#and although rare for someone to be affected i hate when it does end up doing that

[rampant-testiculitis]

the stars aligned in my personality so that everything i convey is either a warped version of what was intended something blatantly different

[a-writer-on-elm-street]

Hii i was wondering if you could do the slashers with an s/o who likes being carried around everywhere (Brahms Bo and any others of your chosing)

slashers with an s/o who likes being carried around everywhere

mentioned: brahms heelshire, bo sinclair, thomas hewitt, stu macher, michael myers, tiny firefly

warnings: mentions of murder

a/n: thank you so much for the request, this was so fun to write!

also, i had to put tiny in here because i just love him so much :((

brahms heelshire

the one thing brahms yearns for in his life is closeness, somebody who will never leave him

so when you express that you like to be carried around he can't really believe his luck

he loves being close to you and this is just another opportunity for just that

he'll probably carry you one of two ways; he'll either carry you in his arms bridal style, or he'll carry you chest to chest (i don't really know how to actually describe it)

he hates being alone so he loves being able to have you with him most of the time

he won't carry you around all the time though because he still has his own things to do

bo sinclair

he hates it...or at least, he claims he does

bo usually spends his days alone, either working in the gas station or playing his part to lure unsuspecting victims into the town

he never really has much going on, and if he's being honest, it gets lonely

his brother vincent rarely comes out from his workshop and lester rarely has much to do with the town itself so he's left to his own devices most days, with nothing but his own mind to slowly drive him crazy

the second he discovers you like being carried everywhere, he takes a lot of enjoyment in doing exactly that

he doesn't really carry you properly, he kind of just drags you

it's somewhat like a half-assed piggy back

and although he'll spend the majority of the time grunting and groaning about it, cussing you out under his breath, he actually really loves finally having somebody so close to him

it certainly makes his days less lonely

whilst he's very uncaring though about how he carries you, if you're ill or you're injured, he'll make sure to be real careful with you

day to day though he really couldn't give a shit about being careful but he'll never admit to how much he loves carrying you

thomas hewitt

thomas doesn't like being away from you much, so being able to carry you around is just a bonus for him

he takes every opportunity to pick you up and carry you places, even if you haven't asked

sometimes he'll pick you up bridal style and sometimes he'll simply sling you over his shoulder because it's easier

his family get on at him for doing it so much because you need to pull your weight and such and he's just letting you laze around but he doesn't listen to them

he continues to carry you around because he really just loves having you with him all the time

he hopes you never stop enjoying being carried everywhere because he loves it

stu macher

he loves carrying you around

he's always offering to give you piggy backs

sometimes he'll take you by surprise and throw you over his shoulder and carry you like that

either way, he finds it fun to carry you around everywhere

he has requested a piggy back or two in the past though, which ultimately ended with you almost collapsing beneath him

michael myers

he doesn't really care either way, but there's no way he'll put any effort into carrying you. you either hang off the back of his shoulders or nothing

michael's pretty strong so having you on his back wouldn't really affect his day to day activities

stalking his sister? no problem. you're not even there

murdering someone who happened to get in his way? he barely even notices you

simply walking down the street, having you on his back makes no difference as he simply couldn't care less

he does secretly enjoy having you with him though as he gets lonely sometimes

you're like a little companion he can just take with him wherever he goes

tiny firefly

tiny likes to be helpful so he definitely doesn't mind carrying you around

he's used to anyone outside of his family shying away from him because of his appearance, so when he learns that you want him to carry you around places, he practically jumps at the chance

he loves that you're not afraid of him like most people and is honestly happy to help you out in this way

he enjoys having the company and he also enjoys being able to be close to you, so this is really a win win situation for you both

[Main Masterlist]

[thechosenlover]

John and Big James headcanon ⋇⋆✦⋆⋇ Being the young sister of Sons of Thunder (Platonic)

Requested by @sweetweasleygirlstuff.

N/A: I really don't know if the length of my headcanons is right but I've checked tumblr for others and they are short like mine, although some are very long. What do you guys think? (I need opinions).

❀ Being the little sister of the Sons of Thunder is a lot of fun. Although it has its little complications.

❀ For example, every suitor who tries to get close to you has to deal with your older brothers and their murderous glances that they throw in his direction as a warning that the boy should not get too confident with you.

❀ They usually end up running away and you scolding them to stop being overprotective.

❀"But sister, he does not suit you. He who wants to marry you, must be at your level."

❀ You know they always say the same thing but you deep down you like that they care so much about you.

❀ Constant jokes and "fake" fights between the three of you.

❀ You love them very much and they love you. You have always been very close.

❀ Lots of group hugs, you like to show them your affection and feel how much they love you.

❀ Despite being the youngest you like to take care of them too sometimes.

❀ You want to show that just because you are the smallest doesn't mean you can't be strong and take care of them when they need it.

❀ That's why when Big James came out of the temple injured after the stoning attempt, you didn't for a second be the first to approach him to check on him.

❀"Brother, are you all right? Please tell me something!"

❀ "T/N is very dangerous, stay back."

❀ Obviously you ignored John and helped Big James up and bandaged his wound gently.

❀ You were very scared but you trusted in Jesus and that everything was going to be ok. Luckily the wound was not serious and everything was just a scare.

❀ "Brother, don't move, I will bring you the food".

❀ "But Y/N I can move now, I'm fine".

❀ You ignore his objections and ask him every now and then how he is doing, you change his bandage and even support him while he walks, insisting that he lean on your arm if he needs it.

❀ "Look who's the overprotective one now."

❀You just laugh at his comment and throw him an apple which he catches on the fly.

❀ They constantly ask you to prepare food for them when you have the opportunity to stop in some city to rest.

❀ You have inherited your mother Salome's cooking talent and they take advantage of it.

❀ They even fight with the disciples when the last piece of cake is left and someone other than them wants to take it.

❀ "Hey, hey, hey my sister made it."

❀ "T/N, didn't you tell me this piece I could eat it? Nathanael wants to take it from me, say something to him!"

❀ Lots of banter between you and John. Sometimes to Big James. The poor guy has to put up with a lot and be patient (deep down he likes them).

❀ You rarely have serious fights, or serious arguments and when that happens you are quick to ask for forgiveness. You hate to be upset with each other.

❀ You remember one time when John brought you a sprig of flowers as an apology when you had your first fight and how Big James practically forced you to hug afterwards.

❀ But in all honesty, there was no need.

❀ Deep down you wanted to reconcile with him.

❀ No doubt you love your brothers more than anything else in the world.

[zmediaoutlet]

aw, @runawaydr3amerao3 (!!) tagged me to do a little fic questionnaire, which seems like the perfect thing for a springtime friday afternoon -- also a fun (alarming) trip to the AO3 statistics page:

1. How many works on AO3?

220

2. Total AO3 Word Count?

1,589,415

3. Top 5 fics by Kudos?

1. oh so good, oh so fine; 2. there will be better days; 3. see things so much clearer; 4. into the flood again; 5. side two, track one

4. What fandoms do you write for?

...Supernatural, lol. Although I also have dabbled in the usual suspects: J2 AUs, HP, MCU, Final Fantasy, etc.

5. Do you respond to comments?

Usually! Not if they're emojis, but if someone's left actual words I try to respond. I'm currently very behind, yikes, and the new rate-limiter on AO3 is not helping.

6. Angstiest Ending?

Hm. Probably a tie between cheyenne and the hollow summer; they're both no-hope spots, which I normally avoid like plague, but they were appropriate for those stories.

7. Fic with the Happiest Ending?

Arguably it should be any of the heaven fics, haha, but I think it might be the constant vow -- not because nothing bad will ever happen to them again (s7 is coming!), but because they're so tied together by the circumstances of that fic that I think maybe they can weather any danger.

8. Do you get hate?

Sometimes! Rarely regarding fic, though, and I've often wondered why. Maybe because my public-facing affect is so hard-shelled. You can't poke me, trolls. Sorry.

9. Do you write smut?

And well. :)

10. Do you write crossovers?

Only a few! I like them in concept but the only way I like them is if they're hard fucking work, lol. It's a fun challenge tho, sometimes.

11. Ever had a fic stolen?

I know for a fact I've had a few lines plagiarized here and there, and boy is that a queasy-making experience when you notice. But as far as whole fics, idk. Whatever happens on wattpad can stay there.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes, a handful, and the BEST thing is to then take that translated fic and run the bot-translation back into English. Some of the shit that happens is surprisingly poetic and some of it will make you laugh until you cry, haha. But I think my favorite is the translation of the heaven fic into Spanish, because the title became so beautiful: llegarán días mejores. <3

13. Have you ever co-written a fic?

Only once, and it was a shitty experience. Not just bc of other things about the co-writer but like -- I thought we were going to co-write and not what actually happened, which is that I wrote everything and the like two pages she contributed had to get re-written. :/ It's a fun idea in theory but the practice was. Bad.

14. All time favourite ship?

...guess. --ALTHOUGH if we get outside my own writing there are tons of ships I adore and just never feel the need to actually write anything. Shout-out Amram/Zelikman from Gentlemen of the Road.

15. WIPs you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I despair of my super long J2 AU that's the xover with the Kushiel 'verse, Nightblooming Flowers. What's there is fun and fine, and kind of works as an ending where it does cut off, but it was supposed to get a complicated knotty plot and... ugh. Also the writing style is a lot more flowery than I actually like to do -- appropriate for the subject matter but it's just not something I gear into easily. Maybe I should reread the book series and just lock in. (Maybe I should quit my job.)

16. Writing Strengths?

I think I'm really good at the balance of when to switch between summary and scene -- and from there pacing generally. To my credit, when it's fucked up in a story I do know; I just don't always have the wherewithal to fix it. :)

17. Writing Weaknesses?

PLOT. And also, as my bud has pointed out, I avoid shenanigans, and that's to my detriment actually. I never want to do cutesy shit -- twists, reveals, ticking clocks, villains, last-minute character introductions, etc. I think this is bc I really learned taste on literary short-form and including things that make reading actually fun is very looked down on, haha. Honestly I should make that a challenge. Shenanigans Bingo.

18. Thoughts on mixed language dialogue?

It's great. I'm only comfortable enough to do it in Spanish pero no es algo debería disputar--debe escribir en el idioma apropriado para el cuento y los personajes. Although I'm never totally sure if I'm using por or para right. Once the entire conversation switches into another language I do prefer that the narrative just quietly indicate that now they're speaking French or w/e and continue in English; actually writing in the other language is most useful when you're obscuring information from the narrative POV (although becomes a nice Bilingual Bonus for the reader).

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Final Fantasy! I'm sure it was bad.

20. Favourite fic you’ve ever written?

Errr. In one sense, always the most recent one. But I think the actual writing in asceticism might be the best.

Now I get to tag other people, yay. Let's see: @enteselene, @hearthouses-admin; @flownwrong; @nigeltde-fic, @phynali, @quickreaver, @themegalosaurus

[leafington]

𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙙𝙞𝙙 𝙞 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙞𝙣 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚? 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙝𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙡𝙮, 𝙞 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙗𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙫𝙚 𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙢𝙞𝙣𝙚. - kiyoko s.

content warning !! - blackfem!reader, GAYGAYGAY, fluffy, lowercase intended just for the aesthetic, sneaking thru window trope, mentions of homophobia (nobody is, its just a reference)

young love. something to be treasured for those who experience it to the fullest, not everyone got to take part in the privelege of having someone truly care for you before adulthood. earlier in life, it didn't occur to you that you'd get to be one of the rare exceptions who got that opportunity. if you met your younger self, asking if you'd ended up with some mascot from your favorite cartoon then, you would laugh and tell yourself no, but you got an amazing girlfriend who's not only gorgeous but smart.

shimizu looks out for you like no one else does, conveniently bringing extra food for you when you forget your lunch, a spare pen when you've lost yours, and all that she asks in return is your affection? this relationship thing couldn't be any easier! of course, you don't hesitate to communicate with her because sometimes hugging her under the stairwell isn't enough.

it's around midnight, maybe a quarter past, sleep is far from you now as you toss and roll in your sheets. this leaves you no choice but to text the only other night owl you know.

'hi baby r u awake?' you, 12:26am

'no im sleeping really hard actually. snoring even.' kiyoko ❤️, 12:26am

'ofc i am darling, what did you need?' kiyoko ❤️, 12:26am

'can i come over pls? cant sleep' you, 12:27am

'mhm. windows unlocked.' kiyoko ❤️, 12:27am

in the dark of the night, you tread through the streets lit by only dim streetlights to your girlfriend. you go around the side of her home and climb the lofty tree to sit on the windowsill and let yourself inside, there she was, waiting for you with open arms. any normal person would simply let themselves in through the front, though only when their parents weren't as strict as shimizu's.

without sharing any other words besides 'hi', you crawl into her bed and make yourself comfortable. the both of you lie there for a bit before you decide to speak. "you smell nice, pretty." this makes her smile. "thank you. 's everything okay with you?" she checks in, playing with your hair a bit. "yeah. i just couldn't go back to sleep, guess it was a sign that i needed to see you." you grin lovingly, never getting enough of being around her. "don't get too comfortable, you can't stay the night." she warns, scooting over to nuzzle herself into your chest.

"says the one actively trying to cuddle me." you chuckle. "i don't get why your parents hate me so much, i'm literally the kindest girl in the whole wide world. not to mention the best girlfriend in the universe." she snickers at this, a small smile forming. "if that'll get you to sleep, keep thinking that way." shimizu thinks quietly, why do her parents not approve of you?

it isn't like they don't like her choice of partner, far from it. they've always been protective of her, wanting nothing short of the best for their baby girl, both you and them have that in common. when first meeting them, they did seem to have some sort of stick up their ass. hounding you with the basic questions of, "what do you plan on doing with our daughter?" "how'd you two meet?" "how can we be so sure you won't hurt her?" but your intentions with her are just as good as the next person, although she's convinced herself there'll never be a next one.

you're always in her head. "don't think too much about it, they'll warm up to me sooner or later." you kiss the crown of her head, nesting yourself there happily. "i hope so."

your relationship isn't widely shared around the school but it isn't private either, if people ask then you'll tell them, if they don't, then that's none of their business. when you see her out in the halls, you don't immediately attack her with kisses, a small wave is enough. but when the two of you are finally alone, it's different.

it's quiet now. the fan in her room being the only thing keeping it from being dead silent. the only problem with that is the thoughts that keep her conscious and overly aware. "y/n? you like me right?" she whispers. why? you don't know, though you never question her ways. "sometimes." you joke, following up with a short, "of course." shimizu hums at this.

silence again. you're halfway tempted to ask her what that was all about, but before you could even consider it, she flips you over—now straddling your lap while you're cozied up against her pillows. "woah, warning next time." you watch her practically stare into your soul, maybe there's something on your face? did she take your joke too seriously? hopefully it wasn't that. whatever she has to say, she's choked up about it. her lips twitch and tighten out of anticipation for whatever she was going to say.

she's in her own head a lot too.

your eyes soften, a hand gently guiding its way to her face. shimizu's worried look falters when feeling the warmth, her hand then coming up to cradle yours. "i love you. an ungodly amount at that. i'm not all that good at showing that but i do and i'm glad that we're together." she's still whispering, you still don't know why. it doesn't matter, you heard the l-word from her loud and clear.

it's... weird. not in a bad way though. she sounds so precious saying it too, as if it were something on her mind for the longest. there's this unsettling feeling about hearing it for the first time from someone who isn't your family.

maybe that's what it is.

she's your first, your only, and hopefully your last. shimizu's seen parts of you nobody else has even attempted to try to see, she's picked up your broken pieces, helped you when you needed it most. you're scared. scared of losing her, never getting a second chance at this again because it sounds too good to be true as harsh of a reality as it is.

you see it now. this is what people treasure so much, what they long to experience, how lucky you are to get to know what it's like so early in life.

"i love you too."

©2024 leafington dont steal please!! :)

[redwoodapothecary]

The Hunger Games Agere Headcanons Part II

Characters: Katniss Everdeen, Peeta Mellark, and Finnick Odair!

A/N: I’m still trying to get better at writing so I hope you guys like these!

Katniss Everdeen

A little, but a big kid regressor, I think! Like 7 or 8! She needs to be taken care of but also can help take care of other littles a little bit. Really good at entertaining and keeping other littles preoccupied, surprisingly.

She gets a lot less shy when she’s regressed, so she sings more. Mainly just humming, though. But it’s still something!

She loves walks through nature, especially the meadow. She’ll point to a bunch of different plants and tell you all about them while you hold her hand and walk with her.

She has a small, fake bow and arrow that she uses whenever she’s little. Just to play with and keep herself preoccupied. She got sad when you told her she can’t shoot while she’s little, so you had to make her a toy version.

She likes nicknames a lot, but she acts like she doesn’t. Please call her “Kat” or “Kitty”. She’ll act like she hates it but she likes it, it makes her feel smaller.

She’s normally very adverse to physical touch and affection, but when she’s little she needs it, especially because she mainly regresses due to trauma. After she wakes up from haunting nightmares about the games, she desperately needs you to hold her.

Will call you whatever you like, but more parental terms like “Mama” or “Dada” tend to slip out because her mom was very emotionally absent and her dad passed at a young age.

If you aren’t around or you’re busy, Haymitch babysits. He acts grouchy about it, but he’s actually quite pleased to. He won’t tell you that, though. Not in a million years.

Peeta Mellark

Flip, huge little lean. Like he’ll take care of another little if he needs to or if they want him too, and he loves it. But he regresses a lot.

He’s a very young regressor, too. Like I’m talking around 2-3 years old. He is a TODDLER. He waddles and babbles and stuff too and it’s so cute. 🙁🙁🙁

Very sensitive and emotional. Easily triggered, especially after the hijacking. He needs constant 24/7 care and comfort.

He loves coloring!! He’ll color you soooo many pictures and show them off to you!! He’s so proud even if it’s messy and he colored outside the lines. And you better be nice to him and tell him he did an amazing job. Or else. >:(

Him and Katniss are playmates!! Although Katniss plays too rough sometimes and makes him cry. She immediately feels bad, though, and tries to comfort him.

Like she accidentally shot him in the face with her fake bow and arrow once and they both ended up crying. 😭

He likes helping you bake whenever he’s little!! He usually does the baking all by himself but he can’t when he’s little so he asks if you can make cookies or something simple and if he can help. Or, if you’re better at baking and like doing it regularly like him, he’ll ask to help you paint decorations on cakes or whatever you’re making. :)

He loves nicknames so much. Whatever you choose to call him will make him giggle and smile no matter what it is.

He also likes calling you more parental names but whatever works best for you will work for him! He doesn’t mind!

On the very rare occasion he is taking care of somebody else, though, he’s very soft and gentle. He mainly takes you outside to play and does fun activities like finger painting and coloring with you. He’ll make sure you’re well fed and well rested but he doesn’t really have any rules or anything like that. He’s not really someone that’s a permanent caregiver, more like a babysitter!

Loves physical touch. Will cling to you and his friends. Mainly you, though, since you’re his caregiver. He’ll always be at least holding your hand.

His regression is also mostly involuntary. The hijacking made it worse too. He regresses almost every other day now and needs constant assistance. You have to reassure him a lot that he isn’t bothering or inconveniencing you, though. He gets so insecure about it and he feels so bad. 🙁

If you aren’t around or if you’re busy, he goes to Finnick. Finnick is Annie’s caregiver, so he knows how to treat littles of his age. And he’s incredibly patient as well, so you always feel comfortable leaving Peeta in Finnick’s care for a bit.

Finnick Odair

Caregiver. Does well with littles of all ages, but baby/toddler regressors tend to gravitate towards him for some reason. He doesn’t know why and he’s a little confused!

He’s a very fun loving caregiver but he’s also very strict. That man has been through way too much and is incredibly protective over you. He’s so carefree and fun loving but he knows how to talk to you sternly so you know he’s serious.

Sometimes when he gets all stern and serious like that, you’ll make fun of him by coping his facial expressions.

Like he’ll be like

“Y/N, listen to me. You need to hold my hand while we’re out here, okay? I don’t need you wandering off and getting lost. Do not let go of my hand again, understand?” with a super serious face

And you’ll just be like “yes, sir, I understand, >:(“ in a mocking stern voice with a mocking stern face.

And he’ll just sigh and be like “I’m serious!” and you’ll be like “I’m serious too!! >>:((((“ and it’s really funny to everybody except him 😭

Takes you out swimming. A lot. Loves the beach. He’ll set up a little date where you two can eat lunch and then go swimming all day. You have to stay right by him, though, especially in the water. The waves can be dangerous!

Will call you ocean related nicknames as well as normal pet names. Like “Seashell”, “Darling”, “Fishy”, “Sweetheart”, etc.

Likes being called “Dada”, “Daddy”, and “Finny”. He thinks those are all so, so cute coming from you. He loves those names so much. 😭😭😭

Is a very clingy caregiver. He has to hold your hand at all times and likes to put you in his lap. He’s just so protective. He needs to know you’re okay at all times or else he gets scared and anxious. He just loves you so much.

He gives you little pacifier kisses if you use pacis. Like he just kisses the front of your pacifier before kissing all over your little face. 🙁🙁🙁

He takes care of Annie and Peeta as well, both of which are baby/toddler regressors.

He’s strict, like I said. Sets bedtimes, mealtimes, you have to hold his hand whenever you’re in public or outside, you aren’t allowed to go into the ocean without him right there beside you, only a set amount of people are allowed to be around you alone while you’re regressed because he’s concerned for your safety.

Overall, he’s literally just a dad. Like this man would be not only a perfect caregiver but also a great father. I love him so much. 🙁🙁🙁

[xjulixred45x]

Since I'm in the Helluva Boss Mood, I'm going to talk about something that I hope doesn't get me crucified.

I.ABSOLUTELY. HATE. THE .STOLYTZ.

Although I only realized this year.

If we go for the bases, we go with the bases.

✨NEITHER OF THE TWO KNOWS THE BASICS OF A STABLE RELATIONSHIP✨

Stolas was put in an arranged marriage as a child, having an EXTREMELY absent father and living in a turbulent relationship (which became abusive at times, with quiet moments but well, I don't think it would last long) with Stella. We are not told that Stolas has tried to be unfaithful in the past, so Stolas has no REAL EXPERIENCE in HEALTHY relationships to enter into one.

Blitz is much worse in this regard. He had an alcoholic father who left him in the background ALL the time above his best friend, and having to take care of his mother. He accidentally causes an accident that ends up killing his mother, leaves his best friend disabled, his sister hates him, etc.

Blitz, unlike Stolas, did have more relationships before him, but we know that they all ended BAD, especially VEROSIKA (there are even hints that she wanted to help him with his bad situation but he pushed her away) and as such it only did more harm than good .

all this without counting episode 1/season 2

Stolas clung TOO much to the good memory he had of Blitz, but to him it didn't mean HALF of what it meant to Stolas (since he already had positive things in his life like his sister, his mother and Fizz) so what? What does an adult with zero knowledge of healthy affection and ZERO experience in real relationships do? HE MANIPULATES TO GET WHAT HE WANTS.

Which brings me to my second point.

✨THE IMBALANCE OF POWER✨

If we ignore the fact that Imps are considered the lowest race in hell (because like all forms of racism, it is STUPID reasoning) even so the biggest red flag is the huge imbalance of decision-making power that exists in the relationship.

Blitz only wanted Stolas' book, HE REALIZED and what did he do? HE MADE A SEXUAL "ARRANGEMENT"(ABUSE, BC THE SEX CAN'T NEVER EVER BE A COIN TO TREAT WITH)WITH BLITZ TO GIVE HIM HIS BOOK (which HE KNEW HE NEEDED) ALL IN ORDER TO GET CLOSE TO HIM.

This is a monumental ABUSE OF POWER by Stolas! because at the end of the day he is the one who decides whether he gets the book or not (he knows it is VITAL for his work, WHAT HE LIVES ON) AND he tries to excuse it with the fact that it is a "way to spend time with him" EXCUSE ME !?!?

First of all, how the hell was Blitz supposed to realize that Stolas "loved" him if in episode one they literally had to censor everything that Stolas wanted to do in bed with Blitz? (and it's like that until chapter 6-7 where he begins to act more affectionately)

THERE ARE A THOUSAND WAYS TO INVITE SOMEONE OUT AND YOU HAD TO CHOOSE THE MOST ASSHOLE AND TOXIC ONE OF ALL. Abuse of power, control, poor communication, THERE'S EVERYTHING HERE, I'M IN CHERNOBYL!

AND IT'S NOT EVEN THE WORST.

Just because! There are toxic relationships that are fine to show on screen, especially in this case, gay/lesbian couples are rarely put under a toxic air, so there was A LOT to take away.

but the WORST thing is how ROMANTICIZED IT IS and as if BY FORCE they want you to 1) feel sorry for Stolas/get angry with Blitz or 2) that you SHIP THEM...

WHAT

Look, I like both characters, their stories are interesting and I like their personalities. the episodes focusing on JUST ONE of them are very good, but that's the point.

✨THE QUALITY DECLINES EVERY TIME THEY ARE TOGETHER ✨

Stolas is much more likable when he's being the prince of hell who's going through a turbulent divorce, dealing with his teenage daughter who he adores, singing songs to said daughter, helping other Demon Lords (I'm looking at you Asmodeus), etc.

Blitz seems much happier being with Millie and Moxxie killing people, talking about Loona, doing his job, getting into trouble with humans and being a complete bloodthirsty.

BOTH SHINE BRIGHTER BEING SEPARATED, NOT TOGETHER.

If you ignore the whole romance thing, they are good characters, but they forcefully want to introduce this drama...

ahg....it's late, I have school tomorrow, don't kill me for my honest opinion. If I think of anything else I'll edit it.

love ya❤️❤️❤️❤️

[frostise]

8 & 12!!

𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄   ┇   accepting ♡

8. Does your muse usually take the lead in relationships?

she definitely does wear the pants in the relationship when it comes to a woman. louise gives them the best queen treatment they've ever experienced in their entire life! usually ranging to spa treatments, sharing clothes, taking them out to five star hotels/restaurant, hosting surprise parties and taking care of their emotional needs...but with a man? she's a totally different person since she does expect them to worship the ground she walks on lmfao! if they prove themselves worthy of her time and attention then i can definitely see the ice queen melting at their devotion and displaying heavy amounts of affection for them as well! so it's very likely louise will spoil her partner rotten and become dominant in a relationship although she doesn't really mind if they take the lead as well. but she's going to be cheeky with it! that's just how she is ^^

12. What is your muse’s love language?

act of service and words of affirmation always come in first place because she's a firm believer of showing one's actions rather than words is how you determine what a potential partner feels about you. plus, she can easily read someone and would appreciate how honest they are. if you show trust and understanding after a typical lovers spat? then i think louise will come out of her shell more often and show off her vulnerabilities too, which she rarely ever does because of her overbearing pride and ego.

coming in close second is quality time and physical touch. louise works her ass off 24/7 but is willing to spend most of her spare time with her beloved whenever she gets out of work. it's no surprise louise has severe abandonment issues she's trying to work through so the paranoia lurking in her thoughts doesn't get the best of her if they're not available for a date. it's an obvious requirement for a relationship to be long-lasting and most importantly healthy in terms of communication! louise is confirmed to be touch starved around her partner and will be restraining herself most of the time to save herself the embarrassment because she knows some people absolutely hate being touched actively unless they're receptive to her affections. she has been pretty needy in the past and deeply suppresses that vulnerable side as much as she can.

benefits of dating louise lincoln explains everything about her love language but!! i will extend it based on what i saw in the media. frost is the type of lover to be extremely protective. not to the point where she ends up possessive but i can definitely see her being overprotective if her partner is in danger or wounded in battle. it roots back to her past trauma when she couldn't get to crystal enough and that resulted in her death with firestorm. she will do absolutely anything to keep her significant other safe. killing whatever poses them as a threat will always be number one option or if that's somehow not an option on the table? then she'll resort to injuring them and crashing their sanity before fussing over her lover about their physical state.

[incendiorum-arch]

io's hard (to say the least) to romantically ship with so I thought I'd make a post talking about it. io has a very specific type. innocence, pacifism, and positivity will never attract them (in fact, it's very likely to do the opposite). io desires confidence and deadliness above all else. someone who can kill, who can hurt, and despite their feelings on the matter, can, would, and most likely will do it again. people who have trauma tend to appeal to them more, too - as often those people understand why io might act the way they do. to sum it up, io is attracted to people who have gray morals. skewed morals. people who can embrace violence, whether they like it or not. although... io does tend to favor those who like it. [don't be terribly discouraged though, as lucius did not like embracing violence but io loved him beyond words.] I would also like to mention really quickly here that io is also attracted to banter/snark/sass, fiery personalities, and powerful (physically/magically) people. strength of character is something that is fantastic at catching their eye.

speaking of trauma - io carries a shitton of it. they were abused mentally, emotionally, and physically by their parents for 23 years. eighteen centuries has done a whole lot in terms of trying to recover, but io still deals with fits of anger, dissociation, and flashbacks. they're also extremely dependent on alcohol (high functioning alcoholic) and despite their desire to quit, will not seek the help needed for it. love and trust do not go hand in hand with io. like I've said I hate to say it but I genuinely think io is incapable of 100% trust. I trust you... is always followed by the ultimatum, as much as I can. io's concept of trust has been irreparably shattered. there is no fitting the pieces back together no matter how badly either party want it. asking io do you trust me? is perhaps the worst question you could ask. you don't want to hear the answer, unless you're willing to accept io's reasoning. io also does not experience romantic attraction immediately, and when they do finally experience it, it's very rare and only in an already established relationship - they're demiromantic. now you might be going, hey adair where's the good stuff? love and trust do not go hand in hand, yes. but io loves hard. they can easily fall into devotion to an unhealthy degree. they want to help their partner, they want to comfort, they want to cook meals and share kisses and embrace every bit of physical affection they can. inter mundos becomes something that io can use to show their partner the world. week-long vacations wherever they want to go. dinner in another country. io embraces violence. io likes it. they'll fight tooth and nail for their partner. io lets their softer, more playful side show around partners. their humor may be deadpan, but there'll certainly be more of it. they embrace their childish side and let it show around loved ones because they know they can expect acceptance. joining them in childish pursuits only makes their love grow. io's own trauma lends them experience and intimate understanding for those who do have it. this doesn't take away the fact that sometimes things hurt and lashing out at them upsets and hurts them but... they get it? they will, most likely, end up doing the same thing at some point or another (when they don't immediately leap to self isolation). io will always come back and apologize, though. in short, io is complicated and hard to be with. they have enough baggage to fill an entire plane's luggage compartment and then some. but god, they love with every ounce of their being.

[amandamgsblog]

Chapter 4 - I'm feeling... Feelings!

Hey, guys, I just wanted to know if you like the story so far! Comment below, please, it helps me to keep motivated! (Matt Cornett will be a recorent character, ok?)

Ross' POV

I get home quickly and find my dad cooking.

— Hey, dad. How was your day?

— Hi, son. It was good, we fixed a firefighter's plane, but the rest of the work is for tomorrow.

— Cool, and where's mom?

— Taking a shower. - He replies. — What about college?

— Uh, so… I know I'm an adult and I make my own decisions, but I stood up for a friend and got kicked out of a class that was going on. I'll be back tomorrow. The other one I attended normally.

I see his jaw twitch. If my mother finds out, it could be worse. — She was hungry, leaving a meeting on campus and with no money for today, so a clueless member of the class bought Amanda a large coxinha. She ate it inside the classroom until the crazy teacher grabbed the Amanda's desk, got right in her face and yelled that she was late and eating, that it was absurd, so she kicked her out of class today. I couldn't stand it and shouted at the witch, telling her she couldn't do that.

My father was already on the sofa, totally entertained by my speech. — So, she asked why I was questioning her authority and I said that unfortunately I was her student and that being one of Amanda's only friends, that suffers bullying, and who really cares about her, makes me a better person than the crazy teacher.

— Poor thing. Do everything you can to help Amanda protect herself, son… How does this still happen nowadays? In my day it didn't have that name, but it was just as heavy.

— When I finished, the crazy teacher expelled me, and I said “I'd be delighted to leave”. - My father stifled a laugh. — So I bought us both a snack and we spent class time and free time talking about each other, telling each other stories, laughing.

But I found out that she has bruises on her arms, so I thought that someone in her family or a boyfriend/ex had hit her and I got angry. She explained that it was all emotional, that it appeared because of emotional suffering… I told her it would be all right, so we lay down, cuddling on the grass.

I show him the photo we took.

— Stormie, we raised a son well!

He says happily, just as my mother comes out of the bathroom and I laugh.

— I'm surprised you've only just noticed, Mark. Age comes to everyone, darling.

— Tell me more.

— And she's amazing, dad, in every way. Too bad she doesn't trust herself, she's too shy.

— Ah, son, maybe your friendship will make her lose that shyness… Although I think it might only be a friendship for a short time, because look at the way you talked about her all the time, and the big smile you flashed, huh?

— Can't a boy and a girl just be friends?

—They can, but a father's intuition rarely fails. I also thought I didn't like your mother romantically in the first month of our friendship and the result is that we're still together today.

— I know, I love your story, but what Amanda and I feel for each other is just a friend's affection. Excuse me, I'm going to talk to my mother and go to bed. I'm tired.

Maybe I'm a little angry at the memories that have just come into my head. I turn to walk away, but my dad calls me one last time:

(A/N: Just a reminder, Aubrey was Cassidy in A&A)

— Rossy, I know you hate hurting your feelings and the feelings of others, especially, and you hated seeing Aubrey and Laura sad about the end of their relationship… Well, Laur already expected it, and Aubrey was crazy, but that's life and you have to open yourself up to love again, my son. Good night.

He hugs me, kisses me on the head and pats me on the back. I talk to mom for a while and go to my room. Sighing with exhaustion, I put on my pajamas and throw myself on the bed.

I decide to send Amanda our photo. Now that I've seen that, while we were smiling, there were some ipê petals on my chest and some in her hair, haha.

Ross: Princesssss, are you still awake?

Amanda: Yes, but I'm already sleepy. Stop calling me that, you pain in the ass.

Ross: You can't get mad at me, can you?

Amanda: middle finger

Ross: hahahaha, anyway, here's our picture.

Amanda: Thanks, I'll save it as a background photo for the conversations.

Ross: Why? Because I'm special?

Amanda: Ugh, no. My smartphone background is a photo of my cockatiels, my lockscreen is of the Jonas Brothers concert and all that's missing is a picture of the chats.

Ross: I love it haha I love 80s/90s bands, but I like Jonas too. They're one of my favorite bands of the 2000s, with great songs.

Amanda: First guy I've met who's admitted it! I've been a fan since 2007. I went to the concert in 2013 and managed to getmy mom and I into the VIP area of the concert hall, with the help of a security guard. As known as the best day of my life!

She sends me a photo next to the wall on which was a shirt with the words: Jonas Brothers: Latin America Tour 2013 and the dates of the concerts in the capitals of five states.

Ross: No way, I loved it! I wanted to go, but I found out on the day. They had a disband and I don't know if they'll come back soon or not, or if they'll come back at all. It makes me sad…

Amanda: I was very sad too and I feel like an “orphan” to this day, but they weren't on good terms with each other, they wanted to release solo music, Kevin married Dani and they have daughters now. Who knows, maybe they'll sing again in the future? Nothing is impossible.

Ross: That's right, I'm going to start giving it a go.

We continued chatting and talked about our parents.

Ross: My dad is an airline pilot and mechanic. He repairs planes at a base here in the capital. My mother is an interior designer.

Amanda: Airplanes, really? That's so cool! Have you ever flown?

Ross: Yes. On vacation, I take a quick flight in it, just for fun. I can fly a bit too.

Amanda: I don't know if I'd have the courage… I went to Brasília (Brazil's Federal District) about three years ago with the class from school and the history and geography teachers, it was great! I didn't want to go precisely because I was afraid of airplanes, hahaha.

We saw the whole Esplanade, the Planalto Palace, we went into a few rooms, but the 100° heat was hell and I was so nervous I almost died on that plane.

Ross: Hahaha, you get used to it soon.

Amanda: On the way back, it was already 9 pm, I was exhausted and couldn't sleep because the plane was going up and down and I was terrified by the movement. The cool thing was that the team from América soccer team came back on the same plane and the guys went crazy.

Ross: What do your parents do for a living?

Amanda: My mother studied pedagogy, but she used to be a teacher in her hometown, a secretary here, and after I was born she had to stop working. My father was a hospital engineer who helped with building plans and supervised construction.

We talked for a few more minutes until my vision went blurry.

Ross: It's getting late. Good night, Amanda, see you tomorrow. You're fine, aren't you?

Amanda: Good night, I'll come up with a nickname other than blondie later. Yes, I'm fine. You staying with me really helped me. I adore you, Ross.

Ross: Rossy's fine. My parents, my cousin and my friends call me that. The closest to -inho in English is -y and -ie, like in sweetie.

Amanda: How cute, I'll use it. Good night, Rossy.

Ross: Good night, Amanda. I adore you too.

And I'm sure I'll go to sleep smiling and with my heart somewhat pounding.

Amanda's POV

I woke up sleepy the next morning, as usual.

Good morning, Tião. Good morning, Dudus. (Dudus was the “collective” of my little duo of cockatiels) - I said, going to find the parrot and the cockatiels. I let my daughters out and put the food away.

— Hi, Shakinha, my love. Hi, Lolinha, my darling.

I give each one a kiss on the belly and they walk, chirp and eat, watching the sun through the window.

After that, I had my breakfast and studied Subject and Language for a while, with Shakira playing and then sleeping on my lap. Lola was under my mother's shoe rack, her favorite corner. That's where she hides her hair ties, which would be the “ babies” she would have if she were female, hahaha.

I read the article and all I could think was: what the hell is “discursivity”? I thought it was only going to come up in the second semester. Anyway… My phone rings and it's Ross. We were doing homework together, getting on each other's nerves. I made a joke about the teacher being a bulldog, because she spat at me when she shouted and he replied: “you'll never know how much I adore you”.

I press the off button to lock my phone, sigh and wonder if there's a remote possibility that my friend likes me, because even though we've known each other for three weeks, it's almost march, 2017, we've become close very quickly, and there's no explanation why I turn so red when he compliments me or makes a joke. Of course, he's also handsome inside and out. For the moment, I'm not saying I like him, but I do feel a slight attraction.

After a few hours, I have lunch and it's time to go to my van. After half an hour, I arrive at college. I don't find my friends at the hall, so I go to the central garden and find them chatting.

— Hi, I missed you yesterday!

Alice hugs me and we sit down next to the boys.

— I missed you too. - Jonathan says.

— I did too, but I didn't miss that class and I was having fun with Ross.

He hugs my shoulders and I turn red. If he takes my hands, they'll freeze.

— Yes, but you insulted me today.

— Did I? - I turn to him. — I'm not the one who eliminated all the alternatives from the exercise!

— At least the bulldog will have to explain the questions, so that's fine.

We laughed and the rest of the guys were confused but smiling.

— So, what are you going to do in your free time? - I ask.

— Ross and I are going to meet some friends of mine. - Jonathan says and I smile at them both.

— I'm going to continue reading The Little Prince. I love that book so much! - Alice says.

— Of course, your backpack shows how much you love it. I found out that there's a gym here and that the students, the staff, can do it. So I signed up. Maybe those weak muscles will improve? It'll be my second class.

— You're going to be able to hit me and it's really going to hurt.

I roll my eyes at what Ross says and stick my tongue out at him. The unbalanced teacher's class is about to start. — Come on, I won't let her or anyone else insult you.

— Look who's here! The hottie and the pathetic loser!

One of Ariana's friends says and I try not to care. Then I see Alice cursing the girl to the seventh generation, Jonathan shaking his head at some of them and Ross taking my hand and kissing it. I give them a superior look and we continue to hold hands for a while.

Then, when the time is up, I go to the gym, which is just past the main entrance. I pick up my card, do some warm-ups and start on the treadmill. I ignore the deep pain I feel and continue. The teacher arrives, moves on to other exercises that I can do on my own and leaves me to help other students.

I glance towards the entrance, looking for him, but find a guy I've never seen before. We almost bump into each other and stare at each other. A delicious shiver went through me and everything else disappeared: he was tall, slim, with dark hair and blue eyes. We came out of the trance when I saw him checking me out and smiling too.

For the rest of the class at the gym, I was stunned and saw the stranger looking at me on some of the machines. I couldn't believe that a guy thought I was pretty or even hot! In the end, I hid behind the lockers when I saw him going to the men's locker room and heard:

— I saw a pretty girl!

And several whistles.

Ross' POV

As soon as I'd finished with the guys, I took a twenty-minute nap at my desk and woke up to the girls talking.

— Why are you smiling so much? I thought we already had to talk about someone I know, because it's so obvious… - Alice says to Amanda. Is she into someone?

My chest tightened and then came back without me wanting it to.

— It won't even be real someday... I met a guy there today and he was so handsome! He just stared at me and everything around him disappeared, you know? I think I'm feeling something already.

They don't notice me, so I just think. The rest of the lesson was unbearable and thank God I hitchhiked today. I pay the driver and go into the house.

— How was class, love? - My mother asks.

— I don't even know! I'm feeling… Feelings! and I'm not ok!

[noaltbruh]

heyy!! hope you’re having a good day so far! i was wondering if i can have some headcanons of abbacchio and fugo reacting to the fem! reader who’s new to the team, and is fairly quiet and chill (and a little bit shy), but has a pretty strong stand? despite her introverted self, she’s kind and doesn’t mind talking to people every once in a while. however, out of everyone on the team, abbacchio and fugo are the only ones the reader rarely talks to unless they go up to her first or she has to talk to them. she doesn’t hate them or anything, rather, she’s a bit intimidated by them (i mean, abbacchio lowkey has a resting bitch face, and giorno has probably told her about how abbacchio wasn’t too fond of him when he joined the team, so she assumed she wasn’t fond of him either. and the reader’s also seen fugo’s outburst at least once while he was tutoring narancia so she figured she should just leave him alone for majority of the time in case she does or says something that’ll trigger him). bonus points if abbacchio and fugo start gaining a crush on the reader, yet she still doesn’t talk to them that much. tysm!! <3

Oh this is such a cute scenario! And yeah, I can't blame the reader, Fugo and Abbacchio need to take a chill pill lol.

Also I'm gonna do them separately, hopefully you don't mind!

Fugo and Abbacchio with a reader who is scared of them 😳

Fugo 🍓

Now, Fugo isn't someone who is quick to trust others, but as long as you don't bother him he won't bother you either. Live and let live, as they say.

Ever since you first met him, he could tell that you didn't exactly look comfortable around new people, and thought it was for the best to just leave you alone. After all, he's quite introverted too, it's better to leave the job to the overly energetic members of the group.

After some time, however, he starts to become a bit self-conscious and begins to wonder if there is something in particular that makes you dislike him. He's seen you talk with most of the squad with no problems, yet...You still keep on avoiding him.

After some self reflection, he realizes that it's most definitely due to his angry outbursts, which makes Fugo feel even worse about himself. His temperament has always pushed people away, and you're the living proof of how much it affects his daily life, while he seems to be incapable of doing anything about it.

As such, he slowly sees the possibility of getting closer to you as a chance to prove to himself that he can control his emotions, instead of them controlling him.

Being the awkward teenager that he is, the thought of having to be the one to make the first move literally terrifies him, so all of his attempts at talking to you at first end up in him making a fool out of himself most of the time lmao.

No but seriously, reader is just chilling in the salon, while Fugo is reading a book in the opposite side of the room. Complete silence fills the place, as the two of you are too shy to speak.

"...Did you know that Australia is wider than the moon?"

"...That's...Uh...Pretty cool"

"...Ok I have to go bye see you-"

And there he goes, leaving the room as fast as he can, probably also dropping his book by accident in the meantime, forcing him to internally scream and lay down in order to pick it up. Mista and Narancia are going to tease him to death for this.

You probably don't even realize that was an effort at starting a conversation, although you must admit, it was pretty fun to see the usual well composed strawberry boy struggling like that for something so minor.

Fugo is almost never sent on missions alone, especially because his stand is way too unstable, and relying solely on it in order to compete a task is quite the risky choice indeed. This leads to the two of you eventually being sent to defeat an enemy together.

This only increase the boy's anxiety and fear of pushing you away even further, you had never seen his stand before, and honestly, he wished you never did, it was the living embodiment of everything he hated about himself.

At the same time, perhaps this was his opportunity to show you that you could trust him, all he had to do was keep his anger under control and defeat the stand. Easy, right?

...To his surprise, however, what he was met with on the battlefield was not what he had mentally prepared for. As soon as the two of you got there, he was impressed to see what a skilled and precise fighter you actually were. He basically stood there in disbelief as you took out the enemy almost all by yourself.

Nonetheless, this was no job for a single person, and as soon as the boy saw you struggling, his stand manifested. He pulled you by your arm and out of Purple haze's range, as the latter took care of defeating the stand user once and for all.

His sudden touch made you flinch for a split second, and the image of the rotting corpse created by the creature surely was not a nice one.

"Nice job, I'm impressed"

He shyly said, giving you a little smile. FINALLY he said something right!...Although it was partially a way to distract you from the horrifying scene in front of your eyes, but he genuinely meant that, I swear.

You muttered a 'thanks' and looked away, convincing him even more that there was just no way to win over your affection.

After you came back home, Fugo watched as you headed towards Giorno's room to get your wounds healed. Since his weren't that deep, he simply went to his own and closed the door behind him, taking a moment to think about all that had happened. You worked together, as a team, and he didn't screw it up!

And to his surprise, it felt...Nice, your stands made a wonderful pair, despite his usual dislike for fighting with the help of someone else.

He gave it some more thought, realizing that maybe...The two of you weren't so different. You were both quiet, introverted, pretty shy...Yet, that didn't stop you from being confident in battle, or from taking with other people.

You thrilled his curiosity, he wanted to be more like you, in a certain way...He started to admire you.

Your distant behavior wasn't going to let him stop you. You could see his genuine yet subtle efforts to gain your attention, including sparing a strawberry of his cake for you, or asking if you'd like to listen to him play the piano.

He's a good observer, so he might even learn a song you like just to please you, but he'll act like he didn't know how much you loved it, if you were to ask him about it.

You'll probably be confused by these little changes at first...Perhaps you'll learn to appreciate them sooner or later.

Abbacchio 🔄

While I follow the "Abbacchio hates Giorno because he reminds him of his past self" headcanon, I also believe that he's not very accepting of newcomers in general.

He's that kind of person who prefers to remain in his comfort zone and finds enjoyment in his stability, but in the moment something changes about it, he reacts in an abrasive manner, which is being a jerk to the new member.

Luckily for you though, you seem to be the kind of person that just follows what she's told, so I don't believe the man would have many occasions to pick on you, you're safe for the most part.

He's actually kind of glad you don't even bother trying to talk to him, he almost forgets you're even around sometimes. Honestly, he doesn't think much of you, and when he sees you nonchalantly talk with another person, he doesn't care. He knows he can be intimidating and doesn't blame you for avoiding him.

However, that does not remain an option for long. In fact, Bruno wants everyone in the team to get along with one another, he doesn't tolerate members completely ignoring each other's presence, which is why, after seeing no sort of progress in your relationship, he decides to send you both investigate and capture an enemy.

Abbacchio rolls his eyes to the sky when he finds out you'll accompany him. He's never seen you in battle, and considering how shy and quiet you are most of the time, he's grown to think that you were nothing but a wimp. Most of the time, he was even surprised to see you come back home alive.

During the mission, on the other hand, you gave him the proof that you were a valuable partner in crime. You followed his orders, did exactly as you were told, and as soon as the situation called for it, the power your stand held forced the other to face reality: you were brave and capable of fighting.

The albino just...Blinked a couple of times, to make sure that what he was looking at was actually real. He didn't interfere further, he only stopped you before the enemy could die, as the two of you were only ordered to capture them, not kill them.

It was from that moment on, that Abbacchio started to gain respect for you. However, that only caused a doubt to emerge in his mind: If you were really that strong, why did talking to him scare you that much? It didn't make sense.

He would never admit it, but a part of him was quite disappointed to see how much you still decided not to even look at him most of the times. He thought that after the battle, you would have at least greeted him without your voice shaking.

Were you waiting for him to make the first move? He's never been good with approaching others...Why do you have to put him in such an uncomfortable position?

You've actually convinced him, at least a little bit, to get out of his comfort zone and accept a change in a positive manner, you've surely made quite an impression on him, let me say this.

He's more mature than Fugo, and is self-aware enough to tall to you in a way that won't come off as entirely awkward or out of the blue.

I can see him offering you some tea as a small chance to bond. That way, the two of you won't even be forced to talk with one another, just spending some time in each other's company while sipping a good cup of tea.

...To be fair though, you've heard stories about what he did to Giorno when he first joined, and you were a but reluctant to accept at first lol.

If you ever saw him listen to music, he'd probably catch your attention before you can leave, wanting to know what kind of genre you like, before asking you if you'd like to listen to something with him.

Overall, he still keeps his distance and will give you lots of space at first, but he believes that little gestures are what really matter when getting to know someone as closed off as you.

He partially likes this, and he waits for the moment when you'll start talking with him freely like you do with the others.

Seeing your little smile during one of your conversations was low-key the moment he felt the most proud of himself in quite a long time.

[allisonlol]

hey aliceee babyyy!

first things first, let me congrats you on achieving your 2k followers! as a fan and a friend, I'm genuinely proud of your accomplishment! my girl, all of your posts are top-tier content and you deserve each one of your followers!! 💞🖤

now, let me introduce myself for your match-up:

starting with my appearance, I have mid-long wavy hair that is naturally red, greenish-brown eyes, freckles, birthmarks, and (unfortunately) some s/h scars throughout my body. my height is something around 5'1 and 5'2 (1m58/1m60) and my body is an average hourglass. my style is dark academia, and I appreciate adding a lot of its aspects to my daily life.

my mbti type is intj, my enneagram is 5w4 (like yours) and I'm that typical introverted girl who loves staying inside surrounded by her books and blankets. I'm a calm and patient person (not that much) and my friends usually describe me as someone intelligent and considerate. and well, regardless of being soft and affectionate, I hate clinginess. like, I definitely can deal with clingy friends or s/o's, but I tend to go to the ones who understand my desire for personal space and whose love language isn't physical touch, but quality time.

however, I don't have that many friends, and, since I'm a quiet and cold person (mainly with strangers), people end up thinking of me as someone arrogant and go away. I'm also annoyingly ironic, especially during arguments. (and I'm kinda manipulative too, but we don't take about it 🤫).

talking about my hobbies, they are playing the piano/accordion, drawing, painting, reading and playing games like cards and chess. I love sunny days, classical music, tea, vintage stuff, and studying things like history, philosophy, and society itself. but I also hate crowded places, loud noises, and cold weather.

that's all, I guess.

desired fandom: BSD

NSFW? of course-

꧁♥ ᴍᴀᴛᴄʜᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ɪɴ ᴘʀᴏɢʀᴇss… ♥꧂

i match you with . . . fyodor dostoevsky!

ok ok, i'm not just doing that bc u are a super mega simp for him!! it genuinely MAKES SENSE. i also had poe in mind, but the whole thing about hating clinginess and being a tad bit manipulative (me too girl) made me change it. anyway, shall we begin?

Relationship:

first of all, can i just say what an aesthetic couple you two are??

while fyodor tends to move around a lot for work purposes, you both illegally own an old-victorian style house on the outskirts of yokohama where you frequently stay

since both of you prefer to stay home rather than go out often, it's there that most of your time is spent together

^doing things like playing the piano / cello together, chess & card games (where you test your near equal intelligence against the other), and listening to classical music

outings are not nonexistent, tho! on sunny days, you'll convince fyodor to join you on walks through yokohama where you'll visit antique shops or bookstores

often scholarly conversations about history, sociology, and the psychology of humans <3

you and fyodor share an office, where you often work in a comfortable silence. the two of you share the kind of relationship where simply being in the other's presence is calming, and not many words are needed

fyodor tends to neglect his personal needs in favor of working, so you make sure to bring him tea and small trays of food every now and then

arguments are VERY rare, since you both are very logical and straightforward with your words (to each other, at least). it's unlikely you would ever misunderstand due to your similarities and deep understanding

although not being the most inclined to physical affections, fyodor frequently likes to give you head pats, kisses on the cheek, and snuggle together in bed while reading (especially on cold days)

and yes, you were able to convince him to read to you a few times. his voice and accent are so lovely and v calming to fall asleep to <3

NSFW

sex is not the most often occurrence due to your busy schedules, but when it does happen, DAMN does it leave you satisfied until the next time

with you, fyodor is a very intense person in bed

he adores your figure and every part of your body. insists that you look more ethereal than the most infamous portraits of goddesses in the past <3

the significant height and size difference between the two of you is definitely something that comes into play. sensing a sliiiight size kink in the way he likes to hold you down and make you feel powerless

degrading, but praises you at the same time. things like "you're such a pretty whore for me" and "what an obedient slut you are"

sex tires him out easily due to his "weaker constitution" so one good round is probably all you'll get at one time

favors positions like mating press so he can both hold you down and get to watch all the pretty expressions on ur face. makes fun of you for it too >:((

ALWAYS doms, but it you want him in the palm of your hand just give him head and tease him <33 will darkly glare down at you whilst also shaking and struggling to maintain his composure

oh also. breathy whimpers when he's close...that's all i have to say <3

[blu-joons]

HUSBAND SEVENTEEN A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Yoon Jeonghan

A ⇴ AFFECTION

He is always the person in your life that will tease you the most, especially with affection. He never bores of trying to wind you up, to hug you just to pull away and kiss you until he leaves you wanting more to get a reaction from you.

B ⇴ BOYS

From the moment you first met the boys, it was as if you had been around them for years. They all made you feel so welcome, mainly because they knew if they made life difficult for you, Jeonghan wouldn’t be afraid to get back at them in some way for not making the effort to get along with you.

C ⇴ COMFORT

Although he loves to joke around, when you need cheering up, Jeonghan can be serious. He’ll always listen to you and see what the problem is, although you can still guarantee that a joke and a tickle will be his best tools to try and get you laughing again once you’ve finished offloading to him.

D ⇴ DOMESTICATED

The majority of the jobs in your house are kept in your very capable hands, with Jeonghan sticking to the basics. Sometimes you’re not sure if he does a rubbish job on purpose to get out of doing most of the chores, but when he does do the chores with you, he’s left to simply wipe down some surfaces or move the hoover around, with you unable to quite trust him to do much more.

E ⇴ ENGAGEMENT

Whilst you weren’t too fussed about making a huge deal about your engagement, happier to keep things pretty lowkey, Jeonghan wasn’t quite so convinced. He ended up arranging for a surprise party for you so that the two of you could celebrate with all of those who meant the most to you, making sure that you had plenty of attention on you too, just like you deserved.

F ⇴ FAVOURITE THING

Jeonghan’s favourite thing about being with you was that he always had someone to laugh with and someone who would always enjoy his humour too. There were times when the boys would come and go as a result of their busy schedules, but you were the one person who was always by his side, and best of all, you would always be there to laugh at him too, no matter how stupid he was being.

G ⇴ GOING OUT

The two of you tended to prefer going out to staying in, you both enjoyed being around people and getting up to trouble rather than sitting at home bored with each other. Your friends invited you guys out a lot whenever they went anywhere because they knew that the two of you very rarely said no.

H ⇴ HONEYMOON

Whilst you were happy to do anything as you knew just how busy Jeonghan was, he wasn’t quite as convinced, keen to take you away and finally enjoy his chance to have a proper holiday with you. He wasn’t going to settle for just fine, he wanted your adventure together to be full of fun and mischief, doing all of the things that he was usually told no to.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

If there was one thing that Jeonghan always made sure to do everyday, it was to tell you that he loved you. More than anything, it was the one thing that he wanted you to remember, no matter how busy he might be or how little time he might have on his hands to dedicate to you, he still wanted you to know.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

Despite how confident he came across to many other people, Jeonghan still had a bit of a jealous streak in him. He hated whenever someone made you laugh more than he could, or if someone would be able to make you smile brighter than he could, he would be far from impressed, and make sure that when he got you back he told a joke that he knew would tickle you better than any other joke that anyone else could tell you.

K ⇴ KIDS

Whilst settling down and having a family felt like an inevitable stage in his life, Jeonghan still had other things that he wanted to achieve before having kids. Although he knew there would be pressure on you both after you got married, he still wanted to do things as the two of you wanted, not anyone else’s way.

L ⇴ LAZY DAYS

Your lazy days were often spent just enjoying each others company without worrying about much. There was never really much to them, you both would just do next to nothing aside from talk to each other and catch up on the things that had happened. Even just being around Jeonghan was often infectious for you, there was nothing else that you needed to make you smile when you both had a rare day off from work.

M ⇴ MORNINGS

Most mornings it would be up to you to get the two of you up as Jeonghan had a habit of sleeping through his alarm. It was the one time when he was stubborn, trying his best to hold onto the duvet whilst you tried to wrestle it away, or keep his eyes shut whilst you tried to peel them open in order to get just five more minutes.

N ⇴ NIGHTS

There was very little that you enjoyed more other than falling asleep with Jeonghan as he always made sure to hold onto you nice and tightly no matter what it was that you were doing before heading off to bed.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

Jeonghan was obsessed with your presence, whenever you weren’t around he always wanted to know where you were, texting and seeing how you were quite often until he finally got to be back by your side again.

P ⇴ PRECIOUS MOMENTS

The moments that Jeonghan loved the most were the ones when he was able to make you laugh and bring a smile onto your face. He loved being the reason for the smile on your face, no matter how many times your smile had appeared before, it still made his heart flutter as if it were the first time.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

Your well-being is one of Jeonghan’s biggest worries, and knowing you as well as he does, if you’re keeping something from him, he’ll always be able to tell and force you into pushing him, breaking down your walls until you eventually cave.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

Every year Jeonghan liked to take you to the same spot for your anniversary so that you could take a photo and look at how the two of you have changed from the previous tradition. It started out as coincidence that you spent your first anniversary there after your first date, and ever since it became your thing.

S ⇴ SILENCE

It was very rare for there to ever be too much silence when Jeonghan was around he loved to have conversation all around him. If you were quiet for too long, then he would be around you straight away, keen to know what was going on with you and why you weren’t in much of a chatty mood with him.

T ⇴ TIPS & TRICKS

Jeonghan’s biggest tip for making things work with you, was positivity. He never liked for the mood to be down or angry between the two of you, he always wanted optimism and to see smiles on both of your faces.

U ⇴ UPSET

He was the best at cheering you up, Jeonghan hated seeing you upset, and would refuse to leave you alone until he saw you smiling.

V ⇴ VISITS

If any of the boys caught onto the fact that you were off work, they would be on his back until he invited you to the studio, mainly so that you could bring food, even if they argued it was for the company.

W ⇴ WISHES

As far as Jeonghan was concerned, his wishes had already come true and so much more too, he had more than enough.

X ⇴ XXXX

If there was one thing that you could just about guarantee from Jeonghan, it would be that whenever he kissed you, he could never just kiss you. He couldn’t help himself a lot of the time from teasing you or doing something to wind you up.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his rock, there was very little that Jeonghan enjoyed more than knowing you were by his side.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

It didn’t matter how the two of you fell asleep at night, however the one guarantee whenever the two of you fell asleep together was that the two of you would have some sort of contact with one another through the night.

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Masterlist

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SFW (Fluff) Alphabet · Zemo

List made by @caitlinpotter || Sorry I’ve been so absent this week; I promise I have content for the weekend!

*xFemale!Reader || NSFW Alphabet ❤︎

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

Quite affectionate— he loves giving you affection, and it’s all across the board with him. It can be from soft sweet touches to actual affectionate actions done for you.

Full HC list on this soon! ✧

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend?)

Literally the best— for starters he’s super loyal, because if you’re truly friends with him he’s not giving up on you easily. Your friendship wasn’t exactly easy to get to, mostly thanks to his profession, but once you’re in, you’re in. 

100% defensive of you— anyone tries to come at you in any negative way, he’s got a comeback to absolutely destroy them. Also, having someone of his reputation around can be beneficial for when you want to be left alone, as he seems to intimidate people a little bit.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

When you cuddle him— he loves it when you just come over without saying a word and cuddle up next to him, he doesn’t ask questions he just lets you get as close and be as cute as you want. Sometimes he has to chuckle at just how physically needy you are, like absolutely burying your face against his back, nuzzling softly, with your arms around him in an attempt to get his attention / also loves waking up to you cuddled right up against him.

When he cuddles you— he can just tell when you need it, so often times he reaches out for your hands with a “come on, come here,” naturally, you give in, he pulls you into a hug, slightly rocking you back and forth. It’s a lot of soft touches and feathery kisses.

↳ if you’re lying on your stomach, he’ll lie down with you. Resting his head on the small of your back, brushing his fingers across or down your back, sometimes he places soft kisses against your skin, which always gets your attention. You either: 1). turn on to your side, he hooks and arm between you legs and uses your thigh as a pillow. 2). you lay on your back, letting him rest against your stomach, gradually he makes his way up to give the corner of your lips a kiss.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they around the house?)

For sure— it’s not long before you’re practically living with him. Now that you’re in his life, he wants you around for everyday life; what is his very soon becomes yours. You picked up on it when he started to suggest “why don’t you stay here... tonight? And maybe tomorrow?” more often.

Around the house— he’s quite casual. You never feel expected to get up at a certain hour (regardless that he gets up early), you’re never expected to be downstairs and dressed immediately, it’s more of a calm atmosphere that lets you wake up. You don’t constantly have to be around each other, he knows space is important. Sometimes it’s just doing your own things in the same room in silence together. Despite the status of Baron, he behaves like your average individual around the house, he likes to do things himself.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

It’s actually really hard for him— it’d have to be in person though, as hard as it would be. For starters it would take a lot for him to actually call it over, he’s extremely patient and an expert at working things out with you, because he truly doesn’t want to it end.

↳ a most likely situation for ending it would be that he can’t guarantee your safety due to whatever he’s getting himself into, and he’d rather make the call to let you go than to have no choice in truly losing you because of his own dangerous choices. 

He’d leave it open though— sitting across from him, you stay quiet after both coming to the conclusion that it’s over. However, he leaves you with: “if you ever need anything, in any way. . .” you nod, a few tears falling as you stay silent, staring forward. Coming over to you, he softly wipes a tear away, kissing your temple, whispering, “I’m sorry,” before walking away.

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

He’s definitely committed in the relationship— ring or no ring, if you’re in a relationship with him he’s all in, not the type of person to just have a fling here and there. It’s total dedication to you, and you only. 

Considering he’s done it once before—there’s a lot of past memories surrounding the topic of marriage for him, which is why there’s probably going to be a good amount of time together before any proposal. He just wants to be sure, plus there needs to be time to talk everything out before rushing into anything. 

↳ when the time does come though, it’s a mad romantic, but personal proposal, with the most gorgeous ring in the world.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

Physically— he’s super soft with you. He never wants to startle you, it’s always what you’re comfortable with. Touches are more than just flirtatious with him, they can be comforting, encouraging, supporting, etc. (He also knows what you’re not comfortable with as well so he can avoid it)

Emotionally— it’s a little more complicated. With your emotions he’s super gentle and understanding, always. He listens to anything and everything you say or just need to vent. He doesn’t interrupt and only gives his thoughts when you ask for them. He never intends to hurt you feeling either, he’s very careful. However, with his own emotions however, he’s a little harsher. He doesn’t really like to show any of the more complicated emotions. And doesn’t always give himself much grace for feeling certain ways, he tends to repress.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? What are their hugs like?)

Only from you— he doesn’t really like other people getting friendly, unless he really really knows them, even then it’s different. He doesn’t get physical with other people unless it’s a “move— you’re in my way,” situation, but that doesn’t count as friendly.

Extremely handsy— he love to bring his arms around you, so he can completely hold you whilst hugging you. Whether it’s around your waist, shoulders, hips, etc., just depends how the hug is done. He also tends to stroke his hands when hugging you, up and down your arms, back, sides, thighs, wherever.

↳ he likes to nuzzle against your neck, during front or back hugs, with the bridge of his nose, or his lips. He also gives tender kisses while he has you so close. Not kisses with other intentions, just sweet loving kisses that make you smile. Sometimes he brings his hand under your jaw, to tilt your head just enough so he can kiss your lips.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

It takes time, but it’s not forever— when he knows he will tell you with no hesitation. He doesn’t debate telling you or worry about it being too bold, nope, he means it when he says it and he says it when he means it.

He also says it in different ways— it’s not always “those three words,” through his gestures and other phrases you hear I love you a lot.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Not if it’s someone you’ve known before him— he’s not intimidated by pervious friendships that predate your relationship. 

When people flirt with you knowing he’s with you— he gets real jealous, real fast. Given that fancy occasions are kind of a routine thing, you’re around a lot of other people who want to flirt with you, and often do pretty openly. It’s rare that Zemo ever leaves your side, which helps, but that doesn’t stop people from trying, which he hates. Typically he just tries to keep you physically near, so he can be there to prevent it.

↳ one time he left to get you a drink and an old rival of his found you. Trying to be polite you remained in conversation, feeling fine until he caressed your shoulder. Almost immediately Zemo was back at your side. Handing you your drink civilly, with a “here you are, Darling,” he then glared at the man standing across from you. Not so subtly, Zemo slipped his arm around you, literally pushing off the unwanted hand and replacing it with his own. You leaned into him more, attempting to make a point, as Zemo continued giving a half smile half glare.

He doesn’t do much about it in aftermath— he’ll calmly admit to you that he was jealous, but he also gets you with “I understand why people want to talk, flirt, and be with you,” he shrugs, “you’re beautiful, they’d have to be blind not to see that, but yes,” he tilts his head, “but. . . I have to admit, there’s part of me that wants that only to myself, of course.” It makes you smile how calm he tries to keep himself, despite the frustration. It’s usually you who actually does anything after these type of conversations though.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)

Lightly running fingers up your neck— when he’s kissing you, he traces his fingers slowly up the side of your neck, until he reaches your jaw, there he strokes his thumb across your jawline.

Holding your hand— sometimes when you’re flirting with him, you like to get as close as possible without touching, he knows the game and subtly slips his fingers between yours, then he goes in for the kiss. He can feel your smile and your hands hold his tighter as you give in.

Hand kisses— he gives these whenever, wherever, and however often he can. It’s a cute way of showing affection in a very classy way. He uses them as hello / goodbye greetings, although typically you require more than a kiss on the hand for saying goodbye.

Soft, but turns into more— it starts out as a super sweet gentle kiss, but slowly you can feel it deepen, to which you usually break the kiss with a smile, “Helmut,” you laugh, holding onto his arms around you, as he moves his mouth to your neck, “I don’t have time for this,” you try to stop giggling.

As for himself— he loves the taste of you lips, so every time you kiss him, he adores it. However, there is a sweet spot at the base of his neck, that when you kiss there makes him stop mid sentence.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

Fantastic— he’s actually perfect with kids. Maybe it’s past experience that plays into it, but he’s so sweet with kids. When they accidentally run into him, he gives a “be careful, little one,” before stepping out of their way. Something you’ve noticed is that he talks to them like they’re little adults, which is adorable.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)

Staying in bed— one way or another one of you convinces the other to stay in bed. Sometimes it’s him asking you to stay just a little bit longer, when you can’t, he understands and watches you get dressed, asking what your day looks like. / Other times it’s you compelling him that it’d be more fun to stay and cuddle with you.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)

Relaxing— it’s a calm, safe, and warm environment when you can both just relax from the day in each other’s arms. Sometimes you’ll lean back against him and ask what he’s reading, when he says Machiavelli, you smile and get cozy, “perfect, that sends me right off,” you close your eyes as he begins to read aloud.

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)

He’s not an open book— there’s a lot of history with him, some good, but also some bad. Even before the whole campaign to end Super Soldiers, he has a bit of a shady past, with his own military exploits. Some he’s made amends with, others he hasn’t.

Depends how much you already know— if you already know a good amount about him, 1). he’ll ask to even the playing field, so he can know you equally as well 2). he doesn’t mind you asking questions since you’re already aware of his general history.

Surface level stuff— interests, fascinations, favourite this-or-thats, he’s pretty open about though! He doesn’t mind sharing or talking about any of the casual topics about himself, it’s just the more personal stuff that takes time.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)

He’s extremely patient— The only way you would know is by a facial expression. His looks give him away more than his words or attitude does.  

↳ if you’re not getting along, he’s the first to apologise, and it’s not an “I’m sorry” end of conversation apology. It’s a well thought out apology, because you don’t argue about the little stuff, it’d have to be something big to get you at odds for a while.

Silently frustrated— even if he gets mad, he keeps his cool in circumstances. Never raises his voice, his tone just gets a little deeper.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

He remembers everything— seriously, he does not forget anything. You’re his number one priority, so of course he pays attention. Even if there’s something you just mention at random, he’ll remember it. Say you mention how you used to have/like/want something, there’s a good chance it’s showing up again.

He also asks— he’s genuinely curious about you and wants to know as much as he can about the person he’s in love with. So, he loves childhood stories, random details, and little quirks about you.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

The moment you said those three words— when you know everything about him, his past, his lifestyle, and you still decided to say I love you. And you still standing by it even though it meant waiting for him.

He also loves remembering the first time he saw you— he says he could never forget it, it was like a divine beauty just walked in.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you?)

Veryyy— he’s extremely protective of you, but not overbearing, he’s good a being distantly or subtly protective. In other words in public / at events / new places he keeps an eye on you, even if it’s from a distance.

He will literally do anything— there’s no limit with how far he’d go to protect you from anything or anyone, even if he knows he’s outmatched, he’ll find a way.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

Dates— he puts a lot of effort into them, mainly trying to make it a perfect yet comfortable setting. So if you like quiet restaurants, that’s what he’ll find. If you like outdoors, he’ll find a stunning walkthrough garden, etc.

Celebrations— it’s always extravagant and grand and beautiful whenever you’re celebrating anything with him. He wants you to feel like the royalty he believes you are.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

How easy criminal life is for him lol— you love the fact that he surprised you with a real classic art piece for your birthday, but the exact details on how he got it isn’t as pretty. You frequently ask if there’s any other way he could make a living.

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

He’s not vain— despite the fancy and classy lifestyle, he’s never thought himself as an individual of great beauty. He likes beautiful things, which is why he says he was so attracted to you, but personally he doesn’t think much of himself.

He cares though— it’s not like he doesn’t care whatsoever, which is why he’ll usually ask you “what do you think of this?” in regards to fashion. He wants to look nice for you, and he knows how to do that. But he’s not the guy to check himself in the mirror, or constantly fret about his looks.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

He doesn’t need a relationship— but that’s what makes your so special. Since he’s not the type to just constantly need someone to feel complete, the fact that he does need you make you and your relationship all the more important to him.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

He can crash literally anywhere— you’ve found him on the couch, on the floor, in a chair, and you have no idea why it’s a habit of his, but it is! And you have definitely addressed him about it before.

↳ walking in to his study, you found him asleep on the floor between the couch and coffee table, shaking your head and crouching down, you woke him up. Looking up to you, you asked, “Helmut, why are you sleeping on the floor?” / “Hmm- wh- I’m not on the floor, you’re on the floor,” he states sitting up, brining you into a hug with him.

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Can I request some poly! Shigadabihawks x reader if you don’t mind. You have amazing writing and you have written some amazing poly! I don’t care if it’s sfw and/or nsfw, it’s totally up to you. I honestly kinda wanted to see how hawks and Shigaraki got along in a poly relationship and how they interacted with each other because I can imagine how Dabi and hawks get along or dabi and shigaraki but hawks and Shigaraki would have a odd relationship, y’know. Sorry if this is odd and you don’t know what I’m talking about and I just want you to know that I absolutely love your work. You’re the first person I check everyday when I get on tumblr. 😘

Awwwww!!! You are so sweet, thank you so much!!! Yeah this makes a lot of sense, for the demon au especially I’ve been trying to work on showing off the dynamic between Hawks and Shig. I hope headcanons are okay!

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- Before you enter the mix, Dabi is really the only holding them together. He started off dating Tomura (who still insists he barely even likes him, usually after they finish making out) and then later Kei joined in. You’re still not sure how it all came to be since you get a different answer depending on who you ask and what mood they’re in.

- Tomura is only a bit tsundere with Dabi and Kei, never you. With you he’s more openly clingy and would never deny how he feels. He wouldn’t say it, but he appreciates you being around whenever Dabi and Keigo make him feel like a third wheel. Keigo has some similar experiences, but he’s just genuinely not bothered whenever Dabi wants to go have some solo time with Tomura. Or you, for that matter. Just isn’t the jealous type.

- They like using you to fuck with each other. If you’re hanging out with Dabi there’s a good chance Keigo will come along and just flat out steal you. Just pick you up and walk off. Because he can. Dabi is fond of teasing Tomura about how much he likes you, despite clearly also liking you. Tomura’s go-to is usually also to steal you, however he likes to get you to come willingly so you’ll blow off whoever you were with to start.

- Keigo and Tomura get along best when teaming up to irritate Dabi. Whether it’s playing keep away with you, hiding his stuff, distracting him when he’s trying to brood and do Dabi stuff, they really enjoy the power of their combined effects on him.

- The three of them teaming up to irritate you is what really gets them cooperating. They’re all gremlins, they steal your clothes to force you into skirts with no panties, they move your stuff around so you have to ask them for help, and that’s without getting into how often they fight over you, although that’s not so much to annoy you.

- Dabi developed a little habit of calling you, Tomura, and Kei his sluts and now he does it no matter who’s around and it’s really embarrassing but he absolutely does not care.

- While most of the time it’s Dabi and you holding Tomura and Keigo together, it’s not uncommon to find just the two of them off by themselves bonding over a common interest or even occasionally making out.

- They each have their own rooms, but you don’t. You bounce between theirs and your stuff is always scattered around. Yes, it’s annoying. No, they won’t let you have your own room. The four of you typically end up sharing one bed anyway, although the room itself changes.

- They’re not shy about the relationship, so it’s fairly often you get teased (albeit lovingly) about having three boyfriends. Toga really likes trying to force you to pick a favorite.

- Everyone thinks it’s creepy. Everyone. But Kei started calling you their “little girl” and just never stopped.

- They don’t really do PDA between themselves aside from the odd hand holding or rare peck on the cheek, but when it comes to you all bets are off. You’re constantly perched in someone’s lap or holding a hand or having your clothes fixed by someone else. To everyone else it mostly looks like they toss you around.

- Sometimes they’ll take you on dates, switching between doing them one on one or with the whole group. It’s hard to get Tomura to go out, though, since he prefers stay at home dates. When he’s not feeling it you’ll usually end up in a blanket fort eating takeout all together.

- One time. one. time. some stranger muttered “slut” under his breath when he saw you walking along in public with them. Dabi charred his ass so fast the other two were pissed at him for not being able to get a hit in.

- Despite all of them being gremlins, they really love you and will 10/10 go out of their way to make sure you know that. Literally anything upsets you and the immediate response is “Tell me why you’re not happy and I will kill it.”

- Most of their more genuine affections are shown in little things they do. Keigo likes to get you guys things, especially snacks he knows you like since he can go in public freely. Dabi is constantly fixing your clothes and hair and making sure everyone’s comfortable. Tomura always touches you softly (outside of the bedroom), always brushing his fingers along your cheeks or resting his head on your shoulder, etc. He’s also the most likely to casually touch the others in public.

- When it’s cold everyone piles up on Dabi and he pretends he hates it, but you always catch him smiling when he thinks no one’s looking.

- Kei loves using his feathers to tease everyone, slipping them under clothes before you can stop them or making them flit around your face. It’s annoying but his laugh is so cute you can’t even be mad at him.

- Tomura’s face always lights up before he can stop it when one of you comes to play videogames with him. He’s really bad at hiding how excited and happy it makes him.

- Since you’re the only girl and they’re kind of sexist, they treat you a lot softer than they treat each other. Doesn’t matter how strong you are, they’ll always think you’re weaker and they need to protect you. It might not seem like it when they’re teasing the hell out of you or tying you up or spanking you, but they go way easier on you than they would on each other in the same situation.

- Literally any sign from you that you’re seriously upset or overwhelmed? Done. No more. Only soft affection and very mild teasing for the week.

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- The first time Kei joined in while Dabi and Tomura were fucking, he didn’t even participate. He just watched like a fucking creep. Still does that occasionally.

- They all have relatively high drives and absolutely no shame between each other, so it’s pretty often you’re just casually getting fucked in one of their rooms while another sits on the couch beside you and watches TV. May or may not comment on it.

- Sometimes they’ll make bets about you. See who can get you to cum the fastest one week or try testing how long it takes for you to come to them when they don’t initiate it and which one you pick. How much cum they can stuff you with and plug up before it starts leaking out. And so on.

- It’s very different if it’s just one of them, or if it’s two and which two, etc.

- Dabi likes to manhandle you. He takes his time, makes you wait and beg and then just completely destroys you for hours on end. After, he sits back with a cigarette and lets you cling to him while he strokes you and tells you you did a good job. It pleases him when you’re so fucked out you can’t form full sentences, and he’ll tease you for it for days.

- Keigo is similar in that he likes to tease, but he’s also sadistic. He’ll make you cum on his tongue and fingers until you’re begging him to stop and then he’ll force at least two more orgasms out of you on his dick. Afterwards he watches you twitch and leak his spunk for a minute before giving you god-tier aftercare. Runs a bath, gets you some water, etc. Once you’re clean he encourages you to take a nap, but it’s usually an excuse for him to take a nap because he’s also worn out but trying to hide it.

- Tomura gets too excited to tease for very long, but that’s only directly before the sex. He’ll have his hand shoved in your panties just toying with you for hours while he absently scrolls on his phone. Sometimes he’ll have you get yourself ready where he can see, only to completely ignore you until you let him know he can start. Once he’s going, though, he’s done with all that. He’s drooling, panting, flushed, pounding you into next week. He alternates between kissing you and spitting in your mouth because he’s too wound up to just pick a mood most of the time.

- That’s not to say you don’t have lots of times where it’s intimate and loving, but that’s not really the usual.

- The Dabi/Tomura combination is the more nasty of the three. Kei isn’t opposed to doing stuff to make you squirm when he’s in the mood but Dabi and Tomura l i v e for that shit. They’re almost nightmarish together, 100% okay with piss, impact play, period stuff, all things anal, etc. Of course you’re their girlfriend and they love you so they’re not about to do something that has you screaming or crying for real, but if you’re at least mostly okay with it and they’re confident it’s not breaking you, they’ll do pretty much anything. Anything to get you teary-eyed, begging them to stop, etc. as long as you’re not saying the safeword. For aftercare they’re very gentle and soft as they clean you up and put you to bed. Doesn’t matter what time of day it happened, they’re putting you in bed and snuggling you until you get at least an hour of sleep. When you wake up they’ll get you something to eat and make sure they didn’t hurt you beyond the usual cuts, bruises, and assorted mild scorching.

- Dabi and Kei usually go for more of a good cop/bad cop sort of arrangement. Doesn’t seem so bad until you figure out they switch the roles without any indication of having done that. It’s like they have a sixth sense for it or something. You’ll be crying and clinging to Keigo since he’s been nice so far only for him to bend you over his knee and spank you raw for it; meanwhile Dabi has gone from smacking you around and spewing filth to cooing and stroking your face. Their aftercare is mostly praise, they’ll tell you you did well and make sure you’re okay mentally since some of the stuff they say can get pretty intense. They’ll get you cleaned up and make sure you eat and drink water, and they’ll cuddle as long as you want and won’t go anywhere even if you fall asleep.

- Tomura and Keigo are the most interesting mix. It’s not often that it happens, but when it does they work surprisingly well together. Their different types of degeneracy and patience seem to blur together into a lethal combination that’ll have you getting whiplash from how they toss you back and forth. They’re not usually both participating at the same time; someone has to hold the camera, after all. Aftercare usually consists of a shower, snacks, and either you napping on their laps while they game together or joining in if they didn’t rock your shit too hard. On days when they’ve done this, you’ll notice the two of them interacting more and occasionally taking some time to be alone together…

- When it’s all of them you’re fucking in for it. Depending on the mood it can vary wildly, but for the most part it’s just a complete mass of writhing limbs and moans. You’re tired ten minutes in, more of the focus is on you than anything, you’re forced to cum over and over again, they each cum in or on you at least twice, and when it’s all said and done you’re covered in sweat, cum, possibly blood, and three sweaty, spent bodies. Usually after they have to peel your limp, half-conscious body off the bed and carry you to the bath. They’ll take great care of you, not that you’ll really remember it in your sorry state, and when you wake up the next day they’re more doting than usual. They’ll tease a little about how you’re sore and still just a little out of it, but that doesn’t mean they’re not checking on you and being extra attentive.

- The times when it’s all of you together but in a more romantic way, it’s like being surrounded by pure love. Everyone’s kissing, you’re all tangled together, it’s just really soft and intimate. Doesn’t last as long, but it’s insanely sweet and gooey. When finished, there’s lots of soft caring/cleaning up/cuddling for a while but it doesn’t have the same insane recovery time as usual. After everyone’s taken care of, the guys like to try pretending everything is normal, but it’s obvious they’re more clingy than usual. Definitely all sleeping together in a pile on nights like that.

- Sometimes one will join in just for aftercare. Kei enjoys seeing you a fucked-out little mess, so he’s always happy to help if it means he can see you destroyed for a minute first. Dabi likes the feeling of being needed and being able to care for someone, so he’ll help, especially cleaning you up and getting you dressed. Tomura loves the way you cling after, and likes to cuddle and nap, so he’ll come in late to the aftercare just for that.

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Meeting and Dating J.D.

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(Sorry about the inactivity lately. With the holidays coming up, I’ve been a bit busy. Plus, I’ve written a post or two on my other blogs which means no post on this one. Anyways, hope you enjoy!)

- You meet J.D. when he transfers to your school. You’re in study hall when you just so happen to look up and make eye contact with the boy while glancing around the room. 

- For the rest of the period, you feel like someone's watching you, and lo and behold, every time you sneak a glance his way, his eyes are on you. He doesn’t even try to hide the fact that he was looking, he just raises an eyebrow at you when you turn and meet his gaze. 

- You spot him in the lunchroom later that day and ask your friends about him though they don’t have much information besides his name and where he moved from which they got from one of their teachers forcing him to introduce himself to the class. He was a mystery …and boy were you intrigued. 

- You have your first conversation at the local Snappy Snack Shack. You’d just popped in to grab a little junk food, only to find him stalking through the store in his black trench coat. You figured you’d dance around each other until one of you left but before you knew it, he’d sauntered up to you and interjected that you looked familiar. 

- Before you knew it, the two of you had introduced yourselves and began a sort of flirtatious conversation. He bought you a slushy and offered you a ride home on his bike which you coyly accepted after a moment of nervous hesitation. 

- It was that same night that he returned to your house, rapping at your window and damn near giving you a heart attack. Even though it was terrifying at first, it was also sort of endearing and you soon found yourself joining him outside.

- Now, It’s your choice whether or not you sleep together that night. If you do then consider yourself kissed and claimed from then on. If you don’t, he’ll continue to show up at your house or hang around you at school until he gets what he wants. You. 

- You suppose that your first date happened at the Snack Shack so from then on, the two of you were sort of seeing each other. Well, one of his favorite things to do with you is not be at home so the two of you were hanging out in an empty lot.

- The sun went down and you were sitting in the dark, the glow of the moon being the only thing lighting up your date. You were sitting down and he was lingering on his feet somewhere behind him, sorta pacing from what you could hear. 

- He knelt down beside you and you turned your head to look at him, only to immediately get pulled into a kiss that all but had you melt into the floor. It was passionate and somewhat rough, exactly what you’d expect from him. And you wouldn’t have it any other way. 

- Well, he most certainly isn’t letting you go after that. I hope you like him babe because you’re not getting rid of him anytime soon. 

- This man is fully willing to makeout with you in public. So yeah, there’s a lot of Pda.

- His hands are pretty much on you at all times.

- Pecks on the lips. He loves when you just give him a kiss for no reason at all.

- Rough, passionate kisses. He asserts his dominance by hooking his arms around you and pulling you into a searing kiss until you can’t breathe.

- He definitely calls you “woman” and a ton of other pet names ranging from cute to just plain annoying. 

- He never would have imagined a girl like you would actually put up with him for so long …but boy is he thankful you have.

- He’s a little shit and that’s just something you’ll have to live with. He’s blunt, conniving and sarcastic, but he does care about you.

- He pretends like he doesn’t give a shit a lot of the time but he does, more than he cares to admit.

- Surprisingly enough, JD actually really likes cuddling. You’ll usually lay with your legs intertwined and your head resting against his chest while he wraps his arms tight around you. 

-  Jason's father sort of ignores him, they aren’t very close and certainly not close enough to be sharing affection besides; maybe, a pat on he back or something similar. So he craves attention and affection.

- He yearns for you to touch and love him but he doesn’t know how to tell you that he wants you to suffocate him with your own body. He’ll just try to repeat whatever it is he did to make you touch him or touch you until you do something to him.

- Hugs from behind.

- Husky whispers in your ear. He does it on purpose because he knows what it does to you.

- Motorcycle rides. 

- Trying to get him to quit smoking. It never actually works but he; somewhat, tries to cut down on it for your sake. He thinks the fact that you care is sorta amusing. 

- Cutting class together.

- Going shooting with him. The beer bottles and porcelain plates kind of shooting, not the Ram and Kurt kind of shooting. 

- Dark humor. Although, sometimes you genuinely don’t know if he’s joking or not. 

- He can always seem to make you laugh, even if it makes you feel guilty to laugh at some off the stuff he says.

-  Hearing an alarming amount of gun and bomb facts. 

- Going to Snappys Snack Shack with him.

- Junk food binges.

- He’s kind of a stalker if I’m being honest. He follows you around without you knowing, finds out everything he can about you, etc. You’re sort of like an obsession of his and that can be good or bad depending on the situation and to what extent you know about his feelings. 

- He knows practically everything about you, ranging from your birthday to where you are at pretty much any given time.

- He’s not too great at all that lovey dovey shit but he tries. It might take him a little while to get the hang of it but he eventually will. 

- Getting him to play the sax for you.

- Having his hand on your thigh whenever he’s driving. 

- Making out.

- Hickeys.

- He likes when you wear his clothes, it’s like marking his territory without getting in trouble for making your neck different colors.

- Listening to morbid music.

- Deep existential conversations. What else do you talk about with your girlfriend besides the meaning of life and why society will ultimately cave in and destroy itself in a violent revolt?

- Late night phone calls from him. Be prepared to rush to your landline at three a.m. so that you don’t wake up your parents. You can’t even really be mad at him because he’ll just immediately launch into either a spiel about how he missed you or ask what your opinion on Manchurian candidates are; successfully silencing you in bewilderment. 

- Getting random knocks at your window whenever he decides he just has to see you. 

- Your parents either love or hate him, there is no inbetween. He’s generally pretty good at playing the role of the upstanding young man who cares a lot about their daughter; that parts real of course, but occasionally a parent will just get a bad vibe from him and his charade; though convincing, just won’t work on them. 

- If that’s the case with your parents then you’ll sort of be forced to sneak out if you want to see him, which he’s particularly good at helping you do. 

- Getting kept away from his father. He tries to keep your interactions to a minimum, especially if you have a much different personality than to the man.

- Incredibly jealous though he’ll always try to hide just how upset whatever situation you’re in makes him. He makes jokes and “forgets about it” as soon as you join his side, convincingly acting like nothing happened or that he saw nothing wrong with it but staying up the rest of the night wondering what he can do about it. 

- Possessive. You’re each others, aren’t you? He’s yours and you’re his. Everybody belongs to someone and the two of you belong to one another. 

- Is he protective? What do you think? If you ever complain about a person bothering you, he’ll almost immediately ask if you want him to kill them. You think it’s a joke. It’s not. 

- Although it may seem like he does things just for his own benefit, he would genuinely do anything you ask of him. Sometimes he’ll surprise you with the lengths that he goes to make your life easier and happier. 

- He’s hot tempered and kind of an asshole so the two of you are; most likely, almost constantly fighting. You’ll usually be yelling at each other or arguing passionately which is a problem because he thinks you’re hot when you’re angry. He’ll usually wind up trying to kiss you which succeeds in making things worse and having you give him the silent treatment/break up. 

- He tries his best to give you your space but the instant you want him back, he’s all over you. He usually never actually apologizes but he doesn’t force you to when you’re in the wrong either so you suppose it’s fair. 

- I love you’s are few and far between. He doesn’t really want to make himself seem too vulnerable so you only get them on rare occasions. 

- The two of you tend to not talk about the future. He wants to be with you forever; which is obvious, and he wants you to be his; which is also obvious. But you don’t know if you’re entirely sure you can handle him. So, you try to just enjoy the time you’re spending together and not think about how things may end. 

- You’re either the Bonnie to his Clyde or his blissfully unaware darling. Pick your poison.