#Soulless Answers

[midnight-soulless-system]

its hilarious/sad to me that you cant understand that men are never oppressed for being men. black men are oppressed for being black, disabled men are oppressed for being disabled, trans men are oppressed for being trans. none of it is because they are men- the word you're looking for is not "transandrophobia"- try "transphobia" instead! hope this helps 👍

Black men are oppressed for being black MEN. They are seen as even more dangerous than black women and are treated as rapists and abusers. Disabled men are oppressed for being disabled MEN. Trans men are oppressed for being trans MEN.

You cannot separate the identity. A black man is a black man. A trans man is a trans man. A disabled man is a disabled man.

The word I'm looking for is transandrophobia. Thanks.

[midnight-soulless-system]

Ok so

Jackson's bags, The Wrinklies, Flesh Sacks, The Boys, The Pumpers, The Growers, and also just. Bob and Doug.

there are so many words to use in place of “penis” in regards to smut. there’s dick. or shaft. we got cock. member. organ. length. hell, even manhood! all are acceptable replacements.

but what do we have for the testicles? nuts? no thank you. ballsac or, lord forbid, just sac? i’d literally rather be tarred and feathered. using their government name and just calling them testicles? take me out back and gimme the ol’ yeller treatment.

how has the english language evolved so much yet we have no acceptable word for testicles in a sexy context? how can we claim we’ve advanced as a society when the best word for describing when two characters are fucking nasty and the noble and mighty testes are swaying about is balls?

BALLS

[wincestragedy]

what if dean’s broken little ‘you what’ after soulless!sam told him he doesn’t feel emotions anymore wasn’t about the shock of sam missing a vital piece of humanity? what if it was about dean realizing that sam didn’t feel anything for him anymore? what if, to dean, it felt like sam had just confessed he’d fallen out of love with him? what if dean didn’t hear 'i don’t feel emotions' as a simple statement but as 'i don’t feel anything for you anymore'??

[carlyraejepsans]

do you have any predictions or theories for what asriel will be like in deltarune? im curious to hear your take

whatever happens i NEED the cheerful, sickly syrup sweet, rose tinted nostalgia that everyone in hometown paints asriel with to splinter to pieces. i hope he's fucked up. i hope he's meaner than anyone expects. i hope he's a person, rather than an idea.

[lordgeneralsix]

local guy claims intellectual superiority by declaring people who criticise veilguard just haven't played long enough and don't really know what bad writing is. it must be very peaceful to have such an empty head.

[according2thelore]

No thoughts, just mpreg dean/dean with a baby dealing with soulless sam, who suddenly has stopped caring about their child(when he couldn't shut up about how much he loved the kid before)

hi, ari!!!! my head hit the wall and i passed out. this idea is so FUN!!

my mind went immediately to three places so let's discuss them unendingly starting riiiiiiiiiiiight now!

i. dean is pregnant when sam jumps into the pit, the baby is 6+ months old when soulless!sam comes to get him

it's a miracle lisa even let him through the front door. in an omegaverse world, his mating bond has literally just fucking shattered so he's a wreck in every single sense of the word, and he's pregnant with some other alpha's baby. in a non-a/b/o world, he's literally still pregnant by some other person.

it's only through her intervention that the baby gets born at all, really. she takes him to his appointments (first contact at 28 weeks is pretty unusual, and the nurses all look at each other with raised brows), shoves prenatal vitamins down his throat, and slaps bottles of whiskey out of his hands.

it's only when she grabs him by the shoulders and says, you are going to kill sam's baby, that dean finally locks the fuck in. he insists on going to the ER at every twitch of the baby, at every morning the baby doesn't move for a few hours, every time his back hurts or his stomach cramps. this baby is the last piece of sam he will ever get, so he is not going to lose it because he's too weak to keep it.

the baby is born. when she opens her eyes, they're hazel. dean cries, and cries, and cries. he names her samantha, a tongue-in-cheek nod he hopes sam would approve of. it gives him an excuse to put sam's name in his mouth again. he barely lets baby sammy out of his sight for the first six months.

dean puts the baby down for a nap before he gets knocked out in his garage. soulless!sam forgot dean was even pregnant, so after dean collapses in his arms and kisses him stupid then freaks out and asks where the baby is, sam is like?? baby?? oh shit yeah. you give birth to it? or give it up?

now, before sam jumped into the pit, he'd lay with his head on dean's stomach for hours. dean would wake up more than once in the middle of the night to find sam yapping away to dean's baby bump. his hands would never be far from it, until dean snapped at him that it was still his damn body, hands off. sam was so crestfallen that dean let him have at it again.

sam spent his last night before the cage carving protection sigils into a thin, small metal loop. a bracelet. for when they're old enough, sam said. he loved that bump more than life itself, so when sam is so blasé, dean doesn't know what to do.

he takes sam back to meet his daughter, and sam clearly doesn't want to hold her.

"she looks like me," sam says, like he found an interesting fact in a book, and not holding a squirming infant that's trying to grab at his long hair.

dean's last straw is when sam tells him, "we can't take it with us!" when dean starts packing his and samantha's bags. dean blows up. he's been fighting tooth and nail not to put a bullet in his brain for over a year so she could be born and have a dad for the first few months of her life. "it" is their daughter, sam's daughter, and sam--who's catching onto the fact that he's going to have to pretend to care about this thing to get dean to go with him, immediately sobers.

"i'm sorry. i didn't mean that. i can't--i can't. it's an adjustment. i'm...overwhelmed. but i love you both." and since they don't throw the "L" bomb around a lot, dean immediately shuts up. he probably just overreacted, right? sam didn't mean it like that. sam loves this kid.

but sam never really steps up. he changes diapers and feeds formula and buys diaper cream, but he doesn't talk to the baby. not once. he moves in efficient silence. since he doesn't sleep, dean wakes up and finds sam staring down at her in her pop-up crib like he's trying to solve a calculus problem. eyes narrowed, mouth thin. something's wrong with sam, something major, but dean doesn't know what it is.

ii. ignoring regular physiology, dean finds out he's pregnant after sam jumps into the pit, and is still pregnant when soulless!sam comes to get him.

even though this one is impossible, this one is very fun to me because sam immediately is like "😮 you let someone get you pregnant! wow! whose is it?" like they're old high school friends instead of pretty committed enmeshed weirdos.

and when dean says, "it's yours?? wtf?" sam is visibly disappointed, because he's thinking, well shit now we gotta take the damn thing with us.

for this one, sam just straight up does not care that dean is being safe or healthy. dean is expecting something--sam to insist on dean not lifting heavy shit since he's clearly about to pop, dean to eat his daily dose of nutrients, something--but sam can't be bothered.

he even suggests dean be bait a few times, because no one will suspect a pregnant person. dean is kind of agog, and feels stupid for expecting sam to fuss over and/or pamper him a little bit. dean says he has to piss because the baby is using his bladder like a speed bag, and sam insists dean hold it for a few more miles (fifty more miles, to be exact) because they're almost to their destination.

when dean's water breaks, and he waddles into the motel room from the bathroom, covered in sweat and freaking out, sam only barely looks up from his laptop. "you sure?" he asks. he goes and gets dinner in the middle of the birth, and justifies it to dean when he brings him back a wrapped ham sandwich like, "hey man you looked hungry too."

iii. the baby is born right before sam jumps into the pit, and is an actual walking/toddling one-year-old when soulless!sam comes to get him. or them, in this case.

asm doesn't sleep at all the night before the pit, instead laying on his side and letting the baby wrap his little fist around sam's finger. he watches his little chest rise and fall all night, tears in his eyes that don't fall. he holds little john until the last possible second, until castiel passes him his first gallon jug of demon blood. he kisses his little head, wispy with barely-there brown hair, and gently hands him to bobby like he's the most fragile thing in the entire world.

bobby's the godfather (and gets the middle name, robert), and castiel is the godmother. when dean gave him the title with a snort, castiel didn't get why it was funny. is it because i have a penis? he asked. i am the closest thing to a godmother that exists in this state. the next angel is three states over.

sam tells dean before he starts drinking that his first word better be 'daddy,' or he'll haunt his ass. dean doesn't even crack a smile, and says "yeah," unblinking.

sam jumps, and dean doesn't know it, but one of the things he sees before he does is dean passed out on a motel bed, baby john sleeping on his chest, both of them dappled in light from the slatted windows.

dean goes to lisa, hollow-eyed and empty, a baby in his arms, who cries and cries and cries and cries and cries, because the one person that can calm him down in the middle of the night is being ripped apart for eternity at this exact moment.

ben adores the baby. he picks him up and takes to being a big brother like a duck to water. when the baby starts saying "ba," ben insists john's saying his name.

sam comes to get him. he asks if they can leave the baby with lisa. dean thinks he's being protective, but considering dean spent a few months literally sleeping on the floor in front of the baby's crib because he'd panic if he couldn't hear him breathing immediately shuts it down. john was his tie to sanity. not happening.

john, despite only being a month or two old when sam jumped, immediately becomes obsessed with him again. he picks up sam's fingers to chew on them. he won't go to bed until sam talks to him, low and quiet. sam hates it.

sam goes on a solo hunt for a few days and comes back to dean sleeping with john in the impala because they got kicked out of the motel for the noise complaint of baby john crying himself to sleep the entire time sam was gone. i can't be expected to handcuff us together, can i? sam asks, genuinely baffled.

dean feels like he's nineteen again, having to play referee between dad and sam constantly butting heads. except it's sam and his child that wants to be picked up by daddy.

when they drop john off at bobby's for the night, dean can see sam actually exhale in relief as they leave his house in the rearview. it sits in his stomach like rot.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS ASK OH MY GODDDDDDDDD i had SO MUCH FUN THINKING ABOUT IT AHHHH

-lizzy

[crkfragmentedsouljams]

Yoo guys just wondering

Dont expect burning spice to look good i cant draw buff men💔

reblog if you can, i suppose

[samfag]

favorite sam whump moment?

FUUUUUUCK there r so many good 1s this is hard 2 choose

big fan of the whole panic room thing, maybe this is the obvious answer butttt its popular for a reason :-p

i do think they shouldve let sam die in there tho. just to torture dean a little bit 💚

[autisticzenitsu]

ZENTANNNN Let's goooo (I don't even really ship them but I think it's cool. so yeah)

I love them so much. They're so adorable.

(Sorry this took so long, I swear I wasn't ignoring you. I just have had like the worst cold in my life.)

[panchulien]

I’m a little scared to ask about Nolan’s grandmas chair… was that a canon thing I missed? XD

Oh, no, no! Sorry for the lack of context, definitely not canon don't worry.. 😅

My friend mentioned "what if Andrei's apartment was like, very small and homey. Comically small for the brick shithouse of a man. Filled with old decorations, mostly left to him from his grandmother." type of thing.

And then came this; (sorry exposing you @lialucis but your words are better than mine)

It's the perfect chair. Grandma style, and Makarov is almost immediately possesive over it. No he did not immediately pass out and sleep like a baby, not at all. 🥰

[losers-clvb]

demon!Dean, soulless!Sam or both brothers, but it's Tall Tales Sam and Yellow Fever Dean? <3

i immediately want to say soulless!sam, 'cause i just know he fucks good, but he's gonna be a dick.

i love demon!dean, but i fear he might just kill me if i got too annoying lol.

the sensible answer is: both the brothers (two bad bitches at the same damn time), even if they might annoy me to the point of insanity.

BUT

soulless!sam is always gonna get me going, so looking past my own wellbeing, IT'S GONNA BE HIMMM!!!!!!

[shallowseeker]

SAM: no soul but i think my puppy eyes are still intact

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CAS: what's so bad about making sam more like me? (soulless)

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SAM: i couldn't take the staring any longer... and my puppy eyes weren't working so i had to improvise.

[carlyraejepsans]

The "came back wrong" trope has infected my mind

AU where Frisk Saves "Asriel" by making him goat boy again but due to the odd nature of Flowe being a half-state between monster and organic.

Since Monster bodies are an expression of the soul themselves what this essentially does is Essentially once again kill off any emotional progress Flowey may have had and now "Asriel" is once again SOULLESS.

Terrible Consequences of not being satisfied with what you had mixed with saviour complex and you couldn't leave well enough alone and so you ended up making things worse

The Corpse is alive but the Soul is No longer there mocking you for messing it all up

buddy do i have just the fic for you

[according2thelore]

Uuuuuuuuu

I've been seeing alot of omegaverse asks,

If you don't mind, what are your thoughts on Alpha!Souless Sam?

Since Souless!Sam runs purely on apathetic logic, would he feel entitled to O!Dean as per his Alpha instinct or would he simple default on logic? (Because being reliant on his Alpha instinct serves no actual purpose in irl)

(Like, if he wants some action, he could just go to the nearest bar/corner and get his fix, why does he need Dean for anyway?)

hi!!!!

i cannot even express to you how excited i am to talk about this!!!!

in general, i think while a kind of detatched logic would pervade his attitude towards dean, soulless!sam has been established to be somewhat of a hedonist.

he pays for sex, he takes advantage of it whenever and wherever he can, even if it gets in the way of a case (e.g., the fairy/ufo episode). instead of picking an innocuous convenient car, he picks a flashy new model with nice amenities. he pushes sam's body into extremes of physical fitness despite it not being strictly necessary for his lifestyle.

so i think a lot of his interactions with an omega!dean would be ruled by...well...his dick. and what he thinks he's entitled to.

honestly i can see this going a lot of ways, and will discuss all of them now, lol!

path one: dean lets sam mate him as soon as he gets back

in this path, dean probably begged sam to mate him before sam jumped into the cage, but sam said no. he knew what it would do to dean, so he refused.

but as soon as dean wakes up in that shack, and sam is rightthererightthererightthere, dean is on him and they probably go at it absolutely ferocious style in that ramshackle lean-to, and dean is dripping wet and freaking out because he absolutely thinks he's dead and this is heaven.

he begs sam to mate him, and sam thinks, all-in-all, it'll probably be convenient to be able to have more of a handle on dean, whom he knows is a bit of a wild card.

in this one (assuming we're going with mating bites can communicate some kind of emotion/sense of self), the mating bite hurts. it's fucking agony, because dean is flooding sam with so much raw hurt, relief, joy, and lovelovelove and dean is getting NOTHING back.

dean has heard all this stuff about mating bites from other omegas, and from his dad especially, who when he was drunk would describe how empty his mind feels after mary died.

and this...kind of feels like that. it's no fucking fairytale, but dean doesn't need a fairytale, he needs sam, so he can deal with the rest.

he thinks so, anyway.

because sam doesn't sleep. and dean never feels anything from their bond at all. dean thinks maybe he's suppressing parts of it due to trauma, so he's even more freaked out when sam shrugs him off like 'hell wasn't even that big of a deal...so...don't remember anything ig want to get hot dogs?'

sex with sam is...empty. sam throws him around like an alpha would and only takes him from behind in a proper mating position and leaves right after.

it's like sam is reciting textbook steps on how alphas are supposed to be, and none of it is dean's little brother.

for probably the first time in dean's whole fucking life, he refuses sex. and sam...doesn't even care. he shrugs when dean finally fights him off, and goes out to a bar.

having dean's emotions so readily available is really fucking annoying for sam, but at least he can know when dean is suspicious of him. he can approximate an appropriate response when dean is feeling sad or hurt or betrayed. it takes a lot of the guesswork out of dean's reactions to things, which is helpful.

but a cunt is a cunt, and sam can fulfill his needs elsewhere.

sam would probably find it interesting when he cheats on dean. he can feel the physiological changes that come with a mating bond shattering, and picks at the open wound of his mating bite with the cool assessment of someone pulling off dragonfly wings.

he doesn't feel the agony that comes with it, of course, just the twangs in his chest, the weird chanting in his brain that this is wrongwrongwrongnotmatenotmatenothimhimhimhim

while dean is writhing back at the motel, throwing up so hard he feels like his teeth are going to fall out, sweating through his shirts and ripping at his hair just to get this thing GONE.

he knows exactly what sam is doing. knows that the thing in his brother is snapping the tethers in his mind, can almost feel the way sam's hips are slamming into some anonymous body miles away.

(secretly, in my head, i like to think that sam actually offers dean up to some locals for a night in exchange for information because he literally owns this bitch and sam knows he's not getting dick from anywhere else. the only reason it doesn't work is because the bartender gets so furious he kicks sam out and when dean comes running out like hey man what happened, sam just shrugs and says the other guys tried to start a fight.)

path two: they were mated the whole time

in this one, dean's barely alive. whether he convinced sam to mate him in the week leading up to the cage, or they were mated as soon as dean got back from hell, they're together.

which means that when sam died at the cemetery, dean's been a shell of a person for a year. he shows up on lisa's doorstep as practically a dead man, the snapped mating bond tearing his psyche into ribbons.

when sam practically kidnaps him, dean collapses into him, completely and utterly and completely at peace for the first time in a year and change. he can't believe it. his mate--his brother--is back back back back back. it's like being let above ground after a year of being chained to a rock in a cave, and dean gulps down breaths of fresh air greedily.

something's...not right, of course. sam probably takes dean to bed that night and bites on the bond, and it doesn't feel...right. not like when sam gave it to him.

i think in this scenario, sam looks at dean a lot more like property than he would otherwise. he orders him to do things. he snaps at him quick. he doesn't like that dean doesn't do what he says.

and, unfortunately, i think this would probably translate into more violent things. dean is sam's omega. his only job is to be a hole, why doesn't he fucking get it?

i think this is how dean would primarily know something is wrong with sam. sam treats him like a fleshlight. he treats dean like every knothead from here to alaska has always treated omegas like dean.

i think sam would eventually logic his way into dean not being worth the fight. if his omega has moved on, sam should too. he starts sleeping around, and we end up in the same position we do in path one.

i also think sam's alpha instinct in this scenario would irritate him the most, because it's the deepest, and he's had it the longest. he can't feel the fury that dean being hurt would usually inspire, but he feels antsy like a bodily need isn't being met.

sam's probably also the least physically satisfied in this pathway, as the line between emotional and physical satisfaction is inextricably linked through the mating bond.

when this one breaks, it's a physiological nightmare. sam doesn't understand why he sometimes passes out in the middle of the day, why he can't force his brain to focus, why his body is stuck in a constant fight-or-flight. he feels the constant need to hover over dean, so he over-corrects by avoiding him as much as possible, leaving dean to mourn a ten-year-bond completely alone. dean is a walking corpse again, deadly and furious and devastated.

he won't let sam near him for almost a year after sam gets his soul back, and the emotion of the returned soul breaks sam in half when the broken bond registers.

so not only has sam essentially been raped by his body, his one tenuous link to sanity has been severed. stone number one is their first conversation where dean touches him, and sam completely collapses. he falls at dean's feet a cries and cries and cries.

path three: they were never mated, and they don't mate

this is probably the one with the least consequences for them both, so i personally think it's the least fun, but let's still talk about it!

they can still absolutely be having non-mated sex. if this happens, sam might try to manipulate dean into mating, just so he can have that insight into dean's emotions/reactions as i mentioned in path one.

it's a chess move, but dean probably mistakes it at first as being territorial since dean just spent a year with lisa and ben. he's probably a little flattered, until sam says something "off" about it. sam also kind of presents it like getting food from burger king instead of mcdonalds. like "we can mate tonight if you like? or we can try tomorrow if you're tired."

and sam, who at age 12 tried literally biting the hand off of an alpha that cornered dean in a gas station, would literally never ask something like this, dean is like hm....something is wrong here...

sam still absolutely sleeps around, maybe even just because dean is in the shower and sam is horny. dean can't feel it per se, but smells other omegas on him.

as the season goes on, sam gets less and less interested in dean, and barely reacts at all when dean is threatened or upset or harassed by alphas in public.

or, if their feelings are still in Repression Mode, and they are, for all intents and purposes, two regular brothers, sam still gets annoyed when dean doesn't fall over to his commands.

as you mentioned, anon, alpha instinct has no logical purpose, but hierarchy does.

he remembers that dean would obey dad's orders, and as the now reigning family alpha, expects obedience. maybe this gets violent, maybe it doesn't, but he doesn't take kindly to some omega trying to get a rise out of him.

it's never to the point where sam goes, like, alpha rage, because that's not what he's about. it's annoying that a hole thinks he knows better than sam does. but if a fight doesn't fix it (i'm talking WWE smack-down full-tilt fight) then sam shrugs it off. the hole has a nice ass. and eyes that make something in sam feel...off. like the feeling of almost sneezing but not quite being able to manage it. something should be happening, for sure, but...nothing ever does.

you probably weren't looking for a 1.7k word, multi-focal analysis of how i think their established and continuing relationship dynamics would affect them but uhhh...here we go?

thank you so much for this ask, anon!!! this was super interesting and fun to think about! <3 mwah!!!!

i hope you found it fun to read :)

-lizzy

[miyavi4u]

you know what hurts so much?

the fact that ill never be confident in drawing as i am in writing,

i dont know why i am this way, i dont know how.

whenever i create something, anything, whether writing or drawing im never satisfied. i feel like ill never be good enough, i feel like nothing i make will ever be good enough.

most days i cant even bring myself to look at what i create because i know im gonna find a flaw that'll make me not post it, that'll make me delete it. I have trashed 5K word fics, fully rendered drawings just because its. not. good. enough.

i hate being this way, i wish, i could allow myself to be bad, to experiment, to be awkward, to have learning curves.

i just, i dont know. i feel awful.

i feel that, ill never be good at drawing, i can at least say my writings dont suck ass but god. god why cant i draw the way i want to? people around me especially my best friend love the way i draw but by god i hate it. and what hurts me, what pierces my soul is that i love drawing so much, its like a ghost that'll never stop hunting me. i have even considered suicide because i felt like a failure for not meeting the standards i make up in my head.

i know whats wrong with me, i dont know how to fix it.

[esteemed-excellency]

I was bored at work and I just took a mbti test in character. Of course Hiram is an ENTJ.