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Ghosts of Gotham: Tim Drake is a Halfa
Danny wasnât exactly sure what he expected when he met Gothamâs infamous vigilantes, but âRed Hood smells like death and swamp water had a babyâ definitely wasnât on the list. The moment he stepped into the room, Danny gagged so hard he nearly fell out of the air.
âHoly Ancients,â he wheezed, covering his nose. âWhat in the name of all things unholy is that?â
Jason, already not thrilled about the random glowing stranger showing up, tilted his helmeted head. âWhatâs what?â
âThat! You! You smell likeâoh, man. I canât even describe it.â Danny waved his hand in front of his face like it might help. âItâs like if ectoplasm went rancid and then you rolled in it for three days straight. Dude, do you know whatâs going on with your ecto-situation?â
Jason took a threatening step forward. âYou wanna say that again?â
Danny floated higher, clearly not intimidated. âOh, Iâll say it again. You stink. And not just like regular stink. Like ghost stink. Like, âthis is a health code violation, and the Ghost Zone is going to fine youâ stink. How are you even standing there right now? Anyone from Amity Park would be side-eyeing you so hard youâd feel it in your soulâwhatâs left of it, anyway.â
Jason stared, his body language radiating murderous intent. âYou are two seconds away from eating pavement, Casper.â
Danny, unbothered, pointed at his own chest. âExcuse me, Phantom. Casper wishes he could pull this look off.â
âPhantom,â Dick interrupted, trying and failing not to laugh, âmaybe we could focus on the introductions first?â
Danny gave Jason one last look of pity and floated down. âFine, fine. But seriously, Big Red, weâre going to have to talk about that. Iâll fix it later. No need to thank me.â
Jason looked ready to commit murder, but Bruceâs glare cut him off before he could say anything.
Once the chaos settled, introductions were exchanged, and things calmed downârelatively speaking. Danny, as it turned out, was impossible to fully calm down. He buzzed around the room like he had endless energy, chatting and throwing out quips that seemed to simultaneously amuse and irritate everyone.
Then Dannyâs gaze landed on Red Robin, and everything shifted.
Danny tilted his head, his glowing green eyes narrowing slightly. For a moment, his usual chaos quieted, curiosity taking over. âHuh,â he said softly, almost to himself.
Tim stiffened, his body going taut as though preparing for impact.
Danny floated closer, peering at him with an unnervingly intense expression. âYouâre like me.â
Timâs heart skipped a beat, and he immediately stepped back, his movements sharp and jerky. âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âYes, you do,â Danny said, and his tone was too soft for the others to hear the shift in it. âYouâre like me. Youâreââ
Timâs hand twitched at his side, as though debating whether to reach for something or retreat entirely. âDonât,â he said sharply, his voice low.
Danny blinked, then realization dawned on his face. âWait⌠they donât know, do they?â
âWhat donât we know?â Bruce cut in, his voice sharp with suspicion.
Danny ignored him, his gaze locked on Tim. âOh, man. Iâm sorry. I didnâtââ
Timâs eyes darted toward Danny, his frown deepening as uncertainty clouded his features. He shifted his weight, his fingers twitching at his sides as if fighting the urge to bolt.
He took a step back, then another, his movements slow and almost imperceptible. His breathing quickened, shallow and uneven, as though the air itself had grown heavier. The space around him seemed to shimmer faintly, a distortion that matched the anxiety rippling across his face.
Danny reached out, concern etched in his expression, but Tim flinched. His lips parted as if to say something, but no words came. Instead, the shimmering intensified, and with each passing second, Tim grew more translucent, his form fading like a mirage under the moon.
By the time Danny blinked, Tim was gone, leaving only a faint disturbance in the air where he had been.
The bats froze, their eyes darting around the room.
âWhat the hell just happened?â Jason demanded, reaching for his guns. âWhereâd he go?â
âDid you do something?â Damian snapped at Danny, his hand already on his katana.
âWhoa, whoa, whoa!â Danny held up his hands, his eyes wide with excitement. âNot me! That was all him! Holy Ancientsâhe can turn invisible?!â A grin split his face as he practically vibrated in place. âThis is awesome! Waitâdoes he shoot ecto-beams too? Or, oh, what if heâs got some crazy transformation Iâve never even seen before? This just keeps getting better!â
Bruceâs expression darkened. âYou need to explain. Now.â
Danny sighed, his excitement fading as realization set in. âOkay, but first, I need to go find him. Because if heâs anything like me, heâs probably freaking out right now. So⌠bye!â
He phased through the floor before anyone could stop him.
âââ
Danny found Tim perched on the edge of Wayne Industries, staring out at the Gotham skyline. He floated over cautiously, his boots touching down softly on the rooftop.
âHey,â Danny said, his voice quiet. âMind if I sit?â
Tim didnât respond, but he didnât tell him to leave either, so Danny took that as permission. He sat down cross-legged, giving Tim some space.
They stayed like that for a while, the silence heavy but not unbearable.
Finally, Danny broke it. âOkay, so⌠not to ruin the moment, but can we talk about how you've had to endure Jasonâs ecto-stench this entire time? Because seriously, thatâs gotta be a health violation. I mean, I'm half-dead, and even I think itâs concerning. Someone needs to dunk him in a pool of purified ectoplasm or something. Iâm gonna file a complaint withââ
Tim laughed. It was soft and brief, but it was real.
Danny grinned, leaning back on his hands. âThere it is. I knew you had a laugh in there somewhere.â
Tim sighed, his shoulders loosening slightly. âYouâre⌠a lot,â he admitted.
âI know,â Danny said proudly. âBut I grow on people. Like mold. Or fungus.â
Tim huffed another laugh, shaking his head. For a moment, the tension eased, and Danny let the silence settle again before speaking more seriously.
âLook,â Danny said, his voice softer, âIâm sorry I outed you like that. I didnât know. And if they give you crap about it, Iâll personally make their lives miserable. But⌠youâre not alone in this, okay? I mean, yeah, it sucks. A lot. But youâve got me now, because thereâs no way weâre not becoming best friends now, and I get it.â
Tim looked at him, his eyes glassy but steady. âThanks,â he said quietly. He hesitated, his gaze dropping to the floor. âDo you really get it? I mean, you know what itâs like toâŚâ His voice trailed off, thick with hesitation.
Danny tilted his head, his tone softer now. âYeah. I know what itâs like.â
Tim let out a breath, shaky but determined. âI died.. a few months ago.â
Danny blinked but didnât say anything, giving Tim space to continue.
âHarleyâshe caught me. Took me, actually. I was gone for weeks. Theyâsheâhanded me over to Joker. It was like a⌠gift. She thought itâd fix their relationship or something, I donât know.â Timâs voice faltered, his gaze flickering to the floor as if the memories were too much to hold. âI held out as long as I could. I kept fighting, kept trying to survive, butâŚâ
He shook his head, his hands clenching into fists at his sides. âWeeks of it. Beatings. Electrocutions. I donât even remember the exact moment my heart stopped. I just⌠wasnât there anymore.â
Danny stayed quiet, his face a mix of empathy and understanding.
âHarley panicked,â Tim continued, his words tumbling out like a confession. âShe thought sheâd gone too far, that Joker would kill her next. So she tried shocking me back. Guess she half-suceeded? I only came back halfway.â He gestured at himself vaguely, his hands trembling. âIâm not the same. Iâm not⌠whole.â
Danny nodded slowly. "Youâre stuck between," he said, offering the words with quiet reassurance.
Tim nodded, biting his lip. âYeah. Between.â He paused, looking up at Danny. âI havenât told anyone because⌠how do you tell them something like that? How do you tell your family youâre not really alive? That their search was all in vain? That I still died, even though they looked so hard for me? I canât make them think they failed.â His voice wavered. âThey were so scared when they found meâŚâ
Danny stayed with him in the silence, his presence a steady comfort.
Tim exhaled slowly, rubbing his face. âI thought I was weak. I thought if I told them what really happened, theyâd think I was broken. And I didnât want to be a burden.â He looked up at Danny. âIâm still not used to this. Not used to being⌠like this. I donât even know how to control itâsometimes I phase through walls, other times I get stuck halfway. And the invisibility thing⌠I canât even make it work without disappearing when I get too emotional.â
Dannyâs gaze softened with understanding as he leaned in slightly, his voice steady but gentle. He hummed thoughtfully, âItâs a lot to handle all at once.â
Tim's shoulders slumped as he leaned closer to Danny, âIâve been trying to figure out how to control it, but every time I get close, something goes wrong. And I didnât want anyone to think I was weak or⌠freakish, so I kept pretending everything was fine. It was easier that way. Easier than explaining⌠all this.â He exhaled slowly, the exhaustion in his voice evident. âAt least it was⌠until you showed up.â
Danny reached out, resting a hand on Timâs arm in a quiet gesture of comfort. âI donât think youâre a freak. Youâre just different, like me. But that doesnât make you broken. Youâre still you.â He paused, meeting Timâs gaze. âI know what itâs like.. to feel different, freakish, the whole nine yards. For what itâs worth? You're handling it a lot better than I did.â
Tim gave him a tight smile, the first real one in a while. âThanks. It helps. More than you know.â
âââ
When they returned to the Batcave, Tim sat down with the others, Danny sticking close by his side. Tim took a deep breath and told them everythingâabout being captured by Harley, the weeks of torture at the Jokerâs hands, the electrocutions that had stopped his heart. About how Harley had panicked and shocked him back to life, halfway. How he wasnât entirely human anymore.
The family listened, their expressions ranging from horror to guilt to anger. Jason looked ready to kill someone, and Bruceâs usually stoic face betrayed a crack of regret. Tim hesitated as he explained why he hadnât told them sooner, his voice faltering but honest.
Timâs voice cracked slightly as he spoke, âI didnât want you to think you failed⌠that you searched for me for nothing,"
Danny stayed quiet but stayed close, resting a hand on Timâs shoulder. âFor the record,â he said, glaring at the others, âif any of you give him crap about this, youâre gonna have to deal with me. And trust me, I will make your lives miserable.â
Tim gave him a small, grateful smile. For the first time, he didnât feel quite so alone.
#tim drake#danny phantom#bruce wayne#jason todd#batfam#brain dead#dead tired#but not exclusively romantic? up for interpretation#tim drake is a halfa#timâs having an existential crisis#when trauma bonding becomes literal#jason smells like swamp water apparently (I can't imagine the pit smells relatively nice for ghosts)#how fun would it be to see danny teaching tim how to use his powers and taking him to the infinite realms for the first time#this was actually a real hassle to write so I hope you enjoy it
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you always land on all fours
#umineko#umineko spoilers#ikuko hachijo#ikukos turn for a more serious piece... the old man has reigned for too long#now. INCREDIBLY LONG INCOHERENT TAGS RANT INCOMING FAIR WARNING HAS BEEN GIVEN:#it makes me so so sad how little discussion there is about specifically ikuko because imho she fits so neatly into a lot of the more#overarching Big Themes of the game in a way that i have not ever really seen people take notice of or point out in a meaningful way#like even just off of the top of my head. the significance of names and what it means to go by a name that's Not Yours (she has like 4+)#what it Means to be a witch how it represents a person's deepest insecurities and flaws & how its at its core a coping mechanism#the fact that it takes two to create a universe and trying to do it on your own anyways has the capacity to bring you intense misery#^ (how she's shown to be extremely dismissive of her own work and skill until a collaborator comes into her life and helps/encourages her)#and even the family/patriarchy/misogyny stuff that is so prevalent in the rest of the game comes back around to her. even her Only Friend#(young&stupid atp to be fair) remarks that shes Weird for being unmarried + the little she does say about her past invites the question of#to what extent her self-image stems from her family deeming her a freak outcast & effectively disowning her while celebrating her brothers#and i have lot in my mind about the witch thing specifically because i think her particular situation is very reflective of what umineko's#entire magic system and fantasy facet as a whole is meant to represent for an individual. from what little we see of (what is presumably)#her Real personality she is shown to be deeply self conscious in a way that is JARRINGLY diametrically opposed to both 1.) what we see in#featherine and 2.) what we see when she is acting as a Public Figure. because both of the above are very much purposeful acts that she is#putting on in order to obfuscate her true self. and i have always been very resolute & adamant about not totally equating her to featherine#not only because im very firmly in the camp of âfeatherine is the avatar of the Pen Name & tohya is part of her tooâ but also very much b/c#i feel very strongly that the stark differences between the two are very centrally relevant to her character & her psyche. as is the case#with most other witches featherine's personality traits serve to reveal/magnify a lot of ikukos inner workings by playing on her#insecurities/reversing them e.g. ikuko being very quick to downplay her skill/achievements becomes featherine being the COMPLETE opposite#to the point where she barely registers even other witches as living beings rather than just fun touys. BUT even though i do champion the#ikuko/featherine separation so hard i ALSO think it is purposefully relevant that at first glance the line between them seems so blurry#her introduction implying a more nebulous separation between her reality/fantasy counterpart is i think is an intentional move on her part#like it is part of the front she is putting up when acting as the Author. as opposed to Ikuko the person who we (in a way ironically very#similar to the way that the Real Battler is presumably only shown during the boatscene) only very briefly get to see take up screentime#which even on a meta level lines up very well with her apparent underlying nature as a like. extremely private largely reserved/shy person#hit tag limit but if by some miracle anyone is still reading this thank you... please see ikuko with the love she deserves... ok ily byeee
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I was just thinking about the fact that in so many Merlin fics, Merlin keeps being an healer/doctor/medic, which makes sense, since thatâs how he started his life, by helping people however he could, but now consider this:
Merlin, who has lived so long and more than probably witnessed the deaths of thousands, even of those he loved, cherished and respected. So what if a millennia of life completely flipped his view on what it means to heal and study medicine. What if after all Merlin saw, everything that happened had the opposite effect on him, which means that he stopped trying and left the job to someone else.
Merlin still helps, surely, in the end, itâs in his nature as human, but we can already see how he changed, even only after ten years of being in Camelot and witnessing death after death.
What if he despaired because disease spread and not even his magic could help it, what if his magic decided that humans had to live with their own course of actions and so his magic simply refused to help them, which got Merlin just angry at the prospect of doing this for so many years.
But now take into consideration when Arthur returns:
I believe Arthur would be the healer/doctor/medic this time around.
He would be eager to help everyone he can, because thatâs also in his nature, but since he canât do it anymore in the way he once did, he has to find another path for him, a path that would make him heal too, heal from all the times he killed, instead of helping someone in danger.
Arthur lived a life of death even before Merlin could start to think about killing someone.
Arthur had his hands smeared with blood since he was a child. Being Utherâs son was automatically, in both magical people and peasantsâ perspective, who lived under Utherâs tyranny, a sin and a guilt, even before Arthur could pick up a sword.
He did not just kill sorcerers, but he was raised with a mind of a killer of justice. To defend his kingdom, his father, his counsellors, his court and his people no matter what he felt regarding it, was and had always been his main duty.
He was trapped in a murderous cycle, literally, where he couldnât do anything but raise himself to believe that the only way to help people was to kill them.
On one side, we have a man who spent his life helping people and who got tired of death, and on the other side, we got another man who spent it killing people and still got tired of death.
But to Arthur and Merlin it happened in different ways.
Where Merlin left the responsibility to someone else, Arthur decided to take that responsibility himself, in the hope that maybe, one day, he could bring back to life all those he had condemned for the simple act of living as themselves.
#this is just to say that to read an au with arthur as a doctor would be very great#heâs usually a ceo or someone with a certain amount of power which absolutely makes sense#especially if the fics are not canon compliant#but it would be great to navigate the idea of arthur still being himself of course#but trying to be better#and all of this by merlinâs side#me thinks it would be very neat#merthur#bbc merlin#merlin#arthur pendragon#merlin bbc#merlin x arthur#merlin fanfic#also because sometimes it happened to me to read of arthur coming back and becoming a cop#because thatâs apparently the most similar job#which if we are watching merlin under a cop propaganda show#also makes sense#but if we are reading fics also under a reality perspective#it would mean that arthur is still part of that failed system that brings death upon people instead of life#so it would make more sense for him to be in the medicine field instead of a cop who is part of a system that cannot be changed#if not dismantled from its root and defunded#which now that I think about it would also make sense for arthur#usually in fics merlin is the activist or the one who goes against authority#true very true#but what if arthur slowly changes his mind and decides to take part in that too#in a life full of real justice instead of a pretend one#where he can actually truly help people like he wishes to do#and this is also just my way of saying âhow cool it would be to have a merthur fic with arthur either as a paediatrician or a veterinarianâ#ao3
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Simon, my beloved, in a Sea World hoodie because the colors really fit him.
#detroit become human#simon pl600#so hey is it weird that i wanted to draw him as an orca mermaid for may bc his second outfit reminds me of orcas#but then i realized that i dont know if i like the idea of drawing simon without a shirt and im not sure WHY#and then was like well i can give him whale merch until i get that sorted out ig#so there might be dbh mermaids in the future but for now im like i miss simon and i dont want to draw simon shirtless#so here we are#also from my childhood i think its worth mentioning i do NOT remember this at all but apparently#i went to sea world and was SO MAD about it for whatever reason we went to go see shamoo the whale#and when my dad or mom tried to hype me up and ask me DO YOU SEE THE WHALE#i actually said WHAT WHALE#and so my dad was terrified and took me to the eye doctors because i lied and said i didnt see the whale#the gigantic whale got an angry kid pouting and saying What Whale >:C#like wow what a brat anyway my bday is in june and i think i really want to take a trip to an aquarium#and since i brought it up to my parents they were like huh you NEVER ask for things actually WELP#and my mom says she feels almost obligated to go (thanks! real encouraging!) bc i never ask for things#so idk if ill take a solo trip or if they will join but like yeah really wanna go to an aquarium ...#and all that to say i missed simon the end
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puppy fever, might be terminal
#trojs 5 which means we're 1 yr out from my apparent cycle of a dog every 6 years#its not that i dont have enough on my hands and not like i do so much with them i need another one but i#find myself borrowing a spitz to hike with to get the feeling of 3 and with how#troj has turned out it would be... very viable#on one hand she's stupidly well behaved and no effort at all to keep#but also on the other hand shes... stupidly well behaved and not the firecracker i was counting on#(my bad for expecting every sheltie to be a Sparty)#i think she'd actually benefit from having a younger dog around as well#Sparty is doing great but has a very different approach to life and energy conservation now than she did 3-4 years ago#flat out sprints to bite the trojbutt isn't top of her mind 24/7 anymore which is a little sad for troj#troj and melis jive well in that regard but theyre on slightly different planets and while troj has 0 real herding drive she is#VERY sheepdog in her play and social behaviour#ofc the question always becomes 'why do you think you NEED another dog' and i dont. and its not for troj no#but i want one. and i can handle one. and i think another sheltie would be a benefit to our household#ofc: i had planned to have a trojling by now. and if i intend to keep showing it would make sense to get one soonish#that could enter open class just as troj goes to veteran#and ive still sunk enough time (almost 17 years now) into this breed to want to take more involved steps. i still want to breed and show em#eventually#but living situation still needs to change and im honestly. still so disappointed at trojlings falling through im not entirely sure#what the next step should be#a blue or maybe pref tric little bitch from allrounder lines probably. somehow.
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Fiona and Cake spoilers seriously
(Something I noticed abt Betty and Simons relationship)
I love Betty and Simonâs relationship, I think their back story is so cute and romantic and all that lovely stuff donât get me wrong.
But thereâs this under tone of Betty constantly giving things up for Simon and we donât really talk about it a lot???
Like, Betty let Simon have his moment with the artifact and the pubic, she also doesnât go to her trip in favor of going on an expedition with Simon. Then when she goes to leave again she stays for Simon.
Even Fiona is like âyou went with her on the bus?â And Simon just looks all confused like âwhat? No, why would I do that?â Like- hello???
Then after that she gave up her entire life and mind to get Simon back to the point where she literally says âI donât know who I am without him anymore.â And that just sucks! Since the beginning Betty has been the one giving up the most, her mind, her own possible career, and itâs a story of love of course and itâs very sweet but itâs also a story of sacrifice.
Their love wasnât a perfect solution, it was already sort of imbalanced when it started and I lowkey love how we see those cracks even before theyâre together.
Again, I love their relationship and I think itâs sweet. I just think we should talk about Bettyâs side more, especially when she tells a story of what most women do in relationships, sacrifice.
#fiona and cake spoilers#fiona and cake#simon petrikov#betty grof#It made itself really apparent in these newest episodes and I couldnât stop thinking abt it#like Betty idolized Simon before they formally met so of course she was gonna drop everything to go on that expedition with him#but it was more after that too like she was going to leave to study in Australia but Simon stopped her#and Bettyâs a grown woman she can make her own decisions#but even Bettyâs friend was like âdonât make her miss the bus!â because Betty had a real opportunity to do something else#and maybe Itâs that true love trumps all or what ever but the way they frame it in the show feels weird to me#like Why have Fiona ask if Simon got on the bus with Betty if it wasnât important???#the way Simon responds feels weird too he responds like Fiona doesnât make sense when asking that question#BUT ITS VALID Like why wouldnât you encourage Betty to go off and maybe start her own career??#or just go with her?? like she gave up stuff to go on your exhibition why wouldnât you return the favor???#and obviously Simon doesnât do this on purpose Iâm not saying he did#he didnât guilt trip or force Betty or even ask her to give up these things to be with him Betty did all that on her own#i think itâs just interesting the way the show frames their relationship#like Betty gives up a lot to be with Simon in Fiona and Cake and in adventure time too#but she idolizes Simon and after Simon becomes IK sheâs chasing after the man he used to be#meanwhile everyone learns to live with who IK is now it was just Betty who was clinging to Simon the whole way through#obviously they love each other and respect each other but I think Betty idolizing Simon didnât just stay when they were kids#or college students or what ever it ketoâs going even when the world ended and Simon became Ice King#this is was so much more than I planned on writing-
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After having found out Radovid is now the King of Redania, Jaskier and him meet again while he's still travelling with Geralt and the rest of the Hansa.
But he's ruthless and cold - agreeing with Dijkstra that anyone suspected of having conspired with Nilfgaard should be summarily executed without trial.
When Jaskier confronts him about it in front of the others, Radovid refuses to listen to him, prompting an upset Jaskier to reveal to all that they'd slept together on the night of the coup at Thanedd, by asking Radovid if that night had even meant anything, or if he'd just been some kind of trophy to him!
"The 'almighty Prince Radovid'," Jaskier mocks him, pathetically needing to have other famous people like 'Jaskier the Bard' on all four - begging to be filled with his royal dick like a slut - to flatter his fragile ego and reassure him of his place within the Continent's food chain!
In return, Radovid casually mocks Jaskier for having ever fallen for his act!
He just wanted to get his trust and find the girl, he says, nothing more. Though getting the opportunity to fuck him was a nice bonus, he won't lie about that.
As for anything he did or said afterwards, he was only "playing it safe" until he knew, for sure, whether or not Jaskier could still be of some use to them.
As Radovid takes his leave, Jaskier stares after him, jaw clenched, visibly trying to be brave and keep it together - not wanting to give Radovid the satisfaction of seeing how much he's hurt him - they all assume.
They thus start muttering among themselves about how much of an asshole the king is, saying Jaskier deserves so much better, and starting to move forward to go offer him some support.
All of them except... Geralt, for some reason. The Witcher is surprisingly calm, if not looking deeply sad and concerned for his bard.
He stops them all from approaching him with a hand gesture, and - once he's sure everyone else is out of hearing range - says:
"You topped him that night, didn't you?"
Jaskier looks in Geralt's direction, eyes red and shining, lips trembling, and utters a pitiful "twice", quickly followed by an even quieter "fuck, Geralt".
The Witcher immediately dashes forward and catches him in his arms as Jaskier's legs finally give out and he breaks down - allowing himself a moment of weakness to weep in Geralt's arms.
His sobs are occasionally interrupted by some half coherent blabbering about how thoughtful, wonderful, and attentionate a lover Radovid is. Then something about how he'd been supposed to ask his brother for permission to leave his life at court behind, so he could come help Jaskier find and rescue his whole family. But now, King Vizimir is dead, and Radovid is... (Jaskier can't even finish his sentence).
And that's when the rest of the Hansa realize that Jaskier isn't upset about some royal bastard having pretended to love him only to betray and discard him.
The bard is upset because he's genuinely in love with the bloody King of Redania - of all people!
And that, had the man they'd just met been the real King Radovid, then he'd likely have known that Jaskier didn't bottom that night.
(Or that Jaskier is much smarter than he pretends to be, like Geralt had obviously been fully aware of.)
Meaning that the real Radovid is either already dead; or being held captive somewhere against his will.
Also meaning that their mission probably just got upgraded from:
- Finding and rescuing the Princess of Cintra (a.k.a. Geralt's daughter) from Nilfgaard;
to
- Finding and rescuing the Princess of Cintra (a.k.a. Geralt's daughter) from Nilfgaard AND finding out if the King of Redania (a.k.a. Jaskier's bottom lover) is still alive; if so, where he's being held, and rescuing him from... Redania?!
Again, why did they have to get attached to these people?
#Jaskier#Radovid#Radskier#Just a silly idea that got stuck in my brain and wouldn't get out of it for some reason...#Not fleshed out enough to actually write a whole fic from it#I guess I've just been wondering what would happen if Dijkstra and Philippa had decided to have Radovid replaced with a doppler#And told him about the fact that Jaskier and the real Radovid had become involved and they highly suspected slept together on the night#of the Thanedd coup#But couldn't give him the exact details because the real Radovid was being rather uncollaborative about sharing them#So he'd just have to play along and make sure to break things up with the bard as soon as he could#But Jaskier didn't buy the act...#I just wondered in the context where Radovid is being purposefully evasive and trying to pretend he's ignoring Jaskier on purpose#To send the message that he's not even worth his attention...#What could Jaskier do or say to force the Doppler to reveal he's not who he claims to be#And this is apparently what I came up with!#And the only one that notices is Geralt because he knows his bard and can tell when he's just being dramatic to throw people off#and when it's real#My Posts#My Stuff
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comparison!! yuu as I drew him in 2024, february 5th; and this panel from my latest post that just so happened to be drawn in february 5th 2025...
it has been a full year since i started to draw re:kinder like crazy www when drawing yuu i'd always reference one of my own drawings of him for consistency, yet even the way i draw him changed quite a lot www
but im very happy with itđđ thought id share this since im amused by the evolution of it
#my art#re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#that also happened to be the starting point where i started to draw rekinder like crazy#not the first time i drew it#but it was when my mind had finally set on. âyo...this...this is so peak i need to draw it really bad i have so many visionsâ#god bless you rekinder and thank you mr parun#imma be so real i have. GENUINELY no idea what i would be drawing if i hadnt played rekinder#what i was into drawing a lot beforehand was Earthbound but. unfortunate events happened that. kind off have soured it for me#even now im still shaken up by thay so . i dont think i would have really gone back to drawing it as intensely imma be real#so with that YEAH i have no idea what id be doing?? drawing my ocs maybe idk but what would i be doing with my brain#rekinder has become such a big comfort and part of my life now that its hard to imagine howd it be if i didnt play it#like indulging in something that comforts me in that way really helped me cope with my illness so. i genuinely dont know what id been doin#anyway fun fact i think its very apparent but the only thin that has stayed the exactly th3 same is the color scheme#which may sound strange but whenever i draw a new character im not one to color pick much rather i pick colors out for myself#in some cases its for value adjustments where id see it fit but mostly i think picking my colors making them my own is part of my style www#dunt know how to explain it but point is the colors have stayed exactly the same www#ITS FUNNT BECAUSE I STILL FOLLOW THE SAME METHODOLOGY I DID WHEN DRAWIN YUU LAST YEAR#i know visually they look different but i see my art with my hands#like. im not good at all remembering things visually and the way i make things stick is via hands and the way ive drawn yuu is the same#hand memory disc.... i think a good chunk of my long term memory is registered through my hands#i think if my hands were to be chopped off i would forget how to speak#but does that imply that if my hands were to be consumed or sewed onto someone elses arms they would gain the knowledge i save there#or is my elbow or full arm is needed to achieve that connection... like what if the rest of the arm if like. the torso to the brain of the h
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Spencer: [squealing] Asses!!!
Atlas: Ahh bonjour mon petit ourse! Spencer: Raaawwr!!! Atlas: RAAWWWRRR!!
Asher: [laughs] That would be Spencer. Dawn: Does he always talk to her in French? Asher: Just a little bit here and there. She loves it. Dawn: Cute. Asher: Yeah, it is.
Spencer: Eevuh! Atlas: Livre? Hmm. Spencer: Peeeas?
Atlas: Ok, letâs go pick one.
Asher: Iâm afraid weâve lost him for the day. Come on, my momâs probably out here.
Megan: Hi sweetie. Asher: Hi mom.
Asher: This is Dawn, Atlasâs sister. Megan: Oh Dawn, Iâm so glad youâre here, itâs great to finally meet you. Dawn: Thank you, itâs wonderful to meet you too, Mrs. Goode. Asher: Doctor. Megan: No need for formalities. Please, call me Megan.
Asher: I was gonna show her the spot out back where Ally got married. Megan: Of course, yeah, Iâll join you.
#i adore spencer sm đĽš#and atlas is soooo cute with her#i have plans for her in the future#so might as well get to know her now#also i hate that a big beautiful spot like this isn't buildable#but apparently that won't stop me#cos how can i make a wedding as torturous as possible on myself?#by building the venue entirely with the tool mod#that i barely know how to use#time to become an expert real quick#n e way#short posts this week cos i'm behind#and am trying not to skip any days#ts4#ts4 simblr#ts4 story#sims 4#sims 4 storytelling#sims 4 challenge#starsignchallenge#starsignlegacychallenge#gen1 aries#aries pt3#dawn stephens#atlas stephens#asher goode#megan goode#spencer goode
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sometimes an overhyped video game turns out to actually genuinely be good, and you just have to sob a little and accept that you're not above dreading the heat death of the universe
#outer wilds#spoilers#I never mind spoilers but this game really truly is better experienced knowing nothing about it#so if you are also habitually playing video games 5+ years after they released and haven't played outer wilds yet blacklist the tag#it IS overhyped but it's also genuinely a very good game#it took me SO LONG to finish it purely because I didn't want to accept that there was no way out so I kept putting off the final loop#and solanum's last lines did things to me that it apparently did to a lot of people but hat I can never talk about lol#mostly I just wish you could get more characters to acknowledge what's happening and that the reason why was made clear(er)#and what's the point of talking about possibilities only becoming real when they're observed if it remains so vague??#I wanted to observe the possibilities more!!!#mine
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i will say im not super invested in the idea of the show giving us too much information on c&a. like itll be super cool if we find out about it! and im sure itll be relevant information if we do but i think the information we get is going to be not super indepth, because im not sure itd match the tone of the show? its less about mystery and like The Lore and more about the characters and examining how different characters respond and have been responding to the environment set up by the show
(it WOULD be fun to learn more details about c&a and i AM curious i just dont think itd actually enhance much abt the show itself, and as such, i dont think its super important writing wise for the audience to learn about it either)
that SAID i do ascribe to the idea that ALL of the cast members worked for c&a before the ended up in the circus, no exceptions. i dont really know how say gangle or zooble wouldve ended up there, but i feel like they all ended up there one way or another. and i think most of the cast doesnt talk about their life in the real world bc its gone and theres no reason to dredge it up (or theyve forgotten it or most aspects of it), but it does make it fascinating that not even pomni, who has the least reason to avoid these topics at least early on, broached the subject of what in the WORLD is c&a UP to. it literally is never brought up ever as of ep 4. which makes me think the company was probably always super shady in some way to the pt that its employees were kinda desensitized to the idea that its c&as fault that horrible things happen
#tadc#i do think any discussion or reveal abt c&a is gonna have less to do w lore#and more abt like... the role that exploitative companies have in the harming of their employees#we see a little bit of it in how gangle has been affected by the same concept in ep 4#and i think theres hints of it in caines character but not enough for me to make a super concrete point about that#point being that i think c&a isnt going to be much of a 'literal' figure in the show so much as what it represents#hence why i dont think well actually learn too much about it. bc itd be kinda pointless and redundant#circus discussion#i think the way gooseworx has described abstraction honestly ties into it#its one of the first pieces of like. 'trivia' (i guess it counts as trivia??) i learned that gave me this feeling w c&a#'you get stripped of every bit of individuality you have and become something completely unrecognizable'#really leans into the idea. also makes sense why gangle being back in a job she had in the real world#would be implied to bring her so close to abstracting then really#i think in general the show is very much centered around people reacting to a bad environment and how different people like. Survive That#and c&a as a company epitomizes that. the circus is an extension of it after all#everything that happens in the circus is the responsibility of c&a#they dont need to tell us about c&a the circus does enough#and it serves to add a grounded element to the setting. cus like yeah theres already many elements drawing from real life#but the idea of working for a shitty company that treats its employees horribly is like. thats smth very grounded in reality#theres more i could go into on that front but i was drawing oc concepts so ill stop this post here#OH YEAH#and also i think the lack of discussion from characters generally implies that they know minimal about what role c&a played in this#so i think it also makes sense for the audience to not see this. pomnis confused abt the setting first and foremost and is adjusting#but the rest of the cast has no reason to question something they know they have no answers to#and if they did talk about it it wouldnt give anything to the audience anyway#except maybe kinger? but i feel like he doesnt actually... have the answers that one might assume he would#certainly involved in some way with c&a computer science wise but we dont even have confirmation of what he specialized in#just that it was computer science. he literally couldve just been the guy who made sure the servers were running at all and thats it#i feel like well never know but apparently pomni being an accountant is relevant so? who knows? maybe we WILL learn about their jobs!
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when you get so bored you start reading fanfic for a ship from a game you know nothing about just as generic stories but the game sounds actually sort of interesting, and then when you look it up on tumblr it seems like the ship are actually sort of just like that in canon and theyre not just being shipped for the sake of shipping something. how has this happened twice now
#i mean i probably wont play this game though its not my sort of thing gameplay wise#cause it seems like you cant just pirate it and if you want to play properly you have to pay in game or get annoyed at it not working#and too focussed on video game mechanics instead of story. probably something id have liked as a kid minus costing money#the worldbuilding looks fairly interesting though and the plot and characters#the character designs are even pretty fun. like more fancy and combat focussed like stuff i used to be into#before becoming an adult and consuming media about lawyers and detectives and that sort of dry stuff#i tried not limiting it by fandom first but there was too many i didnt want to read so i went with a game id heard of#and then ended up with that ship cause i liked the dynamic so it sort of makes sense that theyd actually have a significant#relationship in canon#a big thing that ruins fanfic for me is the mischaracterisation and stuff im like it could be a good story#if it didnt claim to be ablut these characters and keep referencing that#ive read enough fanfic for this ship im basically starting to get a feel for whats mischaracterisation anyway#the settings sort of funny its fantasy ancient modern iraq if it was ruled by a giant university which was also the government#and people took uni colleges way too seriously. but the game has lots of different settings#and for fantasy japan apparently they reference actual real life sakoku policy
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It's the way it takes at least three business days to recover and become normal again when you have a sneeze-related dream about that one fandom that you generally do not bring into the boundaries of the fetish... like okay whoa there let's slow DOWN
#does anyone else have this or does everyone else just fuck with any fandom their into in this area of your life#like idk... some just feel so forbidden to me like my brain just doesn't wanna go there#(except apparently it DOES wanna do there when I am SLEEPING)#I'd say the fandom but fuck if anyone on this site is gonna know it.#haha wait that's a lie. anyways#um I also thought it was real because I like? was reading some normal fic of the like ten that exist on ao3#and I fell asleep and still thought I was reading this thing and it sure did take a turn in the third chapter! wow! SHDHFHD#woke up and thought damn. that's crazy. what the chances- oh. nvm. HAHAHA#anyways that being said. I think you guys should create for whatever the fuck fandom you want here if it feels right#go crazy! go stupid! yeah!#let your weird dreams become your reality or something like that. maybe mine will do (maybe) (possibly) (dawg idk if i have strength)#*too
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hi chat they put my ass on a baby dose of concerta. pray that it works and i suddenly become the most productive person on planet earth
#meaghan talks#got that adhd diagnosis which is. not what i expected actually#apparently itâs still hyperactivity even if youâre able to (with difficulty) keep it self-contained#now i just bounce my leg so bad that it turns the area within 10ft of me into a pvp enabled zone#but mostly this is to help me have enough energy to be a real person after work instead of collapsing into bed every night snd all weekend#so less abt focus because iâm lucky enough to work in an area that is interesting to me and that i can become hyper focused on
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#Unariko and nikoâŚâŚ..#Woah. Suddenly I am a dastardly wanted criminal.#My ma and me man.#I donât know if I really see her as my ma#Sheâs my ma by title and by obligation. But she acts more like a friend. Not the best one#I wouldnât go to her for anything besides doing shi for me or accompanying me#She outright said she doesnât know how to guide me in life#And it just feels like itâs my fault for stepping away from my parents#I feel like itâs to late to stop lying to them about my life#Every time I tried to be honest they took it as a joke or played it off#Especially my ma#Every time I tried being real with her and talking about my feelings and whatâs going on#She just said sheâs been through something similar but in Cuba. And that just automatically makes her a bigger victim apparently#She mustâve gone through a handful of things too when she was my age#She probably just doesnât know itâs not normal#I donât feel a strong connection with my ma#Sheâs just my ma because she happened to give birth to me. She just so happened to be the one who somewhat takes care of me#Otherwise sheâd be my friend#But I donât feel like she fulfills my emotional needs#Sure she gives me kisses sometimes. And thatâs nice.#But I donât crave validation from her#I crave it from older people who seem like good parents#Jesus Christ a lot of things are starting to make sense#Moral of the story Iâm becoming like my ma and thatâs scary because why am I starting to understand why she is this way#Sheâs caused 20% of my problems in life and yet Iâm starting to get it#Following the same steps in the snow during a storm but my pants are still getting wet#Weird thing to say but. Exactly my situation#This has got to be mommy issues bro đ#The worm conference#I donât think this is a vent itâs more of a rant
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10 things for 10 people youâd like to know better!
Tagged by the lovely @holy-ships-x-red-lips . Thank you for tagging me, friend! I started to answer these on Thursday, which means I've had to change some answers multiple times. (A problem of my own making. I kept forgetting about posting it.)
Last Song: I'm listening to my SNTV vinyl today! So, Dear John as of answering this. I still can't believe I got to experience it live. If I close my eyes while listening to it, I see my view of that sea of purple lights.
Last book: I'm about halfway into The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller! That I've finished? Sunrise on the Reaping. I've started a bunch lately but haven't finished that many! (I gotta get back to The Secret History, which I was enjoying, but I knew I wouldn't finish in time for the book club.)
Last movie: I need to get back to watch more movies. Can't remember the last one at home, but A Real Pain in cinemas a while ago. (Oh, I think the "El Mago Pop Lands in USA" doc counts! We just finished that one and now my dad regrets not getting tickets⌠I spent the entire winter asking him.)
Last TV show: if long YT videos don't count, High Potential on Disney+. It was fun to see TJ Thyne and Nasim Pedrad on the one we watched last night! (I think it was 11?) I'll probably watch Hacks in a bit, too.
Favourite colour: Purple! I like all shades, but warmer purples that are almost reddish, I love.
Sweet, savoury, or spicy: Sweet.
Relationship status: đ§ââď¸
Last thing I googled: Several attempts at trying to find an available copy of Gracie's RSD First. If I can't get it tomorrow from a few EU/UK stores I have my eye on, I'll wait for the inevitable drop on her website. (I just hope I'll have made it home by 9PM!)
Current obsession: These are unserious ones, but no less true, lmao. Raging about different aspects of RSD in town, but I'm glad I did my chill thing in the afternoon. (However much you think you've heard me rant about it, it's just a fraction of what poor Waves has.)
Also, constantly refreshing the couple of things that are on their way (esp my tgw deluxe, which has to be my slowest eBay/GSP experience so far⌠no one needs to hear my rant about how the seller was very nice but wasn't really listening to what I was saying. That package spent 10 days at UK GSP without being scanned!!!!). Anyway, I think it'd be hilarious if the other GSP shipment from the US got here before tgw.
Looking forward to: Tuesday onwards! I'm taking Tues and Wed off (I should've also taken tomorrow off lbr, but I'm planning on taking a random Monday off next month instead, iykyk). I'm also curious to see what comes out of my car dealership visit on Tuesday! I don't mind an almost new/KM 0 car vs a new, personalizable one that might be ready in September. I haven't really driven since I got my license.
Tagging: @likeanorangeonatoothpick @kidmccabe @malkaleh @maryoliveoil @unseenacademic @leoleofitz @jessbakescakes @bartletslesbians @etherealthv @district447
(As usual, if you want to do it, consider yourself tagged! And if you don't want to do it, that's also fine! I forget who's done this, so I went with the last few moots I've seen in my dash.)
#10 things to get to know me better#the car is going to put an end to the vinyl collecting real fast (no it likely won't)#the car thing is that I had contacted a family friend to help me find great deals on used cars but apparently none of them are good enough#but my metro line is going under construction to become automatized so my usual public transport commute is going to take a tad longer then
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