#all of them but ONE was a non “introject alter” yeah get fucking real buddy not even in active med help and your “member” count went down? | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

astralwings-secret · 1 year ago

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hi again been a bit... uhhh why'd I wanna make this again? oh right talking about random shit. I do wanna get back into some things I left off with some friends of mine, but due to being me and it being a very hard existence things didnt go as planned and I kinda dropped it and lost interest.... which really sucks cause I have so many ideas for where I wanted to take my story ( working on a kirby au of sorts havent sorted out through the entire thing cause my brain doesnt wanna work with me :/ ) that I wanted to actually bring into existence instead of it all just being in my head or a rough draft. maybe I can push myself into gaining interest again by actually working on it again. what I had orginally thought up is no longer what I wanna go with so new things are hard to come up with. off topic from that I have so many fucking games I need to get back to and the game list keeps getting bigger and bigger its gonna drown me at some point :( whyyyyy do I keep doing this to myself.... doom I'm dooming myself this is what I'm doing. and cause I'm me I'm def gonna be forgetting that I made this post in the first place! dont you love being this mess of a person? isnt this FUN?!

#astral.tx #check dni /srs #the answer is no #I hate this so much #every time I think about how my life is goddamn awful I'm just fucking thinking about all the fakers ik in my life #if they fucking saw me and lived this life they would kts #clearly dont understand how this disorder works LOL #you all just think its “mpd” and all fun and dandy dontcha #even the personal fakers ik dont understand how this disorder works either I just wanted to fucking scream at them #and tell them their “case” is not real and they're being fictitious that this is imitative d.i.d. you're doing this on purpose #no you are not a minor discovered “d.i.d. system” who is “fictive heavy” with an obsurd number of “alters / headmates” actually stfu die #I just wanna slap them with sources of researchers of actual fakers and show them make them look in the fucking mirror #THIS IS YOU DO YOU NOT SEE YOURSELF IN THE MIRROR ARE YOU NOT LOOKING AT YOURSELF CLEARLY?!#even if I did that they STILL wouldnt back down and claim to my fucking face that they “suffer” from “d.i.d.”#yeah sure you fucking do with your 80/90pk+ which most of them are “introject fictives” from either your “HF / SPIN” or new media #and you act like youre rp'ing as them whenever they're brought up in convo & self dx'es with “osdd-1b” 1st and said you've done “research"#clearly not good research if you didnt figure out that “osdd1b / osdd1a” are “community terms” and not actual dx'es also claimed self dx'ed #asd adhd ocd anxiety depression & ofc “did” the other 2 are even worse all 3 of them “discovered they were systems” when they were minors #12pk rn but that number kept changing said 51 now 39 30 -> 42 -> 13 -> 12 yeah no way this is fucking real are you fucking kidding me?#all of them but ONE was a non “introject alter” yeah get fucking real buddy not even in active med help and your “member” count went down?#fuck off and then the last one's number keeps rising and rising this is like the worst one thats actually just screaming fake to my face #wow omfg 138pk now it was not like that a couple days ago you have got to be actually kidding me are you seeing yourself like actually rn #and ofc all of them are “introjects” from fucking somewhere and from very recent media too cause ofc it is cant even pretend right can you?#I cant with these fucking people man do you really think you can bullshit me like this to my fucking face with this shit do you honestly #think ANYONE ACTUALLY BELIEVES YOU #ALL THREE OF YOU ARE THE WORST PEOPLE YOU ARE ALL FUCKING DEAD TO ME #ok thats enough ranting out of me I'm just fucking sick of you people #get off the fucking internet #| ✨💫

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