#also im very sorry but i will be deleting every scam ask

[jazzzzzzhands]

Oh I got an ask!! And ohh it feels good to draw again!

It's nice to have an excuse to doodle!

Please I welcome asks of art requests during this time of art block!

(i also miss my Groovy au if someone wants to send me an ask..)

[gleeokenspiel]

Heeeeey im soooooo sorry, I know you might find this a bit strange but I really do have a huge favor to ask but im so embarrassed to ask for it but I guess there’s no harm on trying, right? Can you consider boosting/sharing the post I pinned for my cat please? We’re in desperately need of help rn. Im so sorry for coming across your inbox like this. Please also consider answering this privately or send me a msg instead! Wishing you well and I hope that you’ll have an amazing year ahead of you ❤️❤️

im was debating answering this publicly over deleting it but here we are. this scam is apparently fairly common so in this essay i will-

you know, i watched you delete that pinned post live in 4k because a mutual of mine called you out for being a scammer in its notes and instead of rebutting them for being a jerk abt it you deleted it and reposted it to get rid of that comment

not only are all your rbs from source (meaning you probably created an account semi recently, just looked up top posts in cats, many of which I already rbed today from mutuals and blogs i followed and rb'd to pretend to fill your blog)

every single one was mass rbed an hour ago as i type and the oldest post you've rb'd was 4 days ago

and hell, wouldn't you WANT a public ask so people see it if you're gonna go through the trouble of.. i dont know, asking random people on the internet on tumblr dot com?

on top of that, i am not a medical profressional so i cannot say for 100% certainty, but apparently that doctor's note treatment only treats kidney stones and tooth surgery. and i dont really know how its done elsewhere, but somehow "antibiotics to go home with" seems. kind of out there for a note w/how vague it is

if your cat is actually in need of help, im so sorry. but also a lot of things dont really seem to align and looking at other cases things kinda have the same vibe (primary reblogs only, very few reblogs, PMing people)

[nct-jungjaehyun]

[10:48pm] ever since that time you hung out with the rest of the boys, jaehyun has been letting you use his phone freely. you asked for it to play games, because he has a lot of storage, and he never minded. as time went by, you began to just take it and use it, and he was okay with it. he had nothing to hide.

however, recently you noticed the abundance of notifications he gets from instagram after he made his new instagram account. he asked you beforehand and you were so sure that it was a great idea to connect with fans, but you’re beginning to doubt yourself. not only that, he had also been hiding his phone and taking phone calls privately.

you jumped as another notification popped from the device in your hands.

‘ComE meet me outsiDe in 15 miNNutes IM comLng over tTo y0ur houze’

out of instinct, your finger tapped furiously at the notification and it was from another girl.

she looked really young and pretty, which boiled your stomach. her user doesn’t ring a bell at all, unfortunately. well, jaehyun never talks to you about any other girls he knows.

you scrolled up to read any other messages, but they were mostly really relaxed texting, nothing special.

you had no choice. you decided to delete the message. if jaehyun sees it and meets her outside, who knows what will happen?

your heart pounded as your finger hovered over the delete button.

in the end, you couldn’t bring yourself to doing it. you decided to not click it. you were already in the wrong for looking through his phone. you can’t make another dumb mistake by deleting his messages. he has a right to decide who he wants to be with. you wish it to be you, but the decision is his to make.

you exit the app and toss his phone around in your hands. just then, jaehyun walks into your shared room.

he climbs into bed beside you and cuddles your waist. “hey baby,” he sighs.

you automatically shove his phone on the opposite side and slide down the bed into his embrace. “hey,” you respond back weakly.

after a few minutes, he sits up and reaches over you to grab his phone.

he always checks his phone before sleeping to set an alarm and look through his groupchat. he leaves the 97 line groupchat on mute, though.

you forgot one thing, the mysterious message must’ve marked read because you touched it. that means that he’ll know you snuck into his dms. oh no!

panic spread through your body when he tensed under your fingertips. you wrapped your arms tighter around his waist. you don’t want him to leave.

“baby, uh, i need to go downstairs a bit,” jaehyun said.

you pretended to be nonchalant, “hm? why? Is there some-, something wrong?”

you wished that stutter wasn’t there, ugh.

he shook his head slightly, “no, everything’s fine. just go back to sleep. i’ll be right back, i promise, okay?”

you bit your lip and nodded reluctantly. you were glad he didn’t mention the part about his message being read, but you didn’t want to see him go.

he climbed out of bed and pulled the covers over you. before you can call him back, he already turned off the lights and left the room.

your hands twisted together nervously. who was she? why was she texting him? why has he never mentioned her to you? is everything going to be okay?

your legs rushed you downstairs and you bolted through the doors in your way. you slowed when you reached the front doorsteps. you creeped behind the staircase wall and peeked out to see what was going on.

they weren’t at a close distance so you can’t exactly hear their words. their voices were very muffled, but you swear you heard her mention your name.

you gasped when she threw her arms around him. jaehyun slammed her arms away and pushed her away, sending her stumbling backwards. her figure was a bit drunk, almost ghostly. he then marched to the street to call a taxi.

the next thing he did shocked you. he lifted the girl by her arm and tossed her into the cab. before she drove away, you can see how she looked through the window. her makeup was smeared and mascara ran down her eyes from the tears. her bloodshot eyes confirmed her drunken state.

you looked back over at jaehyun, who was currently sighing and rubbing his palm over his eyes. he seemed really stressed.

before you knew it, he was walking back towards the house, which was where you were hiding.

you had no time to think and you quickly turned to run up the stairs. your feet caught the puddle of water in the middle of the stairs before your eyes did and your sandal slipped. gravity launched you forward, but a force yanked you backwards into something sturdy, jaehyun’s chest. beside you was jaehyun’s muscular arm, holding you steady.

he twirled you around to face him, “are you alright? what was that? didn’t i tell you to stay in bed?”

you grabbed your heart and huffed, “no, that was terrifying, oh my god.”

he showed a cheeky grin, “let’s get you back up in bed before your clumsiness lands you in the hospital. what would you do without me?”

you laughed nervously. you know it was a joke, but what he said hit you hard. what would you do without him?

he sat you on a chair and rubbed your ankle to make sure it wasn’t sprained or hurt or anything.

“does this hurt?” he would ask when he examined your foot.

every single time, you said no, but it was because your heart hurt more.

he noticed how down you seemed and ended up dragging you to bed.

you laid there with so many thoughts running in your mind. the same questions were listed in your head and they were still left unanswered. it bothered you, but you can’t ask jaehyun. not after you checked his phone, anyway.

jaehyun interrupted your thoughts when he leaned over you to ask, “are you not sleepy yet? do you want to play some games? i know it’ll get you tired and help you sleep. subway surfers? candy crush?”

your mouth slightly opened.

he handed you his phone, “here, only for a little bit, though. it’s not good for your eyes to play so late.”

your fingers wrapped around his phone, and the ring on your finger caught your attention. it was a promise ring jaehyun gave you. you two promised to be honest with one another. you should come clean.

“jaehyun, is it okay if i talk to you for a little bit?” you asked timidly.

“yeah,” he sat up, “what is it?”

“earlier tonight, i looked at your dms and i read your messages.”

“so then you ran downstairs?”

you froze, “you, you knew?”

you couldn’t read his eyes. they were still and they stared back at you unforgivingly.

your hands waved back and forth, “i’m so sorry. i didn’t mean to. i just saw the message and i panicked and i began thinking that you’ll leave me and then i-”

before you can finish, jaehyun’s lips pushed against yours. you kissed him back and arched your back from his strong kiss. his hand landed on the small of your back.

when he pulled away, you weren’t breathless, but it was a sweet kiss that left butterflies in your stomach.

“baby, i’m sorry for being secretive with my phone lately. it’s my fault for making you suspicious.” he started.

you shook your head, “no, don’t...”

he took ahold of your hand, “the girl i was texting was a junior of mine. she let go of being a trainee and i supported her. but she went down the wrong path, she joined a modeling agency and it turned out to be a scam. she did it out of jealousy.”

“jealousy?”

“right after she left SM, you joined and debuted immediately.”

“so i took her spot?”

“no, don’t ever think that. you didn’t take her spot. i never told her until tonight either, but i found out that SM never planned to debut her. she was talented and had the looks, but her personality was horrible. her kindness was just to deceive the public. it was what mark told me last week when i asked, because they used to know each other on mickey mouse club.”

you nodded for jaehyun to carry on.

“she did all this to get my attention, because if she gets my validation, then it would mean she’s better than you. there was no chemistry between us. i only saw her as a junior. i thought it was best to hide it from you. i didn’t want anything between us to change.”

“things between us did change. this brought us closer. this just means that we have to be honest with each other.”

he smiled and pulled you into his arms for a big bear hug.

his voice was soft beside your ear, “i’ll be honest from now on. feel free to check my phone whenever you want. look through it proudly, i’m okay with it. you’re my girlfriend, you can do anything.”

that night just before falling asleep, you heard his soft whisper, “i mentioned earlier, what would you do without me. i don’t know what i would do without you either.” he sealed it with a soft kiss on your forehead.

[fictionkinfessions]

hey can i ask what happened with the other blog?? like,, i went to go check it and this and im just Very Confused ngl (its ok if you dont wanna answer!! i was just wondering 'cause it felt kinda out of the blue)

Ok so basically this is the timeline that I remember. This is long, sorry for mobile users :v There’s a summary at the bottom.

It was a sideblog. There were three members: me, mod maude, and @/kuroocrow who I don’t personally know and I’m not sure why they were a member. I don’t know if they were ever a public mod or if someone else added them. That’s why I’ll just say the url and not the mod name. There was also Mod Vagabond and a few other mods [Mod Papyrus?? Or Mod Sans? I think?] but they had left a long time ago.

Me, Mod Maude, and Mod Vagabond were doing all the work and then Mod Maude stopped helping with the confession blog around or after Mod Vagabond left the blog. I was left doing all the tagging and reblogging things. I sent @/kuroocrow some messages asking them to help me out and they basically blocked my main blog. I figured since I was a temp mod and the blog really belonged to Mod Maude, I just kept going on my own. I don’t know why, really, I figured it wouldn’t be proper to invite other people to be admins/mods since it wasn’t my blog, and I thought Mod Maude would come back eventually. I’ve been friends with them for a while and I know they’ve been having a difficult time irl. But that’s not my place to share those things.

Anyways, after a while I noticed some messages were randomly vanishing from the inbox and queue. It wasn’t due to a blacklist hiding things and even when I resent them, they were still vanish.Also, other people noticed as well, like this anon: https://fictionkinfessions.tumblr.com/private/190655459474/tumblr_B6kjIK0k80F7wf0Ds

I don’t agree with how @/kuroocrow was behaving and it creeped me out to some minor degree. I also think it’s lousy on their part because they were doing it in secret, and because most of the secretly deleted confessions were either harmless or uncalled for. What’s the point of a confession blog if you’re treating it with such a bias? I’d ask them but I can’t so, so that’s that.

 There’s some confessions I don’t agree with, but post anyways because I think the purpose of a confession blog is to have a place to share things. Anyone can make a secret, password protected sideblog and make personal posts. Part of the appeal of confession blogs is the audience. You can say something personal to you, and not be alone. Does that make sense?

Here’s the last confession they deleted:Anonymous said:okay im not sure if i kin anybody from bojack yet but i wanna tell every diane kin thank you so much for your explanation how pop culture can normalize all kinds of topics! i know its small, but i gave a presentation (my fun senior one that determines if i graduate) on that topic and used your explanation to explain normalization as its the main one that got directly to my point and how i learned about it! i actually got a great grade on it too! thank you again @ all the dianes out there!

I don’t understand how this had broken the previous blog’s rules or why it would have been deleted in the first place. In any case, it doesn’t really matter anymore. I am sorry I didn’t do this sooner. I don’t know how many confessions simply weren’t posted, or worse, if anonymous people were IP blocked. [I don’t know if any one was actually IP blocked, that only occurred to me just now. I wouldn’t think so though.]

So because of this weirdness, I asked Mod Lemon Time who’s a friend of mine to set up a new sideblog and gave them my tumblr password to transfer over the url when it was ready. They even drafted up all the old confessions from the previous blog with the tags I wrote! Thank you so much for that! Absolutely amazing! It was a very smooth transition and I’m glad the url didn’t get nabbed during the blog switch.

I think that’s about it. I am really sorry if you had a confession randomly deleted. That’s not cool. I can’t say for sure if a confession was deleted. Sometimes tumblr doesn’t send those email notifications. This changing blogs thing was the last resort and I didn’t really know what else to do to fix this. Maybe this was overkill. Maybe I cared too much about a tumblr blog but hindsight is for chumps and I’m forging full speed ahead in thie wagon!! If and when Mod Maude ever comes back I’ll have to apologize to them a lot too, but I hope what I did was understandable. They put in a lot of time and effort with making this blog in the first place.

Also, I think this goes without saying, but please don’t harass @/kuroocrow over this. It’s not necessary or anything. It’s just a confession blog on the internets and not like money fundraising scams or whatever. Like seriously illegal things, you know? It’s done with and to me that chapter is complete.

In summary: many confessions were randomly being deleted by a third member on the blog. I wasn’t comfortable with that or with a total stranger acting subversively as a blog admin. I thought restarting the blog was a fair solution to all that. Mod Lemon Time is a friend of mine who made this new blog and is a temporary mod / member.

Mod Party Cat!