#allowed to like... be here in tjis class and get this far. because i clearly have no idea whst im doing. none of my ideas actually make any
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ok i submitted the assignment. but it was bad. and you know what that means......... *wallows on main AGAIN*
#i know i have a TERRIBLE case of impostor syndrome but i legitimatelt dont understand how im like. allowed FULL STOP first of all but also.#allowed to like... be here in tjis class and get this far. because i clearly have no idea whst im doing. none of my ideas actually make any#sense. like the way i write is illogical it doesnt fit in the syllogisms and theyre gonna call me on that ajd i will just have to drop out 😌#but i reallt legitimately dont understand how i do so well on papers and shit like i have NEVER known what im talking about in my life and#ppl just let me fucking get away with it huh 😔 maybe this is where it ends 😔 and once im finally in the classes that align w what i want my#professors will realize ive never had a coherent thought in my life and theyll kick me out of tje blackboard collaborate session and tell me#it was stupid i ever thought i could do interdisciplinary studies and i need to just be a fucking philosophy major or something. no offense#to philosophy majors bc i bet its wpic and like same w psych or linguistics or anthropology or whatever like there are SO many overlaps that#it doesnt fucking make sense for me to do this actually and i should just quit now. too many crinkles in this curve! the way i think#doesnt work and its going to destroy me 🙈💕 ANYWAY guess i’ll just like. quit now and then wait until theres like. a storytelling major or a#time major or a meaning-making major and do that. except like i just said theres bits of thst in every major. idk im fucking stupid i just.#feel like pure shit x just want to make art and unfurl the golden coils of the universe on my OWN FUCKING TERMS!#purrs#degree plan tag
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