#Unariko and niko……..
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#Unariko and niko……..#Woah. Suddenly I am a dastardly wanted criminal.#My ma and me man.#I don’t know if I really see her as my ma#She’s my ma by title and by obligation. But she acts more like a friend. Not the best one#I wouldn’t go to her for anything besides doing shi for me or accompanying me#She outright said she doesn’t know how to guide me in life#And it just feels like it’s my fault for stepping away from my parents#I feel like it’s to late to stop lying to them about my life#Every time I tried to be honest they took it as a joke or played it off#Especially my ma#Every time I tried being real with her and talking about my feelings and what’s going on#She just said she’s been through something similar but in Cuba. And that just automatically makes her a bigger victim apparently#She must’ve gone through a handful of things too when she was my age#She probably just doesn’t know it’s not normal#I don’t feel a strong connection with my ma#She’s just my ma because she happened to give birth to me. She just so happened to be the one who somewhat takes care of me#Otherwise she’d be my friend#But I don’t feel like she fulfills my emotional needs#Sure she gives me kisses sometimes. And that’s nice.#But I don’t crave validation from her#I crave it from older people who seem like good parents#Jesus Christ a lot of things are starting to make sense#Moral of the story I’m becoming like my ma and that’s scary because why am I starting to understand why she is this way#She’s caused 20% of my problems in life and yet I’m starting to get it#Following the same steps in the snow during a storm but my pants are still getting wet#Weird thing to say but. Exactly my situation#This has got to be mommy issues bro 😭#The worm conference#I don’t think this is a vent it’s more of a rant
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how the hell do you id baikals i can only tell apart niko, unariko and macaroni
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