#Project 75(I)

[demaparbat-hp]

Them sleeping together (not sexually)! Thank you so much for feeding me with those gorgeous arts. Love you so so so much❤️

It's a long way to Ba Sing Se.

[hrokkall]

Somebody else

[silly-goose-kid]

she’s working laaaate cuz she’s a singerrrrr

[nono-uwu]

Dawgs

great thing about being an artist is that I can make two characters that have nothing to do with eachother from completley different games interact

Also slight spoiler warning for hsr 2.1 main story in the tags (i ramble)

[stayatsam]

one time in my FIRST SEMESTER of my freshman year of college i had to miss a meeting for a group project with some classmates and they told the professor who then gave me a C on the project while my classmates got an A, with the comment "you would've gotten a higher grade if you attended the meeting"

i had the FLU!

[keeps-ache]

she can spawn jelly cubes, which taste very nice when she's in a good mood :D

[stepswowdsen]

【KagePro】 KuroEne AU: Kuroha tries to provoke Ene into attacking him

(CW: Sexually suggestive dialogue, Saeru being a freak)

Summary:

KuroEne AU: Kuroha tries to provoke Ene into attacking him and Ene refuses, an answer that he accepts.

Sen's Meow Meow Mf Faves (^-^)

Route XX: ShinEne

I really wanna draw a KuroEne art at some point so I can caption it with:

“I’ll come to you as both your lover and executioner.”

I love imagining KuroEne as that whole "I will come to you as your lover and your executioner" trope

It's such a sexy ship OH MY GODDD

Utterly perfect for my tastes of dark eroticism. Kid me had such good taste

It fits them sooooo perfectly irt Kuroha/Saeru being the main antagonist/villain who’s responsible for (almost everything bad that happens) and the time loop tragedy in KagePro.

Sen's Meow Meow Mf Faves

Ashiya Douman vs. Dioscuri Anthology Comic by AU (@/delete_au)

Magi: Ch. 251 & Ch. 253

Outer Science MV by Sidu

My smiley (^-^) meow meow faves have that very specific dark silhouette smile trope.

Douman. Judar. Kuroha.

KuroEne

Just had a thought about a KuroEne idea that goes something along the lines of:

Kuroha: Hehehe… Such passionate words, Ene.

Kuroha: I wonder… Did you prefer my lies or truths?

Kuroha: Did they (your past selves) prefer when our relationship was built on lies or truths?

Kuroha: ...Or perhaps both?

Kuroha: Love me, hate me… It’s all the same in the end…!

Kuroha: Your love and hatred… your yearning and desire... and your sorrows and grief… They are all nourishment to me. They all feed my desires in the end.

KuroEne AU: Kuroha tries goading Ene into hurting him

Not posting the whole thing cuz my KuroEne AU dialogue scripts are GIANT...

So I'll just post a snippet from it.

At some point their sex would go like this:

Kuroha: Hurt me and make me feel pain!

Ene: Wtf no 😭

Me: Oh I just looked through my KuroEne AU dialogue scripts. I found the first one that’s a huge masterpost of KuroEne ideas, the first one I ever wrote.

I just found some dialogue scripts of KuroEne getting intimate with each other as both Enemies and Lovers. I should revamp them sometime…

(This is not the first of the batch, but it's from the first KuroEne AU dialogue script doc)

Me: Just thought of it but a KuroEne idea where they're Enemies and Lovers and Kuroha tries to taunt Ene into hurting him during their intimacy but she just refuses. Ene is really too nice for that.

Kuroha: Hurt me! Make me feel pain! Direct your anger and your love and hatred towards me—

Kuroha: ...You won't do it? How come?

Kuroha: Or could it be, that even now, you are chasing after your beloved, even when he's a monster wearing his face? (*)

Note: Talking about Haruka.

F: You know... when I read the first sentences, I was really happy and I was passionate about life, but after reading that last part... I still feel the same except I was emotionally stabbed. Ene wouldn't dare to hurt anyone here, I just can't imagine that :<

Me: I feel like Ene would tell him, "Oh, dream on, if you think I'm gonna stoop to your level!"

Ene: ...You must've seen it from the other mes. When I do it, I want my partner to feel good. I'll do it tenderly.

Kuroha: (...)

And Kuroha/Saeru goes like "..." and decides to accept that answer. So he lets it go.

F: She's more of a uh... "hurt with words" type. Verbal violence, I think? Verbally aggressive. Even then, she doesn't really go too harsh with it, just teasing and minor insults every now and then

Me: Yeah like she's more so the type to counter him verbally

F: > “Dream on, if you think I’m gonna stoop to your level!”

This is hot. She's threatening him with a sentle gex 💔

Me: HAHA. It's cuz there's no way that Ene would be a harsh top. When she tops, she will be gentle loving and considerate.

F: ‼️

F:

Kuroha: A little bite won't hurt now... or maybe a choke? Or perhaps... bondage?

Me: Saeru who is trying to tempt her into other things... of course he would.

F: Classic Saeru, what were we expecting from him really?

Me: I always imagined that she reaches out for his hand to hold and intertwine fingers with him when she tops him.

F: 💖

F: AWWWWEEE this is cute, gotta admit <3

Me:

Kuroha: (!)

Kuroha: (Kuroha notices Ene reaching out for his hand, and intertwines his fingers with hers.)

Kuroha: I do find it endearing… how you're still being so gentle and considerate with this.

Kuroha: How you want to make me feel good.

Kuroha: Knowing that you’re still so concerned with my pleasure… makes me crave you more.

Kuroha: ……It’s exactly like you, isn’t it?

Me: 1st and 3rd she could be talked into and agree to. Biting and bondage, I mean.

I can't imagine Ene being comfortable with consensually choking someone so she'd refuse.

F:

"My body is invincible, do whatever you want with it…"

"What if I refuse?"

"Why? Are you scared of hurting me? ',:)"

F: She'd most likely bite tho :D

Me: Yeah I agree she'd bite him!

F: Neck, collarbone, shoulders, the typical spots :^)

Me: Yeah and even though he could heal them with Awakening Eyes if he wanted, he just lets the marks/hickies stay.

Me:

Ene: I refuse. That's... that's just not my style!

Kuroha: How come? Are you scared of hurting your beloved's body? His body? Or mine?

F:

Ene: …You sure know how to provoke a person like me, don't you?

Me: This line is 💗

Me:

Kuroha: This body is invincible... Do as you please.

Ene: Unlike you... I'm not the violent type! Ene is a delicate flower, I'll have you know!

Ene: I’m going to make you feel good, just like you’ve done for me, and that’s that.

Kuroha: (......)

Kuroha: ...I see. That's just like you, isn't it? Very well... If you insist. I accept your answer.

Ene: ...Is it true that you know everything about me?

...

F: Well... so Kuroha is a masochist, I mean... yeah he wouldn't get hurt so it's explainable but omg he sounds so desperate it's like he wants pain 😭

Me: Yeah I see Kuroha/Saeru as a sadomasochist. Mainly a sadist, but he tries to provoke Ene into hurting him because he wants to see if he can get a new outcome and see if he could possibly push her to that point

Also there's the fact that he's never truly threatened (by his partner) because of Awakening Eyes. Even if he did get hurt, he could just heal and regenerate.

Me: The way I see it is that Kuroha/Saeru likes seeing "strong emotions" being directed towards him, no matter what kind. It's cuz love and hatred and greed, etc., all feed his ego.

Saeru's "attachment" isn't really like Douman's attachment. It's like Saeru’s committance to keep the game going as long as all those strong emotions are being directed towards him.

F: Just for fun? Or does is that an actual goal he wants to achieve to get something out of it?

Me:

Ene: No. I’m not gonna do it. There's just no way. I won’t hurt you…

Ene: And doing the opposite of what you want is always a plus~ 🎵

Ene: Why don’t you let me take charge this time~? I’ll do it for you!

Me: Yeah I'd say just for fun. Cuz once Ene establishes that she's not gonna do it after trying to provoke her into doing it, he's satisfied with her answer and lets it go.

Her answer to him is "to lie with her S/O tenderly." So he will accept that.

F: "Trust me, because you wouldn't even have a single bruise on you. <3"

Me: Saeru first blinks in surprise in response to Ene saying this, but then smirks like, "Oh~? Really?"

...

Me: > "How about choking me?"

Also yeah, I feel like Ene wouldn't like anything resembling hands wrapping around the neck...

Ofc that only happens in Routes similar to Route XX, but still...

Just gonna put this for context just in case it's needed.

Losstime Memory’s Route XX has a metaphorical representation of Shintaro killing Ene by wrapping his hands around her neck.

Irt KagePro’s Music Route, Losstime Memory’s Route XX leads to the events of Outer Science.

Me: Good god the misunderstandings between ShinEne (platonic or as ship) are so :'^)

I care about them... I mainly see their dynamic as platonic but I like seeing it as ship too.

In Route XX, Shintaro sinks further into his depression, believing that Ene is only a "neighbour/stranger" who lives in his computer who is incapable of truly understanding him.

While Ene tries to cheer him up and telling him he should pay attention only to her and move onto the future and make connections with other people, and ultimately fails to reach him.

She fears that if left to his own devices, he'd give into his self-loathing and suicidal impulses.

The lyrics of Artificial Enemy before Shintaro deletes Ene has a line something like "I've gotten bored of you, a toy that is only good for talking to"

Shintaro imposes a sense of distance between them and chooses to drown in his solitude/loneliness, can't move on from his guilt and can't move onto the future

But the thing is, Ene saw herself (the way she lived previously as Takane) and knew him before as his classmate back when she was still alive/human, so she really does understand the kind of loneliness he experiences...

F: Did you just stab me.

Correction: Any hand-wrapping near the neck (*)

Let her hug Saeru by wrapping her arms around his neck 💔

Me: Yeah that's what I meant to say. Yeah she would still hug him and wrap her arms around his neck

[neopianbiologyproject]

if you follow this blog and have an actual background in any field that may help this project PLEASE feel free to message me with input!

personally my "background" (what I studied in college) is media theory and Japanese lit of all things, so all of my biology knowledge is from a few elective courses, wikipedia rabbit holing, and, like, the Southern Reach series.

outside input is always welcome, especially from people with actual relevant knowledge, even just to confirm my findings or make an Earth comparison!

also i'm doing a lot of the easy determinations first but there are some coming up that are edge cases that might need professional insight

[muffinrag]

btw yesterday at work one of my managers (a 50 year old autistic catholic father of two who plays hardcore minecraft regularly) told me I am allowed to bark at anyone, at any time, for any reason

[viily]

yeah as if i don’t have enough sideblogs already. Well here is the plan.

first isvery straightforward but also not something i’m gonna do anytime soon i’m just thinking i would probably want to start doing the whole “public sideblog for my ocs with intention to be interactive to some degree.” becos that would be fun and i want to. for now i just have a personal ocs aestheticposts archive reblog-only blog but one where i post artstuff… ya. Kind of crucial.

the second one is also crucial but Ok well this is funny No let me be serious for like evend just a single second bare with me — i don’t want to make the post where i open it up to people to be the first post i disclose it in SOO i will say now that i am like 80% sure that i will begin some semblance of an NSFW sideblog and i am not hardset on exactly how i will organize it / what it will contain but that is for later. Just Wanted to let’s you know (it wouldbe like 18+only ofcourse and honestly you don’t even have to be mutuals i’m just. 👍)

Ok i love you i’ll think about it more and then yeah You get it bye.

[catboygirljoker]

What are Lamia's onpinioms about commonly "controversial" foods eg cilantro onions mushrooms etc ??

honestly thinking about it i think a lot of lamias aversion to eating food in general comes from being a picky eater and not knowing it. i wonder if post-canon when he has space to say no to foods (and someone who likes cooking for him, smile) he finds that there are a lot of foods he hates!

pineapple on pizza: they like it ok. cant really eat fresh pineapple but when its cooked its not nearly as sour

cilantro: they do not have the "cilantro tastes like soap" gene. they think its ok.

mushrooms: thought they hated them until they had mushrooms that were actually cooked properly

onions: WILL not eat raw onions, and has it so firmly in his brain that cooked onions are slimy and stringy that he refuses to eat those, either

sushi: doesnt mind that it's raw, but cant get over the texture.

eggs: i think ive said they wont eat most preparations of eggs. well its true.

bleu cheese: absolutely cannot get over the fact that theyre eating mold.

coconut: not partial, in any form, in any preparation.

licorice: LOVES it. by extension they also like fennel and tarragon.

pickles: loved them until they had 1 really bad Pickle Experience and now they hate them forever and ever.

[transannabeth]

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[vamppeach]

im going to finish this fuckimg hanahaki fic

[keeps-ache]

The OCs you posted recently look really cool- could you talk a bit about them? Maybe the antagonists as well?

!! oh thank you :D

suuure yea :>> it's a smaller, newer thing of mine so not a lot n some of it may change!! but here's some profiles lol,

✧ Tide (the square head; they/them) is some sort of creature thing who lives in a remnant of an old world that decayed a long time ago after finding themself trapped there (that changes after they meet the goddess). they're head over heels for the goddess that still remains in the corridors there and they're not very normal about it hbfhvs - they can't be killed by any regular shmegular means and i have fun with that loll

✧ Vernor (ponytail gal; she/her) i don't have a lot for her, but she ended up in the same place Tide did and is very upset about it, understandably. she's good a martial arts and cries easily, and is pretty suspicious of most strangers :) she has a small knife-thing that works like a witch's broom (you have to hold the little handle for dear life though lmao) but i haven't gotten around to drawing it so !

✧ Dire (red circle; he/him) was created by the aforementioned goddess to dump emotions/thoughts she didn't want into, and then just sent him on his way lmfvhsh - because of that he is confused most of the time and still pretends to know everything but is figuring things out for real lol :3👍he hates to change his clothing and is snappy, and the snappiness may get worse on personal proximity hbfshv

^ these three have a Thing goin on. mostly qpp cuz i think it's fun :33

✧ Sleepy (the antagonist, he/him) the elusive guy. elusive bc i haven't drawn him lmfsh - another budy trapped in this old chunk of a dead world, he is also upset about it but to a much more desperate extent lol - his name isn't actually Sleepy but Tide nicknamed him that when they first met and now he can't seem to shake it hfsh, he Does hate it :) he is violent but he can play nicies so he does that most time loll

✧ the goddess (only thing holding this world together, She/her/it (capitalization is optional :3)) has been here for ages, ages, ages. her world's been long dead but she just keeps living for the monotony of it hfsh; plus, it's like her job never ended if she just keeps doing the same regular things she always did. bc of that it's actually preserved her chunk of annihilation, and sucks other creatures in w/o her knowing. the chunk is like a maze that keeps changing shape, so unless you can see it from a god's eyes the place is iiiiiinfinite! and terrible; the place changes to her moods and wishes, which can be interpreted p strangely lol :3 she's talked to and kept Tide around bc she needed somebody to deal with all these weird people coming into her dang house, and it's worked out fairly well (dubious)! :D

the world-chunk is inspired by vaporwave, abandoned malls, and the distinct smell of chlorine my mother has sometimes loll :)

[allylikethecat]

This feels like a sign of something, of what, I’m not sure, but a sign none the less

[cinnamostar]

working my 9-5 into doing normal human responsibilities into doing homework until 9:30pm is so plekdkekekdkke T - T my brain is fried im going to bed early tonight..