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Guardian Angel
jinu x fem!reader
warnings: hints of yearning, depressed themes, obsessed jinu?, clueless reader, use of Y/N, slow burnnn, suggestive language, not proof-read
word count: 3140
authors note: this is my first fic in a long time, so please bear with me as english isn’t my first language. have as much fun reading this as I had writing this! <3
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Part 2 Part 3

Jinu hated Sundays.
Sunday was the one day of the week when most of the population made it comfortable at home, not putting a single foot outside. There was nothing wrong with it being Sunday itself. A few lone pedestrians stretched through the alleys of the metropolis, mostly nurses who had the bad luck of having to work on weekends and teen groups who used the calmness of the city to hang out undisturbed.
Jinu hated Sundays more than anything.
They were quiet, forcing one to think about all the things that seemingly went wrong the past 6 days. He didn't want to think. A normal person would have used a free Sunday to meet up with their relatives, or spend a spa day in front of the TV.
The deeper Jinu sank into his thoughts, the more dense and dark the clouds in the sky above him became. He wasn't human. He shouldn't think about whether it was worth getting up in the morning, if it was worth carrying on with the small flame of hope he managed to sustain all these centuries.
Contrary to all religious and folklore beliefs, demons needed sleep. Jinu slept, but didn't dream. And he was glad. Because not even demons are immune to the ghosts of their past that haunt them.
The road was clean, the puddles from last night's thunderstorm still deep in the ditch.
He had swapped his usually colorful clothes for something dark. No colorful pants, no colorful shirt. It didn't seem right to him. He was lost in the small crowd of the city, blending in too well as if he were one of them. One of many aimless figures desperately seeking their meaning in life.
Sunday was the day Jinu dreaded the most. Not just because it left him alone with his thoughts, but because of the people. Or rather the lack of them.
Nobody went out on Sundays. Hardly anyone. Not even in this big city, where new gambling stores opened every day and small businesses had to close because the rents were too high.
The people worked so much, that they spent the time they had left with their families. He wondered what it was like to come home to a warm meal, how it felt to spend time with people who expected nothing from you in return for their acceptance. He wanted to be accepted, deep down. But acceptance was a luxury. Tolerance was a prosperity that was easier to uphold, easier to manipulate.
Sundays were the most unprofitable days for the soul hunters. Many stores closed on Sundays, almost no activity available for the lost souls of this city.
And out in the vast emptiness of the city it was too dangerous to do what needed to be done.
A warm light. Large white letters in cursive script.
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Had the flour expired? The lettuce leaves looked strangely shriveled, didn't they?
She had a feeling she would get fired soon because of the action with the cupcakes, but if not, her voluntary letter of resignation would be typed and sent away faster than she needed to get up in the morning. It was supposed to be a part-time job to finance her studies, a shitty minimum wage job as an untrained bakery employee. She had no idea how to even bake bread, because the last time she tried, she almost lost a tooth.
But she knew how to get cinnamon buns out of the packaging, or how to make a sandwich with instructions.
She loved Sundays.
No one wanted to work on Sundays, which meant much-needed bonuses and an exceptionally quiet shift. Working in customer service was not for the light-hearted.
Yesterday, she tried a new hair styling cream that was supposed to have some kind of magical bonding system in it. Allegedly even Zoey from Huntix used it. Y/N was frustrated with her hair. Wearing it up every day for work and the heat from the dozen ovens didn’t help care for it. So she tried it out.
Only for her hair to end up in a low wispy bun this morning anyway. Work rules and such things.
Y/N sighed. Luckily it was Sunday. That meant that after her shift ended, she could take home all the left over baked goods that didn’t sell that day.
She wasn’t poor, she still had her parents sending her a bit of money every month. But she didn’t have a job yet. A real job, not this forced university funding job. A job which she could only apply to with her degree in archeology.
Everyone has told her she wouldn’t find a job in the field, that only the far more experienced archaeologist experts would be getting booked on excavation sites. Y/N sighed and dumped the weird smelling flour in the trash can under the front desk.
She knew they were right. Surviving as an archeologist in South Korea was harder than in the USA or Europe, where she would’ve had better job prospects.
Pulling out the chair behind the counter, she smiled as she sat on it, straightening her apron. She would find a way to get into an excavation. Do some internships, join a few archeological Facebook groups, and she would surely feel better. Fake it until you make it.
The bell tinkled, announcing the arrival of a new customer.
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The air in the small shop soured of cinnamon and sakura room refresher. Jinu scrunched his nose.
He didn't know when he had pushed the door of the small bakery inwards, when exactly he had entered the small space. A few white wooden chairs stood in two corners of the store, accompanied by equally white round marble tables decorated with lacy white table cloths. Tulips that were starting to wilt, filled various vases in the small space. A warm lamp hanging from the ceiling, inviting dust so sit on it if not cleaned properly.
Demons did not have to eat human food. They could, but it didn’t make them survive. They had the burden of robbing people of their souls, their entire lives, who deserved it the least. People at their lowest point. Homeless people. Desperate teenagers who ran away from home at night because they had long since given up hope of a better life. Jinu wanted to feel sorry for them. On dark days, the only thing that kept him waking up from his dreary sleep was the small flame of hope he protected inside himself for all those years.
But what choice did he have, what choice but to take away the only thing they had left in their miserable lives?
A low hum interrupted the path of his wandering eyes, which scrutinized every detail of the bakery.
He turned around. He was used to people starting to scream, especially women, when they spotted him. When they saw the K-Pop star. When they saw the version of him that millions of people loved. Forced smile, clothes that no grown man would voluntarily wear, happiness basically tattooed on his face. These reactions soothed something inside him.
On days when he wondered what it was like to be really liked by someone, or even loved... on those days it wasn't quite so bad to think about it. After all, he had fans who loved him, didn't he? Isn't that what counted? With every new fan, he reached thousands of others. One step closer to their goal.
True love and affection, which did not have to be bought or hypocritized, did not exist.
But she didn’t scream. She just sat there. He almost didn’t spot her sitting behind the counter, which displayed varieties of tuna sandwiches and some adequate looking baked goods. When she spotted him standing there all still, she quickly put her phone aside and stood up.
Jinu wanted to chuckle. Now he knew where the sakura scent came from.
Her hair was tied together behind her head, some fashion strands hanging down her temples. It curled slightly, maybe from the heat of the oven behind her. Maybe it was just her natural hair texture.
Her lips moved, but he heard nothing. She smelled of cherry blossoms and cinnamon, looked as if the word unhappy was not part of her vocabulary.
Her fingers touched her necklace, nails embellished with pink nail polish. He had never understood why women painted their nails when hardly anyone would pay attention to such things.
His eyebrows furrowed.
They looked beautiful.
"Do you need help?"
His eyes snapped up.
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Y/N didn’t believe in angels.
She didn’t have a hard childhood growing up. She had two married parents and an annoying older sister that moved out from home years ago and barely texted her anymore. While most of her friend’s parents got divorced in high school or throughout college and university, her parents stayed together. Simply out of convenience, or out of love that still lingered in their hearts from all those years ago, Y/N wasn’t sure what it was that kept them together for this long.
They were busy working all the time, her father an architect that traveled abroad often, and her mom a veterinary nurse. Their marriage worked, but as the years went on, Y/N felt more and more invisible to their love. Their affection barely was enough for themselves, and she as their youngest child became forgotten. When she was younger, she used to curse out the devil for making her parents so successful in life. She didn’t believe in angels or the tale of every person having a guardian angel, because if they really existed, they did a really bad job.
But as she looked up to the customer who entered the small shop, ready to recite her studied standard greeting, she froze.
He was tall. The smell of rain emitted from him, most likely from wandering outside in the still damp streets. But he didn’t say anything, he just stared at her.
He looked at her like she had the answer to all of his life problems, as if she was a puzzle waiting to be solved.
His eyes looked mesmerizing. A deep brown, almost black, looked back at her own eyes, captivating her in a trance she was unable to escape. Was this how sirens lured sailors into their deathly embrace?
But he didn’t look evil. He didn’t look like the type of man to hurt you, just to feel malicious.
She tried to speak, but the words didn’t want to leave her mouth. Her fingers wandered to her necklace, touching the small gemstone pendant hanging on it. It was a nervous habit she picked up during exam phase in high school, her fingers playing with her jewelry as soon as she got the slightest bit anxious.
She certainly wasn’t in high school anymore, and she definitely didn’t know why she was uneasy, why she suddenly felt conscious about her hair, the stains on her apron, or that she forgot to apply mascara this morning.
Shaking her head, she forced her fingers to let go of her necklace and instead grip on the marble counter in front of her.
“Do you need help?”
The man seemed to snap out of his trance, and shook his head.
“No, no- I mean yes.”
Y/N crooked her eyebrow and hummed. Out of customers talking to someone on the phone, placing their card on the card reader without telling her they want to pay by card, and customers that complained about the prices, the ones who were unsure what to get were her favorite.
“Any idea of what you want to get today? A sweet treat or a hearty snack?”
He shook his head. Jinu wasn’t prepared to talk to anyone, less a woman who he didn’t know why his words suddenly turned to thin air when looking at. Taking a deep breath, he looked at the displace of products behind the glass. He was a charming, young superstar, who never had to try to get humans to like him. They just did, annoyance and rejection foreign to him. He knew that that affection wasn’t real, but it was the best available for him at the moment. But this woman was blind to his charm it seemed, indifferent to his looks.
Y/N wasn’t unfazed. She tried to appear that way, at the very least. Inside of her, she was screaming at how sinfully good he looked. She couldn’t afford to think that way about anyone. Love didn’t last, a curse doomed to dissolve under time. But God, if his eyes didn’t want her to jump into his arms, she didn’t know what do think anymore.
Humming again, she tapped her foot against the wooden floor of the bakery.
“Do you like it spicy?”
His head snapped up from where he was previously looking at, pupils widened.
“What?”
Y/N furrowed her eyebrows at his reaction. How couldn’t he understand this simple-
“Oh! No, no, not like that! Oh God-“
Jinu chuckled, her reaction making him feel slightly bad for his uncertainty of what to get.
“Yeah, I like it spicy.”
Y/N looked at the man who was holding back a laugh, and furrowed her eyebrows.
“Are you making fun of me?”
She pressed her lips into a thin line, crossing her arms.
“No. I mean it. I like spicy food. I don’t look like a liar, do I?”
Y/N shook her head, sighing and pointing to the left side of the food display. She was getting underpaid, and she only got 4 hours of sleep. She didn’t want to argue with anyone, less this sinfully charming Korean Adonis.
“We have chicken sandwiches with gochujang, grilled garaetteok, or plain chili filled rice balls.”
Jinu pretended to think about which option to choose, but in reality he was just using the time to look at her from underneath his eyelashes. He didn’t know what about her made him curious, it just…felt right to look at her.
He straightened up again and looked at her, really looked at her.
“What is your favorite?”
Truth was, Jinu didn’t know how any of these dishes tasted like. The last time he ate food for enjoyment reasons was 400 years ago, the taste of everything he once loved long forgotten in his trapped mind. He didn’t know how to cook either. His mother always cooked for him and his little sister, refusing to let him do anything besides working hard on his career. He shook his head. Laughter echoed inside his head, the smile of a woman he didn’t recognize haunting his mind.
Y/N didn’t know what to answer to that. No one cared about her opinion, everyone just expecting her to wrap up their food and give them their change. She put a loose strand of hair behind her ear and shook her head.
“I don’t have one. I don’t like spicy food at all.”
He furrowed his eyebrows. “Then what made you think I would like it?”
She shrugged her shoulders. “You look like the opposite of me. I don’t like spicy food, so I figured you might like it.”
Jinu looked her up and down. She was wearing faint pink colored jeans, a white blouse and over that her black work apron with a few stains on it. Her pink nails and jewelry only complemented her outfit. She was right.
While she was a star trying to shine, he was a meteor trying not to crash into earth.
“So what do you like then?”
She pointed to a small brown baked sweet treat with white frosting on top, and dried honey in the shape of a heart draped on it. “This is the only thing in here I made myself. Everything else really is just ripped out of a plastic wrap and put into an oven.”
He nodded, not even looking at the other options. “I’ll take it then, your…” He squinted his eyes and looked down at the lettering in front of the item. “…cinnamon roll.”
Y/N smiled at that. She didn’t know what drew her to him. He looked strangely familiar to her, the level of familiar of someone you met in a dream you only dreamed once.
She took a pair of tongs and placed the cinnamon roll in a brown paper bag. No one ever bought the cinnamon rolls, too special of a taste and too sweet for most people. That’s why she loved them, and the overwhelming taste of hope that came with them. Hope that she carried within her every day she came to work, every time she cried herself to sleep because of her dream job being unavailable to her. Every morning she would come to work early, just to bake the sweet treat over and over again, in hopes of not taking it home with her again like the last day and the day before that. They were the only thing in this store that she wasn’t happy to be able to take home on Sundays.
She typed something in the screen of the cash register, the imagine for the cinnamon rolls popping up, and selected it.
“That would make 7000 won (5$). Cash or card?”
He reached into his back pocket, and placed a crisp ten-thousand won note on the counter.
She was already typing it in the register, when he took his bag from the countertop and just shook his head.
“Keep the change.” He opened the bag and took a bite out of the roll, eyes widening briefly before looking at her. “It’s worth the money.”
With that, he turned around and exited the store, leaving behind a baffled young lady and way too much change.
Y/N looked down at the note and put it into the till. She took out the change, and carefully dropped it into the tip jar on top of the counter. Employees weren’t allowed to take the tips customers gave them home, instead having to put them in the tip jar to be divided under all employees every week. But since it was Sunday and she would be closing the shop, the jar was all hers.
She dropped on her chair she was sitting on earlier, her arms hanging still beside her. Her head felt like a void, empty and shouting simultaneously.
The strange feeling inside of her lingered, the premonition of this not being the first time they met. Her mind couldn’t put a finger on where she could possibly know him from, and it killed her.
She shook her head, and wet a rag before wiping down the countertop.
She didn’t know he was watching her.
She didn't know that he now had his eye on her.
Y/N didn’t believe in angels, especially not in guardian angels.
She just didn't know yet, that she now had her very own, very special, guardian.
𓍯𓂃ᥫ᭡.
Thank you for reading! If you liked reading this little piece of fiction in any sense, I would be more than happy about a like, reblog, or a comment! I absolutely love this movie, and it’s a shame how they ended it. But I’m sure we will get a second part, with the way the last scene teased it. <3
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Mira and Zoey were together long before the movie; nice!
Mira and Zoey knew they wanted to be together but decided against it because they wanted to wait for Rumi; shoot me in the head right now
#k pop demon hunters#kpdh#polytrix#it’s the yearning !#the KNOWING that you love someone but they aren’t ready#that to love one of them would never be enough#and to choose both instead of whatever half happiness you would have found otherwise#everything or nothing !!!#yet also be happy because you love them anyway#AH
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MEN ARE SO???? PRETTY???????????? and im just supposed to be normal about it
#THIS POST IS ABOUT POP STAR MIKA DO NOT DERAIL /j#i see a pic of That Man in his glittery green suit and i am on the floor. dead#mlm#nblm#achillean#gay#gay pride#mlm concept#mlm thoughts#mlm yearning#trans mlm#t4t mlm#t4t yearning#autistic mlm
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<Maybe one day I’ll ask him, what color the koi are in the pond.>
#natsume yuujinchou#natsume's book of friends#takashi natsume#pop’s art#real yearning is referencing a character not even in the image
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David Corenswet being an obssessive Star Wars fan but NOT an obsessive DC Comics fan is the funniest possible outcome ever actually
#superman 2025#david corenswet#star wars#coming out as a pro-Machete Order guy#says his dream role is to be an X-Wing pilot#does trilogy marathons for New Year's Eve#randomly popped off about Qui-Gon in an interview#can quote the entire Death Star explosion scene and mimics R2D2's noises for fun#his wife got him a millennium falcon lego set as a set wrap gift#like this man YEARNS for a lore podcast and a call from Kathleen Kennedy about playing Wedge Antilles in a Rogue Squadron movie#someone get him in front of a camera again I need him to talk about his Luke Skywalker opinions
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HEY! I saw ur writers block post & i’ve been WAITING for someone to do a kate martin x fem reader fic based off of Uh Oh by Tate McRae!
PLEASE MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE
i’m a genie in a bottle bby 😜
༝༚��� ೀ⋆。 ˚୧⋆。🕯. -ʚɞ uh oh!,,
kate martin x fem!reader
you were swaying your body to the beat of whatever song they were playing at the club. you’d been dancing with his guy for a little while, your way of saying ‘thanks’ after he bought you a couple of drinks.
you could feel kate’s eyes watching your every move. your body grew hot under her gaze and it only encouraged you to keep going, knowing the affect it would have on her. you finally gave into her, allowing your eyes to wander and meet hers in an intense and highly intimate stare.
kate excuses herself, walking to the bathroom hoping knowing you’d follow. she knows you too well, probably from the numerous other nights you’ve been in this situation, because you do follow. forgetting about the guy, you push through sweaty bodies to get to her. before you step into the bathroom after her, you consider your actions.
fuck it.
you push through the door and she’s already waiting for you, pulling her hair back into a ponytail. the door locks behind you as you step closer to her, letting your attraction and lust for the woman in front of you control your actions. the feeling of her hands on you is too intoxicating; you can hardly remember the moments leading up to this.
“want you so bad,”
she’s whispering in your ear about how amazing you look, palming at your tits and tugging your shirt off. you can’t feel anything but her, just her.
her heavy breaths hitting your skin, her warm hands pulling your clothes off, her lips on yours, tongue on your body. your whole body was on fire, slowly slipping back into this cycle with her that you said you wouldn’t.
uh oh.
last night after leaving the club kate dropped you back off at your dorm. she tried telling herself that she wouldn’t give into you, but she did. and she knew she would again.
you woke up to a text from kate, deciding to ignore it and move on with your day. you definitely drank too much last night, feeling the effects of it on you as you walk to class.
kate texted you a few more times during class, even calling once. when she called you again after class your resistance was beginning to wane. every second you spent with kate was satisfactory for you, but you couldn’t let something that started out as a one-night stand take over your life.
you kept telling yourself it wouldn’t happen again.
a few days later kate showed up to your dorm, knocking until you answered.
“kate? what are you doing here?”
she doesn’t answer with words, surging forward to connect your lips with her own. it was needy and hot, everything moving so fast paced as she closes your door with her foot.
“jump.” and you do as she says, adding fuel to the fire that keeps your flame burning. you can’t focus on anything but her and how she tastes against your tongue. your head spins when she drops you down on your bed like she owns this space, and in a way she does.
“kate-” you’re trying to be reasonable, trying to keep the few day streak of not giving in alive.
“just let me have this please. let me have you.”
and you let her. you’re doing it again.
uh oh.
she left that night when you were sleeping, leaving a note thanking you for a ‘good time.’ after reading it through you made a promise to yourself that it was the last time.
when you saw her a few weeks later you knew you’d end up breaking your promise. she looked too good, hair in a bun and legs clad in cargos. she saw you too, instantly feeling drawn to your half of the floor. she didn’t hesitate to find you immediately, noting that the both of you were a little too drunk for your own good.
“wanna dance?”
you scoff at her and she’s playfully rolling her eyes, pulling you to the middle of the party dance floor anyway. you don’t resist, letting her hands guide you where she wants you like you do every time.
you’d been doing so good at avoiding her, but now that she’s here all your efforts slip away. even though all your hard work is in the drain, you make the realization that you don’t care much.
“just have fun.” and you do.
her hands find solace on your hips, pulling you against her as your body moves to the rhythm of the music. kate loves the way you feel against her, deep down knowing she doesn’t ever want to have to live without it.
both of your friends know of your infatuations for each other, noting every time both of you happened to disappear at the same time. that’s why when kate pulled you out of the back door of the bar they didn’t question where she’d gone.
“wanna go to my place?” she asks you, breathless from making out with you after pushing you against the brick wall of the building.
“i need to go back to my place kate..”
your hands hold the sides of her face and she knows you’re lying when you pull her back in for another kiss. you really can’t help yourself when it comes to her, allowing her to take you back to her dorm. you’d say yes to anything to asks you and you’re not sure if that’s the alcohol or just you. it doesn’t really matter to you.
you walk through her door, remembering this place from a few months ago. she’s behind you, trailing hands up your shirt as she kisses from behind your ear down to your shoulder. she wishes she could crawl under your skin, fearing that moments like these will never end her desire to have you.
before you know it, you’re naked on her couch. her tongue pushes in and out of your leaking cunt and you’re crying out her name, hoping no one can hear you. kate’s thumb circles your clit and you feel your whole body pulsate, jumbling your words while trying to tell her you’re ’gonna cum.’
she takes everything you give her, licking every inch of your skin until you’re raw. kate thinks to herself about how pretty you are spread open for her and it makes her want to ask you to stay.
she doesn’t say anything though, just pulling your clothes back on for you and laying your body on top of hers. you might leave when you come to your senses and she knows that. she knows you’ll both tell yourselves it won’t happen again, but it always does.
neither of you mind much.
uh oh.
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hey girly pops i’m kinda proud of this..
i hope whoever requested it really likes it!!! 😘
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my favorite yearners:


#WHEW CHILE#jeff is the king of yearning but michael is the GODFATHER#michael jackson#michael joseph jackson#king of pop#moonwalker#michael jackson imagine#jeff buckley#yearner#girlblogging#Spotify
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harajuku girls
by Gwen Stefani

pair: Azriel x reader ~ 926
warnings: small innuendos, Cassian
summary: no one everyone could have guessed that the lord of bloodshed’s favorite singer was a pop princess from another world
authors note: let’s be honest… we all know this as fact (not proofread 😚)

The backs of your thighs were burning. As we’re your knees. And your calves.
When you had drunkenly bet Nesta you could squat more than her, you didn’t expect to have to follow up on it. Especially the next day, when you were already recovering from the- thankfully softening -headache from having downed two wine bottles yourself last night.
“Not thinking of giving up on me now, are you?”
You cast your silver-eyed friend a scathing glare as you bent your knees again, refraining from cursing.
“Is this why Cassian has such nice glutes?” Gwyn pondered aloud as she stood in the shade, sipping at a water cup.
Azriel stood beside her, watching the competition, muscled arms crossed and an unimpressed expression. “Do you check out Cassian’s ass often?”
“N-no!” The redhead sputtered. “You know how he is; always flaunting his muscles. Especially his glutes.”
Azriel merely dipped his chin, amusement dancing in his eyes at flustering the Valkyrie.
With the sun blaring down on your already overheated body, and the ache building in your legs, you collapsed on your ass on the hard floor of the training ring.
Nesta began whooping in victory before falling on her own ass. “Told you!” she gloated, flattening herself on the mat and throwing an arm over her forehead.
A shadow loomed over you and peering up you found Azriel holding out a cup to you, one in his other hand for Nesta.
“You both did fairly well. Although I have a couple of notes on your posture.” He told you, darkening eyes on your throat as you gulped down the cool liquid. “Perhaps later in our room…”
A crumpled cup hit him directly in the middle of his chest.
“You’ll have to wait a couple of days for my body to recuperate, shadowsinger. And that had better just been an innuendo.”
Nesta snickered from her spot beside you.
The door to the roof opened and Cassian walked out, nodding his head along to some unheard beat. You tilted your head and squinted your eyes for a better look.
“What in the cauldron is in his ears?”
Azriel scoffed, “The earbuds Bryce gave me and I’ll bet you he has the iPod too.”
“What?”
Instead of answering you, he called out to Cassian, sending a shadow to tap on his shoulder when the lord of bloodshed didn’t answer.
Cassian turned and grinned widely at the four of you. He pulled one wire from his ear. “Sorry I’m late. Rhys needed to see me-“
“Where’d you get that?” Azriel’s voice interrupted.
Cassian raised a thick brow in confusion before understanding dawned on his face. He pulled from his pocket a small pink box. “This?”
Azriel nodded, exasperated.
“In my nightstand.”
“Wrong. It was in my nightstand.”
“Yours, mine, ours. Come on brother, we share each other’s clothes!”
“Wh- I’ve never worn your clothes Cassian.” Azriel wrinkled his freckled nose. “Have you worn mine?!”
Cassian had the humility for a pink tinge to color his cheeks. “Sometimes when my underwear-“
Everyone collectively gasped.
Nesta rubbed her hands over her eyes, groaning. “He’s over five hundred years old and steals his brother’s underwear and I’m mated to him.”
Having heard her grumbling, Cassian pointed an accusing finger at her, “You told me they pronounce my assets!”
“I didn’t know they were Azriel’s!”
You got to your feet, gripping Azriel’s arm for support as he said, “We’re going to come back to that,” he shuddered in disgust, “but for now I want to know why you were in my nightstand.”
With a roll of his eyes, Cassian walked over to the small group and propped his hands on his hips in an exasperated pose. “Why are you so angry about this? You know I’ve always been a snoop.”
“Just answer the question.”
“If you’re worried about me finding something risqué I can assure you I haven’t. Everyone knows all your ‘toys’ are kept in the dungeon.” His hazel eyes flicked to you with a wink.
You wish you would have thrown the cup at him instead.
Though faint, you could hear the staccato beat of a song coming from the wire hanging loose at Cassian’s neck. You leaned forward to get a better listen.
“What are you listening to anyway?”
“Only the best pop princess ever.”
“I didn’t take you for a Lady Gaga fan.” Azriel tilted his head, studying his brother in a new light.
“Not her. Gwen Stephanie.”
“Stefani.” Your mate corrected, “You don’t even know her name, asshole.”
You held up a hand to halt their headache worsening conversation. “Who are these princesses? What court are they from?”
Azriel plucked the pink box from Cassian’s hand and unplugged the wire from it. “Listen up ladies,” he turned to three Valkyries and Cassian. “This is an iPod. A music box from another world. No, they’re not real princesses, they’re only the best singers to ever bless your ears.”
And with his small speech, he pressed his finger on the black screen, which in turn produced a staticky song.
Your eyes widened as you listened, mind-blown and in awe.
Cassian tapped his boot to the rhythm. “You like this one? Wait until he turns on Crash.”
When the song was through, Azriel pressed another music, halting the music. You frowned.
“Bryce told me of this sound amplifier machine so, maybe if Cassian stops stealing my iPod, I’ll have Rhys ask Helion if he could manufacture one.”
As training started up again, Cassian and Azriel left to spar but you heard Azriel’s disgruntled words. “So do you put my underwear back in my drawer or…”

divider credit: caekitsune
#Cassian is Y2K girl at heart#the Illyrian’s yearn for pop#acotar fandom#azriel x reader#azriel acotar#azriel shadowsinger#azriel x fem!reader#azriel fluff#azriel drabble
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playing around with some au ideas for tori and jade 😋 country-pop darling!tori vega and rockstar!jade west are publicly feuding??? sounds hot
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The more the show progresses, the more I want to see the 90s cast infiltrating the modern timeline. We've gotten hints of it with Shauna and her younger self, her Jackie hauntings. We've gotten a little more with adult Lottie seeing teenage Nat (and Laura Lee), and with Natalie getting teenage Lottie in her final moments. I want more. I want the teen cast to be absolutely invasive on pivotal adult moments, infecting their adult counterparts when least expected. I want Taissa's argument with Van to dissolve into their teenage selves, their bond endless and timeless and inescapable. I want Misty absolutely wrecked by young Natalie lurking around corners, watching from mirrors. I want to see these women unable to navigate adulthood without the specters of their teenage selves cropping up absolutely everywhere, more and more as they let the memories in, as they stop being able to repress the trauma. They didn't grow up. They never could. You are always doomed to regress around your high school teammates. You are haunted by the phantom elements of your misspent youth. It is a comfort, and it is a gift, and it is a trial, and it is a curse. I would love to see that reflected with greater intensity, until the lines blur, until the timelines have no choice but to intersect. They haven't escaped themselves at all. They didn't grow up. They just got older.
#yellowjackets#yj meta#yj theories#i love the moments of younger cast popping up in the modern timeline so fucking much#i am truly obsessed with the idea that they look at one another and they see the girls from the woods#they don't see the adult versions at all. they don't see adults in the mirror either#the older i get the more i feel like i'm 10 or 15 or 20 in a body that keeps outwardly aging#and if that's going to hit anybody it's going to be these people who have never been able to leave the hell of their adolescence behind#give me hewson and savoy brown popping up in the middle of a taivan fight (or makeout. i ain't picky).#give me thatcher continuing to appear to lottie and to misty in moments of duress#give me nelisse staring shauna down as she tries to backpedal into suburbia#haunt! these! women! haunt them GOOD#(also outside of narrative purposes it would be so fun to see the dual roles intersect. actors playing the same character getting#to play together. scenes where they blend. it would be satisfying in so many ways. i yearn.)
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the thing about shooting star by carly rae jepsen is how hopeful it is - yes! opportunities abound! love is always possible! love happens just because! shooting star is so mystical, spiritual, alluring, confident.
her music is just so fabulous and ironic - shooting star comes right after bad thing twice, a song about rekindling something that ended in disaster (which is also a common theme in her songs... mother!) which is probably why i relate to her music and way of loving so much. it's intense. it's yearnful. it's dramatic. it's destructive. the absolute dichotomy of understanding that love is dramatically cataclysmic, and yet, she still believes in love.
shooting star is upbeat and fun - i've had many friends ask me why such a fun song is so emotional to me - approaching the end of the song, a tinge of yearning with her real, raw voice can be heard through the layers of heavy autotune - a pleading to celestial bodies questioning whether, "is this person truly the one?" despite all the hurt and heartbreaks, she still believes in love... which is very beautiful to me.
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Wishing on dandelions all of the time
Praying to God that one day you'll be mine
#feeling a bit nostalgic today#ruth b.#dandelions#music#lyrics#music and lyrics#spilled words#spilled ink#quotes#spilled thoughts#words#spilled writing#girlblogging#text#dark academia#light academia#romance#text post#love#pop music#personal#yearning#spilled poem#spilled feelings#deep feelings#my feelings#lyric quotes#lyric posting#Spotify
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amc's armanddaniel reminds me of richard siken's quote that goes like "how much can you change and get away with it, before you turn into someone else, before it's some kind of murder?" but like it implies directly to my headcanon i have that somehow devil's minion did happen in the amc iwtv universe (shush don't ask me for the logistics, i am just a humble lil devil's minion whore)
#that little smile that pops up when armand remembers the young daniel#oh i will kill my-#the YEARNING amc's armanddaniel could give us#i will always be a devil's minion truther#armand (iwtv)#daniel molloy#armanddaniel#armand x daniel molloy#interview with the vampire s2#iwtv s2#amc interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#iwtv spoilers#armanddaniel headcanon#interview with the vampire
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i just love *deep, long suffering sigh* pathetic men
#need to see him yearn#this post is about whatever pathetic man popped into your head first#for me it's#dean winchester#but also#castiel#destiel#spn#supernatural#emily yaps
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Genuinely never conceptually thought that people could find me cool
#sapphic#lgbtqia#lesbian#bi girls#baby gay#puppy sub#sapphic smut#wlw nsft#butch bait#wlw yearning#female autism#autism#female adhd#adhd things#nuerodivergent#girly pop#weird kid
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guys...
why was my gay awakening- ellie william from tlou2(the game).
like what... DONT GET ME WRONG- i'm not complaining but now my new hyperfixation is ellie williams. :D
#ellie williams#ellie tlou#ellie the last of us#ellie miller#the last of us 2#ellie williams x reader#gay awakening#i think im girly pop#wlw yearning#am i gay?#tlou#tlou2
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