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Hello from Ankokuyousai!
Independent Esmeral blog by @cleverthylacine; information for potential friends and followers below the cut.
Mun: @cleverthylacine, she/they, extremely adult. Go to my personal blog for demographics.
Verse: This is primarily a Voice of Stanix Esmeral (in other words, Transformers Victory Esmeral but in an IDW AU). If you haven't read VoS, Esmeral is Megaempress' daughter, and she inherited her mother's throne shortly after Megatron's abdication and her mother's death. Lunaclover, Moonheart, Trickdiamond, and Flowspade are her personal guard and, together with Lyzack, her best friends.
She is pledged to Deathsaurus (@dragcnspark). (He is not a VoS Deathsaurus, but this is RP-land and we have fun here.)
She is secretly EmeraldWings, who is one of the primary administrators of the Big Conversation. Please note that in her universe you are not allowed to dox anyone on the Big Conversation, including yourself, so she will not admit it.
Rules: I'm not very fond of lots of rules, so the usual - no godmodding, and work things out with me before you attempt to have sexytimes or a fight with her. Mun does not interact with players under the age of 18.
I cut smut but can't make my RP partners do that so block "nsft" and "nsfw" if you don't want to see it.
Pertinent info: I don't tolerate TERFs, bigots of any kind, obnoxious people, and anti-shippers. (You are probably not an anti if you don't know what that means, so don't worry about it!)
I don't like people who think that if they object to the content of somebody else's writing or art, they are entitled to harass that person. Even if I personally think the content is disgusting myself, which has happened, I just hit the back button and think about kittens, and that's what you should do, too.
I do tag all my stuff with appropriate content labels when topics that people commonly find objectionable come up, even in conversations, and if you want to write with me I will generally agree to not bring up topics you don't want to write in our threads.
PS: I will not under any circumstances tag content involving fully sapient beastformers as 'bestiality', and if you ask me to do that, I will be creatively rude. I'll tag it with ship names so you can filter out ships you don't like, but I won't tag it like that.
Header art and icon are lineart from the Transformers Victory manga, coloured by my bff @sharkteethies.
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Welcome friendo.
I am Zachary. Zachary is delighted to here about you and your adventures. Zachary would like to introduce himself. Maybe Zachary will have human person āIsBusā take over. By the way, IsBus has a weird name. Why does human person IsBus have such a name? Zachary has normal human person nameā¦
Ahem! This is IsBus. This blog is all about talking to this ātotally human guyā named Zachary. Hereās a few fun facts about him!
Zachary is a business man at human work.
He wants to be a food connoisseur, but he really likes cheese. So much that heāll do anything for a slice. Heāll even get naked for cheese. Please donāt make him get naked for cheese.
He believes in Cheesus.
Zachary has bionic limbs. Since heās born without them. (Cause heās actually a snake if you couldnāt tell)
He speaks in the third person, and usually wonāt speak in first person.
Since Zachary loves making friends, and doesnāt understand things, letās set a few guidelines!
No NSFW/L content. Whether itās asks, submissions, or anything related to him. We shouldnāt traumatize him.
No Hate of any kind. (Racism, Homophobia, Transphobia, bullying whatever.)
No Pedophilia or Zoophilia.
Please, no discourse.
And that should be it! If need be, Iāll edit/update the list, which I hope to never do.
Zachary is pleased to meet you, new friendo.
~IsBus and Zachary
Zachary stickers for you!
#snake art#snake character#snakes#snake#snake oc#fursona#scalesona#oc#my ocs#ocs#oc ask blog#ask blog#asks open#asks are open#send asks#zachary the snake#cute snake#cute oc#silly oc#silly snake#fursona ask blog#scalesona ask blog#my art#digital art#oc art#letās talk#letās be friends#blog rules#rules and guidelines#rules and stuff
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Well. Hello there. Welcome to the Mountain Range. Here, you will find four dangerous women whom may just interest you if you can survive. Rules and Junk are below the read more.
This is a NSFW extremely casual role-playing blog featuring 4, very tall, very dangerous women all packing some extra meat below the waist.
Must be 21+ to role-play here.
Rules are easy, don't be a dick. Respect me and my muses. And be patient. Mental health affects my ability to role-play sometimes. And a Warning, most of these gals here are of an angry aggressive sort, that don't take anything in them, if your looking to stuff them, you won't find it here, but if your looking to be stuffed pick your poison
Kinks will be discussed per person. Except for any bathroom kinks, weight gain/fat stuff. Those will be met with an immediate block.
We rp for fun, and nothing but! Dms are always open for plotting or just yapping. Disco will be provided if wanted
I have references for all the ladies in the buff if you wish to look upon them
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Starting a Ko-Fi purely because my family and I are in need!
I was scared to post this. But I need toā¦
My family is struggling to make it through. Most of my family is disabled, we canāt find a job, and we barely make enough to survive. Thereās only one person in my five person household who works. Furthermore, my state wonāt allow us to get on disability.
If you have enough to help AND keep yourself alive, donate. I donāt want to take money from those who also are in need.
If you canāt afford to help, reblog this so that someone can!
I will do commissions. Examples include edited images, drawings of OCs and fictional characters, short stories/one-shots of OCs. If you would like, check out my edit blog ( @lost-in-code ) for references.
Iām willing to do what it takes to keep this boat afloat.
Ko-Fi link will be here or in my bio post.
~IsBus

Have a picture of my familyās dog, Onyx, for reading all the way.
#send help#reblog appreciated#reblog please#financial assistance#help those in need#ko fi#ko fi link#ko fi commissions#ko fi page#artist on tumblr#writer on tumblr#family in need#isbus#mun post#mun talks#commisions open#taking commisions#rules and stuff#theyāre on my edit blog#please help
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Fuck this country so much
#uk#the ruling is saying stuff like anti discrimination concerning woman defines it as a 'biological woman'
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Back on my bullshit with some new art for the Beetlejuice pitch packet I'm putting together for practice. These are the main characters I would want to focus on.
Maybe if I do a couple more of these sketches I can put together a fan zine...
#huge shout out to jeannette arroyo who's work inspired this car#her stuff rules#beetlejuice#lydia deetz#the art times#fanart#sandworm
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been going a little bit insane about this sentence from Ace by Angela Chen for the past week
#replace this with any other type of significant relationship too#also! this book actually rules btw i really recommend it#i didnt read it when it first cane out bc i was like. well i am already pretty familiar with asexuality and not rly interested in 101 stuff#but it turns out it doesnt feel 101-y at all its a super awesome piece of queer theory and also chen has Good opinions#and not weird watered down ones that i am sometimes wary of in aspec communities (frankly especially ace ones)#i think maybe if more people approached asexuality the way chen does (including and maybe even especially ace people)#i would be more inclined to still ID as ace#but anyways!#aro#aromantic#<- tag selections that reflect how i personally engage with this quote#also#described in alt text#also also#j tag#:/#aro media
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here, kitty, kitty!
tw: dubcon/noncon, hybrid au, reader is literally a pet, loss of bodily autonomy, examination kink, slight medical play, genital piercings, possession
So, Satoru wants to get a cat hybrid.
Suguru supposes he shouldn't be surprised. Satoru's never hidden his porn history or anything. He's constantly suggesting they find a third, while instantly rejecting all suggestions.
A diva like him couldn't have sex with just anyone. And for Suguru himself, well, he preferred to have a certain level of... control in a relationship.
Which suited Satoru fine, most of the time, and Suguru was willing to concede on the rare occasion.
But Suguru doesn't have cat ears, a tail, and a pussy, and he can even admit that he misses the fairer sex sometimes, too.
They've been together so long, know each other so well. Familiarity breeding boredom, maybe. They're happy together, but Satoru wants more.
He's also incredibly needy, exactly the type of child who would beg mommy and daddy for a pet kitty.
That's also the type of child cats tend to despise. But no matter how many times he tries to explain it - "It's not that simple, Satoru" "A pet is a serious commitment, you know" - Satoru, much like a whining child, just doesn't listen.
And, well, Suguru is getting tired of telling him.

So that's how they end up here - with you.
A beautiful thing. All curled up in the corner of your stall - cage, really. Your ears twitch at the noise, and you look up, wide-eyed and anxious in a way that tugs his heartstrings.
It's truly a pity that you're at a place like this.
The interior is well-decorated, clean, with lush carpets and furnishings. The interior of your cage has a soft-looking blanket bunched up in it, and plush bedding in the back.
But there's no mistaking its purpose. In the background, there are moans, whimpers, and the occasional sob.
Throughout the wide room, a few pets were being taken out, paraded for potential owners. Poked and prodded and played with.
You, like all the others, are completely naked.
These hybrids are for sex.
Suguru had almost wanted to leave right away, but Satoru had been so excited, dragging him in by the hand. "Just look! We only have to look!"
After the assistant, a tall, well-dressed blonde man, guides them to the cat section, he's starting to think this isn't Satoru's first time here.
And that's when they'd found you, the sorry thing that you are.
Something trickles down his spine at the thought that you'll be seen by others, sold off, used for sex at your owner's discretion.
"Ooooh, I love this one!" Satoru sounds excited. "Can we take a closer look?"
Nodding, the assistant unlatches your cage. You look out, carefully, with big wide eyes, and the assistant waves you out, but you don't move.
He goes in with a leather lead, latching it to your collar, tugging until you finally crawl out, ears tilted back as your tail curls around your body.
Suguru accepts the lead in one hand as the man steps out for a moment.
The assistant reappears pushing a cart of what looks like medical instruments. Tongue depressors, stethoscopes... lubricant.
"All our pets are virgins. You aren't permitted to have sex but you're free to examine them however you like."
Suguru stands there, silent and shocked while Satoru gleefully agrees.
With a tap of his hand to your back, the assistant guides you to lean forwards, chest pressed against the floor, ass up, right in the middle of the shop in front of them.
Your tail sways gently, curling around Satoru's hand when he grasps at it, delighted, running his hand through it and down the length of your body.
"She soooo cute! Look at her pretty tail. And that ass." He whistles, smacking you on the flank.
Suguru watches your whole body flinch at the contact, but you stiffen up, staying in position. He feels a weird, light flip in his belly. This sort of thing was crazy to begin with... but wouldn't it be better to adopt you than leave you here?
He can't even see your face, meet your eyes. Something inside him screams to comfort you; gather your smaller figure up tightly in his arms and squeeze.
"It'll be all right," Suguru finds himself saying, effortlessly smooth as he approaches you. Gently petting the side of your head, watching the ear on that side tilt to accommodate him. Cute.
Well. He supposes he's a cat person, too.
Satoru is still cooing and groping over your admittedly fine body. Suguru can't help but notice how you stiffen under Satoru's wandering touch, but lean into his gentle pets.
He kneels by your head so he can scratch behind your ear, catching the side of your pretty face.
You reward his efforts with a slight, barely noticeable purr - one that goes away when you gasp, face flushing.
That'd be Satoru.
"See, look at her getting wet already! I bet she looks real good taking dick."Ā Satoru says with a giggle as he reaches your pussy, giving your clit a little rub and teasing your entrance.
The employee, straight-faced, gestures towards the instruments beside him.
"As I said, our pets are kept as virgins until they're sold, so you can't have sex with them. But any other form of examination is permitted, including penetrative ones."
Satoru gives him that terrible, impish grin. "C'mon Suguru. We should check she's in good health before we get her."
"Who said we're getting her?" Suguru shoots back, stroking tenderly over your head, down your back, in soothing motions.
There's a sparkle in Satoru's eyes; he knows Suguru isn't willing to leave this shelter without you.
Those terrible, wicked, beautiful eyes glance over the instruments, mouth splitting into a grin as he fixes his gaze on one of them.
Pulling out the speculum, Satoru slinks towards your backside. Tracing lines over your folds, fondling your clit with purpose.
"See! Soooo wet," He coos, positioning the speculum at your entrance.
Suguru pulls away from you to sit next to Satoru, "Be careful. That's not a toy."
"I know, I know!"
Satoru's tone isn't exactly reassuring to you. Still, you can't do anything but hold yourself up, your ass and cunt bare and exposed to them as the cool metal slides in.
Just the feeling of it spreading you open has you whimpering, tail curling around your thigh.
Suguru's hand comes to rest at the base of your tail, near your back, petting down it in a gliding motion.
"There's a good girl, hm," His voice has a heady satisfaction to it, fingers curling around your tail, "Just hold still for us, don't be afraid. We won't hurt you."
You can't help your reaction, keening under his soothing, affectionate tone. A little whine escapes you as the cool metal slides deeper in, and Suguru makes an effort to reach down and pet your head again.
"Yeah!" Satoru chirps. "See, it's not so bad!"
Somehow, this, too, fails to reassure you. However, one of his hands sneaks around to rub over your clit, until you're dripping, clenching around the metal instrument.
"Good kitty," Suguru murmurs, and you find a shameful, low rumble building in your belly.
Satoru notices, though, "She likes it!" - to your horror, he slides the speculum all the way in, and starts spreading it - you - wide open.
"Here, Suguru, don't you want a look?" Satoru says, spreading you one-handed. His other hand rubs just close enough to your clit to keep the arousal lit.
"Hm..." Suguru hums.
But Satoru knows him - knows that this is as close to a yes as he can bring himself to admit to an idea he hadn't suggested himself.
You're so cute, too, he can't help but stroke your pretty little folds, all soft and wet for him. Even as he gapes your cunt wide, it's drooling all over his fingers. You're a natural. So perfect~
"Just look!" Excitement shoots through his chest, "You can see inside... that's her cervix, right?"
He does see it, they both do, that tender, reddened roundness at the end of your pretty little passageway. Walls straining against the speculum, a tight little hole winking at them at the very end.
Like a prize. Like an invitation.
It stirs a terrible, primal heat in Suguru's loins. Seeing so deep inside you. So far. You've almost certainly never even seen this part of yourself... it's only for him. For him and Satoru.
For them to see right now. And later, feel it kissing their dicks, hot and wet as you get filled up with their cum...
"God," Satoru says out loud, "I just want to take her here and now, you know? This cute cunt would look so nice all swollen and dripping with cum, yeah? Right, Su-gu-ru~?"
It's so painfully obvious by now; Satoru had already scouted you in this shelter. He'd picked you out on purpose.
Somehow, he's not even upset. But he can't just say that. Even if he's already itching to have you home, with his name on your collar and your leash in his hands, to play with...
"She looks... healthy." Suguru says, glancing at the employee.
The assistant nods shortly. "As you can see, she has a very strong pelvic floor, and she's in prime breeding condition. Our pets are kept in perfect health."Ā
A pause. "Is she in fit to go home today?" Suguru asks, ignoring how Satoru nearly cheers at the statement.
"All of our pets are. If they weren't completely healthy, they wouldn't be on display. We take their care very seriously here."
Suguru nods again, and the assistant leaves to retrieve the final adoption papers.
Satoru pulls the speculum out, and Suguru takes a moment to press his body into your thigh, supporting you, petting over you.
"You were so good for us," He cooes, "Don't be scared. There's a good girl," Suguru hums as your tail slides against him, "You're coming home with us, now. Aren't you excited?"
There's a terrible relief that pours through you at the words good girl, at the gentleness with which those large hands guide you to a much more comfortable position, sitting at his feet.
You press yourself against his lower legs, looking up at him shyly, feeling a purr glow through your chest as Suguru smiles down at you.
He's so nice. The other man is lecherous, a bit scary, but it'll be okay as long as this nice man is here, right?
It seems almost finished, as the employee returns - but the white-haired man, the extra pretty one, raises a brow at an option on the paperwork.
"Clit piercings?" Satoru's voice seems extra excited, "Is that an option? Instead of the microchip?"
Piercing? You stiffen at the word. To say you didn't like pain would be a dramatic understatement. Just the thought of some needle near your flesh, a hole that won't heal...
Suguru's hand comes down onto your head, running through your hair, brushing all the thoughts away as you lean into his touch.
It's hard not to crave the warmth, the gentleness. You're only a hybrid, after all, bred for companionship and affection.
The employee pauses for a moment sighing, "It's not an option for all pets. It's a clitoral hood piercing, which can house a micro-sized, state of the art gps tracker. The issue is, it requires some delicate handling. You would have to keep her still, and ideally, keep her clit hard, so it's easier to avoid."
Satoru pulls you up into his arms, like you're no lighter than a switch - you yelp, but he just laughs.
He sits back onto a chair, holding you in his lap and spreading your legs. With one hand, larger than your whole pussy, he spreads your lips open, revealing your cunt.
Your feverish eyes look for Suguru, who approaches from the side, squirming in Satrou's lap anxiously.
Those dark eyes run over you, and for once, the look on the handsome, dark-haired man's face makes you shiver.
"That should be easy. You've been playing around it all this time, haven't you, Satoru?" Suguru's tone is half-accusatory, but Satoru only laughs.
It's easy for you to follow the line of his sight to between your legs, right at the crest of your clit, where Satoru's long, clever fingers stroke heavy circles around it.
"Just hold her like that" The assistant states, pulling out a piercing gun, "This will only take a moment."
"Look at her cute little clit!" Satoru snickers, "Gonna look so pretty with the piercing over it. Plus, if she ever gets lost, we'll find her right away!"
You can feel his body better now, pressed up as you are against him. His chest is solid, muscled, and he's wiry but lean behind you as he holds you easily in his grip, locking his legs inside yours.
Your ears tuck down as you squirm nervously, but Satoru's grip holds you tightly in place. The tip of your tail swishes as it winds against Satrou's leg as it presses into yours.
Suguru sits down next to you, one arm wrapping around your back and up over your chest. He presses his cheek to your poor quivering ear, nuzzling into it.
"Mmmh, don't be scared," He hums lowly, a noise like involuntarily relaxes you, "It'll be over quick."
His voice changes, deepening, hardening, and it's like it's coming from someone else entirely when he says - "Satoru. Keep her on the edge, make her cum when it goes in."
A whine escapes you. Goes in? You don't want this.
The assistant's gloved hands nears you as he gets on his knees, sharp eyes darting at your exposed sex, pulling the strange, unfamiliar tool right up to your most vulnerable place.
You whimper, and Suguru kisses your ear, folding it against your head, "Shhh, shhh. Don't be scared. You feel good now, doesn't it?" He says in a voice like honey.
Satoru's fingers dance over your folds. The strokes get shorter and shorter, the bud of your clit swelling up with pleasure and sensitivity alike. Gut churning with arousal, dripping from you, and a rapidly growing anxiety.
"I don't," You say, but your head is already spinning, "I don't, don't, wanna, I don't wanna, please..."
Leaning forward, Suguru tucks some hair behind his ear, showing you his own gauge piercings.
"I have one too, see?" He hums, "Yours will be much smaller, just a little one. It'll barely hurt."
You stare in confusion, tearing up as your own ears flick nervously. He has one too? But this is between your legs!
"No, no no no, please no," You plead with him, "I don't want it, please-"
"Shhhh." Suguru's hand darts up to your mouth, fingers pressing down on your tongue, "Yes you do. You'll love it so much once you have it, don't worry."
He feels silly for trying to explain. That won't calm you down now.
It makes sense that you can't understand. You're just a sweet little kitty, as much as you look like a human, and this is all just scary and uncomfortable for you.
You're a cat hybrid, a domesticated creature. Pets don't have to think about what's best for themselves; their owners do that for them.
He feels your rough tongue squirming against his fingers, drool pooling around them.
It makes him lick his own lips. His pants are tight. He wouldn't be surprised if Satoru hadn't already -
"Hnngh... yeah, kitty, you'll love it," Satoru pants, grinding up against your ass, making you whimper even more.
Suguru lays another heavy kiss on your ear, "Shh, shh. Hold still, kitty, you can do that, can't you?"
In the midst of all the pleasure, the quickening strokes that have your core clenching in anticipation. The fingers in your mouth, the iron grip on your hips, your legs, holding you in place, the bodies against you; Suguru's soft voice is your anchor in a sea of overstimulation.
But all you can do is warble, fangs teething against his skin, just barely not breaking through. You tremble at the effort, gnawing at his knuckles, wrapping your lips around his fingers.
"You're so sweet," He croons, "So good for me. There's a good kitty."
His fingertip draws down along your tongue, triggering your reflexes to suckle at it.
"There you go, nice and ready," Suguru coos, stroking your head, "Keep her close, Satoru."
With one large hand on your hip, holding you steady, Satoru starts rubbing your clit in sharper, fierce circles, coaxing it to stiffen and peek out further.
The assistant tugs back the delicate skin over your clit, all dripping and swollen. He gives it a quick wipe as he pulls the piercing gun in, making you panic even further.
Suguru pets and kisses as you, squeezing at the tension in your shoulder and your neck, while Satoru rubs just beneath your clit, in hard presses that send pleasure shooting through you.
"Feels good, right?" Satoru pants in your other ear, pinning your hips tightly against him and his throbbing erection, "I'm gonna make you feel even better real soon, kitty."
You sniffle helplessly in his lap, clit throbbing as his fingers work your sensitive nub. It sends you closer and closer to release, a tightening coil of anxiety and pleasure curling in your core.
"Hold still," Suguru murmurs softly, "Be good."
And you try; you try to be good and hold still for Suguru, who pets you and strokes you and says nice things to you. But it's so hard. Every fiber of your being wants to flinch away, and the constant stimulation against your clit is nearly blinding, burning hot arousal searing through you.
You're half-trembling with terror. Heart racing as you stare at the piercing gun sliding into place over your wet, exposed cunt.
"You're being so brave," Suguru whispers, "Such a brave little kitty. Just a little longer."
With a final click, the employee pierces you, sending a sharp jolt of pain through you. You shriek at the sensation, and would have jumped if it weren't for Satoru's iron grasp around you.
But Satoru keeps rubbing, your sensitive bud throbbing with both the effects of his touch, and the pain of the piercing now settled in place just over your clit.
It's all too much, the swell of pleasure building in your core until the pain only adds to the intensity. The dam bursts forth, and you choke on Suguru's fingers as you tense up, breathless, all discomfort melting away in the airy bliss of your climax.
"See," Satoru purrs, arms moving to wrap around your chest and hold you close, "Told you I'd make you feel good."
"That wasn't so bad, was it, kitty?" Suguru lays a kiss against your heated cheek, pulling his saliva-slick fingers out of your mouth so you can pant in the aftermath of your release.
"Look, Suguru~!" Satoru grins, cheeks red, as he taps at your new piercing, "It's so cute!"
Suguru straight up smacks his hand away, muttering some admonishment you don't catch; dimly, you register a wetness against your ass, at the front of his pants.
Panting, sweat-soaked, you slump forward as soon as Satoru's grip on you loosens - but it only tightens right up again, drawing a confused mewl from you as Satoru tugs you up to carry in his arms.
There's more kisses to your head, your ears, your burning hot cheeks. A buzz between your legs so sharp you can't even tell if it hurts or feels good, so you settle for whining whenever you're jostled.
"Be careful with her, Satoru."
"I am, I am - aren't you gonna do the paperwork? I think she needs a little aftercare."
You slump helplessly against Satoru's chest, ears flicking to pick up conversations you're too tired to pay attention to. Tail swaying underneath you, slung over one of Satoru's arms.
"Don't start monopolizing her already. We can do that together once we get home."
"I'm the one who wanted her in the first place!" Satoru whines.
Suguru rolls his eyes, "So you admit you went here without me and picked her out first?"
"But you like her, though," Satoru says, giggling, shifting you carefully in his arms to better support your head.
He looks down at you, curled up in his arms, with a satisfied smile, as the paperwork is signed and they're about to leave.
Aren't you just the cutest little kitty he ever did see?
He just knew Suguru would love you. He's playing it cool, but Satoru knows he can't wait to get you home to dote on you, set up rules and routines. He's probably salivating at the thought.
A pet just for them. Docile and sensitive and fuckable, a loving companion to come home to every day, a toy for them to use together or apart.
Satoru tucks your head against the crook of his neck.
He can't wait to break you in.
#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jujutsu kaisen smut#jjk smut#satoru gojo#satoru gojo smut#gojo x reader#gojo x y/n#gojo x you#suguru geto#suguru geto smut#geto x reader#geto x y/n#geto x you#x reader#yandere#poly yandere#it's very light on the yandere tbh#hybrid au#there are always some weird power dynamics in hybrid aus but this one is more apparent than others#tw: not exactly consensual body modification#tw: you are LITERALLY a pet#hybrid!reader#tw: dubcon#i made up the stuff about the piercing do NOT come at me about the piercing stuff it is running on Rule of Sexy#lemon
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we were sitting on the floor and i was cutting out tiny pictures to make a collage for a friend's birthday. you were on your phone and you laughed about something, and i was still in love with you then, so i asked what had you giggling.
"sorry. i was just..." you took a moment and went back to texting. "i was telling someone about how you're afraid of the dark."
i'm afraid of the dark because something bad happened. "oh." i felt a little slinky of shame crawl down my throat.
you glanced up, and maybe it showed on my face, because you rolled your eyes and held the phone to the side casually so i could see the group chat. "what? was it a secret?"
i looked down to the scissors in my hand. "i just..." no, it's not a secret. it just felt like something private, something serious. saying why would you tell someone that just feels like an accusation. it's unfair. i honestly am not even ashamed of it, it's just a fact about my person that i don't usually share.
what a strange experience. is this a human thing or a generational thing? for our grandparents: did they need to worry about how quickly someone can just... share your personal information? again, i didn't even really have a true objection. what could i say? i want any person in my life to feel they can be honest with their friends. it's not like i said don't tell anyone this.
i cut out another letter to complete the rainbow happy birthday, started hunting for the exclamation mark. i heard you sigh dramatically.
"don't make a big deal about this," you said.
this entire conversation was a pattern for us, and this was when we got to my least favorite part of the pattern. i would get my feelings hurt in some oblique not-technically-terrible way, and then it would be making a big deal about something. you'd get frustrated for me for being soft, but i was born soft. you knew i was soft when you pierced me. it's one of the things that made controlling me so easy.
"i'm not," i felt my voice crack. the question came without my wanting. "why are you guys talking about me?" and why are you saying that thing? why not like - i'm telling them how you're generous and kind and pretty.
you let out this low, tragic groan. "oh my god." you tossed the phone away from your body. "there, see? i just won't talk to them if you don't like it."
the rest of the hour went the way it always went, between us: i said i don't actually mind if you talk to your friends but -, you found a way to call my minor expression of discomfort "being dramatic." you got upset that i had been offended. i ended up apologizing, even though i hadn't actually done anything.
afterwards, you picked up the phone again. after texting for a little bit, you snorted. "okay," you said, "but it is kind of funny you're afraid of the dark. i mean, when you think about it."
#spilled ink#writeblr#i'm trying to write about this really specific and wierd new experience#that i think is specific to the internet generation#where people you trust can just... say whatever??? and while most people are trustworthy#sometimes they'll just like... put ur shit out there????#and the thing is that sometimes it's GOOD - i want you to tell ppl if ur partner is being cruel!!!!!#i want u to be like ''hey is it normal if xyz happens'' ... but stuff like ''she's afraid of the dark''#PARTICULARLY when it's CLEARLY making fun of me....#what is the point of that.#this is huge and complicated and happens outside of romantic relationships too btw#like someone u thought of as a friend will be like . oh did u know she's scared of heights and it's like.#girl why are u fuckin doing that tho?#it's not a SECRET i just ...???????????????????????#and i think that gross feeling of like -- ''i can't REALLY be upset bc there's not a TRUE RULE about this....''#it's just not something talked about. bc it's so specific and yet so complex#bc how could i say like '' this is a violation of trust'' when it... technically I GUESS isn't????????????#idk maybe im just like super sensitive but please tell me in the comments/tags/etc if this is#something u have experienced (a trusted person like spreading ur shit) and if u were cool with it
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big into taking that 60s retrofuturism utopian future thatās also got an inevitably dated sensibility thatās presented in tos and running with it. like sure we can cure nearly any physical ailment with ease and without any cost to the patient but we still call ptsd symptoms shell shock. weāre all free love but weāve got a space navy so people can make up weird complexes about homosexuality for themselves. itās the juice that tos remakes are missing i think. that and all the chunky buttons and beeping booping sounds
#star trek#txt#my thoughts. i like to take some of it at face value i think itās fun to use the 60s viewpoint as a means for world building#like starfleets weird about fraternizing rules. or the enterprise has a smoking lounge like an airport. itās good stuff to me
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RULE
#rule#196#Boy this is a lot of notes for something I DIDN'T MAKE#also if you know the sauce tell me plz#Btw ill be working on smut comics about robots fucking in the apocalypse#Other stuff too but thats up first#I promise I'll not let you down#If i see one more person respond to this with Disco Elysium im going to fuckin SNAP
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see if someone asked me how to get into comics id tell them to look up reading lists, find foundational arcs, more accessible one-shots etc but that does not mean ill take my own advice. when i want to get into a superhero i start reading from their first appearance like god intended
#also i just really like golden/silver age i wish more ppl were obsessed with it like me#rn im doing that with superman. started with action comics 1 babyyy#im ngl my current plan#is to read up all of pre-crisis for multiple heroes#so rn its superman (plus batman too but mostly supes) then i think wonder woman#and then i can finally begin exploring post-crisis#so going sort of chronologically#itll probably take me like a year or smth#but this is the last stage of my life where i have enough free time to do it (i think)#but im currently having fun too so idc#and im not really a stickler for my self imposed rules. ill read other stuff when i get bored#maybe find some time to get into marvel/indie comics that arent superheroes#dc comics#comic books#needle spins yarns
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#mortal kombat#some mk stuff#mk1#johnshi#railao#sindel#kitana#liu kang#shang tsung#kung lao#johnny cage#kenshi takahashi#rule 63
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thereās a man on tiktok who isnāt jewish but who is minoring in jewish studies and who has started making informational videos directly combatting antisemitism. on one hand, it sucks that goyim often only listen to other goyim, but seeing someone who isnāt jewish stand up for us and educate people without pulling punches is making me a bit emotional. heās @lordkamar for anyone else on tik tok and i highly recommend following him if youāre on that app
#jumblr#antisemitism#he combats a lot of antisemitism and conspiracy theories and stuff#āJews rule the worldā āJews have all the moneyā āhow come this prominent jewish person existsā etc etc
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No one will fuck you better than someone who gets pleasure from your pleasure and from making you cum
#text#mine#i'm sorry i don't make the rules#top tier stuff#relationship goals#and a need not a want#nsft concept#bd/sm community
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