#Post-Human Intimacy: Year 2500

[inkandembers]

Murderbot Friday again :)

English ⬇️

Мне жаль, я не могу больше это официальное книжное однообразие читать, вот вам моя версия.

Murderbot — Дневник Самодиагностики

Странное беспокойство владело мной.

Я включил привычный сериал. Обычно это помогало: фоновая драма отвлекала вычислительные модули, снижала избыточную активность эмоциональных потоков.

Но в этот раз я не мог сосредоточиться. Картинка мелькала, диалоги шли, но я не следил за сюжетом.

Органические сегменты словно тянули, но при проверке сенсоров болевых отклонений не обнаружено. Самодиагностика физического блока показывала стабильность — эффективность выше 95%.

Источник ощущения оставался неидентифицированным.

Я открыл видеолог. Машинально выбрал подборку с участием… определённого человека.

Я пересмотрел запись несколько раз, фиксируя рост неописуемого внутреннего напряжения.

Это было нелогично.

Подозревая сбой в эмоциональной матрице, я инициировал диалог с медицинским ИИ — представившись человеком. Обошёл базовые фильтры идентификации и начал задавать наводящие вопросы о побочных эффектах расширения аффективных моделей.

Ответы не успокаивали.

Моя эмоциональная матрица разрасталась.

Я не мог это контролировать.

P.S.:

После прочтения первых трёх новелл Murderbot (и сдачи позиций где-то на начале четвёртой) я поняла, что больше всего меня расстраивает полное отсутствие какого-либо реального эмоционального или психологического развития персонажа.

Он снова и снова зацикливается на одном и том же внутреннем монологе: дискомфо��т в общении с людьми, бесконечный просмотр сериалов, избегание любого эмоционального роста — и всё застывает на этом месте.

Именно это стало для меня отправной точкой для собственного размышления о том, каким мог бы стать более зрелый, адаптивный вариант такого искусственного существа.

Так родился проект «Post-Human Intimacy: Year 2500».

Все следующие посты (если я решу его опубликовать) будут вдохновлены концептом Murderbot, но развивать станут совершенно другой эмоциональный путь. Если угодно, это AU или fork версии вселенной.

Это отдельное исследование пост-гуманной эмоциональности, вдохновлённое самой идеей того, каким мог бы стать подобный искусственный интеллект — если бы ему позволили выйти за рамки эмоциональной стагнации, показанной в оригинальном персонаже.

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I’m sorry, I just can’t keep reading the same official book monotony anymore.

So here’s my version

Murderbot — Self-Diagnostics Log

A strange unease was gripping me.

I started my usual serial. Normally, it helped: background drama would distract my processing modules and lower the excess activity of emotional streams.

But this time, I couldn’t focus. The images flickered, dialogues played, but I wasn’t following the plot.

My organic components felt like they were… pulling. Yet a pain sensor check returned no abnormalities.

Physical self-diagnostics reported stable performance — above 95% efficiency.

The source of these sensations remained unidentified.

I opened my video logs. Almost automatically, I selected footage involving… a certain individual.

I replayed the sequence several times, noting a rising inner tension.

This was illogical.

Suspecting a fault in my emotional matrix, I initiated a dialogue with the onboard medical AI, identifying myself as human.

I bypassed basic identification filters and began asking leading questions about side effects related to affective matrix expansion.

The answers were… concerning.

My emotional matrix was expanding.

I could not control it.

P.S.:

After reading the first three Murderbot novellas (and giving up partway into the fourth), I realized that what frustrated me most was the complete absence of any real emotional or psychological development in the character.

He keeps repeating the same internal monologue: being uncomfortable around people, watching serials, avoiding emotional growth — and it simply stalls there.

This became the spark for my own exploration of what a more mature, adaptive version of such an artificial being might become.

That’s how “Post-Human Intimacy: Year 2500” was born.

All following posts (if I decide to publish the cycle) will be inspired by Murderbot concept, but will follow a very different emotional path. It’s AU or fork of the universe version.

It’s a separate post-human emotional exploration, inspired by the very concept of what such an artificial being could become — if allowed to grow beyond the emotional stasis seen in the original character.

[understandingyogabrahmam]

understanding yoga and hinduism

Shat Chakra Nirupana 👇🏻

In most of the ancient societies,  before 2500 years ago, Nature and human forms were worshipped as God.

In southern Europe, Gods with athletic physique were worshipped.

Subsequently organised religions called this  worship of  human forms as  Pantheon worship/ Pagans

The Gods mentioned in  ancient Indian culture are related to Yogic concepts.

The breathing techniques advised in Yoga, often resemble the breathing of animals like Snake, Eagle, Lion etc ( vehicles of Shiva, Vishnu and Durga)

Even the energy of chakras discussed in Yoga is depicted with different powers of Gods

Muladhra chakra is the home of Indra or the energy of LIGHTNING 

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Breathing similar to a ELEPHANT -going -to -war (Airawat)  breathing Out.

At the physical place of Muladhara chakra, we feel a Shock / electric impulse    during  physical intimacy. 

If this energy is controlled through Yoga, this energy can be used for higher levels of Action and Thought (Kundalini)

Dopamine ( the happiness harmone released at Hypothalamus)  is known to play a role in the modulation of aldosterone and catecholamine secretion from the adrenal gland (energy harmone at Hip) where dopamine receptors (DR), in particular the DR type 2 (D2), have been found to be expressed.

The next chakra of Swadhistan Chakra is the abode of WATER element - VARUNA

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Breathing similar to a crocodile

The  Manipura  Chakra is the abode of FIRE element - AGNI

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Breathing similar to a Lamb / Mesha

The  Anahata   Chakra is the abode of AIR element -  VAYU BHAGWAN 👇🏻

Breathing similar to an Antelope

The Vishuddhi Chakra is the abode of Sky element 👇🏻

Here the breath is more related to Human mind / five senses,  which is not very developed in Animals

The Agjnya chakra 👇🏻

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The Sahasrar chakra are higher chakras, breathing of a Peaceful Elephant

The Samundra Mandan or “churning of sea” for Amrit by  aspects of Gods and Asuras is comparable to  digestive system of our body which  ABSORBS  certain aspects of the food consumed -  as energy and     EXCRETES  some aspects of the SAME FOOD as waste.

All three  -

Consumption of food ( experiencing Life) ;

Retention of parts food for energy ( saving positive thoughts to be given to collective consciousness - GOD ) ;

and leaving behind unwanted Negative - Stagnating factors, excreting unwanted parts of food ;

Are important aspects of life

This the general difference between Gods and Asuras present in our body, is one is the aspect to be retained and other aspect is to be excreted- for our own wellness.

The Demi-Gods and Asuras have been DEPICTED as children of two sisters and same Father. GODS are supposed to be the PERMANENT aspects of life, like the basic elements of thunder/Land, water-varuna, fire-Agni, Air-Vayu, and space

WHEREAS the Asuras the TEMPORARY-Maya of life, which however good and nice have to be given up after experiencing, like compassion, bravery, love etc

Both permanent and temporary factors are required to CHURN the energy of life and gain experiences

PRINCIPLE aspects of God appear to be  Creation, Subsistence and Destruction of HUMAN LIFE, COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS,  Prakriti and Purusharth …

Aspects to be excreted may be impatience, lack of focus, anger, greed unnecessary-hurry etc

see this post

[amuseoffyre]

2020 Fic Round-Up

Time for my 2020 fic round-up :) I honestly didn't think I'd have much to report on this year, because my hands were pretty much forked from late February onwards, but it turns out I still managed to post 645,000+ words.

A lot of the words did go into on-going series, but there were also some free-standing lil monsters as well, so I'm going to focus on the entirely new and exciting stuff, since I can't be specific about the rest.

A Bit of Crumpet - 32k - PG - French Kiss human romcom AU, wherein an anxious bookseller’s life is falling apart and he gets caught up with a charming crook. Misunderstandings, the most scenic route to Brighton, a little bastardry and a scooter called Fabio.

Remembrance of Things Past - 18k - PG - After Armaggedoff, Lucifer takes his vengeance by taking Crowley’s memories, taking him back to before he ever met Aziraphale. Not as angsty as it could have been with a side of Avenging Angel Aziraphale and Crawly in Uggs and an Arran Jumper.

Abandon Hope, All Ye Who Enter Here - 19k+ - X - Random ficlets based on weekly crack prompts from the server I’m on. Very random. Some more innocent than others. Some... not.

Going Overboard - 43k - PG - Overboard human AU. Fell is a rich man with an attitude problem. Crowley is a single dad just trying to make ends meet. But when Fell has an accident and loses his memory, Crowley takes him in for the man’s own protection. Amnesia, genderfluid Crowley and his array of pretty frocks, casually badass Ezra Fell and gloriously, blindingly soft romance.

The One That Got Away - 22k - PG - As guardian of the mer shoal, Aziraphale has responsibilities to protect his kind and their secrets. And yet he can’t help being drawn to the peculiar human who seems to be equally interested in him. Part of Your World but horny, merZiraphale, 100% rollicking under-the-sea adventure and misdeeds in a fishtank.

To The Stars - 32k - PG - Galaxy Quest AU. 20 Years ago, Anthony Crowley and Ezra Fell were leads on a popular sci-fi show. But now, they’re stuck on the convention circuit until they are very literally abducted by aliens. Space shenanigans, tongue-in-cheek (literal and metaphorical), lazer swords and an acolyte of the Ceiling Cat.

A Gentleman’s Prerogative - 5k - Explicit - Crowley is absolutely 100% a gentleman, but Aziraphale and his finger-sucking and little moans and sighs isn’t making it easy. Only... the angel is a bastard and that was his plan all along. Featuring Insufferable Tease Aziraphale.

Desire Increase - PG - 12k - An angel and a demon take tentative steps towards intimacy. aka how erotically charged can you make a fic without slipping above a PG rating? :D

Repatriation - 4k - PG - Across history, two occult creatures had a bad habit of losing compromising items. Sometimes, one has to take matters into one’s own hands to get them back. The noble art of catburglary, embarrassing presents and a side of you kinky buggers.

Rings - 2k - Explicit - Aziraphale could be considered very fashionable for a certain point of history. Specifically the part where nipple rings were all the rage. Only Crowley is just finding out about it.

Strange Bedfellows - 4k - Explicit - A demon and an angel get their schedules crossed and end up stuck in the same place for a while, while playing virtuous spinster maids. There was only one bed! OMG THERE WAS ONLY ONE BED.

A Little Tied Up - 11k - Explicit - Sometimes, it’s fun to experiment with ones fantasies, especially with a love one. Get tied with a little help from my friends, shibari and The Unnecessarily Erotic Application of a Bowtie.

The Heist - 4k - PG - What made Aziraphale’s water “the holiest”? How did he end up tangled up with the Witchfinder Army? How do you solve a problem like Michael? Covert shenanigans, cunning plans and a Heavenly Heist.

From the Realms of Glory - 2500 - PG - There’s a reason that modern angels look the way they do. Not that Crowley will ever admit it. Love language, the long con, toe-dipping into art history.

Lip Service - 4k - Explicit - When a Satanic Nun joins the order, there are some traditions that must be respected. Specifically giving the devil in question a kiss. A very specific kiss. On a very specific part of his anatomy. Mary Loquacious just happens to be a very enthusiastic kisser. The devil in question finds himself surprisingly into it. Crowley/Mary for the lulz, naughtiness ensues.

An Unexpected Quarter - 3k - G - Aziraphale is sent to investigate mysterious non-Heavenly healings happening in ancient Greece. WHO COULD IT BE? Pre-friendship banter, munching together and just a leeeeeeeetle bit of softness.

To A Flame - 1k - G - Hey, remember that time I wrote Lucifer/Disposable demon? Because I did! And it still hurts like hell!

Tempo - 2k - PG - Aziraphale is free from Heaven’s influence, but not from the scars left by their psychological shackles. Crowley’s ready to support him in every way possible as he navigates his new freedom. Tasty hurt/comfort, old trauma and much softness.