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To me, Kimi ni todoke is a perfect story
What can I say now that I have finished season 3? The season 3 we didn't even know we would be getting? Well, I used to tell friends that I am happy with whatever comes, but now im greedy and I want it all. I am very Kazehaya about new KnT seasons, I guess.
Anyway, I have been browsing the tag a little to find gifs and reactions and such, and I already see discussions (not much tbh but still) about how this and that in the story should be different and while the anime did skip things (Rip to "you are mine now" Nakamura-san would have sounded SO GOOD!), people are satisfiedI think. I am, at least, very happy.
But to me, Kimi ni todoke is perfect. and not perfect in this way that i have small problems but overall I'm happy. No, I find it perfect perfect. Every storyline every character development from beginning to end is perfect. I guess people complaining about Ayane or whatever, even if its not here on tumblr that much, just show me that I can't interact with fans of this fandom either.
See, ever since I found KnT in 2009 when I was just 17 (about the age of the characters in the story funnily enough) I have always rewatched it when I was doing poor mentally. I must have seen it 12-15 times over the years, I've probably watched it twice after my fathers death alone. These characters mean the world to me, all of them. I love all of them.
But the girls! At different times of my life I could always connect to another one of them. So much so that while I like Chizu best and think she resembles me the most (in fact, I think she is the anime character that is closest to me in personality), I find a part of me in all of them.
When I found the story I had just lost my friendgroup (because an ex lied about me, it happens) and I had to go back to being alone, so I emphasised with Sawako (and her distancing herself from her friends always makes me cry, without fail, always).
When I moved out to study in 2011 and was mentally so low in 2012 and dated guys because I thought otherwise they wouldnt be my friends, I reread Ayanes okinawa arc over and over and over again.
And of course I have my friends call me by a different name than my given name because my given name is boring lol Kurumi and me.
And ah, Chizu, it would be too long to explain. Too personal. Nobody would care. I had a best friend once that I lost because I was scared of our friendship ending. I love Chizuru because we are the same, and I'm jealous of her because she is better than me. I don't have time or space to express my feelings. Level up to Nisi friendship level 6 to hear tragic backstory.
Also, I can't talk about this show without mentioning how much the voice actors mean to me. Long before I knew any seiyuu-names I knew Kazehayas-voice. In fact, I hated oikawa in hq SPECIFICALLY because he has kazehayas voice and isnt nice! You gotta be nice with that voice man! Their voices are tattooed onto my soul and when I hear them in other places I always think of KnT first.
I love them so very much that when I watched the Tokyo E ncounter episode with Nakamura Yuuchi (Ryu) and Sanpei Yuuko (Chizuru) when they are playing Halo and he is teasing her for having bad aim, I started crying - like sobbing. It was so weird I have you know but I just sat there and I couldn't get it together.
Anyway, Kimi ni todoke is perfect to me. Everything about it means the world to me. I have to physically restrain myself to not rewatch the season again.
Please netflix, finish it, please. You may cut some things. I will forgive you if you cut some things, but give me the end.
#nisi talks tag#long post#kimi ni todoke#ok that was my... brainfart about knt#i may just rewatch that tokyo en couter episode tonight just cause#PLEASE NETFLIX GIVE ME THE CHIZU CONFESSION PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#you made my favourite scene SO PERFECT#so give me hte CONFESSIon#ITS WILD that chizu and ryu mean SO MUCH to me long before i started being a wild nakamura yuu chi simp#but now that i am its even BETTER#the THIK ABOUT IT THEN#and LET IT END#scene was ALREADY MY FAV#and now VOICED#literally made my heart flutter a little not gonna lie#UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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This counts as vent art.
#art#my art#animation#the fucking tax people informed me that I've got an unpaid bill#I've paid it and the money left my bank account but doesn't show on their end#I tried to call them today to let them know they fucked up#AND THEY WON'T ANSWER THE FUCKING PHONE#PICK IT UP SO I CAN TELL YOU OF YOUR FAILURES
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the weird schrödinger's emotion that is "that character death was narratively satisfying and emotionally impactful and ultimately the best way to handle their character arc" simultaneously with "noooo but I wanted them to live :( :( :("
#this is why fix it fic for me existing alongside canon tragedy is great honestly#because it lets me hold both in my head at the same time#like. i would probably not be nearly as fixated on yi city had it not ended horribly with everyone at least undead#but do i want everyone to get a chance at happiness? also yes#it's a complicated emotion#important text posts#liseproblems
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Finally now that the comic is fully public on comicfury, I get to share it with all of you here, too <3
If you enjoyed, please consider supporting by buying a PDF of the comic on itch.io: https://tawnysoup.itch.io/home-in-the-woods
#I'd rather not clutter the caption so I'll ramble a little in the tags#HitW is short but special to me as it represents and encapsulates some hard life experiences I was going through at the time of its creatio#Ofc in a more metaphorical manner! but. I have been very much enjoying reading people's comments and speculation as its been posting#the interpretations are so meaningful and varied and i love that and really want to encourage anyone to reflect on what it means to them#for me making this comic was a way to process and move past trauma. i feel like it ends anti-climactically but i wanted to be true to#where i thought things were actually going in my life moreso than to veer towards impact. ultimately im glad i managed to finish it#and for it to finish going public right before the new year? maybe i can see this as shedding that old pain in time to become something new#so thank you for reading for supporting and for still being here. lets wake up to 2025 with wind in our sails#Home in the Woods#my art#my comics#original comic#cw guns#cw blood#cw body horror
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lady of sorrows
#bg3#bg3 fanart#shadowheart#baldur's gate 3#i actually started this at the end of the year but got so busy i couldnt finish until now#first art of the year and predictably...shart#this is the official chas benchmark lets see how far i can go this year!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024
#ramble#if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands#you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things#some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible#the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think#i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex#this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!!#how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about#yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian#you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate
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eastern european haunted emily axford pc, transfem daughter of libertarians ally beardsley pc, spot on pub representation grizzled old british lady siobhan thompson pc, nasty old gun guy zac oyama pc, posh boy brian murphy pc, famous explorer with a book series that really falls off lou wilson pc we're fucking eating this season my god
#the comment about old white women who don't know what suncream is and have only ever worked outside sent meeeee#is that just every person I've ever met growing up in rural england I think so#this was so fucking good I just smiled the whole way through I love them all so much#transfem pc time let's fucking gooo!!!!#there's nothing funnier to me than the fact that the gotch sons names get more normal as you go down the line#like the fact that they started at samwell and then there's hatwell and wealwell and we end with maxwell is so fucking funny#van using normans as an insult had me crying#the wildly impressive old woman married to just a guy and they have a pub and are like completely infatuated with each other is perfect#and very accurate#the fucking gentrified pub idk why I'm only thinking about the gentrified pub in all of this but it's so real#also everyone slagging off lou's book series before he even gets to introduce his character screaming#I'm literally obsessed with all of them#cloudward ho!#cloudward ho#dimension 20 cloudward ho#dimension 20 cloudward ho!#d20#dimension 20#marya junková#van chapman#olethra macleod#daisuke bucklesby#montgomery lamontgomery#maxwell gotch#the names are fucking banging as well omg#love steampunk with all my heart
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drawing one mydei a day until he comes out - the fallen angel
#my art#honkai star rail#mydei#unironically thrilled that he gets stabbed and shot at in his trailer#let the immortal character take hits!!!#his arc is tied to phainon's in the end so he should have more onscreen suffering as a treat#i love characters that bear sm responsibility and puts themself as the first line of defense.......
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If my mom sees a significant amount of blood she gets lightheaded, and has fainted on some occasions. Once it happened when we were kids, I wasn't there to witness it but I heard the story from my dad. Basically my brothers, around 7 or 8 at the time, were playing outside while my mom was making their lunch, and she accidentally cut her finger. It wasn't anything serious, but it drew a fair bit of blood and she passed out. My dad saw this and rushed over, but he didn't really know what to do so he just sort of started slapping her to wake her up (not recommended, but he had no idea and panicked)
At that exact moment my brothers both came in from playing, and all they saw was our mom unconscious on the floor and our dad slapping her. So, like, without even saying a word to each other they both just INSTANTLY start whaling on him, like, full blown attack mode to defend our mom. Which obviously didn't help the situation, but she did wake up and everything was fine.
Now our dad says that he's actually really glad they attacked him over what they thought was going on, because it means he raised good boys. And I still think that's true, they're very good boys.
#i think about this story sometimes like yeah I'm proud of them for that too actually. good job baby brothers#they're not babies anymore of course they're turning 20 next year which is crazy#but they're still the type of people who'd do something if they saw something of this sort happen for sure#respectful of women and everyone else too. they're good guys#I'm glad I ended up with them living in my house against my will for like 14 years#anyway i have no idea where i was for all this but my best guess is probably a friends house given the time period#i was always at my besties house lol#i hope she's doing well too actually. haven't spoken in forever...#bestie from greek elementary school... if you're out there... let's get muffins and fanta at the bakery across the street again someday 💜☮️
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FNAF movie Mike and Vanessa swapped vibes,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#fnaf 2#fnaf 2 movie#vanessa shelly#fnaf vanessa#mike schmidt#my poor girl Vanessa#Her light snatched away from her face#let her be happy !!!#again I like how she isn’t okay and didn’t go backwards in character development#BUT MANN I hope she has a good ending#Mike at least looks washed well rested and has a job now#so good for him#a loss for loser boy enjoyers
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DO YOU HEAR ME? GET UP.
#not even a real web weave#at least like what i normally make#but i'm just thinking#things won't get better if you never let yourself believe that things Can get better#all you're ever gonna end up doing is not only dragging yourself down#or keeping yourself stuck in one place forever#you're gonna keep everyone who loves you there too#yknow?#idk i'm tired it's late#but im thinking#web weave#web weaving#quotes#words
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pacifica, mabel + relativity falls with transfem dipper aka losing your sister and discovering you have one all in the same day
my og tweet abt this below

#gravity falls#mabel pines#pacifica northwest#dipper pines#transfem dipper#relativity falls#gabuart#coloring gets super messy at the end bc i drew it seperately#and got lazy#but it looks like a stylistic choice for the tone so lets just say that it is
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You know how in TFP Optimus can’t really remember what happened during his time without the matrix. Yeah. The sad version of this what if Optimus met cogless Megatron.
Cont from this, and this
#transformers#macaddam#transformers one#megatron#optimus prime#tf one#d-16#tfo megop#version one is the matrix is slowly forming Op into the ideal leader it needs#getting rid of parts of Orion that aren’t leader like (his weakness to d-16 or his unruly personality)#version two is op willingly letting the matrix erase his old memories bc remembering who he used to be is too painful with d-16 gone#it culminates in thing like Elita saying remember that one time we…#and Op being no not really but can you remind me again haha#the autobots who knew him before are obv concerned but they accept it in the end as op’s sacrifice for the greater good#Megatron being the only one outraged on op’s behalf vowing to take the matrix back out#just another thing they looked up to being false#but also secretly being relieved bc that means all those thing prime did he didn’t mean it! and the pax he knew is just stuck in there#and he would def join him once he frees him#(both of these are false)
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Please, for the love of god, please don’t be this person. No matter how long it’s been since an update, no matter how many unfinished stories are sitting on their account, no matter what - do not be this person.
Not only is it insanely rude, but you also do more damage than you think be being such a self-entitled ass about something someone created for free and for fun. “This author” can see what you say.
RIP decency indeed.
#Archive of our Own#Ao3#Ao3 Comments#Writing#Fanfiction#Fanfic Writing#I wrote over 100k on that fic before burnout took hold#I poured my heart into what I did manage to finish#adhd’s a bitch that doesn’t always let me write what I want to write but I got that far#don’t make me feel ashamed because you didn’t get to see the ending
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#marinette went through too much at the end of s5 LET HER REST#i was going to draw the characters in full body but was too lazy to finish their legs😭🙏#ml#mlb#art#fanart#my art#artist#artists on tumblr#digital art#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#miraculous fanart#ladybug#cat noir#chat noir#miraculous#miraculous ladybug
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'Not now, not in front of--'
#fenhawke#dragon age#dragon age 2#fenris#garrett hawke#las!art#how was your holidays break las?#pretty great#chased the broodiest of elves#managed to get some kisses in the end#drawing them older#because i adored the blue wraith design before really knowing fenris in general#man i've been in DA fandom for a decade now but never really got around to REALLY play let alone finish DA2#so happy i finally managed#i'm SO DEEP#also floppy ears are my fave thing#last drawing of the last year hahah
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