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A LIST OF THINGS I CAN’T REMEMBER (2024) 6.5 x 6.4 in 23 page case bound book and handmade pastepaper. Papercut art and poetry
The “list” includes things of the mundane, humorous, and heavy. At its core, this book asks what exactly is worth trying to hold onto in your memory. Whether because of its trivial or traumatizing nature, is it ever better to forget?
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not sure if this is called papercut art? I'd been referring to it as 'paper art' in my mind but googling that leads to a lot of like, folded/oragami stuff too
final project for my praxis class in 3rd year! Got a good reception towards it during crit which was lovely C:
god this project took fucking FOREVER, I'm glad I did it because it turned out almost exactly how I pictured it but my goodness gracious AUGH it was a lil rough. I'd be working on this thing literally ALL day from morning till Very Late into the night for SEVERAL days straight to meet deadline it was kinda crazy. My floor was covered in a fuck ton of pastepaper I'd made and my finger was getting callused from holding the x-acto knife so frequently orz 23 pages of papercut images AND papercut words?? whhooweee

Watching a full playthrough of in stars in time is what kept me company during those long long days and nights haha, tis a very potent memory I have now (which now that the whole project-making ordeal is over is a p fun memory lol; isat is v v good)
some thoughts about this piece I jotted down in preparation for crit day:
A list of things I can’t remember my intention was to gather a list of mundane unimportant things as well as more like sad or poetically troubling things to disrupt it throughout. At the end it says “if I want to remember these things” because that is also something that I don’t remember, and it’s kind of the crux of the whole piece as this book at its core is about what kind of things are worth trying to hold into in your memory.
That last page had black text because it’s the hardest to remember or think about, and as such it’s meant to be hard to read/make out clearly.
The wavy black on the spine area is supposed to be like an encroaching darkness of forgetting lol
used pastepaper to make paper art trying to take advantage of the textures and colours I can make with pastepaper
+crit day installation! There were no white plinths left just this bright pink one?? But I was like. Actually that might fit the vibe lol and I think it did C: made the whole piece pop

For the assignment requirements we had to choose something from one of the special collections we visited, and I chose Janet Kellett's beautiful Qualicum Blue. And was also sooo grateful that googling it brought me to a whole website of theirs that had info on its creation. It's what got me into the rabbit hole of pastepaper and hoo boy! making it was a wholleee process haha; here's the slides I made for when we had to present our material research:
I did a WHOLE bunch of experiments; I really wanted to know what I could and could not do with pastepaper and I'm glad I pushed the material so much in the amount of time we had to complete this part of the project. My prof was surprised at how many experiments I did haha




















+fun fact: I asked my prof if they could recommend me a place to source black paper for my book, and they sent me to what looked like such a weird sketchy on the edge of town looking place lmao But it was all good they were like a mass producer of paper or smth and they had a lil storefront? in their warehouse selling what I assume were leftover batches in smaller quantities; that was p fun and! Now I know where I can find paper
Also I got some remarks that the papercut art reminded people of The Very Hungry Caterpillar C:
#featured#a list of things I can't remember#process#2024#books#artist books#paper art#poetry#uni#papercut art#paste paper#pastepaper#wip
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Movie Night 🍿
#Just added a few more touch ups on this old drawing#The DVD box cover is just Sinister 😆 But that wasn't the movie I was thinking they were watching when I drew this. Can't remember what was#though...#It's possible I wasn't thinking of any movie in particular. 🤷♀️ I shoulda written it down.#connie maheswaran#steven quartz universe#steven universe#connverse#my shiz#su#Halloween#skedoobles#Ohhh I got quiet a movie list to watch 🤞 this month because I hadn't been watching much films this year. 😁#Movie Night
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i feel like putting myself on blast on the internet!!! go wild!! tell me what you got!!
#list challenges#shitpost#quil lore#i guess#bookblr#good luck lmao its 13 pages long#u are welcome to talk to/ask me about any of these#can't promise i'll remember it though#some i saw were on my read list and i went ???? WHEN#also this title is a little misleading. it's not every book (missing data) and it's not specifically when i was 12#but in literature we have this thing called a hook
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Okay but this

I love this page so much


I'm crying
#I always return to it when I feel sad#because I love them so much#They are so cute#all of them#Astral looking at the list and being sad that he is not in there is my favorite thing#with also the fact that Yuma says to the others that Astral is sad about not being in the list#He wants to be included!#and the fact that immediately he asks Yuma what is a phantom member has me in tears#Astral stop being so adorable I can't love you more than I already do!#This is also a very useful list to remember all the surname of the Numbers club#except for Cathy because she has no surname for unknown reasons#she is just Cathy#astral zexal#astral yugioh#yuma tsukumo#kotori mizuki#cathy katherine#tetsuo takeda#takashi todoroki#tokunosuke hyori#yu gi oh zexal#yugioh zexal#ygo zexal#zexal#zexal manga
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Hermitcraft/Life Series Characters that are not explicitly married (platonically or romantically) in canon, but give off the Vibes:
Impulse and Skizz
Scar and Grian
Mumbo and Grian (they share)
Jimmy and Martyn
Joe and Cleo
...I would have put Ren and Doc but.... I don't think they count... anymore-
#i'm not actually going to specify which ones of these i see as platonic marriages/qprs#but i will say that i only see one of these as explicitly/exclusively romantic#hermitcraft#life series smp#the life series#also if any of these were canonically married in a verse. o o ps#but i'm not counting smps or series not listed bc these r the ones i watch#also this post was made purely for the punchline at the end kjvnejbcjeh#rendoc#impulsesv#goodtimeswithscar#grian#mumbo jumbo#jimmy solidarity#martyn inthelittlewood#joehills#zombiecleo#btw does anyone else remember that bit in one season#can't remember which#where grian and someone were murdering iskall and made a rollercoaster thing#with a whole narrative about grian and iskall being married in an au where being a builder/redstoner were equivalent to gender roles?#bc that made me insane#someone PLEASE talk to me about that
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finished reading no home. I don't think I'll ever be the same person every again.
#this goes to the list of series that changed my life /srs#there aren't many things on that list but this one deserves to be in top 5#i can't even begin to rant about everything. it was so so good#the characters. their backstories. their development.#i could talk about them for HOURS.#the way that house went from “just a place to eat and sleep” to an actual home for both eunyung and haejoon#how they both made each other better. worked through their bad habits and started mirroring the good ones.#how both of them want to live now. for themselves.#im getting rlly fucking emotional rn#and the side characters are so good too#hara my love... u deserved more panel appearance#also juwan is the friend we all deserve to have. sure hes a bit too much sometimes but humans are like that. we have flaws and imperfection#thats what makes us humans#im goignt o throw up from everything im feelign rn tf#i miss them already i finished reading like 10 mins ago#the way haejoon accepted the grief of losing his mom instead of running from it.. god#also the arc where eunyung confronts his parents stressed me out the most. man I HATE HIS PARENTS.#“Is this the right thing to do?” oh baby. that panel broke me#im so glad haejoon was there with him#the way the author draws sad faces is not for the weak. i sobbed every time i saw them sad#specially baby eunyung who was begging his dad to stop hitting him#JUST THINKING ABOUT IT MAKES ME UPSET AND ANGRY. LET ME HAVE A GO AT THAT BITCH I'LL GUT HIM#also every time haejoon remembered his mom and got sad :(( beloved#oh god im going on and on in the tags#how have i not hit the limit yet#no home#no home manhwa
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i used to (and i still do, sometimes, wah) do this thing to my friends where i would ask them to come closer so i could tell them a secret and then catch them off guard with a kiss to their cheek lol! but i was thinking about how my favies might react if i pulled this move on them heh (૭ 。•̀ ᵕ •́。)૭ who would get all bashful and stutter over their words? who would catch me off guard with a kiss of their own asdfghjkl?! who would be endeared by it and simply ask me to give them another kiss, properly this time, on their lips .. 🥺 OIWAKSJH 🙈
#coucou coco!#i can't remember if i talked about this on my old blog but i was just thinking about it again 🥹#adding it to my everlasting list of things to draw TT ♡
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You ever fixate on something and want to get merch to have a psychical representation of your love for a series, but they have so little merch you accidently become very knowledgeable in their merch, to such a degree you might know more then most fans, and also you have a list you keep adding to so you can get everything one day. Anyway, Remedy should find a way to get merch produced again.
#Why are you in a tag like this all I do is yap#man I really what that version of control that was like a playasia exclusive and had some cool things#or the quantum break xbox#or the alan wake promo pen#I went through the list and I don't remember one and can't find it easily i really need to say what these are more#why is the control artbook so expensive#ok well to be fair to the artbook the pen was expensive too#alan wake#control remedy#quantum break
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No way NO WAAAAY it's almost September. Ehehehehehe *rubbing hands together evilly* I can do Undertale September again.
#things I say#I can't believe I only just remembered!! Teehee this is sooo perfect#I can't believe it's been a whole year since I did it that one time. it really snuck up on me#and I already have the prompt list from last year. :3 yayyyy
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list of halloween duo costumes my sister turned down bc she hates me
jonathan davis and fred durst
generic swaggy white boys
gomez and fester
will.i.am and fergie
L and misa (the cuntiest bestie duo)
mordecai and rigby
#<3#if she loved me she'd do it#she just can't see the vision#i have a notes app list#this are the ones i could remember off the dome#big sister things
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It's so funny to see which things I do remember from when I was going to xtian churches and engaging with the community. Someone started listing out the fruits of the spirit and I felt like a sleeper agent who's just been activated in siberia during the cold war. I started listing them out with her going "lovejoypeacepatiencekindnessgoodnessfaithfulnessgentlenessandself-control"
#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#that's probably one of the only things i have memorized still however#and that's because i learned that through a jesus camp song#wait. i think i remember the song#oh my g-d. i had forgotten most of it UNTIL watching the video of the person listing it out#🎵you can't eat the fruit of the spirit🎵#🎵cuz the fruits are love joy peace and patience kindness goodness faithfulness gentleness and self-controool🎵#i feel like this is a Very american protestant/lutheran thing maybe#wow. human memory amazes me. i remember the entire song now. i had forgotten it for like... over a decade
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The Black Mirror mention.
Our first arc is definitely action orientated as the status quo of Bludhaven shifts quite rapidly under Nightwing's rubber soled boots, but there are mysteries running underneath all of it. And I'm a big fan of the detective side of the character- Black Mirror is one of my favourite bat books- so that's absolutely going to rear its head more prominently sooner rather than later.
#i mean listen i'm one of the few dick stans who wouldn't list the black mirror as a fav dick story of mine#like i literally can't remember that many details from it other than the crowbar thing and the whale thing and such#and james gordon jr. just never tickled my fancy as a villain#but it's a good sign to see watters listing black mirror as a fav of his#specifically bc of the detective aspects
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Girl Genius Van Rijn is named after REMBRANDT VAN RIJN???
As in, famous painter Rembrandt Harmenszoon van Rijn, known mainly by his first name????
Rembrandt might be RvR's first name???????
#the things you learn by making jokes about NAMING ERASERS.#We needed first names to go with Pablo and Vincent and. Well U did not know this#sorry. I. 'u' might have known idk#RvR...... i really thought we'd learned his first name at some ppint but I can't remember and the wiki doesn't list one#anyway. I need the customary 'had an emotion about media' lie-down#girl genius
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10 books for 2025
i was tagged by @vardasvapors for this meme which is really daunting bc i usually don't plan almost anything i read much ahead of time, but i tried by just listing things i want to read but maybe putting them down here will motivate me to read them in 2025 or something:
selected writings by walter benjamin volumes 3 and 4: i already blasted through (struggled) volumes 1 and 2 and i'm continuing unabated because my hyperfixations are powerful
Too Like The Lightning by ada palmer: i have been shown snippets by my friend cognitohazard and heard from @orthosispsychosis many things about how much i need to read terra ignota if i am obsessing as much as i am about the concepts of god-ness etc explored in the Sehhinah series, so i need to finish this + continue to the rest of the series.
Eichmann in Jerusalem by hannah arendt: Why Not. Lmao. I read part of this one already several years ago but I was reminded of it again recently, i'll see how well it holds up.
Thornfruit (first in gardener's hand series by felicia davin): i heard about this a while back and have been meaning to check it out for a couple years at this point! no idea how much it'll be my thing or not
At The Mind's Limits by Jean Améry: i've been eyeing this due to @chthonic-cassandra's torture tag, i am not wildly equipped to read high-jargon theory (i WILL go through books of this but i won't necessarily you know.....understand it accurately as opposed to add it to brain soup) and this is the book about this topic that seems to hit the spot of interesting to me + lauded by those who are more educated on these topics + lucidly clearly written at least substantially
The Devourers by Indrapramit Das: this has been on my list for forever, maybe this will be the year i manage it
A Sacred and Terrible Air by Robert Kurvitz: part of my disco elysium obsession so i got to at least try and read this, mostly i've heard it's not the best crafted or edited due to what a small one-man production it was when it came out and only amateur translations but hey [gestures at the books and fics i obsess over]
Ottoman Odyssey by Alev Scott: this has also been on my list for a long time and i know less about the ottoman empire than i should imo
Seder Zeraim of the Babylonian Talmud: i promised to help my goy friend read tractate berakhot at least which means i need to actually try and go through this all in order instead of jumping around wildly chasing the most interesting leads like i usually do. but the full book might be a stretch goal, idk!
Fire Alarm: Reading Walter Benjamin's On The Concept of History by michael lowy: I literally just added this to my to-read list rn becuz vardasvapors had it on her own list when she tagged me and (points at the top of my list)
tagging uhhhhh, @ante--meridiem, @solipsistful, @zytes, @theywhosawthedeep @ducktoothcollection @pigeonsnatcher @catadromously @psyduckworld @frogmomentsfrombeyondtime ok that's a short list but yeah if any of you actually are planning to be reading 10 books in the 3/4th(?) of the year left or idk if you have 10 on your nebulous to-read list. i don't remember who has or hasn't done this meme very so forgive me if i double tagged you/if you don't read/etc, also flipside if i forgot to tag you bccuz i odn't follow many people, or got intimidated about tagging you but you read this and want to do it, please do and tag me i want to always hear about people's book lists for the purpose of getting recommendations
#coal sings#i know i must be forgetting things that are much more firmly on my immediate list! but i can't remember
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#again no maybe option for y'all#sorry not sorry#but yeah I really don't see how he couldn't be#he got the visions from Doyle#who admitted to being attracted to him#and the only way we've seen visions get passed is through kissing#he's also canonically had sex with Spike#and is clearly reluctantly in love with him#and Angelus had a thing for him and was openly pissy when he ran off to be with Drusilla instead#there are other things I can't remember#I should have compiled a list of them during my rewatch#oh well#buffy the vampire slayer#angel the series#angel btvs#Angel ats#Angelus#bisexual Angel#Angel meta#guess I'll tag this#spangel#for the addition in the tags#Angel polls#my polls#Anyway if you click no you're wrong sorry I don't make the rules
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I have officially edited and updated my DP fic recommendation document
I've so far only used it for friends but now I'm wondering if any of you guys would be interested...
#lots of people make rec lists and i sorta feel like i have a lot of the same ones that everyone always does#but also that could just be the curse of knowledge where im like “yeah ofc everyone knows about X Fic!!!”#when in fact maybe they do not :wheeze:#anyway. just wanna gauge if anyone would want it#idk how often ill update the list#i have a shit ton of DP fics on my To Read/Bookmarks and if i haven't read at leaat enough to make a judgment#i dont put it on the rec list#I've been mostly focused on working on getting through my unread book collection at home rather than fics atm BUT#the list is both a way for me to keep track of my fave fics and also when friends outside the phandom wanted a rec i could ask what#flavor of thing they wanna read and then pick something or send them the doc so they could pick#Everytime I work on the list I start thinking so hard about fics I read years ago or on FFnet and I can't remember the names#Or more than a few scenes....#Rip the real ones from back in the day#I'll at some point be making a new pinned post and so if people do want this I'll post it and then link it in my pinned post#so it's easy to find#danny phantom fanfiction#Danny Phantom fanfic recs
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