#Not gonna provide context it’s just stupid fandom discourse

[northstarscowboyhat]

I gotta learn to stay off utdr fan spaces that aren’t specifically uty

[xnixnbvg]

Henlo... I suppose you somehow found me, since I didn't use the tags I always frequent in order to push it. For starters let me answer your questions.

Q. Why did you leave, pleasantspark? Was it because of your recent post involving losing a friend? A. Yes, and no. The thing is. I wanted to abandon that account for a LONG time, the account had been around since I'd say 2023 that it's filled with BS that i cannot keep up with and since it has old fanfictions I can't really you know, update I had to leave it as such. I am unable to do the great migration to do so. So thats that. I had been wanting to leave the account behind to start anew. My FYP reflects a past of me I don't want.

Q. What is your new guidelines? A. If you ever follow me, I'd probably not FB unless you are someone I recognize that's in my inner circle. I appreciate the follow though, it's really kind. But other than that, I am cultivating an adult space.

Q. When are you going to migrate all of your fics over? A. When I can hopefully.

Q. You support XYZ, so I think your XYZ. A. I literally do not care about labels anymore. I do not want the drama or discourse because I really do not care. However I do want to preface something. I don't want drama on my main.

Q. Are you going to link your old socials? A. You can find them on my archived account.

Q. Why is pleasantspark still active? A. People have admitted within the old community I frequented in to sitting on names to use in order to frame people, so to not give them any satisfaction I have decided to leave the name intact, I will be periodically checked in on other websites so they can't really claim I'm gone for long.

Q. Problematic Media and Fandoms Opinion? A. I don't care, I write what I want and know and keep to my circles.

Q. What is your DNI? A. Right now? PedoZoo and Pro Contact people, I don't need it. I am fine with having civil discussions on things people don't like (Which blantantly I do not support most opinions that Anti's or Proshippers have but I am willing to have a calm discussion as long as you don't harass me.)

Q. Are you gonna open the Inbox? A. Not any time soon. I just moved in here. Opened.

Q. Aren't you XYZ? A. I am not any of those things, people have lied about me to start shit, because of some misunderstandings. In fact, I am vocal against actual bigots and I treat slurs as words that strip the meaning. People who think I am demeaning people hasn't actually provided proof I used it against people, other than it was placed in context of a post relating to someone, people use the term bigotry, ableism and racism as words and not offensive labels. People don't really have any real arguments to them, just that they are meaningless words people can assign to random strangers on the internet over them casually saying a slur, in short. I find offensive humor and language to be funny because "le swear word" and growing up on IDubbz, Smosh, etc. My Humor is perpetually 2010s COD Lobby core. I am consistent with my claims and the like, I do not support people saying slurs towards a disabled person, as I did call out Lio for the Rosa Call, but when I use it in any context it's to describe how stupid or borderline ridiculous something is. If you have to use that as me calling you it, then you might be looking too far into it.

Q. But you violated my boundaries. A. i didn't. For starters, you had went out of your way to interact with the person who initially violated your boundaries which never happened btb you reacted to their post in the same way as you did V's. So whose fault initially was that? If your boundaries was over a situation that you refused to let go because you continued talking about it, that means there was no boundaries you had, and therefore no one violated jackshit, section 2 of Bullshit had it in fine print, H. You have not been very honest with other people in the past, and you can't play the "Respect my wishes card" when multiple people have called you out for violation of their boundaries and wishes. You have decided unanimously that someone is a victim and whose not while also weaponizing your trigger word to win an argument online over a miscommunication, you are incredibly irresponsible because you didn't KNOW who could see that and use that against you, you claimed I am a bigot so you doxxed your trigger word to ME, not knowing I could use it at anytime, you're lucky I don't call people those words. You in fact had violated your own boundaries before me and someone else did. You should know that by now. You don't need a DNI List if you are not gonna bother maintaining it, or checking the sources you get them from, you also apparently stalk the people you block to continue talking shit or vague about them. So that also shows you do not care about your boundaries. You do not decide when to enforce it at all, if your not making any effort to keep up with it at all. You don't care for your own safety you care about appearances, and I have as little care for whatever bullshit you pulled out of your ass to block me for no reason. Because if I am blocked I stay blocked. That means no vaguing and no accepting asks about me. I know you went on Anon to harass me, someone told me you did.

Q. Okay but didn't you call him retarded? A. Bluffing, there was no video, there was no video and you can't watch it, you know why? Cuz it doesn't fucking exist. You see, I was tired of his bitchass crying so I basically decided to claim I had a video of me calling him names to get him to talk to me, the dude blocked me for calling his ass out over him being ableist to ME, and while he said I was a empath, which was HUGELY inaccurate, he decided to BLOCK me under the guise of "self healing" or some shit, I also did this move to prove to how little he actually cares on getting a fact straight. I even said I would publish the video, which I don't lie about, if you think I had a video of me calling someone who literally needs to touch grass a r slur, I would have published it? Yeah, because it doesn't exist. H doesn't do research against his claims and had said blatantly false allegations against MANY members of the CC and tried to walk back from accusing a CSA Survivor of heinous shit that the said CSA Survivors stalkers had said about them, when half of them support a person being creepy to a 14 year old. This is the second time he reported on something without checking the validation of the source. I also trolled him in that regard because he once again replied to me despite having me blocked proving he does not care for the sources he blocks, he still has A LOT to say,

Q. Okay but you support CSEM. A. If you are calling LoliShota CSEM, block me, I do not tolerate fictional disgusting shit with real life bullshit thats very harmful. I am a survivor of CSEM/CSA and the fact people conflate me saying to stop giving attention to proshippers. I said "I dont look for that shit and block the tags but can actually be respectful and not target people..." because some of them are MINORS? People conflate that as in the support/ownership of CSEM. This site has the most braindead people here omg.

Q. You have a rape fetish. A. CNC actually. There's a select few that had known this because it was between me and a group closest to me and my partner. People have assumed my recent postings suggest blatant support/likings of genuine rape. K buddo, listen, I like to explore dark aspects of things, I am not a proshipper nor darkshipper. I am someone who writes about macabre things due to my own experience, if you think I support rape, you are a vile piece of shit who doesn't know what the fuck you are talking about. Being told something three years ago doesn't actually mean you told me recently, I do not like publicizing my kinks at all, which is ridiculous too, if you're gonna accuse me of something then call me a CellFucker. Because at least it's true. (Also should I mention I am a victim of CSA/SA myself so why the hell would I support it?)

Q. Can you apologize to me and XYZ? A. Dm me, my account is not your personal diary nor blog because I am not publicizing a private fucking drama that is basically shit no one cares about because you refuse to do so on your own terms. Initially it was a shitty apology but three years a long time for someone to look back. I don't expect to be friends because I don't really want you in my life as for you.

Q. You're still a [blank] A. Okay call the police then if you believe so, do it, I live in Maryland. You already have my address send the police there to talk to me, like I said. If you genuinely believe I am all these spooky scary things you say I am, you'd do something but then again, you know its false. You are all the type of people to drag an actual predator into a call to yell at them and release them. All this is just you being performative and not caring for the people who you claim to care about. I already know what kind of people does this, people who prioritize calling out some random mentally ill person for daring to reblog a post that didn't have to do with something three years ago. If you feel so strongly about it, here, here's it all, why not have my Mom's Facebook too so you could send her gore since you all have done it before. Nevermind the fact you guys are all wasting your time harassing a 20 year old over petty bullshit that you can't bother to report. Some internet police you are, huh? (As you can tell this is sarcasm, but I made my point, if you believe in the shit you're spewing you'd be hard pressed to follow through with a report. In fact I told the police of it, and they asked me if it was fiction and I confirmed it was, they do not care this was back when I was still a child in the community where it was allowed. Meaning it's just pointless internet discourse that yields no results. If you're this desperate to call someone a pedo, you really want to see a actual kid be hurt. Stay in your corner and shut the hell up about shit you know nothing about. Stop reporting this bullshit to the FBI because you are wasting their time, you know something I said before not in defense of it, but actual facts that you don't want to know, every report of a loli drawing is a minute that could've gone to finding actual children. I am sick of this community conflating this shit, and it hurts real victims just as much as the consumption of it.)

Q. Don't you use AI? A. Its a tool dumbass, never use AI unless you are using it for tools, LIKE INTENDED, Or upscaling images, Its a okay to trace over AI too.