#Wtf actually I am doing?
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Your boi has officially have lost his mind.
Rob's post on ig jumpscared me so much, it actually full me out of despair and sadness.
#red dead redemption two#rdr2#micah bell#Micah??#MICAH?!#HE'S BAKING A CAKE.#PEARSON WATCH OUT MICAH'S BAKING A CAKE.#Anyway how are u :) are u gud? Are u oki?#He's oiled up too.#I dunno why I have done ts#If you want to know where I was in these past few days. I was wallowing in despair.#Wtf actually I am doing?
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i think im not a fan of what dc keeps doing with jason because they keep having him, the abused, become an abuser in some way shape or form. and the classism they don't want to talk about (i am being so for real there is a genuine problem of both writers and readers who do not understand jason's background and it pissed me off so bad because it always shapes their opinion of him in the wrong way and they don't care to even try to listen). and how if they were going to have him come back they should have had delved into his identity crisis and the inherent horror of coming back but not knowing how or why or what to do about it and not knowing what you were doing while dead and having to deal with time jumping forward on you and the fact that you will never get the time back and no one will he the same as they were before you died and how isolating and lonely that would be. and they also definitely weren't prepared for the fact that jason was grieving his life and his death and his hopes for his mother and his dad who didn't get there in time and the dc writers are fucking cowards. which brings me to my next point: why do we keep listening to them about shit because they are quite literally always fighting with each other and projecting their own personal biases into characters (i.e. making them worse than they are/2 dimensional/trying to make them iredeemable so their favorite character gets to shine) and also they are all freaks of nature with a consistent problem of being God Awful People who why would we trust them with these characters. jason todd they don't get you like i do
#it's 3AM and i woke up out of a fitful sleep to write this post#i hallucinated jason todd while trying to sleep#(just like them bitches in the comics always fucking do can we point that out. actually. they always fucking hallucinate someone in their#family but mostly jason. when he was dead and stuff#more hallucinations or give me death#i meant that figuratively#the second part#i want more hallucinations or give me someone talking about how that used to happen to them and jason going “wtf r u good ?” or#“ew keep me out of your brain freak”#(second one directed at tim)#what was i saying#ummmm#jason todd#he deserves better#coming from a similar background means i am his number one defender#i have mommy issues too so tack that on there#the way people look at and treat the homeless makes me infuriated because you dont get it#you dont GET IT#until it's YOU mother fucker
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Ferrari as an institution should be considered fucking unethical at this point.
#What the fuck are they doing to these men#I don't even like hamilton#and I will never forgive the decision to sack carlos for him#Nor am I a particularly dedicated Charles fan#But my heart aches for them cuz wtf is this?#Together they genuinely have the lowest morale on the grid#Lower than the actual back markers#Ferrari depression is not even a joke anymore this seems like a genuine fucking problem and strain on these great drivers' confidence#Ffs#scuderia ferrari#f1#formula 1#charles leclerc#lewis hamilton
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are we at the point where we can admit most of the Shifty hate is just plain old misogyny, or are we still not ready for that conversation
#'she's manipulating the narrative to be in her favor!' so is Narrator#'she always takes away the vessels before they can leave!' question: wtf do you think the construct is?#'she doesn't care about our opinion!' disagreeing with you =/= not caring about your perspective#it's all 'let women be messy and complicated' until you actually have to engage with that woman in good faith#stp-posting#sal rants#am I strong enough to main tag this?#(nope. I'm not. rip)#slay the princess#< actually. fuck it we ball#this post has been in my drafts since march 7. time to release it into the wild (heh)
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Teen Gricko wip
#i dont think he played a lute but i couldnt remember what he actually played#also made him cooler than he was probablly#gricko grimgrin#ouaw#once upon a witchlight#my art#wip#i am on ep29 currently and they are at the shop and i hate it because it makes me nervous#also im sorry to all the twig stans i do not like her....at least currently i think her making gideon give up his jig is really annoying and#selfish and idk wtf her age is suppose to be but i do not enkoy it#like normally shes fine but the shop makes me nervous because i hate fae deals and just ugh gives me the heeby jeebies
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their lives flashing before their eyes as their partners are about to suggest breaking up lmao can gay people ever not be dramatic?
#is this too niche#yellowjackets#van palmer#taissa turner#jay nakamura#jon kent#taivan#jayjon#tai 🤝 jon#“you can't ever break up with me actually”#guys am i insane or do van and jay have SOME similarities#both lovers at heart#who just want a cozy life#but are forced to be though and cynical by the world#yet they still keep the gentleness in their hearts#jay would definitely own a small shop in a gay college town if he had the chance#also the whole thing with the loves of their lives not knowing how to let go of the past#(tai with wilderness and jon with everything since bendis)#guys am i making any sense#wtf am i even yapping about lmao
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thinking about mafia shen family au. the system is fucking around with shen qingqius life again and is like yk what if ur not gonna tell your husband anything about yourself then ill force you to. have fun! :D
sqq doesn’t even have the time to think 'wtfff??' before Everything Happens. shen yuan’s soul gets shoved back into his original body just moments before he dies. in this version of the au he was choking on food, so he gets the lovely experience of having his airflow blocked again! lucky for him, the system dragged binghe along for the ride so he is saved before he dies again.
this route for mafia au means that the shen family never had to grieve shen yuan. im not sure how the Family reacts to their a-yuan suddenly having a very strong and intimidating significant other (boyfriend? husband?!??? wdym he got married without telling us!?!?) all of a sudden. does shen yuan come out to his family?? no, but also yes, but also not really. they knew he wasn't straight this entire time, so its more like they are coming out to him instead of the other way around. god knows they have bigger skeletons in their closets, they don't care if a twink is in there too.
there is less angst here, and it mostly centers around the comedic factor of shen yuan showing binghe around his house only for them to "stumble upon" an entire closet filled with guns..!?! shen yuan is just standing there in complete horror as binghe grabs a whole ass ar-15!?!?? hes looking at him with the most innocent eyes asking him what this strange metal object is. jesus fucking christ. his white lotus is holding a gun and now he has to explain gun control policies while his brain is leaking out of his ears. he opens his mouth right before an alarm starts blaring everywhere. he’s saved by the bell! except not really, because now six members of his Family are surrounding them and pointing several guns at binghe!!!!! what the actual fuck is going on here!!!!!! this is not how the 'meet the parents' arc is supposed to go!!
#⚙️#im gonna name this route#bingqiu shen family mafia au#because i want to write the binggeyuan version#and i wanna specify which mafia aus im talking about when i post. i cant make up my mind on where i want to take this lol#shen yuan mafia au#the 'closet' was actually very well hidden with several different mechanisms locking it away#im sure sy also had to do a finger scan to open it#and he didnt think much about it because 'all the other doors in his house have locks like that!' its no big deal if we open this one#he showed binghe around to all of the secret spots in his family home where he would hide. and one of those spots happened to be a safe roo#that had a closet full of snacks + warm blankets + and several sets of spare clothes to change into#he never knew that there was another door behind all those coats! wow his house has so many cool features in it!#DA GE WHY DO WE OWN SO MANY GUNS WTF#THIS ISNT AMERICA?????????????#BTW the Family thinks that binghe is probably a spy or smth and preying on sy to get to the Family. that might be important to mention. idk#svsss#svsss au#shen yuan#luo binghe#even tho hes barely mentioned... sorry lbh ill expand on your role here later...#scumbag self saving system#scumbag system#mxtx svsss#svsss luo binghe#bingqiu#its there if u squint#i am the system in this case#i want to put sy into so many Situations™️#svsss shen yuan
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Atlus. Atlus. Atlus are you listening? Are you here with me Atlus. Atlus come closer. There's just one thing. Just one thing I need you to do for me Atlus. In P4R you are going to give Teddie a better translation. Okay Atlus? You are going to make it clearer when he's parroting stuff you are going to let him reference manzai just once. You are going to change 'scoring' to something more accurate. Atlus are you listening? Atlus- Atlus come back- ATLUS. ATLUS COME BACK ATLUS---
#persona 4#p4#p4r#p4g#persona teddie#ATLUS YOU ARE GOING TO MAKE TRANSLATE TEDDIE BETTER FOR ME OK ATLUS#i wish i did not care anymore after all these years but this fuckign guy was my hyperfixation for. basically my entire teenage years#and the idea that hes once again going to be taken as a mineta type character is killing me inside#you hate teddie because hes a creep. i hate atlus because they took the once character with a crippling fear of abandonment and an intense#need for people to like him. but is also SO bad at understanding social cues and norms hes sabotaging himself. and THEN ONLY USED THAT#AS AN EXCUSE TO MAKE CREEPY JOKES ABOUT THE GIRLS!!! AGHH#AND IN ENGLISH ITS NOT EVEN CLEAR HE DOESNT KNOW WTF HES TALKIGN ABT!! WAAAAAAAHHHH#hes not understanding the girls are actually mad at him he thinks theyre doing a MANZAI ROUTINE HES TAKEN HIS SOCIAL CUES FROM#A BUNCH OF TEENAGERS. THEIR SHADOWS. AND TV PROGRAMS!#SOBBING. reliving the actual hell it was to have THIS GUY as the one i related to the most#BECAUSE SAYING THAT TO SOMEONE WITH NO FURTHER CONTEXT YOU ARE GOING TO SOUND INSANE !!!!#in my dreams you would have him make stupid comments.a nd then get an actual scene SITTING HIM DOWN AND EXPLAINIGN THINGS TO HIM#because the misunderstanding of how social norms n honestly just conversations in general work is so fucking. mood buddy. i dont need them#to just fuly take that out. not at all! but please dont just use it for jokes. TALK TO HIM GIVE THIS STUPID BEAR A CHANCE. WEHHH#i never mention teddie because 1 the reasons above. his english translation is the worst you will sound insane. n 2. the fandom is um Bad#but god he still spins around in my mind daily. i am so worried about p4r. be kind to my stupid bear son atlus i am on my knees
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you know, at the end of the day, it comes down to this: these two grown ass men who had a lot of money, decided to be roommates. on purpose. for multiple years. that is not normal boy bestie behavior for actors in their 30s/40s who could definitely afford to live alone.
#like. no matter how you look at it. THIS will always be the thing that makes me go: but wtf were they doing????#like. even if nothing ~actually~ happened.. at the very least it was intense and not quote on quote normal friendship#cockles#no i am still not immune even though i am definitely occupied by a different fandom lmfao hiiii
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I bring a sort of "flawed female characters can be fun and enjoyable blorbos - both flawed in terms of having character flaws and in terms of having occasionally flawed writing" that it appears many, many, many people do not like
#i'm sorry for all the annoyance lately. i've been tired.#and a lot of the media i'm enjoying right now has focal female characters so i'm seeing the most absolute stupid takes of all time#anyways. cyan did have a character arc actually and her arc's flaws are largely similar to my criticisms of lin ling and yang cheng's arcs#so i don't appreciate the double standard#tianxi is just as interesting as tianchen if you actually read into her character the way one would for any underdeveloped male character#we don't even know anything about shao yuanyuan yet either why does everyone shit on her. i mean i get it i'm unimpressed with#her leaving her son behind - that is undeniably shitty. but there are so many who just don't want to see anything more of her. why???#yes wang qing got less screentime and marketing than hhh. but we actually have just as much if not more concrete info about her#than we do for any of those three. why is it that i mostly just see people complaining about her lack of screentime instead of#making five million headcanons for her the way hhh gets? :/#and like. all the arcane female characters. i'll admit i never did get as attached to caitlyn as i wanted to. but man.#i don't make arcane posts or interact with the fandom for a reason. the only female characters people seem to like are jinx and isha#mel has been done a great disservice in fandom imo. she is wayyy more interesting than just being beautiful.#and mizi is not a manipulator. wtf is your problem#i legitimately have no idea what kind of female character it would take to actually be considered good.#people want flaws but then completely misinterpret her. bad character writing means she's bad female rep.#it doesn't matter that people would lovingly take a guy with mediocre writing and give him a better arc. she's just “boring”#a male character can have the same internal conflict as a female character and everything about how she treats it is wrong.#writers then “play it safe” by giving their female characters external problems to overcome instead of internal ones#thus making her... “boring”. again.#same general issue applies to any character with a slightly darker skin tone too. doubly so for darker skinned women.#anyways. i am really scared for queen's arc honestly. i've already seen people being more excited for X than her#and shitting on her for being a “nepo baby” (???)#meanwhile i am concerned that they are going to play it too safe with her writing thus making her “strong woman” whose problems are#all external#that most of her drive will be related to the two older men in her life with no nuance (i'm hoping not but this is always a fear)#or that they will delve into a messier internal conflict and everyone is going to hate her except for the handful of people who#actually have a baseline understanding of women's issues. lmao.#liu yuwei get behind me.#storyrambles
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Thank you guys for dealing with me
#man I have just been really upset lately actually#late 2024 to now has just been the mask I didnt know I had was slipping#and me going “oh actually I'm pretty miserable and I was just trying to hide it from myself. what the fuck.”#and keeping those bad feelings away is getting harder and harder#i broke down completely a few days ago and had to leave dinner so my dad checked on me because I left my plate and i just. unloaded on him#I didn't even get to say everything because there's so much and im still learning how to articulate what makes me mad about my situation#he said that he can get me to see a professional (I was like LMAO FIRST TIME I SOB IN FRONT OF YOU UNPROMPTED YOU GET PROS INVOLVED?)#<- to be fair both my sisters asked for professional help and have been medicated before and he's on mental health meds too#he said maybe me talking to someone will make things better (I agree because maybe they'll help me be able to make a change in my house)#<- (cuz some stuff is just. unfair actually. and makes me super mad)#(like wdym the only minor works WAYYY more than half the house. wtf)#and also. since my social anxiety has been acting up lately and so has my paranoia. he said maybe medication would help#my social anxiety was so bad before school ended. whenever my Spanish teacher mentioned talking with people i felt sick#I've also hit my limit lately where if I'm having a bad day. one mildly annoying think makes me freak out and spiral#Like having to get toilet paper for the upstairs bathroom bc we ran out made me crash tf out#seeing people get paper plates made me so mad & complained to my sister who called me hostile for some things I said#<- And I started sobbing which was when my dad checked on me and i told him everything#man. being constantly environmentally conscious is so annoying when people in your house don't fucking care sometimes. i get sad#i feel like im personally being punished for needing to see people be wasteful because omg it gives me such guilt#sorry. tangent#i'm just really tired#of everything#I've felt like I've been annoying lately. that im not cool or funny or enjoyable#that I'm a burden you tolerate out of the goodness of your hearts or out of pity#I've felt like that for so so long#It's hard. realizing that being proud of my abilities was what kept me happy for so long. I am proud of what I can do#<- but I don't know if it's sustainable? loving yourself for accomplishments instead of for you#sorry for being depressing#vent
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i would laugh in literally every other context but some sick came up into my mouth. why. why the trump reference in 2025
#i am rly losing my patience like this isn’t ha ha funny XD quirky actually#also 2016 when dabbing was at its height times were never good the downfall of society was in the air and again trump was in office.#this is very short sighted#nobody laughed#AND STOP COLLABING WITH BABY LASGNASS oh my god#and yes I’m allowed to want some one to do better like i want to support his music but wtf is this#käärijä
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My sweet summer child has no idea we’re leaving in less than two hours to gO RUNNIN!!!!!
#dogblr#petblr#dog#sighthound#borzoi#Krampus#blessed to have a friend close to coursing#hotel rates are obscene#cross ur fingers and toes for his QC run tomorrow!#I must keep reminding myself he is but a babe and has run less than half a dozen times#and is doing wonderful#I am simply also cognizant of the pressures of time#males are only competitive coursing for a relatively short window#depending on their overall structure ofc#Louie was top coursing borzoi a couple years at full maturity#but he is built for it#I don’t expect Kram to be competitive in another year or two#coursing is a lot of strategy and once again#I am blessed to have people in my corner who know wtf is up and can guide me through it#I had actually kinda written off him getting an fc#because his now ex co-owner wanted to prioritize his conf CH#and not run him until he had that#with how slow he is to mature that may not have been till 5-6#at which time the likelihood of him being competitive …. lol#but that person is no longer on him#and while I understood her fear of a running accident ruining his show career#I don’t really have the fear myself#and if it does happen so be it
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witcher contract gone wrong or geralt has another bloodsucker to add to the polycule
#“can we keep it”#jeans pulls the i cant pay rent in monopoly card fr#my ocs#bloodborne#jeans reeves#good hunter#witcher#the witcher#geralt#geralt of rivia#regis#emiel regis#also i LOVE love love drawing all the fucking details#like both witcher 3 and bloodborne got so much detaillllll in the designs its so pretty#and i am obsessed with the emo haircut for geralt ok#oc x canon#anyway this is like a meme version of how their first meeting went#in the actual text they come to conclusion to Jeans being from another world cuz its like wtf do you mean you dont know where Yharnam is?#cuz like this is their first encounter with people that are not straight torches and pitchforks#jeans was under impression theyre in some random village simillar to hemwick but like less desheveled but no its in fucking velen
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I do really want to terrorpost but I don't feel qualified to be in that fandom man...... everyone is so smart and creative and they all have advanced degrees and I'm just sitting here like I think the lieutenants are in love :3
#also I am too weird about George#I'm going to get banned from terrorblr for saying what I want to do to that strange blonde autism creature#Starky's original posts#Anyways they have an online convention that doubles as an academic conference for polar exploration enthusiasts. Because of course they do.#And I signed up watched the webinars opened discord for the first time in forever and lurked in the server. Very impressive very fun.#Very reminiscent of every other gathering I've ever attended in that I knew no one and said nothing and did nothing#and emerged feeling only second-hand emotions.#ok that wasn't what the post was supposed to be about wtf#anyways I am excited for tomorrow's stuff#they have two of the actors attending but luckily none of the Lieutenants#so I don't need to have myself destroyed like a wild animal that might be rabid and you can't afford to take a risk lest it go mad and kill#Show has me regressing to childhood Hodge-style my dudes I am incapable of all speech all I can do is hold George in my hands#and show him to you so so shyly#You ask me what I have there and I burst into tears#<<< person who lied and has not actually emerged from months long mental health episode yet#But the holidays are coming up so NO TIME! I NEED TO GET PPL GIFTS! FOCUS! GOODNIGHT <3
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FUCK I JUST SAW SOMEONE WITH A HUNGER GAMES GOJO FIC POSTED
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