episode#is it possible for ppl to believe so hard in lin ling being nice that lin ling starts to just forget who he is#but i was like. pshhhhhh no right.#that couldn't happen right?? you can't literally affect his brain and sense of self right??#um well. i'll be the first to say i was Wrong
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Something about Viktor and Jayce waking up and cuddling in bed idk. I was sleep deprived and finished this at 6am in the morning after being up all night. So that’s why the lighting doesn’t make the most sense.
#jayvik#arcane#jayce talis#arcane jayce#viktor arcane#and they’re t4t bc why not#I loves them so much im sending pipe bombs to their residence as we speak /j#no but fr I love them so much they’re so special to me#fun fact this was gonna be no beard Jayce and uhh normal hair Viktor but my hands had other plans lol#idk how the hell I did this#ngl I’m embarrassed about posting this cause I literally JUST drew it this morning and I feel like I’m asking for attention#which is exactly what I’m doing I wanna show it off and that’s okay#be cringe be free#my art#also this is uhh relatively low effort I cleaned it up as much I could before I didn’t want to anymore#bc remember I was very sleepy when I made this#okay im gonna stop adding tags bc now im just stalling bye
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"AI does this better than me :("
"My work is never as good as AI's :("
"I have to use AI to be good :("
you're devaluing yourself. AI is not smart, it's not creative, it just has access to the whole internet at once (which btw includes all the wrong things), and guess what, so do you. You're better than the plagiarism machine and you've been lied to and told that it's smarter than you and I hope you stop believing that because you deserve better
#you can learn and you can grow and evolve and all AI can do is steal more shit and mash it together#everything you do has worth and everything AI does is fucking nothing#how do you think people get good at what they do? How did we do it before this ai shit was shoved down our throats??#the self consciousness of people today is horrific and i hate what this ai propaganda did to some wonderfully creative people#especially if you're doing fan content#literally all you need to do fan content is to be a fan and make things. noone expects them to be good. literally noone.#do it scared and do it bad but do it yourself and you'll actually be able to look at your work and be proud of it one day#and then it'll be worth it#sorry for the rant but i feel really bad for people who think like that#anti ai#fuck ai#anti ai art#kawa rambles#rant
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toxic yuri this toxic yuri that. and just when you think it couldnt get any crazier they break out the spinning piano
#i like cant emphasize enough that this is a five min clip but every five min of the show is like this. the devils mask im 😭#god. like its SO unserious and i am laughing rn but also extremely serious how did i forget this was the scene she confessed in#oniisama e#rei asaka#no one worry about the doll thing its fucked up i promise#nanako misonoo#this was literally the scene that made me go ahahaha what the fuck are we all doing here lol upon first watch#dear brother#riyoko ikeda
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it took me 964 applications. i've been counting, but not well. i don't always add every quick-apply to the spreadsheet. this one was five rounds of interviews. saying my elevator pitch like a parrot, peppy and happy. for a long time, i didn't hear anything from them. i thought it was the same as always - they say where did we find you, seem excited, then ghost me. i had sent three follow-up emails hi, just checking in! excited for this opportunity!
i have a master's degree and over 10 years of work in the industry. i've worked 5 jobs at once. i have worked hard and i tried hard my entire life, no matter how burnt out i got or whatever else happened to me. i am the representation of the american dream.
but i'm not a good fit for an entry-level job, i guess, so i get told a lot we just don't think you're be happy. but they fill other positions internally, instead saying - well, there was another candidate who had 6 more days of experience. if i'm lucky, i get this sad little email back from the recruiter, all saying the same thing: we liked you, but we went with another option, good luck job hunting. that is - if i'm lucky, and they even communicate at all with me.
what a waste of fucking time. i've been counting interviews - i am a fucking master total of 42 fucking hours. can you fucking believe. i would have made rent if they'd fucking paid me.
and now nobody does remote, even though this is a job that for the last five years has been remote-completely. now they are paying 14 an hour for a job that used to be 33.50. now they are saying we are looking for rockstars and mean we don't give you health insurance. "we need someone motivated and a little crazy" translates to you will have one day of PTO annually. every job board filled with the same AI-generated bullshit of "our values/join our family/Make Waves With Us". they need to be constantly growing. who knows if they're genuinely hiring.
sometimes i want to write did you know i saved a life once into the cover letter. sometimes i want to put a little secret in there, a little short story about how when i was a kid i used to dream of speaking to my plants. i have the same six conversations with people and answer the same eight questions. sometimes at the end they'll throw something in there that's completely irrelevant. what is my go-to belting song (and yes, they say, there is a wrong answer). what animal would i turn into. what's the most reactive element i've had direct contact with. do i know how to lift an elephant.
964 feels like a nice number, somehow round and pleasing. sometimes i have nightmares where the spreadsheet grows arms and strangles me to death. i saw an old friend in one of these recently; he said the earth will end and you'll still be applying until you run out of breath. 964 is a lot of time to spend filling out an application on a site that doesn't load properly and just steals my information.
one time in desperation i applied for a supermarket position. just anything to make the ends meet, good lord, i'd take anything. i was rejected from it. i'm not, like, proud. i'd take anything so i can afford to live again. and meanwhile, god! our fucking president!
i can't think about it without shaking. i had to beg for help. i paid my own way through college - i have been working (under the table) since i was 12.
nine hundred and sixty-four. and finally! something! and here's the fucking thing: i had to turn it down because it's in your city. how pathetic to think that 2 months ago, i would have agreed to move out to DC, my hands in your hair. my life splashed on your sheets. how pathetic that 2 months ago, you said you wanted me. 964 fucking jobs later, and how pathetic! i can't say yes because my life is entirely different. holy shit.
it's just hell. because god fucking protect you if you have a breakup or a mental breakdown or health issues or need your meds. you can try for a year and still hear fucking nothing from the job market. i have no idea how many times i've said i give up and i still fucking kept doing it. every moment like sandpaper against a raw wound. lowering and lowering my expectations. watching my savings dwindle to nothing. thank you for submitting your application!
back into the frying pan. over and over again.
#spilled ink#warm up#you have no idea what the fuckkkkk this did to my psyche lol#you keep showing up in my dreams and i'm like ..... isn't it enough u broke me. and broke my heart.#isn't it enough i believed in the lies u fed me? how i saw the BEST in you - ironically! i still do! i still think you're just... scared#that something in you broke and you never learned how to treat other people right bc if you get mean first#it protects you - isn't it enough that you smeared me to your friends and told this huge elaborate story#about how i am a terrible person and a terrible partner. about how (after HOURS of me holding u. speaking to u. being ur therapist)#i am the one who ''abandoned'' our relationship. i am the one who ''doesn't listen''. god fucking damn it#it's been too long . i am literally already fucking doing the thing i always do. where i start blaming myself#bc i always do. i question my own motives. i think - maybe i WASNT doing the right thing!#and then i'd apologize to you. ignore the ways u had been SO cruel and unkind to me . bc i wanted it to be okay#this is our fucking pattern. you said to me ''i feel like i can't say anything right'' when i was like '' u just have to say it more kindly#i listened. i tried. i sobbed myself to sleep at night. i tried being quiet. i tried getting loud. i tried apologizing. i tried#standing my ground. i was so fucking exhausted. i just wanted my fucking best friend back. the person you were with#vanishing frequency - the girl i was DEVOTED to. and the paywall to meet her was just... higher and higher and higher#i fell for you and ur rabbit teeth and ur laughter and how ur hands look. i wrote u a fucking book#i would have given up my entire life. seeing my family and friends. watching my nephew age. i would have.#i didn't tell u about this job bc i was hoping we could break out the 'secco. kiss. make plans to move in together#and the whole time. behind my back ....... u were making up this narrative. i said to u - ''i think u hate me''. & i really think u did.
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Hi I'm still alive btw have some disciple ver. bingyuan
found little binghe in the woodshed with a ruined hand :(
#I am Gludgenbell and you'll never see me draw the same design twice apparently#literally the next drawing to finish is a different version of shen yuan#also I am a believer that sy would totally heal people left and right if he found out how to do it#he's a protector hes a mother hes a defender#yes I did read sy qian cao fics again and I think theyre RIGHT HE WOULD HEAL YOU#if you happen to be a problematic man in pidw anyway#okay real tag time lol#art#my art#<- i always forget this tag smh#digital art#svsss#scum villian self saving system#bingyuan#luo binghe#shen yuan
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one day, I will set this right
#kh#kingdom hearts#kh terra#kh fanart#my art#I finished terra's part of bbs today#I knew WHAT happened but not HOW y'know?#ouch man. ouch.#honestly did not expect him to become my favorite wayfinder#I should've known really I'm a huge sucker for possession tropes#especially if they're super tragic#AND DUDE WAS LITERALLY SPLIT INTO THE 3 FUNDAMENTAL PARTS OF A HUMAN BEING#which is in the process of doing something terrible to my brain#so um. if you're a terra enjoyer hmu seriously#I'll probably be making more fanart for him anyways#sorry for the ramble#can't wait to see him again in III <3#hashtag terradefender4ever#hashtag eatshitxehanort
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bring your son to work day
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#tsumsted wonderland#sorry this might be it guys#just kind of burnt out right now#i am enjoying the event though! i love these silly beanbags and their charming little adventures#can't wait for silver-tsum to wake up just long enough to take a bullet for malleus-tsum#and i extra extra love malleus and his beanbag both being SO passive-aggressive about missing the pile-up#the solution: DANCE PARTY#APPARENTLY#between this and glorious masquerade i'm starting to think this is malleus' solution to everything#(is this how episode 7 will end) (we DO traditionally get an end-of-episode rhythmic...)#also a+ some truly excellent spritework going on in this on#(sebek crunches down slightly 'RIDE ME WAKATSUMSAMA') (long beat) (malleus and tsum just sliiiiiide away screen left)#genuinely so much funnier than a literal depiction could ever be#anyway i did some careful calculations re:the probability of upcoming cards that i absolutely need and long story short#i am key-poor but tsum!malleus-rich >:)#(immediately goes through and switches all his lesson sprites to having a tsum wobbling on his head) worth it#now watch next month they're going to give us a white rabbit rerun with malleus and/or lilia as the frilliest froufrou bunnies#and i will be thoroughly effed
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MAN I WAS ALREADY NOT HAVING A GOOD TIME MAKING THIS BUT THEN I NEEDED TO CHANGE SOMETHING AND THIS PROMPT CAME UP WHEN I TRIED TO SAVE IT YOU KNOW WHAT I THINK I'll JUST DIE
HERE IT IS WITHOUT THE PROMPT IF ANYONE CARES
#ok so yeah after it came up i did edit it a bit so that it'd make more sense since you know.... yooyhun doesnt have a .png extension#um so i was sobbing like a baby while making this actually#shaky lines? that was me trying to draw while my vision blurry af#thats.... that's literally yoojin's baby#im so fucking destroyed bro#they could never make me hate you yoohyun#you were doing the best that you could#actually sobbing as im writing this holy shit#how do you expect me to be nonchalant when they're like this#sctir#han yoohyun#han yoojin#tsctir#so basically the point is i never draw yoohyun for my mental wellbeing actually#its insane#my s class hunters#the s classes that i raised#s classes that i raised#tsctir spoilers#myart
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OSCAR GETS PRETTY PRIVILEGE BECAUSE I SAY SO ☝️☝️💥💥💥🗣️🗣️
+ some bonus boyfriends


#hnnnggghh Oscar……….#idk I just woke up the other day like I need to draw Oscar being pretty so I did#Oscar’s the type of pretty guy that refuses to believe he looks even half decent#he’s like what no I’m literally just some guy what do you mean you think my smile’s attractive Noel shut up#also he doesn’t know how to flirt and can nevvveerrrr tell when someone’s flirting with him#at least the normal flirting he knows too well about the repressed gay catholic ways of flirting. and he doesn’t like that he does#what anyway I’ll shut up#artists on tumblr#malevolent#malevolent fanart#malevolent podcast#oscar malevolent#noel malevolent#charlie dowd#john malevolent#arthur lester#arthur lester and his three boyfriends#holy ghost ship
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Iconography
#artistic nudity#trans#These two literally make me so sick i cant stop thinking abiut them😭#how are you that transgender how did they do it#roxy lalonde#dirk strider#my art#zan0tix#I am writing a poem about them let me cook#how crazy is it that they canonically chose their names pronouns and gender presentation guys.#scratching my butt
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