#SHIPS -> BLINDBASTARD -> A leap of faith is both blind and deaf

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more tag drops // dynamics & people

@danversiism -> DANVERSIISM -> More than blood it takes heart and courage to be a sparkly badass // DYNAMICS -> DANVERSIISM -> Family is the people who you fight for and complain to

@darehearts -> DAREHEARTS -> Men go abroad to wonder at the circular motions of the stars and they pass by themselves without wondering // DYNAMICS -> DAREHEARTS -> From where I come from we take care of our own

@prcspcr -> DYNAMICS -> PRCSPCR -> If you are human you might as well face it you are going rub people the wrong way

@nyhura -> DYNAMICS -> NYHURA -> She is order and I am chaos we get lunch sometimes

@blindbastard -> SHIPS -> BLINDBASTARD -> A leap of faith is both blind and deaf

@mr-tony-stark -> SHIPS -> MRTONYSTARK -> Will you wait for me the way birds wait for the sun to rise? Will you kiss me as the sun rises?

@biitchcakes -> SHIPS -> BIITCHCAKES -> And her kisses on his skin felt like wisps of butterfly wings turn to a slow inferno

@amethystarrows -> DYNAMICS -> AMETHYSTARROWS -> When I am with you there is no place I'd rather be

@gammaragee -> SHIPS -> GAMMARAGEE -> It's in the eyes always in his eyes that danger and trust are held

[mastcrmarksman]

I loved the other one so ooooh thoughts on hawkdevil then 😊

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a litle 616 canon context, although we aren't going fully with this four some event pulled from 616 some pulled from nmcu, you know the fusion universe. 616 canon, they actually don't have a lot of content history. besides the fact, they met in 1973; in daredevil vol 1, issue 99; because Daredevil had been dating Natasha at the time, and Natasha had Clint's only major love interest (besides his little crush on wanda and somee other flings) at the time; so as the decade goes, Clint was incredibly jealous and challenged Daredevil. You've probably seen the panels.

So first, they are kind of rivals and rub each other the wrong way. They don't really intersect a lot besidees Hawkeye and Daredevil existing in the same spaces after that. When Fractin/Waid era was going on, they seemto have reconciled whatever differences had, given DD would go to Hawkeye/Clint for leads and information; probably had some working relationship as Clint kind of plays both sides of the same coin. He is both an Avenger and hero who sticks to major teams, while also doing his own private "pro bono" hero work and acts as a street vigilante himself; so that's probably how DD and Clint got along, from mutual work spaces and such.

Finishing off this brief 616 canon look; we obviously have them being at odds again, and this is when Clint probably only major reference for knowing Matt as Matt (he probably knew matt a little through matt taking on other hero cases) is when Matthew is the PROSECUTOR / "For the People" attonery on the case and trial of Clint killing Bruce; which originally was looking at a possible death sentence, and heavily swaaying in the prosecutions favor. So much so that when brought up to Matt, he realizes that trial has not been fair/just. And the final time that DD and Hawkeye have crossed was when Matt headed the "Task Force" to hunt down and ended "Ronin's" activities in the city (this was when wilson fisk was mayor; so there was a major crack down on superheroes, both registered/super team and vigilantes with private/secret idenities).

So canonly, they don't have a lot going to thm, but like there is deftinitely something to be said between the two. As fanon expresses, you know they are Blind and Deaf, heroes with disabilties. That would be something for them talk about, to relate to in different ways, and ways with which means they do not mesh with the abled world. Additionally, and comics and otherwise, they are both kind of jerks who are disasters, who ultimately are at fault for their romantic relations failing. Additioanlly, they were both young boys mentored by older men (trickshot & swordsman, and stick), who manipulative and pseudo replacements for their dead fathers; whom ultimately when faced with their mentors again later in life, don't immediately see the manipulation or grooming done to them, or even forgive their mentors or their mentors are their weakness. i could also throw throw out. they both have major girlfriends that die that affeect for literal years in their comic canon. (bobbi & karen).

Going more specific with our boys, whom I love, and they havee a very time with each other. Clint's got some not unpacked religious feelings, because he grow up in middle of midwest, small conservative town iowa; he went to an orphange, Saint Ignautis, which sounds Catholic; and so there is something there that I have been thinking and exploring with Clint. I think he is raised under God, and he loses some of that faith and distance himself, andd more athetist in the sense that, he'd be anger with and think that god iss dead or abandonned, than anything else. So that's something that could be something between the two that gives them a deeper link, or thing to talk about with each other.

I think that with them, Clint and Matt kind of just happen, in this well that is the lawyer hired by the Avengers or other superheroes this one time or another; and Clint happens upon his offices or him in a bar, and Clint's a neighborly guy; teases Matt about lawyering for superheroe, but generally thinks he is an okay guy, and Clint doe his new age old gimmick of just "me? i'm just a guy" and that's how it is.

Then obivously, he knows Daredevil, DD's been invited to superhero functions and gatherings (i literally was just reading an issue where thre's a weddding with janet and yellowjacket who is hank; and you see DD in the background) cause vigilantes do get to weight and have a working relationship with super teams; and then Clint tends to cover Brooklyn and Manhattan (which hell's kitchen is a neighborhood in the manhattan borough) so he and DD end up running into each other, and on the occasion work together.

which only makes things awkward and funnyl; when clint is maybe dating one of Matt's idenities, and then runs into another. (the funniest thing is the idea of which clint finds out matt is dd. or dd is matt. is caue clint's "lips dont lie" (this is canon. this is canon. clint kissed "fake wanda (loki)" and immediately outed her as "not wanda" because he just knew by that kiss. has to kiss the other and he's likee "shit that's my boyfriend's lips" that'd be funny; but you know. eventually matt and dd are gonna collide in clint's life. but clint is good about secret idenities with people, and he tends to take reveals very well too.

i think of them just vibing on late nights, only form of communication between the two is touch; becaue clint's aids are out, so the only way matt reaches clint is touch, and through the same clint will reach matt with touch back. and both of their couchs are very familiar, and clint's allowed matt to rearrange his apartment and that's how everything stays, for the sake of matt when he's there, and clint will if asked ultimately givee up his apartment (not the building. he just won't be a live-in landlord) and be where his partner is. and just once they get over their (clint's) little egos and reasons to butt heads, soft and respecting, and i love them and it's your fault, ce (affectionate) <3

[mastcrmarksman]

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Fun fact, Clint has been in prison/jail for at least 2 months at a time, TWICE.

[mastcrmarksman]

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Thank goodness, Matthew can't see these. Serious lawyering Matt and DD kicking a bad guy. He is really glad Matt can not see the DD doodles it's so bad.

[mastcrmarksman]

❛ your heart is beating so fast right now. ❜

Honestly, he hadn't thought he'd get to this point again. Happy-go-lucky Hawkeye didn't exactly have a love life go well and life be on the up-and-up. Second shots at love rarely went his way.

It had been a tough several months, especially after fleeing after everything had went down over his Ronin stunt. The slow crawl to repair things with Matthew, the apologies and patience. Forgiveness had finally happened, finally had been in reach. It came after a phone call that Matt had every right to ignore but he had been glad he hadn't. Clint, in the hosptial, after an accident in Ohio, drunk on his motorcycle. No one else had been hurt, he had simply been found crashed in a farmer's field, still hungover and taken in for his injuries.

That was when he had told himself he wasn't only cutting back, but quitting alcohol entirely. He had done that, it was a hard road and he had been so low, but with a few months finally sober and a few dates had with Matt? Life was getting good, he was finding his rhythm again. Finding Hawkeye and Clint again, and things with Matt? Falling back into place, resuming the pace they had before things got rough (clint's fault).

It's been a windy, long way to this. Today he had invited Matt to another formal and proper date. Dinner out. When they did eat out, Matt's been good about Clint's sobriety. He's pretty sure given how sensitive Matt's sense are, it's better for both of them (no more smelling like a bar after hours, no more tasting foul). Matt can have a drink as long as he freshens up (mints), drinks some water, doesn't kiss Clint until both are sure that he wouldn't be tasting the alcohol in his mouth.

Clint fights with himself over what he did to deserve this kind of patience, but he wasn't called Saint Matthew for nothing in his office. Something about his catholic faith, but maybe Clint was truly someone forgivable or that Matt did believe he could redeem himself, make amends. Believed him in (he hopes so, he needed that).

Dinner goes smooth, it's not a fancy place but it's affordable for Clint, and Matt's doesn't seem to mind. He laughs, he smiles, mostly he focuses on Matt's day first, small talk kind of things. Clint talks a bit about the things he is learning, the past few nights he has been at aa meetings and people he's meeting. Clint can't imagine for most couples it'd be the kind of stuff that'd make a date good, but Matt listens, and it's good for them. A nice date is had.

When dinner is finished, Clint asks if they'll go on a walk. He's got Matt on his arm the whole time, and conversation dies down at first until the other man points out that Clint's heart is racing. It was, it had been, as he let himself get lost in thought and the more things that he wanted to say, things to talk about.

It's racing for multiple reasons and one of them is honestly having Matt close. He's in love with the man, maybe more than he had been before, loving him better now too; and he never stopped having strong feelings. His heart beats fast because right now as they walk, as their arms are wrapped around the other, and Matt's leaning into him; he feels so happy.

That's what Matt is hearing among other thoughts making Clint this way. ❝ Well, you make it that way. ❞ He says simply, pausing in his steps to kiss Matt once against the cheek. They continue walking, but as Matt will hear, his heart still races. ❝ I should... I want to apologize to Foggy and Karen too... I- you and I didn't exactly get together at my best, and, I did take off on you; they were there, though, for you. ❞

Thank them and apologize for whatever state he left Matt in. That is part of his nerves tonight, he had been thinking about that since last night's meeting. A woman had been talking about how other people can be affected by the people you hurt. He realizes for him, that mean him hurting Matt, and how that affect Matt's best friends. That conversation, this decision, it was making him nervous and it's why he mentions it. For partly wanting Matt's thoughts on that, and it's Clint slowly crawling his way back into life as it had been before; but he's trying to be a better person.

❝ And I was thinking about getting back to... Hawkeye and heroics. ❞ That's a big thing, a lot of reasons to be nervous about. He had a lot of other superheroes to apologize to and the Avengers, if he ever had hopes of being considered for a team again.

Clint squeezes Matt's hand tight. And they've made it to the other man's place. They've been taking things slow, so he doesn't assume he was invited up even if in the past he would have. He goes to cup the other man's face, stroking his thumbs over his cheeks. ❝ I love you, that didn't change; that's definitely something to make my heart go pitter patter. ❞ Although maybe it had changed, but it was better. He meant it, he wasn't trying to run or escape.

❝ But uh, Matty, it's... you. ❞ making him nervous, heart race, but he hopes Matt hears the smile in his voice. He's the cause of his heart beating so fast right now in this moment as he leans forward to kiss him. Clint's learning a lot about being thankful, and he is thankful for Matt giving him another chance.

[mastcrmarksman]

Smash or Pass + Matthew Michael Murdock uwu

Smash or Pass + a Character name

❝ Your middle name is Michael? ❞ That shouldn't be as big as a reveal to him, but Clint's absolutely going to be stuck on that for at least five minutes. It's a better midddle name than Francis at least. ❝ So... you are... M and M and... M... Like one of those melted M&M's that mergede into another one, so it was an M&M&M. ❞

Stop getting distracted; although they both should know the answer to this question. ❝ It's a mouthful of a name, for a mouthful of a lawyer. ❞ If Matt get's what he is saying, the answer here should be really obvious at this point with his blantant degenerate comments like mouthful of lawyer.

❝ Smash, did you really have to know that? ❞

[mastcrmarksman]

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Clint's pfp for Matt are always silly candids, since Matt will never see them, they make him smile though. On top of that, Matt use to just be Lawyer in his phone until they started dating officially, then he got Boyfriend label added and the art.

Look this song is absolutely a "on their spicy playlist" for them, and he could pass up putting it to identify his personal jesus catholic boyfriend (clint is atheist in the "god hurt me" kind of way)

Your boyfriend is a goon, a menace and has sent things just to listen to Matt's T.O.S. to read it; also he has named his T.O.S. Simon just for Simon Says jokes. Please keep loving him.