#and honestly..? its bad. to play with. i dont think it might even be worth making a custom model for this

[dexaroth]

cursed figura model that somehow imported two textures at once that keep z-fighting. he has two sides..

[socksual-innuendos]

I think its interesting how I see Hancock portrayed in fandom having known folks who have had similair....idk how to describe it. Its certainly a very strong personality, with good attitude and easy going nature mixed with very low self worth but string convictions they believe are bigger than themselves.

I also havent really played enough 4 and havent played enough with him to really earn disapproval but I've known people (and especially men) with the same kind of personality and I think a lot of folks who either fawn over him or align him in as a perfectly "good" guy dont really catch up on his smaller nuances. Which, this is really easy to do (and do so irl) when you havent pissed these people off.

And tbh thats fine bc while I dont see him as a bad person, he definitely has the makings of an asshole esp given his strong personality and convictions.

But the tldr Im trying to get at is dudes like this really have an easy going personality and are generally down to earth until the moment you start contradicting them or infer they might be doing something immoral/less than good wrt how they align themselves. They also want you on their level and generally dont like it when you might look down at them (not necessarily bc you think youre better than them, but bc they have done something that youll disapprove of an a deeper level). The second you might act/infer/do something they see as "above" and take a hard stance on it is the moment they'll get nasty with you. How dare you look down on _me_? Im a scoundrel and own it unlike you who totes around like youre the pinnacle of morality!

Which is done defensively, often times out of low self worth, because if they have someone like you on their level then they cant be all that bad, but the moment they might be challenged to be something better its a make or break point on if they take the criticism. And they'll place the blame on "well you just look down on me for being an addict/ghoul/unconventional" vs accepting that they may have a skewed or even bad view on something

Anyway, this isnt to say Hancock is a bad dude but from folks ive known like this there is definitely a type of anger/destructive defensiveness under all of that chill personality and preaching.

And honestly he falls into the same personality type as Jimmy McGill, to me, where you have this generally easy to get on with guy who has the ability to drag everyone down with him the second insecurity really digs the claws in. Which is interesting and fun to think about, however (esp for a lawyer sosu) I think would make for a very interesting conflict between the two.

And more so you have to have a strong personality around these types lest they consume you lol

[the-s1lly-corner]

Maybe TADC Characters X Reader who loves gossip?

TADC cast x reader who loves to gossip!

Okok I know I have a track record of saying ik only goinv to answer a few asks then go to bed but I think I might actually

Go to bed soon

Im still feeling unwell and tbh its been getting worse; what was originally stuffy noses and sore throat is now that + fatigue and headaches (but no more sore throat!! Yay!)

Very bad sinus pain though

So uh uh

Only a handful of requests tonight then I might try to sleep

Very short since I'm sick + im on mobile + not many ideas are happening here <\3

CAINE:

Now caine looooooves to gossip, not even as a malicious thing he just likes speculating what the silly people in this circus do when hes not around

I like to think that caine definitely would play match maker should a circus member fall in love with someone, so he asks you for any and all details and secrets

POMNI:

Probably uses your habit of gossiping to try to find an exit. I mean you have a lot of into on other people, what's to say you dont have info on other things? Its worth a shot, at least in her eyes

Thus leads to her uncomfortable sitting next to you while you spew a bunch of stuff that happened before she joined the circus

RAGATHA:

Definitely on the side of "I dont like talking about people behind their back especially if its something petty or none of my business"

Obviously venting is a different story but this ask is specifically about gossip

I don't think she would like gossiping that much, other peoples business isnt her business you know?

Politely asks you to not involve her

JAX:

Jax probably has lied about another circus member before. Harmless rumors, of course, ones that are totally outrageous and only the more gullible would believe

So you two make a powerful duo, when we also take his pranks and jokes into account...

KINGER:

I think he likes some basic gossip. Like a "I heard (x) said (y) to (z), can you believe that" kind of gossip

But does it count as gossip if hes just relaying something most of the other crew knows?

Probably not but given his state of mind half the time can you really blame him?

ZOOBLE:

I took she would occasionally engage on gossip

Is it still considered gossip if its just shit talking, though? Because boy, I really do headcannon that zooble does NOT like jax in particular

Honestly you two can probably sit down and talk about stuff for HOURS

GANGLE:

Very awkward about it, similarly to ragatha I dont think she would be too big of a fan of gossiping about others

Gangle strikes me at the type to keep to herself and mind her own business tbh, not much else to say

Kind of just quietly let's you talk, very obviously doesnt want to engage in the gossip

[schizotypalpd-culture-is]

i dunno how applicable this is EXACTLY but im putting it here because im an idiot and accidentally. im not going to say "triggered myself". SCARED myself. with the thing in question.

stpd (plus nuances. maybe i should stop adding that) culture is being really, REALLY FREAKED OUT by radio hijackings. namely the WKCR-FM "death tape" one. DO NOT LOOK IT UP. IF YOU DONT ALREADY KNOW WHAT IT IS. ok i mean you can look it up but if youre at all similarly inclined away from Scary Weird Sounds That Get Under Your Skin in the way i am, youll fucking hate it and itll freak you out. like i dont know how to explain it other than it haunts me. ill be minding my own business and then "hey haha yknow that sound that scares the living fucking daylights out of you? we're thinking about it now" you fucker.

additionally: stpd culture is being really scared of getting cursed. when i was younger i was heart-rendingly terrified of like. 3 AM things (and honestly i still am. if i need to go out to like, the kitchen for whatever reason and its 3 am? im waiting until 4. maybe even 5, to be safe). but yknow those videos or audio bits or whatever that claimed to be cursed, and always had like. weird imagery attached to them? (especially the ones that were said to be "Actually Legitimately Cursed"). those scare me. i avoid watching them/watching videos about them as much as i can because its not worth the fear (and im like. a horror enjoyer. or yk "enjoyer". im drawn to horror, i dont think i can really wholeheartedly say i Enjoy it)

and theres this one visual that uh. will take a bit of an anecdote to get to. so. yeah. sorry for the already-lengthy confession but its going to get longer. sorry mod. sorry everyone else.

so i play(ed) the binding of isaac a lot. watched a lot of videos About the binding of isaac. and a particularly popular mod for the binding of isaac is fiend folio, which adds a specific boss named cacophobia. and i really like cacophobia, i love the visuals (however much they might freak me out). but theres one sprite specifically that caught my attention, which is venus (the uh. i guess boss' hitbox. cacophobia is a weird bossfight) in the uh. death posture. the death posture is, from what ive learned (which can very easily be incorrect, so my bad if anyone else is more knowledgeable about this than i am, and im being stupid about it) is some sort of yoga-type thing that's connected to occult topics. and SINCE learning about it, i have become equal parts enthralled by it, as a pose; and deeply, DEEPLY terrified of it, because for whatever reason i always end up under the assumption that it will curse me. even though i dont think theres any mythos or reputation around it involving curses or whatever. its weird.

-phonetics anon. god, sorry again for the fucking. english assignment-esque ask, thats a lot. to ramble a small bit more though, because im nothing if not a talkative bitch; ive tried the death posture once. i dont uh. Explicitly Believe in occult things, as far as i know, but yknow. just wanted to test it. see what it felt like. i dont remember now, so who knows. we watch a decent amount of analogue horror, too. we're actually watching a video about liminal land right now. because i am. an idiot.

know maybe this is why so many of our. weird. visual things. that im not going to call hallucinations because i dont deserve the word. are uh. faces. peeking at us.

i had another thing i was going to say but ive forgotten now. maybe thats a good thing. for all my apologising, i have just added more bullshit to this ask. sorry mod.

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[kijosakka]

i have so many hypotheticals for dramaturgy u dont even KNOW (i am going to sit here and go through them though)

so this is all coming up because i was considering a tiny detail about the initial cast relations on island (then turning into this whole. mess.) and wanted to do a little thing where i explore hypotheticals to this au that aren't necessarily 'canon' to it,,

CAST RELATIONS: in my rehash post of island and covering the casts' reactions to noah acting Like That, i say the feeling of uncanny detachedness was immediate. but it could also? not be?

maybe he just comes off as shy at first, or especially standoffish -- perhaps the sense of detachedness is a mounting realization that 'oh this guy is kindof Weird As Hell' instead of an immediate bad sense,, this effectively would not change the cast relations or dynamics at this point, but it would provide more exposition opportunities for cast members to try striking up anything at all with him and getting shut down immediately as opposed to (unintentional) ostracization from the beginning.

^ and also, conflict exploration. not during island, but during his shift in WT, there could be the issue of noah knowing these people already tried and he shut them down each and every time, so what reason do they have to give him yet another chance? (is it worth the emotional risks and potential hurt and no gains, etc etc)

PHOBIA FACTOR: as it is, 'canon' to the AU noah gets eliminated during dodgebrawl (which is necessary for his general character), but phobia factor is a lovely little 'consequences of forgetting about the cameras' if on a much smaller scale.

now,, im ngl this sounded a lot more fun than it is actually going to be. because the simple answer is just that noah lies. put in this position -- if his onscreen character is forced to have depth, then it will be fake for his own peace of mind.

^ the only thing that would potentially happen is that it would, in a way, isolate him from his castmates further, simply because his reaction,,, Isn't. the fear among the cast as they face their greatest fears is shared -- except for noah. because its not genuine. his reaction comes off as flat (and even then the response that he is showing is further, repeated theme, uncanny valley. to have never seen this guy fearful performing some facsimile of it? Weird.)

SIERRA / WT PAN-OUT: ok,, sierras role here is very closely connected to the other idea mentioned here -- a wt hypothetical season play-out,, thing. while not 'canon' to the au for the simple fact that noah has Little to No development in this and thats the point, im spilling all my 'what-ifs' and might as well include this one.

theres actually,, a shocking number of moving parts to this. to summarize: tyler is eliminated in noahs place in london (mostly to keep numbers even), and thus takes his place witnessing the Kiss.

^ im not sure why tyler would be eliminated honestly. havent thought that through. however i do have something mapped out (kinda) for the trajectory of the love triangle,, being that noah doesnt do Anything. it boils over eventually, obviously, since duncan and gwen both know that he knows, im thinking around picnic at hanging dork? (elimination-wise, between london and picnic [*greece & area 51] cody is eliminated, sierra is Struggling but i do need her here for future plot purposes)

[*greece; noah volunteers before duncan in the scavenger hunt and along the way kiiinda talks with gwen?? just a little, just kinda nudging her in a direction away from any Dramatic, Exploitable behaviors]

^ so noah says nothing, right? he doesnt want to get involved in this Plotline, but he can get duncan to spill. so he does that -- talks to others, sometimes points over at him, and through the two challenges and the time between ends up freaking duncan out enough that he confronts noah post-picnic (theyre just outside the plane getting uhhh idk drinks. its Hot.) while the cameras arent rolling. the cast is around though.

duncan spills it all by himself, noah has a little moment of 'i didnt tell anyone, but you just did' -- courtney is pissed, but duncan is downright furious and gets all in noahs face, to which he responds much like he did at the very beginning of island: he doesnt.

he says something to the effect of 'if youre looking for a reaction, im the wrong person to look for it in' (or he doesnt say anything -- this is a work in progress) and Leaves. i also do like the mental image of noah spilling whatever drink he has down duncans shirt to force him away in a manner that doesnt make noah reveal any (perceived sense of) vulnerability via stepping back himself.

not much else on that -- just that post-challenge i also like the idea of noah being physically close to owen after. idk to what ends,, owen just wants to Comfort (< see also, noah can have a little breakdown in the showers or smth. a tiny one. its been far too long having to keep this all up and being close and not even properly involved in some of the drama of the show is making him crack whether he shows it or not)

^ and (im ngl i do imagine gwen being eliminated here? again, semantics r lost on me in favor of the Numbers) now,, sweden comes: duncan definitely believes anything with noah is nuked, so sucks up to owen and alejandro both in similar ways. basically like how canon went, etc etc noah is back to fading into the background.

however post-sweden offers up duncan&noah interactions. say duncan has had time to cool off and now wants to know why noah didnt say anything; noah deflects, bc of course he does, but does talk duncan into a kindof realization of just how much the show itself impacted his relationship with courtney -- not at the moment, but later it would serve to duncan to characterize noah a little better (and by a little i mean a lot); being, he's keenly aware of the cameras and the audience.

niagra brawls,, everything most goes, save the pairing are changed a bit: heather and alejandro, owen and blaineley, duncan and sierra, and courtney and noah. < courtney and noah win immunity (note: courtney definitely carries him across). post-challenge, noah point-blank tells courtney that hes sorry and that he shouldve come to her immediately.

^ courtney,, appreciates the genuine apology. she asks him why he didnt -- noah is, for once, honest, saying it was mostly a selfish reason and he didnt want the fallout. (smth smth he can truly hold sympathy abt the situation, knowing just how badly the presence of cameras can Fuck Things Up)

now. i swear ill circle around to sierra eventually but i need to talk about blaineley really quickly. so dramaturgy right?? noah is In The Business. i had it in the very original post of this (rb, covering cast dynamics) that noah did not like blainely. i renege. bffs. absolute shit-talkers together.

^ the point of that is that noah talks her out of the alliance with chef. im not actually sure what that does bc i still intend for blaineley to be eliminated post-china (aswell as courtney probably idk?? could be switched with duncan) but maybe she also has smth to say about how detached noah acts?? (see also the little scene concept thing of chris pointing out just how unnerving it was seeing noah act so lifeless)

also: noah wins. the china challenge. master of keeping a Flat Face. (note: he definitely does vomit immediately after. sick for Hours)

the semantics kinda fizzle out from here, but in essence noah floats his way to the final three à la cody style (does not want to be there also) and on the way kinda bonds with sierra? < that brings up another little correction ill rb onto another post at some point; sierra, while initially holding the intrigue as opposed to dislike of noahs detachedness, does in fact grow to find it unnerving. seeing him through a screen? really fun! being around him? ...not so much.

^ sierra, through noahs Magical Advice Powers That He Has In This Pan-Out For Some Reason, does earn herself advice from him about her obsessiveness or whatever. havent thought about it too much and actually propped sierra up as me having way more to say about her than i actually do,, but they do bond. they get a little bonding.

also: plane explosion. theres a little scene here that lives in my head wherein heather, frazzled from the explosion and having voted against alejandro, kinda blows up at noah? lashing out at him etc etc,, noah, par for the course, doesnt react -- mostly. he does just get up and leave, and both heather and alejandro get to hear one tiny little intake of breath that sounds vaguely like he might be crying. but he is Gone. (he breaks down around the interns instead, and fully resolves to himself that this is the final three and he was definitely making third place)

anyway beyond that i think it would be funny if the tiebreaker was actually heather and alejandro and noah some how finagles his way out of being tied up to be the first person to hit the water. thus taking himself out of the game and promising a 'dramatic finale between rivals' like hes very aware chris was gunning for.

^ this is,, tbh idk how 'canon' any of this will be?? if ill keep this as a loose outline and just change noahs character and dynamics,, idk idk. its getting late i cant really think and my god this is so so so much longer than i intended.

[boy-with-a-gun]

3 days after being taken in ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪

im styx and I am 16 years old. My mothers not here right now and my dad has been missing for three months. i was taken in by a strange man named cyrus. hes kinda weird and just queit most of the time, but at least he has some idea of how to treat other people decently. his basement is cool but its dark down here. theres posters of movies and bands on the walls, i guess he owned these before? i think its weird that he would even keep them, he seems so straight forward and boring. he has an awesome bike though so i guess hes cool.

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹ cyrus is asleep right now but i found his diary. its basically empty, im sure he wont mind me writing in here too. or he might. youre going to hide somewhere safe, i just have to rip you out very carefully. i saw a watch on his wrist so i think thats probably how hes dating all his entries, but im gonna do my own thing anyway. i should have a diary anyway, it couldve helped a lot with keeping myself grounded, but who writes anymore? i dont know how i even found a pen in some dudes basement anyway. at least i can write still lol it hasnt been that long

ᓚᘏᗢ

he didnt write anything yesterday or today, i guess because nothing really happened except that he played guitar. he isnt bad but its not really anything worth talking about. it was nice to have in the background though, the silence was so annoying and he isnt a good covnersationailst.

he also said he would take me hunting, but he jsut sounded annoyed probably because i was eating his food. honestly its not even that good, most of it was canned. even the candy he gave me was like 10 years old. not that i didnt appreciate it but it wasnt that good at all. he really should shoot up all the animals here and just eat normally, idk why he isnt doing that

i saw an mp3 player like a while ago but when i asked to use it cause its cool and retro he said to keep my 'paws off his porperty', which sucks because i was looking forward to listening to some actual music insteaf of just guitar sounds.

okay he isnt all that bad, i guess hes just autistic or something, and i should be nicer to the guy whos letting me take up space and resources during the end of the world or whatever. he even set up a bed, even if its just a really shitty air mattress and a spare blanket. i can hid this paper under there lol, he probably wont look since hes so weird about touching me or even being near me. he must be like fully autistic. that sounds mean but i honestly think its true and i can respect his really big personal bubble

shit hes wakin up by

[adienhuy8112pm]

Its like my baby lost feelings for me.....its like you have been wronged by me some how that your likee this.. but look. I havent wronged you. Its either just take the courage to admit to me and everyone that you never loved me and it was just the being under the influence, or just come straightforward and let the world know that it was you who truly couldnt decide on to be with......

Baby. Honestly. Its either on of those scenerios thats why you leave me to suffer and say so yourself that your really not suffering that bad as i presumed you to be. That shit says alot. Right when you had the audacity to bring forth that toy knowledge wow,......she just said she aint having it as bad as i think she do. She actually not having it that bad... . FUCKEN REDUNKQLUSS!

You and your alipping words man, one day, aomeone will be doing thst to you. And boy your gonna feel how it feels when someone just blurhs something straight up at you with no conscience or emotions. Its gonna cause havoc chaos! Lol

Whatevers.

Like once a upom a timey lovely bird fucken saaid to me, "losing you wouldnt even be a loss for me. It be a win."n

Bitch ass niggah always talk shit about how i be mean and mistreating and calling m3 narc this narc thatn selfish this that blah blah. But damb. Look them words poopping out from you. ...those words are not words to be said to someone. Especially someone younso call love.

Might be that your fake and just did your best to play through it all since you got in to the mess. But anyways. Act like this.. go head ignore me yeah erica distant yourself. You are showing me exactly how muchy worth and meaning is to you and you paintimg the perfect picturee of where you set me to stand. When i have had a ckear visual. Ill be colder that the winter snow. And iwont hesitate on cuttting off a person.

Round of applause to my lady friend who is A+++ the dont contact schmeng. Heartless ass......its okay. You are being super heartless but whatever. If you dont wsnt to control yourself snd just be controlled that on you. If im gonna love you and ma control myself in to loving you and not control you. Controlling you is so miserable, i mean for the both of ya. Thats very unhealthy. But sure go for it. Its gonna be the reason KABOOMMMMM!

[springcatalyst]

I might be just be overly generous to hatake cause of my crush on hiroyuki sanada but my interpretation of him crying while he was bandaging julia’s eyes was him facing the reality that while yeah, his plan worked and Julia’s immortal now, he put her through a lot of pain to do it and she’s forever in danger from ilaria now only apparently not according to the finale! Which leads to even more questions! Sarah’s actress was terrible and i’m not very surprised to find out she hasn’t done much else since but she was also super pretty so i could deal with her better than like, alan and peter. I have a v basic understanding of the plot of s2 and i don’t understand why they dropped so many plot lines from s1 to focus on that instead. Did they have the audacity to think this would get multiple seasons?? Apparently it was lucky to even get that second season and by the end of it the ratings were so bad it fell below the threshold at which ratings can be tracked. Idk, I just want to shake the show creator by the shoulders and demand answers. you🤝me, complaining over a bad show that no one else has cared about in like a decade

LITERALLY. when I did my obligatory look I to the tag to find gifs to ramble under when I finished it (as is customary) it was so empty. ain't nobody care about this bitch.

I rlly like ur interpretation of that scene. I will now adopt it because YEAH and I dont know how else that would make sense. I do think he aaaalmost cares about julia kind of? so it makes sense that hes like ah but everything you've gone thru to get here and everything the future holds. but also the way he cares about anyone is so selfish and conditional I think she was just convenient and idealized.

I also think I like thinking abkut hatakes character cause hes played by hiroyuki sanada but in my defense (OUR defense)... hiroyuki sanada is actually a bangin actor and so can do the most with the shit script, as opposed to other characters which... suffered a little more.

like his story arc and character was almost good. it wasnt, but it was enough to be kind of compelling, u know? if it was done better. like hes just so selfish and hes been alive for so long that human life means nothing to him anymore and everyone is expendable until he decides he wants them around (ahem. miksa). I like how he goes from being comically apathetic to miksa to half-assedly reaching out once he starts hating him and then when he sacrifices himself!! (<-not a choice that makes sense) he goes right back to being like 'well he wasnt REALLY my son'. honestly its probably just bad writing but it's interesting to think of it like hatake only seeks miksa loyalty when he no longer has it. you know? he almost realizes what he loses and regrets it- not his actions, but being found out. also worth mentioning that he never calls him miksa except maybe once when hes trying to satiate him. even when he dies he calls him daniel, despite him telling hatake he wants to go by miksa. kind of telling for what hatake really wants from miksa, which is not a son but a sort of bodyguard and attack dog, more like a toy than a person.

dont let that make u think I think the show was good tho. that's allllllll just me reading where theres really nothin. I just like to Think. but yeah its bad.

[keefiswhoiam]

September 28 - 2023 Thursday

10:40pm

I didn't journal last night because I was up late chatting with Daisy.

This morning I had a hard time decided breakfast but I picked my last sausage pattie in a hamburger bun with a side of rice. My diet has been pretty non-varied lately so I'm trying to remember to eat something as different as possible every meal aside from my usual chicken dinner but even that might get changed up.

Stream didn't go so well. I just couldn't figure out what to work on. I'm sort of idea burnt out right now. In the past I would have been tired of the process but I feel like I can draw forever. Its just coming up with interesting ideas I actually want to do and not just the same poses and scenarios over and over. I ended stream very early, only about 30 minutes in. I also had to use the bathroom pretty bad. I felt bad about ending but also I knew that I honestly needed a break. I still do I think. I've been so focused on creating ideas that I haven't been taking in any information. I'm reverbing in my own brain. I need some fresh content to go off of.

After stream I honestly can't remember what I did. I somehow managed to kill a couple hours by doing actually nothing. Maybe watching a Twitch stream, maybe working a little bit on my room scan, and trying to find something to clean. Eventually I decided to fellate myself but I probably shouldn't have, I ended up not being very into it and because of that it took about 40 minutes.

Lunch was a few chicken fries, fish stick, and a macaroni cup. I had been looking forward to working on something while watching a stream on the side. Instead I had joined Eggs server and she showed up along with a couple of her friends. It was a nice call for the most part. Some of it was her friends nonstop narrating their OSU gameplay which rotted my brain but that stopped. For a bit it was just me and her and we share mutual feelings about being glad we bumped into each other for similar reasons. She was sort of isolating after a friend group break up and I also have very few social connections. I had been working on a halloween pic of Adora for Daisy in this call. Egg and her friend were watching and complimented me a lot which was nice, they really like my coloring brush. When I was done with the pic I left.

I felt terrible for Daisy today because of her finding out her insurance doesn't cover mental visits and also she had a bad day at work. Thats part of the reason I did the halloween pic. I didn't mean to get the whole thing done today but I thought it would make her feel at least a little better. I don't think I play myself up enough because that pic only took 2 hours. I think a lot of artist wish they could draw something so complete in that time. At this point its normal for me so it doesn't feel like anything special but I should take pride in being able to crank something out like this when it's needed.

After a little stream watching Daisy and I played Zelda together for just a little bit before her mom got home. When she hopped off my friend Will messaged and reminded me that we had planned to hang out in VRchat tonight so we did that for a bit. It was cool catching up with him even though I forgot about the plans and didn't quite feel up to socializing with someone I hadn't talked to in a decade. It was worth it though. We got him an avatar and showed him my cabin before getting crashed at a Black Cat.

Daisy and I chatted before bed as usual while I'm been Twitch gambling. I'm running another room scan alignment tonight and hoping it goes better with new settings. I dont want to settle for a lame result.

Its nearly time I try to figure out a new plan to self therapy. I've just stopped for a bit to regroup because everything kinda stopped working. I got too focused on certain things and at the same time not focused enough on others. I wasn't very coordinated in general, so much so I can't even describe exactly what the problem was. Just that I was so scattered. Whatever I try next will be more structured and focused.

I've naturally been better about feeling secure in my relationships. It might only be temporary but I've been aware of how miserable and harmful it is to not trust in my close bonds. Especially when I'm given so much reassurance. Sure I have legitimate reasons I end up feeling like this but it's still so goofy. Sometimes I just say fuck past experiences and so called trauma. I want to be happy and at least sometimes I can be.

[dexaroth]

tagged by @blyszczopies to answer questions and tag mutuals id like to get to know better :3 tag list is at the bottom!

⭐ Favorite color:

i honestly have had some 'color opinions' sloshing through my head for a while.. its complicated but you can rarely go wrong with these ones 👆 these are the ones I like the most! specially when combined together!

for favorites.. it depends a lot on how you use the colors and if they're alone or accompanied! some things look bad if they're just completely sky blue and such..

(putting this under a read more bc its a Very long post)

for the purposes of having an ultimate favorite color.. man i honestly don't know. it's a completely even match between purple and blue, though only the non-100% saturated shades of blue bc true blue is quite unbearable. I think the ultimate champion in questions of how many things can work with it would be blue. sometimes too much purple can be unbearable, but too much blue not so much

red Can be beautiful in many cases, but orange is simply superior between pure yellow and pure red. pure yellow specifically is literally unbearable for me. i hate it so much. for me to like a yellow it HAS to be going towards orange or its nothin'. lime green is super beautiful but pure green is also too much, and so is cyan. though the specific range of teal/green-blue can be nice, but it does not come close to lime green, instead it accents it quite nicely.

we don't talk about pink. or magenta. or any of its hideous nicknames. perish the thought!

⭐ Last song played: erm. well. you see, most of the music i have downloaded came from youtube. and quite a bit of them from compilations of songs all in one usually 30+ minute video..

the one currently playing is by Lauren Bousfield. i've tried searching for the - actually paragraph cancelled. i thought it was one of the comps by the pavor nocturnus1 channel but it turned out to be from some random other channel. i was having trouble identifying which song it was because it's a single audio file but it turns out the song currently in that queue to be playing is the song Cascading Retail Spaces!

i've had this album compilation downloaded since.. 2017! damn! and other albums of hers too. I don't know anything else about her though, but her music slaps :3

⭐ Currently reading: ah.. i dont read at all sorry 😭 does looking at the drawings from the morpho books series grant me any pity points perchance..

⭐Currently craving: WAFFLES!!!! GOD PLEASE!! and cookies..

^my cookie pile in project zomboid. can you tell?? (no waffles bc they're randomly found and not able to be baked like cookies..)

⭐Coffee or tea: neither soz.. i did try to enjoy coffee like 10 years ago but its just meh. tea as well, very boring. not counting the fact i have to load these suckers with sugar for them to even be worth drinking >.> but i suppose i'd choose tea over coffee simply due to variety and that some are naturally sweet :J

tagging: @moodycarcass @oxu @crazysodomite (maybe even u again timo if u wanna awnser my curious inquiries below.. muahaha)

additionally might i add my own questions... for funsies :33

favorite stone pattern:

favorite time of day:

favorite cloud pattern:

actually hm its quite hard to come up with somewhat potentially universal interesting questions. fuck. erm

FAVORITE ANIMAL!!! this question never disappoints. additionally favorite family of animals maybe?..

also from the makers of the best question ever above.. what's the silliest/weirdest animal off the top of your head?

last dumb mistake in a game?

last triumph in a game? (life cant all be losses afterall..!)

favorite clothing pattern?

worst + best texture(s) to feel?

and finally.. name one cool thing that happened this week. no matter how small. it is your duty now! commence!

actually i suppose it'd be weird to not awnser my own questions.. well here goes:

i like the one stone pattern that's a bunch of thin slabs slotted together. the ref image i have says its name is cliffstone/bluff stone! i also like the 'bavarian castle' one!

time of day: DUSK!!! MY LOVELY DUSK!!! though dawn is veeery nice as well. i used to be fonder of the night but dusk is just sooo niceys. dawn loses points for giving way to the boring middays though. but every time of day has its charm

cloud pattern; i actually dont know their names besides cummulonimbus..? lemme search..

according to this chart ive found on ddg. nimbus! i love gray skies and i love rain and i love fog. stratus and scuds are also nice

fav animal: erm.. got myself in my own question! i dont think i have a true favorite? i suppose ill go with jerboas.. as for the family. rodents of course. im the rodent mutual how could i not choose rodents! blasphemy!

silliest animal: off the top of my head? its a worm-like animal with a goofy face.. i thought it was legless lizards but that's not quite it.. i dont remember the name 😞

though there is a guy that's named worm lizard apparently.. oh such a foofy goofus

last dumb mistake in a game: most recently i was trying to go back to my base in a car in project zomboid and ran straight into a insane zombie crowd. the car got stuck in the grass bc it was loaded to the brim and i tried to move it backwards and let zombies approach me with the hope i'd run away from them on time, but it was not moving and then i panicked and stepped outside the car near a zombie with the sprint key enabled, bumped into the zombie, fell on the ground and by the time the get up animation started the zombie was already eating my guy. i was so mad

last triumph in a game: not much of a triumph but i got to fitness and stregth to lvl 6 in pz which are grindy time consuming skills to lup. but i have a base and crops and my coogieeees

favorite clothing pattern: i also dont know!! id say checkers that arent too busy or its derivatives. but also star/celestial patterns of course

^ from my fashion inspo folder

worst + best texture(s) to feel: i hate silk and those ones that are like a million little hairs that i dont know the name in english. best i suppose would be plush/cotton? i dont know their names either lol

and finally.. name one cool thing that happened this week: hmm. i suppose the nice sky i saw earlier today? though also one my af attacks has gotten a lot more notes than i expected. which is epic 💪🐁

[buzzingroyalty]

more under the cut for anyone who gives a shiz

first of all i really wanna just acknowledge the video trailer that comes with it- the only thing is has going for it are that the colors in the game are much more interesting that the film itself and the roblox avatars are pretty accurate to what you might see people playing in game. other than that we got 1. scary 2.uncanny 3. looks bad 4.why does it sound like that. idk for some reason the audio esp in the second half of their mashup is so tinny and makes my ears ring

(side note they really did spongebob dirty here) so immediately after i began the first npc given quest i was given this prompt- i skimmed through confusedly and was immediately alarmed with information about purchasing physical merchandise which i think has never been a thing you can do through roblox

the involvement of fandango obviously posed the question- can i buy movie tickets through roblox?? to which the answer is yes. yes in fact i can buy movie tickets through roblox which guarantees me a virtual broomstick. no idea if you can fly this thing or even take it to another roblox game. it is most likely just a piece of clothing

this appears upon walking up to this virtual ticket booth (not my zip code that was already there when the pop up appeared) and will find your nearest theater, then take you to a separate but in-app browser to pick your seats and purchase your tickets

now i dont know about you but i dont think any roblox game should prompt children to type their postal codes? god forbid they type it into the wrong box and end up posting them in the public chat?

speaking of the public chat- ive seen the original show but honestly did not remember the majority of the plot, let alone the name of the university the witches attend but i cannot lie i did have a little chuckle seeing these dialogue boxes. double the hilarity when you realize you cant even say the name of of the university in the chat as roblox immediately censors it

i invite everyone to enroll and Shiz yourselves

as for the gameplay itself its mostly doing collection quests, attending classes on a set schedule, and maybe learning spells? i managed to get a wand that farts out confetti before we got off track.

not to mention its a sensory nightmare because everyone is constantly playing with their wands and making fireworks and explosions and sparkles and throwing Potion That Makes You Green at you

all the npcs have two audio lines that they repeat over. and over. and over. one of arianas lines is absolutely incomprehensible and shes just kind of mumbling. i really dont know why they picked that to be one out of two

they gave me an F because i was too curious about the microtransactions and macrotransactions to go to class

all of this culminates into collecting emeralds to buy limited clothing items. i really hope i can save up enough to buy that fuck ass goat when it releases

for a game whos main allure is BUY OUR CLOTHES they sure overlooked their in game character editor

from what i can tell the available clothes have nothing to do with shiz and are just whatever is trending on roblox at the moment. and if youre already wearing layerable roblox clothes youre just about fucked- putting on too many layers results in amalgamations probably worth witch hunting

screenshots from @skencil-mcmooney thanks pookie im glad you got me breaking the game from a developing perspective there are things. wrong with it. from the fact putting on too many weird clothes allowed me to jump out of bounds and fall endlessly through space to the emotes widget taking a full minute to load and other shiz i havent fully explored because its not worth the strain it puts on my graphics card. and the worst part is no one even roleplays. if youve already got wicked fatigue before the movie is even out know that there are no bounds as to what universal is gonna put their money into to market this thing. i for one am so EXCITED to find out how boring the second movie is going to be (because theres gonna be TWO of them. did you guys know they go into the wizard of oz in act 2. because i didnt when i saw the show live. i thought defying gravity was the end of it. did you know theyre gonna make the wizard of oz again from a different pov. that's crazy) im going to bed

how do i contact justin mcelroy about the horrors of the official Wicked roblox roleplay game

[beomglocks]

what yeonjun is like as a boyfriend

warnings & other: no warnings except for falling in love with yeonjun, but is that so bad?, side note: no body asked for this but between college stress aka finals and daily life struggles this is the only thing i could manage to come up with so plz enjoy.

w/c: 2 more words and its 1K

jesus take the wheel

when you first meet him he’s flirting

biting his lips and licking them

raising his eyebrows and all like

????

calm down i don’t even know your name yet

very bold

so shameless when you first meet him

“you look like someone”

“oh really who?”

“my future partner ;)”

ngl you would be so put off by his confidence

but he knows when to tone it down and you’re like

“oh you’re actually tolerable!”

if youre shy then rip you

always trying to get you out of your comfort zone

probably does extra shit in public and you just have to laugh along nervously

then when yall are alone you scold him for embarrasing you and he’s like

“ok ok im sorry” *hug*

if youre confident like him youre both annoying

just kidding but thats real couple goals

everyone is jealous of yall

he’s so cocky

always showing you off

“hi everyone this is my partner!”

“yeonjun...we know...we’ve known ever since you introduced them 5 months ago”

thinks you’re the most beautiful human to ever grace the earth and it’s not even close

“seriously how did i end up with someone like you”

seems like the type of boyfriend to kiss the ground you walk on

*not to be confused with a simp*

yeonjun does not simp

he has morals

so you know how he tends to say “baby” a lot

yeah

thats his fav nickname for you and vise versa

omg he loves that nickname forreal

skinship

like i know i said beomgyu and skinship was a huge thing

but my god

yeonjun is on a whole other level

just comes up to you and annoys you with wanting to be close

hes so clingy

but will probrably pout and whine when youre clingy with him

“ahhh y/n you like me sooo much look at you clinging to me like this, leave me aloooooone”

obviously he doesnt mean it like cmon youre each others batteries

kissing you in public

im talking full on makeout sessions

“we’re in public...”

“ok and?”

literally just always all up on you

if youre someone who needs their space yall will CLASH

might even get into arguments because of this

serious arguments where you call him annoying

i feel like he will take it to heart if you call him that

nobody likes being called annoying :(

wont touch or talk to you for days

DAYS

thats dog years in your relationship

you have to apologize and really mean it

he’ll accept it if you kiss him

omg he’s so jealous

SO JEALOUS

doesn’t want people looking at you too long

dont try to make him jealous he will fight the other person

ok maybe just giving them the stank eye then he’ll pull up like

“hey im standing right here have some damn respect”

you guys definitely fight

A L O T

sometimes over petty shit but sometimes it gets serious

always threatning to break up but never doing it 

you both know you’re bluffing but it still hurts everytime

but your relationship is strong

i feel like yeonjun wouldnt get into a relationship if he knew he wouldnt have a strong connection with the person

he values communication

tell him how you feel

he’ll always listen

if he’s feeling down you better buy him his favorite foods and run your hands through his hair ok!

speaking of food

best food runs

like will just randomly be like 

“hey wanna go to this one place with me?”

and it’s like 2am 

but he insists the food is worth it

best dates too

either a restaurant date

(doesnt have to be expensive, just gotta have good food)

or he cooks for the both of you

he cooks surprisingly good????

you’re like there’s no way you made this

he’s like damn you hate me that much

but no like actually can cook but he’s clumsy you know

you gotta be monitering him

which he doesnt mind, he likes having your presence in the kitchen with him

PLEASE i feel like he doesn’t like being alone when he’s doing everyday tasks idk

like if he’s brushing his teeth or if you’re brushing your teeth

he’s right there back hugging you ugh

the type to walk on the side of the sidewalk where cars are closer to <3

if you’re younger than him he kinda has a superiority complex

not in a condescending way

he just tends to baby you more

if you’re older he still tries to act older in some ways

“yeonjun im going to the grocery store!”

“actually i made that exact same grocery list and went 3 days ago”

“the only thing on the list was rice?”

but he likes being babied

coo at him and he’ll get shy and tell you to stop

meeting the other members isn’t too bad

“this is my significant other! arent they just so etheral?”

everyone nods because if they dont yeonjun will probably give them some choice words later

you gotta compliment him a lot

he thrives off compliments honestly

you: “you looked good in that one scene”

him: “yeah but i looked good in all the scenes though right?”

you CANNOT C A N N O T compliment anyone else

you: “soobi-”

him: glaring at you “what about him?”

just to mess with him youre like “soobin killed this scene too”

pouts and whines

“nooooo what do you mean he killed this scene?? i’m the scene too pay attention to me!”

studio sessions with him are a vibe

he likes rnb so yall would just be chilling on days where he doesnt have schedules. 

plays his rnb playlist and yall just vibe out 

youre both laying down on the studio couch with his head in your neck and he’s dozing off *broken heart emoji”

wait ok i know i’ve said this before but

he’s the type to tease you during arguments

“you wanna kiss me so bad”

and when you do he’s all smug about it

“my baby just can’t stay mad at me for long huh”

your friends think he’s hot

they probably think he’s way too good looking to be dating you

so you doubt yourself

but he’s like nah our looks are on par that’s why we’re perfect together fuck them

always wants you to watch him dance

during practice or not, he wants you there

after hours at the practice room is just him playing some random song and freestyling

but you love it because he looks so happy and free

probably does some cheesy shit like ask you to dance with him

or if you’re sitting down on your phone he’ll come up to you dancing just to bother you then just laugh

he’s the best boyfriend

idk

[thealmightyemprex]

Random movie reviews Treasure Island 1990

So Treasure Island is one of the first books I ever read ,and its a story I am fond of .I have seen multiple adaptations ,my favorites being Muppet Treasure Island and Treasure Island 1934 ,but each version has things I like and things I dont .

So this version is a TV movie that aired on TNT in the USA ,and it stars Charton Heston,Christain Bale ,Oliver Reed and Christopher Lee (Dont get too excited Reed and Lee are barely in this ) and its one I have wanted to see for a while

For those who dont know the story,it follow a young boy named Jim Hawkins ( Christain Bale) , who finds a treasure map that belonged to drunken pirate Billy Bones (Oliver Reed) ,and sets off on an adventure with Dr Livsey (Julian Glover ),Squire Trelawney (Richard Johnson ) and Captain Smollet (Clive Wood ) only to find pirates have infiltrated the ship lead by the ships one legged cook Long John Silver (Charlton Heston )

I really enjoyed this ,it had issues but I liked it . I think most of the supporting cast is really good:Julian Glover is pitch perfect casting for Livesey ,Clive Wood nails the serious minded Smollet ,Richard Johnson is the best Trelawney I have ever seen , and the great Pete Postlethwaite was born to play a pirate and is excellent as the oppurtunistic George Merry . Oliver Reed is good casting for Billy Bones ,though far from my favorite iteration (That would be Billy Connolly or Lionel Barrymore ) but he is very good in his limited screen time .Christopher Lee is amazing in his small role as the villainous Blind Pew,being quite frightening ,and almost unrecognizable ,even doing a higher voice then his signature bass ,it might be one of my favorite roles I have seen him in .Charlton Heston I think is a very good Long John Silver ,nailing the likable charm mixed with the fact he is a murdering pirate .I do have issues (I'll get into that ) and he's not my favorite Silver (Honestly there are too many good Silvers ) ,but he is excellent.The film might be my favorite looking Treasure Island ,having good production values,action scenes are well done (I like that we actually do get a fight between Silver and George Merry ),and it was pretty good

As for negatives I do have a few.One is this was too long (Its a short book ,and most versions I feel tell the story better in a about 100+ minutes or less,this is over two hours ).I am not a fan of Christain Bale ,and that is true here,he is way to intense for Jim .*I also thought Jims fight with ISeral Hands was staged badly ,I didnt like the actor playing Hands ,I dont think Bale plays it right ,and the music during that scene is bad .Also it has been a long time since I have read the book ,so I dont know if it is in the book....But it is my preferred interpertation ,I like when despite being a villain through and through,Silver cares about Jim ,and Jim being truly heartbroken to find out Silver is evil .....And there is just none of that friendship here and I dont buy when Heston's Silver defends Jim

Despite the flaws ,I did enjoy this ,this was an enjoyable pirate romp .I think it is worth watching for the performances and the production design/values are really good

@ariel-seagull-wings @metropolitan-mutant-of-ark @themousefromfantasyland @the-blue-fairie @storytellergirl @angelixgutz @amalthea9

[snuggles-and-struggles]

Here now. Originally I planned to actually have bits n pieces of Stretch (and maybe Edge's) lives going on around them woven in w/ the convos n what they're doing while talking. I wanted to play up Edge as genuinely being kinda sus to Stretch a little in the beginning but coming to trust him when he realizes Edge is just weird lol <3 (- indicates an emoji)

I do hope to write this properly some day! But not right now lol

•

And you don’t think looking for romance online is a bit, I don’t know, temerarious?

‘temerarious'

seriously man what planet are you from

besides

whats any less “””temerarious””” than going out with someone you just met??

It’s reckless in more than one way.

ahhh i see

you’re talking about like

catfish and stuff

Manipulation is also significantly easier when handled remotely.

speaking from experience?

You’ll need to clarify; I don’t know which direction to be offended in.

well if you’ve got any better ideas i’m all ears

I thought you’d mentioned being a skeleton monster?

yeah??

Then I’d hardly say you’re ‘all ears’.

aha

aha ha ha

you’d kill it at your local comedy club

Thank you.

As for advice I’d give, I’d be inclined to suggest focusing more on yourself instead, so I’m not the ideal person to ask about romance.

bad at romance, pro at suggesting ways it could fail!

i gotcha

You don’t need to be a mechanic to know smoke shouldn’t come up from under a car’s hood.

you make a fair point

still

id kinda just like…knowing

ya know?

I don’t think I do. What do you mean?

knowing like…

its not me

ive tried irl dating and mingling and “putting myself out there” a ton of times

but it never goes anywhere

not to sound *too* desperate but i just want to know that at least someone out there could like me enough to stick around for more than a couple weeks

What about friends?

you were not joking about not being a romantic huh

its different dude

I’ll take your word for it.

For what it’s worth I’ve found this conversation enjoyable.

You’re clever and amusing, even if you’re also rude.

-

can i put that in my bio

best review ive ever gotten

I don’t like using emoticons, but you should know I just rolled my eyes.

-

i thought you said youre a skeleton monster too?

-

pretty sure i felt another eye roll through the force

Amendment: eyelights.

you have eyelights?

You don’t?

touché

i do not

what do they look like? are they white??

The way you asked that makes me hesitate to answer.

-

theres a skeleton monster who regulars a coffee shop i live by

has white eyelights

we’ve never talked but thought this might be a wild coincidence

Sorry to disappoint, but no, they are not white.

alas

can i ask what color they are or is that too sus for you too

Imagine your favorite color. My eyelights are whatever the opposite of it is.

and you say /im rude

That wasn’t rude, I’m fairly certain that was what they refer to as a “joke”.

uh huh

they must not be very funny then

Point in case: rude.

alright wise guy

how about this

(They go on to exchanging and ranking each other’s jokes and burns for about an hour before Edge ultimately signs off. Stretch is feeling a little less miserable and decides to hit the hay “early” instead of depression scrolling on his phone for hours.

There’s then a time skip of a few months. Stretch talking to Edge about the atrocious date he’d been on the night before)

seriously

never been the type to ditch out via bathroom trip from whence you dont return but i actually considered it!

You should have left directly after that comment about your brother. He didn’t even deserve the courtesy of a mysterious disappearance.

yeah youre right honestly

what a freak

and thats coming from me so you know its bad

You’re not a freak.

save it until youve actually had to occupy the same space as me

No. Believe me, I’ve met my fair share of deplorables. You aren’t one of them.

didnt say deplorable just freak

i dont really mind bein a freak but creeps like him give us a bad rap

If it retains a less offensive definition to you then I won’t argue, but you’re often too self deprecating.

eh

im not a very impressive person so i gotta find some way to laugh about it

On the contrary, you don’t give yourself enough credit. You’re the only person I’ve ever met on the internet and felt compelled to stay in touch with, which is very impressive.

-

okay alright

i managed to get one cool guy to keep talking to me

guess i cant be too much of a loser

You think I’m cool? I am, I’m just surprised you actually admitted it.

-

as much as i love yankin your chain

yeah

i do actually think youre pretty cool

I have good news for you then. I have very high standards and don’t associate with losers at all, which means you yourself must be cool.

oooh very smooth very smooth

alright alright fine

im at least a little cool

Glad we can agree on that.

Now, you didn’t finish telling me about that “date”. Did he really try to put a finger through your jaw?

-

wait wait i gotta give a little more context

so before that

(Cuts again, a little over a year)

i know i know

i just feel really stupid

the red flags were practically screaming in my face

Have you ever heard the saying about rose tinted glasses and red flags?

yeah

still

never realize i think im smarter than that until i remember im not

It has nothing to do with being smart. More that you’re perhaps too kind.

would you believe youre not the first person to tell me im naive?

I didn’t say naïve.

so you dont think im naive?

No I think you’re that too, but it’s different. You can be unkind and still naïve. You can be too kind and incredibly perceptive.

I don’t think it’s necessarily naïve to try and see the best in others, but it’s too kind to give the benefit of the doubt and forgiveness so generously.

yeah i think i get what you mean

And maybe there’s also the chance you overlook blatant signs because you’re detrimentally non-confrontational.

hah!

hit the nail on the head a little too hard with that one

to tell you the truth i think its more that than the kindness at this point

im just tired of being lonely

does that make me just as bad?

Does staying with an asshole because you don’t want to be alone make you as bad as the asshole?

Am I understanding the question correctly?

well when you say it like that it sounds really stupid

It sounded stupid the way you said it, too.

how come when i say im stupid you get mad at me but youre allowed to throw it around all willy nilly

I didn’t say you were stupid, but even perfectly intelligent people have stupid thoughts every now and then.

Like when I contemplated traveling to Ebott just to strangle [name] a few moments ago.

-

you should really talk to a therapist about that violent streak yeowch

but in all seriousness

thanks

just for…sticking around

idk

just always feel better after talking with you

Likewise.

You should probably try to get some sleep, isn’t it almost four there?

ew yeah youre right

alright

talk to ya later edgelord

gnight -

Goodnight, Stretch.

(A couple years later (Phone call, not text))

see, i think the problem is you set the bar too high

we’ve been talking this whole time and the more we talk the less i wanna talk…to anybody else

what im trying to say is…

im…i think im in love with you

Stretch…

yeah, i- it was stupid, im sorry, I shouldn’t have-

Stop. I just…need a moment.

We’ve never even met in person- I…

it’s okay if you don’t wanna talk about it, really, i just-

can…are we still friends?

I’m going to need more time to think about this. I’m sorry.

no- no, it’s alright, *i’m sorry for…putting you on the spot like that. i’m sorry.

Stretch.

Whatever conclusion I come to I can’t imagine not wanting to keep talking with you moving forward.

...

alright.

i’ll…let you get back to things.

talk to you later.

Yes, you will. Goodbye, Stretch.

bye.

(More time later (another call))

so i told her i’d have to get back to her but…who *asks that?

You certainly get a unique variety of customers, no one could argue against that.

hah, yeah, sheesh

not that i mind all that much, just wish they were a little less creative

You work for a medical supply company, love, their customers are about as creative as you can get.

-breath of laughter-

ugh. i need a vacation.

“Christmas” break is fast approaching, you’ll make it until then.

yeah…

are you sure? like, really super certain sure you want me to come up there this year?

If you’d rather not-

no no no! i do, i just…i mean, it feels like a lot. i feel bad making you cover everything.

When was the last time you made me do anything? *I invited *you, it’s only fair.

i wouldn’t exactly call spoiling your broke boyfriend constantly fair.

Why not? I have the means, what good do they do me not to use them to spoil you? And I’d hardly call paying for one flight to and from spoiling.

except it’s not one flight, because i know you, and it’s gyftmas, and you’re gunna be crazy over the top about everything.

I would be doing that regardless. But I’d be happier doing it with you here.

-flustered-

alright alright.

i miss you.

I miss you, too.

It won’t be long now, though. Three months. One season.

one season.

fuck, getting a call, gotta go, love you, bye!

I love you, too.

Actually on the topic of dialogue, I have this entire fic rough drafted through dialogue abt Stretch and Edge meeting online through like, a message board or something. It's very cute, but for some reason I've never been able to work on the actual text of it.

[mypimpademia]

Hi!!! I was wondering if I could request Sugawara, Bokuto, Tsukishima and Kenma with a black famous actress girlfriend?❤️❤️❤️❤️

Sugawara x black!actress!reader, Bokuto x black!actress!reader, Tsukishima x black!actress!reader, Kenma x black!actress!reader

TW: Swearing

Note: this is all post times skip

Taglist: @myhoodacademia @bnhainthewoo @iiminibattlehero @ecao @nnnoya @hawklmaoo @strawberry-ice @mixxfi @wolfkid22 @mythiccheroacademia @myfandemons @lilsparkyswife @mrs-nanami @mindofess @kqtsukisgf

SUGAWARA.

Hes soooo supportive

Koshi is gonna let you do what ever you need to do to work

Travel, using method acting at home, and he won't be up your ass if you have to kiss another actor for a role

But unfortunately, if you do have to travel, he won't be able to come often, as he still has to teach his students

He makes up for it by taking time off for premieres, but he still feels bad that he cant come even though its not his fault

Koshis favorites that you star in are ALWAYS the black story films

He knows how important they are, and he thinks its amazing that his incredible girlfriend gets to play a part in them

When he shows his students movies in class, they're probably yours

Especially if you play the lead role

He usually tells them on set stories about certain parts of the movie (but only with your permission of course)

PLEASE come and visit his students

They all adore you and your work

"You looked reallyyyyy pretty in that one scene in (insert a movie title)"

They'll ask you questions about being on set, about talking with other famous actors/actresses, etc.

If and when you win an award, Koshi will NOT miss it for the world

It'll be the proudest moment of his life and his not even him getting the award

Can and will cry if you give him a special thanks in your speech

"And of course, id like to thank my lil baby, Koshi."

Koshi just loves you so much and hes so proud to have you as his girlfriend

BOKUTO.

Just the thought of you excites him, but when thinks of the fact that you're a whole famous actress? He can't even sit still

He gushes about you to the team constantly

They'd find it annoying but Bokutos so passionate about you that they just can't

You guys really aren't apart too much, even if you have to travel

1. Because Koutaro is clingy and doesn't like leaving you and 2. Because you guys somehow end up in the same place even when you're traveling

So hes always there to support you

But he can't help but get jealous when you have to kiss your co-stars

He usually gets all pouty when it happens, and if you have to redo the shot multiple times it only progresses

Its sucks seeing Ko sad, but you end up getting lots of kisses so thats definitely a plus

Koutaro is a fucking sap, so his favorite movies you start in are usually romance ones, or sad ones

He can and will double over and cry during them

"Ko, we're only 20 minutes in, get off the damn floor!"

When you win an award he'll cry even harder

If you mention him he'll start running around and screaming like he's in a black church

"And of course I can never for get my boo, Kotaro~"

Queue the cameras trying to follow him like he on Murray while he cries

He just loves you so much and hes so proud of you that he forgets how to act

TSUKISHIMA.

This nigga SWEARS he doesn't care

But he do💖

Because he still comes to as much as your stuff as he can

That means filming, traveling, premieres, and other things

Unfortunately, the two of you are apart pretty often if you travel a lot

But the two of you manage by talking as much as you can, and if you come back for short periods of time you hang out as much as possible

Hes one of the most jealous bitches idc idc

If you kiss a co-star, hes wiping your mouth down w a wet rag, and then giving you the best kiss of your life (it literally gets better everytime)

You really be tempted to beat his ass when he tried to wipe your mouth but its all worth it

"Boy you not bouta wipe my mouth for the tenth time today, I 'ought beat yo' a-"

Then Kei wipes your mouth

"Nigga what did I just say–"

And then kisses you

You can't even be mad at that point

Kei is a fucking nerd so his favorite movies are sci-fi

You did a movie involving dinosaurs once and he swears he fell in love w you all over again

Is he ever gonna let you know that though?

Absolutely not.

When you win an award, hes gonna be so proud of you

He honestly might tear up

Will 100% shed a tear or two if you mention him

"And the biggest thanks goes to my irritating but lovable boyfriend, Kei."

Kei is kind of a bitch about it like he is about everything, but he really is proud of you

KENMA.

You were probably just starting out when you guys got together

So he doesn't think much of it because he's so use to it

Don't get me wrong, hes proud of you, but hes just so used to being around you that he hardly ever acknowledges that hes dating a famous actress

But when he does it definitely puts a smile on his face

Kozume fully supports you, he comes with you to filming, traveling, premieres, and other events

He pre-records game plays just so he can go

Kozu probably gets insecure if you have to kiss other co-stars on set

Hes just insecure about your relationships in general sometimes because its like you're this beautiful and amazing actress, and hes a gameplay youtuber

So he'll probably ask for a lil reassuring kiss after you do a scene like that

"Baby, can I have a kiss? Please?"

When you come on his livestreams, even for a second, his chay goes crazy

'OMG HI Y/N, HOWS FILMING GOING?'

His favorite movies are sci-fi and action

They remind him of video games, which means he can mix his two favorite things in the world together (you and video games, to clarify💖)

When you win an award, he won't miss it for the world

Kozume will be so proud, he might actually cry

Especially if you mention him

"I dont think I could've done this without my incredible boyfriend though."

Hes so in love with you he won't be able to function properly

[sailorhyunjinz]

How would skz as types of drivers for you? [Dón't think bad] -🐤🐾🐺

OH SO LIKE TYPES OF DRIVERS BASICALLY

aight lego-

ALSO REQUESTS ARENT OPEN SO DONT START YALL I LOVE YOU GUYS BUT,,, the drafts are quaking rn

Chan

he's like,,, very confident behind the wheel

like he knows how to drive in a good pace whilst also being a respectful driver

omg always always always waves at old people to cross the road with a smile

always stops for everyone

the amount of wunderbaum in this mans car is phenomenal

why do i see him being annoyed at the prices of a car?

like the insurance and parking and the inspections

he acts like a dad of 4 whenever he has to like pack his car for a trip

SHAHSAHSH PLEASE ALSO THE WHOLE DAD OUTFIT AND HIS FUCKING HONDA CIVIC MAKES ME LAUGH

he's a classy dilf basically

omg please why can i see him driving a volvo sooooo fucking clearly

yes daddy, run me over with your family car <33

Minho

this car EX-PEN-SIVE

he aint being caught dead in a cheap fucking honda

he isnt like agressive but definitely annoyed

he sighs loudly whenever someone cuts infront of him or just yells

every time one of the cats are every hurt or need to go to the vet he makes sure that they have like little seats and their leashes on even if they fucking hate it

no fucking plastic cat cages in his car

why does he swerve so fucking much? like alright,,, we see you but drive me and stop playing around

he doesnt drive an automatic because he cant drive a manual but because an automatic car is a lifestyle <33

he only drives white or black cars

also hates driving other peoples cars because they are "dirty"

as if he cleans his own car pfffft

Changbin

why he so violent

just the actual manifestation of road rage

every time he drives its like you sit beside lucifers son-

just swearword after swearword

sir please stop honking

always has rolled down windows and like one arm resting on the door, one hand on the wheel yaknow ;))

and he wears like sunglasses too AHSHAHS PLEASE STOP PLAYING COOL MISTER

why does he have a old ass pet bottle with water in his trunk along with like silvertape?

CLEAN YOUR FUCKING CAR

does it like once in a blue moon

omg he definitely has like the black out window thingies on his car

i mean for reasons i dont need to mention~~

Hyunjin

i just know that he has like a pink fur thingy on his wheel or like a shiny decal thingy-

checks himself out in the rearview mirror way too many times

might or might not be an actual danger in trafic since he will scroll on his phone or like fix his hair-

the best bops tho, hand him the aux cable he knows whats up

i just think that he has decals all over his fucking car and OH GOD you know those dice that can hang from the inner rearview mirror?? peak whore culture but i love it <33

he loves giving you rides, picks up all his friends

legit "get in, we're going shopping"

man why does he have so many coins in the cup holder along with empty energy drink cans?

ok we get it caffeine addict <33

Jisung

honestly i dont know,,, he's easily scared and kinda skittish so i feel like that wouldnt translate into him being the best driver

but thats because he's actually scared LMAO

how the fuck did he pass his driving test??

"wait,,, i think i poured the windscreen washer fluid into the wrong pipe"

his fridge is just full of speeding tickets or tickets for like wrong parking

i will not be surprised if his car just gets towed one day

angrily talking and yelling over the phone about him forgetting to pay his ticket

that fucking GPS is his bestie

its impossible to count how many times he's gotten lost and been very late to an important thing

why does he suck at parking

Felix

always leaves his keycars on the table with a sly smirk just to flex what kind of car he's driving

omg the amount of like,,, stories and shit whenever he buys a car LMAO

why does he have every flavour gum in his car?

and please dont open the glove compartment,,,,its home for countless amounts of more gum

oh its adorable how he likes driving to the beach with his friends or like drive to get boba or smth

also just driving around with his partner during the late hours, seeing all the buildings and their lights

maybe or maybe not make out on the hood of his car idk

he has like a stuffed animal in his trunk or smth as a mascot or in the backseat

Seungmin

a very calm driver

being completely honest i think he prefers like,,, biking or walking

will start some conversation about how driving is bad for the environment and how he feels good about not contributing to that

NO WAIT THIS MF OWNS AN ELECTRIC CAR

good luck trying to find a place to charge it

his car is soon clean? LIKE HE WASHES IT AND DOES ALL THE NICE THINGS TO IT

it even smells good yall

like riding in his car is a fucking experience, 10/10 uber driver

he will like hand out the aux cord

OR NO HE GOES LIKE FULL DAD MODE AND HUSHES EVERYONE WHEN ITS NEWS ON THE RADIO LMAO

he's just a simple soul when it comes to driving <33

Jeongin

mans just scared

lives with the scary thought that cars can explode because he saw it in a movie

he cannot drive with other people in the car

i just see the others pressuring him into driving whenever they are going on a trip and him just freaking out, dolphin scream behind the wheel

i mean his driving is,,, rather unstable but he's surprisingly good at locating places

he dreams of like being able to go on late night drives but he gets too scared because what if its too dark and he accidentally runs something over

nah thats actually his worth nightmare ; running over an animal

drive through king <33

he loves drive throughs LMAO BECAUSE ITS FOOD AND DUH he's worth it after almost risking his life on the road