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Don't mind me being very anxious about this here, thank you.
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I drew the line and signed it, before coming back over and over and over with new things I would add, and start to fcking overdo it again, 'cause that's happening to me very much lately..
VAMP AU, Y'ALL!!! <3
Wanted to think of some nice dialogue / scenery for this but..nothing quite clicked...go ahead add your ideas if you like...
I guess I just like to have them villian style destroying whole villages... c: just a common thursday for them maybe...
#kn8#kaiju no. 8#vampire AU#villian AU#kafka hibino#soshiro hoshina#fanart#I'm totally done with decent illustrations#they make me very much aware of where I lack skill#still a fun Idea tho#i always love my art till i start coloring lol#should go black/white only maybe#bg was a pain in my ass#discord buddies support helped tho thanks guys <3#also to finally notice something positive.. I kinda practiced abs#and at least I can see some progress#yay!#now moving on#icy's art
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I wanted to draw teen Sidon and Bazz hanging out in Sidon's room, so it was a good moment to finally plan out said room study (that is just a part of his quarters).
It's actually Dorephan’s old quarters, repurposed after he outgrew them. He's responsible for like, half of the clutter, the rest is all Sidon.
#botw#sidon#bazz#zora#loz#zora architecture#Sidon having that much -stuff- is doubly impressive seeing how average zora has like#maybe three personal items that are not weapons#jewelry or tools#bazz looks at all this and all he can think of is three centuries of nonstop fight with mold#the desk is swithed for a bigger one every 20 years or so#luckily they have a bunch of progressively larger desks and chairs from Dorephan’s growing times#there's no doors or windows since zoras arent too worried about privacy#if sidon really wants there are folding screens and seaweed tarps that can be set up for some extra coverage#they're also used during strong storms to block out the rain from damaging the study#also!#bazz compares the study to his (and Seggin’s) house and i wouldn’t have included it if i didnt have it at least roughly sketched out#its much more normal for a zora living space#just a bit bigger#but before i post about it i have to make up my mind about the general housing policies in the domain#caring about fictional politics makes my life so hard
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Living with a disability, especially a progressive or dynamic one is so fucking stressful. I don't know whether I'll be able to do things I can do now in a couple of years or even a couple of months. Maybe today I'm up and dancing but tomorrow I can barely leave my bed. I'm already grieving the things I know I won't be able to do in the future and it's so, so so so hard. The worst part is that there's nothing you can do but try to enjoy life right now and hope you can keep doing what you love
#not to vent on main but this week has been hard for me#at least i have anime#and yall my friends and irl moots have been very supportive#ig my fam is supportive in their own way#seeing another specialist in a couple weeks hopefully we can make some progress#still worried i won't be able to perform if I don't have more accommodations#vent#vent post#disability#disabled#heds#potsie#pots#mcas#ehlers danlos syndrome#hypermobile ehlers danlos#the holy trinity of chronic illnesses#chronically ill#chronic illness#chronic pain#chronic fatigue
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"Are you finished with my portrait yet? Show me!" "Cipacton, I can't draw you if you keep moving!"
#em draws stuff#em is posting about temeraire#temeraire#temeraire worldbuilding collection#⚬⚬⚬⚬⚬𐂂#did you like those guys from the last picture? here they are again :)#at this point I feel like I should have be oc tagging five deer and cipachcoatzin just for organizational purposes#but if I don't then I can pretend I can stop drawing them...#<- He Has Ideas For At Least One More Picture and Other People And Dragons They Know#if you want to see what five deer is drawing then turn your eyeballs to my previous drawing of them!#after finishing that one I wanted to figure out what cipachcoatzin looked like outside of the super stylized depiction - here he is!#also lacking any other ideas I've decided that's his name now. my classical nahuatl is So So So Beginner but I'm Trying#(cipactli [caiman] + glottal stop + coatl [snake] + tzin [honorific suffix]...#...or cipactli [caiman] + ton [diminutive suffix you might use for a kid])#haven't come up with a personal name for five deer yet but what with naming other characters they'll interact with my abilities Do run out#so that can be a work in progress#pretty pleased with how this turned out especially cipachcoatzin's little obsidian mirror-ornaments#the background and color scheme is Heavily based on luis covarrubias' 'view of the valley of mexico'#but maybe I can manage some more urban settings for them or the other characters in future pictures
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My attempts to draw the movie version of this guy
When you haven't been drawing for so long you forgot what your own style looks like
Two versions, because I couldn't decide, which one I like more ¯\_(‾▿‾ )_/¯
Translation of the text in the art:
- Saw his birdie (no, not that birdie)
- Genius, billionaire (millionaire?) and so on
- *Oleg's POV*
- A request to the local feathered ones: don't scare kittens
- sErIoUs
- Hug him properly already TT
#my art#майор гром#майор гром игра#майор гром чумной доктор#мгчд#мги#сергей разумовский#major grom#major grom plague doctor#major grom game#sergey razumovsky#you can kind of see me slowly remembering how to draw as the work progressed XD#honestly. I kind of hate the top left corner one and redrew it twice but I still don't like the way it ended up#at least some other ones came out better
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' You told her she could do anything, and, for you, all she wanted to do… was be kind. '
Enver & Dirge
#|| ' we are needed at the helm ! ' || { baldurs gate iii }#enver gortash#|| ' he is my heart ; i did not have one before him ' || { dirge & enver }#lord enver gortash#dirge the dark urge#dirge the durge#durge#the dark urge#dark urge#// Lots of feelings#// I blame my friend who writes Enver for this 😂#// A collection of my art for them.#// I feel like you can definitely see the progression#// with drawing Gortash 😂#// Just two jagged and wretched people#// who could have [ and in some ways did ] make each other worse#// but also? made each other better?#// Learned love together even if it was different and flawed#// It always would have led to her death#// because no matter what she said#// she never would have killed him#// I am just#// 😭😭😭#// At least she can save him in roleplay 🔥🙃🔥#// Where she is a (trying to reform) murder cat.#// And she is absolutely cat like. I cannot stress that enough. 😂 A menace.
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< 2023 trgnz
#not to get all sentimental or whatever#but im really happy w how trigun has developed / influenced my art these last few months#its jst made me feel overall more confident in what ive drawn#and that i can connect w my art in a way that i never have before ??#LIKE THATS SOOO CHEESY BUT ITS SOOO TRUEEE#before trgn i was feeling soo dejected and unmotivated and like .. generally unsure if id ever really find my footing#and even tho idk maybe not much has changed frkm an outside perspective#but i just feel so happy w it . at least rn . SO IM ENJOYING IT RN☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️#theres still so much i want to work on ykwim but its such a crazy feelign to like ..#actually using my art in pfps (not tmblr sryHAHAGA) or like . printing physical copies of my stuff bc i genuinely want to decorate my walls#w it or like .. Wanting to put in more effort in a way i never rly have before#its still so hard 4 me smtimes and like frustrating😭 when im artblocked or not sure how to progress w something#but its made me feel like i can Know that i will figure it out in time . and thats SOO crazy tew experienxe IDKKFFFKK#and its soo silly that trgns whats made me want to like ..push tht aspect pf my hobbies . SOO SILLYYYYY#anyways i wanted to see some of these side by side#its so jarring 2 me that i have all of these .. and that they r generally pretty consistent style wise . compared to before at least 😭#ANYWYSSTYY#trigun#my art
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his skinnnnnn
#okay one more progress picture#life size wilt saga#the washable markers keep coming back when it dries so I guess I wouldn't have been able to finish him today anyway#internet says mix in some baking soda into the water to get them to go away for good#and if that doesn't work I'll have to properly soak him in soap and water#soooo many tutorials just say 'add a bit of water and the lines go away :)'#which is true until it dries and the ink has just spread over the entire wet area#it gets lighter every time I spray it down so they'll eventually get spread so thin you can't see them from the front#so it's not a project ruining issue#but it is a project delaying issue#I was kinda so-so on if I wanted to stuff him today anyway though bc I kinda want to have his two eyes done first#so I can just finish him all at once#I should at least do his finger tips today though. get those made and ready to sew on
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hey if i actually started developing my video game idea would you guys be interested if i posted about it on here
#personal#i'm balls deep in the early design phase i already have the gameplay figured out#working on a layout of the whole building with andy so i can get screenshots as references for what i need to draw for it#like again the programming is gonna be so hard and i will get so stuck on that WHSKGJFDGKDFK but i do really want to like#at LEAST get some sort of a demo running... blockout set up and all that. because it's just point and click and i CAN do that#i've done it in google slides before so how hard can it be to put that shit in unity instead#saving progress and whatnot with a working game manager will be a hurdle. and some of the puzzles are a bit intricate#but especially the simpler stuff like needing a key to open a door and all that. i've done that before i can just copy paste code#if i can get a demo to work i can pitch the idea to people... maybe go back to school and see if a teacher can help get me a team
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Never gonna be over how unutterably pathetic and in dire need of ANY kind of companionship or friendship that doesn't revolve around their band the entirety of dethklok are. I love these horrible idiots who are so devoid of any real connections outside of themselves that they will latch onto anyone unfortunate enough to get too close to any one of them! And GOD help anyone they latch onto!!
#jay talkin#metalocalypse#im thinking about the doubles episode where they just seem genuinely happy to have 'friends'#who arent like. industry people. these men are so starved of any kind of connection#and it takes them four seasons a rock opera and a movie to realise they can find that in each other lmao#also thinking about how quickly any of them bond and become really intense abt anyone in their life#aka: NATHAN TOWARDS ABIGAIL. oh dear poor abigail oh dear#but also toki to damn near anyone and this goes for the entire band tbh as well they all do this at least once#and yeah its mainly cuz 10min eps mean u gotta progress stuff fast#but also holy shit. charles these boys want friends so bad u gotta set em up on playdates or smth#maybe it'd get some of their dumb stupid idiot energy out and they'd be better behaved. well. no they wldnt but... u can dream#i do think theres smth to be said that yeah all of dethklok are cool theyre metal superstars they r good at what they do#theyre also fucking prophesised saviours too and theyre also incredibly dangerous idiots and terrible ppl#but never forget that they are also. so so SO pathetic and isolated and dysfunctional#these men have not lived in the real world in decades and are disconnected and unsocial and spoilt and u can see that this does impact#the way they interact w the world! they need like. anything other than the band in their lives hah. they do need to pal around#im glad they find that in each other eventually!!#i dont want 2 sound like im babying them or infantilising them these r grown asshole idiot men but like. listen these shitheards r lonelyyy#everyone in their lives is like. assigned to be there and is set as beneath them in a class and workbased system#they dont rlly have ppl who r just there cuz they like em. outside of fans. and fans arent rlly a real connection yknow#their only connections come via work networking sex and violence and worship baby!!!! its fucked up!
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Year In Review - 2023
Thanks for sticking with me through this year. I can't wait to see what next year brings for me!
January / February / March April / May / June July / August / September October / November / December
Honorable Mentions:
One / Two / Three Four / Five / Six Seven / Eight
#ts4#the sims 4#my year in review#I posted four whole story posts this year!!! I'm trying to be proud of myself for that.#as you can see this year was the year that DnD took over my life.#from critical role fan sims to the dnd cas challenge and then Rook taking over my brain.#I also feel like I improved a lot with my edits.#specifically the two tarot card edits are amazing. some of my best work to date.#and I feel like my cinematography with Nora's story posts was a step up from where it was before.#apparently black red and green were the colors of the year lmao.#I'm glad I made at least 4 really intensive edits to put on here.#and also glad that I posted 4 story poses this year.#that's almost nothing compared to last year but it's still progress!
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hello! i was wondering if you're still planning to finish your COTL fic? <3
everything I write is written outlined and with the ending in mind so yeah I'd like to get that out but also please look at the stats for the next chapter alone
I Am Begging For Patience /j
#Anon#Fr tho thank you everyone for the lovely comments and encouragement#next chapter will be up At Some Point but I really managed to put too much on my plate with it right as seasonal depression hit#Finally clawing out of that one at least!#Straight up though it's mostly just reorganizing and a few drafts of editing#So there might just be a full ass Different Oneshot out before I make progress with that (already written. Also Needs Editing Passes)#...or I can split it in two parts#But that would require abandoning the chapter organization convention that I've established#eh we'll see
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Anyone out there got a solution for when you're feeling really stuck with your art and everyone and their mother tells you the solution is to do studies and figure drawings and other such things but even just thinking about doing those things makes you Spiral and want to Kill Yourself?
#monster noises#it's 1am no one will see this it's fine#it's a genuine problem though i Wish i could be aotherfucker who found it engaging and satisfying to do figure drawing#but i both A) had some bad experiences with this type of learning in highschool that i guess kinda make them triggering for me i guess?#and B) my brain doesn't seem to be able to like.. Learn Things.... That Way.... or at least not Obviously#i mean obviously i've improved as an artist over time in general#and i won't lie and say i've Never done figure drawing or studies or anything#but i never leave those situations feeling like i've Learned anything#mostly i've just sat for several hours growing increasinglyore frustrated#at my limitations and inability to achieve what i feel should come to me intuatively#and even if i Did feel like i've learned something i can seemingly never turn around and then apply it to something else#my brain does not make those lateral connections#it's why i can't do word problems in math.#and plus i also find stuff like figure drawing especially Rarely helps me make progress on the parts of my work i Actually want to improve#fluidity/mobility/stylization and surrealism#and only reinforces practices i want to pull away from#realism/'correctness'#all this combined leaves me just kinda stuck because i really can't power through my fear of these practicing methods#because i also don't find them useful#but i have no alternatives because it's like.. the only thing anyone suggests because theoretically is Does Work#but just not when you're Specifically Busted like I'm Busted#and so I just continue to stagnate until idk.. i find something else that can abruptly and suddenly launch me forward again?.#augh.. being an artist is The Most Enjoyable (_=<=)_
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another day another dealing with management scrambling about their own poor decisions and supply chain/budget issues even tho I'm really fucking not paid enough for all that
#nerd alert#the basic rundown: i make the pre-made salads sandwiches snacks etc for 2 storefronts on campus#1 of the storefronts has a supervisor who texts me directly at the end of the night to tell me what they have left#the other storefront is a vague and unknowable black hole i dump things into. it seems to prefer salads. but besides that idek.#ive invited them to text me directly. email or fax the numbers to my direct manager to give me. something. anything. to inform me#of what they need every day so i know how much to produce.#but instead of this they have elected to just complain about overproduction and then have a panic attack when they run out of things#last week we had a meeting with the manager of that storefront's building and there was a discussion about this issue among others#and it was agreed that someone from that building would oversee forecast numbers and i would go off those for production#well. that person is bad at their job apparently. bc i did that this week and they started flipping out about overproduction.#the other issue is supply chain stuff. keeping up with what needs ordered and what comes in when is REAL rough#especially when youre sharing your product with other departments like me. mary in salad/deli keeps taking my damn vegetables#and the manager isnt getting enough of a budget to buy enough lunch meats for both of us#so im just straight up out of shit half the time and CANT produce#AND. i started this position last year when the fall semester began. i have a list of items on the menu.#some of these items need a specific kind of packaging. that we just. never even got. at all.#so they were like 'ummm why arent we getting the yogurt parfaits' good question. why arent we getting the 4oz portion cups#that i have to put the granola in? cuz if you can answer that question then youve answered the first question.#we got them now but now we're out of yogurt. so like. fuck me i guess.#anyway. id say this is a work in progress but the work started like. 6 months ago. we should have this shit down#part of it is i still dont have a work email address. bc typically they generate those based on your legal name#and i was like um...can we not. i kinda dont want everyone seeing all that. like ik its on my paperwork but. eugh.#and the manager was like yeah thats fine i can put in a request to have it say your preferred name :) im on the pride committee so i can#work on that with them :)))#cool! still have not gotten that email.#ANYWAY#eugh. my job is so damn annoying#the work itself is fine i dont mind that so much now. but the Managing of all of it is a nightmare#i really truly need to gun for better pay when i get the opportunity. i should be making at least lead cook pay.
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I used that error message generator to make some errors for Rumi and Sera (for future use in art)
#error message#rumi erudite#sera kaishurr#you can probably guess what these are for tbh#ooo im edgy and emo now ooo#these would be fun to add to my art at some point once i can be bothered to draw something#anyway i just got the malicious armour and i evolved my charcadet so now i have a ceruledge#and i was doing this instead of WRITING MY GODDAM FIC AAAUUU#uggghhhhh at least ive been making decent progress#ive been having trouble finding the motivation but ive been doing pretty good#im going to try to get into a routine starting. uhhh tomorrow ig.#and hopefully that should help me find motivation#also going to try talking to people a lot more because maybe the reason im struggling to write is because i havent left home in three days#three cheers for DO SOMETHING#somebody needs to come poke me with a stick#ignore the one you see when you click on the link i was making a bad joke to my friends
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