#VE A JOB…..
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I wanted to redraw smthn simple from 10 years ago !
I still have so much to learn but I want to start drawing as often as I was again and having fun!!
#emdoods#I MISS BEING 15 YRS OLD AND ABLE TO DRAW FOR 6-7 HOURS A DAY :(#NOW I HA#VE A JOB…..#the uh. second one is the redraw btw. IAKFKSKKFKSKDKD
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panther chameleon plushies!!!
based on the Amilobe locality of Furcifer pardalis
magnetic little hands for to grab things
soft
funny eyes
doesn´t need high humidty or complex care!
teddy joints for to move their little legs
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adopt one from my bog
barks-bog.com
#i´m honestly really proud of these#the eyes are quite complex and i didn´t think i could pull them off but i did!!! i will post a quick tutorial later how they are done#also thanks to palaeoplushies for letting me steal her idea of using trim for little spikes#the paint job is one the more complex ones i´ve done and i hope people like it because i would love to do more like this#plush#plushies#plushblr#chameleon#panther chameleon#furcifer pardalis amilobe#handmade
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instead of making fun of how bad buffy smells because of her fast food job, the show could`ve leaned into all the strange things that happen when you work in customer service, like "guess how many times i`ve been told today to enjoy my food too", "we had an order for a cheeseburger without cheese. three times. do i not know something about cheeseburgers?", "they asked for an iced caramel latte without milk, caffeine and added sugar, and then didn`t appreciate me offering them water", "guys, you remember that one strange customer?", "okay, i`m so sure that shawn and jerry are hooking up" and etc. like you gave her a job, cause she was in an awful debt and so low on money (and suddenly it`s not a concern whatsoever in s7), but you didn`t even try to, you know, pay some respect and attention to it instaed of just clowning it.
#buffy already feels so bad they could`ve validated her at least#they paid more attention to uni and her job at school but not this one#idk chat it seems kinda shitty to me#btvs#buffy the vampire slayer#buffy summers
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my only skill is going on short walks and letting the beauty of the scenery i have at this point seen a hundred times over change my life a little again and again. but who’s going to employ me based on that
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idk who needs to hear this but it's something I would like to tell my younger self so: People telling you that after school you should pursue something you already have an interest and a talent in mean well, but they're not always right. Because sometimes, it makes you just pick something you think you'll be good at because you're afraid of failure.
And you'll enjoy it, mostly, because you were already interested in that stuff! But at the end of it all you might end up like me at the end of a degree that I took way too long to complete, not feeling like you learned much because you were largely coasting on existing skills the whole time. And with a view to careers that aren't rosy in the current economy, and that you don't really want to be doing. Like, sure, I still generally like the field I studied. But I also picked my studies purely for content, and not at all for what I wanted to do with them when I was done. And now I'm looking at the jobs that my degree will make available to me and I don't want to do any of them. I'd be decent at them! And fuck, I'll go wherever they take me! But for the most part, it's not work that i consider valuable. I always wanted to feel useful. And most of the work being done in the sector I am qualified for... doesn't feel like helping people. It does help people, in some ways, and it'd be bad not to have it. But I will never feel as immediately useful to people as I always wanted to be. And I think a part of me knew that - that's why I didn't pick that course of study initially! But then I flunked out of that and thought, well, it's because you didn't already like what you were doing. And yeah, it was easier. But also, I'm probably taking so long to finish my master's because this line of thinking made me pick something that I will never enjoy as much in the workplace as I did as a student.
If you have something you're really curious about and you want to do, you should do it! But if you don't have that, and you finish school with lots of different things that all hold a similar level of interest... idk, before you just pick something you think you'd be good at, just have a good long think about whether you're picking it because you genuinely think you'll enjoy something more if it's easier, or if you're just making the choice that seems least scary right now. Because, yes, there are always second chances - but your choice still has a big impact on your life. Especially if you're making choices out of fear, because it takes a lot to admit to yourself that you made a mistake, and you will surprise yourself with how long you can stick with a bad thing just because it seems less scary than making a big change.
#like i enjoyed my studies a lot for the most part (and when I didn't that was probably more due to other factors than the subject)#but boy maybe the fact i had like a week to pick a new course when i dropped out of med school before admissions closed#led to some unreflected decision making. like maybe if I'd worked for a year (and actually like. got some help maybe)#i wouldn't have just immediately locked into the 'easy' thing just so i didn't have to admit the problem wasn't just the subject#and then maybe i'd be more jazzed about getting a fucking degree and getting a job#instead of that feeling like a chore before i even started#idk. going through it a little in the last stretch i guess#and fully 'oh you can always switch lanes' does not help rn. i need to get the fuck out of academia. i''ve been here a decade#and yeah i can work a lot of different jobs and probably eventually find something i like. maybe. but that's so vague and hypothetical#anyway#personal
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a visual of adsomblr to me

(we are all playing with our toys)
#i had a stupid fuckass idea and this was the result#i also envisioned ve schwab hovering over us like our god but as you can see my skills are already limited#also importantly#sincere fuckinf apologies to the two mutuals who have been thrown into this shitty drawing#i hope u don’t think i’m fucking insane#ALSO ALSO this is not saying there are this few of us in the fandom AT ALL!!!#but i do not know what everyone looks like#and as you can see my artistic is incredibly fucking limited#the point is#we are playing with our toys#please no one think i’m insane i am doing such a poor job of articulating this#BASICALLY#wholesome fandom where we sit and play with our characters on tumblr#adsom#a darker shade of magic#shades of magic
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finished in the lab a little early today so hopefully gonna make some more progress on chapter 6. i'm like a little over 2k into it rn! tentatively plan for it to be done by next weekend? don't hold me to that tho
#they should just pay me to write fanfic all day and i would#alas i have a job and a master's to worry about#evervale#vicious ve schwab#fanfiction
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these are from 2013-2015 ..? i don’t know i’ve been here for my entire life
#o found an old gravity falls oc too i should redraw her on behalf of younger me…. shes a star demon i think#theres SO much old gravity falls art its like my pandoras box hyperfixation im not even fully allowing myself to get into it rn lest i disso#ve into some sort of puddle. i have never fully rewatched it ever in my life bc i have like. stories to write and things. i cannot be drawin#g bill cipher 24/7#maybe next summer. maybe. for now i’ll keep rereading journal 3 its a healthy balance of it#i cant get to the point i was in middle school again NO more gravity falls prophetic dreams. i have a job
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#i have already read the memoir i am using for analysis if that skews your faith in me one way or the other#i am also for the record Trying to do a better than mediocre job. but i’ve also got another 10 pages to write for a different class i lo#ve my life
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Astera bas Alpinus, aka Ves if she was raised out in the sticks
#arxwols#Vespera Phaethon#Astera Alpinus#the family was technically noble/i guess patrician back in the garlean republic days#but im p sure the empire doesnt award title based on birth (besides u know. the racism)#so shes bas bc she doesnt have a job#(Ves I thiiiiink was technically Vespera cen Fastus? bc she was a p prominent actress? or do u gotta be like a master to get to cen)#anyways this isnt the exact hair i was picturing but its close enough#she should have goggles but there arent any attractive ones at her level :(#anyways plz pretend she has a third eye thank u
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re: my last reblog
I don't think its anti recovery to not heal from trauma, necessarily. just in the same way its not anti recovery to not want a diagnosis. you don't know what that person went through, you don't know their life now.
There's trauma's we have I genuinely want nothing to do with, it would only make my life harder and push my headmates to relive it. Does that make it so I don't want the trauma healed? No. I just don't care to be the one to heal. We agree on functional multiplicity because we're separate for a reason, and part of that requires not (personally) healing from traumas. Esp ones that don't/shouldn't be effect(ing) me.
I would hate to go into detail of our abuse, but we've had MULTIPLE sources of trauma and abuse for multiple years. It wasnt until we were roughly 16-17 that we weren't actively getting traumatized by something or someone specifically (even then theirs inactive traumatization, like neglect and depression and over all stressful situations). I started hosting right before those ages, and it's part of my job to specifically NOT get further traumatized. I wouldn't be able to host anymore if I wanted to open literally any of our trauma. It's not good for our recovery for me as an alter to heal from trauma that isn't mine.
tl;dr alters split for a reason n not touching the trauma is a good thing sometimes, actually
#polyfrag + ex host literally not veing host anymore after trying to dig around. Yeah#Our alters would have to heal separately for us to EVER consider final fusion.#my job is our CURRENT stressors. introducing past ones would force me into a job that conflicts with my current role#syscourse#im not big on syscourse but Idk nuance is nice so here ya go!!!#osdd#did#system stuff#osddid#did osdd#idk tags#endos pls dni idc who else does tho#this is specifically abt trauma pls go away
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This is mainly rhetorical because they don’t deserve more attention but these people that follow skz around and take pics at every event or stop, like are they from rich families or something? How do they afford all this travel and time to just follow someone around?
I think they are? Like obviously I can't say for sure and I'm sure there's a couple broke ones with a severe amount of credit card debt and obviously I don't know these people but it stands to reason that if you have enough money to attend multiple concerts/festivals (which would include flights, accommodation, etc.)/fanmeets/mass purchasing albums for fancalls/buy All the merch, like you'd have to be from a well off family? Especially since half the time they do seem to be in their twenties and they really seem to just follow idols around so like.... God it's so unfair... if I was from a rich family that indulged my whims I wouldn't stalk singers around </3
#but yeah i mean ive seen a lee know fangirl buying an 11k bag from gucci so....... and shes not korean but attends all the kr/jp shows like#i do know that lots of the fansites also sell pictures of the idols too#like they dont publish all that they have or only post previews#the flip side is like that seungmin girl i follow who attends most korean shows but she also is posting about how much she hates her job#and how shes going out drinking to 3am to forget about her job so the ones who are at almost every concert around the world....#well theyve gotta ve getting that money from somewhere
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oooh okay wait another au question. do dakota and ashe know why william has the powers he has? if they talk at all abt superhero stuff that is
eventually !! of course they dont even know hes a hero at first and then afer a while theyd find out similiarly to how backstories are revealed over the campaign
#civilian dakota au#and obviously vyncent is there too#ashe and dakota find out about mark job and come knocking on wills door (cash register) like hey boy sol;ve a mystery with us#and wsilliam brings along vyncent#but yeah !! they would after a while#the book also probably gets brought up after that
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look if time wasn't a thing and i was responsible for directing any the witcher series, either books or the games, first of all i would do everything in my power to mostly cast polish actors or at least eastern european. idc if it's not featuring the latest hollywood pretty boy/girl, i'm aiming for quality not for tiktok reels
let's say now for example that the company is throwing a tantrum bc it must be spoken in english bc god forbid subtitles be a thing. nothing in my plan would change, i'm going for as many polish and/or eastern european actors/actresses that can speak english.
all this just to say that i would chase milla jovovich until she agreed to play ves bc i won't accept anyone else



#as far as i'm concerned michał żebrowski would always have a job playing geralt#/only/ if some major setback happened that would prevent him from playing geralt i would consider someone else#nikolaj coster waldau could be an option for example#etc etc i have some other characters in mind#jakub gierszał could work as cahir maybe he can pull a look between 16 and mid twenties#'sayu ves is not in the books' you say. i know that's why i said games as well
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The best girl !!
#she has an injection every morning and every night and she's SO brave about it!#she just takes it#I'm working from home until we get her dosage sorted bc it makes me insane being at work all day not knowing whats going on#her monitor is linked to an app on my phone so I've been going to work without it#which would ordinarily ve bliss but means i cant get updates lol#anyway she's doing a great job!! she's always hungry now tho so she chews on the hair near my scalp in the middle of the night ksdksk#a lovely wake up#whenever i take photos of her she looks so sweet and then in the photo she always looks mad 😂#tp#miss sawyer
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arcjec's agere doodles (shared with permission)








#vast error agere#vast error#fictive art#fictive#ve agere#sfw agere#sfw interaction only#he did a good job#slash gen
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