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Side tangent unrelated to my other delusions i just wanna ramble lol
Its MY blog i can do what i want lol
I RAN OUTTA TAGS OH WELL STORYTIME OVER LOL
#she speaks!#idk if you remember when i was doing bad™ a little bit ago and i said i wished k had just been in love with me way back when#after ww it really solidified for me that shes not what im looking for in a relationship lol#like yeah i was down bad my senior year but girl it was cope and delusions okay lol that was never gonna work you dumb lesbian#(its me im the dumb lesbian)#she doesnt dance!! girl i love dancing i need somebody whos gonna dance#like she stood there the whole concert like yeah ik she didn't know any ww songs at all but still#and like the entire drive there and back we listened to the same like two hours worth of songs#psychological torture if i wasnt so locked in and focused on making sure i wasnt responsible for the deaths of some of my closest friends i#would have lost it okay like bruh#and she hates physical touch#girl that is literally 50% of my love language#(ik love languages arent real and were made up by a pos leave me aloneeeee its my two am ramble timeeeee)#the other 50% is acts of service i was meant to be someones knight their loyal dog#riza hawkeye camilla hect type shit okay#dawg what am i sayin lol#yall really just let me come on here and say shit and none yall go mia please for the love shut the fuck up lol#side note side note yup we got tangents inside of tangents now ive been watching so much drag race its not even funny#ive seen 9 10 and 11 and omg sasha velour i love you sasha velourrrrr yvie oddly my beloved#MISS VANJIE MISS VANJIEEE i love her too shes so stupid lol#and i love telling my dad about it cuz at first he was like why are you watching drag race gross but now he like engages with me while i#ramble and i asked him y and hes like idk you tell a good story and youre excited about it what am i supposed to do#and idk it made me really happy#but drag race is also great for making small talk with gay people hello my fellow queers lol#like the highlight of my dad is coming home and watching my two episodes of drag race ive watched three seasons in two weeks thats#impressive for me it took me over a year to watch all of bcs and that is like in my top shows of all time#erm what else#e is also boring to take to a concert or really anywhere lol#stood behind me and k the whole time did not have an opion ever did not dance seemed afraid to be out in public#its just wild to me kid never shuts up on discord calls and you take him outside and he pisses himself
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A little zine about how I (still) have trouble saying the word aromantic.
I've never made a zine before! I was inspired to try it because @queerliblib mentioned a zine making night in an email. That hasn't happened yet - its on June 26th - but once I had the idea, I couldn't wait, lol. It was nice to put something down on paper and have the finished product to hold onto.
Image descriptions under the cut:
Page 1: Three tiny speech bubbles say: "Do you have a bf? Do you like anyone? What's your type?" A big speech bubble says, "Oh, I don't date." The big speech bubble comes from a heart colored like the aromantic flag.
Page 2 says: I could say: "Actually, I'm... ...aromantic." ...aro." ...aromantic asexual." ...aroace."
Page 3 says: But there are a few problems:
aromantic: Has been misheard as "A Romantic".
aro: Opaque if you don't already know the term.
aromantic asexual: A mouthful! And sounds...scientific?
aroace: shares The Big Problem: it may require a vocabulary lesson!
Page 4 says: It doesn't actually come up too often! Which is fine. My coworkers, my neighbors, and strangers don't need to know I'm aroace. I just wish I could say it sincerely when I do want someone to know.
Page 5 says: I always have to smile - laugh - hedge. "Oh, well, actually, I'm kind of like, aromantic? Basically just not interested."
It's been more than 8 years since the first time I said it out loud! I'm certain of it, but I still can't say it like I mean it!
Page 6 says: The most memorable time I said "I don't date" the guy I was talking to asked "Oh are you asexual?" and I said "Yeah, actually. And aromantic." And we moved on.
That was nice.
Page 7 says:
The times I've lead with "I'm aromantic" -- well, there's only one I really remember:
"I didn't use to think that was a real thing."
Other than that time -- even if I use the word, I always explain what it means first!
Page 8 says: I just hope that one day I'll feel like I can say, simply, confidently: "I'm aromantic" and "I'm aroace."
The words "I'm aromantic" are big and dark green, the color of the top stripe of the aromantic flag. The words "I'm aroace" are big and bright orange, the color of the top stripe of the aroace flag. Three hearts below the words are colored to look like the aromantic, aroace, and asexual flags.
#aromantic#aroace#aromantic asexual#zine#my writing#i realized today I don't own any pencils. there is some white out on page 7 idk if you can see it in the scan though#i did two and a half drafts. its hard to figure out what to say in just 8 pages!#and when I got the markers out today I did not want to do it again#so some of the spacing could be better but anyway I'm happy to have made something :)#i really could write whole paragraphs explaining what I'm trying to say here. I don't really want to though#i just realized i didn't use the word 'casual' at all. huh#page 7 was initially a lot longer but the other details aren't relevant. I hope the idea gets across clearly.#anyway yeah one of the ideas i had was to get into why i act and feel this way. but that needs more than 8 pages#some of it is justified. some of it is just me#anyway curious to know if anyone else feels the same#huh i guess i didn't really describe how i feel either - just what I do#there's actually. so much here. i should write a post or a journal entry or something instead of making these tags longer#might be able to do a better zine about it if i really knew what 'it' was lol because its a lot of emotions and a lot of factors#ngl its a little hard to say out loud in the privacy of my own room. that's weird right??#happy pride month everybody
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he’s just a swinging space age bachelor man!!!!
#ride the cyclone#rtc#fanart#ricky potts#richard potts#i dont know the tags for this man#musical#noel gruber#constance blackwood#mischa bachinski#ocean o’connell rosenberg#i spent like 2 weeks on this#not In Total Duh but it took me a while ok#I wasnt even sure if i wanted to share it really#i listened to space age bachelor man and it had Such an effect on me idk why#i was just so happy i loved it so much#the acting is so good he has so much character#God ilove the goofy outfits and the masks#and the vocals and rhe silly choreo#it just filled me with joy and made me feel inspired for some reason#like yeah bang those space cats ricky#yeah i put ***5*** watermarks on this one colour me paranoid#i dont like the idea of people stealing my things boohoo woe is me#art
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drew some of my fav ody designs! wasnt originally meant to be also replicating the styles but thats sort of just how my brain works. except i didnt copy the lineart styles of anyone here so its DEFINITELY a bit uncanny for a couple of these (LOOKING AT YOU QINNY IM SO SORRY) but whatever
the designs featured here (from left to right) belong to: me, @gigizetz, @neal-illustrator, @irunaki, @bigidiotenergytm, @qinnyanimation, and @foopsie-daisy
#WAUGHHH IM SO NERVOUS TAGGING PEOPLE COOLER THAN ME#HEAD IN HANDS HEAD IN HANDS I NEED TO STOP PANICKING OVER STUFF LIKE THIS#bc like I KNOW THEYRE JUST PEOPLE. I WOULD BE SO HYPE IF SOMEONE DREW MY ODY ID LOVE TO BE TAGGED IN THAT.#BUT WHAT IF I AM SHOT. WITH A GUN. gfrdfvb vfrdedrf#i am a very normal non anxiety having person i swear guys#worst thing i did here was have odys hands very visible for the qinny one. because i didnt realize the way they draw hands is very realisti#BUT THEIR WHOLE STYLE HAS REALLY REALISTIC ANATOMY I SHOULVE KNOWN#irunakis style is SO fun to draw in bc its a lot like some of my older art so its very familiar yk yk i wasnt worrying too much about makin#-things accurate. but i think that accidentally made me too comfortable and so i ended up straying a bit too much#i think a lot of irunaki and qinnys styles specifically is in the lineart. so me using my normal style of lines makes them less recognizabl#anyways. neals odysseus i have shit talked in private (its a good design it just feels uncanny w/ jorges voice to me) but hes really-#-interesting to draw. i wanna do style studies on neal their characters have a very. idk animated feels like the wrong word but like.#something like animated. feeling to them. theyre very distinct in shape i wanna do studies thats it#bigidiotenergy i found this morning while FINALLY looking at cloudysseus art and instantly fell in love w their design#i need to ruffle his hair. hes so silly. absolutely incredible design. but GOD was the style a nightmare#it was too late id already comitted to trying to replicate the styles. but ohhh my god its so far from my own it was so hard#theres so much detail in places i dont normally put any at all#and its like. WAUGH its scary i need to do anatomy studies in general maybe#uhh havent commented on the gigi one. he was really easy to draw though lol. weirdly enough gigis style was close enough to my current one-#-that i didnt have any trouble whatsoever? and i think its the most accurate too but only because of the lineart styles being similar lol#ALSO NOT TO PLAY FAVORITES BUT FOOP ODYSSEUS IS MY FAVORITE#I LOVE HIMMM I LOVE HIS SILLY SHAPES HE LOOKS LIKE A WEIRD CAT KINDA. HE INTRIGUES ME.#my ody feels kinda lame next to all these guys gbfdefgbf#but oh well. hes ingrained into my mind now i cant change him at this point /silly i am actually happy w him but i might make changes#thaats thoughts on all of the odys here. anyways art tags time#doodles#odysseus#epic the musical#OH MY GOD EDIT I FORGOT TO DRAW FOOP ODYS SHOES. HEAD IN HANDS. IM SO SORRY
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🎃happy thanksgiving🦃
reblogs are appreciated!
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#I really like how this one turned out#there was suppose to be a background but i gave up AKJHASKD#perspective be daMNED#Idk if the turkey looks tentalizing enough but I am damn proud of it#I also loved dressing up the bois teehee Gaz with his green checkers vest#I rarely draw unmasked Ghost but uh ye hAHHASKJD#gave him those thick knitted sweaters#Gaz and Soap are fighting over the drumstick of the turkey#this one doodle that almost made me redo the whole thing for the 4th time#also got hungry multiple time drawing this LMFAO#kk enough rambling#gummmyart#doodle#gomz kofi membership#simon ghost riley#captain john price#john soap mactavish#kyle gaz garrick#kate laswell#task force 141#tf141#thanksgiving#happy thanksgiving#cod#cod mw#cod mw2#call of duty#call of duty modern warfare
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captain's warm hugs! (id in alt)
#opfanart#one piece#monkey d luffy#roronoa zoro#nami#usopp#sanji#my first nongun art in 8 kabillion years. i watched opla recently and it resurged smth deep within me...#idk who of my first followers are still here but one piece has been like T_T urgh. my beginnings... i love this series so much#LUFFY especially - zoro is my favorite but luffy is the heart of the show!!! inaki's performance was really fun and carried that same#vibrancy - it made me sooo happy to see... and in general the romance dawn crew has always been dear to my heart uuu... the la gave a lot o#good bits between the og trio but i def wish we couldv seen more with usopp & sanji too. but maybe.. if we ever get a season 2 :'D#anyway i love the straw hats steadily getting used to luffy's shenanigans and even liking it at some point. the warming up part of all thei#friendships is so dear to me and its just a natural blossom of comfort and trust. and some of these mfs are Touch starved fr....#ruporas art
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Hey! Just wanted to say that I recognized your art on Reddit and I hate that people were so mean to you. People on that sub are usually pretty chill and funny, but seem to become protective of Karlach to the point of being assholes.
And I totally agree with you. She deserves to be well fed and happy 💕
akdsfhdfkd thank you i can't lie i was fighting for my life there last night
it's so hard not to get defensive because when you post art you're opening yourself to criticism but like. when it's ALL there is and people are going out of their way to tell you how much they don't like your art it's A Lot
the worst part is i specifically posted it to THAT sub and not the main one because people are so chill there and the response was just. crazy. i thought i was in the twilight zone i couldn't believe it
anyway this was my favourite part and it's just the one person who admitted the exact reason why they didn't like her
#ramble#bg3#i think it just hit me harder bc i love that flash sheet SO much. i was so happy with it#the mass downvotes on my comment is Something#there was also the whole 'she has a soft/feminine face and you made her look like a man'#i really forgot i was on the 'we hate non-skinny people and women' website#at the end of the day the way i draw karlach is with a more androgynous face and with the body of a deadlifter#and it's fine if you don't like that. but like why are you telling me#in this community especially where it's a rule not to yuck someone's yum#i did message the mods bc this isn't the first time this has happened and idk if anything can be done but it's just like#hey this is happening in your community just so you know
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Human curling iron + gamer who doesn't stop yapping ʕ ꈍᴥꈍʔ
Here's a version without the text + a closeup too 🫶💗


#made a poll on Twitter for ship art and the people wanted the toxic yaoi#the ship has really grown on me#I ship anyone that would make Tomu happy tbh like bro needs a hug idc who he's gettin it from#I wanna do some spinneraki too asp#and togachako#man I love the gays#I HC that Dabi could use his quirk to make his hands hot enough to curl or straighten hair and I think he would be really annoying about it#Tomu complains but he actually loves the attention#Dabi is definitely not listening to his ass yap about MG tho#it's not gay if the socks stay on#its giving 'this guy just nutted in me then info dumped about minecraft for 2 hours'#they're silly#anyways enjoy the food#my art#bnha#mha#my hero academia#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#shiggy#Dabi#touya todoroki#shigadabi#dabishiga#red and blue gays#yaoi#do people still tag things with yaoi? idk
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Last part for old GF sketches
(Actually, most of these aren't old at all, but their average is brought down by the last picture, which I drew back in August and kept forgetting to post)
#fanart#drawing#gravity falls#stanford pines#stanley pines#i wish more people talked about Ford's piano skills#and his shadow puppet skills#i forgot what i was thinking when i rushed these out#something about Ford only taking pride in his skills because of how other people (ie Stanley) appreciate them#and how he attributes everything exceptional about himself to his hands bc that's where his deepest insecurities/motivations come from#but that isn't something Stan or most people think about at all#but he also IS really talented#and so he gets this big fragile ego#stemming from his mother and brother's praise#but also filbrick's neglect#so it's like outside validation is a substitute/reminder of the people that really loved him#bht also he thinks he's different from them and better than them#but he does love them#and he likes making them proud because he likes seeing them happy#maybe he doesn't know how else to make people happy#something something#Stan being his biggest supporter is a double edged sword#because his opinion matters the most and then he's gone#and Ford doesnt have anyone to show off to anymore#OR anyone who can call him a showoff when he gets too into his own head#OR the person he was pitted against in the first place that made him feel special#because- knowingly or not- they always compared themselves#idk man#Ford is an interesting guy and his head fascinates me
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been tux painting that mob psycho
#i drew something#i love those silly brushes in tux paint . I think i'll be drawing here more. also bc in serious programs i haven't been able to draw a line#idk tryin to make smth ''good' has made drawing a lot more draining than it's supposed to be and the results weren't even +#anyting i could be proud of. So lately i've just been trying to have fun creating things again#I don't think i'll be posting anything super rendered finished or detailed for a while. I just wanna get comfortable with drawing again man#so using silly programs like this one that make noises whenever you use a brush and that are really limited do help +#a lot to take away that pressure +#that i've started to relate to it and just remind myself that this is smth I do bc it makes me happy yk#man i love rambling in the tags#mob psycho#mob psycho fanart#mob psycho 100#mp100#mp100 shigeo#mp100 fanart#mp100 ekubo#ekubo#mp100 dimple#teruki hanazawa#shigeo kageyama#dimple#mp100 teruki
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I know im probably not gonna make it to the next round for the poll but i feel like i need to thank you all for the overwhelming support with helping me on it
Honestly ive never seen this sort of support before and even though we’re losing, its really cheered me up seeing how many people were rooting for this silly little blog to win. Its very motivating too to see how many people enjoy this little project i have going on too
So yeah i just want to say thank you so much for all the support that ive seen over this week even though it’s something as stupid as a silly tumblr poll
Stay safe and stay tuned for more birds in the future ^^
#i was getting emotional about it last night because i was looking through the notes on the post and so so many people were rooting for me#idk it just made me really happy to see so many people some together to try and boost my silly blog#not birds
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and if i made a comic about them making a blog for the weird demon dog they found in the woods just because they are being brainwashed by it and it told them they need to spread the word of what word they don’t even fucking know?
#i really won’t do it since 1 i don’t know how to make comics and 2 i don’t have time to do it and i’m busy#but i could try it maybe idk just because i’m bored and would be my first comic i guess#i don’t wanna do my finals#kino art#like it totally was smile who find them and that dog probably has another name in my au with them totally isn’t smile her name#and the first one of course to seem very convincingly manipulated was nina since it was her idea taking the dog. but also#jeff since he like it at the end even if it was a weird ass looking dog#so nina got brainwashed don’t know how because the freaking dog is weird and she said hey…#and if we made a blog for her? and jeff so weirded out and be like… why? and she’s like well i don’t know would be funny scare people#so still unconvinced smile had to dig into jeff’s brain also manipulate him and be like yeah alright maybe we should#so they went kill some college student stole their car and stuffs. they aren’t the most intelligent killers#oh but nina knows how to drive. jeff no won’t even try because he knows he would drive them both to their deaths. he so would#so yeah nina does know (kinda) how to drive so it’s all cool. jeff gets to use the stolen computer and don’t care if he deletes everything#and same for the phone but since he never got an iphone or any advanced phone nina teaches him how to use the new stolen phone#so uhhhh yeah got a bit far from that. they hacked the computer (they didn’t it was their luck it didn’t have a password)#so their dumbasses were like wait… what we were gonna do and then was like oh yeah! the blog!#they went back to the freaking dog took a very ugly picture in some abandoned house they will stay there for a while#since they were homeless for now. anyways took the picture of the demon dog and used it for#their blog and yeah did it scare some people thinking wow that’s a good photoshop but no one knew was a real haunted picture#and jeff be like hey… let’s send the photo to scare the friends of the person we killed and both they be like hehe alright that’s funny#at the end well they did enjoy making the stupid blog and scaring people with the picture they thought it wasn’t real and just a bad prank#from the… real demon dog they literally own (in reverse the roles here to be honest but they are stupid they don’t know)#while not knowing what even is that picture causing around the internet aaand… probably just probably they cursed to death some people#but for now they are too happy they have a job at least. with smile just watching them#lol this is too stupid WHATEVR#i would be a happy child in me while writing all of this shit in class idgaf#creepypasta#jeff the killer#nina the killer#smile dog
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LESBIAN COWBOY JAVEY LESBIAN COWBOY JAVEY
#I meant to post this forever ago but I lowkey forgot#but I am back yayyyy#why did I choose to be in a fandom that requires me to draw so many horses#I cannot draw horses#drawing cowboys is super fun tho#this is Jack Kelly’s biggest dream#anywayyyy#I started watching Melin because I really like miserable gays#plus points if they’re wizards#they are already so homosexual man#drawing genderbend Jack and Davey has made me so happy idk#I should do that more often#newsies#92sies#david jacobs#jack kelly#david jacobs newsies#i love them#fanart#newsboy strike of 1899#javey newsies#javid newsies#javid#Javey#Javey fanart#newsies 1992#genderbend#lesbian Cowboys
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#pathfinder wrath of the righteous#pathfinder: wrath of the righteous#pwotr#pathfinder: wotr#lann the mongrel#daeran arendae#my art#not 100% sure how i feel about the way i've drawn daeran. i know his skintone is kinda dark in his portrait but he looks in shadow to me#so i made him tan. this is the first time i've drawn him so it's subject to change.#i did have fun with him! i love rendering shiny things and he is very shiny :)#also this feels a teeny bit ooc for him (asking lann if he's okay and being disgusted/alarmed by him shedding)#this was originally going to be another lannmaercy one but then i thought it'd be funnier with woljif#then i decided i wanted to draw daeran because i haven't yet#my justification for choosing him is that he's implied to have contamination ocd in one of his camp banters (about mosquitoes)#and seeing someone peeling their skin off is. Alarming! also its my comic and i can do what i want 😌#i SUPPERRR happy with how the scales turned out on lann i feel like it gets the idea across#also i've given him the stupid half-mullet i was drawing him with at first again. felt like it. i will settle on a design i like some day.#idk what hes doing with his bow. or where it goes in the last 2 panels. i just wanted him to be doing something with his hands.#pretend it makes sense 🙏#ohhh my godd this is the first finished project i've been like. genuinely happy with the result? i know the 4 panel structure#isn't the most exciting and the fact it took me A Month . frustrates me.#but i'm really happy with it!! i enjoyed working on it!!! horayy!#i learned a lot that makes me excited for future projects :)#however i'm actually going to take a break because all my remaining ideas areeeee. ambitious. and i'm not entirely sure how to tackle#them yet.#like they're multi-page ideas but they aren't super long? so i'm not sure if i want to work on all the pages simultaneously#so i can release them all at the same time orrr. post one at a time at the rate i work now (so ~ once a month)#also yes that's my reddit account im crossposting this one to reddit. it's funny and doesn't have maercy in it.#okay. yapfest over. Goodnight!
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Bonus little Shadow for u 🫴
#drawing these made me really happy i had such a fun time#in a way i usually dont idk how to describe it#i think im truly getting a better sense of how i like to draw these two <3#getting more comfortable drawing them outside of my standard 4 stock poses lol#im really proud of shadows expression in the first one its the exact loving look i was going for :DD!#anyways gay hedgehogs hope u like!!#sonic the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#sonic x shadow#sth#sth fanart#sonic fanart#sonadow fanart#sonic#shadonic#sticks can draw!?
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So nobody ever saved V...
#v#jihyun kim#mystic messenger#mysme#mysme spoilers#mine#edit#dark series#my contribution to the “jihyun only getting a remotely happy ending in his own route-induced depresssion” group chat#cheritz really saw the agony players experienced with the whole “you can only save 1!” and turned it up to 11 in AS huh#it does unfortunately feel realistic for such a troubled and lost character that's always stuck in their head imo#i'm in the minority of believing he was in-character for the most part in saeran's ae#not that the writing was spectacular by any means#but his presumable motives made sense to me idk#maybe it's bc i too sometimes make /seemingly/ incomprehensible choices that i actually spent too long mulling over#some might say that makes me worse bc i thought about it and STILL did it. and they'd probably be right lol#oh btw if anyone's confused what they're looking at:#the 1st is combined with the house fire cg from his route and the 2nd is his galaxy photograph that seven really likes :^)#idk what i'm doing or if anyone cares to see it lol but i made it so may as well share here since v content is so far and few between
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