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How do you think caleb or any of the others lads guys would react to their wife lactating? 👀 do you think that they'd be down to try it? I love your writing!! 💗💗
Honey, is that...? 🍼
(wc. 2.1k) How would the LADS boys react when they spot you, their wife, lactating?
featuring: rafayel x reader, sylus x reader, caleb x reader, zayne x reader, xavier x reader (all separate) warnings: mild smut, mdni.
a/n: first request down! i definitely think all of the boys would be down to try it LOL. i had so much fun writing this. hope you guys enjoy! c:

🧜 RAFAYEL:
At first, you think Rafayel’s being moody because of something work related. Probably just something about him not getting inspiration for his next piece.
He's quiet during dinner, pushing his food around with the fork, glancing at you between bites but saying nothing. Then he sighs. Dramatically. Like you’ve just told him the love of his life is marrying someone else.
“Do you need the tub prepared?” you ask, gently patting the baby's mouth with a cloth as your baby drifts off to sleep, full and milk-drunk in your arms.
He shrugs. “No.”
Another sigh. Even more dramatic this time.
You narrow your eyes. “Okay, what’s wrong with you?”
Silence.
You put the baby down in the bassinet, tiptoeing back to the couch where he’s brooding like a man personally victimized by your child. You sit beside him and poke his thigh.
“Rafayel. Talk.”
He doesn’t answer at first. Just shifts in his seat dramatically, like you should already know why he’s in a mood.
You raise a brow. “Raf?”
“…Why does he get to taste it?” he finally mutters.
You blink. “What?”
Rafayel lifts his gaze, eyes narrowed. “Your milk. The baby gets all of it. Meanwhile, I, your husband, don’t even get to try?”
You stare at him, baffled, amused, a little turned on by how offended he looks.
He shifts closer suddenly, tone softening like he’s trying to guilt you.
“You used to let me suck on them all the time,” he mumbles, voice pitiful. “Now I get nothing.”
“Rafayel Qi,” you say, laughing despite yourself. “You’re jealous of your own child?”
“He doesn’t even appreciate it,” Rafayel huffs dramatically. “He’s just... drinking. No compliments. No praise. No loving gaze. No eye contact.” He places a hand over his heart. “He doesn’t deserve you.”
“You want to flirt with my boobs while I’m nursing?”
He nods solemnly. “And after.”
You blink. “Raf.”
“No, no, go ahead. Ignore me. That’s fine.” He gestures grandly, flopping back on the couch like a neglected kid in a drama.
“I mean, I get it,” Rafayel huffs, gesturing vaguely toward the baby now blissfully passed out at the bassinet. “He needs it. It’s nourishment. Bonding. Blah blah. But like, what about me? A stranger in my own marriage.”
You roll your eyes. “Then ask.”
He freezes. Turns to you slowly.
“…Seriously?”
You nod. “If you’re that curious, then fine. Go ahead.”
Wasting no moment, he immediately latches onto you, and his reaction is instant. His eyes roll back. A full-body shudder.
He suckles on your nipple with the eagerness of a thirsty man who had just found water after days of being dehydrated. When a bit of milk manages to escape from the side? He immediately laps it up, wasting no drop.
He pulls back, breathless. Dazed. “...Fuck."
Then he smirks.
“Alright. New plan. Let’s have six more kids.”
You shove him off the couch.
🐦⬛ SYLUS:
Everyone in the N109 Zone knows that Sylus doesn’t kneel.
He doesn’t plead.
He doesn’t repeat himself.
He doesn’t need to.
He gives orders, and people obey. His name alone strikes fear into civilians and corrupt officials alike. He's the kind of man who takes what he wants, and everyone bends at his will.
But you?
You’re the one thing he never commands.
Because with you, he never wants to.
And right now? He’s at your feet.
Literally.
It starts when you’re in the privacy of your home, in a soft robe, curled on the couch with your baby fast asleep in the bassinet. You’re drowsy and glowing, eyes heavy from the feeding, your robe slipping just slightly to reveal a glistening patch where you’ve started to leak again.
Sylus was reading some documents, possibly just about a new batch of weapons shipped to one of his armories. All that boring stuff. When he looks at you, his eyes immediately zero to your chest.
He freezes.
The documents clattered to the ground.
You glance at him, confused. “Sylus?”
But he’s already closing the space between you. You see it, the desire in his eyes as he kneels before you, palms on your thighs, breath hot and uneven.
���Please.”
His voice is hoarse. Ragged. Barely a whisper.
You blink. “Huh?”
“I need to taste you, sweetie.” He says it like it physically hurts to admit, jaw clenched.
“Can I try? Please?”
Your breath hitches. “Sylus—”
“I never beg,” he murmurs, leaning forward, brushing his lips against the skin of your breast. “But I’ll get on my knees for this. For you.”
He doesn’t ask again.
Just lowers his mouth to your breast and licks. The moment the white liquid hits his tongue, everything changes.
His lips part in stunned disbelief. Then, he groans, deep and guttural, like you just unlocked something feral in him.
“You taste sweet,” he rasps. He’s already latching on you again, open-mouthed, greedy.
“Fuck. You taste better than anything.”
You gasp, clutching at his shoulders as he begins to devour you. There’s nothing classy about the way he sucks at you–it’s messy, hungry, possessive. Like he’s waited his whole life for this and didn’t even know it.
You try to say something, to make a joke; “You’re worse than the baby.”
But Sylus growls into your skin, low and dark: “I’ll give you another one. I’ll fill you up again, if that’s what it takes to keep you like this.”
Your breath stutters. “Sylus—”
“No one else gets this. No one else gets to taste you like this.” He presses his palm to your womb. “You hear me? Only me.”
And you believe him. Because when Sylus Qin finds something he likes?
He gets it.
🍎 CALEB:
It starts with the panties.
Caleb thinks he’s subtle about it. Volunteering to do your laundry in the pretense that he 'just wants to help', setting aside a pair that smells like you, worn, soft, intimate. The design doesn't matter too, the one with lace? Spectacular. The cotton ones he bought with the apple patterns? Give him 14 of them right now. He tells himself it’s harmless, just something to keep close when you're gone on long shifts or too tired to stay up with him after work from the Hunter's Association.
When you've caught him in the act, all he does is raise an eyebrow, as if you're the one being strange.
“What?” he says, with that deadpan tone of his, nose still pressed into the fabric. “You smell nice.”
You should be flustered, but you’ve been married to this man long enough to know how weirdly intense he can be. It's part of the Caleb experience. When you tried scolding him because some of your pairs have gone missing, all he does is shoot you his signature puppy-eyed look.
But then after giving birth to your baby, everything changes. Your underwear drawer's surprisingly complete, and none of the pairs have gone missing. You'd think that maybe Caleb had just become too busy tending to the baby to even focus on his needs.
But what you don't notice is how his touches linger longer during nighttime cuddles, especially around your chest, or the way he glances at your shirt when it dampens just a little.
It happens when you’re fresh out of the shower. You're drying your hair, not noticing at first that the front of your shirt is damp. A few minutes later, you glance down and–
Oh.
You’re leaking.
“Caleb?" you call out, not thinking much of it, “I think I’m lactating again. I forgot to pump.”
You don’t expect a reaction. You expect him to say something like, ‘Want me to grab the pump?’
What you don’t expect is for Caleb to freeze in the doorway, eyes locked on the wet patch spreading across the fabric.
“...Again?” he says quietly.
You blink at him. “Yeah? That’s usually how it works.”
His eyes narrow, his jaw clenches, and before you can respond, he’s across the room, pushing your shirt up to your chest with eagerness, hunger glinting in those beautiful purple eyes.
“Let me taste.”
Your brain short circuits. “Wha–Caleb–?”
But he’s already there, lips closing around your nipple, hand firmly planted at your waist like he owns you.
And when he moans? You swear it’s the dirtiest sound he’s ever made.
He drinks like he’s been deprived. Like this was what he needed all along, and nothing else compares. Not the panties. Not your bath soap. Not even the taste of your skin.
No–this. This is divine. This is yours.
Later, when you're sprawled on the bed, dazed and breathless, he kisses your stomach and murmurs softly:
"Maybe we should have another baby. Just so you don't run out."
You laugh. “You're a freak.”
“I’m serious.”
He looks up at you, utterly sincere, eyes dark with something that’s not quite lust–it’s obsession, devotion, need.
And you know then: he’s addicted.
Not just to you.
But to every part of you.
☃️ ZAYNE:
You already knew Zayne had a problem with sweets.
The bakery receipts stuffed in his lab coat. The way he always “accidentally” wanders into the dessert section at the grocery store. The time he got bribed by Dr. Greyson with macarons.
But this?
You hadn’t seen coming.
It starts innocently enough; he’s helping you undress after a long day, brushing his fingers along the curve of your side as he unclasps your bra. You’re a few weeks postpartum, still sore and soft in all the ways he loves. He’s kneeling in front of you, peppering lazy kisses along your stomach when he notices the damp spot on your breast.
"Hmm?" He hums, brows furrowing. He leans in closer.
"You're leaking."
You sigh. “Yeah. I forgot to pump again. I’ll go get–”
“No,” Zayne cuts in, already cupping your breast in his hand. “Let me.”
“Zayne–!”
But he’s already latched on before you can finish, mouth closing around you like it’s second nature.
The first taste hits him like a drug.
His eyes widen.
Then flutter shut.
He moans. Actually moans. Like he just took a bite out of the best dessert of his life.
“Dearest,” he breathes when he finally pulls back, his lips still wet. “Why didn’t you tell me it tastes like this?”
You blink, a little dazed. “Like… what?”
He licks his lips. “Sweet. Warm...”
Then his gaze flicks up, dark and hungry. “Better than any dessert I've ever tasted.”
Your face flushes. “You’re insane.”
“Maybe,” he says, already nudging you backward onto the bed, crawling over you with sinful intent. “But you married me.”
And just like that, he’s latched on again, slow, thorough, absolutely obsessed. Like he’s savoring every drop. Like you’re his final meal, and he’s a man who’s starved.
When he finally pulls away, lips wet and pupils blown wide, he looks like he’s come undone.
Then, like it’s the most natural thing in the world, he mutters:
“…I think I need to adjust my meal plan.”
You raise a brow. “You’re joking.”
He shakes his head, dead serious. “You’re my new dessert. Effective immediately.”
⭐ XAVIER:
It’s still dark out when Xavier stirs beside you.
He wakes like he always does. Quiet, warm, arms automatically reaching for your sleeping form. He pulls you close, breath brushing on your neck, his hand splaying across your waist under the covers.
That’s when he notices it.
A damp spot on your shirt. Right over your chest. You’re on your side, curled towards him, unaware.
He blinks once. Then twice. Brain still foggy from sleep.
But then he leans closer, nose brushing against the fabric, breathing in the scent that’s distinctly you. Warm and milky. Sweet.
Something stirs in him. Not lust, something gentler. Deeper.
An ache in his chest he can’t explain. Like he wants to be closer, somehow. Like he needs to feel it. Taste it.
He shifts beneath the blankets, carefully nudging the neckline of your shirt down. He presses a kiss just above your nipple, reverent, before wrapping his lips softly around it.
You stir, eyelids fluttering. “...Xavi?” you murmur, voice gravelly with sleep.
“Mm,” he hums against your skin, mouth still lazily suckling. “Just helping.”
You blink blearily at him. “That’s… not how the pump works.”
“Don’t care,” he whispers. “Tastes better this way.”
You huff a soft laugh, too tired to scold him, too warm to care. “You’re unbelievable.”
He pulls back just enough to look at you, his dark hair tousled, eyes still heavy lidded.
“It’s comforting,” he says simply, like it’s the most natural thing in the world. “You’re comforting.”
And with that, he tucks himself back into your arms, head resting on your chest, one hand lazily cupping your breast. You feel the occasional soft suckle as he drifts off again, slow and rhythmic, like a baby himself.
You close your eyes.
The room is quiet. The baby’s still asleep. And for now... just for now, there’s no need to move.
You both fall back into sleep, tangled together, Warm, safe, and full.
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hi !! can i ask for watersports with rafie…. (luv your work btw ♡)
愛 ⋮ rafayel shows you his love for water .ᐟ
you should've known.
should've known that rafayel adores water. obviously.
but you never knew it'd be to this extent.
"what? can't hold it in anymore, ms. bodyguard?" his teasing remarks further fuels your scowl, an expression he finds satisfaction in as his index taps your exposed clit.
a yelp leaves you, biting on your lower lip as he laughs. "just let it go, darling." he tuts, his hand travelling up to where your bladder is located, ghosting.
"let m-me... pee... in—ah," your voice wavers, trying to steady your breath as he watches you form words after words, "bathroom, pl—ease..."
rafayel knows it's embarrassing for you, but it's something he has always jerked himself off way too many times. late nights when you're busy fighting wanderers and couldn't come to him studio, he'd wrap a calloused hand around his sensitive cock and think about how he'd love to have you piss on him. "fuck baby, stop being stubborn and just pee here."
his eyes would lower, finding how your hands are fisting the sheets of his bed. he knew you were holding onto that dignity to not let go.
you know him, he likes a challenge.
and when one present itself to him, he knows he will win.
"rafa!"
your scream was the absolute music to him ears. because as soon as you shook your head at him, the hand barely touching your bladder pushes down slowly to ignite a fire in you.
and then—
splash!
"oh fuck! yes, yes, yes, yes, yes," the artist would chant, pupils blown wide as he watches your warm liquid spray out of your peehole, the force so strong he can almost catch it on his mouth.
"s'embarassing! haaah, f—uck!" your hands immediately latched on his wrist where he's pressing you down to release all the pressure you're holding on.
additionally, you also found this quite hot. watching rafayel loose himself at the stream you're giving him. his mouth ajar as drools pools out and a few of your piss claims a spot on his face, which he doesn't seem to mind.
"fuuuck, so hot, baby," he smirks at you, going down your wet pussy to lick and lap at the remaining pee that's trickling down to your fluttering vagina, "need to clean you up." he smiles, before standing up and grabbing something on the bedside drawer.
"more, please?"
a goddamn water bottle.
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(from YUN. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ANON!! i had a fun time writing this though i would say it's rather shorter than i expected T^T hope you enjoyed this ♡)
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TYRANT- J. MILLER
day twenty four of the june bug masterlist
pairing: older! dilf! joel x fem! reader
word count: 1.4k
summary: you're home for the summer and the local bar is having a western night- and a certain older cowboy catches your eye. good thing you know how to lasso them in and ride them good...
warnings: SMUT- reverse cowgirl ofc, heavy praise kink, petnames, swearing, size kink, daddy kink, hair pulling, joel lowkey mocking and being all condensending, truck sex in the parking lot (kinda exhibitionism?), heavy flirting and sexual tension, intoxication
this is inspired by the time my local bar was hosting a country night and i made a "cowboys only" tramp stamp... yeah
“tyrant every time i ride it, every time i ride it/ make it look so good, try to justify it- boy, i know they're lookin' for me, how we gonna hide it?/ ride it like hydraulics, i am such a tyrant"- tyrant, beyonce
It had started as a joke.
And then, it hadn’t.
You had no marks on your skin, free of ink. Except for the eyeliner that had been used instead, for tonight.
It was Western Wednesday at the local bar- the go to spot back home surrounded by hay bales and tumbleweeds. Without a question being asked, you and your group of girlfriends had gathered at your house to get ready, talking over each other with excitement, catching up as you had all retunited from time away at school.
After a few drinks had been tossed back and rollers had been placed in heads of hair, you brought up the idea. It was silly, and you couldn't get through it without bursting out in giggles.
What if… what if I got a tramp stamp? Just for the night?
It had ended with you flat on your stomach, your friend scribbling your request in pretty font, just above where your thong poked out from your low rise jeans.
Cowboys Only, with a little bow under it.
It was teasing.
Poking out from under your little tank top whenever you lifted your arms up, throwing your head back to laugh and dance with your girls.
And it had gotten you exactly where you wanted to be.
On top of an older cowboy.
He had taken his time before he approached you. Heavy, heated gaze latched onto your figure as you slid past the wooden swinging doors, chatting with your crowd. Your eyes had met his instantly. Heat pooled in your panties and you knew.
That one. I want that one.
He was older, you could tell by his weathered hands and salt and pepper hair that framed his deep, dark puppy dog eyes. That had narrowed in on you.
Like a predator had found its prey.
You waited. You never claimed to be easy, even though you had spent your time gushing about how attractive the stranger in the corner was to anyone who’d listen. You had always joked to your girls about how badly wanted an older man to sweep you off your feet one of these nights.
You hoped tonight was the night.
It had taken a drink or two for you to let yourself relax a bit more, to get used to the buzz of the chatter and the neon lights of the bar. It was then you could dance, swaying your hips seductively side to side, feeling his eyes on you as he sipped on his beer.
Observing the little font that graced your lower back.
Your eyes met his again as you made your way up to the bar, sliding up next to him as you ordered a whisky sour.
“What's a pretty lil thing like you doing here on a Wednesday night?” he murmured lowly, breath smelling like mint and tobacco.
You hummed, watching as the bartender made your drink. “Western night. I like the cowboys.”
His eyebrow raised, a ringless hand drumming the oak bartop.
“S’that so sweetheart?”
You smirked, turning to flip up your shirt, exposing the font, and a good chunk of your little thong in the process. He had already seen it, of course. You had felt his eyes on you the whole time you had danced for him.
“You haven't seen?” you giggled seductively, throwing him a flirtatious little wink as you grabbed your drink from the bartender, tossing him an extra tip as you took a sip.
The mystery man leaned in close, a hand slipping down to cup the dip of your spine. You savoured the touch, his large palm covering the ink, warm and soft as he gripped you in place.
“You’re playing a dangerous game darlin.” he grumbled, southern drawl sending a shiver down your spine.
You hummed. Teasing him, as you leaned more into his touch. Letting his hand slide down to cup your ass, giving it a squeeze. Letting him be a disgusting pervert, when he knew he was so much better than that.
He was a gentleman. But you made him want to be anything but.
“How so sir?”
The name sent him spiralling. Fuck it.
“Because I’m twice your age, if not more darlin. And you’re making me think about dirty things.”
You battered your lashes at him, leaning down to rest your elbows on the bar, showing full cleavage. Doe eyes wide and innocent- while your actions were anything but.
“What things?”
“I wanna take you back to my truck and show you how a real man fucks. Cause I bet that pretty lil pussy hasnt been treated right by anyone your age.”
Well. That was the truth.
You wanted to find out what it was like, just once- to see where this could lead you. His dirty words sparked that flame in your lower belly, squeezing your thighs together.
Finishing your drink in one big swig, you slammed the glass down on the wood and whipped the remaining liquid that trickled from the corners of your mouth with the back of your hand.
“Well, what's stoppin you old man?”
゜✭・.・✫・゜ ゜✭・.・✫・゜
“Fuckkkkk. Joellll-” you moaned, gripping his thighs as you slid up and down. He was so fucking big he nearly split you in half. And it hurt so good.
“Watch that pretty mouth of yours honey, you know daddy doesn't like when you use dirty words.” he chuckled, admiring your pretty form swallow him up, a creamy ring formed around his base and grey pubes.
It took everything in you to not fold, your legs already quivering from the multiple orgasms he had given you already. Your brain felt incoherent.
“Mmm s’sorry I didn't mean to-”
“I know sweetheart, you're such a sweet girl. Heads just gone all dumb f’yer old man eh? Poor thing.” he cooed, taking your hair in his hands, tightening his grip on you.
Your head leaned back, still continuing to ride him in reverse cowgirl as he taunted you.
He was right. You hadnt been fucked like this before. And you never wanted to go back.
“Need s’help daddy please-” you cried, as you clenched around him again.
He knew your body like it was his own, making it sing and hum for him as he played it like an instrument. Despite him just meeting you tonight. He knew how to make you scream for him. Your voice was hoarse, and he could feel your legs start to quiver.
“Awh sweetheart I thought my lil cowgirl knew how to ride?”
You moaned as your pace was interrupted by his hips pummeling up into you, taking full control. Your back arched , your hair tugged on as if he was holding reins as you bounced from his thrusts.
Your nails dug into his thighs, a sharp cry leaving your lips that echoed off the fogged up windows of his pick-up.
“There you go darlin, just needed your daddy to help ya out yeah? My sweet girl just needed someone to take control of this tight lil cunny.” he whispered, a cocky smirk on his lips as he watched you squirm for him.
That damn ink flashed back at him- and he couldn't help but feel proud of himself for fulfilling the claim.
“S’good Joel, you feel so damn good…” you moaned, sweat trickling down your body, the smell of sex clinging to you like a second skin.
“Yeah baby? You gonna cum again?”
“Please, need to-” He chuckled lowly.
“Go ahead baby. Askin so nicely, always with the manners. M’gonna keep a sweet thing like ya around, ya understand?”
You nodded feverlishy, cuming around his cock with a cry as it hit that one spot that had you seeing stars. Basked in the comfort of his strong hands as they left your hair, finding their way to rest on your hips.
“Joel..”
“M’almost there sweetheart, just gonna use you for a lil okay? That sound okay baby? You just sit there and be all pretty.”
He moaned, letting his head roll back as you clenched around him tightly, biting his lip so hard he almost tasted copper.
“Fuck you're so tight. Such a sweet little cunt. Knew she’d take me so good.”
A few more sloppy thrusts into you and he was spent, filling you up to the brim, cooing sweet nothings at your worn out frame. He had fucked you so hard you knew it was a closed case.
He was the only cowboy you wanted.
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“C’mon, baby..c’monn-one more. One more, pretty girl! Please? Pleease?”
Mark begged you, kissing at and licking your juices from your inner thigh as his two fingers pushed in and out of you. He’s been down there for too long already. One moment you two were giggling and laughing over the stupid movie he put on, the next he was on his knees, kissing through your underwear and begging to just have a small taste.
“M-Mark, calm down” you whine at him, your hand tugging at his dark hair weakly. You barely had the strength to use your voice, let alone manage to pull your half alien boyfriend away from what he so desperately wants.
“I know you can keep going. You’re strong, aren’t you baby? Just one more-Only one!” He added on as if you weren’t whining after the third orgasm. His lips latch onto your clit, gently sucking as his fingers pound in and out of you. The noises that fill the room are borderline gross; wet squelching from your poor, overstimulated hole, his muffled moans that send the sweetest vibrations through you, your weak whines and huffs. All straight from a porno.
“I know, baby, I know-“ he murmured the soft reassurance as he pulled his fingers out, quickly replacing them with his tongue. You huff and writhe under him, soft thighs squeezing around your skull as your breathing picks up.
Then there you are again, being pushed over the edge for the umpteenth time in the hour. You gasp, whiny moans filling the room as you finish. He never stops, getting faster if anything, slurping loudly and moaning into you, his deep eyes stuck on your face just to see those perfect lips spilt open in a silent scream as he eats your cum right out of you
“god baby..” he breathed out as he sat back on his heels. His face is covered in your juices, all messy with a big grin on his lips, tongue moving out to lick the corner of his mouth.
“One more time, yeah??”
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Let Me Taste It - MV1 🔥

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She didn't mean to tell him. Not really. It was late. Nearly 2 a.m. Max was flat on his back, shirtless, hair messy, one hand tangled lazily in hers beneath the sheets. Her cheek was pressed to his shoulder, breath warm against his skin, heart still not settled from the way he'd fucked her earlier, slow, deep, like he had all the time in the world.
And then she said it. Soft. Like it wasn't a confession. "My hormones are still... weird."
He turned his head slightly, just enough to kiss her hair. "Weird how?"
"My boobs. They've been- I don't know. Full? Sensitive?"
His fingers stilled over hers. "...sore?"
"Yeah. And... leaking, kind of. Just a little. I think it's just left over from-" She trailed off.
Max was very still. She looked up. "What?"
He didn't answer right away. Just blinked slowly at the ceiling. Then turned on his side, looked at her directly, eyes dark, voice low. "They're leaking?"
She flushed. "Sometimes. It's not, like... constant. Just when they're really full. I have to... press them in the shower sometimes. And-" Her voice dropped further. "If I squeeze too hard, it comes out."
She thought he might laugh. Instead, he sat up. Slowly. Like gravity had changed. "Can I see?"
Her heart kicked. "What?"
Max's voice didn't shift. It was serious. "I want to see."
"Max, it's not-it's weird. It's probably going to stop soon-"
"Please."
She blinked. He looked completely calm. Bare-chested, hair messy, eyes black. His tone hadn't risen. He wasn't grinning. But his hands were flexing on the sheets, and his voice sounded wrecked from the inside. "I want to see, schatje."
Her cheeks were on fire. But something in her chest twisted. A pull. A low, deep need to show him. She sat up. Slowly pulled his hoodie off over her chest, one arm then the other. Her nipples were already tight from the fabric, aching from the pressure. She cupped herself reflexively and then let her hands fall to her lap.
Max's breath shuttered. "Fuck me." He reached out. One large, warm hand cradling the underside of her left breast. Thumb brushing lightly over her areola. Her breath hitched. "You're swollen," he whispered.
"I told you-"
His mouth was already on her. He didn't wait. Didn't hesitate. Just leaned in and sucked her nipple into his mouth like it belonged there, like he'd done it a thousand times.
She gasped. "Max-"
But he was gone. Hands under her tits, mouth locked tight around her nipple, tongue pressing firm strokes, lips soft but sucking. Gentle at first. Then harder. Like he meant it.
And then she felt it. The pressure shift. The milk leaked. He moaned. She swore she'd never heard him sound like that. Like a man starved. Like he'd just been fed something holy.
He swallowed. Then pulled back just slightly, eyes hazy, lips wet. "You taste sweet."
Her whole body trembled. He moved to the other side. This time he bit first, soft, just enough to make her jolt, then licked, then sucked her in, working her nipple like he wanted to empty her.
She cried out. Not from pain. From the overload. The tension. The way his grip tightened and his tongue flattened and the milk came again, this time faster, and he groaned so deep it rumbled against her chest.
"I want every drop," he growled.
She whimpered. "It's so sensitive-"
"Then hold still." He pushed her back onto the pillows, didn't even undress her fully, just shoved the covers back, held her breasts in both hands, and dropped to his stomach like he'd been fucking deprived of this. "Let me drain you, baby."
"Max-"
He latched again. No teasing this time. Just raw need. The suction was perfect. Hard. Steady. His tongue worked in sync, and when she arched her back, he pinned her down with one hand on her collarbones and the other, moaning against her chest like she was feeding him oxygen.
She was shaking. Legs twitching. Her nipples were sore, overworked, pulsing.
"Max, I'm gonna- I think I-"
And then it hit. She came.
Right there. No build-up. Just a fucking full-body explosion, cunt clenching around nothing, thighs locked around Max's hand, her back arching up from the mattress as her chest leaked into his mouth and Max fucking drank through her orgasm.
When it passed, she slumped. Wrecked. Max sat up. Lips red. Chin wet. Chest heaving. "You should've told me sooner," he muttered. "You've been keeping this from me?"
She blinked up at him, dazed. "I didn't think you'd want-"
"I want everything." He leaned down, kissed her between her breasts. "Every part of you. Every drop. Every sound. You feel full again?"
She nodded, barely.
"Good," he whispered. "Because I'm not done yet."
#f1 fanfic#f1 imagine#formula 1 fanfic#f1 fic#f1 fanfiction#f1 x reader#f1 smau#f1 grid x reader#f1 fluff#f1 smut#mv1#mv33#mv1 x reader#max verstappen#max vertsappen fic#max verstappen x reader#max verstappen x you#max verstappen imagine#max verstappen fanfic#max verstappen fluff#max verstappen smut
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i think we need more of kabukimono with a cat reader whos in heat and gives her oral..
kunikuzushi (kabukimono) x fem!hybrid reader. smut. cunnilingus. squirting. breeding kink. kuni is straight babbling and incredibly pussy drunk.
i meant to have this posted a lot sooner. everyone, please stay cool if you are in this nasty heat wave like i am.
heats are always particularly hard on you. for days, kunikuzushi has watched you flit about, all flushed and restless, trying to act like everything was normal.
this suddenly change in behavior is quite frankly fascinating to him. why would you try and hide the fact that you need a little help? he wants to help you, but at the same time, he doesn't understand why are acting like this.
and some selfish part of him that's been in love with you wants you to come ask him for help yourself.
kunikuzushi has never really known what arousal felt like until he met you. and how sweet you were when you caved and finally came mewing to him for help. all flushed, your ears drooping from intense arousal.
"you are the only one that can help me. kuni, please?" you pleaded, "eat me out, fuck me however you want, in whatever hole you want. just please, i can't stand it anymore."
you didn't know how often kunikuzushi thought about breeding you. of using your ears as leverage to fuck you from behind while you claw and cry about his good his cock felt.
he is all too happy to strip you, and part your thighs. to bury his face into your pussy, and eat until the sun came up.
"k-kuni," you whimper weakly, hastily reaching for the back of his head to press his mouth down onto your sopping pussy. "i..need to cum," tears of aroused desperation are falling so prettily from your fucked out eyes.
"shh, it's okay, my pretty kitty," he coos, rubbing your thighs soothingly, "i'll take care of you, i promise. be patient," he brushes his nose against your abused clit. the sensation makes your back arch off the bed, your thighs twitching as you grind needy into his mouth.
"your moans sound way too sweet for me to just finish you now," he swirls the tip of his tongue casually around your clit, groaning in absolute ecstasy as he scoops it into his mouth to suck on.
he has been sloppily tongue fucking you for what felt like hours. the loud, shameless slurping noises were almost enough to feel you feel embarrassed through your hazy lust.
he's been playing with you, taking you just high enough to be on the verge of cumming. keeping you there out of greedy indulgence.
your thighs tremble as he releases your clit with a soft pop. "bad kitties who aren't patient get their wrists tied above their heads," his tongue laps at your clenching hole as stars burst in your eyes. his practically purred words makes your pussy clench.
he groans as your fingernails dig into the back of his head. panting, he lifts his head to lick long, slow stripes up and down your pussy. "although, with you all tied up. defenseless and at my mercy, it would make it easier for me to breed you."
he is babbling now you taste so good.
you shiver as your moans couldn't stop rising in octave. your whole body burns with the shameless need to fuck yourself on his tongue until you couldn't anymore. "please, please breed me," you shamelessly mewl.
kunikuzushi's cock throbs with every word you say. "breed you so full of cum that it swells your belly. and then swells it with something else," he hums drunkenly, kissing and prodding your throbbing clit with his tongue.
he chuckles as one of your hands leaves the back of his head to pinch your nipple as you squirm. "kuni, kuni i am going to cum," your desperate whine sounds so golden in his ears. his fingers massage your thighs, firmly holding them apart.
a sudden realization sets in, and he boldly conveys it as he teases his tongue on your creamy cunt. "i read about something called squirting recently. let's see if i can't get you do that, my pretty kitty- kitty."
his sucks are ravenous as he latches onto your clit again. you gasp in pleasure as he inserts two fingers, gently scissoring your walls apart until he zeroes in on your sweet spot.
he attacks your sweet spot relentlessly, absolutely reeling with the fact that you need him. you are depending on him to make you feel good. and he latched onto that like a starved dog.
pleasure bursts white hot behind your eyes as you writhe. the hot coils of your orgasm curl intense in your core. you squirm feeling another pressure start to bubble up. "kuni! kuni, what's happening. i feel so.. so," your words fall away into almost pornographic moans as your body spasms in bliss.
kunikuzushi smirks as he sucks on your pussy, hooking and burrowing his fingers into your g-spot. "come on, kitty. cum all over my face," he moans, panting, "let me finally taste what's mine."
suddenly, everything inside of you breaks apart all at once. the intensity of your orgasm as it washes over you is so great that it actually deafens sound around you. you didn't know if you were moaning or sobbing in pleasure as you cream on his tongue.
kunikuzushi's eyes roll back into his head, groaning in delight from tasting you cumming on his tongue. "what a good little kitty," he praises, greedily lapping at your release, "i didn't think i could ever like anything so sweet."
#genshin impact#genshin smut#fem!reader#genshin imagines#scaramouche#scaramouche smut#scaramouche x reader#scaramouche x you#scaramouche x y/n#kunikuzushi#kunikuzushi smut#kunikuzushi x you#kunikuzushi x reader#kunikuzushi x y/n#hybrid reader
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j.o.i ?? I have a hunch
send me a kink you assume i have and i'll confirm or deny it.
i had to google what that was because i didn't know the abbreviation, but LMFAOOO the german translation was too funny (instruction-asshole) also i never thought about it but YES, ACTUALLY THAT IS SO GOOOOOOOOD, it's so icnredibly hot i like me likey yes yes yes
miya atsumu is spread out on the couch as if he owns the room, one arm of his tossed behind his head, the other draped along the cushions. he's wearing that annoying smirk, sitting easily on his face, cocky in the way his canine glint in the light.
"so what, you just say somethin' and i'm s'pposed to listen? follow like i'm some kinda dog?"
derision drips from his voice, but something akin to pride flickers across his syllables, too. his jaw clenches tightly and his fingers twitch against the fabric of his pants. you allow your eyes to travel over his body slowly, let him see the way you're aware of how he shifts his hips and the way his thighs bulge, tensing up.
your voice is light, "if you want to impress me, sure."
atsumu scoffs, but his sharp eyes linger on your mouth.
"impress ya. right," his hand moves, unconsciously, just resting on his stomach instead of laying next to his body, searching for touch, for warmth, even though it's not yours.
"crazy how you act like you don't care, but you've been hard ever since i walked in."
his cocky grin slips, for half a second and when you lean forward, your fingers ghosting over his leg, his chest rises a little quicker, the tent in his pants stark.
"you always talk about how you're so good at everything, so—" you drop your voice, quieter, let it become more airy too, the way you noticed always had atsumu take a deep breath, "—show me how good you are at listening. just once."
he swallows, throat working around the breath you knew he would take, and his gaze drops to the hand on his thigh, the aching cock inside his pants, his own fingers on his stomach. he could just...let it trail down, could palm his dick over his pants. he doesn't have to listen, he could just give himself a squeeze right here like that.
"yer really serious about it, huh?" he presses out, and the buckle of his belt feels cool underneath his fingertips.
"take your cock out, atsumu," you say instead of replying to his question that needs no answer, anyway, and it's instant the way his spine locks, the way his thighs spread instinctively, the way heat rushes down to his already strained dick.
when he springs free, rock hard and long, an angry vein on the underside pulsating in tandem with his heartbeat, his tip slightly swollen, you take his hand and lick from base to fingertips, again and again and again until your spit's sliding down the side of his finger, pooling in the little valley between his digits.
"go ahead, 'tsumu," you press a tiny kiss to his thumb, and his hand latches onto his cock so fast with a groan, eager to squeeze his throbbing cock, already sliding and twisting, your spit slick against his skin, "but if you go too fast, i'll stop looking. and if you don't listen, i stop saying anything."
a tiny sound escapes him, one that he tries to swallow because god, it's almost embarrassing, the whine that threatens to leave his mouth. but he obeys, a slow stroke, then another, keeping to the pace you dictate, and his breath stutters, lips parting, nothing smug to say anymore, only drawing moan after moan at your command.
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Darling Demon (Part 19)
Yandere!batfam x betrothed!neglected!male!reader x yandere!demon!spouse
TW: public humiliation, consensual non-consent.
Azrir had won. They'd taken your virginity at long last, and it felt like fireworks were exploding in your head the whole time. Yeah, being married to them for eternity would be pretty damn good. Most demons would then parade their human around while tormenting them in whatever ways they wanted for the rest of eternity, but Azrir couldn't afford to do such a thing. A prize like you had to be kept safe, after all.
And definitely bragged about.
"Little prize, I have an offer for you," Azrir said. "I've been meaning to show you off, but I had to wait until your virginity was taken so the other demons could smell the sex on you."
"You guys can smell that?" you whimpered.
"Yes, darling. In order to show you off, I'll need to doll you up, and that means bathing you."
Gently, Azrir took you to a bathtub and drew water for you. "I am only going to use unscented soap on you so the scent of sex can still be detected," they explained, as sweat was scrubbed off you. Their hands were thorough, but not sexual, which felt like a relief. Thick, clawed hands rubbed shampoo into your hair. "You will be clean for this demonstration," Azrir said.
"Azrir, who are you going to show me off to?"
"Some of the lower demons. Winning a human spouse is a high honour for us. I want to show them what they will never have."
Humans were a status symbol? Well, that got you thinking. "Azrir, if human spouses are a status symbol, does that make me a trophy husband?" you asked.
Azrir paused, their hands temporarily freezing while soap suds latched onto their claws. "Technically, yes," they admitted.
"Well, Azrir, if I'm really going to be paraded around as your little trophy, then I should get some sort of reward. After all, I have to be actually tempting for this to work."
Azrir forced themselves not to laugh. Here you were, negotiating your way through their own display while being bathed like a show dog. "Very well, Y/N. What are your demands?"
"First, I want to be able to shapeshift on command, too. My family has a tendency of looking for me, and I don't want to be recognisable. Second, curse Damian into compulsively sucking his thumb explicitly while he is trying to be intimidating or cause pain."
"Consider both of those things done, little prize," Azrir said.
"Also, when we get back, I'm going to drink a cup of sex potion, tie you to the headboard, and top you like it's my only reason for existing."
Azrir's mouth curled into a large smirk. "Deal, little human. Now, put on this outfit and let's go taunt some grunts."
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The outfit Azrir picked out for you was merely a shirt that went halfway down your thighs with the words "AZRIR'S PRIZE" written on the front. "I don't have to remember lines, do I?" you asked.
"No, Y/N," Azrir said. "I must warn you, little toy, that my hands are often going to . . . have a little fun with you, but nothing too far. Just enough to torment those peons."
"I can live with that," you said, as Azrir hoisted you over their shoulder and began to take you to the ring of lust.
You were ogled a lot. You grew up not drawing much attention while with humans, but here, you were drooled over. You really were a prize.
"Give us a piece," a demon growled, reaching towards you. Azrir grabbed their hand between theirs and squeezed it, hard.
"Touch this human, and I shall eat you," they hissed. Demons fled. Azrir took you off their shoulder and cooed at you. "You poor thing, that must have been a nasty thing to see. There, there, I'm here."
You arrived in the ring of lust and met two demons that were significantly smaller than Azrir. "Azrir, what brings you to us?" one of them asked.
"Bringing you motivation," Azrir said, showing you off with pride. "I used to be a lowly and weak demon such as yourselves, but then I toughened myself up and fought for a human spouse. This is what you can have if you work hard. A little human to do . . . this to."
Azrir's hands went up your shirt, and you stifled a yelp. "This is a bit much!" you whimpered.
"I know," Azrir taunted, grinning as the hand over your crotch got more adventurous and audacious. "Want it to stop?"
You felt dizzy, head spinning. "No, Azrir. Please keep going."
"That's what I like to hear."
"So you brought your human spouse here to . . . taunt us?" the first one asked, notes of disbelief in their voice.
"No, of course not!" Azrir lied. "This is what you could have if you applied yourself."
"If that's the case, why are you blatantly pleasuring it in front of us?"
"Because I can and he's mine. And if you just put in the effort to be stronger, you could have one."
You were going crazy. If Azrir kept going, you would legit go insane. You weren't sure whether to be relieved or annoyed when they stopped and put you back over their shoulder.
"I'll see you around, peasants," they laughed, taking you back home to your bed while groping your behind.
Once you were alone together, you were glad to remove that damn shirt. "Honey, you did so well," Azrir said, smothering you in kisses. "And now, your rewards." Azrir snapped their fingers, and changes occurred.
Your body tingled, but only temporarily and it was over so quickly. That had to be the manifestation of your powers. You only really needed to change one thing, really.
"My love, you have shapeshifted your loins," Azrir said, looking down at your dick with alarm.
"All the better for pleasuring you with," you said, as you got yourself the lube and a cup of aphrodisiac.
Your mother screamed with pain as the scoreboard went up again. "WHY ISN'T THAT DEMON GETTING OFF OF MY SON?" she screamed.
"They can't. Your son is on top of the demon, and having a lot of fun with it," one of the demons said.
Limbs were sawed off again, and your mother screamed. "MAKE IT STOP!"
"We can't. It's honestly entertaining," another demon said. "Azrir knows what they're doing."
The numbers on the scoreboard spun again, and your mother's blood spurted in celebration.
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It's not denial if you have proof. The final end credits scene has given me a glimmer of hope.
#One I have latched onto and will never let go#symbrock#venom#eddie brock#venom the last dance spoilers#venom the last dance#venom 3
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good morning sweet friendz !! today is wednesday YIPPEE !!! we are halfway through the week so let’s keep going + knock it out of the park (ง ˙˘˙ )ว !! ♥︎
#happy diluc day to those who celebrate <3#i have a couple fics i need to unleash mwehehe gonna do one today and then !!! maybe one this weekend#might come up with a little posting schedule if i can get some things in order#FINALLY LFKSJDKDJDJ i feel like ive been sooo inconsistent lately so thank u for being patient !!!#going to latch onto this burst of writing + never let go (watch it only last a few days HDKSJDK)#sorry i’m just rlly excited lmfao#okay okay i must go to work but i hope you all have the bestest day ever !!!!#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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I'm unironically getting interested in a 10 year old Minecraft roleplay series that hasn't been updated in 7 years and will never actually be finished because the two people that made it together got divorced and don't even record stuff at all anymore so there's barely any fandom anywhere and any fan content that exists is (the vast majority of the time) stuff from 8 years ago when it was still being made uploaded by inactive accounts I'm so fucking ashamed of myself
#v.txt#I'll just say it because I know you guys will never guess what it is#It's The Crafting Dead series by Popularmmos#I barely understand why I like it#The story itself is needlessly convoluted and long and repetitive but also not at all deep because it's for kids#While the characters are one dimensional and often reduced to one note traits or gags#But they're so simplistic in their one-dimensionality I can't help but like them#It's frustrating because my inner desire for interesting plots wants it to be better but I also feel stupid for wanting that#Because why would I expect quality from a 2015 Minecraft roleplay being solely written by one guy with a target audience of 10 year olds#I'm not even recommending you guys go watch it because doing so is a commitment and I don't think it'd appeal to most people#Like I said it's flawed#There's so so so much else I could say about it too but I'd be rambling#Maybe this is a phase and I'm just latching onto whatever I can get in my boredom#But for the past 2 days I have had the most intense urge to draw the characters that it's very likely I will#Sigh... just humor me for a second#I'm still into RE4 I haven't quit posting about it or nothing this just happened all of a sudden#I swear this is the last thing I ever expected to genuinely like even I'm in disbelief#But I mean hey be the change you wanna see in the world right?#I know a fandom exists on r/Popularmmos but I don't actually think there's ANYTHING here#Idk if you like TCD by Popularmmos let me know friend
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im thinkkng Curiously abt all the other winners that Didnt come back.. all the winners that were able to put it behind them and make the most of their life. Or Not
#we know the winners r monitored after the games but how far does that extend…..#is it just out of security etc or is there some sort of incentive to keep them… Ummmm. Healthy#thinking thinkingggg. how many ppl inho spoke to in that limo. how many of them had that same fight left in them that gihun had#the majority were probably beaten down and won over by the games right….? its for the best. make the most of it. u r speciallll#the games r like. the winners r Different than the orher pieces of trash who died. theyre special theyre worthy of beinh more#these r kinda unconnected thoughts but ouuuuh i think. i think#i think its interesting if inho kinda latches onto gihun bc he Gets It he can Understand…#does he see himself as different to all the other winners…. does his suffering make it more noble lol#i think a lot abt inho insistingggg that gihun not go down this path. like he speaks from personal experience#i wonder if he wishes he cld have just let it go. and moved on and never Known.#gihun is unique in that he has that perspective on the games from ilnam. i doubt the others got that#SPEAKING OF. i wonder if that meeting was purely ilnams idea.. or if inho influenced it in some way#he seemed to take interest in gihun during the games so possible. Hey girllll see my side#except gihun DOESNT see their side. he sees smth that inho himself cant.#i think inho wants be proven wrong. but hes so deep in the hole that he doesnt believe its possible#he sabotages gihun a lot. and u can see this as him trying to break gihun#but i think its also likeeee. self sabotage. he doesnt believe that a better world is possible so he shuts down any attempts to get there#OK UM. i think theres a kinda Redemption Triangle#inho wants gihun to ‘save’ him. gihun Does Not. junho wants to save inho. inho Does Not.#likeeee hes like. junho doesnt Get it he hasnt seen the full reality of the games. he doesnt Understand like gihun cld#but i think hes naive cus gihun doesnt even believe in what the games stand for. like he explicitly Doesnt Get It and wont stand for it#junho is shocked and betrayed bc he doesnt Understand. but gihun Might. he might be able to see how someone like inho cld end up here#theyre sooooo alike. except for that one really crucial detail#ok whatever. wgaf#rambly headcanony stuff. tskkkk
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"I don't like sad things" hello ??? you who has come up with some of the angstiest things before ? delightfully hurt/comfort ? /t
Listen Blaines my dear friend
I never said I wasn't a hypocrite, like I was in tears about your lie in april + I want to eat your pancreas and I'm always in tears about Kojika and Ronin's Right person, not enough time dynamic- I think that's just a trope that's always gonna make me cry ngl-
I genuinely don't like sad things most of the time but angst I can handle when I know there's comfort at the end. When I know the characters are gonna get a happy ending or I know where the story is gonna go or if I'm forewarned ahead of time.
And the Angst thing is because I have Ru as my role model in the angst department so Gotta keep up with their silly antics /j
#that being said uhhhhhh Yes I have angst things but listen LISTEN#if you think i'm bad you should see Danganronpa's backstories for their characters good lord#My motto is please get characters therapy amen#bUT NO NO STORIES ABOUT GRIED FUCK ME UP IN A VERY PARTICULAR A WAY#i think it's why I'm latching onto batman so hard because His story is rooted so heavily in grief#it is an intricate part of who he is! it was a life altering event the death of his parents! you can't take it away from the person he is!!#and Grief is that thing you can never really escape because death comes for everyone in the end. you're either going to be the grieved or#the griever#the saddest thing that can be is someone who has no one to grieve for them tbh#sorry I quite literallt just finished your lie in april an hour ago so it is fresh on the brain#BLAINES :D!!#but yeah no if anyone asks about Any angst thoughts I have uhhhhhh it depends because I usually sell myself as someone that's very fluff#focused and that's true and is the main kind of stuff I enjoy reading/watching but sometimes Angst is good#Especially as Hurt/Comfort JUST MWAH the good stuff in getting comfort#madi answers#also if anyone asks who kojika and ronin are... they are some of my ocs#i don't usually talk about my OCs on tumblr because it's tumblr but I have so much lore on them it's insane#wHICH KOJIKA'S STORY IS ALSO SO INTRICATELY TIED TO GRIEF AND HOW IT'S EVER CONSUMING IF YOU LET IT BE AND GNAWS#if any of you ask about my OCs I apologize for the infodump that will be thrown upon my page#it's honestly easier to get their info from my art fight please
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How many times can I go "I feel like ass but it's fine I'll be fine" until it becomes hollow to everyone around me. BHASJGFNJFGNK
#ventings#<- ig#i feel like this happens so. frequently#im fine one moment and then bad the next and i feel bad for it. i hate having some weird brain instability#i will be real this one time ! me going `ill be fine` is more my ward so i dont feel guilty or attention-seeking for venting than it#is an actual true statement atp. i mean like. tbf. i will be fine. my mood kinda just Swings and ive dealt with this brain long enough#to be used to that and used to the fact that ill just feel like this until my brain latches onto something and is able to snap back#but eh. euuuhghhhhhhhhhhhh. fuck#also while im giving myself one post to talk abt this shit before falling silent on it again. i always feel bad when people tell me i can#vent to them. bc its like. my brain wont allow it#i feel like a burden for it when i know ill be fine eventually even without getting to talk it out with someone#i will never tell people its better to check in with me than it is to tell me i can vent. bc my brain wont let me open the door but#if the door is held open for me then i feel i am allowed. ive been invited. does that make sense#but again ill never tell anybody bc thats just. it feels like a lot to ask when nobody needs to hear my bs anyways#idk. idk if i even wanna talk about this really. i feel bad still for typing it all out. beh#im gonna go play some silly billy and then maybe start doodling. that or i play silly billy and then check in with my mom#to see if she remembers the wendys thing. cuz i know she struggles with remembering things too
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Thinking about how i've been playing harry in regards to his interactiosn with kim and The Implications of it
#like i was watching this therapist play it and he was talking about how he thinks harry views kim and how that affects the way he treats him#and that got me thinking about how i have harry treat kim and the implications of it#because i have harry latch onto kim from the get-go partially because inland(?) says kim would die for you from the moment you met him#and also.... also because kim Cant Leave hes stuck with harry for the duration of the case#no matter how i push him or how much i lean on him he Cant Leave Me Yet hes stuck with me if he likes it or not#its not healthy but its Stable and harry has zero stability at the moment#and the game even lets you become kinda codependant with kim like when youre talking to jean (your Actual Partner)#you can say that you dont even wanna think about having a partner other than kim#when youre reading that dick mullen book it tells you through your internal dialogue not to lose kim that youll never find another like him#and one of the purple skills (i dont remember which) tells you its true in more ways than you know#but like if you express this sentiment aloud in front of kim he directly contradicts it tells you this is temporary#but if you go down this path harry sort of internalizes that kim will be there for him#because he Has To Be because he doesnt remember before kim was there for him#its so easy to forget that kims there because he has to be#frame his attempts at undermining you as friendly jabs because youre running into this far too quickly#imagine a repoir that hasnt really been built yet because youre Alone In This World and kim Has To Follow You#all you remember is longing and pain try and use kim to fill the hole#force him into situations where he has to comfort you lest the whole case be compromise by your instability#(im not saying kim Doesnt Care about harry just kinda thinking about possible implications of how i play harry)#🪩🔍
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Seeing as I'm not going to ever write it now due to Recent Events, I've decided to babble on here about this terrible idea I had for a big, elaborate comedy/crack fic. If I had been able to pull it off, I would have wanted to post it on either Halloween or April Fools Day because it's very much supposed to be dumb. That's my excuse and I'm sticking to it!
Keeping with my inability to come up with good titles, it was tentatively called ''Who Killed Tony Khan? A Hookhausen Mystery!''. At a company party where most of the AEW roster are gathered, Tony's giving a speech where he makes a mean joke about Danhausen, who decides to curse him. Tony then promptly dies on the spot, so now everyone thinks Danhausen is a murderer, no matter how much he insists the curse wasn't supposed to do that. He swears he's innocent. But no one's convinced. Other than Hook, that is. Naturally, Hook wants to clear the name of the man he loves so he and Danhausen have to team up once again, put on their detective hats and try to figure out what really happened to their boss and who's the true culprit. So the whole fic would have been a goofy romp with these two looking for clues, interrogating their co-workers and slowly piecing together the mystery. Obviously, it's not gonna happen now - I probably wouldn't have written it anyway because I'm nowhere near talented or smart enough to write a compelling mystery, but given the Stuff That's Happened recently, the whole inciting incident to that story now seems a lot less goofy and a lot more...distasteful. Plus, the dumb joke I was going to make at the end as a way to Deus Ex Machina the conflict away wouldn't work at all now (if you're curious, DM me about it, but fair warning, it's probably not funny to anyone other than me. And it's outdated now, anyway.)
Also...there were gonna be so many cocaine jokes in this fic. Like, enough that you could have made a drinking game out of it...
The thing is though...I still really want to write some kind of Hookhausen mystery fic! I don't know why but I really like the idea of Hook getting dragged into a situation so out of his element (like solving a fucking murder case - not exactly something in his usual wheelhouse) but willingly throwing himself into it because he just has to clear Danhausen's name. Why, yes, Acts of Service is one of my love languages, how did you know? So the more extreme examples of that, the better!
Hell, maybe I go even more out there and make it some kind of Film Noir AU. Hook as this young but still hard-boiled private eye, roped into some strange criminal plot with a heavy supernatural twist, thanks to Actual Demon Danhausen. I don't know, I just love dumb stuff like that, feels like it could be fun to play around with *shrugs*
#What is wrong with you Sam you should not be allowed to write#You know the drill folks - more of me rambling on and on and on about the weird fic ideas that I'll never write#You have been warned#And boy did I go off on this one JEEZ LOUIZE!#Whenever I make posts like this I always imagine myself as a crazy old person rocking back and forth in my chair#Ranting and raving to the empty squalid home around me as if there was someone actually listening#Which...honestly that's exactly what I'm doing here...yikes.#I shouldn't be thinking about ideas like this seeing as I literally can't write anything right now#And haven't for weeks at this point#But sometimes my autistic brain just latches onto something stupid and will not let go#So yeah Film Noir Hookhausen Supernatural Murder Mystery AU what a fucking embarrassment I am LOL
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