#SoThisIsGoodBye

[sircharlesthepoet]

So, This Is Goodbye :(

So, This Is Goodbye :(

Say goodbye, my love.My thoughts enragedMy feelings revoltingTo escape in tears Say goodbye, former partner.Uncertain of my wantsPushing you awayThe farther you goThe harder I pull Say goodbye, dear friend.This termination is bestThough my heart won’t restA piece of you is needed in me Say goodbye, my soul.Before I survive your absenceI might in every senseLose myself…

[edwintse-diary]

July 31 2018 So this is goodbye

[hateball]

So now: there'll be no more lessons, no more cures / 'Til you get yours—baby—in the end. 🖤✨ #juniorBoys #equalizer #soThisIsGoodbye (at Rocket Society)

[laridia]

Wake up with blood-shot eyes Struggled to memorize The way it felt between your thighs Pleasure that made you cry

Feels so good to be bad Not worth the aftermath, after that After that, try to get you back

[Bridge] I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a f*ck about you

[Chorus] Give me something to believe in ‘Cause I don’t believe in you anymore, anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference to try, yeah So this is goodbye

God damn my spinning head Decisions that made my bed Now I must lay in it And deal with things I left unsaid

I want to dive into you Forget what you’re going through I get behind, make your move Forget about the truth

[Bridge] I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a f*ck about you

[Chorus] Give me something to believe in ‘Cause I don’t believe in you anymore, anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference It even makes a difference to try

[Chorus 2] And you told me how you’re feeling But I don’t believe it’s true anymore, anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry (Oh no) So this is goodbye

I’ve been here before One day I’ll wake up And it won’t hurt anymore

You caught me in a lie I have no alibi The words you say don’t have a meaning

[Bridge] Cause I still don’t have the reason And you don’t have the time And it really makes me wonder If I ever gave a f*ck about you And I…and so this is goodbye

[Chorus] Give me something to believe in Cause I don’t believe in you anymore, anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference It even makes a difference to try

[Chorus 2] And you told me how you’re feeling But I don’t believe it’s true anymore, anymore I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry (Oh no) So this is goodbye

(Oh no) Yeah, so this is goodbye

(Oh no) Yeah, so this is goodbye

(Oh no) Yeah, so this is goodbye

[ghostsupontheearth]

so this is the end of you and me; we had a good run, now i'm setting you free. to do as you want, to do as you please, without me..

[remidescent]

This song is so sad but so sweet, it's the definition of bitter sweet

[megvegas]

Everyone should have a listen

[ilvoeit]

i miss you like you're dead

[atoz-2015]

so this is goodbye - The Equalizer

One thing that let me enjoy Last Exit when I was first listening to it was the fact that I just didn’t have the same kind of access to music that I do today. I checked out the In The Morning single before I gave so this is goodbye a few listens and maybe it was this that focused my attention on the two singles on there but they shine far and away beyond the other tracks on the album, at least as far as catchiness.  But would I still think that if I hadn’t been primed to them from the singles?

I am usually pretty methodical in making my decisions, at least when it comes to choosing things like what vacuum cleaner to buy. What I don’t want is analysis paralysis and often I would be best off just making a choice arbitrarily based on whatever my first impression was because it wouldn’t make a difference either way. If it is so terrible that it is unusable or unenjoyable then chalk it up to a loss and replace it with something else. Chances are you wouldn’t even have noticed if it were a success so why notice if it is a failure? Surely there is a utility equation around this.

There has been an ongoing experiment on reddit recently called the button. It is a typical subreddit but with a button and a spin-down clock at the top of the page that you can click exactly once based on your account. Depending on the time it says on the clock when you click it, you get a color flair next to your name that shows up to everyone else when you post on the page. The interesting part is that the clock resets whenever a person clicks it so the lower it gets the greater chance someone will click it. What adds to the complexity of the situation is that it is an entirely self contained system that only has an impact when someone posts in the sub which by nature of the forum would be about clicking the button or not clicking it. Basically it is one big celebration of decision making for its own sake or the choice to not make a decision, which can be the hardest choice of all. 

My decision was to click it the second time it came around before knowing any of the rules based on some arbitrary numerology. I try to escape the decision cycle and any meaning that may be associated with it but avoiding meaning is its own type of meaning; there can never be nothing.

[sarahtajul]

"I kept reminding myself, I had no reason to be mad. No reason to cry

  Not anymore

  Not when I decided you meant nothing to me."

[thewhit3rabbit-blog]

And I'll miss you like you're dead

And find a way to grieve you

Cause I need to

Try and start again