#and i dont want to sleep having *them* bc they are uncomfortable so picked up my phone to Distract

[cepheusgalaxy]

*lamp lights up in my head* if my objective is to distract myself i dont need to doomscroll and see posts upon posts that will each do very little to pick my interest all i need to do is pick one thing with a bigger "interest value" to get my brain off that Thang. Which can be a series i will likely be interested on and have been putting off, that will likely occupy my brain

[vivicas-dollhouse]

The creeps in a band?!

These chicks dont even know the name of my band

Genre: ramble

Characters: ticci toby, jeff the killer, ben drowned, clockwork, kate the chaser, masky, jane the killer, nina the killer, x-virus, bloody painter

Desc: the creepypastas have become musical... what will the world do...

Cws: sex and drug talk

Ik its 4 am shut up, enjoy

Toby

[saint bernard]

-he plays guitar in a midwest emo music with a surrealist twist, often making trends on alt tiktok

-he doesn't tour with other bands, but he is known across the country as a stand alone band

-fans love him for his energy and passion for music, and he does more interviews than the front man

-he doesnt fuck fans, but he sleeps around the midwest emo scene in secret

-he smokes a lot of weed. all the time.

-he gets the jitters before shows, so hes prescribed propanolol

-he got in trouble for a leaked phone call where he shit talked another band and had to take some time away

-he throws out a lot of guitar picks and blows kisses at the cameras to make the girls swoon

-he KNOWS hes popular on social media and he has a big ego about it

Cody/x-virus

[hokus pokus]

-he does horror core, think insane clown posse

-his lyrics are vulgar and shocking, and thats how he likes it

-he gets in trouble with the media all the time but he doesn't care. his real fans are loyal

-lowkey entertains the parasocial dynamics in his fan base cause he likes the attention

-he dresses like shit because it “adds to the aesthetic”

-he does a lot of acid and its excused because “thats just him”

-he doesn't do interviews unless his sales are plumiting and then he is explicit with the interviewers

-he goes on tours with other similar bands, theres a pack of bands that are constantly touring together

-hes so close to being mainstream that it pisses him off that hes not already world famous

-he doesn't fuck fans but he will kiss them and grope them (consensually)

Ben

[DONTTRUSTME]

-hyperpop producer, he just mixes the music

-hes very talented in what he does, hes just lazy and would rather smoke weed

-hes not really known to the public but he works behind the scenes with multiple bands

-he makes sure every promo for his clients is perfect and eye catching, putting more money in his pockets

-lowkey a slut, he uses his position of power in his record label to fuck girls below him on the pecking order

Jeff

[sell your soul]

-vocalist and guitarist in a edgy alt music band (think hollywood undead or icp)

-he can SCREAM his vocal cords will eventually give out for sure

-he is known for being a whore, hes promiscuous and definitely has at least 10 kids

-he smokes a lot of weed and normal cigarettes, says it gives his vocals flavor

-hes very rude to press and does interviews for the sole purpose of making people uncomfortable

-hes a scummy entitled piece of shit!

-his shows rely heavily on gore/shock value to keep people fixated cause the music is lowkey kinda shit

-he does things purely because they make him look cool for chicks

-he only signs things for girls bc hes. yeah.

-before every show he takes a shot of vodka and takes a massive hit off a bong bc he doesn't want to admit hes nervous. hes too cool to be nervous

-dresses up in baggy pants and a muscle tee almost every show, he doesn't see the point in dressing up

Masky

[coming undone]

-bassist player in a nu metal band 100%

-he isnt the type to be social with fans, he barely even wants to be in the band but he needs the money

-and oh boy is it a lot of money

-his band is pretty popular, headlining festivals and getting on the covers of magazines

-he doesnt handle fame well and will just sit in the tour bus and smokes while the other members sign things

-hes a fan favorite despite not interacting much with him much because of his interviews

-his dry sense of humor and lack of filter is funny to fans and fangirls will try and offer sex for an autograph

-i bet you hes had many children that girls have not aborted

-thats what he gets in controversy for, his pull out game is not strong but if you let him cum in you he will sign as many things as you want

-only hot girls though.

-he takes inspo from bands like korn and system of a down, he isnt terribly similar to them though

-lowkey a scumbag

Clockwork

[clear hearts grey flowers]

-shes the frontman in a grunge band (think jack off jill) playing guitar and vocals

-her band is pretty underground, but the fans are diehard

-she wears pretty much the same thing every show, tall combat boots with army pants and a tank top but the fans eat it up

-she uses her popularity to make positive change and to send a strong message against capitalism and war

-she smokes weed in her free time as well as goes to marches, and she loves interacting with fans

-she tends to get really nervous before shows so she smokes

-she doesn't do interviews well, she gets very tounge tied and pissy with the interviewers

-her biggest controversy was when she got into a fist fight with a bigot in the crowd and had to be arrested

Kate

[the other side]

-an indie pop singer, think conan grey

-shes not super popular, nowhere near mainstream but shes very popular with the sad gays

-she tries to stay out of sight in public, the fans make her nervous

-on stage she has elaborate makeup and clothes, she looks flawless

-shes often asked to do photo shoots in these outfits, and she has trouble turning it down because shes very shy

-she has a problem with downers, after a show she will pop a xanex and sleep in her tour bus until she has to start pre concert prep

-she wishes she could be a normal person until show time, she gets paranoid that shes being followed

-she gets in trouble with the fans because she comes across as rude and annoyed but really shes scared

Nina

[truth or dare]

-shes the singer 100% because i doubt she could play an instrument

-her band is a pop punk girlie band, think avril lavigne

-she is super entertaining to watch, shes so hyper and interactive with the crowd

-bc shes on coke

-she does a lot of drugs, its the only way she can keep her persona up bc in actual life she's miserable

-she posts a lot of pool pics and thirst traps online and gets into arguments with people for fun

-shes messy and thats kind of why people like her

-shes nothing without controversy, shes not super talented but she IS a headline maker

-her outfits are show stopping, and she will auction them off for money cause she's CONSTANTLY broke

-she shouldn't be famous. her bad press is what keeps her afloat

-she does have genuine fans but they know she kinda sucks

Jane

[my heart is broken]

-shes a mainstream alt singer, and she is the it girl on social media

-she is super busy but always has time to sign things

-she preformed Coachella and her outfit was so cunty the internet lost their minds

-she has show stopping outfits that are whimsy goth on a whole other level

-her fry screams send shivers through the crowd, everyone wonders how she is so put together and hot

-weeeelllllll…. she has a drinking problem, but tries to keep it off stage.

-but her confidence and ability to keep a crowd hyped is all she needs (she hates herself)

-she really tries to be perfect, but she finds she always falls short and is deeply ashamed of her faults

-in interviews she seems cool and level headed, but its all a facade

-she is deeply unhappy with her fame

Helen/Bloody painter

[kitchen fork]

-he just makes creepy music, thats the whole genre: creepy

-he is very underground, hes never been on tour

-he operates from his bedroom and still works a 9-5

-he likes to think he makes good music, but its really debatable

[rookiesbookies]

Different relationships that the CoD boys are in and will probably be in for most fics I write bc they give these vibes?

Featuring: Price, Soap, Ghost, Konig, Keegan, Gaz (in that order under the cut)

Price:

Wife. You both met on a dating app when the Captain was feeling lonely. Poor man got so anamored what was supposed to be one date and a fuck turned into one date, two days, four dates then fucking, then well yk. He kept you under deep protection, the boys never really learned about you but Price sends you photos of them all the time, referring to them jokingly as his sons. You’ll meet them eventually, but only when Price knows Graves and Sheppard aren’t a problem anymore.

Soap :

Fiance. After a couple years and a lot of confidence talks by Gaz, he built up the courage. He knew you’d say yes, everyone knew. Everyone knew the night you came to the bar to pick Soap up when he was blackout drunk and didnt kill him when he vomited all over your car’s dash. Ghost knew of you first to snatch up Soap’s phone to call. He was gruff and to the point about it but he felt sorry seeing Johnny cry over missing you but not wanting to leave the team during a celebration for another successful mission. Price made you promise him he’d be allowed to walk Soap down the aisle since it was, as he said, “clear who wears the pants in this relationship.”

(Fic about this posted and in my masterlist with in pinned on my account)

Ghost:

Situationship. He has too many attachment issues to be super stable and he knows it, especially with his line of work. You dont here from him for months at a time after goodbye dates, but when he comes back he’s basically living out of your apartment because it just feels better than living on base. He crashes on the couch because he doesnt want to join you in bed to make you uncomfortable or steal your bed by accident. He kicks and flops in his sleep like a fish.

Konig:

Wife. He couldn’t have put the ring on your hand faster out of fear of makimg you uncomfortable. After the second date he knew he wanted to marry you. But he waited a year to ask, it was painful for him. He asked the two of you elope, promised a ‘real’ wedding with a big white dress and anything you could ask for when the world was safer or his job slowed down. He has large enemies so he mostly keeps you as on the downlow as he can. Everyone knows not to mess with the Colonel's Wife.

Keegan:

Fiance. He promised you when you both graduated he’d marry you, lost contact not long after, reconnected a bit later, and he put a ring on you- promising he wouldn't lose you again. You’ve been engaged for a couple years but you want to be financially stable enough to do the dream wedding you both have planned on a Pinterest mood board. You’ve been his best friend since forever and met in a math class when he didn’t quite understand algebra. He says, “im not a math person,” quite often to this day.

Gaz:

Girlfriend. You met at a bar during his training way back while a friend was working as a bartender, they let you bust his ‘fake’ ID just to talk to him. He comes to see you every time he can now, cozying up in your bed and telling you the happy and fun moments he has with the boys on missions. You play Its Raining Men and he jokingly acts like he’s having flashbacks as a running gag.

[cringe6fail6star6]

I like ranting as u can see.

Ngl, I can see everyone putting role of a cook on Belphegor. Bc Beelzebubs food is great, even better then great, but different products on earth n shit don't mix together well; we can't contain Asmo; Mammon n Satan also no for reasons such as - look at them; Levi same reason. Luci wasn't against it, and technically still does part of the cooking but he mostly just washes the dishes.

Good thing about the dark matter or wherether Belphegor controls, is that making human looking hands out of it is easy so he can just not bother doing anything. He hates it. But oh well. Arguing more bothersome than throwing dough into the oven n sleeping while it bakes.

MC coming into the kitchen to pick up an order n see Luci missing (he went to the front to answer orders bc Levi zoned out again n theres a line already); n saw the huge pile of dishes piling up. About to argue about washing them n then see Belphie asleep somewhere n black matter hands cooking everything n just accepts it as one of his abilities. "I dont-... You know what? Good job. Thats smart." And roll up your sleeves to wash the dishes. You don't want to know how long he had this ability or why he uses it for cooking, you just need to earn enough money to repay your debt, not to ask questions.

Asking Manager for smoke n eating the ciggarrette bc it's busy day n ur break is like 2 minutes, no time to smoke. Manager thought MC was the most normal, unfortunately he was wrong.

Making Asmo deal with uncomfortable visitors bc come on, if he's gonna harass people let him at least harass people who started it. (Thought about MC bullies for this scenario specifically)

Having to act as casual friends in front of visitors bc show should be paid for. Every devil dislikes it, but come on. MC is in working mode, they won't get horny even if you do your best (just stand there). Job first, fucking can be done afterwards for good behavior (never happens bc none of them on good behavior).

MC n Manager will have to apologize for kings behaviors SO MUCH OMG IM SO SORRY FOR THEM ;<<<<

[megatruxfrrr]

Me talking about the only Dinotrux episode that REALLY pissed me off & why i hate it

Dinotrux is really good at handling mature concepts. I was pleasantly surprised with it and i love it so, so, so much. As good as Dinotrux is at reflecting personal problems that the characters have, there is just this one episode, Sandstorm.

God, i hate it.

Never thought i would say that about a Dinotrux episode, but sweet jesus, this episode pissed me off. Now i'm not the type to explicitly slander or hate on something, especially if its about Dinotrux, so this is gonna be an honest review.

Problem 1: Dozer is NOT comfortable in the entire episode & no one cares

(Dozer when he hears for the first time he will be stuck in the garage for days in the picture below)

The first thing i noticed was that Dozer specifically wasnt comfortable with the idea of being in the garage for days. Everyone else was like "okay, we are gonna be locked in this house where we can barely drive a circle, with 4 dinotrux and 4 reptools, thats okay", but Dozer is not only not comfortable with that idea (and he seems to be the only one) he also distances himself from everyone, he mostly sleeps, he just wants to be alone. Its important to note that Dozeratops are naturally herd trux - so they usually live, sleep, eat and drive around in a group. Dozer shows multiple signs of being straight up uncomfortable. But NO. ONE. CARES!!! No one gives a shit and cant seem to regocnize some obvious signs, Ty doesnt even question anything...

WHEN DOZER LITERALLY ALMOST HAS A PANIC ATTACK!!!

Ty asks Dozer if he's okay, to wich Dozer wants to respond, but he literally starts panting and breathing heavily before actually responding, thats how stressed he is! Can you believe it!? Then he almost says his frustrations out, but Ton Ton interrupts them, Ty understands Dozer and he takes Ton Ton to play a game so that he leaves Dozer alone, but through the episode Ton Ton continues to annoy Dozer, and he is aware of it. Ton Ton knows that what he is doing annoys Dozer.

Problem 2: everyone blames Dozer for getting angry at Ton Ton, even though Ton Ton literally annoys Dozer thoughout the ENTIRE fucking episode

(Another pic of Dozer being stressed & everyone is around him but no one cares)

Now heres the most frustrating thing about this. Ton Ton is aware, but so is Dozer. Ton Ton knows that hes pissing Dozer off and he is pushing Dozers buttons of purpose. But Dozer is intelligent. He has at this point been working on his anger, and he almost lashes out to Ton Ton, TWICE, but keeps it in, because he knows everything will only get worse if he gets angry.

Dozer is actually such a saint. Being stuck with his friends in the garage, getting super uncomfortable and stressed, one person keeps pissing him off but no one cares, he is very stressed, almost has a panic attack and is straight up not comfortable but no one cares, keeps his anger (wich he already struggles with) in bc he knows itll only make things worse but no one cares, and when he finally does lash out... he gets blamed.

Seriously, i hated it. I hated it so fricking much. I hated how Ty didnt look at the meaning of the fight like he usually does, for context, Dozer eventually lashes out, looses his cool and attacks Ton Ton, they have a physical fight and Ty jumps in and pulls them apart. Now Ty knows Ton Ton has been getting on Dozers nerves, alright? He saw how annoyed Dozer was by Ton Ton.

And yet, he tells Dozer to back off.

Wow.

And one sequence later, after Dozer literally tries to escape the garage, Ty tells him: "Don't make me roar again."

TY, FUCK OFF. IF YOU ACTUALLY PAYED ATTENTION AND WERE ABLE TO NOTICE SOME OBVIOUS SIGNS THEN MAYBE YOU COULD HAVE PICKED UP ON THE FACT THAT TON TON WAS AN ANNOYING SHIT THAT KEPT PUSHING DOZER. TY I LOVE YOU BUT I HATED THIS WITH MY ALL.

3. Dozer isnt praised whatsoever for keeping his cool

This i dont just hate, i dont understand it. As i said Dozer has anger / agression problems for a long time now (Dozer is approximately 27 - 28). So being able to keep his cool like that twice is a great job. But yeah, i have to say it again, because it in fact does happen in this episode: NO. ONE. CARES.

4. It hits me on a personal level

In this episode i felt even more how Dozer feels. I strongly relate to Dozer. If u didnt know, i used to have anger and agression problems too, i was very explosive, and i have spent a long time in a center where no one listened to me, and if i lashed out and i got angry after trying to keep calm, i was blamed, i was locked up, and i was told to stop yelling, no one asked me if i was okay, i had no say about my care plan and i was just a kid. I think thats the biggest reason of my dislike for this episode - i know how Dozer feels, i know how it feels if no one, even your best friends, dont listen to you, how it feels if no one cares that you are clearly uncomfortable, stressed or scared. I know how that feels. I do.

And trust me when i say: It really hurts.

This episode overall just SUCKED. I felt terrible for Dozer throughout the whole thing. So yeah, this was my honest review of the only Dinotrux episode i truly hate ☹️ so yeah byeeee

[gabapentinblues]

journal pt 2

too tired to sh. dont even want to know how many calories i consumed today. definitely a lot. my pmdd is making me miserable my boobs hurt so bad and i want to die.

im so tired of everything. laying in bed at barely 7pm, still light out, going to go to sleep i dont care. my vertigo is so bad, being awake is miserable. dont really have anyone to talk to rn and i dont want to talk to anyone anyway. i just want to stop existing and going to sleep is the closest i can get to that.

im absolutely ruining my lungs with the vape that i bought and i dont even care. maybe i'll try to go without it for a day. maybe i wont be a total crash out tomorrow. im so useless. i do nothing with my time, not the things i enjoy, nothing productive, nothing worthwhile, nothing at all.

im ready for my day to end i think. i just feel like im screaming into an empty void. all of my journal entries read the same, its just me saying i want to die over and over and i dont think it will ever change.

i cant overstate how serious i am that i dont see a future for myself at all. i dont see things getting better, i dont see a way out, i dont believe in myself, i thought i was getting somewhere but it's all been for nothing, it doesnt matter that im here and i wish it wouldn't matter that im gone.

theres no easy way for me to disappear, no good way for me to end it. i wish i could just end it all and become part of the cosmic dust and have no awareness of anything, this world is so pointless. there's nothing i enjoy theres nothing i care about. maybe one day the strangers i live with will notice how empty i am inside.

this feels like the only thing that i have. confessing this all into the ether, im so incredibly depressed and it feels like there's nothing that will help me. worse yet i want to challenge anyone who tries. i want to pick fights and push people away bc i know that ultimately i could get anyone and everyone to give up on me,

ive given up on myself. im looking for a job but i dont think that will fix anything. i think i'll still be the same. just a prolonging of things and slight relief of the guilt i feel for the way i exist now. im worth nothing. im accomplishing nothing, contributing nothing, improving nothing, my presence has no value. i dont know why anyone would say that it does,

i dont know when i'll ever grow up and stop typing these long tirades on the internet for no one to read. i guess if anyone ever find them they'll know how long i held on for, so much longer than i wanted to. everyday i wake up and all i can do is wait for the next time i get to sleep. my friends try to check on me and i just want to push them away.

im ungrateful and unworthy. i want to make an attempt at ending my life so badly. i want for no one to expect anything of me ever again. i want to become morbidly overweight and just eat myself and drink myself to death until my body completely fails on me. thats all i am is a failure. a miserable failure of a person with nothing good to offer.

i feel like no one takes me seriously, and i guess why should they im never going to do anything anyway. im never going to end my life because im too pathetic i have too many people selfishly keeping me here. i'll never be able to do it, all i can do is start self harming again, thats the only thing i really have

and i will start self harming again, ive decided i dont care about scars i dont care about upsetting people i dont care about anyone seeing im just going to do it, i tried to recover and i just dont care anymore. i dont care about anything. i wish i had stayed in my apartment and decided to rot away and die in debt there,

im in so much debt and my life is completely worthless. theres no way i'll ever be able to pay it back, im a failure and a disappointment and it haunts me.

my body is so deeply uncomfortable i dont want to be in it, i want to die, i want to walk into traffic. i want to buy a gun and go to the lobby of the clinic i owe money to and shoot myself in the head, thats what they want from me. they want me dead, they never cared about helping me.

i feel so hopeless reaching out to people feels pointless i just want to push everyone away. i think everyone will get tired of me. eventually they will have to. eventually i'll get tired of living like this, something will have to change.

i just want death to come to me, i want to make myself sick or get in an accident and not have to think about any of it anymore.

[fake-ascension]

i guess i need some. advice? encouragement? about some stuff thats been happening recently so suicide/violence cw under the cut

i won't go into detail but i had. a very huge emotional/physical/mental breakdown today. where i was just. basically screaming and howling about how suicidal ive been lately. I haven't said anything out loud/via text on the internet abt it because i know saying i want to kms so often is bad for my own well being and ultimately makes other uncomfortable as well

so yeah i've just been. holding all that in. i knew the thoughts were coming in and out the past few months but was just shrugging it off as just being stressed abt the nightmare year i had. but i really was just. lying to myself and others because i didnt want to worry anyone/didn't want to admit how horrible i was doing after a couple years of good progress. but as it stands things are heading into a really bad direction for me rn. its not normal to go to sleep suicidal and immediately be suicidal upon waking up.

I don't really know what i can really do harm reduction wise. i'm unable to have regular visits with a psychiatrist/therapist bc of availability issues + i tend to just. lie. because its easier to say im fine than it is to advocate for myself and get actual help. and even then medication will not save me and coping skills can only go so far if im so deep in it im unable to take care of myself/feed myself/clean myself/eat/etc so none of it is effective enough in the moment. i know it CAN be effective and some of the skills ive learned can help during situational issues but this is really deep rooted improperly treated mental illness and i need a stronger foundation to be able to use any of the skills

i use a means of self isolation to punish myself, because i'm so upset with myself for not being able to pick myself up on my own. people can say im not a burden over and over but theres always gonna be a catch in the end. i freak out because what if this is one of my last meltdowns before they decide enoughs enough and i just get abandoned. again.

I feel like maybe being so Online is making things worse?? but i don't know??? my concentration is completely gone even when trying to use dnd/closing discord completely and im just constantly refreshing social media every 10 seconds and just stew in the bad feelings.

I don't know if just. leaving the internet cold turkey for a bit would do more harm than good.....i dont want to be alone and caught up in my thoughts. but i have a hard time doing things in 'moderation' and don't know how to even begin to roll back my internet/screen time usage

fandom is fun and great. but i dont think i should be using video games as pure escapism or playing them 24/7. im already getting bored and unenthusiastic about the things i like because its ALL i do.... I want to have at least SOME time away from screens. i hate having the impulse the check social media or refresh even 30 seconds (im even doing it NOW) but i just dont know where to begin in cultivating non-screentime hobbies and have the ability to focus on things more long term without having than doing 1000 things all at once to keep myself busy. i play video games muted most of the time, have a yt video playing, sometimes i'll stop mid video game and pull out my ipad while still having the games open, and im always on discord

there's books i still want to read, i eventually want to pick up sewing again. im considering getting a craft set for making those beaded bracelets (my brother gets them from concerts all the time and thinks it would be fun to make them too) but that all requires money

and i just. idk where im going with this rn but. any advice or suggestions or just. words of encouragement would be. really nice rn

[prettyboykatsuki-moved]

WHAT DID YOU DREAMMMM

cw for like . teacher / student

dude it was insane 😭 basically i was a boarding school student and i lived in a really small dorm and building where i took my classes and ate

it was a the start of a new semester i guess and i was visiting another friends building and yuuta was essentially the main teacher / r.a. it was some kind of arts building and they got pr for makeup that i was checking out

yuuta was being nice and basically offered to give it to me but i’d have to steal it from a rlly strict teacher essentially which was a weird ass b plot.

anyways, for whatever reason - i last minute for transferred to yuutas classes and dorm building? and he also insisted i stay in the dorm???? and as he was like . an authority he also made me sleep in the same bed as him??? he was extremely clingy and touchy and picked my pjs it was nuts. i was kinda scared to say no bc he took it so personally

there was like a whole timeskip where my beloved irl childhood friends had a class w me in the dorm in the following semester and it was like a nice reminder of my childhood. supposedly one of them wanted to stay and sleep in the same bed w me and i was weirdly uncomfortable with it 😭 i dont rlly like to sleep in the same bed as other ppl generally

but i was like i’d rather just sleep in the same bed as just yuuta since she was being so persistent to me. and i basically told yuuta that when i got back from rejecting her and he was WEIRDLY proud of me. it got very sexual after that and it was TMI ?! a wet dream based on what i feel now shfjfjsj??

the insane part though was the dream cutting to him in the staff room of the building and talking to maki about how easily obedient i am towards him as authority and how he was completely thrilled to be able to corrupt me so much and he was like HYSTERICAL saying it it was so ???? LIKE HE WAS ACTING CRAZY apparently they both historically do weird shit like that w their students

MAKI SEEMED TO HAVE SET IT UP BC SHE HAD BEEF W MY FRIEND. I WAS LIKE ? WEARING A LEASH AND SLEEPING IN YUUTAS BED AGAIN AT THE END?? AND THEN I WOKE UP????

[treezxu]

wait I forgor that the reason I was in your ask box was bc I wanted to say that your art is rlly cool and reminded me why I liked fnaf in the first place!! :]

(Also if you don't mind id love to hear some headcanons you have for the aftons ehe)

DSJDSFKJD TYYY OUHFUH Thats so sweet omg :(((

OOH BOY HEADCANONS FOR THE AFTONS (Not gonna include mrs.afton aside from vague mentions simply bc i dont care about the implied existence of a wife for william lmaoo)

Elizabeth

-8 years old

-audhd

-I am an intense ginger hair lizzie truther. SHE IS NOT BLONDE!!!! I REFUSE!!!

-She looooves circuses and would dress herself and her friends up as clowns a lot. her love for makeup sparked it and then it went on from there

-music stims galore!! humming, patting her legs, bouncing to the sound of music

-likes first person shooters!! not an a "cute girl likes edgy games" way but in the way that she genuinely enjoys them! shed rlly love shooting games. shed also likes games liek stardew and animal crossing bc shed like getting to know the villagers. (ik these games dont fit the timeline of the 80's but whatever idc) she'd like those gun games at amusement parks too

-lots of energy!!! you cannot stop her!!!!!

-her fav ice cream is mint chocolate chip

-shes not close with her brothers, much closer with her father. because of her fathers distance, however, this results in her feeling lonely a lot, but shes not willing to get involved in whatever her brothers are doing

-LOVES SPRING!!! LOVES IT!!! ITS HER FAVORITE!!!

-really likes animals and especially colorful birds. she has a collection of many things, one of them being colorful and pretty feathers (she has a peacock feather and its her pride)

-really likes bunnies just like her dad!

-likes to braid hair and do makeup. she used to do it with michael whenever he let her. him cutting that off kinda fucked their relationshipt. (and ofc then came the bite)

-She has a very orange room. orange red and pink r her favorite colors.

-thinks her eyes are super pretty

-if she's curious about an item, she'll sniff it and inspect it and feel it but not put it in her mouth bc thats gross ><

-sleeps on her side like a normal person

-likes dolls n stuff :333

Evan

-10 years old

-anxiety and autism

-very good at sewing (bc michael would break his plushies a lot)

-never let lizzie do his makeup bc it overstimulated him

-anxious stims. hand shakes, biting his nails, wringing his hands, shifting side to side, ect.

-enjoys crocheting but almost never has yarn. lizzie gave him an unused yarn ball once and he used it to make a bunch of stuff

-very picky eater, but he wont say it out loud.

-likes webkinz

-HATES HORROR MOVIES!! like this is a given but he will stay up all night thinking about it. its the one thing he stands up for himself on is not being forced to wathc horror movies (mostly because its the only thing both william and lizzie will back him up on)

-he likes yellow a lot. his room isnt hyellow but he wishes it was.

-doesn't have friends and is regarded as weird, but kids avoid him for the most part. most of his bullying comes from ppl who know michael.

-hed like racing games a lot

-scared of his dad and by association he was scared of henry too

-not super close with charlie but he knows her to be a good person. wishes he was closer with her

-ofc easily startled, freaked out, and made uncomfortable

-does NOT like being talked over

-gets frustrated rlly easily and often rants to his fredbear plush

-liked to draw!! he picked it up from mike when he was younger and continues to do it as an outlet

-wishes he had a bigger family

-definitely not flexible at all, but doesnt hurt himself much (hes not dumb, he learns what makes his bones break)

-will feel things over if hes curious about them. maybe sniff them too but he gets scared they'll kill him 😭

-dislikes amusement parks bc overstim but does enjoy the games and prizes

-he likes rice. idk. he just likes rice a lot.

-if he grew up, hed be taller than mike AND lizzie idc idc

-he tries his best to smile in family photos but he just looks so goddamn uncomfortable that eventually william just let him sit them out.

-definitely a peacemaker between lizzie amd mike

-if hes thinking hard he looks PISSED. RESTING BITCH FACE. He is GLARING AT HIS PLATE. "Evan? What's wrong?" and he just immediately is like 😠😯🙁

-he cares about michael a lot more than he should. he tells him to stop when hes fighting someone, he tries to calm him down when hes angry, he tries to talk to him. it makes him so frustrated, it makes him so mad when michael refuses him rudely, but he keeps doing it. its who he is.

-he got a golden freddy mask that creeped michael out and he jumpscared him with it once.

-cuts his own hair

-not a hugger but if EITHER of his siblings offer a hug he will NOT deny them (does not apply to william tho)

-i dont think he cared about william tbh lol

-sleeps on his back like a corpse.

Michael

-14

-audhd

-nonbinary he/they but doesnt realize it til hes 18

-gets mad when overstimulated

-Likes pirates a lot, watches lots of pirate shows.

-INTERNALIZED HOMOPHOBIA it kicked in in like 2nd grade when someone made fun of him for letting lizzie do his makeup. (jeremy helps him get over it)

-forgets to eat a lot. not intentionally. hes just dumb.

-argues with his dad the most, and drives william nuts

-if hes curious about something, hes gonna bite it. what is it? idk. CHOMP

-loves skirts bc sensory issues are worse in his ankles. he compromises by wearing basketball shorts.

-canNOT wear things near his neck. hates things near his neck.

-close-ish with charlie. likes talking to her.

-favorite color is red. he puts it everywhere.

-likes pokemon.

-watches anime

-BIG HORROR FAN BUT THAT SHIT KEEPS HIM UP AT NIIIIGHT

-halloween is his fav holiday. ud think its bc he liked scaring evan (and it kinda is) but mostly he jsut likes dressing up and going trick or treating. he'll use his costume to scare evan later tho. william takes them away because of that, just bc he doesnt want michael ruining the costume (they reuse them sometimes)

-likes growing his hair out

-looks very soft when thinking. evan only talks to him when he looks calm and collected.

-stims by humming, tapping, slamming his fists, and making loud sounds (shouting, whining, UGH AAAGH ect.) which tend to overstimulate evan

-him and evan are adhd vs autism but if the adhd also had autism

-scared of the ocean but he'll never admit it (got bit by some small fish once and it freaked him out)

-mouth moves faster than his brain

-NOT A MORNING PERSON (except on halloween) DO NOT TALK TO HIM IN THE MORNING!!! HE BITES!!!

-messy room with very little in it.

-punches holes in his walls as a stim :(

-likes sweaters in fall

-for someone who jumpscares his little brother, he gets jumpscared easily

-giggles a lot during hide and seek but thru hiding from evan he learned how to stop it. if he does giggle it means hes genuinely happy

-faints when SUPER freaked out. but it takes a lot

-probably gets queasy around blood

-lactose intolerant but he'll be damned if he doesnt eat that mac n cheese

-has SO MUCH FOXY MERCH. he convinces his dad to give him EVERYTHING HE LOVES FOXY SO MUCH

-would do awesome in school if he could get himself to try

-probably felt rlly hurt when he heard foxy was confined to a small area and not onstage. not because it mattered to him, but because the way william looks at foxy makes him think of the way he looks at him.

-gators r his second fav animal

-draws as a way of venting, but it rarely works. he likes it tho

-SINGS ALL THE TIME. WALKS INTO THE HOUSE DANCING AND SINGING AND TAPPING THINGS

-moves in his sleep

-TIGHT HUGS.

-AFFECTIONATE SHOULDER PUNCH GO!!!

-AGGRESSIVE SHOULDER PUNCH GO!!!

-NEUTRAL "I'm uncomfortable and idk what to do rn" SHOULDER PUNCH GO!!!

-giggles evilly

-like evan hes not very flexible but hes much more likely to hurt himsel fand sprains his ankles a lot

William

-Do not misspell his last name he will get unbelievably pissed

-probably nd too bc all his kids are but he doesnt gaf abt that 😭

-has kissed a man before as an experiment. did not get anything from it unfortunately

-met henry in college for robotics and became friends

-when his wife left/died he was just like "oh. i have three kids now. fuck." and then avoided them

-doesnt care about his kids but them dying causes problems for him so he tries his best to keep them alive (unsuccessfully. this is the afton family after all)

-just like mike, he sings and taps a lot, but its more humming and tapping.

-also lactose intolerant but he actually cares about it

-likes bunnies a lot.

-allergic to pollen. severely. he walks outside in spring and is already sneezing and rubbing his eyes

-Frustrated easily

-Looks pissed when hes not, looks pissed when he is. looks pissed when hes sad. looks pissed when hes thinking. the only time he doesnt looks pissed is when he looks happy and that is very rare (and never happens around his kids, only henry)

-TIGHT HUGS.

-Buys his kids gifts but its always stuff they either dont like anymore or didnt like int he first place. he doesnt care

-secretly likes thanksgiving a lot. hes a foodie what can i say

-lizzie is his favorite but that only means he is occasionally gentle with her in a way he'll never be with his sons

-likes dressing up fancy but als freaky he just likes dressing up

-poses in the mirror to check his outfit. michael walked in on him once and william has never yelled at him so muhc in his life. michael acted upset but he was giggling to himself

-does not and will never care about whatever michael and evan have goin on. he does NOT have time for them.

-drops and breaks his phone ALL THE TIME.

-likes stress balls a lot.

-springbonnie is his BABY. he LOVES HER.

-grabs his kids by their heads a lot. like if michael is in his way he'll just put a hand on his head and move him off to the side. the only one he cant do it to is evan because he just moves out of the way

-has a bunch of tiny robots of his own. he likes to make silly bunny robots taht r tiny

-thinks hes smooth wiht flirting and could grab a girl (he cant henry knows he cant)

-sticks his tongue out like a cartoon character when hes thinking SUPER hard

-pats michael on the back a lot to lighten a tense situation but it just makes michael tense up and makes it worse

-giggles evilly

-used to be queasy with blood and spent an hour in front of a mirror post-killing charlie telling himself to man up and somehow that worked

-not a hugger. only hugs his kids in public to lighten the mood. except mike. mike u get awkward back pats

-doesnt like being touched (he WILL smack your hand)

I THINK THATS ALL LMAOOO I HAVE SO MANY

[drpeppertummy]

You posted giuliana she had become my fav so

Be uncomfortably hungry or uncomfortably full?

Have a comfortable but very obviously bloated belly, or a visually inconspicuous belly that aches badly?

Endure a sore, too-tight stomach or a queasy, nauseous stomach?

Have somebody notice their discomfort or have nobody notice?

Pop a button in front of others or burp loudly in front of others?

Have their belly rubbed or have somebody hold their hands on their belly?

Have their shirt be too snug on their full belly or their pants?

Be burpy or hiccupy after overeating?

Have a noisy belly when they're hungry or when they're full?

Be tasked with consuming too much liquid or too much food?

Have to do physical labor on an empty stomach or an uncomfortably full stomach?

Be praised or teased for overeating? (In a kinky way or a casual way, up to you)

Sleep off an achy belly alone or stay awake while somebody comforts them?

Have someone fuss over them when their belly hurts or be left alone?

I'm sorry for all the questions I just absolutely love her

ououiuouiui Thank Youuuu i will do my damnedest [under cut bc long post]

Be uncomfortably hungry or uncomfortably full? - probably full. its still uncomfortable but at least shes not all hangry & headachy

Have a comfortable but very obviously bloated belly, or a visually inconspicuous belly that aches badly? - obvious bloat. she doesnt care much about appearance & while she doesnt necessarily want a big distended tummy on full display she would take it over discomfort

Endure a sore, too-tight stomach or a queasy, nauseous stomach? - too tight. she cant Stand nausea

Have somebody notice their discomfort or have nobody notice? - she would prefer it if nobody noticed shes def one to be like Dont Look At Me Im Fine😤🫵

Pop a button in front of others or burp loudly in front of others? - burp 4 sure. she doesnt go out of her way to be nasty but she really care about burping its no big deal

Have their belly rubbed or have somebody hold their hands on their belly? - i think she would prefer just having still hands on her belly. nice warm comfort. soothing

Have their shirt be too snug on their full belly or their pants? - shirt. less uncomfortable than pants. although her shirts tend to be on the looser side so to have it become snug would mean a Very Bloated Tummy

Be burpy or hiccupy after overeating? - def burpy. hiccups irritate her. at least burps can Kinda be controlled

Have a noisy belly when they're hungry or when they're full? - probably full, although i dont see her caring too much either way about the sound & caring more about not being hungry anymore

Be tasked with consuming too much liquid or too much food? - probably food. she has a pretty good capacity & she likes to eat

Have to do physical labor on an empty stomach or an uncomfortably full stomach? - i think if its not for too long she would go empty bc full tummy would hurt, but if it was gonna be a long stretch she would pick full bc full is only gonna get better whereas empty is only gonna get worse

Be praised or teased for overeating? (In a kinky way or a casual way, up to you) - honestly? i have no idea. i think it comes down to the specific phrasing thats used. something really casual & not over the top like "dam you really put that away" (praising Or teasing tone) would be fine but i think it would be a fine line to offputting for her

Sleep off an achy belly alone or stay awake while somebody comforts them? - i think she would rather just sleep it off & be done with it

Have someone fuss over them when their belly hurts or be left alone? - she doesnt like Too Much Fussing but i dont think she minds if someone whos particularly close to her gives her a little extra care (have been pondering who that would be. may have to make her a colleague)

[someonewhos-world]

More twin headcanons because I'm obsessed and no I will not shut up about them, fuck you.

Jack gets eliminated with Noah bc his dumbass didnt see where anyone went and was like "hey guys, I think- Guys? Guys??? GUYS???" Bc he accidentally looked away and had his blind side towards them.

But also bc he was like "ok, Alejandro does kinda suck,he is the reason bridge is gone,,"

Jack and Jett play hand games like Mary mack, miss susie, down by the bank and pretty little Dutch girl. Also patty cake and bubble gum. They also play chopsticks and thumb war. Chess too.

Jett hates liars. He just hates people who lie for some reason, Jack doesnt entirely understand but does at the same time.

Jett and Jack complete each other sentences.

Whistling. You know how if you hear your dad's whistle half way across the super market and you're like "I've been summoned."??? That's them. Even on different teams. But Jett gets eliminated in New York for an odd reason that I cant think of rn. So it leaves Jack by himself.

Adding to this!! World Tour is probably the only time when the twins are actively separated. After Jett's elimination, Jack spends a few days whistling to himself subconsciously and moping a bit. But he brightens a bit with Owen.

Jack keeps everyone on his right side. He cant see from his left so he doesn't trust anyone outside of Jett to be on his left.

Jett gets sick very easily, I'd imagine after Yukon, he was sick with a very bad sore throat and couldn't speak. Jack doesnt entirely get sick but when he does, it's only migraines that have him sleeping most of the day away.

Both twins were very disappointed in Bridgette for trying to kiss Alejandro and then getting stuck to a pole. They were shaking their heads in mild disappointment.

Jack faces a double crush after Alejandro. It's on Owen and Noah. No he doesnt confess because hes like "I don't want that kind of pain." Bc hes aware that love hurts.

Jett on the other hand just was like "I need to be ELIMINATED N O W. GET ME OUT" in order to just avoid Gwen and Cody entirely.

Do I tag the characters?? I think so. Maybe idk

Jett and Jack lean on each other and relax so when Jett is eliminated, Jack is stuck sitting up,too tense and uncomfortable.

The twins mumble and murmur things to each other during their games.

Jack has a beauty mark under his right eye.

Jett doesnt have any beauty marks that are visible. But he has acne scars on his shoulder blades and lower back.

Jack and Jett don't appear again until Ridonculous Race. But theh barely interact with anyone save for the Surfer dudes and Reality TV Pros. They dont like the other twins or the Sisters. They just don't.

Jack and Jett bite.

I can also imagine another scenario where Jack and Jett both try to desperately get off the show after like. The first episode.

Like

Jett is trying desperately to get voted off,Jack is trying to sabotage the team but realizes "hey,our team is already getting picked off like flies, I dont need to do this" and then they think they're gonna get eliminated together only for Chris to crush that hope and seperate the twins (Jett staying in Victory and Jack going into Team Chris.)

[deergroove444]

update timeee, november 1st!

per usual, chaotic. i moved out from hannas and im sleeping at grandmas for tonight. didn’t feel the best but i know things will be okay even though its uncomfortable at the moment. If i can’t change my surroundings or other people (not actually change them) i can change myself and the way i think!

Highlights of the dayyyyyyy

- my co star said do play hooky & outside the lines which means to stay away from school/work without permission and i thought it was funny bc i didnt go to first and left after fourth HAHA! I went back to hannah and we hung out for a bit, did our makeup in the morning and had soup dumplings for lunch. She picked out my outfit! Then she drove me to work and just made her the ghost drink (i drew a ghost on a skateboard) and madr a shaken espresso with cold foam yummyyyy! We hugged and had to say bye when she was leavjng for work 💔 we kind of matched outfits, she wore a blue & brown outfit too with a skirt as well :3 she is very precious to me and i love my queennnnn!!!! id love to be roommates with her because we just click so well naturally

- saren gave me a long hug at school and said we have to hangout soon, i was starting to think they didnt want to so that was a nice reassurance <3 i do love my pookies but recently i was drained bc i just dont like shittalking people 😭

- working with l & m wasnt as bad today! its alright. i had my coldbrew with vanilla cold foam and doug got me bagels WITHOUT CREAM CHEESE HAHAHAHAHAHHA

- i definetly feel a change in the family dynamic and i am and will be doing my best to get rid of any anger or blocks because i want to be a good sister. i gave him candy hehe. were at grandmas and ate chile relleno and tea and i had a date with honey & butter. i overate a little bit but ive been working on being mindful and not hurting myself. ive gotten better at stopping myself from that!

- i really want to have a better connyto Hekate, Aphrodite, and Artemis! I try to talk to them in my head. Ive been seeing a lot of crows ~~ i prayed to Aphrodite & Hekate last night since the veil was thin and lit candles for them! I worked with the little setup that i had ahah

- Olivia came into my work! It was so nice to see her, her energy was lovely and she was veiling hhihihii. Lo & Mika pointed out how a lot of my friends come by n M asked if i have a lot of friends. I definitely have mire good genuine friends now and i love them and an si grateful for all of them. Hanging out with Sabi, Hani, and Ovi was so funnnnnn!!!! Sabi cried after sushi bc she was overwhelmed by the feelings of appreciation for her friends 😭🫶🏻 she is so lovely im so happy were friends now!

- I have started to genuinely laugh recently and i love it. I was looking up to the stars and my friends yesterday and i just felt so happy anf fulfilled in tgat moment. Words cant express the light that comes with this happiness and wholeness <3

[januaryrabbit]

how seventeen would act around their s/o while drunk heheee

pairing: seventeen x gn reader, established relationship, fluff

word count: 1.8k

warnings: alcohol, cursing, mentions of sleeping over and physical affection w/ the boys but it’s meant in a fluffy context, not a suggestive/mature one!

other disclaimers: lowercase intended, probably typos, setting is hanging out with all the boys and with you!!!!!

a/n: i just realized in my wip post i said "crush" instead of "s/o"........WOOPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT ANYWAY hello everyone, i’m finally back with another post! i;m sorry for the very long hiatus, i p much always have something going on in my life lol @-@ but i have time now to actually write!!! i hope you enjoy this one hehe -mina

✩‧₊˚clingy drunks:

mingyu: this man will not leave you alone. he is in love with you. and he’s cheesy! in a sweet way :) will kiss your hand every few mins, lean on you, or put his arm around you so you lean on him hehe. i think he would also want you to reciprocate the clinginess too hehe,,,it makes him feel loved :3 i can see him moving your hand to his hair to ask you to play with it, and if you stopped, he would just take your hand and put it back in his hair LOl. he strikes me as someone who would take care of you (kinda like how he takes care of drunk hoshi hehe) and makes sure you're ok, even if he's drunk himself :]

seungcheol: omg omg HES GOING TO DOTE ON YOU SO MUCH!!! “jagi are you ok” “jagi do you need water” “jagi i’ll walk you to the bathroom, be careful”...he doesn’t realize that he himself is wobbling around and spilling water, LMAO. he just wants to help his baby!!! would def ask where you’re going if you get up, ask you to stay over with him, etcetc. would always have an arm around you and constantly LOL. would also go on a random rant about how protective he is of you HAHAHA!! like “Y/N . IF ANYONE MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE. TELL ME RIGHT AWAY . I WILL DEFEND YOU TO THE ENDS OF THE EARTH  EVEN IF IT’S MY OWN FRIENDS I DONT CARE WHO I HAVE TO BEAT UP (svt: BRO WTF?????) . GOD I LOVE U SOMUCH .” pls give him some water and a kiss!!!

junhui: i don’t think he’d necessarily be like talkative or doting, but i think he’s the type to just want to be around you and would sit really close to you :3 he almost gives me like Protective Bf vibes in the way that he’d just wanna be by your side to make sure you’re feeling ok too. plus, junnie just likes your company! i can picture him sending a lot of smiles toward you every few minutes because he’s so happy you;re his partner and he feels so comfy with you next to him :) also he likes leaning his head on your shoulder and he WILL show you cat pics the entire night…..pls comment on all of them or he’ll get sad. he also gives me the vibes of someone who has lazy days with his s/o after a night of drinking hehe���napping, hotpot and movies :)))

✩‧₊˚loud/emotional/(verbally) affectionate drunks:

soonyoung: MESSY U WILL HAVE TO CARE HIM !!!! did you see him on lee youngji’s show?? so cuteeee :( he would just shower you w/ affection heheh. im picturing him hugging you from behind like how he hugged the ice in the youngji ep and he would nestle his head into the crook of your neck and reach over to kiss your cheek :3c he would announce like every 20min how much he loves you to the whole room like "THIS IS MY PARTNER I LOVE THEM VERY MUCH THANKS!!!" and would post blurry pics of the two of you on his story with typos "i lvoe tehfm sonmchch" HAHA!! youll definitely have to sober up to take care of him hehe. would definitely start crying bc he loves you so much and YOU have to comfort him……you and mingyu get him to the car that night because he can’t walk by himself. the next morning hes like babe that was so fun round 2 of drinking tonight???????????? (horanghae pose)

seungkwan: BRUH KWAN GETS INTO (JOKE) ARGUMENTS WHILE HE’S DRUNK I HAVE NO DOUBTS!!! 90% of the time he’s trying to pick a fight with mingyu or chan i just know it I KNOW IT TO BE TRUE!! but with his s/o, i think he’s the type to be like HONEY THIS ONE IS FOR YOU and he starts belting a love ballad and singing directly to you HAHA!!! (vernon: why are u always trying to outsing everyone. no one else is singing.) seungkwan ignores vern’s comment and keeps going tho. he almost moves himself to tears by how much he loves you and how much love he’s pouring into his performance LOL. you tell him you love him too and that he doesnt have to sing VERY LOUDLY IN PUBLIC to profess his love !!! its not that serious pls sit down!!! and hes like MY LOVE FOR YOU IS SERIOUS . and that’s how you end up with a pouty and drunk kwan!!!!!!!!!

chan: oh my sweet chan,,he would just shower you with affection LMAO like “i love you. you’re amazing. you look so beautiful right now, you know that?” type of thing. he’s just the biggest simp hehe. i think hes also the type to just wanna have fun, he'd prob cheer you on if you took a shot like FUCK YEAH BABE GO OFF!!!! but i also think that he would be doing EVERYTHING for you. "i'll pour your shot!!!!! don't lift a finger SERIOUSLY!!!!!" asks you every 30min if youve had water. (you: yes. i had some 30min ago. when you GAVE ME SOME.) gets you snacks. if you needed to throw up he WILL hold your hair with a drink in the other hand (for him)!!!! he also helps you put your jacket on at the end of the night. it doesn't matter how drunk he is, he's firm on taking care of YOU!!! <3

✩‧₊˚(physically) affectionate drunks:

wonwoo: he’s all smiles for you hehe. clings onto your arm whenever you’re near him. he wouldn't be too loud or anything, but i think he'd shyly whisper compliments to you now and then about how you look nice or how much he loves you. i think he’d be one of the more chill people, he just feels happier than usual bc of the alcohol hehehhe. usually, wonu is pretty good at keeping himself composed when you show him affection. but when he’s drunk, i think he’d react a little more…he strikes me as someone who’s more verbally/physically affectionate when it’s just you two, but around friends/family he tones it down. but when he’s drunk i think he would be comfortable having you sit on his lap or having an arm around you <3

jihoon: i am convinced lee jihoon is a different man when he’s drunk!!!!!!!!!  i have a hot-ish take when it comes to drunk uji…omg woozi would SOOOO open up physically and emotionally to you..and he’d be the type to always, Always have an arm around your waist and constantly hold your hand, looking at you with a smile that leads all the way up to his eyes. he’s someone who has dealt with a lot in his life, but in this moment, he’s so grateful to be here with his friends, and someone he loves that also loves him for who he is. the reason i think he’d be like this is juts because like. he doesn’t drink much, but when he does, feelings he’s been keeping to himself finally come up to the surface. also his face, neck and ears are constantly bright red because of the alcohol LOL. but ALSO they'd be red the next day when he realizes how he behaved in front of you hehe…. don't tease him too much about it or he'll die of embarrassment!

seokmin: dont ask me why bc idk but i think he would ruffle your hair constantly because youre so cute. then he would get distracted and talk to the bros for a bit, look at you again and remember how cute you are and ruffle it again sorry i dont make the rules!!!!!!! dk is definitely the loud/funny drunk hehe…hes the type to be giggly/try to make everyone laugh :) but i think he’d definitely try to make you laugh the most !! mostly in terms of physical affection though, i think he’d just dote on you a lot…like you know in the dingo video how he kept kissing woozi??? yeah he does that to you. along with the hair ruffles. and the attempts to get you to laugh. good luck. you’re going to drown in affection from this man LOL. 

✩‧₊˚happy/chill drunks:

vernon: HE WILL CARE YOU this man is all vibes. he’s just here to have a good time lol. you’ll probably be the drunk one who needs to be taken care of :3 but if he was somehow convinced to get really drunk, i think he would still just be vibes. but happier vibes. i think he would just laugh at everything and keep a hand constantly on your knee heheh. also i think he would encourage seungkwan’s antics more when he’s drunk i’m just saying .

minghao: minghao is just relishing in the moment of enjoying his time with his friends and partner~ he doesn't strike me as someone who drinks much, kinda like vernon. he'd be more focused on having a good time with everyone! i think he's the type to have hangover remedies ready for you at home for the next day. i think he would also be the type of bf to know when to cut you off LMAO like “y/n’s had 4 shots….hyung STOP pouring them another one!!!!!!!!” he just seems like he'd be prepared to take care of his partner :) you're so lucky!! he’s also the type to observe you and take pictures/videos if you’re doing something funny while you’re drunk LMAO!!!!

joshua: josh is a giggly drunk i have no doubts. also in the dingo video that man was RED af!!! would probably be like “im fine im SO SOBER RIGHT NOW…BABE TELL THEM HOW SOBER I AM!!!” he is not sober. i also think he would be the type to compare hands with you LMAO. you’re just like ???? you know how big both our hands are???? you’re literally my bf???? and hes like I JUST WANTED TO CHECK OK!!! tbh he seems so fun to be around LMAO like he on the way to the hangout hes like “babe lets match each other if u drink i drink” and ur like HELLO SIR???????? WHO IS DRIVING US HOME?????? (jeonghan does and he sleeps over.)  he just wants to have FUN and let loose with the homies and his partner!!!! consequences are for TOMORROW, y/n!!!!!! (he might start sulking if you don’t agree to match him but it’s fine you both know your limits hehe)

jeonghan: i see him as someone who doesn’t go too wild when drinking. kinda like vernon and minghao, i think he’s more there for vibes than getting fucked up lol. if anything, he’s doting on you because he finds you so cute, especially when you’re drunk hehehe. HE would be the one to ask you to do aegyo or something and when you do he just dies of cuteness lmao. i think he would also tease you in silly ways, like convincing you that he and s.coups are actually long lost brothers who found each other in college, or that seungkwan is a natural blonde. and of course you believe him which is the funniest shit ever to him!!!! LMAO!!!!! your shock and wonder at his blatant lies is the cutest thing to him. don’t worry tho he’ll tell you the next day nothing he said was true, except for when he said he loves you :)

[absinthe-and-tea]

Yooooo can I get uhhh headcanons for the slashers to react to an s/o with big boobs? I mean like, special ordering bras bc no stores have your size big.... 😅

//I know the struggle when it come to pants so I got you. Though I am very tired so sorry if it's not the best-

Slasher HCs || S/O W/ Large Breasts

Jason Voorhees

When he first meets you, it's one of the first thing he notices. On accident of course.

He'll get really flustered and distracted by them and if you give him permission, he'll immediately be on you and massaging the soft flesh.

He's confused when you randomly leave the house and go ti the edge of camp to grab a box. When he questions you about and you explain he'll just slowly nod.

He'll start looting his victims for money so that you can buy more bras for yourself since he doesn't work.

If he notices that your in pain from the weight of them, he'll make sure to pamper you more than usual and give you back massages and whatnot.

Michael Myers

He'll just stare. No reaction. No movement. Just stare at you until you feel uncomfortable and try to leave.

He won't let you leave. You're now being kidnapped. Have fun.

He won't really do much unless you move his hands to your chest. He'll grope a bit too hard at first but he'll get softer over time.

He's not very affectionate so he won't give you massages or anything like that but he'll bring you heating pads and icy hot. Things to help ease the muscles.

If you find a credit/debit card by your bedside table, don't be surprised and dont ask where he got it or where the money is coming from.

Harry Warden

Absolutely stops in his tracks the moment he sees you. Pickaxe raised above his head, just completely still as he stares down your cleavage from his height.

Thank God he's wearing a mask bevause his face is bright red and he's pretty sure his nose is bleeding.

If you start running, he'll drop the pickaxe and bolt after you, immediately grabbing you by the boobs on accident.

He's keeping you. And if you explain you need to leave to get custom bras or need internet to order them, he'll do it for you.

Won't complain one bit if you have him massage your back your breasts. The moment you even start asking, he will be on it.

Vincent Sinclair

Super shy about it. He does his best not to look or stare but he thinks it adds to how gorgeous you are.

Thinks your a goddess sent from the heavens.

Won't mind that you have to get custom bras. He'll even help modify smaller ones to fit you if you like them.

He'll be hesitant to give you massages and whatnot, afraid he'll accidentally hurt you but after you reassure him he'll happily oblige.

Bo Sinclair

Instant horny.

He's always touching you any chance he gets. If he sees anyone stare or even look in that direction, they are on the top of his hit list.

He'll offer to hold your breasts for you to relieve the strain on your back with a perverted grin.

Will make sure you have the money to buy specialty bras. Just make sure you buy a few lacy ones for him to admire on you

He'll pick on you if you ask for a massage, making remarks on how much you love his hands on you. Though he'll comply very easily and he actually enjoys the soft moments more than he'll care to admit.

Lester Sinclair

He's immediately invested.

He loves using them as pillows, or gently moving them around.

He notices pretty quick that they can be difficult to live with and does whatever he can to help out. He's not rich by any means but he'll do his best to help support you and buy you the size bras you need.

He loves touching you so it's no bother to him to give you massages.

He's not very tall compared to his brothers so he loves sleeping with his face buried between your breasts and his arms around your waist.

Brahms Heelshire

He watches you constantly. Always trying to get the best angles so he could stare at your cleavage when you bent over.

Sometimes you'll wake up with more added to your list of things to do. Most of them requiring you to bend over.

He'll notice that it starts to take a toll and stop. But instead he'll start crawling into bed with you, running his hands up your shirt to softly grope your breasts.

He's rich so of course he'll give you all the money you need for bras and for any clothes you may want.

He still prefers you steal his clothes tho but be warned he will be very handsy if you do. Even more so than usual.

The Other

He likes them a lot more than he'd like to admit.

While he doesnt express his emotions often, he'll definitely express how much he enjoys them.

Whether it's when they are pressed against him when cuddling or hugging. Or if they are just in his general line of sight.

He gives you soft praises for having the strength to carry them around amd will sometimes make remarks to help, holding out his hands.

He'll massage your back and run baths for you anytime your muscles get too strained.

Will make sure you have the money at all times to buy your specialty bras or comfortable clothes.

Thomas Hewitt

He loves them. He loves holding them. Massaging them.

He will make sure you never have to lift anything. He'll always pick up the harder work for you, knowing how uncomfortable it can be to carry things with your boobs in the way.

He'll run warm baths for you whenever he can. And massage your entire body from head to toe.

He's not rich but he dies know how to sow, meaning he'll make you perfectly fitted bras anytime you want.

Bubba Sawyer

Doesn't quite understand why you seem uncomfortable sometimes. You'll have to explain the difficulties of having big breasts to him.

Like Thomas, he'll make you bras. Though they won't me as neatly made but he's proud of them.

Happy to massage you and whatnot.

Absolutely loves if you sleep on top of him or pressed really close. Might start to rub your breasts without realizing it because he thinks they are soft.

Will happily wait on you if you had a hard day and your back hurts. Lay in bed and let him take care of you.

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Hii🐥 Aone(you can add characters if you want) with a s/o(they/them) that has a oral fixation ? Like if the reader has headphones with a cord it's going in their mouth or they always are sucking on their fingers.. If you dont mind can it be SFW & NSFW,,,can also be in headcanon style? Hope this doesn't make you uncomfortable😅

Remember to drink water and get proper sleep🥰

A/N: IFJSJDJDN OKAY, IM HAVING HEART PALPITATIONS- I, too, have an oral fixation (non sexual), so this was fun to write! I hope you don’t mind me adding Bokuto, Mad Dog, and Tsukishima! And thank you for the reminder. 🥺🥺 Also remember to drink water and rest as well!

S/O With Oral Fixation||Aone, Bokuto, Kyōtani, Tsukishima

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Aone

SFW

At first he was lowkey concerned

“Why are you chewing on a bottle cap? That is dangerous.”

He’s quick to catch on though

Keeps some stuff on him for you to chew or suck on at all times

Need to chew on something?

He’s got you.

Constantly gets nervous that you’ll choke

N/SFW

You want something to suck on?

He’ll give you something to suck on

Fingers? His fat cock?

Your pick.

You look so pretty moaning underneath him with his thick fingers in your mouth

Wanna get him hard quick?

Catch him by surprise and such on his middle and ring finger.

Oopsie, looks like he has a little problem down there

And you’re gonna fix it for him

~~~

Bokuto

SFW

I kinda hc him to have an oral fixation as well?

So I don’t think he’d actually notice you sucking or chewing on anything tbh

This mf is the type to chew on styrofoam

But I mean-

Share mf

It’s bussin bussin

I’m sorry-

But anyway

He wouldn’t notice

N/SFW

As I mentioned

He also has an oral fixation

So he likes sucking your fingers

He’ll bust a nut so fast-

But if you suck his fingers

Oh lawd

Be ready to suck something else

~~~

Kyōtani

SFW

Pfft

I’m sorry but this mf couldn’t care less

Unless your sucking or chewing on his shit

Then he kinda gets irritated

“Why tf are you chewing my headphones? Get your own.”

He won’t show it but he’s actually scared you’ll choke on something

N/SFW

This smug bitch

“You look so pretty sucking my fingers, prince(ess)”

“Keep sucking my cock like that and I might just fuck your nice and good”

It’s not something he’s really into, but for you he’d endure anything.

~~~

Tsukishima

SFW

Yeah naw

This mf is ruthless

He’s an asshole, and he knows it.

But he doesn’t mean to be

He’s just worried about your health and if you’ll choke

“Wtf did you put in your mouth now? Ah, ah, spit it out.”

As he’s holding his hand up to your mouth 💀

N/SFW

He’s not into that

Please don’t suck his fingers

Bc he’ll just get up and leave you unsatisfied.

It’s not that he wants to be a little bitch

It just... turns him off?

~~~

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I have an idea!

Ok so we all know that Hanseo is abused by his big brother, and if i remember correctly, the jipuragi trio found out about it from the guillotine file for the first time.

Now hear me out, what if the jipuragi trio found out about the abuse from Hanseo himself, not from the guillotine file??

After failing to burn down geumga plaza, Hanseok threw that object at Hanseo, telling him not to dodge it, and it left a scar on his forehead. When Hanseo visited jipuragi, he seemed proud of that scar, right?? Because thats what he got from saving geumga plaza, and he hoped that the scar would show them that he wants to be on their side.

BUT lets forget about all those stuff for a moment.

Hanseok loves to strangle, threaten, and hit Hanseo with the hockey stick. It certainly happens more than once, so i figured that there must be a bunch of scars and bruises on his body right?? What if the jipuragi trio noticed one of his scars/bruises?? I know Hanseo always wear long-sleeved stuff, so its not exactly visible, but what if someone caught a glimpse of it??? Perhaps the scar/bruise was on his arm???

Maybe when Hanseo visits jipuragi, Vincenzo asks him to wash some coffee mugs, and as Hanseo is rolling up his sleeves...

"yo whats that on your arm??"

And maybe Hanseo is like "thats a bruise..? Do you not know what a bruise is??"

Okay, idk. I have no idea how he's gonna react if that happens. I just feel like Hanseo wouldnt be proud of his scars if he didnt get them from trying to save geumga/jipuragi people.

And now im just wondering, what do you think? How would Hanseo react, in your opinion? If the jipuragi trio really did find out about the abuse from Hanseo himself, how would that affect their relationship? Im really curious about what you think

Hhhhhhhh sorry if its too long. I just thought that this might be a good way for Hanseo and jipuragi to kinda get closer with each other...

han seo headcanons (part one)

helloooo, thank you for sending an ask in :D

SORRY this answer is super long and for some reason my phone isn't allowing me to add a keep reading cut thingy, apologies in advance to the amount scrolling you have to do

tw: abuse

i've been thinking so much about this ask and just how han-seo would react to them finding out, and honestly i never really took note of how many long sleeved shirts he wears. i believe han-seok has switched a lot more into emotional manipulation and abuse than physical abuse but he has a lot of anger issues. i'd honestly imagine him using han seo as a punching bag for any and every inconvinence that happens to him, even as an intern.

i also agree with you, han seo is someone who is a very bright personality who tends to hide his hurt and emotions, and he's very very good at it as he has been living under a psychopath his whole life. he's good at hiding his anger (although it definetly bubbles over in smaller outbursts) and especially his hurt (i.e. the scene that han seok throws that candle holder at him and he just smiles back). han seo has a lot of anger at himself for not speaking back or being able to act like himself. like in that scene in the office, you can tell as he curls his fist that he wanted to speak back so badly. even when he finally snaps against han seok, he said "i'm getting tired of being afraid of you." i feel like he'd be embarrassed that even after years, he hasn't been able to escape his abuse

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i feel like this scene and their dynamic would play out something similar to this:

han seo joined the team and has been working with vincenzo and cha-young for around a month. at this point han seo isn't walking on eggshells with both of them, he's a lot more comfortable and visiting their office regularly without choi/han/han seok finding out.

sometimes it's vincenzo and cha-young providing him books to study economics from, maybe even giving some brotherly/sisterly advice to him. every couple weeks, vin and cha-young give him quizzes and slowly, he's getting better and better

over time, he even got closer to the plaza residents (even though the residents were definetly cold to him in the beginning, miri scaring the shit out of him by doing her ghost thing, the lady with the lipstick from bye bye balloon staring him down, snack bar lady refusing to serve him, larry also scaring the shit out of him by doing his zombie routine)

but despite this, they adopt him into their family, han seo doing small errands for the residents, him buying the best coffee, food and getting camera equipment for the snack bar lady's son. han seo gifting the pawnshop couple with cute baby items etc.

(obviously he buys the most expensive shit bc he's still a rich boy, but they dont have to know)

(side note: he'd be fucking adorable with a baby, imagine him being the babies "uncle han seo" who gets them the best gifts !!)

even though he was comfortable with all of them, every once in a while his facade would slip.

every once in a while, someone would make a sharp movement towards him and he'd flinch. or if someone makes a quick step towards him, he'd back up and stiffen up on instinct

even if it was someone patting his back or just making a quick movement, he'd react on instinct from the years of abuse from han seok. but no one ever said anything about it if they noticed.

one afternoon after lunch, they were washing dishes, han seo on washing duty and cha-young drying and placing them back. and han seo was in his full sleeves and cha-young notices his sleeves getting wet

"yah, roll your sleeves back, by the end of this your whole sleeve will be wet! you know how uncomfortable those sleeves would be?"

"ahaha, it's alright noona, i'll be fine"

han seo tries to laugh it off, grining at her with one of his wide grins but there's something off about this one. but cha-young gives one of her patented glares and he rolls them up carefully, shielding his arms from her view, and continues washing the rest.

cha-young doesn't take note of his bruises at first, but noted the care he went through to shield his arms from her. his arms were posed almost awkwardly and he was on high alert

it wasn't until after they both finished and he was drying his hands that cha-young saw the massive bruises he had, climbing up his forearms and under the sleeves

he stiffens when he sees her stare, and quickly tries to cover them but she grabs them before he could hide it

she's completely quiet while she stares at his arms. after a moment, he speaks up

"oh i accidentally banged these against my doorway, they're just small bruises. it's go away in a couple days" he smiles at her again but she could tell from the way his shoulders were frozen and the wavering of his voice that it wasn't the truth

"did he do these?" she asked him, her face completely neutral and her voice barely a whisper. she's still looking at his forearms, her fingers ghosting over the bruises.

han seo just looks down and the silence is enough of an answer for cha-young. he walks away, embarrassed that she found out about it, even though his years of therapy told him that it wasn't never his fault, he still felt the shame and anger of not being able to break free.

he's quiet for the rest of the time, feigning tiredness and finding an excuse to leave the plaza

that night, it was just vincenzo and her working at the office late, in preparation for babel. cha-young's mind was still on what she saw that afternoon. abruptly, she stands up, her hand gripping the pen in her hand as she turned to vincenzo sitting at the other desk.

"did you know that bastard hurt him? he's been abusing han seo this whole time?" she asked vincenzo, her voice seething with anger

"i know."

"you know??? why didn't you ever say anything?"

vincenzo looks up at her from his stack of papers, setting his pen down.

"it wasn't my place. i picked up on it when he flinched when mr. tak reached toward him to place a hand on his shoulder."

cha-young sat back down then, her lips pressed together, and vin went back to his paperwork

"we should get him out of there. who knows what han seok would do in one of his rages?"

"couple nights ago, we went to drink makgeolli and i offered him a way out. i told him if he ever needs to leave, and if he's ready to leave, he has a place at the plaza."

"and is he? leaving that is?"

"no. he thanked me, but said that he needed to stay until his brother and his group crumbles to the ground."

cha-young let out a sigh, biting her lip, the worry on her face all too evident

"hong cha-young byeonosa-nim, we shouldn't baby him. jang han seo deserves revenge against his brother just like we do and the choice is ultimately up to him."

"i know. i just worry."

they stayed quiet for the rest of the night, working late but the topic never leaves cha-young or vincenzo's minds

the next day, han seo avoided her like the plague, not wanting to talk about what she saw yesterday

but while he was studying, she approached him, a glass of juice and a snack in hand, setting it next to him. she checked over his work quietly as he took a break and glanced at his arms, doing a once over just to make sure he didn't get any new ones.

"well done, han seo, you're doing well" she smiled at him and ruffled his hair and han seo let out a breath of relief and gratefulness that she hadn't treated him any different

from then, cha-young and vin only got fonder of han seo and han seo was pretty much adopted by them. after the battle and han seok is in jail permanently, he moves out of his apartment, and gets one closer to the plaza.

mr. nam would show him how the organization worked at jipuragi and put him to work, the paralegal grateful to have an extra hand around the office

eventually, even han seo grows an affection to the instant coffee and buys more for himself and his apartment

vin would take him shopping for suits, both rich boys obsessed with their sleek looks. they take cha-young with them once but she manages to sleep off at every shop they go to.

vincenzo also plays hockey with him regularly and the plaza invites him to plaza game nights. they get up to all kinds of mischief,

han seo loves spicy food, just like cha-young so they make it their mission to go to try every restaurant and compete to see just how much spice they can handle. obviously vincenzo doesn't even make it past the first round of the spice competitions but cha-young and han seo have the same competitive streak that keeps them going

han seo is also dropping hints to both of cha-young and vincenzo that they should get married. constantly teasing vincenzo about cha-young in the way only younger brothers do

obviously on one of cha-young and han seo’s days out, han seo drops hints CONSTANTLY, trying to get her to admit cha young likes vincenzo

and OBVIOUSLY she slips up, and han seo doesn’t let go of it

he does the whole younger brother teasing every single time he catches cha-young glancing at vincenzo at the firm

“cha-young noona and vin hyung, sitting in a tree. K I S S I N—” “HAN SEO!!!”

obviously chayenzo eventually get together but decide to keep it a secret (and of course, they were awful at it)

eventually when they reveal it to the office, mr. nam and han seo react like that one scene in suspicious partner (“quick, act surprised” “*gasp* you guys are together??????? we had no idea!!”)

han seo is basically adopted as a younger brother to both cha-young and vincenzo and even the plaza loves his presence and he gets to have a peaceful existence for the rest of his life

anyways han seo deserves a happy ending with a good family. he deserves a second chance with a family that LOVES AND CARES FOR HIM AND GIVES HIM CHOICES AND ALLOWS HIM TO BE HIMSELF. (and yes this covered more than just one scene but I HAVE MANY THOUGHTS ON HIM) as always feel free to add on :D