#WhatHappened

[lapseinrecs]

The Reborn Villainess Can’t Possibly Be This Cute! 

By whathappened 

On Archive of Our Own 

Status: Complete; Oneshot; 17,410 words 

Summary: Kim Dokja wakes up in the body of a villainess. Things don't quite go as planned.

My thoughts: One of my favorites. Like I don’t usually like genderswaps, but this one is so?? Good?? I love Kim Dokja.

[visionproductions2008]

✨ NEW FANFIC ALERT ✨ Angel Dust and Vaggie wake up in a very compromising position… together in bed, no memory of how they got there. 😳 Now they have to team up and unravel the wild mystery of what went down last night. 😈🍸 Buckle up for chaos, humor, and maybe a few surprises along the way!

Huge thanks to the incredibly talented marikal199 for the stunning cover art—go check it out!

[lingarhan]

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[stalkingelfsystem]

What happened to

"I like to read"

When I was little, I couldn't do many things that other toddlers could do before becoming a preschooler. I couldn't talk properly, I couldn't count Properly, I needed help with most things, people in my age already learned.

I couldn't swim without help, and I couldn't ride a bike on my own. I needed support with most things, making myself clear, voicing my needs before it was too late, thinking quickly, and acting without hesitation, without thinking beforehand.

For most adults, I "waited too long for something to happen." "Having their heads in the clouds, living in their own world"

The people giving me that support weren't very fond of me most of the time either. They actually had been fed up, being the person that have to help the "intellectually disabled" kid. Some told me constantly that I am troublesome for my peers and my Parents with being like that, and I couldn't help but start wondering "how on earth can I start not being like that"?"

So I started to make myself tiny. To hide away and become invisible. Tried to be as little troublesome as possible. I still needed help. It was a constant battle of "I don't want to be the drama, but I am really confused and need help." But someday, I managed things on my own. And even if I needed help with most things in my educational career, I made myself tiny and invisible in my personal life. Because I already make so much ruckus in me having trouble to learn something, I don't need more attention.

Probably that is why I liked to read. Because you didn't need another person for that. Reading is the first thing I really learned on my own. I perfected it with some help from school and my father, and started writing my own little stories as soon as I was steady enough to write.

It became "the only thing I am actually good at."

Maybe because they let me keep my own Imagination.

I was by myself, and nobody judged me for reading to slow, I was able to do things at my own pace and stay hidden, behind my bedroom doors and Reading was socially acceptable in this household. So It was seen as "good" (at first).

Since I had been so troublesome all the time at least I read alot and stay out of trouble outside of school, so I cannot be that bad of a child.

I did not have many friends, and the ones I had, I had trouble keeping. Other people always turn out to be complicated to understand. I had to read faces and Emotions inside the house, so I expected I also had to read them outside as well. Some people didn't want to be read, and some people expect you to do so. It was complicated to figure out which of those things was the matter, and it was complicated whether the things I have read about people's behaviour were wrong or right.

Those were the only times I didn't like to read.

Because it would make my life rather challenging, and in the end, it was me again, that is the trouble in the relationship, so I held back, started observing the room and the people. Polish my skills and become the People Pleaser I am now trying to expel from myself again.

Some Skills are just acquired as a survival skill for a temporary but uncertain timeline in your life, I guess.

Meanwhile, reading people became my least favorite thing to do, since it meant I had to obtain skills that would require me to demolish my own needs over other people's happiness, reading books became my Roman Empire.

But sooner or later, my Parents realized it.

That I am invisible. Don't have many friends, don't do things besides reading all the time, and have even stopped playing with my siblings. I made myself so invisible that people who visited our family home for the first time, but knowing them for years, are left in awe, that the People of this home also have a fourth child.

Of course, that could be easily fixed if your Parents would talk about you, but I was a troublemaker, and the only thing I was good at was reading. No talent, no milestones, just things that you don't tell your friends because you just have nothing to brag about this fella you brought into existence.

I had my goal of staying low but suddenly it became a problem and reading suddenly wasn't called a hobby anymore, but an obsession that I have to abort or "hide" because obsessive reading and the way I suddenly "was" again, was considered being the one of an "Introvert" and having an Invisible, Introverted child seemed to be bad in the eyes of society. I have to be good at something else, something that can be shown off and bragged about or else people would think "They are hiding their youngest child just because she is intellectually and socially impaired."

I apparently had been an extrovert once (with five) and I apparently knew how to present myself (as a child), but all I remembered is that every time I did so, something happened that made them regret having me there. I always had a certain talent to mean no harm but send things into spiraling chaos because of a mild but nice meant intend.

Suddenly, staying out of it, what was the chaos control, was not an option anymore. I had to be out there and "Cosplay as a person who has their shit togehter." So you are a person they want, meanwhile you hide yourself, scared that you send everything into chaos again if they find out, what lies behind the controlled demeanor.

I would. And I would flee back to books. But it would become something rather painful to me. Because it would be just a distraction, not something that I am good at.

These times are over, I was older, and it was considered a children's or teens' hobby to read. I was on the verge of being a young adult. I should think about my Future instead of having my nose in my books all the time.

Then it was, as I began to write. Not showing anyone at first but then writing an entry about being not ready to become an adult, which was involuntarily read, in a school assembly. I suddenly had a talent again for society. I suddenly had again a chance to be "Socially acceptable" because I was able to create something from my own mind.

The dream to write was simmering inside me since I was able to read and write but have always been denied. This was the first time people told me I could be someone with writing. Still denied by those who denied it all those years ago as well. But congratulated for a short period, before going back saying, "There are people with more talent, they are born with that thing, you are born with Dyslexia."

Still I had the glimpse that I could be more than just the invisible one, who reads a lot.

But this is not, what killed "I like to read" just yet.

Actually, "I like to read" never really died. I still love to read but what I have participated in all those years and years back was reading while hiding, so I am not getting into trouble.

Some children were glued to the Tv, to not disturb, I was somewhere sitting with a book. Only a menance to my sourrunding if there wasn't anything to read for me or I just read out one without having a back up with me.

Reading was a healing distraction. Then it only became a distraction.

Every time I would read, it was as if people told me, "Distractions equal doing nothing useful, so basically if you read in your adult years, you are doing nothing." If I said, "I was reading," It was too less of an effort to life or shape my life. Enjoying my free time, was automatically "You did nothing productive with your life." So I instantly would spiral into guilt, feeling I wasted my day by reading or doing something enjoyable. But in real time, I became ill of this way of thinking, unfortunately, I never realized it, till way much later in life.

"I like to read" lives when even a bit mixed with the feeling "I like to buy books and stare at them, not knowing if I will ever be able to read all of them, without feeling guilty, while reading."

"I like to read," but I haven´t read five books in one day since I was 12.

"I like to read," but I haven't read 36 books in one Summer since I was 14.

"I like to read," but I have been writing more for myself since I was 16.

"I like to read," but I have yet to learn to go back and love it. For the reason that I love it and not to make myself invisible and silenced just because I am who I am.

"I like to read," will resurface as "I love to read and I love to write about it, how it shaped me, to be a writer myself."

I hope I can do that more often, without Fear.

[golden0moments]

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[daily87news]

Fire breaks out at Walt Disney World's EPCOT as dark smoke is caught on camera billowing across park.

A shocking image—thick black smoke rising over Disneyland! 😨 Is Disneyland’s safety at risk? What’s the real story behind this massive smoke cloud? Which attraction is on fire? Want to see the full details and videos? Click here! ⬇️

[salimvi33]

খুলনাকে হারিয়ে ঢাকা ফাইনালে

শেষ পর্যন্ত ঢাকা মেট্রোই উঠলো এনসিএল টি-২০’র ফাইনালে��� রাউন্ড রবিন লিগে ৭ ম্যাচের সব কটি জিতে কোয়ালিফায়ার ১-এ রংপুর বিভাগের কাছে হার মানে নাইম শেখের ���াকা মেট্রো।

এরপর ইলিমিনেটর রাউন্ড থেকে উঠে আসা খুলনা বিভাগের বিপক্ষে কোয়ালিফায়ার-২’তে ৩৮ রানে...আড়ো পড়ুন

[penusmusic]

yknow whats something I never realized fade out of the zeitgeist? something that just disappeared into nothingness? car radio antennas. its been years since ive had to slink it down when it was raining or going through the car wash. just disappeared

[whathappenedtoceleb]

What Happened to Brock Purdy? What Led to His String of Injuries?

[billyb]

What happened to the New Internet (Redux)?

"As can hopefully be implied from my personal history section, one major answer to this question is that crypto pulled the New Internet in a different direction than its seminal P2P roots would have allowed for. By shape shifting between utopian global computer and Ponzi dispenser, crypto both indoctrinated New Internet practitioners and implicated them amongst a crowd of day traders that they otherwise would have been repulsed by. In crypto's effect on the New Internet, we see the subtle ways that access to capital can simultaneously accelerate and mutate ideology-driven technology movements."

[usnewsper-business]

Note: Plans for WWE Raw Main Event Changed Due to Andrade Injury #mainevent #plans #RAW #whathappened #WWE

[usnewsper-politics]

Note: Plans for WWE Raw Main Event Changed Due to Andrade Injury #mainevent #plans #RAW #whathappened #WWE

[stochastique-blog]

Okay, this is interesting

BARRACK OBAMA just took took this speech from his protege #crookedhillary #crookedhillaryclinton #nobama “ WHAT HAPPENED” he said today in his speech does that sound familiar….#lol #lmao #basketofdeplorables #trump #trumpmeme #whathappened #foxnews #breitbartnews #deplorable #comedy #politicalcomedy #wsj #MAGA #CRTV @donald_trump.jr @realdonaldtrump @wearebreitbart @kilmeade #tucker @realgreggutfeld @tyrus.smash @seanhannity #hannity #heresyoursign #kavanaughhearing https://www.instagram.com/p/Bnb_oJYl6Fq/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1r23bnvzqhtzz

[spibder]

i finally finished g1... i love u hot rod </3

[salimvi33]

বদলাবে দেশের ফুটবল

ইংলিশ প্রিমিয়ার লিগে লেস্টার সিটিতে খেলা হামজা চৌধুরী এখন বাংলাদেশের ফুটবলার। এতে যেন আনন্দের কোনও কমতি নেই বাংলাদেশের ফুটবল ভক্তদের। কেননা, এটাই তো চেয়েছিলেন ভক্তরা। ভক্তদের সেই আশা পূরণ হলো এবার। আর সবার মতো আনন্দিত যুব ও ক্রীড়া উপদেষ্টা আসিফ মাহমুদ সজীব ভূঁইয়া। তার আশা, হামজা আসায় বদলাবে বাংলাদেশের ফুটবল...আরো পড়ুন

[cipherwifer]

did you switch your meds again, patient cipher? dude your making this job so hard i give up

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