#PLEASE I JS RECS
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mysteriousmissme · 4 months ago
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does anyone else heavily fw this genre of ships
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any recs similar to them!!
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crumboatt · 5 months ago
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me when my ex comes back but hes playing a ddamd character this time
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bilswifee · 3 months ago
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fic/ writer recs? preferably billie please
omg hi i love this question HEEHEHEHHE
okay so i have multiple people on my mind
i’ll js list them
@chrissv4mp
@oofmybad
@amara-eilish
@pinkslipxox
@drunkinyourbenz
@sweet3nerrr
@sweetcherriexs
@47lake
@harrysxcarolina
@imhappierthanever
@gracie-eilish
@astrcmoni
@diceroll65
@vyntagess
@dont-have-to-guess
@dollarsbills
@eeuni
@katebishopsbaefy
@dafaks-blog
@heavensoutofsight
@tan1shere
@moralesluvr
i think i said everyone but ill edit if i miss anyone
honorable mention from my home girl @billiesbabygirleilish
and @billsdollie I LOVE YOU
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wtfsjy · 2 years ago
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jake sim fic recs part 2
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➼ part 1
fluff
kiss it better baby
red party
gorgeous
picnic naps
lip gloss
stuck in you web
gonna be alright
pretty crier
heartless
the set up
hate you
one more
urs
seven minutes
home
patience, patience
i dont want you to go to bed mad at me
the partner project
like a magnet
break your rules
longer fics (wc 10k+)
14 steps to a better you
always
you are in love
jake sim: the first love trope
someday
love me like you
prays answered - js
ill save you (again)
midnight rain (back to you)
when the first love returns
— when the first love returns p2
from jake
the sun that always burns
truth untold
agape
timestamps
5:57pm
1:08pm
5:33pm
1:37am
00:31
10:49pm
15:35
headcannons
dating
he’s in a bad mood
boy next door
boyfriend hcs
dates w jake
mornings with jake
his laughter
boyfriend jake
smau
texts w jake
my only love
college boyfriend
the worlds a little blurry
boomerang
hype boy
disaster inc
last friday night
attention please
hey prez
rink of love
smut/suggestive
good girl?
11:32
stargazing
sleepy
lover boy
12:37am
focus
paper thin (walls)
after game (m)
nonsense (s.jy)
hold me close
desperate makeout
ping! we should fuck
whispers of desire: a night to remember
nerdy church boy jake who’s not so innocent as you think
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heartz-for-de · 2 months ago
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BNHA X READER REQUEST!!!!
!!!!!!
Hello! I made this account because my other one is only Harry Potter stuff. So to start off this one is like to ask for some request!
Characters I write for-
Kirishima (my personal fav so if you rec him ilysm)
Bakugo (also a fav)
Todoroki
Izuku
Denki⚡️
Shinsou
Tbh those are js the main ones but I’ll do almost anybody
Also there aren’t many boundaries! Obviously besides r^pe themes, incest, homophobia, racism, ect. (You get it) I’m open to writing angst, smut, fluff, ANYTHINGG!!
PLEASE PLEASE REQUEST IM IN NEED OF SOME IDEAS!!
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blue-jisungs · 1 year ago
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AXIEIEEE hi this is a req ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ btw im on my way home to rec in my dreams rn!! anywayy i am SUCH a strong believer that jeonghan babies u no matter what or when. even in front of his members n theyre js like erm get a room? u cld literally say "hannie i made the bed" n he'd be all "omg my baby made the bed youre so cute" n then he kisses u ... do with this idea ish what u will!!! i believe in u cuz youre so good at writinf (btw your pinned says reqs are open but if they arent actually pleasee ignore this 😭)
proud
author's note. hi roxie meloved!! i hope u like ths one hehe, thank u for reqing <33 and again, good luck w exams if u have any more upcoming and im proud of u nevertheless the score!!!
word count. ~750
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jeonghan is a devil in the disguise of an angel, everyone knows that. even carats adore his mischievous personality and tricks that he pulls on his members.
but the thing is that behind closed door, he truly is an angel. for you and only you.
“baby, do you want some coffee?” jeonghan asked, looking over his shoulder at you. his bare face was glowing, dark hair tucked behind his ear. he even let you put a hello kitty clip to keep them in one place. he was met with seungcheol’s teases but he ignored them.
“yes, please” you replied, eyes laser focused on the jenga tower in front of you.
it was 10 in the morning and you woke up like an hour ago from the sleepover you had with him and cheol. because they couldn’t join their members on tour, you decided to bless them with your amazing self.
“make me one too” cheol hummed and slowly but surely pulled out a wooden block.
now who jeonghan was to follow his leader’s orders?
you caught his cat-alike smirk painting on his lips and sighed.
“hannie, don’t be mean. make him a coffee too” you said, voice gentle. seungcheol looked at him confused, lips forming into a pout.
“listen to your partner…” he grunted and shook his head, adding more quietly underneath his breath “…if you don’t listen to me, listen to them at least”
couple of minutes later he joined you with three steaming cups. with your preferred coffee in your favorite mug and a simple one for seungcheol, even though he wasn’t a fan of plain black coffee. the oldest ignored that, just rolling his eyes.
you joined jeonghan to watch the boys practice, yet you two were slumped over the couch there.
in no time jeonghan began playing with your hair, fingers gently caressing through your h/c locks.
mingyu glared at you two curiously, nudging hoshi. the younger one grinned, heart melting upon the cute act of love blooming between you two.
jeonghan grabbed your face, cupping your cheeks and cooing at you.
“you’re so adorable, baby” he hummed and pecked your lips.
“but hannie, the boys–” you grunted through your squeezed cheeks. he just chuckled, mischievously smiling.
“i don’t care~” your boyfriend sing-sang happily “you’re my baby~”
placing another kiss on your lips, he hummed into it like a pleased cat that’s getting belly rubs.
“ew, get a room!” hoshi yelled, drawing a laugh from other members.
your cheeks turned beetroot red as you smacked jeonghan’s arm. he just shrugged and linked pinkies with you, playful smirk dancing on his features.
if jeonghan could, he’d give you the world, the stars, everything in this universe and back. and seeing you struggle or in pain was the last thing he wanted. but he knew that there are some things that you have to go through by yourself, like your finals.
“i could dress up as you and pretend i’m you!” your boyfriend teased one day when you clearly needed support, head almost blowing with the amount of knowledge you have to obtain.
so in times like this, when you’d spend nights studying and struggling with life, jeonghan knew that you need him. and that every thing, even a small one can be challenging.
“hannie, i made the bed today. i used a new–“ you started when he entered the bedroom. his eyes instantly went wide as jeonghan threw himself on the fresh sheets.
“ah, it smells so good!” he took a deep breath and hummed in delight. patting the spot next to him, he sent you a reassuring smile.
so you joined him, his arm almost instinctively wrapping around yours.
“my baby made the bed, good job” jeonghan smiled tenderly, brushing the strand hairs out of your face. you smiled, looking at his soft features “i’m proud, really. we’ll sleep comfortably tonight, hm?”
you nodded and turned, wrapping your arms around his waist and clinging onto your boyfriend like a koala.
“i’m tired” you mumbled quietly.
“i know, pretty. just a few moments more and you’ll rest. you’re so smart, you know? i believe in you” jeonghan kept reassuring you, his tender touch ghosting over your face “my cute baby, hm? no matter how you do on the exam, i’m proud of the effort you put in”
you smiled, inhaling the scent of fresh sheets and jeonghan’s cologne.
“my cutie…” he singsang and started lulling you to sleep with his angelic voice. not like you complained, you could use a nap either way.
masterlist <3
taglist. @mirxzii ,, @primoppang ,, @l3visbby ,, @nicholasluvbot ,, @planetkiimchi ,, @weird-bookworm ,, @slytherinshua ,, @kazmura ,, @laylasbunbunny ,, @dazzlingligth ,, @eternalgyu
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abusivegymrat · 3 months ago
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hii im alexis u can js call me lex xo, 22, female student based in paris🌆
non-native english speaker and polyglot!
i write about cod, don’t think that’ll change for a looong while. not a good writer, not a native english speaker, just dumbass bullshit here
ao3: callfrom_lex (nothing posted yet)
!!my work is female reader only, ocs may depend
about me!!
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started writing on: april 3rd, 2025.
im practicing writing better <3
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tremzr · 1 year ago
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Dreaming ☆
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WARNING • contains smut [18+], top!ellie, bottom!reader, praise, oral (r rec), fingering (r rec), thigh riding, and wtv tf else idk guys js read it 😜
A/N: so this is my first story my bad if it’s not good and might have forgotten some things in the warning so very sorry if something throws you off!
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“Fuck Ellie.” You whispered in her ear. Filling the room with moans as you felt her fingers go deeper inside you as her other hand slowly went up and down from your stomach to your breast fondoling your nipple between her finger tips.
“oh baby your so wet.” Ellie said before licking up all the juices that were smeared over your cunt tasting all of you. She loved the thought that she can make a beautiful girl like you feel so amazing with her hands and her tongue.
As Ellie slipped her tongue into your whole, making you let out a loud moan that filled the quiet room. You felt your peak coming closer, Ellie could tell by the way your legs and torso were shaking from the amount of pleasure. “You okay baby?”
“Fuck El-Please. I’m so close” You whined in pleasure. You wanted more of her. You needed her. Right as you feel yourself come to your release you feel Ellie stop everything she’s doing and kisses your cunt.
“Oh my god Ellie, really? I was so cl-“ you whine as you get cutoff by a loud bang.
“WAKE UP, WERE LATE AGAIN.” Dina yelled in your ear making you sit up and jump out of bed.
“Oh fuck fuck fuck fuckkk” You said under your breathe trying to hurry and put your outfit together and your makeup. It was a fucking dream. Again. This happened sometimes in the past, but now those dreams started to come up more. All with the schools well-known player, Ellie Williams.
You wanted to be with her so badly but there was no way she would talk to someone like you. Ellie is the stereotypical bad girl that obviously dresses all tomboy. Doesn’t pay attention in class. All of that.
Your the complete opposite. You’re the girl to wear mini skirts and get straight A’s, the type of innocent shy girl. Yeah you and Ellie have talked before but never like that. You always wanted too but never made the move. You always second guessed yourself about making a move and think she would never want to date someone like you.
And nothing would make her want to actually make a move and fuck you how you always wanted to be fucked by THE ELLIE WILLIAMS. You’ve wanted too for so long. You’d just wish something would have happened over the 2 years of liking her.
You just wanted her to talk to her you without her being a dickwad to you, But you knew that was never gunna happen. I mean of course you had a huge crush on her since sophomore year but she had always been a bitch saying slick comments.
She never missed an opportunity of saying something that just ticked you off. Whether your skirt was too tight or your boobs were showing too much.
If your hair was in a mess or your hair was nice and curled. what always threw you off though is how she would get whenever she would see you with another girl.
But then again you would see her 10 minutes later on the side of the stairs making out with another girl. You have always tried pushing that crush away but it never seemed to ever go away. And it fucking sucked.
“Hey girl you okay?” Dina asked concerned for you while rushing with her to class. You thought about it for a second and just smiled and nodded your head trying not to look at her. “oh shittt, it’s Ellie again huh?”
“WHAT NO BE QUIET.” You said in a low voice trying not to make it obvious that you two were talking about Ellie.
“mmm, well speaking of the devil!” Dina looks to the side of you.
“Thinking about me pretty girl?” Ellie says teasing you. When she said that your heart stopped. Her calling you pretty girl made you melt. But whatever you did you could not make her know that. “In your dreams, you wish you can handle this.”
Ellie laughed at the fact and continued to walk into class with you. In fact, Ellie did. She has always wanted you, she just never knew if she could get you by yourself let alone want to be with her since your the little innocent girl.
The dress she saw you in today absolutely made Ellie’s heart race. The way it showed all your curves and outlined your body figure, the way your v-neck showed off your cleavage. She loved it.
“So babe what have you been up to?” Who the hell is she talking too and who the fuck is she calling babe. “Hellooo, you with me?” Ellie said again putting her hand on your thigh trying to get your attention.
“Yeah sorry El’s, just stressed about this chem test.” You notice her hand on your thigh and your heart drops. Oh my god.
“Well…I can help with that if.” Ellie whispers into your ear slowly sliding her hand further up making you let out a small yelp. “That’s of course if you want me too pretty.”
Ellie knew you had a crush on her, it was so obvious to her but you never knew you had made it obvious enough. She knew it was a time to make a move after 2 years of you drooling over her.
She slowly moves her hand up and down caressing your thigh slowly going further up. Making you wet at the thoughts of what you wanted her to do to you at that very moment. As she was having her hands go farther up on your thigh, she decided to put two of her fingers on your clit. She felt the wet spot and started to tease you a bit through the thin layer of cotton.
“You should come over at 7 pretty girl.” Your cheeks flushed with red.
“Well I don’t know…I’m busy la-“ You were saying before you got cut off. Ellie had moved her hand completely and looks disappointed. “That’s too bad. Could’ve helped you with that wet spot of yours, pretty. But I guess not.” Ellie whispered shrugging her shoulders. I mugged her.
“Don’t mug me or I really won’t do alll the shit you want me to.” how would she even know anything? you haven’t told anyone besides dina. how the fuck does she know.
“and who says i want you to do anything to me?” i said. “oh baby your actions say it all. the way you react when i barely even touch you. you like it. admit it.” i paused. i was so flustered i didn’t know what to say. as my cheeks were flushing red, my thighs closing more tightly together. she looks down at them, then let out a small chuckle leading with a smirk.
“exactly baby. your actions say it all.”
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A/N: I WROTE THIS LIKE MONTHSSS AGOOO AND NEVER FINISHED IT, SHOULD I FINISH IT AND GET TO THE ACC SPICY SHIT?! OR THIS IS JS WTV AND THROW IT IN THE TRASH!!! LMK PLEASE 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
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outsidersheadcanons · 1 year ago
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OK SO THIS IS GONNA BE LONG
Im basing this off of my vbs, so the youth group minimum is just finished 6th grade . so when darry was starting youth, ponyboy would’ve been in the pre-k group.
Timeline for this is probably gonna be canon ages, just modern au.
K ACTUAL HEADCAONS !!
(the first two are when pony’s 10, darry’s 16, and sodapop’s 12)
Darry gets placed with ponyboy . pony’s practically attached to his hip, he doesn’t know anyone in there and he probably had separation anxiety when he was younger, like he does NOT wanna be there 😭🗣️
Sodapop’s with the first and second graders, they LOVE him. He’s always hyping them up and talking to them, he js seems good with kids.
Sodapop is THE DANCER, he has EVERY dance fully memorized (he made ponyboy and darry memorize it, too) he’s so hyped up. He’s singing and dancing, the fourth graders lowkey love him and yelling with him
Darry’s the rec leader. He came up with most of the games, he’s really fun with it. His voice is loud enough to get kid’s attention and not scare them.
Ponyboy’s with the pre-k or kindergarten. I see him being more quiet and laid-back with the kids. He’s stern when he needs to be but that’s rare. He’s KILLER at church clap though(if u dont know what that is,, please search it up it’s SO fun)
Literally EVERYONE knows them. They don’t go to church as much, but their parents knew everyone and introduced them. Even new people know them, they’re like urban legends in town.
(Honestly i think everyone knows them 💀🙏)
They eat the dinner they serve for volunteers alot. They get the leftovers, too. It serves them a full week
(there’s a vending machine in the rec room) soda and darry have gotten into fights over this . it goes on until ponyboy walks in and buys food and gives it to them, then walks out. He doesn’t speak through all of this. The other youth workers are on the floor crying laughing. This moment goes down in history for their church.
Ponyboy wanted to fight his group leader, she made him uncomfy (when he confessed this to darry and sodapop, they almost fought her)
OK YOUTH GROUP HCS NOWW
After vbs ends, the youth group goes to do stuff
(schedule is sunday night, dairy queen, monday night ultimate frisbee at the church yard, tuesday laser tag, wednesday is pool party for context)
Darry is in charge of the youth group, sodapop already knows everyone so he has insights on what they prefer and he know most of the older kids,
Sodapop talks to everyone constantly. He knows everyone’s names, they ALL love him lowkey 💀 ponyboy’s more quiet, he doesn’t talk to ANYONE. He’s the youngest at the hangouts after vbs.
Everyone thinks he’s socially anxious. He’s not, he could talk at anytime and not get made fun of, he just doesn’t wanna talk.
He talks more the last two nights, but that’s because soda snuck him a drink before-hand (darry yelled so loud when he found out .)
Ok thats it i cant think of anything else .
These were so fun to read!! and also they are very very canon ❤️
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kitten-cuntt · 11 months ago
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Updated/organized intro
NSFW!! MINORS DNI
Main stuff
Not new to nsfw js new to posting
I'm over the age of 18
Switch/sub lean
Decent ass
Cute titties via peer review
Love-hate relationship with edging
Feel free to call me by any pet names btww!
I have lots of kinks, however, some do come and go, so I might not be comfortable with certain things at certain times
Feel free to dm me !!
Non nsfw under the cut <3
I have autism and adhd so please don't be mean if I take something literally
I'm 5'6, 5'9 in heels which I love to wear
I was not raised in America for most of my life, I was born and spent 14 years in Japan, until I moved to America for high school and now college
I'm named after a motorcycle haha
Love love love music so feel free to give me recs
Not all convos have to be nsfw dm me for anything ml
I am single however I don't want casual/js sex relationship
I'm a yapper, so bear w me
Being in America has chamged my body so if you expect a skinny little stick figure you will be mistaken. I AM CHUBBY so ur loss if u can't handle that (loser)
That's all for now <333
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sacred-gaze · 2 years ago
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from across the room.
♫ rec: about you by the 1975
✰ an enhypen scenario || gen!reader x jake
✰ description — a disastrous break up, raging arguments, fading love, and what could’ve been.
✰ warnings — language, arguments, mention and accusations of cheating, and a LOT of angst.
✰ note — u guys dont know me yet but i have been told im a mastermind when it comes to writing angst 😍 (ive js made my friends cry with what ive written before lolz) anyways enjoy! 🤭😅
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Relationships never lasted with you. It was never your fault exactly, it was either them not being ready for it or just plainly doing you dirty, but you always moved on. It never phased you much, any of it, though that was because all of those people before weren’t him.
His name was Jake. You met him exactly two years and 23 days ago. Your two year anniversary was 18 days ago. You loved him, and he loved you. Everything was good. You were already living together, which happened about seven months ago, but there hasn’t been any issues. Everything was good—until it wasn’t.
“You’re kidding.”
“I wish I was,” Jake huffs, falling back onto the shared bed of yours. “Trust me, I hate it just as much as you do, maybe more,” he was referring to the business trip he was being forced to go on for a few days. He leaves tomorrow, and he hated that he would have to leave you again. This wasn’t the first business trip he’s ever been on, especially lately. He had gone on seven the last two months alone. You kept count.
"When will you be back?"
"Saturday?" He sounded unsure. "I'll call you once we get there, though," and he sat on the bed, putting on his shoes and tying the laces before continuing to pack his suitcase. You didn't say a word, only sat beside his suitcase and in hopes to reassure you, he leaned over and pressed a kiss to your cheek. You, however, just sighed and looked over at his direction, your eyes avoiding his, earning a puppy-like look from him. "What?"
"You sure have gone on a lot of trips lately," you remark, though quietly. He stares at you as you continue, "I'm worried, Jake."
"About?"
A sudden twist in your stomach, you felt sick. "Nevermind, I'll sound stupid," but he sits with you, worried and concerned terribly.
"No, what is it?"
You sighed again.
"Talk to me, Y/N."
"Are you having an affair?"
Jake laughed. He laughed. "What?" He scoffed, "Why would I ever cheat on you? Are you insane?" Such a kind thing to say to your partner, but he took it back instantly. "I'm sorry. That wasn't nice. It's really just a business trip, Y/N," he tells you, "I only love you."
"But how can I trust you?" You stood up, apart from him as he watched you with furrowed brows. "You've gone on so many, so often, you—You barely call when you're gone. How am I supposed to be sure you're not in bed with someone else?"
"Y/N," he shook his head, "If you don't have trust, we—"
"We have nothing, right?" And you turned, "Nothing new," You then walked off but he followed you into the kitchen, his packing coming to a sudden halt as he tried to make things right with you before he would leave. You grabbed some of the dishes and started to hand-wash them, while he stood near you and tried to reason with you.
"You're being ridiculous," he tells you, a bit rudely, "Why won't you listen to me?" But you ignore him. "Y/N, please. I don't want to leave with us like this. I love you—"
"Then prove it," You turned to him suddenly, "Prove that you love me, because you don't. You sleep in our bed for a couple nights then you're off on another trip. You kiss me but there's no love. There's nothing. There's . . ." You sighed, "There's nothing between us anymore. Because of you."
Jake took a step back. "Y/N, what are you saying?"
You pulled your phone out of your pocket and looked through your photos, showing him a screenshot you had taken off of Jake's phone. Messages with a girl who you didn't recognize, but when you messaged the girl, she swore they were just friends, that she had a boyfriend. But even that won't stop a girl sometimes. You didn't know how to feel, you weren't even sure if the messages had the intent of an affair. It was innocent chatting, you thought, but the fact he couldn't bring himself to look you in the eyes then made you realize the truth. It wasn't innocent. It wasn't a surprise either.
"I don't know why you talk to her, tell her everything while you tell me nothing, but if she's what you want, then she can have you." You threw a pot down in the sink, creating a loud noise to echo through the kitchen and the rest of the apartment as you stormed out, grabbed your coat and slid on your uggs. "I'm going to F/N's," you say, seeing him appear in the hallway behind you. "Goodnight, Jake." The door slammed behind you and you left, leaving the love you had once for him behind.
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He called twice, left a voicemail, and sent over 30 messages, explaining everything. He didn't have feelings for that other girl, though he didn't give you any reason to think otherwise so you left that night. You didn't want anything to do with him. Genuinely, you didn't. You didn't know if he had actually cheated, though he claimed he didn't and that he would never do that to you, but he opened up to that girl about things you never even knew an ounce about.
She did have a boyfriend, but it wasn't until a week later that she texted you, telling you that she did like your boyfriend, which caused her own boyfriend to dump her. It wasn't surprising to you at all.
You had been staying at your friend's house for the last week, so when you finally called him back, you only asked him if he had any feelings for that girl. He didn't say anything. He hesitated, but he said no. However, that wasn't enough for you. You hung up on him and texted him that you were through. You asked him to have his stuff out of your apartment by next Friday, which he agreed to.
But on that Friday, when he was taking the last of his stuff, he stopped and looked at you coldly, unsure what to say but spoke anyways. His voice deep and hurt, just like his heart, just like yours.
"You didn't fight for us," he told you, "You didn't even care to listen to what I had to say. You leave every time it gets hard, you blame me for everything I do, but what am I supposed to do when you won't even hear me out, Y/N?"
"I don't know," You stared back at him with crossed arms, "Maybe don't cheat on me?" You scoffed, but he couldn't believe you.
"Why do you have to brush me aside like that?" Jake questioned, "You never listened to me. Have you even considered the possibility that I didn't open up to you because you didn't give me the chance to?"
You unfolded your arms, but you took his words the wrong way. "Are you implying I made you cheat on me?"
But that enraged him. "I didn't cheat on you, Y/N!" He raises his voice, throwing his hands in the air defensively, "I talked to who I thought was my friend, about personal stuff because I couldn't bring myself to talk to you about it, so instead of just trusting me to tell you on my own, you go through my phone and accuse me of cheating on you."
"You hesitated," you threw it back in his face, "When I asked you if you liked her, you hesitated before saying no. You had to think about whether or not you liked another girl while you were with me. Do you not realize how pathetic that made me feel?"
"Do you not realize how pathetic you've made me feel?" Jake remarks, tears in his eyes, mirroring yours, "I'm the bad guy in every part of this story, Y/N, because you won't even give me the chance to explain myself. You keep dismissing me and ignoring me, but why won't you listen to me? I love you with all I have, Y/N."
But you wiped your tears, sniffling. "I never want to see you again."
His eyes grew wide, but he didn't fight against it. He grabbed the last of his stuff and left without another word spoken between you both.
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There was a party. You didn't know anyone but your best friend, but as she had gone off with her boyfriend, you were now alone, sitting on the couch, drinking liquor out of some plastic cup. You wore a red dress, made of satin, with heels that weren't too high that your ankles wanted to break but not too flat that made you appear too different from everyone else. You didn't want to be different, easy to single out. You wanted to fit in, just like everyone else. But you weren't like everyone else. That was clear the moment he saw you.
The room was crowded. You could barely see over dozens of people piled into one room. Music blaring, dim lights as one of your favorite songs started to play. People were dancing, people were drinking, having a good time like there was no tomorrow. And there he was, standing by the wall. You could see him through the small spaces between people. His eyes were glued to his phone screen for a fleeting moment, one that felt a little too long until he suddenly met eyes with you and in response, you smiled at him from across the room, while your heart jumped out of your chest and you had never felt more noticed in your life.
He approached you soon enough, breaking the awkwardness with a little joke before he sat beside you and started an easy-going conversation with you about what you did for work, what he did for work, etc. The night ended with a lightly-sober kiss between you both, where he said something so beautiful to you that you swore it was engraved into you. He said, "You are so pretty when you smile, but when it was just at me, like I was the only person in that crowded room, I knew it was you that I'm going to fall for." Five days later, after a couple of sober dates, he was your boyfriend. And for two years, you promised yourself that he was the one. Until he wasn't.
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You had a dream once, that you married Jake and had a family with him. You had a couple of dogs, ones he and the kids all named like Scout, Georgie, and Layla the 2nd. You had your dream job, as did he, and you were just so happy with him and the kids. He had built you your dream house, with a concrete pool and a beautiful backyard that the kids would run all over in with the dogs. He had always promised you that he would anything for you—build you a house, give you the family you wanted, be the husband you needed. You loved him with your entire being, and he felt the same way about you.
But it had been five years since the break up. You haven't heard from him in at least four years, and the last thing you were told, he was engaged to some new girl and was moving back to Australia after the wedding.
You had met someone else, too. You had only been dating for a few months now, nothing too serious just yet, but you were just getting used to being in a relationship again. You were taking it slow, not wanting to rush anything.
You didn't have feelings for Jake anymore. You haven't loved him in years. But there's a part of that wishes that fate would lead you back into each other's lives, single and open for a second chance. But that was never going to happen. You were never going to be the one he stares at from across the room, where you smile at him and start the love that should have lasted forever, but it never stood a chance. You had moved on, and so has he. The memories of what love gave you both lingers in your eyes, your mind, and for the rest of your life, you'll know that it just wasn't meant to be. From across the room, you'll stay, and regret ever smiling at him for he became the love of your life, just as quickly as you left him. It was over. But you were okay.
You had to be.
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A/N - sorry guys i felt like hurting feelings today mb
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koshkahhh · 1 year ago
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(Fanfic recs needed!!!)
WHERE IN THE HELL ARE THE CASUAL NEGAN X READER STORIES???
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ive been searching the world wide web for like d4mn hours by now and couldnt find ONE SINGLE PROPERLY WRITTEN MULTI-CHAPTER NON-FULL-SMUT STORY that doesnt mischaracterize negan like crazy. I found a few one shots that were absolutely incredible but the rest is like js a ton of generalized daddy-issues impersonation-ahh smutshots n it lowkey makes me sad😞
If anyone has good Negan x Reader Stories, please, give me a link or something!!! I am desperate!!!
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sleepyphobzz · 4 months ago
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HEY GUYS im back😊 i need fic recs so im gonna make a list of shit i like/dont like for u guys if u wanna know :D
I like most watford day fics so yay :3
Normal aus are sick🔥
Any work/college/anything of the sort is swell
Canon divergence💞
1 shots are ok i js dont rlly like em
Please nothing w sex or js not nakedness yknow? Shit like that makes me uncomfortable :)
Similarly, nothing rated e
No 3rd person
Any ship is fine :D
Fluff is great
Honestly i like alot tbh so nearly everything is fine
ANGST. Angst is my beloved bro💞
Angst
Ang- oh uhh yeah thats it
Ok thats it if u wanna recommend anything that'd be helpful but idk js wanna put this out there for yall wonderin
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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 10 months ago
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ari!!! i found a fic that made me cry in the EXACT same way ur fics make me cry and i thought you might wanna see it bc its so so gorgeous... its called paracosm of the gods by @/satoruxx and i js thought youd like it!! maybe!! have a nice day!!!
WAHHHH TYSM FOR THE REC ANON!!!! 🥹 that fic has been in my tbr for a whileeee (along with.. all of rheya’s other works angel if you see this i love you so bad.) the funny thing is i started crying just by skimming through it LMAO so 😭😭😭….
well . i’m waiting for a suitable moment to read it because i am such a sensitive little baby when it comes to angst ….. i will literally cry and throw up….. but i’m genuinely sooo excited to read this fic and knowing it has your approval just makes me more eager to sink my little teeth into it >:33 thank you again anon!!! please have a lovely day yourself!!!!
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bigbumder96 · 1 year ago
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account introduction thing!!!??
ngl i feel a bit goofy doing this🙁
general:
name: darcie
age: im a minor😭
gender: girl (she/her :3 )
sexuality: lesbian
from/live in: england unfortunately😣 east london specifically, or essex depending on if u focus on the postcode or the london borough😭 officially its east london tho
interests:
tv shows:
- the inbetweeners
- white gold
- station 19 (still have to catch up on the latest episode lmao
- 9-1-1 (also still have to catch up one episode😭)
- fresh meat
- ted lasso
- heartbreak high (both the old version and the reboot !!! i dont prefer one over the other, although i do tend to post about the 90s one more lmaooo)
- friday night dinner
- this country
- call the midwife
- ackley bridge
- baby reindeer (i wouldnt exactly call it an interest, this show fucking traumatised me, but i watched it like last week😭)
- phoenix rise
- moment of eighteen (a k-drama btw!!)
- move to heaven (also a k-drama!!)
- there she goes
- benidorm
- skins (only gen 2 tho im afraid😞)
- the inBESTigators (dont judge lmfao😭😭😭)
- little lunch (i cant theyre js both such good shows)
- dodo (a cartoon)
- taskmaster (only season eight tho for the icon joe thomas‼️)
- mr bigstuff
- supacell
im currently watching derry girls and jamie johnson atm !!
films:
- the shawshank redemption
- the green mile
- goodbye charlie bright (my absolute fav omg)
- the business
- the football factory (theyre making the sequel to this at my school im so happy i love nick love films😍i didnt see nick love himself tho💔)
- good will hunting
- bohemian rhapsody
- dead mans shoes
- ferris buellers day off
- harry brown
- little miss sunshine
- the inbetweeners movie
- the inbetweeners 2
- white chicks
- the basketball diaries
- mid90s
- spiderman: into the spider-verse
- spiderman: across the spider-verse
music:
- alex g (fav song: too many to put here, but if i had to pick then prolly the whole race, trick, and rules album, as well as hope (the song) and bobby (also the song)😭)
- tv girl (fav song: better in the dark, louise, and daughter of a cop)
- the fratellis (fav song: for the girl)
- the killers (fav song: read my mind and andy youre a star)
- the smiths (fav song: girl afraid, bigmouth strikes again, and this night has opened my eyes. guys i swr i liked them songs before they got popular im acc rly annoyed at the tiktofication of bigmouth strikes again and this night has opened my eyes😣)
- queen (fav song: spread your wings and long away)
- the stone roses (fav song: i wanna be adored and made of stone. basic i know😣😣)
my ALL-TIME FAV - the jam (fav song: when youre young, eton rifles, pity poor alfie / strangle, david watts)
- oasis (live forever. icba to type ‘fav song’ anymore😭)
- mitski (why didnt you stop me, goodbye my danish sweetheart, me and my husband, your best american girl, once more to see you, etcetera…)
extras:
- im into football and i am a big arsenal fan !!!! my fav player is def martin ødegaard, and i may or may not be one of those deluded emile smith-rowe fans who think that hes gonna have a huge comeback and be like he was two seasons ago🤫🤫🤫
(edit: im gonna kms he left arsenal🙁)
i also support england as a country (obviously) plus a tad bit of dagenham amd redbridge, because they are my local ! (before you call me a glory hunter, ive supported arsenal since i was 3 because thats what my mum and grandparents support!!! also its a bit hard to support your local when not all the games are televised and you cant afford a season ticket, not to mention i had no clue who dagenham and redbridge were when i was choosing a football team, because i had no clue how leagues worked and i didnt gaf about football tbh💀)
- i like webtoons! my fav is jacksons diary, our walk home, and crystal city killers😱 (please does anyone have any cute wlw webtoon recs im so desperate)
- in year seven my drama teacher made us watch a play (on the screen, not irl) called slowtime but we didnt get to finish it💔my teacher spoiled the ending but i didnt care and tracked down the rest of that video bcs slowtime is such a good play i love everything abt it😍
- last year i was obsessed with this book series called football academy (written by tom palmer) and it was genuinely so good but there was nobody myp age cuz it was for kids💔i dont rly read them anymore, but the interest is still there if someone by chance has read them please contact me and have a conversation with me about it🙏🙏🙏
- i also have a very obscure interest about london boroughs??? like i dont even know a lot about them, i just love talking about/watching videos about london boroughs... i blame the lb guy on tiktok
i apologise as this was very long, and i probably wont even post that much😭 sorry for the yapping tho🙏🙏🙏
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stop-ur-losing-me · 2 years ago
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kellie's 100 follower celebration event!✨
surprise!! hey everyone, i've just hit 100 followers, so in honor of that, i will be doing a ✨100 follower celebration event✨ this event will last till Jan. 20th!! please leave all requests in my inbox !! my intro post is here and this is based off the results of this poll
🎵block me out🎵 - give me a song, genre, artist, or js general vibe and i'll give you a song that's similar
💌question..? 💌- leave any question in my inbox and i'll answer!
💄feather💄 - send me any topic and i'll make a mood board of it
🎸get him back🎸- send me any song and i'll respond with my analysis and favorite lyrics from that song
💗nonsense💗 - i'll make a mood board of ur blog
💞in between💞 - send me your favorite tropes, genres, or authors and i'll give you a book rec!
🖤gone girl🖤 - send me a fictional character and i'll make a short playlist for them
💫feels like💫 - i want to get to know you!! send me your hot takes on anything and i'll react to them
(you can submit more than one request, asks can be anon or not, whatever you prefer)
again, thank you so much everyone for 100 followers!!
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