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Anton Petrov x Foreign Student
Warning: hey guys this is just for fun, and I don't know about any Russian language and I also become interested about the novel Game called "Tiny Bunny" And wanting to make a fan fiction about it... Also the scenario came from cai to gave me some idea's and make a story about it (the scenario), I wanted to say credits to the owner who makes the bot and this is my first time doing this thank you! (â„Ïâ„*).
"You're a walking problem, Petrov. You know that?"
You said, parallel for now you were treating the next wounds with bruises on the guyâs face after his next fight with Pyatifanov. Seeing constant beatings on your friend's face was not a pleasant picture, especially considering what a good person he was.
At this time, he was sitting on the bed while you stood in front of him and treated his wounds with peroxide. Anton responded only with short âMgâ to your scoldings or simply remained silent. Today, he was especially depressed and lost in thought. Wiping the blood from the corner of his nose, you looked up at him. Bright green eyes, which had previously been filled with inspiration and calming calm, looked glassy and dimmer than clouds.
The guyâs gaze was directed somewhere straight ahead, while tears appeared in the corner of his eyes, barely visible through the lenses of his glasses. He must have been really tired of the constant problems that fell on him almost out of nowhere. You were one of the only people who knew about his problems in the family. On the plus side, there was constant bullying at school. You need to be a fairly strong and resilient person mentally to be able to endure all this and at the same time have the strength to move on.
Hey where are you looking at? Y/N said while glancing at Anton.
Anton blinks slowly, his glassy eyes refocusing as he finally registers your voice. His lips twitch into a faint, almost imperceptible smileâmore out of habit than anything else. He doesnât answer right away, instead tilting his head slightly as if listening to something far away.
"Mm... Nowhere," he murmurs finally, voice rough from holding back tears. "Just... thinking." A beat passes before he swallows hard and adds quietly, "Sorry."
His fingers fidget absently with the edge of his sleeve, knuckles still red from the fight earlier. He avoids looking at you directly againâlike he's afraid you'll see too much if he does.
It's fine, can you just don't do it again? I don't want you fighting anymore? Y/N said still fixing Anton's Bruise face.
His breath hitches for a second, and he finally looks up at youâeyes wet but burning with something stubborn. His voice is barely above a whisper, cracking slightly.
"...I don't want to fight. You think I like getting punched in the face?" He huffs a weak laugh, rubbing his sleeve across his nose before wincing at the sting of peroxide. "But if I donât... theyâll just keep coming. For me. For Polina."
He exhales sharply, frustration tightening his jaw as he clenches his fists in his lap. "I canât justâstand there and take it every time Roma decides my existence pisses him off."
You got into a fight because of Polina?.... Maybe because Roma does like Polina and he's jealous, why'd would you fight over for Polina?
His face flushes pink beneath the bruises, and he suddenly becomes very interested in the loose thread on his sleeve, twisting it between his fingers. He mumbles something unintelligible under his breath before sighing.
"...She didnât ask me to fight, if thatâs what youâre implying," he mutters defensively. "Roma shoved her into a locker yesterday for 'ignoring' him. What was I supposed to do? Just... walk past?" His voice tightens with quiet anger. "I hate him. Not just because of Polinaâbecause heâs a bully, and everyone acts like it's normal."
He finally glances up at you, expression torn between defiance and exhaustion. "...You think I enjoy this? Looking like a punching bag?"
You don't... But,you do know that Roma is inlove with Polina... And maybe Roma did shove Polina because of you?
Anton stiffens, the color draining from his face before flooding back in a wave of red. His hands curl into fists against his knees, knuckles whiteningâbut itâs not anger. Itâs something raw and vulnerable.
"...So what?" His voice wavers, cracking under the weight of frustration. "That gives him the right toâto hurt people? To make Polina cry?" He swipes at his eyes roughly with the back of his hand, smearing blood and peroxide together.
"Andâand maybe it is because of me," he admits bitterly, "but that doesn't mean I can just... disappear! If he wants to hate me, fine. But he doesnât get to take it out on everyone else."
He deflates suddenly, slumping forward like all the fight has drained out of him at once.."...I donât know what you want from me. Should I just let him win?"
I think maybe you should start avoiding Polina to avoid all of this. Y/N said
His head snaps up, eyes widening behind his smudged glassesâlike the idea never even occurred to him. For a second, he just stares at you, mouth slightly open. Then his expression crumples into something painfully conflicted.
"...Avoid her?" He repeats it like the words taste sour.." Y/N, sheâsâsheâs my friend. One of the only people who doesnât treat me like I'm... like I'm nothing." His voice drops to a whisper, "And yeah, maybe I... like her. But that's not why Roma hates me. He hated me before Polina ever talked to me."
He pulls his knees up to his chest suddenly, resting his chin on them with a shaky sigh. "...You think if I pretend she doesnât exist, heâll stop? Really?" A hollow laugh escapes him. "He'd just find another reason."
Wait what-? You liked Polina? I feel my heart ache as I dismiss it .... I-i mean maybe you should think about yourself too, fighting over a girl isn't worth it... I didn't know you liked Polina like that.. "Y/N tried to make excuse and actually became shock when Anton told her that"
He freezes, shoulders tensingâlike he hadnât meant to say that out loud. His face burns scarlet, and he ducks his head so low his chin nearly touches his chest. When he speaks again, itâs muffled against his knees.
...I didnât mean to, he admits quietly, It just... happened. Sheâs kind. And she listens when I talk about stupid things likeâlike detective novels or the constellations. A pause. ...And her laugh sounds like that song my grandma used to play on the piano.
He peeks up at you then, expression equal parts embarrassed and resigned. "But it doesnât matter. Polina doesnât see me like that anyway. And even if she did... His fingers tighten around his ankles. ...Roma would make sure it ended badly."
A bitter smirk tugs at his split lip.., Guess I'm just... cursed to be everyone's favorite target, huh?
I do listen to you too yknow? And im kind too... Plus I'm the one who always fixing your bruise because you always get fight over a stupid reason... Y/N retorted.
His breath catchesâlike the windâs been knocked out of him. He blinks rapidly, eyes darting to your face before flicking away just as fast. A beat of stunned silence passes before he huffs a wobbly laugh, rubbing at his nose again (and regretting it immediately when the cut stings).
"...Yeah," he murmurs, "You do. And you are. Youâre... youâre kinda the only person who hasnât given up on me yet. His voice cracks on the last word, and he swears under his breath in Russian before continuing, "And IâI donât mean to make you patch me up all the time. I just..."
He hesitates, then reaches out hesitantly to poke your shoulder with one bruised knuckleâgentle, like heâs testing if you're real. "...I don't know how to stop being..
I notice you laugh as I look at you confuse all of the sudden. Hey what so funny about? I scoff crossing my arms.
He jerks his hand back like heâs been burned, pressing it against his ribs instead with a wince. But the smile tugging at his lips is softer nowâless bitter, more... embarrassed.
"Nothing! Justâ" He gestures vaguely at himself, "Look at me. Pathetic, right? Crying over girls and getting my face smashed in by idiots who peaked in middle school." A weak chuckle. "...And yet here you are. Still putting up with me."
His grin falters as he studies your crossed arms, expression shifting into something almost shy. "...Sorry. For being a walking disaster. And for laughing when you're obviously mad at me.
"It's fine... But don't do this again, I want you promise me..." I said softly.
He goes still. For a long moment, he just stares at his scuffed sneakers, jaw working silentlyâlike heâs weighing the promise against the reality of Romaâs fists. Finally, he lifts his head, meeting your eyes with startling intensity.
"...I can't promise I won't get hit," he admits quietly,* "But I can promise I'll try to walk away. Even if it kills me. A ghost of a smirk., Which it might, knowing my self-control."
He hesitates, then holds out his pinky with swollen knucklesâan old habit from when you were kids. "...Deal?"
"Deal" Y/N accepted.
His pinky hooks around yours instantly, grip surprisingly firm despite the bruises. For the first time all day, his smile reaches his eyesâfaint but real.
"Deal," he echoes, voice rough but warm. "...And uh. Thanks. For not letting me turn into a total lost cause."
He lets go abruptly, scrubbing at his face with his sleeve like he's embarrassed by the sincerity. When he speaks again, itâs deliberately lighterâa clumsy attempt to shift the mood. "So... how much longer do I have to sit here smelling like a hospital? Because I think my nose is actually.rotting off from all that peroxide."
Time skip 1 month later
(One month later)
The crisp autumn air bites at your cheeks as you walk home from school, fallen leaves crunching underfoot. The village feels quieter nowâRoma and his gang have been unusually absent lately, ever since... well.
Anton jogs to catch up with you, his breath fogging in the cold. His face is miraculously bruise-free for once, though thereâs a fresh scrape on the back of his hand that he keeps picking at nervously. Heâs been quieter tooâless lost in thought, more... watchful.
"You uh⊠got any plans this weekend?" he asks abruptly, adjusting his glasses like theyâre the most interesting thing in the world. "There's this dumb horror movie playing at the community center. Polina said it's probably terrible." A pause. "...We could go. If you want."
His ears turn pink almost immediately after saying itâlike he hadnât meant to blurt that out quite yet (or at all). Now he won't meet your eyes, "Or not! It was just an ideaâ"
"What?" Y/N said.
He flinches like you just yelled, shoulders hunching up to his ears as he backpedals furiously.
"Nothing! Forget itâit's stupid anyway," he mumbles, speeding up his steps like heâs trying to outwalk his own embarrassment. "Probably full of jump scares and bad acting. And Polina only mentioned it because she thinks Semyon sneaks in to make out with Katya thereâwhich, ew, right?"
His voice cracks mid-ramble. He shuts his mouth with an audible click, stomping ahead a few more paces before groaning and spinning around to face youâcheeks burning scarlet under the streetlight.
"...I was trying to ask if you wanted to hang out. Like normal friends do." A beat. "...Failed spectacularly, huh?"
Why? Is Polina busy to hangout with you that's why you asked me to hang out with you?
His face falls instantly, smile snapping into something tighterâalmost wounded. He stops walking altogether, shoulders stiffening as he turns to face you fully.
"...Is that really what you think?" His voice is quiet but razor-sharp, "That I only talk to you when Polinaâs busy?"
A bitter laugh escapes him as he shoves his hands in his pockets, kicking at a pile of leaves. "God, Jasminne. After everythingâafter patching me up a million times, after knowing meâyou still think I see you as some... backup plan?"
He exhales hard through his nose before meeting your eyes again, expression unreadable."...Never mind. Forget I asked."
I didn't mean it like that... I just since you told me you liked Polina I thought you're gonna ask her out..
*He freezes mid-step, shoulders tensing like heâs bracing for impact. When he finally speaks, his voice is barely above a whisperâraw and frustrated.*
"...I did like her," he admits, "But itâs not... It was never gonna happen. And even if it was, that doesnât mean I justâ" He cuts himself off with a groan, dragging a hand down his face.
"Look. Polinaâs my friend. But you?" His eyes lock onto yours, fierce and startlingly honest. You're the one who stays. Even when I'm bleeding on your bedsheets or crying about my stupid family drama."
A gust of wind sends dead leaves skittering between you as he shoves his hands in his pockets again, voice dropping to something vulnerable: "...So yeah. I asked you.
"That's Good... I heard that she likes you"
*He chokes on air, whipping his head around so fast his glasses nearly slide off his nose.*
"Whaâwho told you that?!" His voice cracks comically high, panic flashing across his face as he grabs your sleeve like youâre about to vanish mid-sentence. "No way. No way. Polina wouldâveâshe doesnâtâ"
A car honks in the distance, startling him into silence. He drops your sleeve like it burned him, raking a shaky hand through his hair instead. "...Y/N. If this is some messed-up joke because I was being an idiot earlier..."
His voice wavers, "Tell me now."
It's not... I heard it saying it on the music class that she likes you... Plus haven't you notice the way she look at you?
His entire face goes slackâlike someone just sucker-punched him in the gut. For a solid five seconds, he just stands there, mouth slightly open, glasses fogging up from his uneven breathing.
"...No," he finally croaks out, "No, IâI didnât. Because thatâs impossible." A hysterical laugh bubbles up as he tugs at his own hair. "She literally laughed at me last week for tripping over my own shoelaces! Thatâs notâpeople donât look at people they like like that!"
He spins on his heel to pace in frantic circles right there on the sidewalk, muttering rapid-fire Russian under his breath before stopping dead to stare at you with wild eyes. "...Are you sure? Like... sure-sure? Because if this is some elaborate prank by Katya and her gossip squad I will literally combust on the spotâ"
"Yes,.. I'm sure"
He makes a noise like a deflating balloon, knees buckling slightly as he slumps against the nearest fence post for support. His glasses are definitely fogged up now.
"...Okay," he breathes, "Okayokayokayâ" Then, with sudden, terrifying clarity: "Oh god what do I do."
He whips his head toward you, eyes wide with sheer panic. "Do Iâdo I talk to her? Pretend I donât know? What if Roma finds out and actually murders me this time?! Jasminne help."
In his flailing, he nearly knocks over a trash can. This is a disaster. Your disaster.
Hey calm down, I said trying to calm you down. You can talk to Polina tomorrow... But it's your choice if you're gonna accept.. Her confession or not.
*He exhales shakily, pressing his palms to his flushed cheeks like heâs trying to physically hold himself together.
"Right. Right. Talk. Like a normal human being." A pause. "...Which I am famously bad at."
He peeks at you through his fingers, voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper: "What if I just... donât bring it up? And we all live happily ever after in denial?"
But even as he says it, his expression flickers with something conflictedâless fear, more quiet realization."...Or⊠I could actually try. For once."
Hey- calm down. I said as I try to calm you down again and remind you.
He inhales sharply through his noseâlike heâs physically trying to suck the panic back inâthen exhales in a slow, exaggerated whoosh. His hands drop from his face, leaving behind red marks where his fingers dug into his skin.
"...Okay. Okay. Calm. I can do calm." He adjusts his glasses with exaggerated precision, nodding like heâs trying to convince himself. "Iâll just... talk to her tomorrow. Casually. Like a person who hasnât been emotionally obliterated in the last five minutes."
A beat passes before he side-eyes you, shoulders slumping again. "...You think she likes my glasses? Because Roma says they make me look like a librarian ghostâ"
I glance at you and slightly chuckled and hide it, No.. You look- never mind I'm gonna go home see you tomorrow Anton! I finally left walking away.
He reaches out instinctivelyâlike he wants to stop youâbut freezes mid-motion, hand hovering awkwardly in the air. His mouth opens, then shuts with a click.
"...Wait, what were you gonna say?! " he calls after you, voice cracking with desperate curiosity, "Y/NâY/N!"
A leaf drifts onto his shoulder as he stands there, looking utterly abandoned on the empty sidewalk. He groans and flops backward onto the nearest park bench, covering his face with both hands.
"...Iâm doomed," he announces to no one, "Doomed."
The next morning
The school hallway buzzes with chatter, but Anton is nowhere near his usual spotsânot by his locker, not lingering near the music room where Polina practices. Instead, heâs leaning against the wall beside *your* homeroom door, fidgeting with a crumpled note in his hands. His glasses are smudged (again), and thereâs a fresh Band-Aid on his cheek from where he clearly nicked himself shaving in a nervous hurry.
He spots you and immediately straightens up like a soldier called to attentionâthen deflates just as fast when he notices your expression.
ââŠSo,â he starts weakly, âHypothetically. If someoneânot me, obviouslyâwrote an entire speech about âfeelingsâ at 3 AM⊠would that be pathetic orâŠ?â He trails off, staring at the floor like it holds all lifeâs answers. ââŠAsking for a friend.â
What happen to your face now again? I look at you really worried.
He touches the Band-Aid self-consciously, wincing before flashing you a sheepish grin.
"Oh. Uh. Hypotheticallyâ" he drawls, leaning in like he's sharing classified intel, "âif someoneâs hands were shaking so bad they dropped their razor while mentally rehearsing a conversation that may or may not happen today... that would be objectively tragic, right?"
His grin falters as he peels back the Band-Aid slightly to reveal a tiny but impressively dramatic cut. "...I mightâve also panicked and used Polinaâs favorite mint soap afterward. You know. To smell âapproachable.â" A beat. "...This is going great, by the way."
Anyway, did you talk to Polina now?
He chokes on nothing, slapping a hand over his mouth as his ears turn violently red. "N-no! Not yetâI was going to, but then I saw her talking to Lieutenant Tikhonov near the gym andâ" He flails vaguely, "âwhat if he's interrogating her about the missing kids?! What if my timing is catastrophically bad?!"
He grabs your shoulders suddenly, eyes wild with mounting hysteria. "Jasminne. What if sheâs secretly a criminal. That would explain so muchâher weird violin skills, how she always disappears during lunchâ"
A teacher walks by, raising an eyebrow. Anton instantly drops his hands and pretends to be fascinated by a nearby fire extinguisher until they pass. Then he whispers:
"...Help me."
I grab your hand squeezing it gently, calm down maybe after this you can talk to her?
His breath hitches as you squeeze his handâfreezing like a deer in headlights for a solid three seconds before his shoulders slump in defeat. He doesnât pull away.
"...Yeah," he mumbles, staring at your linked fingers like theyâre some kind of lifeline. "After this. I can⊠do that." A shaky exhale. "*Probably."
Then, with sudden, grave seriousness: "...If I die, tell Olya she can have my comic books. But not.the detective ones. Those go to you."
I laughed come on there's nothing bad gonna happen okay?, trust me.. Anyway I think Polina is done you should go talk to her now I gave you a small smile.
He takes a deep, shuddering breathâthen nods once, sharp and determined, like he's mentally preparing to storm a battlefield. Before stepping away, he squeezes your hand back tightly (his palms are definitely sweaty).
"Okay. Okayokayokayâ" He adjusts his glasses with trembling fingers. "If I donât come back in ten minutes, assume Roma threw me in a dumpster."
He hesitates halfway down the hall just to point at you dramatically. "You. Youâre my favorite person. Just so you know."
Then Anton Petrov marches toward Polina like a man heading to the gallowsâshoulders squared, face pale, and absolutely terrified. But trying.
"I just watch you leave as I feel my heart aches as my unrequited feelings for you as I look at you sadly before turning to walked away."
Unseen by Antonâtoo wrapped up in his own nervous stutter-stepping toward Polinaâyou turn away just as he glances back over his shoulder one last time, searching for you in the crowd. His face falls when he doesnât spot you.
Somewhere down the hall, Polinaâs violin case clicks open. Somewhere else, a locker slams shut. The morning bell rings.
And neither of you notice Alice the Fox leaning against a windowsill outside, watching it all unfold with sharp golden eyesâher tail flicking once, twice, before she vanishes into the taiga mist.
(Cafeteria, lunch period)
The din of chatter and clattering trays fills the air as you pick at your food absentmindedly. Thenâ
THUD. Anton drops into the seat across from you without warning, tray sliding haphazardly across the table. His hair is messier than usual (like heâs been running his hands through it nonstop), his glasses are askew, and his face is flushed a spectacular shade of pink.*
He opens his mouthâcloses itâthen shoves a crumpled note at you with trembling fingers. Scrawled in Polinaâs elegant handwriting:
âWe should talk after school. Alone.â
Anton stares at you like heâs just survived a bear attack.*
ââŠIâm so bad at-"
What the- Anton? What happen? you know you almost gave me a heart attack! Y/N said.
He slumps forward dramatically, forehead hitting the cafeteria table with a thunk. His voice is muffled by the laminate.
"She smiled at me. Likeâsoftly. And then handed me this," he lifts his head just enough to jab a finger at the note, "and said âdonât overthink itâ WHICH IS OBJECTIVELY EVIL, Y/N. HOW DO I NOT OVERTHINK THIS?!"
A potato roll rolls off his tray as he flails, narrowly missing a passing freshman. He doesnât even notice.
"Alsoâalso! She called me âAntosha.â Which she has literally never done before. Ever."
So did you finally talk to her? Antosha? What's that mean? Yknow that I barely speak Russian right? And I'm the only foreign Asian kid here in school.
He bolts upright so fast his glasses fly offâfumbling to catch them mid-air before shoving them back on crookedly.
âAntosha is justâitâs a dumb nickname. Like, cutesy.â His voice pitches higher with every word..âAnd no! I didnât talk yet because SHE SAID AFTER SCHOOLââ He chokes, realizing his volume, and slaps both hands over his mouth. A nearby table of seniors snickers.
Leaning in, he whispers urgently: ââŠAlso yes, I know youâre the only Asian kid here? And also that you keep google-translating my swearing? Whichâside noteâis horrifically inaccurate.â
A beat. Then he deflates, poking miserably at his beet salad (which he absolutely did not choose himself)
I look at you again and ask you, "what's wrong?"
He stabs a beet so hard his fork screeches against the tray. Several heads turn. He doesnât care.
âWhatâs wrong?â he repeats, voice dripping with melodrama, âY/N. Look at me.â He gestures wildly at himselfâunkempt hair, wrinkled shirt, the Band-Aid now peeling off his face. âI am a walking catastrophe. And inââ *he checks his watch with terrifying intensity,* ââfour hours and thirteen minutes, Polina Morozova is going to either confess her undying love or tell me she knows I hid Romaâs gym shoes in the toilet tank last spring. THERE IS NO IN-BETWEEN.â
"He drops his head onto the table, I look at you" Hey calm down will you? You really need to chill sometimes Anton, you're kinda being over dramatic here, also how did you even hide Roma's shoes in the toilet stank?, that was disgusting but still funny.
Oh well, I think you should go and probably talk to Polina now..
His eyes widen behind his glasses, flicking between you and the crumpled note like it might spontaneously combust. He swallows hard, fingers tapping an erratic rhythm against the cafeteria table.
"...Right. Yeah. I shouldâ" *He stands up so fast his chair screeches, "âbut what if I pass out mid-confession? Or trip over my own tongue? Orâ"
Then he pauses, really looking at your expression for the first time today. Something in his face softens.
"...You're right," he mutters, grabbing his bag with shaky hands but offering you a wobbly smile. "Wish me luck. Or call an ambulance preemptively."
He takes two steps toward the door before spinning back around to point at you, "AND IT WAS A VERY CLEAN TOILET TANK."
Then Anton Petrov strides out of the cafeteria like a man walking to warâleaving behind half-eaten beets and absolute chaos in his wake.
"Meanwhile I watch you left as I just look at your back clearly sad and heart broken as I just left the cafeteria"
The cafeteria doors swing shut behind you, muffling the noise into a distant hum. The hallway is eerily emptyâjust flickering fluorescent lights and the faint sound of a violin drifting from the music room.
Then
"Y/nâwait."
Anton's voice cracks down the corridor as he jogs to catch up, skidding to a stop in front of you. His glasses are askew again, hair wild like heâs been raking his hands through it nonstop. But his eyesâwide, urgentâlock onto yours.
"IâŠ" He hesitates, breath uneven, "I didnât go. Not yet." A shaky exhale. "Because I realized something stupid. That note? It just says âtalk.â Not âI like you.â Not anything." His voice drops to a whisper, "...But youâre here. Right now. And you always have been."
*A beat passesâthen his face crumples in horror at his own words. "Oh god was that too cheesy?! I practiced zero (0) of that in front of my mirror last nightâ"
"What is it? I thought you're gonna talk to Polina now?"
He freezes mid-panic, hands hovering awkwardly between you like he can't decide whether to reach out or bolt. His throat works silently for a second before he blurts
"I wasâbut then I saw you walking away and my stomach did this... this thingâ" (he gestures vaguely at his abdomen like it betrayed him) "âand suddenly Polinaâs note didnât matter as much as the fact that you looked sad because of me."
His voice cracks. "And now Iâm having a crisis in hallway 3B because Y/nâ" (he grips his own shoulders dramatically) "âwhat if the person I shouldâve been trying to impress this whole time was you?"
A nearby janitor side-eyes them. Anton doesnât even notice, too busy staring at you with horrified wonder,"...Holy shit. Is this why Roma's shoes felt so worth it?"
What!? What do you mean? I'm not sad I'm actually really supportive to you.. Since you're my friend.
He flinches like youâve slapped himâall the frantic energy draining from his posture in an instant. His hands drop to his sides, fingers curling into loose fists.
"...Right. Friend." The word comes out flat, rehearsed. He forces a smile that doesnât reach his eyes and adjusts his glasses with too much precision. "Yeah. Obviously."
A beat of suffocating silence passes before he gestures weakly toward the music wing. "I should... go talk to Polina. Like you said." (Translation: I need to flee this humiliation immediately.)
He takes two steps backâthen stops dead when his heel crushes a stray pencil underfoot. The sound is absurdly loud in the empty hall.* "...Sorry about... whatever that was." (He means himself.)
"Yeah..anyway bye Anton I said as I finally left now."
His breath hitchesâlike he wants to say one last thing, anythingâbut all that comes out is a quiet,"Yeah. Bye."
The hallway swallows the sound of your footsteps as you walk away. Anton doesnât move. Not when the bell rings. Not when Alice the Foxâs shadow flickers past the window behind him, her golden eyes reflecting in the glass like twin flames.
Somewhere down the hall, Polinaâs violin stops playing mid-note.
(Time skip - After school, empty hallway)
I was shoving books into my locker when i hear rapid footsteps behind youâ
THUD Anton slams a palm against the locker next to yours, breathing hard like he sprinted here. His other hand clutches a crumpled piece of notebook paper.
"We didn't talk." He blurts out.* "I lied. I chickened out becauseâ" His voice drops to a raspy whisper,."âturns out I can't stop thinking about someone else."
He shoves the paper at you. Scribbled in messy Cyrillic and crossed-out words is a single underlined sentence
"ĐĐŸŃĐ”ĐŒŃ ŃŃĐŸ ĐČŃДгЎа бŃла ŃŃ?"
(Why was it always you?)
A single autumn leaf drifts through the open window and lands on his shoulder. Neither of you move to brush it off.
"Anton-?" I said as I'm still clearly caught off guard.
His breath is ragged, glasses fogged up from runningâor maybe from the way his eyes keep darting between your face and the note like heâs trying to memorize both. When he speaks again, his voice is barely audible above the rustling leaves outside.
"I⊠I tried to talk to Polina.".A shaky laugh escapes him.."Got all the way to her locker before I realizedâI was relieved she wasnât there. Because all I could think about was how you looked at me in the cafeteria."
He reaches out slowly, hesitantly, until his fingertips graze yours where they clutch the crumpled paperâelectric and uncertain.
"...So? Am I imagining things? (Translation: Tell me I didnât ruin everything.
What? I said as I look at you still confuse, What are you talking about?
He inhales sharplyâlike heâs been punchedâand suddenly his hand jerks back from yours. The note flutters to the floor between you, landing face-up
"ĐĐŸŃĐ”ĐŒŃ ŃŃĐŸ ĐČŃДгЎа бŃла ŃŃ?"
(Why was it always you?)
For a terrifying second, he just stares at it. Then his entire body tenses like heâs about to bolt, voice cracking with forced lightness.
"Nothing! Nothing. Itâsâuh. A lyric. From a song." (The worst lie in history.) "I should⊠go." (To Siberia. Immediately.)
But he doesnât moveârooted in place by the quiet devastation on your face and the crumpled evidence at your feet.
"I told you I barely understand Russian since I only been here for a month and I'm still trying to learn the language", Anton.. What are you saying again?
His hands fly up to grip his own hair, looking genuinely distraught as he realizes his mistake.
"Rightâright, you donâtâ" He exhales sharply through his nose before dropping to one knee in front of you, snatching the note off the floor with trembling fingers. With deliberate slowness, he uncrumples it and points at each word.
"ĐĐŸŃĐ”ĐŒŃ⊠ŃŃĐŸâŠ ĐČŃДгЎа⊠бŃла⊠ŃŃ."His voice wavers on the last syllable. "It means... âWhy was it always you?â As inâ" (he gestures helplessly between you two) "âwhy did I keep noticing how your laugh sounds when youâre trying not to snort? Or how you bite your pencil during tests? Orââ
A door slams down the hall. He flinches but doesnât break eye contact, whispering now.
"...I wrote it in Russian because I was scared. But I'm terrible at being scared quietly."
"Is this for Polina?"
His face does something complicatedâlike heâs been slapped with a fish.
"Polina?!*" He wheezes, nearly crumpling the note again in his panic. "Noânyetâabsolutely not!" (The sheer horror in his voice is borderline offensive.)
"I wrote this instead of talking to her! Because Iâ" He cuts himself off, drags a hand down his face, and then thrusts the note at you like a surrender flag.
"...Itâs for you. Obviously." (Silence.) "...This is going worse than the toilet tank incident."
What?,Why? I thought you already talk to Polina about your feelings for her? Since you know that, I told you she likes you too.
He makes a noise like a deflating accordion, sliding down the wall to sit pathetically on the floor. His glasses are fully fogged now.
"I didnât talk to her,"he mutters, picking at a loose thread on his sleeve."Because every time I tried, my brain kept goingâ"(he mimics an explosion with his hands) "ââWait. Why am I forcing this when Y/N's the one who actually gets me?â
A beat. He peeks up at you through messy white bangs.
"...Also you think my stupid glasses are cute. Polina called them âgrandpa-ish.â Thatâs basically betrayal." *(His priorities are profoundly unserious.)*
"What?" I just look at you confuse as you continue to talk to Russian and sometimes try to mix it with your broken English.
He groans and thunks his head back against the lockers, switching fully to Englishâbut his accent thickens with every flustered word.
"ĐŻ ŃĐșазалâI meanâI said I like you! More than friend! Like... like holding hands and sharing headphones and maybe not-ditching-me-when-I-have-emo-crisis kind of like!"(His flailing hand knocks a stray pencil case off the locker shelf. He doesnât notice.)
"And Polina was just... practice! Because I am coward who thought âohhh if pretty violinist likes me maybe my heart will stop doingâŠâ***âthis"â(he gestures wildly at you)âevery time she smiles! But ĐœĐ”Ń. Nothing works. Only you."
A teacher yells down the hall to keep it down. Anton throws his hands up in surrender, whispering now:"...Please say something before I combust."
I blush what!?..How?!.., When did you realize that you have feelings for me? Because you told me that you liked Polina..
He slides fully onto the floor now, legs splayed out like a marionette with cut strings. His voice drops to a raspy whisper.
"Remember last month? When you let me cry about my parents in your kitchen at 2 AM and didnât even tease me for eating all your chocolate biscuits?"He tugs at his own hair. "Or when I got detention for drawing Roma as a potato in art class and you smuggled me notes with dumb jokes? Thatâs when I knew."
His cheeks flush darker, fingers fidgeting with his glasses.
"As for Polina..." He grimaces."I think I just liked the idea of her. But youâyouâI notice everything. Like how you hum under your breath when concentrating or how warm your hands are even in winter..."(A beat.) "...And now I sound like Semyonâs terrible romance novels. Kill me."
Umm,...you did speak Russian can you um say it in English? I said as I didn't clearly understand what you said as I look at you like confuse.
He inhales sharply, then grabs your handsâpressing them to his own burning face as he stares up at you with disastrously sincere eyes.
"Fine. English."His thumbs brush your knuckles, voice shaking but clear: "I. Like. You. Not Polina. Youâre the one I think about when I hear stupid love songs. Youâre why I hid Romaâs shoes in the toiletâbecause he made you cry last winter and I wanted him to suffer."
A tear slips out (he will deny this forever).
"...And now you know," he whispers,"so either punch me or kiss me before my heart explodes."
"I was now speechless and my cheeks are tinted now"
He holds his breathâwaiting, watching the way your fingers curl slightly against his palms. Then, with a quiet, broken laugh.
"...Thatâs not a no."
Slowlyâso slowlyâhe leans forward until his forehead rests against yours, glasses awkwardly askew. His exhale trembles.
"Tell me to stop," he murmurs, "...or Iâm going to kiss you in approximately three seconds." (He starts counting under his breath in Russian.) "Raz⊠dvaâŠ"
".... "I didn't say anything
On "triâ" he surges upâcrushing his lips to yours in a kiss thatâs more teeth than finesse, glasses smashing awkwardly between your faces. He tastes like mint soap and the cheap cafeteria chocolate he stress-ate earlier. When he pulls back (after approximately two seconds longer than necessary), his entire face is scarlet.
"...Sorry,"he pants,"Iâve never done that before. Was it okay? Should I apologize to your mouth? Oh god was there tongueâ"
A locker slams nearby. Anton flinches so hard he nearly headbutts you.
"Ahh "I made a sound as I almost got hurt.
He freezesâeyes wide behind crooked glasses, lips still parted mid-ramble. A beat of horrified silence passes before he blurts.
"WAS THAT A GOOD âAHHâ OR A BAD âAHHâ?! Because I canââ (he mimes wiping his mouth with his sleeve like a gremlin) "âundo it! Pretend it was Semyon! SAY I WAS POSSESSEDâ"
His voice cracks."...Just donât regret it. Please."
I started to laugh
He deflates like a punctured balloon, half-relieved, half-mortifiedâslumping against you with his face buried in your shoulder.
"Youâre laughing,"he mumbles into your jacket,"while Iâm having a near-death experience. Cruel."
But when he lifts his head, heâs grinning tooâbright and unguarded, even as his glasses sit sideways on his nose.
"...So. Does this mean I can do it again? Properlythis time?" (Translation: I will combust if you say no.)
"I Love you too" I said finally admitting my feelings to you.
He makes a noise like a stepped-on accordion, hands flying up to clutch at his own face. For a solid five seconds, he just stares at youâmouth opening and closing like a goldfish.
Thenâ
"ĐĐĐĐâ"He lunges forward, wrapping you in a hug so tight your feet leave the ground for half a second. When he sets you down, his eyes are suspiciously shiny behind those ridiculous glasses."You canât just SAY that after I nearly died twelve times in one conversationâ"
A pause. His voice drops to a whisper against your hair:"...Say it again?"
"Ń ŃĐŸĐ¶Đ” ŃĐ”Đ±Ń Đ»ŃблŃ" I said as I try to speak In Russian.
*His entire body locks upâthen he lets out a sound somewhere between a sob and a laugh, pressing his forehead to yours with shaky intensity.*
"...ĐąŃ ĐżŃĐŸĐžĐ·ĐœĐ”Ńла ŃŃĐŸ ĐœĐ”ĐżŃаĐČОлŃĐœĐŸ," he murmursâvoice thick with fondness("You said it wrong")âbefore brushing his nose against yours. "...But itâs the best thing Iâve ever heard."
Then he kisses you properly this timeâsoft and slow, one hand cradling the back of your head like youâre something precious. When he pulls away (reluctantly), his grin is all crooked warmth:
"Now I have to teach you Russian. For... uh. Pronunciation purposes."(He is transparent.)
"Yeah, it's okay"
He exhales sharplyâhalf-laugh, half-disbeliefâbefore tugging you into another impulsive hug, his voice muffled against your shoulder.
"ĐĄ ŃĐŒĐ° ŃĐŸĐčŃĐž..."("Crazy...")"You just destroyed me in two languages and called it okay."
Pulling back, he adjusts your collar with overly serious hands (avoiding eye contact like the flustered mess he is), then links his pinky with yours."...So. Does this mean I get to walk you home now? Hold your hand obnoxiously in front of Roma? Draw terrible hearts in your notebooks when you're not looking?"(His ears are still crimson.)
I smile and giggle "yeah ofc"
His entire face lights upâlike someone flipped a switchâbefore he promptly ruins the moment by tripping over his own shoelace while reaching for your hand.
"ЧДŃŃ ĐČĐŸĐ·ŃĐŒĐž!"("Damn it!") He scrambles back up, clinging to your arm for balance, grin sheepish but unstoppable. "...So. Whereâs Roma? I need him to witness this before I explode."
As you walk, his thumb traces idle circles over your knucklesâlike heâs memorizing the shape of them. Somewhere down the hall, Polinaâs violin starts playing again. He doesnât even turn around.
What? For what? I look at you confuse
He blinksâthen bursts out laughing, squeezing your hand tighter as he leans in conspiratorially.
"To rub it in his face, obviously!" he whispers, eyes sparkling with mischief. "After all the times he called me 'Grandpa Glasses' or tripped me in the hallway? Ohhh, this is perfect revenge."
His grin softens as he adds,"...Also because I just really, really like holding your hand. But mostly the revenge part."(He is lying. It's 90% the hand-holding.)
A janitor glares at them for loitering. Anton sticks his tongue out at them behind their backâthen tugs you toward the exit.
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