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ruinix · 1 month ago
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YOU need to know the quinn dream i just had.
stretching you out, whether with his fingers or something else, before you can take him-
*kissing the spot on your stomach where he can feel you stretching, feel the bulge, leaving marks like a ruler on how much you can take.*
gdhehehhfgfh.
hnnnggfhhh.
yeah.
you ought to know this one
Lovely, do you know how much I have been manifesting a Quinn dream? Even more a wet dream with him?? So much. No matter what I do, I can't even fuck him in my dreams! Excuse me?! Universe?! Anyway, this dream of yours is making me feel envious but at the same time, I am cheering for you coz oh my gosh!! YES, QUINN DREAM. (Me when?? Jk)
I can't believe you got stretched out by him, lovely. Oh my 🫣🫣🫣 Fingers and something else what?! What did he use? Dildo? Vibrators? Oh, Quinny, the man you are. Did it feel good, lovely? What a silly question. Of course, it did...right? 😏😃
The kissmarks as a ruler?! I am melting. Coz what?! I am now imagining him almost folding you in half, expertly manuevering your body to see your lower abdomen bulging from his ministrations...I can take it, Sir—
I am dead. You have killed me, lovely. My brain is getting so fried. I haven't read full fics in years (just a couple of days but it felt like years) and you have fed me with your dream.
Thank you for sharing it with me, lovely. When's my turn?! 😔👉🏻👈🏻
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adoring-jjk · 2 months ago
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ceo!nanami x reader • nsfw
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thinking of ceo!nanami taking you on a business trip with him and absolutely pounding you into the mattress of the hotel.
he’s letting off steam after an annoyingly strenuous day of meetings, and you’re so completely submerged into your pleasure you can’t tell how loud you’re being.
your next door neighbor slams their fist on the wall to tell you to lower your volume and have some decorum but you’re too far gone to hear it over your own moans and the sound of your ass slamming into your husband’s hips.
but he can hear it loud and clear and it pisses him off. it makes him glance up at the wall for a split second before defiance takes over. he slaps your ass, knowing it makes you even louder, smirking when your voice echoes through the walls.
he starts going harder and faster, mouth open as he focuses on you, gripping your waist tighter and growling as he fucks you.
“that’s it honey- fuck. oh you take it so well, god. let me hear you.”
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partiallysame · 4 months ago
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Butcher!Simon
- Butcher!Simon who was having the slowest day until you walked in. The jingle of the door bell brought his eyes to your pretty frame stepping in his shop
- Butcher!Simon who watched you a little too intently as you looked at each cut of meat in his display case.
- Butcher!Simon who raised his eyebrows in amusement when you pointed and asked so sweetly for “that one”.
- Butcher!Simon who had to hold in a genuine laugh when he asked you “Tri tip or flank” to which you responded with “yes” and the cutest look on your face
- Butcher!Simon who had to grab onto his apron to ground himself when he said “I gave you two options sweet’art” and you blushed so embarrassed looking at him with the sweetest innocent eyes.
- Butcher!Simon who asked “you ever been in a butcher shop before” and when you shook your head no he did let out a laugh. “Talk to me sweet’art. What’re you making and then I can get ya what ya need.”
- Butcher!Simon who listened so intently when you described the meal you wanted to make, hoping to impress your boss and his wife.
- Butcher!Simon who went into the back to get you his best cut and wrote down instructions on how to cook it.
- Butcher!Simon who’s heart swelled up when you walked in the next day so excited to tell him that it went well and to thank him for
- Butcher!Simon who wasn’t going to let you walk out the door again without getting your number (and giving you his favorite cut of meat and promising to cook it for you)
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khioneee · 8 months ago
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simon is too big for you.
his hands gripped your hips firmly, his breath heavy and labored as he tried—really tried—to ease himself into you. but no matter how patient he was, how slowly he pushed, your body resisted, tightening around the sheer size of him.
simon was desperate—aching to thrust, to rut into you without restraint. every muscle in his body screamed for release, the urge to roll you beneath him and pound his seed into you overwhelming.
he wanted to bury himself so deep that your body had no choice but to take him, to force his release to take root in your belly.
“fuck…” he muttered under his breath, resting his forehead against yours as he tried to catch his composure. “you’re so tight, lovie. i don’t think i’m gonna fit.”
every inch he fed you burned with pressure, leaving you gasping, your fingers digging into his arms as you trembled beneath him. your body clenched instinctively, fighting to accommodate him, but it was too much—too thick, too deep. you whimpered, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes. “si, it’s… you’re too big!”
“shhh, you’ll take it,” he whispered, voice hoarse with restraint. “you’ll take all of me, i promise.”
he exhaled sharply, every muscle in his body tense from holding back. “relax, sweetheart,” he coaxed, brushing a soft kiss along your jaw, his hands slipping lower to hold you steady. “i know it’s a lot… but you can take it, yeah?”
you nodded shakily, lips parting with a soft moan. “try again… please,” you whispered, gripping his shoulders tighter. “i want you. all of you.”
with a low growl, he began to push forward, inch by agonizing inch, feeling your walls flutter and stretch around him. “good girl,” he murmured through clenched teeth, savoring the way your cunt fought to take him. “that’s it. you’re doing so good for me.”
it was slow—painfully slow—but with every careful thrust, you felt yourself adjust just a little more, inch by inch, as he stretched you wider than you’d ever thought possible. and the moment he was finally buried inside you, completely, ghost let out a low, guttural groan.
“see?” he whispered against your ear, a grin tugging at his lips. “i told you—you’d take me, love. every inch.”
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rafescherie · 2 months ago
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✮⋆˙ cherie's milestone celebration!
hihi! thank you all for so much love and support, it baffles me that anybody is interested in the stuff i write, and is willing to stick around for more. so grateful i get to share my writings so vulnerably and i can have others enjoy my creations. thank you from the bottom of my heart, i appreciate every single one of you! <3
that being said, please be advised that this post includes links to NSFW videos/pictures. please do not engage if you are a minor, thank you! all of these links are posted on twitter/X and will not work unless you have an account + are logged in. be mindful of the content you consume!
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rafe fucking his cum back into you.
rafe & his gamer girlfriend.
his fav position so he can watch your tits bounce & where you both connect.
there’s nothing he loves more than making you a squirming mess.
poor guy couldn't even make it home before pouncing on you. :(
throat training his favourite girl. <3
the kinds of videos in his phone.
BSF!RAFE
eating you out & making you squirm after he accidentally yells at you.
clinging to anything for stability while rafe fucks you, and it just happens to be the teddy bear your ex-boyfriend gifted!
it's not wrong if he doesn't stick it in, right?
FRAT!RAFE
shoving your face against the mattress of his grungy dorm room.
quickie in his truck (the snapback stays on during sex).
STEPBRO!RAFE
rafe loves playing with your pussy almost as much as he loves actual sex.
testing the waters with his sweet little stepsis.
absolutely adores that tiny excuse of a skirt, gives him easy access. continued.
trying to keep you quiet while your family's home + size kink.
helping each other get off.
cumming against your clothed, soaking slit.
he catches you fucking yourself, so he'll met you halfway and spare you the work.
needs to have his hands on you whenever he feels like.
first time home alone together.
POGUE!RAFE
taking care of his good girl. <3
loves being in control and making you take it.
size kink.
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nanaslutt · 8 months ago
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MINORS AND AGELESS BLOGS DNI
riding geto on the couch and he’s sitting back with his arms wrapped around your waist, burying his head against your chest as he sucks a nipple into his mouth. he’s groaning against your chest, making you clench around him from the stimulation of his vibrations.
it’s almost too much, and you don’t wanna finish yet so you wrap his hair around your fist and yank him back to get him off you and he curses. geto grabs your waist and starts slamming you down on his cock, his eyes rolling to the back of his head in pure bliss as you keep his hair in his hair.
“pull it again,” he groans, the words breathy. so you do, and when you yank his long hair his head falls back against the couch, exposing his beautiful pale throat as he brainlessly moans and his hips stutter as he fucks up into you.
“yesss, fuuuck,” he groans, his eyes rolling back into his head, almost fucking crossing from how good it feels. you lean into his neck and suck on his throat, squeezing around him as tight as you can as his cock head slams into your sweet spot. geto turns his head away from you, exposing his throat to you more and you yank his hair again, helping him turn his throat away.
geto laughs through a groan at the sharp pain, holding his breath when you suck on his throat. pulling away, you press a kiss to his throat and moan, “good boy, suguru.”
suguru nods and releases a long groan, “i am huh?” he asks, his voice breathy and hips stuttering. you nod, “yeah, such a good boy baby, taking getting your hair pulled so good.” he smiles and bites his lip, holding his breath every few seconds as his orgasm gets closer
“feels really good.” he responds, his thighs starting to shake under him. “yeah? feels good?” you yank his head again with your words. “baby-“ his smile falls and his mouth opens in a wide o, his brows creasing before you feel him soot inside you. he’s helpless as you continue to ride him through his high, his abs clenching and body jerking as he fills you up while you squeeze your fist against his scalp, giving him the pain he needs to unload his balls
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katescorner · 5 months ago
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suna "we're just friends" rintaro who's actually in a secret relationship with you, but feels the need to keep it a secret until it gets more serious because he's scared. except the miya twins have caught on, and they have a running bet going for who's going to spill first. atsumu thinks suna would rather keel over than admit to them he's dating someone, but osamu is smugly convinced that his friend's resolve is weaker than yours. so they decide to put it to the test.
it starts off . . . weird. osamu is putting moves on you, and you have no idea what to make of it. he's asking to walk you home and tells you that you should come to watch them practice. he even shoves atsumu out of their usual seat in the cafeteria to invite you to sit next to him. he seems really interested in you, and you don't want to be mean, but you also can't lead him on.
you're too focused on osamu's strange behavior to notice that he only acts this way when suna is around. so you don't see the way your boyfriend clenches and unclenches his fists when he overhears osamu wanting to walk you home after school. you don't hear the huff he lets out or how he slams his locker door a little harder when osamu invites you to watch them play with a well practiced smile. and you certainly don't realize the sheet white paleness that grows on his face when osamu shoves atsumu off the bench to make space for you.
suna doesn't blame you. his friends are idiots and getting on his last nerve. but everything comes to a screeching halt when osamu puts his arm around your shoulder, and suna absolutely loses it.
"we're dating!" it's the closest he gets to yelling without actually, but it's loud.
"damn it!" atsumu shouts, but suna doesn't hear. he practically has tunnel vision, zeroed in on where osamu connects to you.
"we're dating," he repeats through gritted teeth. "so get your grimy slimy spiker little hands—" he stalks over to osamu with surprising speed to knock his hand off of you, "off of my—"
"rintaro," you scold softly, and the twins try not to react when their usually unbothered and finicky middle blocker . . . listens?
"he—you're my—i'm—" he erupts in an aggravated groan and quickly decides to pull you to his side, away from osamu.
suna starts mumbling things under his breath they can't hear. his words are clearly reserved only for you, but the twins watch quietly anyway as you smooth away the worry lines growing on his face from his furrowed eyebrows and press a soft kiss to his cheek that has leaves them dusted in the slightest pink. he's whipped, and suddenly the only thing the miyas could think of was—how the hell did they not notice sooner?
yes i'm a soft lovesick sunarin truther. that man is a simp and i take no arguments
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i-smoke-chapstick · 1 month ago
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It's warm in your room. Too warm. His bare chest is sticky against your back, his breath heavy and damp where it ghosts against your neck.
You’re tangled up in him, the two of you still half-naked, sheets kicked down to your ankles. He’s curled around you like he’s afraid someone’s going to rip you out of his arms, like the last hour wasn’t proof enough that you finally let him in- for real this time.
Remmick always talks after. He needs to. Needs to fill the quiet like he’s afraid it’ll mean something’s changed if he doesn’t.
And God, he can’t shut up.
"I thought about you," He murmurs into the shell of your ear. "Like this. For too long." He’s still trying to catch his breath, but his hands are already roving again- lazy now, just skimming your waist, mapping the softness of your hips with a desperate adoration.
"Every night I’d lie there and imagine this. Not just the sex- I mean, that too, obviously." He snickers, eyes flitting between your entwined bodies.
"But shit, baby, you’re just so... perfect." He nuzzles closer, planting a kiss under your jaw, voice dipping into that velvet tone he only uses when he’s honest. "But this. You letting me stay. Letting me touch you after. Hold you."
You reach back and tangle your fingers in his hair. It’s damp with sweat. He practically purrs at the contact, pressing a kiss to your shoulder like he wants to crawl inside your skin.
"Wasn't too much, was I?” he asks, quieter now. He murmurs with something raw, almost something boyish. But you know better. The smirk in his tone when he says it- he knows. He knows you couldn't get enough.
When you shake your head, he presses another rewarding kiss to your neck, humming in pleasure.
"That's what I thought." He whispers, squeezing you close. "You gon' let me in tomorrow night too, yeah?"
"Remmick-"
"Shh." He hushes you, shaking his head in mock displeasure, a finger coming up to your lips to quiet you. "Just nod your pretty little head."
You think of what could happen- what you're doing. Letting a killer love you like this. But against your better judgement, you nod, looking into those lovestruck eyes he casts on you.
A slow grin spreads across his face. You're already underneath him when he slides back in- half hard, too sensitive, and still not done. The room smells like sex, humid and sweet, and his chest is flushed as he rolls his hips slow, lazy.
"You feel that? Nah, that’s love, darlin'. That’s me loving you so slow, so deep, so damn good no one else could ever even try." His voice is a broken overstimulated growl.
He kisses your spine once. Then again. Then again.
"This is all ours." He urges, baring his teeth, "Never gon' let anyone take it from us." He promises, almost obsessively into your shoulder, letting you feel him stretch you open.
You believe him. You feel it in every lazy, desperate thrust. In the way he wraps himself around you tighter, keeps you locked against him. You briefly realize that you're all he has.
And he won't ever, ever let you go.
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angelltheninth · 6 days ago
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I have yet to see Kpop demon hunters today but I am craving for Jinu smut, But also I don’t like noncon/dubcon in the slightest but if this feels like it so be it lol, So may I request Jinu x huntrix member fem reader? When reader decides to investigate the saja boys by herself, The rest of the girls are obviously worried about her safety but she tells them that she’ll be okay, Cut to a couple hours later with Jinu absolutely pounding reader from behind and making her cum nonstop just as he wanted to ever since he layed eyes on her.
I can do dub-con. I don't think people realize it's a very common kink.
Pairing: Jinu x Fem!Reader
Tags: nsfw, smut, dub-con, rough sex, creampie, body betrayal, enemies who fuck, possessive sex, biting, hate sex
Ko-Fi | Rules | Fandoms and Characters | Commissions
A/N: This movie now lives rent free in my head.
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You should have listened to your friends, you should have never went after Jinu all by yourself, you should have brought backup. Now you're bent over his bed, getting your pussy pounded raw and hard from behind. "Either you and yours are getting sloppy or you're really stupid for thinking you could defeat us on your own. Or even just defeat me. Or, hah, maybe, you came here hoping this would happen."
As soon as you heard him suggest such a thing you turned your head to glare at him. Jinu grinned, his smile as demonic as it always was, no longer hidden behind that pretty facade. With your arms pinned and held behind your back you could barely move, and whenever you did you just took his cock, over and over. It was driving you insane.
"Go fuck yourself, you goddamn bastard." You gritted through your teeth, biting back your moans as his thrusts kept getting faster and faster, deeper, almost like he was trying to punish you for acting foolish. "I would never stoop so low... to want someone like you." A high pitched moan escaped from your lips when you felt the sting of his hand on your ass.
"You say that, demon hunter, but your cunt is drooling for me, so tight and wet. Hear that, how sloppy and slutty you pussy gets with demon cock in it?" He slammed his cock into you, in and out, making your legs tremble and your vision blurry. "Be honest, it'll feel so much better."
You shook your head as you felt yourself blushing. You hated it, how good Jinu's cock felt inside of you, how good this felt and yet it was so wrong. You hated him, you should hate this too so why was your body working against you in this moment? Why couldn't you tell him to go to hell like you so many times before?
"Better, that's a good girl. No more fighting me. Don't worry, this can be our little secret, no one has to know how you whore yourself out for me." His body pressed fully against your, his demonic fangs nipping at the sensitive skin of your neck and shoulder. "I won't tell if you won't, demon hunter. You got my word." The glare you gave him was challenging, you hoped threatening but that was impossible with the filthy sounds of skin slapping against skin and your pussy taking his hard cock while you moaned.
"Your word... means nothing to me." You hissed, putting as much venom and hatred in your voice as you could have. He didn't seem pleased with that, he bared his long teeth at you and you hated how your pussy clenched around him when you saw them.
"Really? Fine, makes no difference to me. But see how your team feels when you come back to them, with your cunt freshly fucked and filled with demon cum." You watched him transform from his human form into his demon form, and god, his cock felt even better like this. "I don't care if you believe me or not but I'm gonna make sure you never forget this moment. The moment when you came from being fucked by me, because of my cock, because I made you feel so good!"
With one final thrust he pushed both your bodies over the edge, and you stopped yourself just in time to not scream his name. You didn't want to feed his ego any more than you already have. Jinu laughed maniacally as he fucked his seed deep into your pussy, the wet, messy noises only adding to his feral, wild nature.
"Fuck, yes, oh, wanted this... ever since I first saw you. Wanted to carve the shape of my cock into your cunt. Make you mine." He ended with a long kiss on your shoulder, still holding you while your body trembled and your vision swam. "Mine, only mine from now on." You expected him to be rough as he pulled out but he wasn't, he was slow, stopping as he heard you hiss and whimper. "Now that's a pretty little sight."
You heard a flash of a camera and turned to see Jinu smirking with his phone in his hand, his cock still out, dripping with the combination of your release. "You...! Gross! You have no shame!"
Jinu stuck his tongue out at you, "A little keepsake for me. To tide me over until our next time."
An unpleasant, or maybe pleasant, shiver went through you at the suggestion of a next time with him. "That won't happen. I'm going to bring you to your knees before then!"
"Oh? If you wanted me on my knees all you had to do was ask. I'm very good with my tongue. I can show you next time." His words and lewd gestures made your stomach tie into knots, and an uncomfortable heat form. "I could do it now. Seems like you might need some cleaning up."
Furious you stood up on your wobbly legs and slapped him. It was pathetic, that this was the best you could muster in this moment, but it also felt good to catch him off guard. "You're dead next time I see you."
Despite the slap he grinned at you, licking his lips, "Looking forward to it, my demon hunter." He winked at before he snapped his fingers next to your ear. For a moment you didn't understand what he did, then your vision started blurring. You tried to hit him again but ended up collapsing against him. "Let's get you somewhere where the others will find you." Barely coherent you thought you felt his lips press against your forehead before you fully passed out.
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barnesonly · 13 days ago
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Imagine telling bestie!Bucky you’ve always had to fake it in bed with men… You know he’d fuck you till you see stars
STOP. you are a genius honestly. the bestfriend energy turning into fucking?? i’m so damn bad for this…. And bucky would be also so confident about himself in bed like UGH i just know HE knows how good he is… squeezing my thighs at the thought.
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You’re walking side by side, milkshakes in hand, the way you always do after a long week. your hands occasionally brushing. It’s easy — it always is with him. Talking about everything and nothing — something stupid. First dates. Red flags. Sex that was just… meh.
And then, casually, like it’s no big deal, you say it.
“I’ve faked it, like, every time.”
He slows mid-step. “Wait. Every time?”
You shrug like it’s nothing. “I mean, yeah. Guys always think they’re doing a good job if you moan a little and say their name once or twice.”
Bucky blinks at you, stunned. “That’s…” He shakes his head, lips twitching. “That’s criminal. I think I need a moment.”
You laugh. “Relax, Barnes. It’s not like they were terrible. It just wasn’t… memorable. Or about me, really.”
He’s still looking at you — only now, there’s something behind his eyes. Heat. Focus.
“You’re tellin’ me not one guy’s made you come?”
“Not from sex, no.”
He stops walking. You take another sip of your milkshake, trying not to smile.
“Don’t look at me like that,” you say lightly.
“I’m not looking at you like anything,” he mutters, jaw tight, voice low.
“Oh, you’re looking.”
He licks his lips, eyes dragging down your face, your throat, the shape of your mouth around the straw. “You shouldn’t tell me shit like that, doll.”
You raise a brow. “Why not?”
“Because now I can’t stop thinking about what I’d do different.”
There’s a beat of silence — thick, electric. You swallow, hard.
“…You think you could do it right?” you ask, teasing, testing.
He steps closer, leans in. You feel the heat of him, the weight of that look — the one that makes your knees go soft.
“I know I could.”
———
You’d said it was a bad idea.
That crossing that line would ruin everything.
But now you’re ruined in a completely different way — your body spread beneath him, flushed and trembling, every nerve frayed raw from the way he touches you like he’s memorizing it. Like he’s waited years.
He kisses you like he owns your mouth. Fucks you like he wants to prove every man before him was a waste of time.
“Look at me,” he growls against your throat. “I wanna see it.”
Your eyes flutter open just as your body clenches around him again. You moan his name, your voice cracked, your legs shaking.
He watches, entranced — every twitch, every gasp, the way you fall apart under him, for him.
“God, Bucky—” you gasp, and he leans down, lips brushing your ear.
“You feel that?” he pants, dragging his cock deep again, slow and deliberate.
You nod helplessly, mouth open on a cry as he fucks into you again — rougher now, steady, each thrust angled perfectly to grind against that devastating spot inside you. His name tumbles out of you over and over, no space left in your brain for anything else.
“Bucky—oh, fuck—don’t stop—”
“I’m not stoppin’, baby,” he growls, gripping your hips tighter. “Not ‘til you give it to me again.”
He lifts your legs over his shoulders without warning, folding you in half, and the new angle knocks the air from your lungs. You sob, reaching for him, your hands trembling as they claw at his back.
“That’s it,” he hisses, watching you unravel. “You gonna come for me again? Let me feel it?”
Your whole body’s on fire, skin flushed and slick with sweat, muscles clenching around him so hard it’s a miracle he doesn’t come first — but he holds on, jaw clenched, arms straining as he pounds into you like he means it.
You break with a cry — raw and shaking beneath him, thighs quivering, your release crashing through you like lightning. And Bucky loses it.
“Fuck, you’re squeezin’ me so tight—god, you’re perfect,” he gasps, driving into you harder, chasing his high as your body pulses around him. “So fuckin’ perfect.”
He buries himself to the hilt one last time and groans, deep and wrecked, as he spills inside you, his entire body going tense, then trembling against yours. His mouth is on your shoulder, your neck, anywhere he can reach, pressing kisses between desperate breaths.
“You okay?” he murmurs, brushing his nose against yours.
You nod, dazed. “I… I saw stars.”
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rafeandonlyrafe · 9 months ago
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whatever you want
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warnings: 18+ only, smut, ab riding, tit fucking, semi public sex, established relationship, cumming in mouth, mentions of future and past sex, lots of talk about rafes muscles, reader is kinda described as having big (or at least decent sized) breasts, lots of banter can these bitches just shut up and fuck oh my goddddd
“again.” you call, almost sounding drunk despite being completely sober.
rafe sighs, rolling his eyes, but the side of his lip quirks up, unable to hide how much he likes your fascination.
rafe flexes again, his arms bulging and pecs tightening. you reach out, smoothing your hands over the hard muscles.
“you're so strong.” you coo, sat on rafes lap despite the hot temperature of the day, which resulted in rafe pulling his shirt off.
"you're acting like you've never seen me shirtless before.” rafe says with a chuckle.
“shh, let me appreciate you.” you shake your head. sure, you've seen him shirtless plenty of times but rafe was bulking up for summer and it caused all his muscles to be deliciously defined.
“alright, whatever.” rafe flexes again, not going to argue too much when he has your hands obsessively touching every part of his body.
your hands move down to his stomach, fingers running over his abs. “if you let me ride your abs, i’d let you do whatever you want to me.”
“you-” rafe places his hands on his hips, sitting up straighter. “you want to ride my abs?”
“yeah.” you nod, quirking your head to the side. “you know, like rub my pussy against them.”
“shit, do it right now.” rafe looks down at your short shorts, barely covering more than your underwear does.
“yes!” you squeal out, hopping up and tugging your bottoms and panties off, not caring that you’re in the backyard and anyone could theoretically come by. “lay back.” you instruct.
rafe lays on the couch, smiling up at you as you climb on top of him. “you’ll have to flex for me as im doing this.” you inform rafe, placing your pussy on his abdomen. “especially your pecs.” you poke his chest.
“you’re such a slut for my body.” rafe chuckles, hands coming to your hips, pushing you further down, feeling your wetness as your thighs spread even more open.
“i can’t help that you’re so sexy.” you shrug, hips starting to move back and forth in a slow rock, carefully building up the pace, wanting to enjoy being sat on his stomach.
you lean forward, placing your hands on his chest for stability, pressing your clit further against his muscles. rafe flexes his muscles and they harden underneath you.
“rafe!” you squeal. 
“i guess you like that, huh?” rafes hands squeeze at your hips and lift up, placing you harder back down on his stomach. “oh, you like that too.” he smiles as he bounces you again and you moan out.
“i really like that.” you hum, eyes struggling to stay open with the pleasure, but you want to keep your eyes on rafe beneath you. its rare he lets you take over like this.
you moan as you both bounce, using your knees to go up and down while rafe assists so you don’t get burnt out. 
you pull your top off, revealing the bikini top you’re wearing underneath, ready to go swimming whenever you’re done playing with rafe, needing to get in the water on this sweltering day.
“jesus, your tits are perfect.” rafe smiles as he watches your chest bouncing, sitting up to rub his face in between your pushed together breasts, the bikini top holding them tight together.
“not as perfect as yours.” you giggle, hands squeezing at his chest, palms over his nipples.
“don’t call them tits.” rafe rolls his eyes as he lays back, head against the cushion.
“well, whatever you wanna call them, i fucking love your muscles. your pecs-” you squeeze your hands again, digging into his soft flesh until rafe flexes and they harden. “your biceps-” you move your hands, and rafe flexes again, his muscles bulging. “your abs.” this time you press your pussy down, rubbing against the contours and ridges.
“you’re lucky that you offered to let me do whatever i want to you otherwise i wouldn’t have agreed to this.” rafe smirks.
“oh yeah?” you raise an eyebrow. “what are you gonna do to me?” there’s truly nothing rafe could do to your body that wouldn’t bring you pleasure, you glow just under his attention alone.
“fuck your tits.” rafe smirks, eyes moving down from your face to your chest. “as soon as your done, right here for anyone to see.”
“damn, you could do anything and you don’t want to fuck my asshole or tie me up?” you laugh, expecting something more from rafe.
“you’d let me do all that whenever anyways.” rafe pushes your hips down, grinding you against him. you moan and lean forward, your hands coming back to rafes chest. 
“keep doing that.” you whimper, eyes sliding closed as your mouth drops open, moans filling the air and being carried away by the wind. 
rafe keeps moving, the veins in his forearm flexing as your wetness spreads over his abs, coating them in your slick, allowing your pussy to drag even easier.
“im-im close.” you warn, swallowing thickly.
rafe grunts and increases his hold, tightening his grip on your hips so you can’t slip loose, grinding you down as he flexes his abs, the hardness rubbing against your clit making you moan out, body falling forward as you cum hard, shaking as rafe lets up on you, hands loosening and moving to rub your back.
“fuck.” you whine, snuggling into his chest, letting your hips drop down, feeling rafes hardness pressing against your stomach.
rafe starts to move as you cry out, not ready to do anything more than close your eyes and feel his warmth against your cheek.
“come on, brat.” rafe chuckles. “i wanna fuck your tits while you’re all spaced out from your orgasm. you know i love you like this.” 
you hum a sound thats close enough to agreement that rafe flips you so you’re underneath him, laying on your back on the couch as he stands.
“you’re so gorgeous like this.” rafe says as he undoes his belt buckle, then pushing his pants and underwear down, his hard cock popping up.
“wanna taste.” you whine, eyes still droopy.
“nope.” rafe shakes his head. “we made a deal. i know you like to taste me, but im fucking your tits. take your top off.”
rafe pulls at the strings of your bikini, flinging it away to reveal your pink nipples to the sunlight.
“fine, but will you at least cum a little in my mouth?” you pout as rafe kneels on either side of you, glad that the outdoor couch is big enough for all of these activities.
“sure, baby.” rafe chuckles, just another way of showing how desperate you are for him.
rafes hands land on your tits, palms rubbing on your nipples, feeling them harden against his palms, not unlike when he was flexing his muscles for you earlier.
rafes hands move to the sides of your breasts, pushing them together. “god, you look so fuckable right now.”
“yeah? gonna fuck me later then? maybe out on the boat hm? after you’re done with my tits?”
“the boat, the bed, the counter, the shower, im gonna have you everywhere.” rafe bends down to press a kiss to the tip of your nose.
you smile up at him, a lazy, tired smile. rafe angles his hips down, the head of his cock pushing against the underside of your tits before slipping in between them.
“oh!” your eyebrows raise, surprised at the unusual feeling, but certainly not disliking it as he begins to move back and forth.
“shit.” rafe grunts. “fuck.”
you swat rafes hands away, pressing your tits together for him. rafe leans forward, hands landing on either side of your neck, his face contorted in pleasure directly over yours.
you look down, eyes watching the head of rafes cock appearing and disappearing between your breasts.
“this is- this is fucking good.” rafe grunts, moving faster. “im- im not gonna last very long.”
you stick your tongue out, rafes cock just long enough to hit it with the tip of his cock as he thrusts. you relish the taste, pulling your tongue back into your mouth every couple thrusts to spread the taste.
“thats it, baby.” rafe moans, one hand moving to your mouth, two fingers pulling at the side of your lip, spreading your mouth wider.
you moan out, tongue open and ready for his cum. rafe fucks forward as fast as he can, just like he does your pussy when you spread your legs wide for him.
“cumming.” rafe manages to say as he surges forward, burying his cock in your mouth as his hand wraps around his length, stroking up and down as he reaches his high, cum spurting into your mouth as you happily swallow.
rafe moans slowly die out and become quieter until hes pulling out of your mouth. “get up my legs are about to give out.” he says quickly, and you barely slide off the couch before he collapses.
you giggle and climb on top of him, pressing kisses to his cheek as his chest heaves up and down.
“im guessing you liked that.” you rub your thumb over his bottom lip.
“yeah.” rafe smiles, his eyes sliding shut.
“so, boat ride now?”
“jesus, woman give me a second.” rafe laughs, pulling you into a gentle kiss.
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plainclothesdisaster · 5 months ago
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DPxDC Mechanical Engineer Danny
Danny caught the attention of Batman while studying at Gotham University for his alternative energy projects. He’s hired right out of college to work on the Watchtower.
He shows absolutely no tell of his abilities till there’s a dire situation- Flash’s electric discharge messes with one of his projects in progress and the whole base would have lost air pressure if he hadn’t done a quick fix using telekinesis and ice.
Of course Batman notices.
Batman assumes the worst- he suspects Danny’s a rogue of some kind, someone who has infiltrated the Justice League with an ulterior motive. But he can’t just fire Danny now- he’s the only one who knows how the new Watchtower energy source works. Plus, he’s not letting Danny go anywhere until he’s figured out his true motives.
Cue Batman subtly testing Danny- tossing things at him to trigger inhuman fast reflexes, having him lift too-heavy machinery, setting up convenient opportunities to steal or snoop or otherwise be up to no good. Danny does take advantage but only once, to use a computer terminal with unlocked clearance. He didn’t plant any bugs that Barman could find, and he otherwise kept up his powerless civilian act perfectly.
Still, Batman’s not satisfied. He brings an infrasonic sound emitter to Danny’s lab one day, and that, of all things, is what gets Danny to break.
“I know what you’re doing,” Danny admits with a sigh, finally. “If you’re really that suspicious of me, I can leave, but I kinda like my job so I’d prefer not to. The benefits are insane compared to what’s standard.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Sure. yeah. How about you turn off the freaking noise generator and we can talk?”
“Hm.” Batman obliges, and he takes the stool next to Danny at his gesture.
“Number one, I’m not a meta. Despite all the data and conclusions you’ve probably drawn otherwise. Number two, I’m on your side. I’m here to work on the base, that’s it. I follow your rules to the letter.”
“The-“
“The classified files I looked at? Yeah that was the one exception. You already know what I looked at, I’m sure, but maybe you haven’t figured out why. It goes back to point one- I may not be a meta, but I am something that organization, the GIW, cares about. I looked at your files on them to sus out your relations. Seeing as I don’t particularly love being the victim to twelve degrees of human rights violations if I can avoid it.”
“Hm.” The Ghost Intelligence Ward was one of many government agencies that the Justice League hadn’t worked closely with. But they also hadn’t been flagged for Justice League investigation. Danny’s comments made him doubt that call.
“Any other questions?”
“If you’re not a meta, what are you?”
“I’m an engineer. A pretty decent one. And I’d really, really like it to stay that way.”
Batman considers, and ultimately lets him stay. He likes Danny (everyone likes Danny), and it would be a massive pain in the ass to replace him. He really is a good engineer.
It’s only much later that his faith in Danny is repaid in spades.
Batman finds Danny on the Watchtower command bridge. Alarms are blaring, the station has been knocked out of orbit, out the window there’s shrapnel floating everywhere as a space battle rages around them.
On the station it’s chaos. Technicians run around, shouts from the med bay, sparks from the walls.
Batman and Danny stand at the main controls, watching the battle outside, stoic, unmoving.
Wonder Woman’s harried voice crackles through on coms: “We need backup.”
“There is no more backup.” Batman replies, while looking pointedly at Danny.
“What?”
Batman doesn’t move.
“What.”
“The impact from Darkseid’s initial attack should have sent this station on a terminal trajectory toward the planet.”
“Well. We aren’t currently plummeting to our deaths, so turns out it didn’t do that.”
“You did something.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“You’re lying.”
“Maybe Superman nudged us back on course in all the chaos.”
“I’ve been watching the trackers. No one else with the capability has come near the station.”
“Can’t you just be grateful we got lucky?”
Sounds of peril screech over the coms. Danny’s face scrunches.
“Luck had nothing to do with it. As it is now, we are going to lose this fight.”
“Isn’t there anyone else you can call?”
“I’m asking you. You can help, can’t you?”
The glare-off lasts a long moment more before Danny breaks.
“Fuck. Fuckity fuck.” Danny runs his hands through his hair. “Shit. You don’t know what you’re asking.”
“I’m asking you to save this and countless other worlds from a genocide. I’m also asking you to save my friends.”
Danny looks at him, hard, weary, and with a kind of deep resolve that feels far too ancient to be on the face of a supposed twenty-something.
“Fine. Fine. Okay.” He steps back and transforms. If Batman is surprised when he shakes off his human appearance like an old coat, he doesn’t show it. But what’s undeniable is the being in Danny’s place has the unmistakable presence of power.
“No one else can know.” His voice echoes in a way that’s sonically impossible, both sounding closer and further away than he should be.
He pulls a gear-shaped medallion seemingly out of thin air and puts it over his head in one motion.
“If I get in trouble for this, I’m blaming you.”
He vanishes. Outside, the shape of the battle changes instantly. The stars seem to glow brighter as the arms of the galaxy flash with the colors of the aurora. Then it’s like the void of space itself comes alive. It moves the spaceships back like they’re toys, plucking them from one side of the field to the other. It finds Darkseid at the heart of the chaos and massive arms of nothingness and darkness wrap around him. He’s screaming as it swallows him whole.
His armies scatter. The battle turns. The JL deal with the stragglers, but the air of relief is palpable.
Danny reappears next to Batman, once again donning his grease-stained coveralls. Arms folded.
“Happy?”
It took all of five minutes. Less, probably. Batman tamps down a thousand questions.
“Thank you.”
“I’m gonna need two weeks off minimum.” Danny snaps. “One to deal with the bureaucratic nightmare you’ve just caused me, and another to recover from the headache.”
Batman blanks. “Granted.”
Danny sighs. “And I’m not fixing the station until I’m back. It won’t fall out of the sky as is. Make up whatever excuse you want.”
“Done.” He considers. “I would prefer to tell them the truth. That you saved us.”
Danny glares. “I’m not supposed to save you. I made a pact not to use my power to influence the mortal realm.”
“A pact with who?”
Danny rolls his eyes. “The embodiment of Time. The concept of Justice. Among others.” He smirks at Batman’s confusion.
“And what, exactly, does that make you?”
He stands, framed by the space window, haloed by the stars. “I’ll give you three guesses.”
Batman frowns.
“Look. I like you guys. I like working on your base. I like supporting the work you do. But you can not go factoring me in to any of your plans or contingencies. This was a one time thing.
“So to answer your question again: I’m an engineer.”
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partiallysame · 1 month ago
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Johnny strutting up to older!reader in a bar with the tired “can I buy ye a drink” and you just look him up and down and ask “oh baby. How old are you? Where’s your dad?” In the most condescending yet sweet voice he’s ever heard and the man is lowkey bricked up. He’s stunned just staring at you stuttering out “ ‘m 26” You look over his shoulder to the rest of the 141 sitting at a table. “Either come back in ten years or send your mutton chops daddy over. Ok sweetheart” your hand is shooing him away and he’s walking a little stiff bc you just unlocked a kink in him he did not know he had.
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khioneee · 8 months ago
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simon doesn't bother with warnings—he slips behind you, flips up your skirt, and moves your panties aside like it's second nature. the moment his cock sinks into you, there's no hesitation, no restraint—just relentless, pounding thrusts that leave you gasping, struggling to stay upright as your legs threaten to give out beneath you.
and when he spills inside, he doesn't stop— he keeps going, fucking you harder, using his cum as lube, each thrust drawing out another desperate moans. ‘i'm not done yet, love,’ he growls, his hands gripping your hips, holding you exactly where he wants you. ‘i'll leave you when i feel like it—and not a second sooner.’
by the time he's finished, you're a shaking, dripping mess—legs weak, panties soaked, and mind blissfully wrecked.
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pucksandpower · 1 month ago
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Since Forever
Max Verstappen x Schumacher!Reader
Summary: there’s been one constant in Max’s life since his first wobbly toddler steps in the paddock — he’s loved her since he was ten, through scraped knees and family vacations — and now it’s time that the rest of the world knows it too
Warnings: depictions of Michael Schumacher post-accident which are entirely fictitious because none of us truly know how he’s doing nowadays
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The Red Bull garage smells like brake dust, adrenaline, and over-commercialized energy drinks. It’s chaos in that organized, obsessive way Formula 1 teams thrive on. Engineers speak in clipped, caffeinated sentences. Tires hum against concrete. Data streams across ten thousand screens.
And then you walk in.
“Is that-”
“No way.”
“Schumacher?”
You’re used to it. The way your last name wraps around every whispered sentence like a secret. Like a warning. Like a prayer. You keep your shoulders back, walk straight through the center of the garage in black trousers and the team-issued polo. The Red Bull crest is stitched onto your chest like it’s always belonged there.
Christian sees you first.
“Look who finally decided to join us,” he says, striding forward like he hasn’t been texting you at ungodly hours for three weeks straight.
You smile, small and knowing. “You know, most teams onboard a new staff member with an email.”
“You’re not most staff. You’re a Schumacher.”
“Still have to sign an NDA like everyone else, though, right?”
Christian laughs, claps you on the shoulder. “Welcome to the team. We’re all thrilled. And Helmut — well, he’s pretending not to be, so that’s basically the same.”
“Flattering.”
You don’t say more because you don’t need to. You feel it before you see it. The shift. Like gravity getting heavier in one very specific corner of the room.
And then-
“Y/N?”
His voice slices through the garage like it was built for this very moment. Not loud, not urgent — just certain. You look up. And Max is already moving. He doesn’t walk, doesn’t run. He just moves. Like the world rearranges to let him reach you faster.
He’s halfway through a debrief. Headphones still hanging around his neck. One of the engineers tries to catch his sleeve.
“Max, we’re still-”
“Later.”
He says it without looking, eyes locked on you. The garage quiets. Not because people stop talking, but because no one can pretend they’re not watching. The way his mouth tugs into a smile. The way his eyes soften — actually soften.
You don’t realize you’re smiling back until you feel it ache in your cheeks.
“Hey,” he says when he stops in front of you. He sounds different now. Not the Max the media knows. Not the firestorm in a race suit. This Max is … quiet. Warm.
“Hey yourself,” you say.
He doesn’t hesitate. His hand finds yours like it’s muscle memory. Like it’s what he’s always done. Like no time has passed at all.
And the silence in the garage goes from curiosity to stunned disbelief.
“You’re actually here,” Max says, voice low. “You didn’t change your mind.”
“Why would I?”
“I don’t know. Thought you might remember what this place is like.”
You arch an eyebrow. “You mean competitive? Chaotic? Full of emotionally repressed men pretending they don’t need therapy?”
He laughs, really laughs. It’s the kind that creases the corners of his eyes. The kind that makes even Helmut Marko glance over from a screen with a raised brow.
“You’re gonna fit in just fine.”
“I’m not here to fit in, Max. I’m here to work.”
He squeezes your hand gently. “Yeah. Okay. But maybe also to see me?”
“Debatable.”
He grins. “Liar.”
And just behind him, leaning against the edge of the garage like he’s watching a slow-motion movie unfold, Jos Verstappen crosses his arms. The old-school paddock fixture, the human thunderstorm. He sees your joined hands, sees the ease between you and his son, and — for the first time in years — he smiles. A real one. A soft one.
You spot him. “Uncle Jos.”
That does it. That cracks the surface of the paddock.
“She called him Uncle Jos.”
“Did she just-”
“Holy shit.”
He pushes off the wall and walks over with that casual menace that makes grown men flinch. But not you. Never you.
“You’re late,” Jos says, but his voice is warm.
“I’m fashionably on time,” you shoot back.
“You’re your father’s daughter.”
You nod. “And you’re still terrifying. Some things never change.”
Jos chuckles. Then he puts a hand on your shoulder. And the garage collectively forgets how to breathe.
“Good to have you back.”
Max watches the exchange like it’s some kind of private miracle. Like he can’t quite believe it’s all happening out loud, in front of everyone. You look up at him, still holding his hand. He looks down at you like nothing else matters.
“You’re going to make me soft,” he mutters.
“You were already soft,” you reply.
He huffs, drops your hand only to throw an arm over your shoulders instead. Casual. Familiar. Ridiculously comfortable. And no one — not a single soul in the garage — misses the way you lean into him like you belong there.
Because you do.
“So,” Max says, glancing back at Christian, who is clearly enjoying the spectacle. “Does she get a desk? Or do we just give her mine?”
“She’s your performance psychologist,” Christian says. “Not your shadow.”
“Close enough,” Max says.
“Jesus Christ,” mutters someone in the back.
You elbow him. “You’re making this worse.”
“I’m not making anything worse,” he says, turning back to you. “You think I care what they think?”
“Max.”
“They’ve always talked. Let them talk.”
You sigh. But it’s the kind of sigh you’ve always saved for him — half exasperated, half enamored. “This is going to be a circus.”
“We were always the main act, anyway.”
It’s true, and he knows it. From karting in the middle of nowhere to Monaco summers and Christmases in St. Moritz. You and Max were a constant. A unit before you knew what that even meant.
And now here you are. Older. A little more tired. A little more careful. But still you.
A comms guy in a headset leans over and whispers something to Christian, who nods.
“Alright, lovebirds,” Christian says. “Much as I’m enjoying the reunion special, some of us still have a car to run. Y/N, your office is upstairs. We cleared the far corner for you — less noise, more privacy.”
“Perfect,” you say.
Max doesn’t move.
“Max,” Christian warns.
“In a second,” he replies, and somehow it’s not bratty, just firm.
You turn to him, squeezing his wrist this time. “I’ll see you after?”
“Try and stop me.”
And then — just when you think he’s going to let you go like a normal person — he leans in. Presses his lips to your temple in the most casual, unremarkable, intimate gesture in the world.
And that’s the moment the garage truly loses its mind.
Phones are out. Whispers spiral.
Max Verstappen kissed someone in the middle of the garage.
Max Verstappen is in love.
You pull away, roll your eyes at the attention, but Max just smirks and says, “Told you they’d talk.”
“You’re unbelievable,” you mutter, walking toward the stairs.
“You used to like that about me.”
You don’t turn around. Just throw a hand up over your shoulder in mock surrender. “Still do.”
And Max?
He watches you go with that same expression he used to wear when he crossed finish lines as a kid. Like he’s already won.
***
When you open the door to the Monaco apartment that evening, you don’t even get your bag off your shoulder before Max says, “You’re late.”
He’s barefoot, shirtless, still damp from the shower, a tea towel thrown over one shoulder like he’s playing housewife. The smell of something lemony and warm wafts from the kitchen. He’s already made you dinner. Of course he has.
“I said I’d be home after eight,” you reply, dropping your bag and slipping off your shoes. “It’s eight-oh-six.”
“Which is late.” He walks toward you, frowning like you’ve personally offended him.
“You sound like my dad.”
Max stops in front of you, looks down with that slow smile that always disarms you more than it should. “Your dad liked me.”
You snort. “My dad made you sleep on the sofa for five straight summers.”
“Because I was thirteen and in love with you. He was protecting his daughter l.”
You laugh, eyes softening. He leans in, presses his lips to your forehead. “You’re tired.”
“I’m always tired.”
“I’ll fix that.”
“You’re not a sleep aid.”
He pulls away, grinning. “I am if you let me be.”
You smack his chest and walk past him, straight to the kitchen where there’s already a mug waiting on the counter — chamomile, oat milk, two teaspoons of honey. Exactly how you like it. You don’t even remember telling him the ratio. He just knows.
“You unpacked my books,” you say, surprised.
Max shrugs. “You’ve had those same four boxes for three years. Figured it was time someone gave them a shelf.”
“In your apartment.”
He leans against the counter, arms folded. “You live here.”
You tilt your head. “Do I?”
Max raises an eyebrow. “You’ve got three drawers in my closet, your toothbrush is in my bathroom, and I bought non-dairy milk for your weird tea. You live here.”
You take a sip and sigh. “You didn’t really give me a choice.”
“You didn’t argue.”
“Because you unpacked everything before I even had time to look for a place.”
He shrugs again, smug. “Felt like a waste of time. You were gonna end up here anyway.”
You hate that he’s right. You really do. But he’s so smug and soft about it — never controlling, just sure. Sure of you. It’s terrifying. And wonderful.
“You didn’t even leave a single box for me,” you say, feigning irritation.
“I left one,” he says. “It’s in the bedroom.”
You raise an eyebrow. “Why?”
He looks at you, serious now. “It’s the one with your karting suit in it.”
Oh.
The memory crashes into you, vivid and sharp.
***
You’re nine years old and your leg is bleeding.
Not a little. Not a scratch. Bleeding.
Max is already beside you on the asphalt before anyone else reaches the track. He’s crouched down, pale, shaking, trying to keep your helmet steady with trembling fingers.
“You’re okay,” he says, but he sounds like he might cry. “You’re fine. You’re okay.”
“I’m not crying,” you snap.
“Good,” he says. “Because if you cry, I’ll cry. And I’m not crying.”
Then he takes your hand.
And doesn’t let go.
He holds it all the way to the ambulance, all the way through the stitches. Jos tried to pry him off you once. Michael stopped him.
“She’s fine,” Jos said.
But Michael just smiled.
“She will be,” he said, “because he’s not going anywhere.”
***
Back in the kitchen, Max watches you closely. You set the mug down and turn to him.
“That’s why you left the box?”
He nods. “Didn’t want to touch that one.”
You take a slow breath. The air feels thick with everything you’re not saying.
“Did you keep it?” You ask. “The one from your first win?”
“Framed it,” he says. “It’s in the sim room.”
“Next to your helmets?”
He nods. “Next to your letters.”
Your throat tightens. “You kept them.”
Max looks at you like you’ve just said something ridiculous. “Of course I kept them. You wrote me every week for two years.”
“I didn’t think you’d still have them.”
“They’re the only reason I got through that time. You know that.”
You do. God, you do.
***
Another flash: summer in the south of France. You’re thirteen. He’s fourteen. Your families have rented a villa together, as always. It’s hot and lazy and stupidly perfect.
You’re floating in the pool, eyes closed, and he splashes you on purpose. You scream. He laughs.
Later, he sits beside you on the balcony, his leg brushing yours under the table. He doesn’t move it.
“I think I’m gonna marry you one day,” he says, out of nowhere.
You nearly choke on your lemonade. “What?”
“I’m serious.”
“You’re not serious.”
He looks at you. Really looks at you. “I am.”
Your dad walks out just then, sees you both with flushed faces, and sighs so loud it could be heard across the bay.
“I swear,” Michael mutters, half to himself, “he’s going to marry her. Jos owes me fifty euros.”
***
Now, standing in your shared kitchen in Monaco, you lean against the counter and say, “My dad predicted this, you know.”
Max doesn’t miss a beat. “Yeah. He told me when I was twelve.”
“What?”
“We were in Italy. You had that meltdown after you lost the junior heat.”
You remember it. You remember throwing your helmet and screaming into a tire wall. You remember Max just sitting beside you until you stopped.
“He came over and said ‘You’ll marry her one day. I hope you realize that.’”
You stare. “Why didn’t you ever tell me that?”
Max shrugs, looking down at the mug in your hand. “Didn’t want to scare you off.”
“You were twelve.”
“Still could’ve scared you off.”
You laugh, soft and disbelieving. “You’re insane.”
He leans in, presses a kiss just below your jaw. “You love it.”
You do.
You really, really do.
***
Later, you’re curled up on the sofa, legs over his lap, his fingers tracing lazy circles on your ankle. The TV’s on, some mindless movie you’re not watching. You’re both too tired to talk, but not tired enough to stop touching.
Max breaks the silence. “They think I’ve changed.”
You glance at him. “Who?”
“The team. Everyone. They look at me like I’ve become someone else.”
You shift, sit up slightly. “Because you hugged me in the garage?”
“Because I let them see it.”
You frown. “Do you regret that?”
Max turns his head to you, slow and deliberate. “Never.”
Then, quieter, “I just didn’t expect how much it would shake them.”
You study his face. There’s a war behind his eyes — one part him still battling the image he built, the other part desperate to tear it all down for you.
“You’ve always been soft with me,” you say. “They’re just catching up.”
He exhales, long and tired. “They’re going to ask questions.”
“Let them.”
“You know I don’t care about the noise,” he says. “But I care about you.”
You nod, moving closer until your forehead rests against his. “You make me feel safe.”
“I want to.”
“You do.”
He closes his eyes, breathes you in. “Then I don’t give a damn what they think.”
You smile. “There’s the Max I know.”
***
You fall asleep that night in his t-shirt, tucked into his side, his hand splayed across your hip like he’s making sure you don’t drift too far.
The last thing you hear before sleep claims you is his voice, soft and certain in the dark.
“You’ve always been mine.”
And you don’t say it out loud — but you know it, too.
***
Dinner in Monaco is supposed to be discreet.
But nothing about Max Verstappen sitting at a corner table with you — his arm stretched lazily along the back of your chair, his thumb tracing absent circles into your shoulder — feels subtle.
Not to Lando, at least.
He spots you from across the restaurant. He’s walking in with a few friends, half-distracted, arguing about who’s paying the bill when he stops mid-sentence.
“Wait, no fucking way.”
Oscar glances at him. “What?”
Lando squints.
“No way.”
At first he sees just Max. Max in a black linen shirt, sleeves pushed up, hair tousled like he’d showered and walked straight here without looking in the mirror once. Relaxed. Like he’s not the reigning world champion with the weight of four back-to-back seasons on his shoulders.
But then he sees you.
You’re laughing.
Not polite chuckle laughing. Full body, shoulders-shaking laughing. One hand over your mouth, the other pressed to Max’s forearm like it’s the only thing anchoring you to the present.
And Max-
Max is smiling. Not grinning like he does after a fastest lap. Not smirking like he does when he overtakes someone into Turn 1. Smiling. Wide, open, boyish. Like it’s just the two of you and the rest of the world can fuck off.
“Mate,” Lando whispers, stunned. “He’s pouring her wine.”
Oscar follows his gaze. “Holy shit.”
Max tilts the bottle just right, careful not to spill a drop, and doesn’t even blink when you steal a sip from his instead. He lets you do it. Like it’s happened a thousand times. Like it’s yours anyway.
Lando keeps staring.
“Are they-”
“Looks like.”
“When did-”
Oscar shrugs. “You’ve known him for a while, haven’t you?”
“Yeah, I-” Lando shakes his head. “I just didn’t think …”
He trails off, watching Max lean over to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. Not hurried. Not performative. Just gentle.
Max, being gentle.
“I’ve gotta say something,” Lando mutters.
Oscar blinks. “Why?”
“Because if I don’t, I’ll explode.”
And before Oscar can stop him, Lando peels off from the group and makes a beeline for your table.
***
You’re still laughing when you feel the shadow loom over the table.
“Now this is a sight I never thought I’d see,” Lando says, hands in his pockets like he’s wandered into a museum exhibit.
Max doesn’t even flinch. “Hi, Lando.”
You look up, grinning. “Hey.”
Lando stares between you both like he’s waiting for someone to yell Gotcha!
“You’re smiling,” he says to Max, incredulous.
Max raises an eyebrow. “And?”
“And you’re touching her. In public.”
“She’s mine,” Max says easily. “Why wouldn’t I touch her?”
Lando sits himself down at the edge of your table without asking. “No, see, this is wild. You’re smiling. You’re pouring her wine. You just-” He points at Max. “You tucked her hair. You tucked her hair.”
“Are you having a stroke?” You ask, fighting another laugh.
“Don’t play it cool,” Lando says. “This is monumental. I’ve known this guy for years. He barely makes eye contact with me, and now he’s feeding you olives.”
Max calmly pops one into your mouth. You chew it slowly, grinning.
Lando’s jaw drops. “That. That. Right there.”
“Glad you stopped by,” Max says dryly.
“You like him like this?” Lando asks you, scandalized.
“I love him like this,” you say, just to watch Lando’s face implode.
Max smirks, proud. “Careful. You’re going to choke on your disbelief.”
Lando leans back in the chair, still staring like he’s just discovered aliens live in Monaco and go by the name Verstappen.
“When did this happen?”
You glance at Max. “Depends. Do you want the karting story? The vacation story? The letters? The part where my dad called it before I even hit puberty?”
Lando blinks. “Letters?”
“She wrote me letters for two years,” Max says, like it’s common knowledge.
“I-” Lando stutters. “What? You wrote him letters?”
“Every week,” you say.
“She was in Switzerland. I was doing F3,” Max adds.
“And you kept them?”
Max’s voice softens. “Of course.”
Lando looks like he might cry. “I thought you were a robot.”
“He’s not,” you say. “He’s just careful.”
Max shrugs. “She knows me. That’s all.”
A beat of quiet falls over the table, warm and strange. Lando frowns down at the half-eaten bread basket like it’s going to offer some kind of emotional clarity.
Then-
“Wait. Does Jos know?”
“Of course he knows,” Max says.
Lando laughs. “Oh, God. I bet he flipped. He hates when anyone distracts you.”
You sip your wine.
“Jos adores her,” Max says.
And as if summoned by prophecy, Jos fucking Verstappen walks into the restaurant.
Lando nearly knocks his glass over. “You’ve got to be kidding me.”
Jos spots you first. He nods once at Max, then walks over to the table with all the urgency of a man browsing a farmer’s market.
“Y/N,” he says, and then he leans in and kisses you on the cheek.
Lando drops his fork.
“Hi, Uncle Jos,” you say, smiling.
“Good to see you,” Jos replies, warm and surprisingly soft. He looks at Max, gives him a firm nod. “She settling in?”
“Perfectly,” Max replies.
Jos claps him on the shoulder once — approval, affection, something else unspoken — then disappears toward the bar.
Lando stares after him like he’s just seen a ghost.
“Since when does Jos smile?” He hisses.
Max smirks, takes a slow sip of wine. “Since forever,” he says, “with her.”
***
After dinner, Max laces his fingers through yours as you walk along the quiet Monaco street. The ocean glimmers to your left. The lights are low, golden. Your heels click softly against the cobblestones.
“You okay?” He asks.
You glance up. “More than.”
“Sorry about Lando. He means well.”
You smile. “It was kind of funny.”
He chuckles, squeezes your hand. “I meant what I said, you know.”
“Which part?”
“All of it.”
You stop walking, tug him gently so he turns to face you. “Even the part where I’m yours?”
His voice is low. Serious.
“Especially that part.”
You lean in, forehead against his. “Then you’re mine, too.”
“Always have been.”
The city hums around you. Somewhere, someone laughs. A boat horn echoes softly in the harbor.
And Max kisses you like he’s never known anything else.
***
It starts, as most things do in the Red Bull motorhome, with Yuki Tsunoda standing in the wrong place at the wrong time.
He’s hunting for snacks — something chocolate-adjacent and preferably smuggled from catering. He’s halfway through opening a cupboard when he hears voices coming from the other side of the thin wall that separates the corridor from Helmut’s little meeting nook.
One voice is unmistakable. Gravel and grumble and full of slow-burning nostalgia.
Jos Verstappen.
Yuki stills.
“I said thirteen,” Jos says. “Michael said sixteen.”
There’s a beat of silence, the sound of a spoon clinking gently against ceramic. Helmut, Yuki guesses, is stirring his sixth espresso of the morning. Probably about to scoff at whatever nonsense Jos is peddling.
But Jos goes on. “We had a bet.”
Yuki blinks. A bet?
“On Max and Y/N?” Helmut sounds surprised. “You’re telling me that’s been going on since-”
Jos chuckles, low and fond. “You weren’t there. You didn’t see them.”
There’s a pause. “I said they’d kiss first at thirteen. Michael said they’d get secretly engaged at sixteen.”
Yuki’s jaw drops. He forgets the cupboard, forgets the snack, forgets why he’s even standing there. He presses his ear closer to the thin wall.
“What actually happened?” Helmut asks.
Jos laughs. Really laughs. Not the bitter kind — the real kind. The kind that sounds like it’s been waiting years to escape.
“Turns out,” he says, “Max gave her a ring pop when they were ten and called it a promise.”
There’s the scrape of a chair being pushed back. Jos again. “He said — and I swear, Helmut, I swear — he said, ‘It’s not real, but I’ll make it real later.’”
Helmut mutters something in disbelief, but Yuki’s not listening anymore.
Ten.
Ten years old.
***
It’s impossible to unhear.
That’s what Yuki decides an hour later, legs bouncing under the table in the drivers’ debrief while Max sits across from him looking utterly, maddeningly normal.
Except … not.
Max is focused, sure. He’s got the data sheet in one hand, telemetry open on his tablet, and he’s nodding at something the engineer says. But his foot taps. His eyes flick, just once, toward the clock on the wall.
And then, suddenly, he shifts forward, cuts the meeting off mid-sentence.
“Give me five.”
The room stills.
The engineer frowns. “You want-”
“Five minutes.”
“No, of course, just, uh, okay?”
Max’s phone is already in his hand. He’s out the door before anyone can question it.
Yuki waits a beat, then rises too. He murmurs something about needing the loo and slips out after him, ducking into the corridor just in time to see Max rounding the corner toward the hospitality suite.
He slows when he hears the door open, then Max’s voice — low, quiet, more intimate than Yuki’s ever heard.
“Hey. Did you eat?”
There’s a pause. Yuki’s heart thumps. He knows it’s you on the other side.
“Max,” you say, fond and exasperated. “I’m fine.”
“That’s not an answer.”
“I had a bar earlier. And a banana.”
“A banana,” Max repeats like it’s an insult to your entire bloodline.
“I’m working.”
“I’ll bring you something.”
“You don’t have to-”
“I want to.”
Another pause. Then your voice, softer. “You’re supposed to be in the debrief.”
“I’m supposed to make sure you’re okay.”
Yuki has to slap a hand over his own mouth to keep from reacting out loud.
Max’s voice again, lighter now: “Did you drink water?”
“You are such a-”
“Did. You. Drink.”
You sigh. “Yes. I drank water.”
There’s a smile in Max’s reply. “Good girl.”
Yuki practically blacks out.
***
When Max returns to the meeting five minutes later with an unopened granola bar still in his hand, nobody says a word. Nobody dares.
Except Yuki.
He waits until they’re in the sim lounge, just the two of them, while Max’s seat is being adjusted and the engineers are fiddling with telemetry in the back.
Then, “So … ring pop?”
Max freezes. Just for a second. Then he shoots Yuki a look.
“Where did you hear that?”
Yuki grins. “Jos and Helmut. Thin walls.”
Max sighs, shakes his head, but he doesn’t deny it.
“She still has it,” he mutters.
“No way.”
“In a box.”
“Oh my God, Max.”
Max shrugs. “It wasn’t for anyone else.”
Yuki leans back, grinning like it’s Christmas morning. “You were in love at ten.”
Max just smiles. “Yeah. And I still am.”
***
Later that afternoon, you wander into the garage between meetings, one hand in your pocket, the other rubbing a spot at the base of your neck where stress always seems to collect. Max finds you before you even reach catering.
He always does.
“You didn’t finish your bar,” he says, holding up the wrapper like it’s damning evidence in a courtroom.
You give him a look. “You checked?”
“I check everything.”
He moves closer, smooths a wrinkle from your shirt with one hand, then slips the other to the small of your back. His touch is warm. Steady. His body shields you automatically from the chaos behind you — people moving, talking, planning — but all you feel is him.
“I had coffee,” you offer.
“Not food.”
“Coffee is made of beans.”
“Y/N.”
You laugh. “Okay. I’ll eat. Just don’t tell Yuki I’m stealing his instant ramen.”
Max smirks. “About that …”
You narrow your eyes. “What did you do?”
“Nothing. He just overheard something.”
“Max.”
He kisses your temple. “It’s fine.”
“Define fine.”
“He found out about the ring pop.”
Your mouth drops open. “You told him?”
“Jos told Helmut. Yuki eavesdropped.”
“Oh my God.”
Max shrugs. “I gave you my first promise. And I’m keeping it.”
You fall quiet, heart doing somersaults in your chest. You’re suddenly ten again, sticky-fingered and sun-drenched, holding a cherry-flavored ring pop while Max grinned at you like he’d just won Le Mans.
You reach for his hand now, fingers threading through his.
“You have kept it.”
He nods, solemn. “Every day.”
***
Jos watches from the hallway, arms folded, expression unreadable.
Yuki sidles up next to him.
“They’re pretty intense,” Yuki mutters.
Jos glances at him.
“She’s the only person he ever listens to,” he says.
Then he smiles.
Again.
Yuki shakes his head. “Unreal.”
***
The Red Bull garage is silent in that way only disaster can command.
Not the loud kind of disaster. Not the chaos of spinning tires or radio static or desperate engineers shouting into headsets. No, this is worse. This is the silence that comes when the pit wall realizes, together, that the lap isn’t going to finish. That the car isn’t going to limp back. That there’s only carbon fiber confetti, blinking yellow flags, and a flickering onboard camera showing Max Verstappen’s helmet motionless in the cockpit, framed by smoke and gravel.
He’s not moving.
“Red flag. Red flag. That’s Max in the wall.”
GP’s voice crackles through the comms, tight with alarm.
“Talk to me, Max.”
Nothing.
Then-
“I’m fine.”
The radio comes alive again. Gritted teeth, labored breath.
“Fucking understeer. Car didn’t turn. I said it didn’t feel right this morning.”
You’re in the garage, watching on a monitor, a pen stilled in your hand and a racing heart thudding in your throat. The medical car is already on its way.
***
The medical center smells like antiseptic and tension.
He’s on the bed when you get there. Suit unzipped to his waist, skin smudged with gravel dust and the beginnings of bruises.
And he’s angry.
“I’m not doing a scan,” he snaps, tugging at the strap of his HANS device like it personally betrayed him. “I’m fine.”
“Max,” the doctor says with all the patience of someone who’s dealt with world champions before, “you hit the wall at a hundred and seventy. We’re doing a scan.”
“I said I’m fine-”
“Max.”
Your voice.
Quiet. Steady. Unmistakable.
He turns. The fury in his shoulders drains almost instantly.
“Schatje.”
You cross to him, not rushing — because if you rush, he’ll think you’re panicked. And if you’re panicked, he’ll dig his heels in deeper.
You cup his jaw gently, running your thumb across the spot just beneath his cheekbone. His eyes flutter closed for a second. He exhales, jaw loosening.
“Let them do the scan,” you say softly.
“I don’t want-”
“It’s not about what you want right now.”
He sighs. Mutinous. “I hate this part.”
“I know you do.” You nod, brushing sweat-matted hair from his forehead. “But I need to know you’re okay. I need the scans.”
He opens his eyes again, searching yours.
“Just a formality,” you whisper. “You’ll be out in twenty minutes.”
He hesitates. Then finally, “Okay.”
You turn to the doctor. “Go ahead.”
The doctor blinks at you like he’s watching a unicorn read a bedtime story to a lion.
Max doesn’t argue again.
GP, standing just behind the exam curtain, looks like he’s aged five years in twenty minutes. He leans toward you when Max disappears into the back for imaging.
“That was witchcraft.”
You shrug. “It’s just Max.”
“No,” GP says. “That was magic. He looked like he was about to throw a monitor at me.”
“He wouldn’t have.”
“He would’ve thrown it at me,” the doctor chimes in, still stunned. “And now he’s apologizing to the nurse. Who are you?”
You smile softly. “Just someone who knows how to talk to him.”
***
Jos arrives fifteen minutes later, face stormy and footsteps sharp. The room collectively inhales.
You’re seated in a plastic chair, eyes on the monitor that shows Max’s scan progress. You don’t turn around when Jos enters. You don’t have to.
He stops just behind you.
“Is he hurt?” He asks.
“Not seriously,” you answer. “But they need to check for microfractures. The impact was sharp on the right side.”
Jos is quiet for a long moment. Then his hand, heavy and warm, settles on your shoulder.
“You got him to agree to scans?”
You nod. “He was being Max.”
“That sounds right.”
GP, standing by the sink with a paper cup, watches the moment unfold like he’s witnessing history.
Jos Verstappen. Smiling.
Max reappears ten minutes later, changed into clean Red Bull kit, hair still damp from a quick shower.
You rise. “All clear?”
“Yeah.” He moves straight into your arms. “Just bruised.”
You press a kiss to his shoulder. “I told you it was fine.”
Max turns to Jos. “Hey.”
Jos scans him up and down, then nods once. “Could’ve been worse.”
Max shrugs. “Could’ve been better, too.”
“You’ll get it tomorrow.”
Max tilts his head. “That’s optimistic for you.”
Jos’s hand is still on your shoulder. “She makes us all softer, apparently.”
Everyone in the room hears it.
GP actually drops his cup.
**
Back in the garage later, Max sits on a folding chair while you rewrap the compression band on his wrist.
“It’s not tight, is it?”
“No.”
“You’ll tell me if it is?”
“Of course.” He smirks. “You’ll know before I say it anyway.”
You smile. “True.”
Max glances around the garage. “They’re all looking.”
You nod. “Let them.”
“I don’t care.”
“I know.”
He takes your hand in his. “Thanks for earlier.”
“You were being impossible.”
“You love it.”
You grin. “I do.”
***
Outside, the paddock buzzes with gossip.
Inside, you kneel in front of him, fingers moving expertly over tape and skin. And Max looks down at you like he did when he was ten years old with cherry candy on his finger, asking you to keep a promise he hadn’t yet learned how to name.
And still, somehow, keeping it anyway.
***
Max is late.
Which isn’t unusual — especially not after a race weekend, not when media has clawed its way through his post-crash interviews like blood in the water. He told you he’d try to be back by seven, but it’s pushing eight-thirty, and the pasta you made sits cold on the counter while you curl up on the couch in one of his hoodies, a blanket around your shoulders and a book cracked open across your knees.
The apartment smells like rosemary and garlic and something so distinctly him that it makes your chest hurt. You should be used to this place by now — your name on the buzzer, your shoes by the door, your shampoo next to his in the shower — but some days it still feels like walking around in someone else’s dream.
The book is old. Max’s, clearly. Worn at the spine and dog-eared in ways that suggest he’s either read it a thousand times or used it to prop up furniture. You only picked it up to pass the time. You weren’t expecting it to feel like a trapdoor.
You weren’t expecting the letter.
It slips out from between two pages around chapter eleven, delicate and yellowed and folded into a square so neat it feels like it was handled by trembling hands. Which, you realize instantly, it probably was.
Your name is written on the front in Max’s handwriting.
But it’s Max’s handwriting from before.
When he still dotted his Is with a slight curve, when his Ts slanted just a little to the left, when his signature hadn’t hardened into something that looked more like a logo.
Your breath catches. You unfold it slowly.
And read.
March 5th, 2014
Y/N,
I don’t know what to say to you, so I’m writing this instead. Everyone’s talking, but no one is saying anything real. I hate it. I hate seeing the photos. I hate hearing my dad whisper when he thinks I’m not listening. I hate that I wasn’t skiing with you in France. I should have been.
You shouldn’t have had to go through that alone.
You’ve always been braver than me. I don’t think I ever said that out loud, but it’s true. Even when we were kids and you crashed in Italy and your leg was bleeding and you didn’t cry — I almost did. I think I loved you even then.
I don’t know if you’ll come back to racing. I don’t know if I’ll see you in the paddock again. But if you do when you do I hope you come sit in my garage. Right in front of me. I hope I can look up and see you, just like before.
Because I drive better when you’re there. I always have.
Your Max
***
By the time you finish reading, you’re crying. Quietly. The kind of tears that don’t shake your shoulders, that don’t come with heaving sobs or gasps for breath — just the steady, unstoppable kind. The kind you didn’t know you were holding back.
The kind that were never just about the letter.
***
Max finds you like that.
The apartment door opens with its usual soft click, followed by the sound of keys in the dish and shoes kicked off against the wall. He calls out, “Schatje?” the way he always does.
When you don’t answer, he moves through the hallway, brow furrowed.
And then he sees you. Still on the couch. Eyes red. Shoulders small.
“Hey-”
He crosses to you instantly, crouching down so you’re face to face.
“What happened?” He asks, voice gentle, hands finding your knees. “What is it?”
You don’t speak. Not right away. You just reach for the folded piece of paper on the coffee table. Place it in his hand.
He looks down. Sees it. Recognizes it.
His eyes widen — then narrow. Carefully, he unfolds it.
You watch his throat work through a swallow as he reads.
Then he looks back at you.
“You found this?”
You nod. “It was in the book.”
He exhales. Drops the letter into his lap and reaches for your face, brushing your tears away with his thumb. His touch is featherlight. Reverent.
“You kept it,” you whisper.
“Of course I did.”
“I didn’t know-”
“I didn’t write it to give it to you.” Max’s voice is quiet. “I wrote it because I didn’t know how else to talk to you. You were gone. Everyone kept telling me to stay focused, to push through. But I missed you so much it made my chest hurt. I didn’t know if you’d ever come back.”
You press your forehead against his, and he leans into it like gravity is pulling him there.
“You never left me,” he murmurs. “Even when you did.”
Your breath hitches.
“I used to look at the garage before a race and pretend you were there. I’d pick a spot and tell myself, she’s sitting right there. She’s watching. Make it count.”
You sniff, choking on a watery laugh. “That’s why you got better?”
He smiles softly. “That’s why I survived.”
A pause. Then-
“I thought you might hate racing after … everything.”
You shake your head. “No. I hated losing it. I hated what it became without him. Without you.”
He shifts beside you, pulling you gently into his lap. You curl into him without hesitation, your cheek pressed against his collarbone, his hand sliding up your back and resting there, like it always does.
“I was scared,” you admit. “To come back. Not just to the paddock. To you.”
Max doesn’t flinch. He waits. Lets you speak.
“I knew if I saw you again, I wouldn’t be able to pretend we were just kids anymore. And that scared the hell out of me.”
“Why?”
“Because I never stopped loving you. Not for a second. And I didn’t know what that would mean.”
He kisses your temple. “It means you were always mine. Even when you didn’t know it yet.”
You shift to face him again. “Did you really mean it?”
“The letter?”
“Yeah.”
He holds your gaze, unwavering.
“I still mean it.”
You smile. “I sit in your garage now.”
“And I drive like I used to.”
“No,” you whisper. “You drive better.”
He grins. “Because you’re here.”
“Because I’m home.”
***
Later, much later, when the dishes are cleaned and your tears have dried, he pulls you into bed and tucks the letter between the pages of the book again.
“I want it close,” he says.
You trace the edge of his jaw. “Me too.”
Then he pulls you to his chest, your head against his heartbeat, and whispers against your hair:
“Promise me you’ll never leave again.”
You lift your chin. “Promise me you’ll always write me letters.”
He smiles.
“Deal.”
***
You don’t notice it right away.
The photo.
You’re sitting on Max’s couch, legs tangled with his, a shared blanket draped over both your laps, when your phone starts vibrating on the table.
Once.
Twice.
Then nonstop.
Max lifts his head from where it rests against your shoulder, brow furrowed. “That your phone?”
You reach over to check it, already expecting a handful of texts from your mother or maybe Mick with some new meme. But it’s not that.
It’s dozens — no, hundreds — of messages, pinging in rapid-fire succession from people you haven’t spoken to in years. Old classmates. Distant cousins. PR reps. Journalists. Even Nico Rosberg, who once jokingly told you he’d know before the internet if anything happened between you and Max, has sent you a simple message:
So … it’s out.
Your stomach twists.
“Y/N?” Max asks again. He’s sitting up now.
You click one of the links. It takes you to a Twitter post — already at 127,000 likes in under twenty minutes.
A photo.
Of you.
And Max.
It’s clearly taken the night after the race, when you and Max walked along the water after dinner, just the two of you, winding down through the dimmed cobblestone streets where no one was supposed to notice.
He’s standing behind you, arms wrapped around your middle. His face is tucked into your shoulder, eyes closed, and your hands rest on his forearms. There’s a soft smile on your face. The kind of moment that wasn’t meant to be seen. Quiet. Intimate. Entirely yours.
It’s not yours anymore.
The caption: IS THIS MAX VERSTAPPEN’S MYSTERY GIRLFRIEND?
Max takes the phone from your hand before you can process much more. He stares at the screen, expression unreadable.
You murmur, “Max …“
He doesn’t speak.
You’re already scanning through the quote tweets and reposts, the chaos unraveling fast.
Whoever she is, he’s IN LOVE.
That’s not just a fling. Look at the way he’s holding her.
His face in her shoulder? Oh this is serious.
Wait. Wait. Wait. IS THAT Y/N SCHUMACHER?
Your heart hammers in your chest. You feel stripped bare.
“I’m so sorry,” you whisper. “Someone must’ve followed us.”
Max shakes his head slowly, jaw clenched. “Doesn’t matter.” He turns the phone over, screen down.
“Max …“
“I don’t care. I don’t give a shit who sees it. I’m just pissed they took it without asking.”
You hesitate. “It’s everywhere.”
He meets your eyes. His gaze is clear. “Then let it be everywhere.”
***
You think that might be the end of it. Just one photo, one viral tweet.
But you underestimate the sheer velocity of Formula 1 gossip.
By the time the sun rises, the image is on every motorsport news outlet. Paparazzi camp outside your apartment building. Journalists send emails with subject lines like “Verstappen’s Secret Girlfriend: A Deep Dive” and “Schumacher Family Ties: Romance in the Paddock?”
Christian texts you. Let us handle it. Don’t say anything. Max will be briefed before press.
You reply. I’m sorry.
His response comes a second later. Don’t be. He looks happier than I’ve ever seen him.
You almost cry again.
***
But nothing — and you mean nothing — could have prepared you for Jos.
You’re sitting in the Red Bull motorhome the following weekend when Yuki bursts in with his phone held up like a holy relic. He’s breathless, half-laughing, half-screaming.
“Oh my God. Oh my God. You guys. Look. Look.”
“What?” Max asks, bemused, glancing up from his telemetry notes.
Yuki throws his phone on the table. “Your dad.” He’s pointing at Max.
Max raises a brow. “What about him?”
“HE COMMENTED. PUBLICLY.”
You frown, inching closer to see.
The photo’s been reposted on Instagram by a gossip account. The caption is asking for confirmation. A sea of users is speculating. Arguing. Debating theories. And right there, in the middle of it all, under his verified name:
@josverstappen7 About time.
There’s a moment of pure, undiluted silence.
Then-
Max snorts. Actually snorts.
You blink. “He what?”
“He’s never commented on anything in his life,” Yuki gasps. “That man barely smiles.”
Max looks a little stunned. Then a slow, crooked grin stretches across his face.
“He likes you,” he says, quiet and proud.
You blink. “He’s always liked me.”
“Yeah, but now the world knows it.”
***
The paddock can’t stop buzzing. It’s not just that Max Verstappen has a girlfriend — it’s who she is. The daughter of Michael Schumacher. The girl who practically grew up beside him. The one everyone assumed had vanished from the scene. The one no one dared to ask about.
Even Helmut gives you a brief nod of approval in the hallway.
But it’s not over. Of course it’s not. There’s still the press conference.
***
You’re not there when it happens — you’re finishing up a private session with a Red Bull junior driver who nearly fainted during sim training — but you hear about it immediately.
The moment.
The question.
The quote that breaks the internet again.
Max is calm, cool as always in the hot seat. Wearing his usual navy polo, fingers tapping the table rhythmically while the journalists volley back and forth about tire strategy and engine upgrades.
And then-
A Sky Sports reporter leans in, trying to be clever.
“So, Max,” he says, “the internet’s in a frenzy over a certain photo from Monaco. You’ve been quiet about your personal life for years, but … care to confirm?”
There’s laughter from the room. A few mutters. Even Lewis shifts in his seat to glance over.
Max doesn’t bristle. He doesn’t scoff.
He just tilts his head slightly, expression softening.
“She’s not new.”
A pause.
“She’s always been there.”
***
When you see the clip, it hits you like a wave.
You watch it alone, in the empty Red Bull lounge, curled into one of the oversized chairs with your laptop on your knees and your heart in your throat.
The way he says it — without fanfare, without nerves — makes you ache.
He doesn’t flinch. He doesn’t evade.
He just tells the truth.
Like it’s the easiest thing in the world.
***
You don’t have to wait long before he finds you.
He walks in still wearing his lanyard and sunglasses, head slightly tilted.
“You saw it?”
You look up from the laptop and nod. “You really said that?”
“I meant it.”
“I know,” you whisper.
He sits beside you, pulls you into his lap without hesitation, arms snug around your waist.
“They’ll keep asking,” you murmur.
“Let them.”
You smile softly. “You’re not worried?”
“About what? Loving you in public?” He shrugs. “I’ve loved you in private since I was ten. I can do both.”
You press your forehead to his.
“They’re going to write stories.”
“Then I hope they write this part down.” He kisses you, slow and steady, like punctuation.
***
On your way out of the motorhome, your phone buzzes again. This time it’s a text from your brother.
Tell Max if he hurts you, I’ll find a way back to F1 just so I can crash into him on lap one.
You laugh. Max, peeking over your shoulder, rolls his eyes.
“I like Mick,” he says, deadpan.
You grin. “Then be nice to me.”
“I’m nice to you every morning.”
You bump his hip. “You’re also mean to me every morning.”
“That’s foreplay.”
You laugh. Out loud. Bright and sudden.
And this time, you don’t care who hears it.
***
The drive is quiet.
Not tense, not awkward, just quiet. The kind of silence that lives in the space between heartbeats, between memories that never stopped aching. The kind of quiet that comes with going home.
Your fingers are looped with Max’s across the center console, neither of you speaking. You’re an hour outside Geneva, climbing into the familiar, secluded hills that line the lake. The roads are winding, shaded, and Max handles them like second nature — like he’s driven this route in dreams a hundred times before.
He probably has.
You definitely have.
You haven’t brought anyone back here in years.
Not since the accident. Not since everything changed.
But Max isn’t just anyone. He never was.
“I’m nervous,” you say softly.
“I know,” he replies, eyes still fixed on the road.
You twist the hem of your sweater. “It’s not that I’m worried about him meeting you. It’s just … it’s different now. You remember.”
“I remember everything.”
You glance over at him. “Do you?”
Max finally turns to you, just briefly, but long enough for you to see the honesty in his expression. “He used to tell me I wasn’t allowed to marry you unless I learned how to heel-toe downshift.”
A small, watery laugh escapes your lips.
He squeezes your hand. “I got good at it. Just for him.”
You blink hard. “I just want him to know.”
“He knows.”
“Max-”
“He always knew.”
***
The estate hasn’t changed much.
The front gate still creaks a little. The garden still bursts with the same wild lavender and pale roses that your mother always insisted were Michael’s favorite, even though he could never name a single one correctly. The driveway curves the same way, gravel crunching under tires as Max eases the car into park.
You hesitate before getting out.
He doesn’t rush you.
Instead, Max leans over, presses his lips to your temple, and whispers, “Take your time. I’ve got you.”
You nod, even though nothing about your chest feels steady.
***
Your mother meets you at the door.
She pulls you into a hug instantly — tight, wordless, and lingering longer than usual.
Then she reaches for Max, and to your surprise, she hugs him too.
He hugs back.
“I’m glad you’re here,” she says softly.
Max only nods.
She turns toward you. “He’s in the garden.”
***
You lead Max through the long corridor, past the living room where your father once danced around in his socks to ABBA to make you laugh. Past the kitchen table where Max, age fourteen, carved your initials into the wood with a butter knife when he thought no one was watching. (You never told anyone. You ran your fingers over it for years.)
The sliding glass doors to the garden open slowly. The breeze hits first — cool, gentle, still carrying hints of mountain pine.
And then, you see him.
He’s sitting under the willow tree, just like always, his wheelchair angled slightly toward the sun. There’s a blanket draped across his knees, and a small radio plays softly on the stone table beside him — some old German song you half-remember from childhood.
His eyes are open. Alert.
Your breath catches.
Max is silent beside you.
You step forward first.
“Hi, Papa.”
His eyes flick to yours.
Your voice breaks immediately. “I brought someone.”
Max takes a slow step closer.
Michael’s gaze moves to him.
There’s no flicker of surprise. No confusion. No question.
Just … calm recognition.
As if he knew you were coming all along.
“Hi, Michael,” Max says, voice low, steady. “It’s been a while.”
There’s no response. But Michael blinks, slowly, and Max takes it like a nod.
You kneel beside the chair. Take one of your father’s hands in both of yours. “You look good today.”
He doesn’t answer. He hasn’t, in years — not in full sentences. Sometimes a sound. A shift of the eyes. But it’s not the voice you grew up with. Not the laugh that echoed across karting paddocks. Not the firm, confident tone that once told Max he was going to win eight titles just to piss him off.
But his hands are warm.
You press your forehead to his knuckles, eyes closed.
“I missed you.”
Max kneels beside you.
He doesn’t say much at first.
Just lets his hand fall gently on your back.
Then, in a voice softer than you’ve ever heard from him, he says, “You were right.”
There’s a pause.
“You told me once that I’d marry her someday.” His thumb brushes a slow, grounding line along your spine. “I used to think you were joking. I was nine. I didn’t even know how to talk to her properly.”
You let out a breath that trembles.
Max continues, “But you saw it before we did. You knew.”
Michael’s eyes shift again. Toward Max. Then to you.
Still no words.
But something passes between the three of you. A ripple. A current. The invisible thread that’s always been there.
You blink hard, but tears fall anyway.
“I wanted to tell you before anyone else,” Max adds. “We didn’t mean to make it public. But now that it is — I wanted you to know.”
You choke on a sob.
Max moves instantly, both arms around you, pulling you into his chest.
You don’t resist.
You bury yourself into him, the tears shaking through your body, your grip fisting the back of his shirt like you’re afraid to let go.
“I’m sorry,” you whisper, over and over. “I’m sorry I waited so long to bring him.”
He strokes your hair. “You brought me now.”
“He doesn’t even …“
“He knows,” Max says again. “He knows.”
You look up at him, eyes red, cheeks damp.
And he says it, not for the first time, but with a weight that anchors you to the earth:
“I love you.”
Your voice cracks. “I love you too.”
Michael’s hand twitches.
You freeze.
Then, slowly — almost imperceptibly — his fingers curl around yours.
Max sees it too.
His voice breaks a little. “Thank you, Michael.”
***
You stay in the garden for hours.
Max pulls an extra chair over and doesn’t complain when your head falls against his shoulder. He lets you speak. Lets you cry. At one point, your mother brings out coffee. He thanks her in gentle German. She smooths your hair down like you’re six years old again and then kisses your father’s forehead with practiced tenderness.
Michael watches everything. Quietly. Distant but present.
You catch Max whispering something under his breath at one point, leaning just slightly closer to your father.
You don’t ask what he said.
Later, as the sun dips low over the lake and the shadows stretch long across the grass, Michael’s eyes start to close. His breathing slows.
You press a final kiss to his cheek.
Max pushes your hair behind your ear, kisses your temple.
The way he carries your grief — without fear, without pressure — makes something in your heart crack open.
“I wasn’t ready,” you whisper in the hallway later.
“I know.”
“But I’m glad we came.”
“I am too.”
You pause.
“Max?”
“Yeah?”
“Did you ever — when we were kids — imagine this?”
He looks at you for a long moment. Then he smiles.
“You were all I ever imagined.”
***
Victoria doesn’t knock.
She never has. She has a key, the code, and more importantly, Max has always told her, “Just come in. You don’t need permission.”
But today something feels different the moment she steps through the door.
It smells like vanilla and something warm and sweet. There’s music, soft and low, playing from the kitchen. Stevie Wonder, maybe? She toes off her shoes, sets her weekend bag down by the stairs, and follows the faint scent of pancakes.
And then stops dead in the hallway.
Because Max is leaning against the kitchen counter, arms slung loosely around someone else’s waist. And that someone is barefoot, in one of his old Red Bull t-shirts that hangs to mid-thigh, hair tied in a messy knot, flipping pancakes with an ease that can only come from familiarity.
She recognizes you instantly.
As the girl Max would talk about when he was sixteen and swearing up and down he didn’t believe in love. As the girl who used to show up on the pit wall and make her brother forget to breathe. As the one name he never said bitterly.
The one girl he never had to get over, because he never stopped waiting for her.
You.
Y/N Schumacher.
And Max is kissing your temple like it’s the most natural thing in the world. Whispering something low and private, like he’s done it a thousand times before. You laugh — really laugh — and Max’s hand slips beneath the hem of the shirt like it’s instinctive, fingers resting warm against your hip.
Victoria blinks.
Not because it’s jarring, but because it’s not.
Because it looks like he’s home.
She clears her throat, and Max turns his head lazily over his shoulder.
“Hey, Vic.”
You turn too, startled, spatula still in hand.
“Oh! Hi, sorry, I didn’t know you were coming today. I would’ve-”
“She’s here,” Max says to you, then to Victoria, “You’re early.”
“I didn’t know I had to schedule a slot now,” she teases.
Max rolls his eyes, but he’s smiling.
Victoria steps fully into the kitchen, scanning the countertop cluttered with batter, coffee mugs, and fresh strawberries.
“This is … surreal,” she murmurs, setting her sunglasses down.
“What is?” Max asks, biting into a strawberry you just sliced.
You swat at him. “That was for the topping.”
He grins. “I have training later, I need carbs.”
Victoria watches all of this with quiet fascination.
Max is … soft.
Not weak. Never that.
But soft. Like velvet over steel. Like he’s stopped fighting air and finally has something solid to hold onto. Like the sharp edges of his world have finally rounded into something resembling peace.
She pulls out a stool at the counter.
“Okay, I need to hear everything,” she announces, folding her arms. “How long has this been going on? When were you planning on telling your favorite sister?”
Max reaches for a mug. “Technically, I told you when I was nine.”
You blink. “You what?”
Victoria smirks. “You what?”
Max shrugs, pouring coffee. “Told her I was gonna marry you. At dinner. After karting in Genk. You had that sparkly lip gloss and made me crash into a barrier.”
“Oh my god,” you say, half-laughing, face warm. “That wasn’t even — Max, you were such a menace back then.”
He leans in, voice low. “Still am.”
You swat at him again, cheeks flushed.
Victoria watches with something like awe.
“I knew it,” she says softly. “I knew when I saw you with her at Spa. You stood differently.”
“I did not,” Max replies, sliding a pancake onto a plate.
“You did. Like the noise stopped.”
He doesn’t argue.
You glance at him, puzzled.
Victoria turns to you. “You calm him. I don’t think he even realizes how much.”
“I do,” Max says immediately, gaze fixed on you. “I realize it every day.”
You go quiet.
He reaches for your hand and squeezes once.
Victoria sips her coffee. “So … are you living here?”
Max answers before you can. “She’s not going anywhere.”
You smile down at the pancakes. “He unpacked my boxes before I could even choose a closet.”
“I built you a desk,” Max adds.
Victoria raises a brow. “You hate assembling furniture.”
“I made GP help.”
You burst out laughing. “You yelled at the instructions.”
“They were wrong,” Max mutters.
Victoria watches you both, a soft look settling over her features.
“You’re good for him,” she says, quieter now. “He’s still Max, but … I’ve never seen him this happy. Even when he won the championship. It wasn’t like this.”
You glance at him.
Max is already looking at you.
“She’s always been it,” he says, shrugging like it’s obvious. “Even when she wasn’t here.”
You press your lips together.
He leans in again, presses another kiss to your temple.
Victoria pretends to gag. “God, you’re disgusting.”
Max smiles. “I know.”
But you notice the way he pulls you in closer. How he kisses your knuckles when you pass him the syrup. How his eyes keep coming back to you like he’s still making sure you’re real.
You’ve been through everything.
Secrets. Distance. Paparazzi. The weight of family names. The ache of watching a parent disappear in pieces.
But this?
This is the part you never thought you’d get to have.
Pancakes and Stevie Wonder and barefoot Saturdays. Max leaning against you like it’s the only place he’s meant to be. Victoria grinning across the kitchen island like she’s always known.
You hand her a plate.
“Tell me if it’s too sweet,” you say.
Max nudges your hip. “It’s perfect.”
You look up at him.
So is he.
So is this.
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