#also keep in mind this all happens in the span of like a week 💀 youre not suddenly gonna develop erectile dysfunction over some guy you JUS

[lesbiradshaw]

Exactly exactly YOU get it 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ I thought all your reasons make sense because that's what I understood as well?? I'm bi and very happy to clock bi characters when theyre presented to me (zoe and possibly diego?), but sebas did NOT present to me in that way LOL he very much read as trying to over compensate by making out with girls and flirting and all that... like idk but not being able to get hard with a girl while trying to have sex ("not again!") vs getting hard for roque multiple non sexual times reads very much like closeted GAY man. Like I thought that would be clear for the audience! And I totally agree with how you interpret "all this is new to me" because it very much reads like this is his first male relationship ever and also being semi out about it too. And he definitely made that comment about roque's injury referencing some type of bullying for being gay before. Sebas is gay, Roque is gay, I am a puddle watching them fall in love. So I just want happiness and love for them next season 😭 Netflix better not mess them up or else!!!

i 100% agree w you… and if netflix doesn’t renew the show and give me sebasroque and zoerenata endgame i will tie myself to their headquarters and refuse to leave until they do.

[pinkchrissysposts]

hey chrissy! I’ve been doing the ROE technique and the 3DOL it’s day 4 and I haven’t gotten anything. Today I woke up and I feel like shit since I’m still here living this life. I tried saturating my mind for the past few days idk if I failed because when I’d affirm I’d lose focus then after a few minutes I’d remember then I’d affirm again and the pattern continues. I was so confident yesterday that I’d wake up in the void but I didn’t and I will persist but it just hurts to affirm. I’m starting to feel like I don’t deserve this or something but I’ll keep persisting. Idk if it’s my affirmations or if my intrusive thoughts impressed my subconscious because whenever I unintentionally think about school and my deadline and just this life as a whole and “what if nothing happens?” “What if this is all fake?” “What if I wake up here again?” I literally feel my stomach turn and my heart sink and it’s so annoying but I keep affirming. My question is if my intrusive thoughts are impressing mu subconscious which is why I keep failing because if it is then I’m fucked💀 because I feel nice when I visualise my life afterwards and affirm waking up in the void but I always feel the most whenever I think the opposite. Normally I manifest small things I don’t give a shit about but it’s normally me affirming not feeling anything at all and then I imagine the idea of that thing happening and then I forget about it. But i feel like if I forget about the void I’ll never ever achieve it and my life is falling apart. I’ve been reading success stories that have to do with affirming and they were lucky enough to do it in a short span and I’m just scared for myself overall and idk if I will be able to as well. Because of how lucky they are I even question if this is all real😭😭 like I’ll be feeling content and a little confident (some anxiety is still there) when I affirm and I’m like okay I’ll wake up in it tonight then I wake up and feel my chest ache to see the same thing again🗿 do I have to affirm every minute without stopping or something? because my attention span is short and I lose focus easily or is it my affirmations?

I affirm “roe i wake up in the void aware every time I fall asleep” and then I say “roe i always manifest/ my affirmations instantly manifest/materialise in 3 days or less”

I think you just lose focus😭but it's fine I had an anon who was also was suffering with the same issue because she have adhd and anxiety but after a month she dm me again saying she entered void. What helped her is doing a 3 minute breathwork before her her saturation session and doing eft tapping whenever negative thoughts start to distract her,it took her a week but she never no matter what or how much anxiety she had let 3D lead her. If you felt like it's not gonna work then take at 15 minutes and let yourself feel those emotions,then take a deep breath and go for affirming or deciding. I read a post by a blogger saying that.

And never ever think that you don't deserve void then you are absolutely wrong,because you are void,when we sleep we're in void it's just we are not aware of it. You are literally sinning if you ere not letting yourself have the desire. You must remember that desire or thing or void didn't have any meaning to it until you decided to give it all the power and keeping it in pedestal,if you didn't know about void it wouldn't even exist in your reality. So never let those thoughts lead you to an u desirable state.

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The name's Xani, and welcome to my blog where i push out all the delusional scenarios/stories—both sfw and nsfw—my maladaptive daydreams like to stir up...

i'm not really sure how this goes, but if you guys have an idea you'd like to see written, send it, and hopefully my delusions will work in overdrive to complete them...

um, what else? i guess all i can say is hold on because i tend to bounce from fandom to fandom due to my attention/dopamine span-some range from a few days-weeks, others months, but right now i'm hooked on epic the musical ❤️.

also, don't hold back! though i may be new to this posting stuff, but i'm a nerd who loves a challenge, so gimmie your worst 🫡

and if i do a good enough job on something and have more spunk in the gunk, i'll do my best to do a continuation on whatever...

also, don't be afraid to reblog/like either! it let's me know i'm doing a good job (not that i like being praised or anything hahahah, unless 👀)

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[whats-the-bi-fi-password]

About me:

All of my homo happenings are here ↓

•I go by Elias

•I use any pronouns but prefer xe/they/it/pup/he (unless “it” is being used in a derogatory way) and iffy with she/her (sometimes I don't mind it but other times I do)

•I'm transmasc (I think. I'm not for certain. All I know is I prefer being perceived as masc) and (possibly) genderqueer and agender/boyflux (I think. Certain about the agender bit but not quite as much with the rest) and almondsexual (attracted to primarily dudes/masc folks and seldomly attracted to women and femme people)-oriented aroace along with cupioromantic and greysexual and queerplatonic

•I'm a Scorpio 🦂

•I'm also in a relationship and not interested in polyamory so please don't send me stuff regarding that

•I don't really have an interest in getting into a relationship (partially because I'm going through a breakup that technically happened a while back but is just now impacting me since we were still friends until pretty recently and they're in a relationship that was poly temporarily until I broke things off because I felt like shit and only recently found out that it was going on about 3 weeks before they asked me if I was okay with it (okay we've reconciled and discussed this; it didn't actually start prior to me giving my okay on it; they just couldn't remember when it was that I said it was fine so they just sat it as the New Year's) and just constantly keep getting reminded of their relationship so that's a whole thing) so I'm not looking for anything except friends. I don't really have any 🕺 so feel free to drop a dm if you wanna be friends (since I'm 18 I'm only comfortable to talking to anyone younger than 16 and no one older than their twenties) however I won't always be available to talk due to school, depressive episodes, or just flat out social anxiety that tends to be really bad around new people so if I haven't replied I'm sorry but I promise I will get around to it at some point, probably just not for a while Update lmao: I now have a boyfriend (no it's not my best friend again)

• If I actually have enough confidence to (though I probably never will but who knows), fics and snippets of fics, and whatever poetry (if you can even call it that) will be in purple (if you don't want to see my writings they'll all be under the tag #nyx writes)

•I also tend to rant sometimes on here but if you don't want to see any rants they'll be in green and under #sorry for ranting ✌ (most of them will more than likely be deleted a couple of days after posting unless I forget about them until a later time)

•I might go onto some tangents about whatever book I'm currently reading (I got at least 20 and probably more sitting on my bookshelf begging to be read) and those will all be under #elias reads and in blue

•If anyone is interested, I have a pet regression/alterhumanity side-blog: @whats-the-bi-fi-password-petreg :)

•A few of my favorite things are (bolded and italicized are my main interests):

•My Chemical Romance and their solo works

•The Used

•Fall Out Boy

•Mother Mother

•Gorillaz

•Paramore

•Circa Survive (particularly Blue Sky Noise)

•Coheed and Cambria (and as an extension, The Amory Wars however I've only read The Afterman as of now and currently reading Year of the Black Rainbow since I have a pretty short attention span and it can actually take me a while to get around to doing something even if I've been intending to do said thing)

•Good Omens (literally all forms of media. Book, show, audiobook, radio adaption, etc. (I'm not 100% sure if there's more I forgot))

•Our Flag Means Death

•The Sandman (show. I haven't had a chance to read the comics and/or listen to the audiobook yet)

•Doctor Who

•The Sunbearer Trials/Celestial Monsters duoligy

•Cemetery Boys

•Stardew Valley (literal hours in one sitting playing that game 💀)

•Heartstopper

•The Owl House

•Gravity Falls

•The Hobbit/Lord of the Rings

•Greek Mythology

•Gray Foxes

•Dobermans

•Rottweilers

•The Magnus Archives

•Over the Garden Wall

DNI If:

You are a transphobe, homophobe, against nonbinary gays and/or lesbians, against folks that use contradicting labels (ex: bi lesbians, lesboys, gaybians, etc.), terf, racist, pedo, ableist, or anything else along those lines that I can't think of

You're an nsfw blog - I am literally in a relationship and am not looking for polyamory in the slightest shape or form