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whyvaine · 2 days ago
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Sophia x tall nerd reader who also works out
benched my heart— sophia laforteza
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ᝰ pairing: sophia x muscled! reader
ᝰ synopsis: y/n’s smart, tall, and way stronger than she looks. sophia’s got a crush but has no clue how to say it
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sophia knew it was a bad idea to like her.
like, on paper sure. tall. sweet. soft spoken. ridiculously smart. always reading a history book or fixing their mic setup without being asked. just good. in every possible way.
but then megan had to go and say the words that ruined everything.
“oh yeah. that’s my sister.”
sophia had just blinked. “wait. she’s your sister?”
megan nodded. “yeah. why?”
and in that exact moment, sophia swallowed her crush, buried it deep, and told herself to get a grip.
it’s a shame it didn’t work.
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y/n kept showing up. helping out. laughing quietly at sophia’s dumbest jokes. wearing glasses too big for her face and saying things like “did you know octopuses have three hearts?” at completely random times. she’d lean over to show her a comic she was sketching and sophia’s brain would just turn into tv static.
to make it worse, the muscles.
they came out of nowhere.
y/n wore oversized hoodies and sat with her knees to her chest, so no one really saw what was going on under all that fabric until the whole speaker incident.
sophia had been trying to move a heavy amp backstage, already winded and mildly annoyed, when y/n came over, gave her a tiny smile, and said:
“here, i got it.”
“uh no offense, babe, but that thing’s-”
and then y/n just. lifted it.
one arm. barely flinched. like she was moving a pillow.
sophia stood there, jaw on the floor.
“i work out a little,” y/n said casually, already walking off.
sophia just whispered “oh no” under her breath.
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from that day on, she was done for.
she tried to hide it. swore she could be normal. that worked for exactly 24 hours.
then came the teasing.
“who let your sister get this jacked?” she asked megan, poking y/n’s arm during rehearsal.
megan side eyed her. “don’t touch her.”
“i wasn’t!! im just really impressed.”
“still. hands off.”
sophia nodded, smiled, then immediately turned around and complimented y/n’s form while she lifted mic stands.
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she got so bad at hiding it.
everyone noticed. daniela started betting on when she’d finally break. yoonchae made heart hands behind y/n’s back every time sophia stared too long. megan? unaware. too focused on protecting her sister from the world to notice that the biggest threat was already sitting three feet blushing over stupid animal facts
“why are you being so weird lately?” megan asked one night.
sophia panicked. “me? weird? never. totally chill. always chill.”
“…you’re staring at my sister again.”
“i am not.”
y/n walked by, handed her a hoodie because she looked cold.
sophia melted. “thank you, angel.”
megan blinked. “what?”
“nothing.”
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the gym incident almost ended her.
y/n invited her to come with her one afternoon “just a light session” and sophia, being down bad, agreed.
ten minutes in, she was done.
y/n was in a muscle tee, adjusting sophia’s posture between reps, talking about her favorite pre-workout flavor, and asking stuff like “does this feel comfortable for you?” while sophia actively forgot how to breathe.
“you okay?” y/n asked, smiling.
“totally. i’m dying. i’m doing great.”
she watched y/n bench press like it was nothing and genuinely considered just laying down and letting the dumbbells crush her.
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then came the almost kiss.
it was late. just the two of them, walking after a shoot. y/n had offered to carry sophia’s bag. sophia pretended not to fall for her even more when their hands brushed. she was rambling about some random show, y/n laughing along, cheeks pink from the breeze.
they stopped outside y/n’s place. quiet. close. warm.
“can i ask you something?” y/n said softly.
“always.”
“have you been flirting with me?”
sophia froze. “what?”
“it’s okay if not. i just thought maybe. but i wasn’t sure.”
she looked so nervous. so hopeful.
sophia’s heart cracked in half.
“you’re megan’s sister,” she whispered.
y/n blinked. “and?”
“and she’ll kill me.”
the words slipped out before she could stop them.
y/n’s face fell.
“right,” she said. “yeah. makes sense.”
and then she went inside.
sophia didn’t sleep for two days.
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eventually, the truth came out.
they were hanging out at katseye’s studio. everyone was there. y/n was sitting next to sophia, smiling at something she said.
sophia glanced over and megan whipped her head around.
“okay. what’s going on?”
sophia blinked. “what?”
“you. and her. is something going on?”
the room went dead silent.
y/n looked like she wanted to disappear.
sophia stood up. hands up. “okay. listen. i swear i wasn’t trying to, but then she smiled and she’s strong and smart and nice and-”
“sophia,” megan interrupted. “breathe.”
she did. slowly.
“i like her,” she admitted. “a lot. and i wasn’t gonna say anything because you’re my best friend and she’s your sister and i didn’t want to ruin anything”
megan held up a hand. paused.
then sighed.
“god, you’re both idiots.”
sophia blinked. “huh?”
“she’s liked you for months. i just didn’t think you’d actually fall for her back.”
“wait,” y/n said. “you knew?”
“you think i didn’t see the way you look at her? i just wanted to make sure she wouldn’t mess it up.”
she turned to sophia.
“you’re not gonna mess it up, are you?”
“no,” sophia whispered. “never.”
“cool. don’t make it weird.”
“you literally made it weird,” lara added from the couch.
“shut up,” megan muttered, already walking away.
sophia turned back to y/n.
“so can i kiss you now?”
y/n smiled. “thought you’d never ask.”
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backpackingspace · 8 months ago
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Okay but do you think the people who were really close to odysseus during the Trojan war had a running bet for when odysseus claimed to have a vision from Athena if it was true or not? Because half the time he was just lying about that.
#the iliad#greek mythology#Odysseus#Then lying odysseus said “I'll tell you the truth”#He did have a lot of visions /being possessed by Athena moments that's true#But had an equal amount of moments where he was just straight up lying because a. They weren't listening to him#B. They were being stupid annoying#C. He felt like it#D. For a personal vendetta to get revenge on one of his comrades#This is a big part of why I'm headcanoning eurylochus thinking ody was lying about being athenas student in my precanon stuff#The other commanders (plus euro and polites) having bets on if this vision was real#Diomedes is judge because he's also in contact with Athena but what the others have not realized#Is that diomedes is also a shit head and does not have many opportunities to get back at his bullies#So while he does get confirmation from Athena he does just also straight up lie to the others to suit his own agendas#And nobody was more than mildly offended by odysseus doing this because unlike everybody else's visions (excluding dios)#It was generally the right call to make and the gods actually imparting wisdom instead of fucking with them to be dicks#And if it wasn't it was generally of either a. No consequences either way or b. Still the right strategic call#Everybody after odysseus had them reorder the camp to frame that one guy and then took way to much pleasure in stoning him to death:#So he made up that vision from Athena right? He definitely did that just to kill this guy yes?#Agamemnon: obviously but while we all liked that guy better odysseus is the better strategic so we're going to let it slide
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ellieputellas · 4 months ago
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guilty as charged | a.putellas
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— Alexia was the perfect roommate. Well, except for one fatal flaw: she always lost your chargers. Fed up, you searched her room, only to find something you definitely weren’t supposed to see.
Tags: 18+, mdni, roommate!Alexia, dom!Alexia (kinda), strap r!receiving, fingering r!receiving, biting, impliedfuckboy!Alexia, slightly long build up before the smut content, tldr: finding Alexia’s strap and not being able to get it out of your mind, not proofread | wc: 6k+
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"Alexia!" You shouted at your roommate who was taking too long in the bathroom. "Where's my charger? I thought I told you to buy your own already."
"Espera!" The Catalan called back out to your frustration, still taking her sweet time in the showers.
"Rich as fuck but can't afford to buy her own charger," you muttered under your breath.
Alexia had developed a habit of leaving her chargers in the locker room or lending them out to her teammates, forgetting to get them back. And, instead of buying her own replacement, she had been relying on your generosity and kindness.
At first, you were cool with it. After all, Alexia has always been a generous roommate — buying you new shampoo whenever you were running low, ordering dinner for your weekly movie nights, and always buying wine for you two to share. So, naturally, you had no problem sharing your charger once in a while. You even decided to buy Alexia her own charger — the fancy kind that charged ultra fast. It cost you a bit more than the average phone charger would but you figured it was just your way of saying thanks for her generosity.
She lost that too. Within just a few days.
So, she resorted back to borrowing yours. And while it was just mildly irritating at first, it only got fully annoying when she started walking into your room while you weren't there, taking your charger and even bringing it with her to training. Without even asking. She just assumed you’d be fine with her borrowing it.
It was always a different excuse every time she lost it. 
"Oh sorry, I left it at my locker."
"It's somewhere in the car… I think."
"I think I already returned it."
You tried not to let it get to you, thinking that getting pissed over something so shallow was too petty and childish.  But you needed your iPad to do your work, and for that iPad to function, it needed to be charged… which was impossible to do if Alexia kept treating your chargers like they were disposable. 
"God," you groaned as you stared at the wall clock, feeling antsy about a deadline. "Alexia! Can't you just tell me where it is?"
"Espera! I'm still washing my hair." She said with an annoyed tone which just annoyed you even more. How is she the one getting annoyed? She’s the one who lost it again.
"Fuck it, I'll get it myself." You groaned under your breath before rifling through her stuff with zero patience. “Where the fuck did she put it?”  
Annoyed, you yanked open the drawer built into the side of her bed frame. Unlike the other drawers with things haphazardly thrown in, this one had its contents neatly folded beneath a thin blanket. Without thinking about why the blanket was there in the first place, you pulled it back and froze.  
That’s when you saw it right in front of you: a massive, light pink dildo strapped to a harness Your brain short-circuited. You weren’t exactly prudish or conservative; you had your own vibrator tucked away in your panty drawer. But this? This was… a lot.  
Your eyes darted over the rest of the drawer. Bottles of flavored lube. Handcuffs. A ball gag. A various selection of dildos and vibrators. On top of it rested the huge pink strap-on you first saw, the cherry on top to this kinky mix. Who knew your polite, friendly roommate was this —
“What are you doing?”  
Your soul left your body as soon as you heard Alexia calmly inquire behind you. You spun around, heart hammering. Alexia stood in the doorway, fresh from the shower. She was clad in nothing but a sports bra and a towel slung low on her hips. Her hair was damp from the shower, hanging by the side of her face, dropping beads of water down her wide shoulders and further down her glistening abdomen.
“I—I was looking for my charger,” you stammered nervously, standing up from your crouched-over position. You straightened yourself, wiping the beads of sweat on your forehead and straightening your shirt. “I couldn’t find it and I’ve got a deadline today and... and you know how much I need it.”
You stumbled upon your words, causing Alexia to raise an eyebrow in amusement. You cleared your throat, trying to seem unbothered by what you just saw. “This is just like… the sixth or seventh charger that you haven’t returned.” You said, trying to steady your voice.
Alexia’s lips curled into a knowing smirk as her gaze flicked to the cabinet you’d so carelessly left open. She didn’t look embarrassed or pissed. Not even remotely phased. Just… amused. “Right,” she said, crossing her arms. “It’s literally right there.”  
She nodded toward the direction of the chair in front of her work desk placed at the corner of the room. Sitting on top of her iPad, plain as day, was your charger.  Heat rushed to your face. How had you missed something so obvious? You could have just swept the room first. Instead, you’d snooped immediately through her drawer and discovered she was some kind of sexual deviant. 
“Oh,” you squeaked.  Without another word, you lunged for the charger, swiftly grabbing it. You gave a tight-lipped smile to Alexia before holding it up just to show her you got it.  It took everything in you to only look at your roommate from the head up, not allowing your gaze to lower down to her bare torso. You were never flustered like this around Alexia. She was often sauntering around the house in just a sports bra and workout shorts; it never bothered you… until now. “I guess I just missed it.”
You spun on your heel and bolted for your room, shutting the door behind you. Pressing your back against it, you exhaled a breath you hadn’t realized you were holding.  “What the fuck did I just see?”  
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Alexia found it cute how flustered you acted after the incident.
She had always been careful about her intimate life. When living with roommates, she never brought girls home, never let her personal indulgences spill beyond the walls of her bedroom. It was a part of her life she preferred to keep discreet and private. Though, at times, it wasn’t easy.
She briefly recalled the short period when she roomed with Marta during the pre-CGH days, when her co-captain was still single. Keeping that side of herself hidden had been a challenge, especially when they were sleeping just a few feet apart, separated by non-soundproof walls. Bringing girls home had become a strategic endeavor, timed around Marta’s schedule, because Alexia was very aware that her extracurricular activities weren’t exactly… quiet.
After years of having roommates, Alexia thought maybe it was time she stopped sharing her space. She was earning enough to live alone, and most of her teammates no longer needed to split rent either. It had seemed like a natural step forward.
Then you came along.
You were the team’s new graphic designer, originally working for the men’s team until the club restructured and brought in a new agency to replace your old role. That shift had introduced you to the women’s squad, and Alexia had taken an interest in your work almost immediately. At first, you chalked up her attentiveness to her captain’s duties; it was something you presumed was to be expected of Alexia. 
But then she did something you never saw coming.  
When the team heard you might have to quit — your apartment was full of black mold, and finding an affordable place nearby on short notice was impossible — Alexia made you an unexpected offer. She had a spacious place with two bedrooms and didn’t mind charging you below market value, making it the perfect solution.
You had understood what a big gesture that was for her. What you hadn’t known was just how much she had given up by letting you move in.
Her newfound freedom was gone. She could no longer bring girls home on a whim, given your unpredictable work modality schedule. Late-night hookups were practically impossible when you were always up until ungodly hours, hunched over your iPad in the living room, working on some random side gig. 
Alexia knew that you two were old enough to understand that sex was a part of life and that bringing home girls shouldn’t be a thing to be ashamed of. But she knew that her situation was different. It wasn’t that simple
Still, she didn’t mind. She liked having you around far more than she missed fucking around.
Though you having found her stash did have her thinking that probably she treated it far more taboo than what it was. So what if she liked loud, unrestrained sex that could last for hours? It wasn’t like it happened every night. And surely, you had a few toys of your own tucked away in your room.
Maybe this could be an opportunity — a way for you to start accepting that your roommate simply… enjoyed being active.
So, she tried opening up the subject. While you two were cooking your respective dinners, Alexia tried casually asking you if you remembered what you had seen in her cabinet. You were so startled you nearly cut your finger instead of a potato.
While you two were on the drive back from work, Alexia tried to engage you in a conversation about sex but you pretended to have a bad stomach, making fake groaning sounds to pretend you couldn’t hear what you were saying.
Honestly, Alexia should have been frustrated by your immaturity, by your outright refusal to discuss something so simple like an adult. But she couldn't fully get annoyed with you ever... and it was because of the massive crush she had on you.
Alexia always found you cute. She liked your quirky mannerisms and the way you made her laugh even if you didn’t intend to. She liked your work ethic; she always valued people who took their job seriously. It didn’t help that you were always walking around the house in very tiny shorts with silly cartoon designs that always caught her eye. 
Her attraction to you had only grown the closer you became. You were naturally affectionate with her, always touching her in small ways — a hand on her arm, leaning against her shoulder, sitting on her lap whenever the squad was around and there weren’t any seats. You never seemed to mind being touchy with her.
A part of her knew that maybe she didn’t mind not bringing girls home because… well, she had you. Your company and presence meant more to her than casual sex ever could. That didn’t mean, of course, that she wouldn’t have you if you let her.
There were nights when she had to physically stop herself from suggesting a friends-with-benefits arrangement. She valued your friendship too much to risk it over something so fleeting; she wasn’t about to fumble a great friendship just because she couldn’t keep her hands to herself. Besides, after seeing how you squirmed at the mere mention of sex, she knew you'd never go for something like that.
…Or would you?
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You were hunched over your iPad, rushing to finalize a mock-up for new merch designs. The design head thought that since you managed social media, you might as well help out with merch design too. It made no sense to you but she had drilled into you that it was crucial you got it done by today. You wouldn't have been so annoyed by a task outside your job description, if only the assignment wasn't given a day before the deadline.
Hence, why you were stressed-out and aggressively illustrative design mock-ups on your iPad. It was already midnight and you were expected to report to work at 9 in the morning. It was just too little time.
And then, just as you were adding the final details, your iPad screen went black. The device shut off.  When you tried pressing the power button, hoping it was just an accidental press that put the device to sleep, it displayed the dreaded low battery logo. 
“Fuck!” you cursed, slamming your Apple Pencil onto the desk. You let a frustrated groan rip through your chest. You knew the battery had been low, but you had been so deep in the work that you ignored all the low battery notifications. 
Great, now the momentum is gone, you thought. 
Fine, whatever, you said to yourself. You just needed your charger. You pushed back from your desk and marched to your room, heading straight for the spot where you knew you had left it, which was right on top of your makeup bag.  
Except… it wasn’t there.  
Frowning, you checked your drawers. Nothing. Your bag? Not there. You even looked under your bed, as if it had somehow magically fallen and rolled into hiding.  And then it hit you. Alexia had borrowed it again earlier this morning with the promise that she'd return it instantly.
You grew frustrated. In the past days, you haven’t really been angry or emotional around Alexia and it was mostly because you felt awkward about the drawer incident. But now, all you could think of was how fucking annoying it was that this happened again. 
She knew how important your charger was, how often you needed it for work. And yet, she had forgotten to return it again on deadline night of all nights. Adrenaline pumping, you stormed toward her room, fists clenched. Without hesitation, you pushed the door open.  
“Alexia, where the hell—”  
Your words caught in your throat.  
Alexia stood in the middle of her room, dressed in nothing but a sports bra and a pair of loose shorts that showed off the top of her Calvin Klein underwear, mid-stretch, her toned stomach and arms on full display.  
You blinked, caught completely off guard.  
For a moment, you forgot why you were even there. Then, you shook your head, snapping yourself out of it. “Alexia, give me back my charger.”  
She didn’t even flinch at your tone. Instead, she raised an eyebrow, a smirk growing on her face. “Oh? Someone seems mad.”  
You groaned. "I'm not just mad, okay?" You corrected. "I'm fucking stressed. I have a deadline for a task that isn't even part of my job's jurisdiction and I've been working all night on Blender and Procreate and —"
You paused to take a breath. "I just had enough, okay?" You said more calmly. “I just need to finish this right now but I can't cause you took—"
Alexia tilted her head. “I took your charger?”  
“Yes?" You said incredulously. 
Her brow lifted slightly. “I returned it earlier today.”  She said. "Remember? At breakfast? I even fixed you a bowl of chocolate oatmeal as a thank you?"
You frowned, momentarily thrown off. “What?”  
“I borrowed it this morning, but I gave it back before you left to work at that café.”  
And just like that, it clicked.  
Fuck. 
You probably didn't notice Alexia returning it cause you were too busy working. Suddenly, you remember you had taken it with you. You had plugged it in at the café, worked there for hours, and then… left without it.  
Your anger deflated instantly, replaced by embarrassment. You opened your mouth, then closed it again, feeling your face heat up.  
“Oh.”  
Alexia let the silence stretch just long enough to watch you squirm, then let out a soft chuckle. “I’ll let that one slide.”  
You sighed, rubbing your face. “Sorry, Alexia. I’m just—”  
“Stressed,” she finished for you. Then, her voice softened. “Cariño, don’t be. I’ll talk to your boss tomorrow and make sure you get another day. I’ll just put the blame on me.”
She smiled, stepping forward. "They can't say no to me."
Before you could react, Alexia stepped forward and wrapped her arms around you, pulling you closer to her by the waist, offering a small hug to comfort you. You exhaled, tension still buzzing in your body.  
“Okay,” you mumbled, leaning into her. “I'm sorry for storming all mad and accusatory like that.”  
“I know,” she murmured. “Why don’t I give you a back rub?”  
You hesitated, but your muscles did ache from hours of work, hunched over a table and stressed beyond belief. Your shoulders were practically begging to be rubbed. “…Fine.”  
Alexia guided you toward the bed, settling herself against the headboard while she sat you in between her legs with your back resting against her. The second her hands found your shoulders, thumbs pressing firmly into the knots of tension, you exhaled a slow breath.  
“Oh,” you muttered, eyes fluttering shut. “Alexia, yeah, that feels good.”  
She hummed in response, continuing to knead the stiffness from your shoulders. Her hands were firm yet gentle, and before you knew it, your body melted into her touch.  She rubbed into your shoulders at the perfect firmness, finding where the knots were on your upper back and shoulders before massaging them away. 
“Mmm,” you murmured. "Fuck, that's so good."
Alexia’s hands moved lower, moving from your upper back and shoulders area to something more in the middle of your back. Alexia's hands kneaded the tension from your back, her fingers expertly working under the shoulder blades. You let out a slow exhale, sinking into the warmth of her body behind you.  
“Let’s take off your cardigan,” she murmured, her voice smooth, low. “It's getting in the way.”  
You nodded absentmindedly, already half-lost in the sensation of her touch. You were practically floating in the sensation, only to be snapped out by the sensation of her arms grazing your chest as she unbuttoned your cardigan. You bit your lip as her fingertips grazed against your nipples as she helped you shrug off the cardigan. The contact was fleeting— perhaps, accidental — but it was enough to send a sharp jolt through you. 
Your breath hitched, and you hummed, trying to brush off the growing heat in your core. 
Alexia continued the massage, but this time, as one hand stayed firm on your shoulder, the other drifted lower, her fingers ghosting over your left nipple through the thin fabric of your shirt. The touch was light, almost imperceptible, but your body reacted instantly. You jumped slightly at the sensation.
Alexia leaned in, her lips grazing your ear. “Relax,” she whispered in a low voice, her breath warm against your skin. "This is gonna help you release all tension. Trust me."
You hesitated, pulse quickening, but you didn’t stop her. You let yourself sink back against her, allowing it to happen. Her touch grew bolder. Soon, both hands were on your chest, the pads of her fingertips rubbing slow, teasing circles over your hardened nipples, the friction from the fabric of your shirt only heightening the sensation. A quiet moan slipped past your lips before you could stop it.  
Alexia smirked at your reaction. "Yeah, just relax and let go." She cooed in an innocent tone as if she was still massaging your back. Now, Alexia's fingers moved deliberately, alternating between rolling your nipples between her fingertips and slightly pinching at them, coaxing more breathy sounds from you. Your head soon rested back against her shoulder, and she took the opportunity to press a slow, lingering kiss to the side of your neck.  
A soft hum vibrated against your skin. “That feels good, doesn’t it?”  
You swallowed hard, your body answering for you as you let out another shaky moan. Alexia's mouth was on you again, gently kissing and nipping at the delicate skin of your neck as you felt her hands slowly move under your shirt. 
You whimpered her name as you felt her fingers against your bare skin, running against them. Alexia smirked at the way you were reacting and quickly agreed to letting her touch you like this.
Before you could even realize, Alexia was reaching under a nearby pillow. Under it, she had a toy she left from her own masturbation session last night. If your eyes were opened, you would have probably chickened out at the sight of the neon pink massage wand but you were too busy enjoying Alexia's playful, little massages. 
Soon, Alexia had slotted in the head of the toy in between your legs, pressed against your soaked pajama shorts. She clicked the on button and you practically moaned out instantly. Your eyes opened but before you could say anything in protest, Alexia shushed you. "It's just a massage wand. It'll help you loosen up."
You were a smart girl. You knew what Alexia was doing and normally, you would have called her out but tonight… Tonight, you were exhausted. You were tense. And with the way her hands had been working over your body, the way the vibrations of the wand had begun to hum softly against your core, the fact that you've spent the past few days fantasizing about what it would be like to experience the Alexia Putellas…
You found no reason to stop her.
“…Okay.”
Your voice was soft, almost breathy, and it sent a visible shiver through Alexia. She loved hearing you like this: so obedient and pliant, so willing, so cute when you agreed to let her touch you.
She pressed a slow, lingering kiss just below your ear before murmuring, “Now, be a good girl and take off your bottoms for me, okay?”
You didn't hesitate, swiftly lifting your hips to push your bottoms off of you, kicking them off with your legs. Alexia put a hand firmly under your left thigh, pulling you closer to her. With her right hand, she put the toy back against your core, sending a wave of vibrations that had your legs trembling.
Alexia's left hand was back in your left breast, pinching at them to elicit tiny and cute moans that she loved so much. You unconsciously rocked your hips against the toy, seeking to chase out the pleasure, praying Alexia would turn up the speed so you could arrive at your orgasm sooner.
As you whimpered, gripping the sheets beneath you, Alexia carefully removed the toy from between you. “W-what?” you stammered, your mind foggy from the pleasure coursing through your body.
Alexia’s hand on your waist tightened slightly. “Last night… when you fell asleep on the couch…" she paused, teasingly. "You were whimpering.”
Your eyes snapped open, embarrassment crashing over you like cold water.
Shit. You had dreamed about her again.
Before you could even attempt to defend yourself, Alexia chuckled, her breath warm against your skin. “That’s not even the best part.” She leaned in, pressing a slow, lingering kiss just beneath your jaw. “You dropped your phone on the floor — probably right before you dozed off." She murmured. “So, naturally… I picked it up.”
Your stomach twisted in mortification, and you didn’t even have to ask to know where this was going. Alexia hummed, clearly enjoying your reaction. “Imagine my surprise when I saw what you were searching for.” Another soft kiss, this time against your shoulder. “How to ride a strap.”
A whimper escaped your throat as she increased the speed suddenly. At this point, your legs were shaking.
Alexia let out a quiet laugh. “I thought it was cute.” Her fingers were now teasing circles against your inner thigh, making you twitch. “And I know you’ve been stressed. High-strung. So instead of just teasing you…”
She suddenly pressed the vibrator against you again with more pressure, turning up the speed without warning. A loud, broken moan spilt from your lips as pleasure began to build inside you. Your head tilted back, resting your weight onto the Catalan, body arching into the sensation as Alexia guided the toy against you.
“There you go,” she murmured, watching in amusement as you squirmed, your thighs trembling against hers. She subconsciously licked her lips as she saw your wetness completely cover your core and inner thighs. “You’re making such a mess, cariño.”
You barely heard her, too lost in the overwhelming pleasure. It was too much, too good. It felt like at any moment, you were going to explode with pleasure. 
And then, just as you were about to orgasm, Alexia pulled the wand away again.
Your eyes flew open, a frustrated whine escaping your lips. “Alexia, what the fuck.”
“Shh,” she interrupted smoothly, putting aside the toy. “We’re just getting started.”
The next moments went by so quickly that you could not process how you managed to end up completely naked on top of Alexia who was now wearing the pink strap you saw from the other day around her waist, on top of her Calvin Klein underwear. You bit your lip as you straddled her upper thighs. It seemed like you were gaining consciousness now as you stared at the silicone member. It was long and girthy, shining slightly with the lube Alexia poured on it.
Alexia’s hands traced lazily on your legs and thighs. “Come on, show me what google told you to do,” she teased.
You bit your lip as you stared at the obscene size of the silicone, hesitating. “Alexia, I don’t think…”
Alexia sat up, grabbing your waist as she pressed a kiss on your mouth. “Shh, of course you can,” she reassured in between kisses. Her mouth felt so soft and warm against yours. The sensation of her mouth on yours was hypnotizing you again, making you feel soft and needy. It’s like her lips make me dumber, you thought to yourself.
Alexia shifted the position so you’d be laying on your back and she’d be slotted in between your spread legs, she continued to kiss you, knowing it was what you needed to not feel intimidated and hesitant. Soon, you could feel her hands stroke your inner thighs. “Why don’t I help you out,” she whispered. “Just so you wouldn’t be so shy, hmm?”
You nodded, obedient and docile under your roommate. Alexia locked eyes with you, breaking the kiss. A sigh escaped your lips as her warm hazel eyes met yours. It felt like you could melt into those beautiful, honey-colored pools.
You were so captivated by Alexia’s eyes that you didn’t notice that she had two fingers playing around your entrance, desperate to enter you.
You opened your mouth and let out a gasp as soon as two of her fingers thrust into you, deliberately with a careful firmness to them. Alexia smiled, eyes still fixed on yours, as she carefully curled them into you. The Catalan practically moaned at the feeling of you tightly clenched around her long and thick fingers.
“Fuck,” your voice came out softly as you felt yourself clench around her, soaking her fingers with your slick arousal. “I want more… please.”
That was all Alexia needed to hear. It was enough to send her over the edge. She started thrusting in and out of you with a faster, harder pace to it. You moaned out loud as you felt her fingers slam into you, curling every time into your sweet spot, causing you to arch your hips and grip onto her shoulders.
“Just like that,” Alexia muttered against your ear, her breath hot and uneven. “Let me hear you, cariño.”
Any sort of restraint you had left was gone. Your moans spilled freely as her fingers drove into you mercilessly, stretching you open, coaxing you toward the edge. You felt delirious, drowning in sensation, the heat between your legs unbearable.
Alexia couldn’t count the number of times she had touched herself to the thought of you like this — writhing, moaning, begging for her. But even her filthiest fantasies paled in comparison to the reality of you falling apart in her hands. You were so much more unbelievably stunning, intoxicating, and wrecked beneath her. No girl she's ever fucked before has gotten her this worked up. It was taking everything in her not to ruin you completely. She didn't want your first time to be too intense.
Her fingers worked you open with ease, curling inside you as her mouth traced a path of heat across your skin. She kissed and sucked at your neck, her tongue dragging along your collarbones before moving up to your jaw, nipping just enough to make you whimper.
But her favourite spot was the crook of your neck, right above your right collarbone, where she latched on and sucked hard, marking you. The second she did, you dug your nails into her back, moaning her name so loudly she knew the whole floor would hear but you were completely fucked out of your brains to even care.
You could feel Alexia’s smirk against your skin as she heard you moan out loud. She positioned her hand differently now so not only was she thrusting into you with two fingers, she was also rubbing your clit with her thumb. It was driving you insane.
Your thighs instinctively clenched around her hand, trying to slow her down as the pleasure was getting intense and you were growing sensitive. But Alexia wouldn’t let you control the pace or her movement. She pinned your hips down, forcing you to take everything exactly how she wanted.
“Take it,” she gritted, lips brushing against your ear. “If you try to press your legs together again. I swear to god I’ll stop right now.”
You acquiesced, trying to not fight the urge to clamp around her, desperate to get that orgasm. Alexia smiled as she pumped her fingers faster, readjusting her position and pressing her palm flush against your clit. Each thrust of her hand sent waves of pleasure crashing all throughout your body. The knot in your stomach coiled tighter, unbearable now, your entire body tensing.
Your roommate knew you were close, judging by your stuttered breathing and the way you were clenching tightly around her, but she knew she couldn’t let you cum yet. Not while she’s had the pleasure of letting you live out your fantasy.
Alexia pulled her fingers out of you, leaving you throbbing and empty and before you could even think to complain, she hooked her arms around your back and lifted you effortlessly. A small gasp escaped your lips as she shifted you back onto her lap, holding you steady against her hips, exactly where she wanted you.
“Ride me,” she said, her voice low and commanding. Her hands settled on your hips, thumbs pressing into your skin, grounding you. “Show me what you want to do to me.”
With your desperation to cum, there was no hesitation left in you. You nodded eagerly, obediently, as you squatted above the strap, your thighs trembling with anticipation. You hovered just above it, adjusting your position, but even as you took control of the movement, Alexia never relinquished her dominance. Her fingers tightened around you, her presence overpowering, making it clear that even though you were on top, she was still in charge.
You bit your lip, carefully making sure that you were lined up, but Alexia was growing impatient. With a strong grip, she held you steady and thrust upward, burying herself inside you with one smooth motion. The sudden intrusion knocked the breath from your lungs, your balance wavering as you instinctively grabbed onto the headboard for support. The head of the dildo pressed deep, almost kissing your cervix, causing you to curse and shut your eyes at the sensation.
You took a deep breath before lifting yourself slowly, feeling every inch of her slide against your walls, then sinking back down, your movements cautious at first.
Alexia watched you, her eyes dark and hooded, her grip possessive as she guided your pace. But it wasn’t long before her restraint wavered. As soon as she saw you settle into a rhythm, she met you halfway, thrusting up in perfect sync, pushing deeper, filling you more completely.
Your moans spilled freely from your lips as your body surrendered to her, the stretch overwhelming but intoxicating. “Fuck,” you gasped between gritted teeth, your nails digging into her skin as you kept balance. “You’re so big.”
Alexia smirked, dragging her hands up your sides before pulling you down harder onto her length. “Yeah?” she taunted, her voice thick with amusement and desire. “Too big for you?”
You could only nod, barely able to think, barely able to breathe, as she took back every ounce of control you thought you had. “Yeah, but it feels so good.” You said breathily. Even if you were already getting a bit winded, you knew you couldn’t stop now. Not while your orgasm was slowly building up inside you again.
Alexia moved one of her hands from your waist up to your breast, squeezing your plump breast firmly. She squeezed again at the sensitive bud of your nipple causing you to moan out again. She moved her hands back to settle behind you before she quickly sat up so that she could suck on your breasts while you continued to ride her.
The shift in her position caused the silicone member to curve into you, now pressing and grazing your sensitive spot with every bounce and thrust. Paired with the sensation of Alexia’s tongue skillfully playing and flicking against your nipples, it was surely sending you closer and closer over the edge.
You moved your hands to Alexia’s shoulders, giving you better mobility to ride her, breasts practically bouncing in front of Alexia’s face. She chuckled, sensing your desperation. She sat back up again, holding you upwards to keep your balance.
“Fuck, Ale,” you said, voice whimpery and erotic. You sounded almost obscene. “I’m so fucking close.”
Alexia moaned at the sound of your broken plea, her own arousal spiking as she felt the way you moved against her, grinding down harder, chasing your release with reckless abandon. “I know, baby,” she husked, her voice thick, hands tightening on your hips. “Just a bit more. Be good for me.”
You obeyed, but it was barely conscious — your body was on autopilot, instinct taking over as you rode her with increasing urgency. You felt yourself clench around her, your hips stuttering as the orgasm was slowly building up, causing you to clench. Thankfully, Alexia never loosened her grip. Even as your strength wavered, she held you firm, guiding you through it, her own body rising to meet yours. The shift in control was subtle but absolute; your arms wrapped around her tightly, your forehead pressing against her shoulder as you let her take the lead, her strong hands dictating your pace, her hips rolling upward, filling you over and over until you were unravelling completely in her hold.
Your moans grew louder, almost obscene and pornographic, echoing off the walls in a way that made Alexia smirk. If you kept this up, you’d both be getting a formal complaint from the condo association by morning. Alexia shushed you. “Cariño, I know it feels good but you need to quiet down.”
“Can’t–” you muster to say out, still moaning. Alexia groaned, torn between wanting to hear every filthy sound you made and knowing she had to shut you up before the neighbors got an earful. Thankfully, she got an idea.
“Baby,” she murmured between gritted teeth, punctuating her words with a sharp thrust that made you jolt. “Why don’t you bite my shoulder?”
You shivered at the suggestion, barely processing her words but nodding anyway, too far gone to argue.
“So no one gets mad at you for being such a good girl and riding me, yeah?”
That was all it took. You latched onto her shoulder, hesitant at first, lips parting against her sweat-slicked skin. But then she snapped her hips up harder, gripping your waist and bouncing you with ease, using her strength to fuck you onto her strap. The sudden onslaught made you lose control. Your teeth sank into her skin, muffling your moans into the muscle of her shoulder.
Alexia groaned out but the sting of your teeth pressing against her skin didn’t stop her or slowed down her pace. The pain felt like a motivation to get you where you needed to be. It didn’t take long. Alexia could feel by your shaking legs and the tightness of your grasp and the breathy moans you were exhaling into her skin.
“Come on, baby,” she rasped, voice strained as she pushed you closer and closer to the edge. “Give it to me.”
With only a couple more deliberate thrusts that pressed against your sensitive spot, you came undone, practically melting into Alexia’s arms.
It was a great idea for you to be biting against her or else your moan would have been heard throughout the whole building. Alexia held you through it, her hands steady, her grip firm, prolonging your pleasure as she slowed her thrusts, letting you ride it out. When your body finally sagged against her, she stopped the slow thrusting and wrapped her hands around you to form a hug, rubbing your back as she allowed you to breathe heavily against her skin.
You unlatched your mouth, a string of saliva forming from her shoulder to your mouth. You wiped at it sluggishly, still breathless, still full of her as she had not pulled out of you. Your forehead pressed against hers, the intimacy of the moment settling between you both.
“I forgive you,” you murmured, your voice hoarse, breath still uneven.
Alexia blinked, still coming down from the high. “Huh?”
“For stealing my charger.”
There was a beat of silence before Alexia burst into laughter, her breath mingling with yours as she shook her head. “You’re unbelievable.”
You hushed her, planting your lips on hers. "You still gotta make up for the seven or eight more you lost." You teased.
"I'll make it up a hundred times over if I have to." Alexia responded, a smirk toying on her face. "Just make sure you can take it."
It was gonna be a long night.
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a/n: i feel like this is identical to all the other strap fics i've written but idgaf at least im writing again!!! anyway, still working on the longer fic and working on other ideas for shorter Alexia fics. i hope you guys still liked this AAAAAAA pls be nice
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caelivir · 1 year ago
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shrimply in love | miya atsumu
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synopsis. atsumu wholeheartedly prayed that you forgot how you first met, and for a while he believed that you did. that is until he finds the literal token from that day.
pairing. atsumu miya x gn!reader | wc. 2.1k | genres. timeskip!atsumu, established relationship, tooth rotting fluff, atsumu is soooo down bad | warnings. (minor?) manga spoilers
notes. outing myself as a hq fan and atsumu lover LOOK AWAY. this was inspired by a tiktok i saw LMFAO 😭. i was up until dawn, on my phone, in the drafts writing this that’s how bad it was. there's something additional to this so stay tuned, and i hope you enjoy.
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“tsumu!” you call out from the couch while he’s in the bathroom connected to your shared room. “can you get my wallet? it’s on the bed.”
“sure thing, baby!” he answers back.
“thanks love!” you reply, the petname making him grin in the mirror. it gets him every single time.
after drying off his hands with a towel, atsumu doubles back to the bedroom, your wallet immediately catching his eye. he picks it up, and as he does, something slips out from the crevices.
atsumu picks it up and inspects it. it’s a folded slip of paper. curious, he unfolds it to examine its contents. reading it puts him in shock, and now he’s mildly annoyed with you.
he rushes out of the room, stomping over to you like a little kid. you raise an eyebrow in amusement when he stops in front of the couch.
“baby, what the hell?!” he whines, holding the paper out in front of you for you to read. confused, you lean closer, letting your eyes scan it before laughing out loud. it’s a guest check from the day you first met.
“what?! it’s cute!” you defend with a smile.
“it’s horrifying. do you even know how embarrassing this was for me?” atsumu pouts.
“oh believe me i know.” you giggle.
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three years ago.
after a hard won victory, the msby jackals were craving a celebratory meal. meian had suggested a new italian restaurant that had opened by the arena. there was a unanimous agreement among the team, except for sakusa. however, bokuto had managed to convince him to come along with enough pestering.
so there they were, a group of guys well over six foot (with the exception of hinata and inunaki), sharing what’s probably the largest table at the restaurant. it drew tons of attention, and there were even some fans who came up to them for pictures and autographs.
then you came by, ready to take orders, and atsumu knew in that moment he was an absolute goner for you. your beauty was unlike anything he’s ever seen before. you were prettier than those models on the ads he walked by, prettier than the flowers in his mother’s gardens, prettier than sunsets on a beach. and god, your smile. his head went all fuzzy at the sight of it. it melted his insides.
you chuckled at whatever bokuto animatedly said before moving onto atsumu. you looked at him expectantly, eyes shining with so much light that it jumbled the blonde’s brain. shit. what did he want to order?
atsumu’s eyes quickly racked through the menu, and his mouth fired off an order before his brain could process what he was reading. “uh, could i get the shrimps camping?”
a silence befell amongst the table before a collective cackle filled the restaurant. realizing what slipped out of his mouth, atsumu’s face turned red. his cheeks were embarrassingly hot.
mortified. he was absolutely fucking mortified. even that asshole omi-kun found it funny. it didn’t help that you were suppressing a smile at him too. he didn’t even bother with the damage control. there was no point. he’d only embarrass himself further.
with a giggle, you made a note of it on the guest check you were writing up because at least you knew what he was referring to. atsumu buried his face in his hands. see in his head, the setter had come up with a plan to ask for your number, but now he was never even going to walk down this street ever again. his chances? consider them blown.
“alright, alright,” you said after the laughter had died down. you fire off orders to confirm everything, and then you get to atsumu. “and… one shrimps camping.”
“you’re killing me.” atsumu groaned, feeling a new wave of embarrassment now that you were teasing him.
“it’s my job.” you shrugged before walking off with a wink. the blonde felt his heart skip a beat.
“don’t sweat it, atsumu-san!” shoyo clapped his back reassuringly. at least he could leave it to the ginger to always have his back.
it took a minute, but the team had finally moved on from atsumu’s slip up. unfortunately, it was all the setter could think about. god, what if you teased him once you came back with the plates?
luckily for him, it didn’t happen. you just tossed him a knowing grin when you presented him his food. he stared down at those shrimp dancing in the sauce, knowing he’s never ordering fuckass shrimp scampi ever again, and dug in. (it’s the most delicious thing to have graced his tastebuds.)
atsumu, contrary to previous thoughts, did end up coming back to the italian restaurant in the hopes that he could see you. he realized that he wasn’t going to allow one fuck up ruin the chances of having you. atsumu miya is many things. annoying, rude, loud, but a quitter? that’s not one of them.
it was a weekly occurrence, and atsumu would try something different from the menu each time.
“no shrimp scampi?” you would smirk.
“no…” atsumu would sigh, feeling the jab in his bones before handing you his menu. “no shrimp scampi.”
conversations became more casual. he learned more about you like how you were in your final year of university and that your favorite men’s volleyball team was ejp raijin. (he was definitely going to change that.) each week the blonde setter visited you during week made him fall for you even more. all of these little things accumulated until atsumu finally got the balls to ask you out.
“what would you like today, atsumu?” you greeted, that soft angelic grin on your face, and he just knew he had to do it. he couldn’t ever let you go.
“you. me. a date.” he said casually, his eyes dripping with confidence. (interally, he was freaking out).
you tried maintaining your composure but failed so miserably. you couldn’t stop the smile that reached your eyes as soon as you heard those eyes. “i thought you would never ask.” you beamed at him.
chewing on your lower lip, you motioned for him to give you hand, to which he most happily obliged. your touch was a new heaven. so warm and so soft. he wished to be wrapped in it forever.
you held his hand steady as the tip of your pen scribbled on his skin. when atsumu looked down, he realized it to be your number, and his eyes stared at it in awe.
“text me.” you told him before walking off. then you stopped in your tracks, turning yourself back around until you’re back at atsumu’s table. “wait, shit. what do you want to eat?”
oh. he had completely forgotten about that. atsumu picked up the menu and quickly scanned for a fun dish name. “um, just the pizza napoletana and garlic bread.”
“you got it.” you noted it down. followed by, “no shrimp scampi?”
“(y/n), please. i feel like i’m flying right now, and you’re killing my mood.” atsumu’s face fell, feigning fake irritation, but you knew better.
you laughed. “alright, alright. i’ll be back soon.”
“you better be.” the setter scoffed before his face betrayed his true feelings.
and before you knew it, one date became two, then three, then four, and the rest was history, shrimp scampi along with it.
at least, that’s what atsumu thought.
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“i thought you completely forgot about it.” atsumu whines.
you laugh, standing up from your place on the couch. “how could i ever forget that? i stopped the jokes because you got all sulky. besides, that’s how my little infatuation with you began.”
once you’re directly in front of him, atsumu places his hands on your waist, burying his head in the crook of your neck. without even thinking, your hand finds its way to the back of his head, stroking it with affection. “of all things? not my good looks? or my nice arms? ” the blonde murmurs into your skin.
you hum in agreement. “well that came after.” your boyfriend groans, making you roll your eyes.
“i don’t think i ever told you this, but i was having a really rough shift the night the team came in. when you guys were put into my section, i nearly lost it.” you admit. “but then you asked for shrimps camping, and i lightened up, like all of my negative energy just drained out of my body. seeing you all flustered and blushing was so adorable in my eyes.”
your boyfriend pulls back, his face scrunched. “i didn’t realize you were in a foul mood that night.”
“had to fake it. you know how customer service is.” you shrug, a smirk taking over your face soon after. “but you were too busy admiring me to even notice it.”
atsumu grins smugly. he’s not even ashamed. “that i was.”
you roll your eyes. “you’re hopeless.”
the blonde setter hums, leaning in, and you meet him halfway, kissing him gently. atsumu’s arms wrap themselves around your waist, pulling you closer to him until you’re pressed against his body. you feel his lips twitch into a smile.
you’re the first to pull away, but your boyfriend is unsatisfied with that. he presses his lips to yours once again before you could even get another breath in. it’s a kiss full of affirmations that atsumu can’t voice. you feel it all through him. he’s so greedy when it comes to you, but he’d definitely agree with that statement without any complaint.
to atsumu, kissing you is a new kind of euphoria, one better than any service ace, better than any cool quick that he pulls off with his hitters. kissing you is like falling in love with you again, and it’s single-handedly the best feeling in the entire world.
he pulls away first with a proud smile. he steals a quick peck against your lips, then your nose, and then the rest of your face until you’re drowning in his affection.
you giggle, throwing your arms around his shoulders. “tsumu!”
atsumu sighs contentedly. his large hand cups your cheek. the rough skin of his thumb traces up and down your face. it’s so reassuring and so warm that you can’t help but lean into it.
“i love you, angel. y’know that right?” atsumu stares at you, adoration swimming in his eyes. everyday, he can’t believe that he gets to have you. he can’t believe he gets to come home and you’ll be there waiting for him, ready to hold him in your arms and kiss his knuckles when he tells you about his day.
you adjust your head ever so slightly to kiss his palm. “i know it. you never fail to make it known.”
you’ve come to realize that that’s who he is. your sweet boy, atsumu miya, is so full of love. behind the brashness and the insults, he has so much love in his heart that some days he doesn’t know what to do with it.
“i love you so much, atsumu miya. you are my life.” you whisper, bringing him in for another soul-igniting, cavity-inducing kiss. it’s intense, hotter, but that is just life with atsumu, a blaze of passion and fierceness.
you can feel him melt against you as if this is his first time doing this with you. you can feel him reciprocating your words. you know him so well that you can guess the words that follow. “all for me. my sweet angel. what did i do to deserve you?”
a memory springs to mind, causing you to cut the moment short as much as you’d like to continue. atsumu pouts at the loss of your lips against his. such a kid. still, he looks at you expectantly.
“i have to admit,” you’re kind of excited to see how he’ll react to it. “the entire restaurant knows you as the shrimps camping guy.”
atsumu stiffens against your body, and the horrified look on his face makes you burst out laughing. “you’re lying. (y/n), tell me you’re lying.”
“i’m sorry, my love. it’s true.” you reach out for his hand, but the blonde playfully shrugs it off.
“don’t touch me. how could you do this to me, huh? i thought we were for life!” atsumu turns away from you, shutting his eyes.
you roll your eyes. you should’ve expected this. in situations like these, there is one sentence that will make him forget everything immediately. “if i kiss you, will you forgive me?”
atsumu snaps his head back to you, and his eyes fly open, allowing you to catch the light that sparkles in them as he smiles widely. he’s so beautiful. “really?!” he exclaims but leaves no room for you to respond before he’s crashing your mouths together for the fourth time. you roll your eyes in disbelief but give into him immediately.
atsumu miya is so annoying, but he’s yours, and you wouldn’t give him up for anyone else in the world.
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Could you do one with the batboys having a S/O that gets lost easily and finds them at the most random places? Like they get lost in the mansion one day trying to find the kitchen and they somehow end up outside, que the batboys "mildly" panicking because their S/O has been gone for an hour. Please and thank you 🙏
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— gn!reader, mention of reader’s hair in bruce’s & dick’s
© ahqkas — all rights reserved. even when credited, these works are prohibited to be reposted, translated or modified
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THE WAYNE MANOR WAS A LABYRINTH—an elegant, sprawling maze of hallways, grand staircases, and secret rooms. it didn’t matter how many times you visited; no amount of “turn left at the portrait” or “take the second right after the library” advice ever stuck with you. you had been in this house dozens of times, and yet, somehow, you still managed to find yourself in the strangest, most unexpected places.
today was no different. you’d innocently set out in search of the kitchen, craving a snack while your boyfriend was busy with his family in the batcave. alfred had mentioned fresh-baked cookies earlier ( your favorite kind ) , and the thought had been enough to motivate you and set you off on your own. armed with directions you thought you’d memorized, you’d confidently strode off down the hall.
and then . . . nothing looked familiar.
at first, you thought you’d missed a turn. then you became certain the house had grown a new wing overnight because the rooms and corridors you passed were entirely unfamiliar. determined not to call your boyfriend for help—again—you kept walking, convinced the kitchen had to be just around the next corner.
somehow, “just around the next corner” turned into a venture outside, where you found yourself on a cobblestone path surrounded by perfectly trimmed hedges. the late afternoon sun painted the sprawling grounds in hues of gold, but the idyllic scene did little to soothe your rising exasperation.
“this isn’t the kitchen,” you muttered to yourself, looking around in disbelief.
. . . BRUCE WAYNE !
meanwhile, bruce was beginning to notice your absence. he’d glanced at the clock more than once, each glance sending a ripple of unease through him. you’d left nearly an hour ago, and the mansion, while vast, wasn’t that confusing—well, not to him, at least.
setting down his pen, he leaned back in his chair, a faint crease forming between his brows. he told himself not to worry. you were probably fine. maybe you’d gotten distracted by something or decided to take a walk. but after another five minutes of no sign of you, his patience wore thin. where were you?
he stood abruptly, striding out of the study and calling your name as he began his search for you. his footsteps echoed through the hallways, and as each empty room passed, his worry grew.
“couldn’t have gone far,” the batman muttered to himself, though his mind raced with increasingly unpleasant scenarios. what if you’d fallen somewhere? what if you were stuck in one of the secret passages? scared, alone, with no way to return to him? yeahhh, that frightened him just right.
his search eventually led him outside, where he spotted you—utterly unharmed, but clearly annoyed as you stood in the middle of the garden, hands on your hips, muttering something he couldn’t hear.
“there you are,” bruce called, his voice a mix of relief and exasperation as he hurried toward you.
you turned, startled, but your expression softened when you saw him. “oh, hey. what’s up?”
“what’s up?” he repeated, stopping in front of you with a look that was both amused and incredulous. “you’ve been gone for an hour. i thought something happened to you.”
“oh,” you said sheepishly, glancing around. the time didn’t mean anything out here. “i got . . . a little lost.”
“a little?” his lips twitched, fighting a smile as he took in your surroundings. “you’re in the gardens. weren’t you looking for the kitchen?”
“i was!” you insisted, throwing your hands up in defeat. “but somewhere between the portrait gallery and the second staircase, i made a wrong turn, and well, here we are.”
bruce shook his head, his expression softening as he reached out to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. “you could’ve called me, you know.”
“i didn’t want to bother you,” you admitted. “besides, i thought i could figure it out on my own.”
he sighed, his thumb brushing lightly against your temple in an affectionate gesture. “you’re never a bother. next time, call me. or alfred. i don’t like the idea of you wandering around this house like it’s a corn maze.”
. . . DICK GRAYSON !
you had zero sense of direction.
inside the manor, dick was finishing up his workout when he realized something was off. you weren’t in the gym with him. you weren’t in the living room, the library, or even his old room you two used whenever you decided to spend the night in the manor.
initially, he wasn’t too worried about your well-being. it wasn’t uncommon for you to explore the manor and its grounds when he was busy. but after twenty minutes of calling your name and finding no sign of you, his easygoing demeanor shifted into mild panic. it was like you’ve been swallowed by the ground, no traces or proof that you were here.
“maybe the kitchen,” he muttered to himself, retracing the path he thought you’d take. but the kitchen was empty, the dining room too.
“alfred?” dick called out, jogging into the study. “have you seen [name]?”
alfred, ever calm and composed, shook his head. “not recently, master grayson. though if [name] was attempting to navigate the manor alone . . .”
“don’t remind me,” he groaned, running a hand through his hair. he knew you had a tendency to get lost—easily—but this was next level. his mind raced through the possibilities. were you stuck somewhere? had you wandered into one of the less-used wings? where could he find you?
finally, on a hunch, he headed outside, his heart skipping a beat when he spotted you standing near the fountain, arms crossed, glaring at the house like it had personally offended you ( and let’s be real, it kinda did ).
“there you are!” his loud voice carried across the lawn as he jogged over.
you turned at the sound of his voice, relief washing over your face. “dick! thank god. i thought i’d end up living out here.”
he stopped in front of you, hands on his hips, catching his breath. “do you have any idea how long i’ve been looking for you? you’ve been gone for an hour.”
“it hasn’t been an hour,” you countered, though you glanced at your phone and winced. “. . . ‘kay, maybe close to an hour.”
“what happened?” he asked, his exasperation softened by the amused smile creeping onto his face. as much as he was worried sick about you for the past half an hour, he wouldn’t miss the opportunity to tease you relentlessly after he made sure you’re more than okay.
“i was trying to find the kitchen, and then one wrong turn led to another, and somehow . . . you gestured at the sprawling green around you. “ . . . here i am.”
he pinched the bridge of his nose, torn between laughing and pulling you into a hug. “you do realize you could’ve called me, right?”
“i didn’t want to interrupt your workout,” you said sheepishly. “plus, i thought I could figure it out on my own.”
dick shook his head, stepping closer and resting his hands on your shoulders. “you’re something else, you know that?”
“hey, at least i didn’t wander into the batcave this time.”
“don’t remind me.” he chuckled, brushing a strand of hair out of your face. “next time, just call me, okay? you’re too important to go missing for an hour without me knowing where you are.”
as you walked back together, you couldn’t help but feel a little grateful for your terrible sense of direction. after all, it gave dick another excuse to keep you close—and he wasn’t about to complain.
. . . JASON TODD !
it should have been simple—just follow the directions your boyfriend had given you: down the hall, past the grandfather clock, first left. there’s the kitchen.
easy, right?
wrong.
somewhere after the grandfather clock, you’d gotten distracted by a painting. then a turn you thought was the right one deposited you into a hallway filled with suits of armor, which definitely didn’t lead to the kitchen.
“okay,” you muttered to yourself, looking around for any sign of familiarity. “i can figure this out.”
spoiler: you couldn’t.
what started as a confident stride through the manor became a journey through increasingly unfamiliar territory. at one point, you ended up in a library you were pretty sure wasn’t the main one, and at another, you swore you saw the same suit of armor twice.
then, somehow, you found a door leading outside.
now standing in the middle of the garden, you let out an exasperated sigh. “this is fine. completely fine. i’ll just . . . enjoy the fresh air until i figure out where i am.”
back in the manor, jason was starting to get worried.
you’d been gone for nearly an hour. the kitchen wasn’t that far, and he’d walked you through the directions at least three times. at first, he figured you’d gotten distracted by something, but after calling your name a few times and not getting a response, a knot of unease formed in his chest.
“babe?” he called, heading toward the kitchen himself. it was empty.
a quick search of the living room and study turned up nothing, and his patience wore thinner with each passing minute. “you’ve gotta be kidding me,” he muttered, running a hand through his hair as he checked another hallway.
by the time he reached the garden door and spotted you standing near a hedge, staring at a rosebush like it held all the answers to the universe, he was caught somewhere between relief and exasperation.
“there you are,” he called out, striding toward you.
you turned, startled by his voice, before breaking into a sheepish grin. “oh, hey, jay. what’s up?”
“what’s up?” he echoed, stopping in front of you with a look of disbelief on his face. “you’ve been gone for an hour. i thought you fell into one of bruce’s secret tunnels or something.”
“i didn’t mean to!” you protested, gesturing at the manor. “i got lost. again.” not an unfamiliar situation for you.
he pinched the bridge of his nose, letting out a long sigh. “how do you even manage to get lost this badly? the kitchen is literally the easiest room to find.”
“well, not for me,” you replied, crossing your arms and letting your eyes set into a light glare. “this place is like a maze. and in my defense, your directions weren’t super clear, either.”
he raised an eyebrow. “not super clear? i told you to turn left after the grandfather clock.”
“okay, but what about the painting next to it? was i supposed to pass that too?”
“you don’t take directions like suggestions,” he said, a teasing smirk creeping onto his lips despite his earlier frustration.
you huffed, but before you could respond, he pulled you into his arms, holding you close.
“seriously, though,” he murmured, his voice softer now. “i was starting to think something happened to you.”
your expression softened as you wrapped your arms around him. “i didn’t mean to worry you. i just . . . have the worst sense of direction.”
“yeah, no kidding,” he teased, pressing a soft kiss to your temple. “but next time, just call me, okay? you’ve got my number, and i’ve got a built-in gps for this place.”
. . . TIM DRAKE !
TIM HAD GIVEN YOU DIRECTIONS to the kitchen before he went to work in the cave, but between the hallways that seemed to stretch forever and the identical-looking doors, you were hopelessly lost within five minutes.
“okay, past the piano room, and then . . . left? or was it right?” you muttered to yourself, trying to backtrack.
your stomach grumbled in protest. the kitchen wasn’t supposed to be far, but every turn you made seemed to lead to another unfamiliar wing of the manor. you wandered through a corridor lined with floor-to-ceiling windows that overlooked the expansive grounds. one window was cracked open, and a soft breeze tugged at your curiosity.
“maybe the kitchen has a garden entrance?” you reasoned aloud, stepping through the side door.
before you knew it, you were outside, standing near a hedge maze that seemed like a metaphor for your situation at that moment. “great,” you muttered. “lost inside and outside. perfect.”
you plopped down on a bench near the maze entrance, deciding to take a breather before figuring out how to get back. the breeze was nice, the gardens were peaceful . . . maybe this wasn’t so bad.
meanwhile, in the batcave, tim was focused on a particularly stubborn piece of tech when he glanced at the clock and realized you’d been gone for an hour.
an hour. to get to the kitchen.
at first, he brushed it off, assuming you’d gotten distracted by something—probably a painting or one of the endless wayne family heirlooms like you always did.
but when you didn’t answer his texts and a quick check of the kitchen proved empty, he started to worry.
“alfred?” he called, jogging up the stairs. “have you seen [name]?”
“not since they went looking for the kitchen,” the old butler replied, though there was a faint twinkle of amusement in his eyes.
tim sighed, running a hand through his hair. “they’re lost again, aren’t they?”
“quite possibly.”
your boyfriend set off to search, his worry growing as he checked room after room. the library, the sitting room, even the game room—all empty. “where are you?” he muttered, glancing out a window just in time to spot a familiar figure sitting outside near the hedge maze. relief washed over him, quickly followed by exasperation.
he made his way outside, his footsteps crunching on the gravel path as he approached. “there you are,” he said, his voice a mix of relief and incredulity.
you looked up, startled, and then gave him a sheepish smile. “hey, tim. uh, fancy seeing you here?”
“you’ve been gone for an hour. the kitchen is inside the house.”
“i know,” you said quickly, standing up. “but i got a little turned around, and then j thought maybe there was an outside entrance, and—”
“and you ended up here,” he finished for you, gesturing to the hedge maze. “why didn’t you call me?”
“i didn’t want to bother you,” you admitted, your voice small.
he sighed, stepping closer and resting his hands on your shoulders. “you’re never bothering me. especially not when you’re wandering around like a lost puppy.”
“hey!” you protested, though you couldn’t help but smile at the affectionate teasing in his tone.
tim shook his head, a soft grin tugging at his lips. “come on, let’s get you back inside before you decide to explore the maze and I have to send out a search party.”
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telamonisms · 2 months ago
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*Kicks down your front door from the back of the house* Hey, how's it going? can I request HCs of how to survivors (it can be all or some of them it's your choice) react/feel about the new arrival Survivor (GN) reader who has the abilities of a fisherman?
-🐙Anon
✦Whatever did my poor door do to you? I'm billing the repair costs to you, but welcome in I supose, please do take a seat.
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✦SURVIVORS WITH A FISHERMAN READER HCS✦
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First let's go over Reader's abilities and role.
You are a Support and have three abilities.
Bountiful Seas! - Catch a random marine animal that you may eat or throw to another Survivors for randomized buffs.
Catch of the Day! - Catch a fresh fish that provides the same healing as Elliot's pizzas, this one can only be used to heal other Survivors.
Reel the Line! - Aim and cast your fishing line at another Survivor to reel them in, getting them out of whatever tight situation they might be in if a Killer is chasing them. This ability has the longest cooldown and can only be successfully used if you aim it properly and the Survivor is completely unobstructed by anything.
Because of your moveset, despite being a Support, you're most useful when sticking close to the Sentries.
Now onto the headcanons.
✦Shedletsky
May joke about if you can catch him some fried chicken or a fish that tastes like it.
He's impressed when you first reel him in, commenting on how strong you are while giving you a thankful pat on your shoulder.
If you take that chance to make a joke about how you did catch him some fried chicken he gets red on the face.
He tries to make sure that you're safe, knowing that Killers are likely to go after you if they spot you close to any of the Sentries.
✦Noob
They enjoy listening to your open sea tales and will ask if you've ever caught any sea monsters.
If you have, they will be begging you to tell them all about it, show them any cool scars you got from it.
They grow a taste for knowing about marine life and will ask The Spectre for a book on it to read and have more topic of conversation with you.
✦Elliot
Adores that there's a new support in the team, you never miss his pizzas either which he's grateful for.
He gets targeted a lot by the Killers for obvious reasons which means you've had to reel him in the most, he will forver be grateful to you for the saves and will make sure to always be able to provide pizza whenever you ask for it.
Since you have a "sea appetite", when outside rounds, he will make sure to cook marine pizzas for you specifically, want tuna? Anchovies? Sardines? You got them!
✦007n7
You don't have any sort of aprehension towards him which he's thankful for, you like to keep him company and in turn he opens up to you.
He's the one you've had to reel in the least as he can use the c00lgui to get himself out of trouble, if anything, you've reeled in his clones more.
You feel sorry for his situation with c00lkidd but try to stay positive about it, telling him cool fish facts and telling him they're so when you all get out of here, he can retell them to his son. He got teary eyed and thanked you.
✦Two Time
Another one you barely have to reel in, though when you do or when you heal them, they always thank the Spawn, which mildly annoys you because hey, that was you! Not some random deity!
They seem interested in sea monsters so you tell them about them. The more you do, the more fascinated they act.
They keep telling you about the Spawn and about how you should try to sacrifice a sea monster to it in hopes to be granted a respawn. You don't know what to do with this infor mation so you just tell them about sea myths and beliefs in turn.
✦Chance
You've learnt to reel him in if the Killer gets within a certain distance of him and all he's doing is flipping that coin of his. He's always thankful.
He likes that Bountiful Seas! is a randomized mechanic, insists that "gamble mechanics are gamble mechanics" and therefore says you're an honorary gambler.
Attempts to throw sea related jokes and flirts your way, wether they land or not is also a gamble.
✦Guest 1337
Another one that, for child having reasons, you keep telling cool fish facts to, although he seems interested for himself as well.
You've not had to reel him in even once yet and he plans to keep it like that, he also is even fiercer than Shedletsky in his motivation to make sure you're safe at all times when near him.
He gets curious about if you know any marine food recipes and will ask you to teach him to cook them, if you'd like to of course.
✦Builderman
He's vulnerable while he builds his turrets and dispensers so you've fallen into the habit of always throwing some Catch of the Day! at him in hopes it gives him resistance as well as keeping around in hopes to distract the Killer long enough for him to finish his work.
Outside of rounds you two seem to have bonded over stories about work you two have exchanged, you enjoy the casual time with him and he enjoys it too.
You've had to reel him in a coulple of times and without fail he always thanks you and makes sure to tell you where he plans to next place a dispenser at so you can go to it should you need to.
✦Dusekkar
Despite the ammount of creatures you've seen in your years in the sea, you still were struck confused on if a pumpkin-headed floating...guy? Spirit...? What is he? Could eat, nevertheless you fulfilled your duty as a Support towards him as well and he always made sure to return the favor, embuing you with speed or shielding you whenever a Killer targeted you.
You've had to reel him in a good ammount of times, seeing how he becomes almost stationary with slowness whenever he's shielding someone, meaning he practically becomes fresh meat for the Killers. He is always so thankful and heartfelt with his words.
You enjoy spending your off-rounds time with him the most, the two of you exchanging tales of myths and legends or simply reading together, you enjoy the quietness of eachother's company.
✦Taph
It took you a while to manage to decypher what he said whenever he signed, not being familiar with sign language before, you had to ask him to teach you, he was really happy that you wanted to learn for yourself rather than rely on someone else for translations.
One time your casting line got caught between some obstacles while in a round and ended up snapping, Taph having seen that as he was the one who you were trying to reel in, offered to repair it using some of his tripwire after he managed to outrun the killer. Now he always gives you spares in case your line breaks again.
One time asked you to make him fish brownies, you had no idea on how to pull that off but still took up the challenge. You're convinced you've created some sort of food homunculus god meal that could honestly kill the entity that trapped you all in here, everyone else seems to agree that noone should eat them and they should be treated like toxic waste. Not Taph though...he ate them all and practically licked the plate clean before asking for more.
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✦Once more, welcome 🐙 anon to the blog and thank you for the creative request. I do hope you enjoy these.
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imhalfplastic · 5 days ago
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dating vernon as his personal ragebait target
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vernon likes to piss people off for fun. mostly seungkwan. so here's how it'd go if he decided you were his favorite person to annoy:
(inspired by this tiktok!!!)
the kind of person who keeps life interesting (and mildly irritating):
makes up fake arguments for no reason. “tony the tiger would absolutely destroy the lucky charms guy.” says it with his whole chest and won't let it go. you try to move on, but now he's googling stats like it's a real fight.
gives you the aux cord, complains about every single song. “this again?” five minutes later he's screaming the chorus out the window like he wrote it.
says “you suck at this” while you're playing a game, then immediately loses. tries to laugh it off. “okay wow. i didn't mean it. i was being funny. stop looking at me like that.”
eats your food slowly while making eye contact. “you weren't gonna finish it anyway.” (you were. he knows. he just wanted the reaction.)
watches you struggle with a jar and says “you got it” from the couch. when you glare at him, he's like “i believe in you babe” (he helps eventually. after laughing.)
grabs your hand randomly and cracks your knuckles because he knows it annoys you. then goes, straight-faced, “did it hurt?” like he's doing a check-up.
daily acts of emotional terrorism:
takes 500 photos of you sleeping and shows them all like a presentation. “by the way, you snore a little. just saying.”
texts you from the next room: “can u bring me a snack. i love you. urgent.” when you say no, he just sends 🥺 and “ok then i'll starve.”
always has a fake fact ready. says it so confidently you start questioning your own memory. “flamingos are born blue.” “that's not...wait. are they?”
mimics your voice perfectly when you're mad. you say “ugh i'm tired” he goes “ugh i'm tired” like a cartoon version of you. “that's not what i sound like.” “that's exactly what you sound like.”
will walk just a little faster than you so you're forced to catch up. turns around like “what's wrong, your little legs can't keep up?”
calls you by your full name when you're acting weird. “this what we're doing now, [full name]? this who we are as people?”
pretends not to hear you when you call his name, then gives you the fakest “oh, were you talking to me?” face.
always whispers something dumb in serious moments. like during a formal dinner: “this bread kinda tastes like your shampoo.” you choke. he laughs.
mild emotional sabotage (he calls it flirting):
asks hypothetical questions out of nowhere. “if we broke up who do you think would get custody of our imaginary cat?”
laughs so hard he grabs your shoulders and just shakes you. “WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS.”
stares at you when you're rambling, not even listening, just smiling like you're the most interesting person in the world. when you ask what, he shrugs. “you're just cute when you talk too much.”
ends arguments with “come cuddle. i don't like when you sit far.” even when it's 100% his fault. especially when it's his fault.
always fakes forgetting dates. “wait... what's today again?” then pulls out a handwritten letter and a gift he's been hiding for weeks. “got you. you were ready to fight me.”
calls you “dude” in the middle of soft moments. “dude you look really pretty right now” you glitch. he pretends not to notice.
sends you tiktoks of animals doing stupid things with “you” follows it up with “but in a good way” when you threaten to block him.
movie nights turn into debates because he’s a quiet talker and you miss half his jokes. “did you hear that?” “no” “okay wait. rewind. i need you to hear it. it was gold.” (you end up rewatching the same 2 minutes four times)
and somehow, it all ends the same way:
he messes with you nonstop. pokes, mimics, provokes, pretends. but eventually he pulls you in, arms around your waist, voice barely above a whisper. “you know i only mess with you because i love you, right?” you roll your eyes. and yeah. you do.
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chaot1c0 · 18 days ago
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hard to fall for - atsumu m.
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atsumu liked to believe he wouldn't ever fall for anyone- that it'd be the other way around.
yet here he was, grumbling about you to osamu, and realizing that he did, in fact, like you.
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you weren't drawn to him.
it seemed exactly like the opposite.
you were reserved, quiet but not shy, and overall just in your own world. at first atsumu thought you were shy. he thought, "she'll probably fall for me once I talk to her."
oh, how wrong he was.
he walked up to you, mildly flirting, and all you did was give a polite nod and smile. barely answered. no blushing. no stammering. nothing.
just politeness.
he chalked it off as shy, because surely you were just pretending to be uninterested, right?
except he began to doubt himself when you continued.
you weren't interested, and he was beginning to grow more frustrated with the thought.
especially because he kept coming back, for reasons unknown to him.
whatever those reasons were, it definitely wasn't because he liked you.
..right?
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"she gets on my nerves, 'samu! why can't she just be flustered or somethin' when she's talkin' to me?" atsumu grumbled, trudging through the hallways with a bored osamu walking next to him.
osamu shrugged, not even interested in the rant that his twin was going on about. "maybe you just suck," he commented dryly, entirely fed up with his twin brother. atsumu merely grumbled once more.
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atsumu would flirt.
you would merely blink.
he would get annoyed later on.
that's how it routinely went.
until the day you offered him medicine when he was sick. you held it out to him, after you had caught up to him, and as soon as he took it you left without a word.
that was the day atsumu realized something.
you did care, you just cared in your own quiet way. and maybe you just weren't interested in him, but you did notice things.
you noticed him.
and that fact alone wouldn't stop bothering him for the rest of the day.
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after that he started noticing things. like how you gave the tiniest smile when he messed up a line while trying to flirt with you, or how you hummed sometimes when there was a song you just couldn't get out of your head.
he noticed the way your laugh sounded, the exact way you smiled, how your voice sounded, and how your hair framed your face.
he thought that maybe it was just him being hyperaware, that it would go away.
it didn't.
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he didn't know what to do with himself, especially since you were starting to talk to him now that he'd toned down his flirting a bit.
every time he managed to make you laugh, his heart would race.
when you smiled his way, he stuttered and lost his train of thought.
as soon as you walked into the room, his ears would turn red.
but it wasn't a crush, right?
no way. it couldn't be.
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except it is. and he realizes after he sees you, in the crowd, watching his game.
and once he realizes, it only gets worse from there.
whatever reactions he's been having before?
immediately intensified.
now even his whole face turns red sometimes.
worst part? you merely smile at him and ask if he's okay, while he can already hear osamu's teasing voice.
but he'll keep chasing every reaction from you if it meant one day you'll stop and wait for him to finally catch up.
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I have no idea what I wrote thank you and goodbye
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docrobinavitch · 2 months ago
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i can’t recall if i already put in a suggestion, but my idea is a dr robby girlfriend/wife reader
reader deathly afraid of needles but takes injections every week for migraines. michael takes his “lunch break” to calm reader down and help her through the injection.
hiii bestie thank you so much for the request! i took some liberties with this so i hope that's ok. this should've been a relatively short prompt, but i am apparently incapable of writing anything without establishing backstory!
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time after time
dr. robby x wife!reader content: 18+ mdni, swearing, needles (obvie), some canon medical stuff, but barely words: 4.8k
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It had been Robby’s idea for you to see a neurologist for your migraines. He had been begging you to for as long as he’d known you.
The first time he came home from a shift to find you laying down in the shower with the lights off, it scared the shit out of him.
“What the fuck?” He flipped the light switch on and dropped to the side of the tub.
But you seemed annoyed and groggy as you squinted against the sudden brightness, “Lights off, please.”
He looked at you incredulously, but since you didn’t seem to be dying, he obeyed, “I thought you fell.” He said, sitting down next to the tub and rubbing at his face.
“The sound of the shower and the feel of it against my head is soothing the pain,” You murmured, “Also,” You gestured to the toilet, “Proximity if I need to puke.”
He shook his head, “You could’ve warned me.”
You hummed, “Lost track of time. I don’t know how long I’ve been here.”
“That’s… mildly concerning.” You didn’t say anything else, but he continued to sit there, unwilling to leave you alone in this state, “Would you see a neurologist if I got you a referral?”
“No.” You said immediately.
“Why not?” He asked, though they had already had this conversation. He wondered, though, if asking while you were in the middle of an episode would change your tune.
“I’ve been dealing with it just fine by myself.”
He huffed a laugh through his nose, “I’m not sure I would call this just fine. Did you take Advil?”
“Yes.”
“Did it work?”
You didn’t answer, which was an answer on its own.
“I hate seeing you like this.” He said quietly.
“Then go in another room.”
He smirked, you were stubborn. To a fault sometimes. But so was he. He would wear you down. Not that day perhaps, but eventually.
“Can’t leave you here unsupervised when you’re like this. You could slip and fall when you try to get out.”
You sighed, “Well then, I guess we’re at an impasse.”
And it went like that for years, Michael repeatedly asking you to see a neurologist, you refusing.
It wasn’t until a year into your marriage that you finally agreed. Lately the attacks had become more frequent and lasting for longer periods.
Michael had been checking on you when he was home, but for the most part you would shrug him off and go back to sleep. It had been days, now since it started. But you wouldn’t listen when he said maybe you should go to the ER for fluids and meds. So he would leave you, putting a security camera in your bedroom so he could check on you while he was at work.
You had rolled your eyes when you watched him angle the camera towards the bed, “You know, baby, we could be doing much more exciting things with a camera in the bedroom than watch me sleep.”
“Yes,” He nodded solemnly, “And it’s a shame that we can’t do any of those fun things because you refuse treatment—“
You groaned and tugged a blanket over your head, “Thank you, Dr. Robinavitch, that’ll be all.”
He had smirked and pulled the blanket back down, kissing your forehead, “You know how to find me if you need me. I love you.”
When he checked a few hours later and you were off camera, he assumed maybe you were feeling better, maybe had gone to eat something. Or, you had gone to lay in the shower in the dark. He sent off a quick text to check in and then jumped back into another case.
But a half hour later, Dana was coming to find him, “I need you in North 11.”
“Just a second.” Robby was gloved up, watching Collins and Santos drain some blood that had collected around a patient’s lungs.
“I really don’t think you want to wait for this one.” He turned and looked at Dana. Her face was hard to read, but she wasn’t one to insist if it wasn’t important.
“Collins, you got this?”
“Sats are rising,” She glanced up at Robby, “We’ll call if we need you.”
“What is it?” Robby said as he degloved and threw away his robe.
Dana sighed, “Your wife is here. She’s fine.” She added at the look on his face, “Well, not fine. But she’ll live. Status migrainosis.” He nodded, but showed no other reaction, “You don’t seem surprised that she’s here.”
“She’s had a migraine for three days now, mostly bed ridden.”
“And you left her at home?”
He huffed a laugh, “When have you ever known my wife to do something just because I suggested it? Do you think I should have tossed her over my shoulder and brought her here against her wishes?”
“Point taken.”
Robby started walking, Dana trailed a step behind, “She brought herself here?”
“I think she Ubered, but she was pretty upset when she got here, it was hard to understand her. She didn’t want you to know she was here.”
Robby slowed and turned back to Dana, “Why wouldn’t she want me to know she was here?”
Dana gave him a knowing look, “Come on, Robby. You’ve been begging her to see a doctor for years now. The two of you are competitive and stubborn as hell. Her being here means you won.”
He gave a short laugh and began walking again, “Well she can’t be that bad if she’s thinking about winning.”
“As if you weren’t thinking about it, too.”
“How dare you. My beautiful wife is in so much pain she’s in my ER and you think I’m thinking about winning?”
“I don’t think,” Dana smirked, “I know.”
Robby pushed back the curtain to see you sniffling, curled on the bed and around a basin you appeared to have been vomiting in. You wore one of his hoodies which was tugged over your head, the strings pulled tight enough that it partially covered your eyes.
He sighed and pulled a stool close to the bed, “Hey, sweetheart.” He said softly stroking a hand on your bare ankle, “I hear you’re in a lot of pain.”
You glared up at Dana, “Traitor.”
“Sorry, kid.” Dana smiled and backed out, pulling the curtain closed behind her.
With just the two of you now, he could see you struggling not to cry, “The pain’s only gotten worse and worse and I couldn’t stop puking and I got scared.”
“It’s okay, you’re probably dehydrated. It’s likely that this was just your normal migraine, but since the pain’s worse than you’re used to, we’re going to run some tests to be sure.” He started to glove up as he spoke, “We’ll give you fluids and some meds intravenously for the pain while we wait for a spot to open up for CT.”
“Intravenously?” You squirmed away from his touch, “Can’t I just take them orally and chug a bunch of water?”
He eyed you strangely, “They won’t work fast enough that way, you’d probably keep puking them up.”
You rubbed a hand at your face, frustrated as tears began flowing again, “I can’t,” You cried.
“What do you mean you can’t?” He asked gently.
“Needles.” You mumbled.
He raised his eyebrows, “You’re afraid of needles?”
You nodded, still sniffling.
He almost laughed, “How did I not know this? In all the time we’ve been together haven’t you gotten vaccines or bloodwork done?”
You sighed and closed your eyes, tilting your head back against the bed, “If I absolutely have to, I wear noise canceling headphones and a blindfold so I don’t know when it’s coming.”
“Doesn’t that make it worse?”
You shrugged, “I don’t know, but it’s stopped me from punching healthcare workers involuntarily. They don’t like it when you do that.”
Robby nods solemnly, “Yeah, I can imagine. Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I don’t know.” You sighed helplessly, “I thought maybe you’d think it was silly.”
“It’s not silly,” He said softly, “It’s a very common phobia.”
You closed your eyes and leaned your head back, “I hate it when you do that.”
“Do what?”
“Talk to me like I’m a patient you’re trying to soothe.”
He sighed, “Well, right now you are my patient and we have to get those fluids and meds in your body sooner rather than later, so I’m sorry to say, but we’ll have to put an IV in and we’ll have to take some blood too once you’re hydrated—“ You looked at him with horror and he said quickly, “But you probably won’t even feel the second one once you’re hydrated, alright. It’ll be super quick, I promise. And I’ll be here the whole time. I’m gonna go get Dana, okay?”
Robby sighed and walked out of the room.
“How is she?” Dana was immediately next to him.
Robby sighed, “She’s deathly afraid of needles.”
“You’re kidding,” Dana playfully shoved his arm, “You’ve been with her how long and you didn’t know? Some husband you are.”
He nodded and looked at the floor, “I feel awful I didn’t know. It explains why she’s always been so resistant to come here or go to the neurologist.”
“It’s okay, Robby. Happens to the best of us,” She clapped him over the shoulder, “Do you want help with the IV?”
“Yeah, I thought maybe you could do it. I don’t do them often and I don’t want to miss her vein.”
 Dana laughed, “Ah, so if I miss the vein, she can hate me instead.”
“Exactly.” Robby said as they pulled the curtain back around your bed.
You were puking again when they walked in and Robby immediately put a hand to your back to soothe you. It looked like you were vomiting straight bile now, which he imagined was very painful and only further exacerbating your migraine pain.
“Could we… Turn these lights off?” You asked calmly, but tears were streaming down your face and you were shaking.
They couldn’t turn the lights off because you weren’t in a room. “Do we have any private rooms?” He asked Dana quietly.
“Oh, no,” You said immediately, “I don’t want to take that from a patient who actually needs it—“
“You are a patient and you need it.” Robby said, and then turned back to Dana.
“We don’t, but we could put her in the family room. One of them has a little couch she could lay on.”
Robby nodded, “Could you grab a wheelchair?”
Robby fussed over you, carrying you into the wheelchair when you said you could walk. Rubbing your back when you inevitably vomited again. And although Dana would do the IV insertion, Robby disinfected your skin and tied the tourniquet.
Despite your best efforts, you whimpered when the tourniquet tightened. Robby looked up at you, “Did I hurt you?” He asked softly.
You shook your head, but didn’t say anything, worried you’d start sobbing if you tried to speak. You felt silly about how afraid of the needles you were. Anyone else would barely flinch at the thought of it. But it made you feel sick.
Robby came around to your other side, taking the hand that wasn’t about to be poked, “Look at me.” He smiled when you obliged, his eyes warm and loving, “Do you want to know what’s happening or would you prefer not to know?”
You took in a shuddering breath, “Could you distract me, please?”
He held your hand to his mouth, bending his forehead towards yours, “This was supposed to be a surprise, but I booked us an Airbnb in the mountains for Memorial day weekend.”
Your lips turned up just marginally and Robby watched as Dana prepped the IV behind you, “Will there be a hot tub?”
Robby laughed, “Yes, there will be a hot tub and it has an excellent view.”
“That’s good,” You seemed to be relaxing a bit more now, eyes barely opened, muscles deflating, “Because I bought a new bikini last week. I must’ve known subconsciously I would need it.”
He hummed, Dana was getting very close to inserting the needle, “What color is it?”
“It’s blue,” You licked your lips, “I know how you like me in blue.”
He smirked, “I like you in every color.” He said, and at the same time Dana inserted the needle. You jumped just a little, but you weren’t crying anymore.
“All done, sweetheart.” Dana said softly and took off the tourniquet, “You did great.”
Dana left the room, giving them some privacy, and Robby sat in the dark with you for a few minutes.
“You should get back to your patients,” You said, eyes closed.
He watched you carefully, “I’m going to refer you to a neurologist in the hospital. I’ll make sure an appointment gets scheduled where I can go with you. Okay?”
You swallowed and kept your eyes closed, “Okay.”
He leaned over and kissed you lightly, “I love you, I’ll be back in a bit to check on you.”
“Okay, love you.”
And so, you had gone to that appointment and had been prescribed Aimovig, a medication that needed to be injected once a month. You had tried to argue your way out of it, but the neurologist insisted it would be your best bet at reducing the number of episodes.
“Baby,” Michael whispered to you, “I can do it for you every time, I promise—“
“You don’t know what I’m like when—“ You sighed, cutting yourself off, “I was in so much pain the last time in the ER, I couldn’t put up much of a fight. What if I hurt you or something?”
He laughed, “You think I’ve never had a combative patient before?”
You pinched the bridge of your nose, “I’m your wife.”
He leaned in closely, his nose brushing against the shell of your ear, “Can we just try it, honey? It might work so well you find it worth it.”
You swallowed tightly and then clapped your hands together. “Fine.”
Robby had given you the first shot there in the neurologist’s office. The neurologist had left the room.
You were already beginning to shake, watching as Robby put on a pair of gloves.
“I’m going to inject it in the back of your arm, so you’re not going to see me do it.”
You felt a wet cotton pad on the back of your arm, “Now, I want you to try something for me.” He said, and you heard the cap of the injection pop off, “Could you sing our first dance song for me?”
You gave a short laugh of surprise, “You’re serious?”
“Humor me.”
Against your will, you were smiling already. Your wedding had been dreamy and romantic, everything you had wanted. You were married, just the two of you, a photographer, and an ordained minister at the top of a mountain. You had both read your vows through tears. Later, you had dinner and dancing in a garden at the base of the mountain with your friends and family. Your first dance had been to Time After Time, but a more acoustic version of it sung by Lennon Stella. The original version with Cyndi Lauper had played in a bar on one of your first few dates and you had had to coax Michael to the dance floor with you. It had been your first dance then and at your wedding. You had thought yourself very clever for that, but you had kept that secret between you and Michael.
“Fine, but only if you sing it with me.”
He chuckled, “Deal.”
You say go slow I fall behind The second hand unwinds If you’re lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting Time after time
You winced at the sting of the needle and your heart rate picked up, “Keep singing.” Michael urged.
If you’re lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting Time after time
As you both finished singing the second chorus, you felt Michael place a bandaid to your arm, “There you go,” He said and gently turned you to face him, “That wasn’t so bad, hm?”
Thirty days had passed since and Michael kept forgetting to help you with the second injection.
“Honey, I am so sorry.” He said that morning, rushing through the house to get ready for shift, “Why don’t you stop by the ER this afternoon and I’ll do it on my lunch break?”
You laughed, not looking up from the novel perched in your hand. It was a Saturday and you were sat at the kitchen table, eating a bagel and sipping your coffee slowly, dressed in only one of Robby’s old T-shirts.
“You forget I have been to the ER,” You swallowed the bagel in your mouth, “I know you don’t get a lunch break, baby.”
He leaned down to kiss you and as he pulled away, booped your nose, “Don’t be a smart ass. Bring the Aimovig and call Dana when you get there, she’ll come find me.”
“Yes, sir.” You mock saluted him and he rolled his eyes.
“Don’t forget it needs to be taken out of the fridge at least 30 minutes before injection.”
“I know.” You said, not looking up from your book.
He paused at the doorway of your home, looking down the entryway, he could see you perched at the kitchen table, your legs pulled tight to your chest. He never understood how you could sit comfortably like that, “You’ll come, right?” He asked, one AirPod in his hand, the other already in his ear, “You won’t pretend that you forgot?”
You looked up from your book to meet his gaze, the beginnings of a smirk on your face. Slowly, you looked to the clock on the wall, “You’re gonna be late.”
He sighed and lightly knocked the heel of his hand against the doorway, “Okay, I’ll see you later.”
“I love you, have a good day!” You shouted after him.
“Love you too,” He replied, closing the door behind him.
***
“Dana,” Robby leaned over the desk at the hub, “My wife may be stopping by at some point today, could you come find me when she gets here?”
“Yeah, sure, everything okay?”
He nodded, “She was prescribed Aimovig for her migraines, I told her to come here so I could inject it for her.”
“Why don’t you just do it at home?”
He sighed heavily, “Because I keep forgetting and I think she keeps allowing me to forget to keep delaying it.”
Dana smirked as they began doing rounds, “If she’s delaying it, what makes you think she’d come here of her own free will?”
“She told me she would,” He shrugged, “I can’t keep treating her like a patient or a rebellious child, I can tell it’s getting on her nerves. She said she would come so I’m taking her at her word.”
“Fair enough.” Dana said, “I’ll let you know when she gets here.”
“Thank you.”
***
When you walked into the ER waiting room, you immediately felt your anxiety tick up. Walking to the window, you knocked sharply to get Lupe’s attention. You gave her a wave and a smile and she waved you through, unlocking the double doors that led to the ER.
Taking a deep breath, you exhaled shakily as you walked over to the hub where you saw Dana.
“How’s my sister wife doing today?” You asked playfully. You knew about the running joke that Dana was Robby’s work wife. When you found out about it, Robby had worried it would make you jealous, but you had only laughed and joked that you always wanted a sister wife.
Dana looked up and smiled, “Mrs. Robinavitch, we weren’t sure you’d show.”
“Ah,” You leaned against the hub, “You mean my husband didn’t believe me when I said I would come.”
“Oh, can you blame him, kid?”
You clasped your hands tightly in front of you to try and stop the shaking, “Did you know he told me to come in during his ‘lunch break’?”
Dana laughed loudly, “Lunch break? He’s lucky if he has time to stop and take a piss.”
You chuckled, “Yeah, that’s what I said.”
“Alright, let me go find him, you wait here.”
You nodded, letting the smile fall from your face as Dana left. You were very good at covering up your anxiety when you needed to be, but your breathing trembled and your hands still shook.
“Hey,” A warm hand settled on your shoulder, squeezing lightly, “I’m glad you came.”
You turned to see your husband, “Well, don’t sound so surprised. You asked me to come, I said I would, so I’m here.”
He smiled, “Alright, follow me.”
You trailed behind him through the chaos of the ER.
“Dr. Robby!” You turned at the sound of your husband’s nickname to see what looked like a resident running after him.
“Not now,” He said quickly.
“But, I need—“
“Go ask literally anyone else, I will be with you shortly, Dr. Santos.”
You followed behind him into what you recognized to be the family room. He sighed deeply as he closed the door behind you, muffling the din of the ER.
“I can wait here for you,” You said softly, “If you need to go deal with that.”
“No,” He said and turned to you, smiling, “You have my undivided attention.”
You smiled tightly, “Great.”
“Oh, come on,” He cradled your face gently in his hands and you closed your eyes at his touch, “It’ll be over before you know it. I’ll be very gentle.”
Your eyes watered, but you nodded.
“Did you bring the Aimovig?”
You nodded again, reaching into your bag for it, but your hands were still shaky and as you pulled it out, it fell from your hands. Robby caught it in his hand, eyes focused on you the way they always did when he was worried about you.
“Why don’t you sit down over here?” He guided you gently to a chair, “I brought you some treats.” He pulled out a Polar seltzer can and a small package of Nutter Butters.
You managed a small smile as you took the Seltzer can from him and popped it open, “Thank you.”
He pulled on a pair of gloves while you focused on your breathing, barely taking a sip from your seltzer.
“No Nutter Butters?” He asked mildly, “I thought they were your favorite.”
You take in a shaky breath, “They are, but I am pretty nauseous at the moment. Wouldn’t want to start puking in your ER.”
“I can have Dana grab you some anti nausea meds.”
“No,” You said, “I’ll be fine once it’s done.”
He sat on a stool and rolled over to you, sliding between your knees, “Take a deep breath for me?”
“Michael, I don’t need a diagnosis, I think it’s pretty clear what’s going on with me.”
“Come on, I’ll do it with you,” He slid a hand to your inner knee, “Deep breath.”
You rolled your eyes, but did as you were told. Michael breathed with you, and though you hated to admit it, it was soothing to hear the sound of his breathing in sync with yours. The weight of his hand on your knee and the light circles his thumb made against you grounding.
“Better?”
You nodded, “A little.”
“Good, turn around for me?”
You straddled the back of the chair, taking a deep breath as you felt the wet cotton pad against your skin, “How’s your day so far?” You asked.
He chuckled, “You want to know about my day right now?”
“You act like I never ask you,” You sighed, “I’m asking for you to distract me so I don’t have a full blown panic attack. Who was that resident earlier? I haven’t seen her before.”
“Dr. Santos? New intern.” He pinched the muscle in the back of your arm between two of his fingers and you heard the cap on the injection clatter to the floor. “She’s good. Smart. Observant. Sometimes too ambitious for her own good. More empathetic than people give her credit for.”
You groaned quietly feeling the prick of the needle in your skin, exhaling shakily.
“Just another second, you’re doing so good, baby... And, done.” You felt the bandaid on your skin and heard the snap of Michael’s gloves as he tossed them in the trash.
Then his hands were on you, turning you to look at him, “Hey, you did it. You okay?”
You nodded, your anxiety leaving you in a rush. You felt Robby’s hands on your face again and you leaned into him, “You said I did good?”
He laughed, “Very good,” He grabbed the Nutter Butters and opened the packaging, “Eat.”
Just then the family room door opened and you recognized Dr. Mohan at the door, “Oh, um, Mrs. Robinavitch, I—I didn’t know you were here, sorry to interrupt, I—“
“What do you need, Mohan?” Michael asked and you tried to hide your laugh. It was always like this with the residents. Something about seeing you with Robby really flustered them. You listened as they spoke about a patient and then Mohan was gone.
“What do you do to your residents that they look so goddamn scared whenever they see you with me?”
He rolled his eyes, “Eat your cookie, please, I’ll be back in a few minutes to check on you.”
“You’re insufferable when you baby me.” You said, but took a bite of the cookie anyway.
He kissed the top of your head on his way out, “Complain all you want, I know you like it.”
You smirked as you watched him head back into the ER, Dr. Mohan following him closely.
With Michael gone and your anxiety leaving you, you fully took in the Nutter Butters and seltzer. Your favorite cookies and favorite drink.
You had always been annoyed by his insistence to get you treatment for your migraines. It wasn’t like he had been the first partner of yours to suggest you see a doctor, but he was the first to not give up, despite your stubbornness.
He had pushed, but he had never made you do anything you didn’t agree to. And now, in the face of your silly phobia, he had cared for you with no judgment, and thought to bring your favorite snacks in even in the chaos of his work day.
Obviously, he loved you very much. It had never been up for question, you knew the reason he was so stubborn was because he cared about you and hated seeing you in pain. But still, sometimes, it was nice to be reminded.
After a few minutes, true to his word, Michael returned.
“Feeling better?”
“Much.” You said, and reached for his hand, pulling him down to sit next to you, “Thank you.”
“Yeah, of course.” He smiled at you, “You’re not lightheaded or dizzy?”
“No,” You said and held up the cookie wrapper, “The cookies really helped.”
His grin widened, “Good. You’re cleared to go home, then.” He kissed your forehead and then stood to go, but you pulled him back down.
“If I’m not gonna see you for another six to seven hours, I’m gonna need a better kiss than that.” You smirked.
He chuckled, but seemed happy to humor you, taking your face in his hands he kissed you, long and slow. He slipped his tongue into your mouth, keeping you anchored to him with a hand at the back of your neck. Your toes curled in your shoes when he sucked your lower lip into his mouth and bit down gently.
As he pulled away, just slightly, you were still leaning into him for more, “Was that better?” He asked, cocky grin on his face.
You cleared your throat, sure you were blushing, “Yeah, that was fine.”
“Well I gotta get back to it now. I’ll see you at home?”
“Um, I have dinner plans with some friends in town so I might be back later than you, but yes.”
He nodded, “Okay,” He kissed your forehead again, “Be careful. I love you.”
“Always. I love you. Make sure you eat something, please.”
He nodded to acknowledge he’d heard you, and then he was gone, back in the thick of it.
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frostkissedheart · 2 months ago
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— I Won't Say (I'm In Love); Loki × reader headcanons.
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Just deluluing, don't take this too seriously, I'm not a writer and I don't really speak english, yadayada
— masterlist.
Loki didn’t mean to care. He was curious at first, about how you treated him with neither fear nor reverence, just... normalcy. It was... disarming.
You make him laugh once. A real, startled laugh. He covers his mouth like it betrayed him.
He tries to tell himself you’re just a fleeting interest. A pleasant distraction. But then you’re late one day and he panics, pacing back and forth and rehearsing a thousand ways to say to himself he’s not worried, he’s just annoyed. Annoying midgardian.
He conjures little illusions to make you laugh; tiny dragons that curl around your fingers, butterflies made of stardust. He says he just enjoys showing off his great powers to simple mortals like you.
One night, you ask what he’s most afraid of. He doesn’t answer. Instead, he says: "What are you most afraid of?" you reply, “Not being wanted.” He goes very quiet after that.
He calls you “darling” or “dearest” half-jokingly, but one day he says it without the teasing, annoying smile; and you feel it sink into your bones.
He insists you’re “mildly tolerable” while making sure no one else gets too close to you. He denies being possessive of you; he just doesn’t trust anyone else with your time. Or your laugh. Or your attention. Ever.
He tries to talk himself out of caring. “They’re mortal. Temporary. Fleeting. Unimportant.” He says it with all the conviction of a man who’s already doomed.
You bring him snacks once during a long day and he says “I didn’t ask for this.” Then eats it in silence and memorizes the flavor so he can recreate it with magic later.
The moment he realizes he loves you is, frankly, horrifying. You’re just sitting there, hair a mess, humming some horrifying Midgardian tune off-key, and he nearly drops the book he’s pretending to read. “This is ridiculous." he mutters to himself. "I’m cursed." you blink. “Did you say something?" He glares at the wall like it insulted him, then storms out of the room. “Cursed! Clearly!"
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writing-mlm · 2 months ago
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Can't let you go
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Summary: Mark’s been caught on the receiving end of an alien pollen and the doctor prescribed only one remedy. Pairing: Mark Grayson x Male!Reader Word count: 1.6k Tags/Warnings: sfw pollen trope, reader has unspecified ice powers, mentions of the GotG incident, mentions of death of father, secret relationship trope thrown in there, a couple of smooches A/n: I fully posted this with the name unedited omfg
It wasn’t unusual for Debbie to find you on her couch, simply relaxing waiting for Mark to get home. She never minded, in fact, she was glad that her son’s friend felt comfortable in her home. Lord knows that she didn’t for the longest time after finding out the truth about Nolan and the whole pet thing. 
You’ve been coming over for as long as she could remember, your father had been a Guardian of the Globe, passing before the whole incident a couple of years ago, so your mother and Debbie were ecstatic to be having kids at the same time. She remembered watching the two of you run around the house, pretending to be your fathers and making a mess of her living room. 
Nowadays you are especially welcome in her home. After Mark had come home with Oliver, she could really use the extra set of hands to help her navigate suddenly having a… purple half-insect baby. Especially on days she was finding it particularly hard to care for him, you were there to give her a break. Today was no different, you were watching Oliver as he was getting the hang of walking around the house, encouraged by a bag of baby-approved treats you were waving at him. 
You were waiting for Mark to come back from a mission, something about a nearby planet and Allen— he said it was urgent and he’d explain once he came back. Although, that was nearly two hours ago. You were checking your phone for updates when the front door opened. 
You greeted her warmly as she entered and she did so in turn, asking if she had enough time to shower. You laughed, telling her there was more than enough time since you weren’t needed elsewhere at the moment to which she thanked you profusely. When she returned, you’d somehow managed to wrangle Oliver to sleep, something she’d been struggling to do as of late. You were laying flat on the floor with Oliver on top of you, his thumb in his mouth while you were on your phone, using his head as a stand. 
“I don’t know how you do it,” She whispers, sitting on the couch and starts to unwrap her hair from the towel. You look up at her and give a half smile. 
“Viltrumites tend to run hot, so some cold usually helps them relax and sleep, especially on their backs and chest.” You explain, showing your hand covered in a thin layer of ice. She raises her eyebrows, slowly stopping the drying motions while you put your hand back on his back. 
“How do you know that?” She asks and for a moment, you freeze, staring at your phone intently. Before you could fumble an answer out (which undoubtedly would’ve been a ridiculous response), you catch a spark in the corner of your eye and chase it. 
“Cecil,” You acknowledge him, although not warmly. He had one hand pinching his eyebrows and his other hand was inside of his pants pocket. So, he’s a little more than mildly annoyed by something. Which is always amazing news to hear about Cecil. He inhales and looks down at you. 
“Mark is… asking for you,” He says and you sit up as fast as you can manage without waking Oliver. 
“Is he okay?” Debbie asks before you could. 
Cecil sighs, rolling his neck. “He’s fine. Just a little… incapacitated at the moment. And he’s asking for you.” He vaguely gestures to you and you nod, handing Oliver over to Debbie with promises that you’ll try and keep her updated before teleporting to the GDA with Cecil. With a quick apology to the tax money you just drained using that, you’re in a… nice-looking room where Mark is on a bed, rolling around and groaning. 
“Mark?” You ask and he perks up immediately, grabbing you before you can get a proper look at him. 
“He was exposed to an alien plant while offworld,” Cecil explains as you’re being smushed underneath Mark, his nose pressed against your neck as his breathing starts to level out and his arms keep you in place. “He’s already been through decontamination, so, don’t worry about being exposed. So far the effects are, well, you see it.” 
“Tell him to leave,” Mark whines into your collarbone, holding you tighter and you laugh, rubbing the back of his head. 
“We don’t know how long this will last, so, good luck.” With that, the door opens and Cecil walks out. Mark slumps even more and looks up at you, a pout on his face. 
“What’s wrong, baby?” You coo, stroking his cheek with your knuckle. He leans into your touch, even going as far as to hold your hand to keep you there. 
“You’re not holding me,” He grumbles and you make a face. “What?” 
“You’re making that kinda hard, Mark. I can’t really move here,” Its as if he hadn’t realized it before you pointed it out and he rises to his knees immediately. He has the mind to look half embarrassed as it sits there, lips pursed as he waits. 
He’s pretty impatient as you scoot over, his hands swimming on his knees and he keeps inching forward as if he can’t wait another second without touching you in some way. And you’re not going to be a cruel boyfriend and just let him suffer! Rolling onto your side before patting the free space in front of you, Mark immediately lays down, wrapping his arms and his leg around you while you slowly snake your hands around him. You slip a hand under his shirt and he shudders as your hand starts to get colder. 
He exhales, laying his head on the pillow, watching as you close your eyes and trace shapes into his back. He doesn’t move much but when he does, he’s somehow getting closer to you. Eventually, you realize that he hasn’t eaten since before he left for his mission. 
“Are you hungry?” You quietly ask.
“No,” He shakes his head before he picks his head up, staring at you with wide eyes. “Why? Do you want to leave?” 
“No, baby,” You laugh, opening your eyes and kissing just below his lips. Apparently that was the wrong move because he chases your lips until you give him a proper kiss. “It’s just that it’s nearly dinner time, I figured you were hungry by now.” He thinks about it and figures out that he is hungry but shrugs instead. 
“Are you gonna leave if I say yes?” He asks to which you shake your head. “Okay— but can we not eat here? The food sucks,” He frowns. 
“Course. Pick up some dinner then?”
“Mhmm.” He scoops you up and you shout as he exits the GDA using the roof without a proper warning. He quite literally carries you close to his chest the entire time. You have to hide your face to protect your identity when he stops to get the food, considering he had the sanity to pull his mask back on at some point. 
He lands back home and when you move to stand, he holds you tighter and bites your shoulder. You laugh, a little confused. 
“Mark, your mom is home,” You warn, still trying to stand as he shifts the bag of food to rest between his teeth so he could open the sliding doors. He looks down at you and shrugs, closing the door behind him. 
“I don’t care, wanna hold you,” He says and you give up, resting your head on his shoulder to save yourself the embarrassment of looking Debbie in the face if she sees. You’d been good at hiding your relationship this far and it’s embarrassing that you know it’s going to be uncovered because of a stupid alien plant pollen or whatever the fuck it was. 
“Mark, is that you?” And unfortunately, she was home and awake. She rounds the corner from the bathroom and stops when she sees the predicament you’ve gotten into. “Are you boys okay?” She carefully asks, looking between the two of you before covering her mouth, hiding her grin. 
“We’re fine, Mom,” He nods. “I got you and Oliver dinner,” He sets the bag on the table and shuffles to grab their items. Oliver gets to eat the fries because they’re soft enough for him. “We’re going up to my room,” 
“Keep the door open,” She calls, watching as he flies up the stairs before she looks at Oliver sitting in his bouncer. He laughs and she laughs along with him as she briefly hears you whine ‘that was so embarrassing’ before Mark closes the door. 
It takes him all of two seconds to change from his suit into comfortable clothes, so fast, in fact, that you hadn’t had the chance to grab his laptop before he had you back on the bed with him. Rather than laying, he’s thankfully allowed you the privilege of sitting on his lap while you eat. You’re a little lower on his legs, allowing him space to hold his food but you can tell he doesn’t like that. His left hand snakes under your shirt to hold your waist because you won’t agree to scoot back.
“Can’t we watch a movie?” You ask, looking up at him. He kisses your forehead before he rushes to grab the laptop from his desk. “Thank you.” Opening it up, you eat some of your food while logging in. In reply, Mark puts his food on his nightstand and pulls you closer to him, wrapping both arms around you and resting his chin on your shoulder. 
“Anything for you,”
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luveline · 8 months ago
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If you are still writing for bombshell x Spencer could you write something from early seasons when he had feelings for JJ 👉🏻👈🏻
Hotch told you once that he was tempted to put an automatic lock on the office doors, so that he can lock them when he sees you coming during your working hours. 
He has yet to follow through. You slip in through the doors and take a deep breath. It smells like coffee, printer paper, all the same stuff as your own office, but your office doesn’t have Aaron Hotchner, Derek Morgan, or Spencer Reid. 
“Neither does this one, apparently,” you mumble to yourself, casting your gaze around the room to no avail. The boys aren’t here. 
Emily’s sitting at her desk. She’s new, you’re jealous of her job, but she’s gorgeous. You won’t mind sitting at Spencer’s desk until they get back. “Hello,” you drawl, setting down in Spencer’s chair comfortably. 
Emily’s mildly startled. “Hey?”
Spencer’s desk is an explosion. You debate cleaning up for him. What if you put something in the wrong place? It’ll be more annoying than helpful. “How are things?” you ask, pushing Spencer’s chair back, and kicking a leg over your knee, high heel bobbing. 
“What?” 
You smile at her. Flirting, just a little, but your concern is real. “How are things going, Prentiss? With you?” 
“They’re good. Yeah. I just moved into my new place.” 
Bless her for not knowing what to do with you. She doesn’t have practice like the rest. “A new place? Where to?” 
She relaxes while you talk. Her apartment overlooking Kingman, her cat’s annoyance at the new smells and the long case time away. “Spencer says that cats aren’t capable of holding grudges, but Sergei can.” 
“He’s cute, isn’t he? He knows a fun fact for everything.” 
Emily sits up. You can see the excitement of a secret in her dark eyes. “He’s adorable. His little crush on JJ is so sweet, I’ve tried to give him some advice but he’s totally stuck on her.” You falter. And Emily, profiler in training, she catches it. Her lips part, startled. “You’re not–”
“I had no idea Spencer had a little crush,” you breathe, sitting up with a smile. “For how long? What about JJ, is she interested in him?” You hug your hands together. “You know, I think they’d make a cute couple.”
“Well, I heard they went to a football game together, but I don’t know when. Before I got here, at least.” 
What? “That’s fun.”
“I don’t think it’s serious.”
You tip your head back and the heavens have opened, Derek Morgan’s making his way toward you with a grin and a hand reaching for you. “Sweetheart, where have you been?” he asks. “It’s been weeks, I was starting to miss you.” 
You texted him a few days ago about a property nearby for rent, and you had coffee the day after to hear his advice on the area, so he’s just making stuff up. “Hi, Derek.” 
You get up and let him hug you. You deserve it. You’re beautiful and fun and smart, and you deserve a handsome man rubbing your arm and telling you he missed you. “How much?” you ask warmly. 
“Like a hole in the head.” 
Hotch is behind him. And there, the surprise item of the afternoon, Spencer Cheating Reid. 
“Hi, Hotch,” you say. 
“I heard something about you I’d rather not repeat,” he says. 
“Hotch, the details were wildly exaggerated, and I was less at fault than you might think.”
“I thought it was entirely your fault.” He shakes his head. “You’re shooting yourself in the foot, doing things like that.” 
“Why, what did you do?” Spencer asks. 
You falter again. Everyone sees your insecurity: Hotch’s brow furrows deeper than it had been, Morgan pauses, and Spencer, to your panic, holds your eye as the emotion passes. “It’s not worth talking about,” you say, shrugging. 
“Try not to do it again,” Hotch says. “Morgan, with me.” 
“Uh, Hotch?” Emily speaks up. 
“You too, Prentiss.” 
He leads a procession up to his office. Morgan throws you a look like he wants to talk to you, but you’ve plastered unaffectedness over the wound again. Why does the idea of JJ and Spencer going on a date upset you? He’s a sweet guy, she’s a nice girl. Is it because you didn’t know? 
“You really haven’t been here in weeks,” Spencer says. 
“Missed me?” 
He holds the strap of his bag. “Yeah, I did.” 
What use does he have missing you? “I heard something interesting about you, Spencer.” 
“You did?”
He looks shy, pale, and worried. You forget sometimes how he’s not just your favourite dork, he’s a friend. And he doesn’t seem to have very many of them. 
Oh, you think, jealousy, you heartless monster. 
“The rumour mill says you aren’t sleeping enough,” you say gently. 
“I sleep fine.”
You put one kitten heel in front of the other and stay, squinting at him with a teasing suspicion. “That’s not what my informants have been telling me. You look tired, honey. You aren’t sleeping, or Hotch won’t let you?” 
“Both.” 
He does that playful smiley thing that makes you wanna scrunch his hair in your hands, like he knows he’s made a good joke. 
“Your case in Cincinnati sounded tough.” 
“Wait,” he says. 
“What?” 
“Are you okay?” 
“Usually. Why?” 
“Are you okay right now?” 
“I’m fine.” You purse your lips. “Why wouldn’t I be?” 
“Just– you– I don’t know, you didn’t seem like yourself. I didn’t mean to upset you, asking about that stuff. It’s none of my business, sorry.” 
“How are you feeling about physical touch today?” you ask. 
He seems to regard you with distrust, for a few seconds, like he’s worried you’re messing with him. “I’m okay with it,” he says eventually. 
You step into his space and touch his cheek gently, fingertip tapping into a beauty mark you often remember only when he’s in your reach. “You didn’t say anything wrong. I’m sorry I made you think that.” You drop your hand. “Just having a weird day.” 
“Me too.” 
Spencer puts his bag under his desk and mentions a video he found on profiling you might like by one of the old Unit Chief’s, SSA David Rossi. You steal Derek’s chair and sit knee to knee with him to watch it, Spencer’s cheeks turning dark with blush in the screen’s reflection. 
Can JJ make him blush like that? 
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levanterhaze · 5 months ago
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── GAMEBOY, BANGCHAN
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♡  ― 󠀬󠀬 fratboy!bangchan x f!reader dirty talk, masturbation, rough sex, slight choking, use of nicknames, overstimulation among other things I can't even name
♡ synopsis ― Bangchan is the campus playboy—charming, cocky, and infuriatingly irresistible. One reckless, drunken night leads to a secret you swore you'd never have. Now, hating him is harder than keeping him your dirty little secret.
[10k words ]♡― once again, I must thank you all for your love and for continuing to enjoy gameboy! this chapter is a bit long, but for me it's interesting to write the development of the characters to get where we want to go! don't forget to listen to the playlist and those who just got here PLEASE READ THE PREVIOUS CHAPTERS!!!! that said, have a good read.
♡― THE PLAYLIST.
♡ [part one] ♡ [part two] ♡ [part three] ♡ [part four]
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On the corner of my bed Oh, and maybe on the beach You could do it on your own While you're lookin' at me
After absolutely killing your performance of Out Here On My Own, the applause hit you like a tidal wave. A standing ovation. Even Mrs. Baek looked mildly impressed, which, considering her usual stone-cold demeanor, basically meant she was internally sobbing.
And just like that, all the nerves? Gone. Vanished into thin air like they were never even there.
Bangchan had been watching—because of course, he had—but before you could revel in that fact for too long, he got a call and had to bounce. Typical.
You should have been freaking out about the whole making out backstage situation. Should’ve been scanning every corner for witnesses, mentally preparing for a campus-wide scandal. But weirdly? You weren’t. That reckless, confident part of you—the one still floating on cloud nine—did not care. If anything, you could still feel him. His touch on your waist like a phantom burn, his lips still branded on yours.
But whatever. You had bigger things to stress about. The final list wasn’t coming out until Monday, which meant you had the entire weekend to sit in pure, unfiltered agony over it. Luckily, Saturday’s party was the perfect excuse to get out of your head for a while.
Fast forward through a day of pretending to be studious with Sohee—aka desperately trying to focus while your brain replayed that kiss—you finally took a well-earned shower and decided to go for a solo nighttime stroll. 
Campus was still alive, students buzzing around in little clusters, laughing and talking like they didn’t have impending deadlines. You shoved your headphones in, following the athletics track, which was mostly empty by now.
The night air had that perfect, crisp breeze—the kind that made you grateful you threw on a cardigan. And just when you thought the moment couldn’t get any better, Wonderwall started playing. You smirked to yourself. Damn, you loved this song.
And yet, with every step, your brain kept poking at you like an annoying little sibling. Anxiety, sure. But let’s not forget the other mess currently occupying premium real estate in your mind—Hyunjin.
You hadn’t talked to him since you drunkenly spilled your guts, quite literally, about your whole Bangchan situation. And if you were being honest, which you weren’t, at least not with yourself, you were actively dodging that conversation. Because talking to Hyunjin meant facing your own feelings, and frankly, you were not clocked in for that emotional labor.
Your phone lit up mid-walk.
Mingyu: can I see you today?
You chewed on your lip, staring at the message. It was almost ridiculous how this boy—new, uncomplicated, and seemingly sincere—wanted something real with you. And yet, here you were, hesitating. Because no matter how nice Mingyu was, your brain wasn’t stuck on him.
It was stuck on someone else.
On a certain maddening, frustrating, insanely good kisser who had, at some point, tattooed himself onto your skin. If physical touch could be permanent, Bangchan’s hands would be everywhere on you. And, let’s be honest, you wouldn’t exactly be filing a complaint about it.
Before you even processed the decision, your feet had already made it for you. You were crossing campus, heading straight for his dorm.
Because you needed to talk. Like adults. No teasing, no sarcastic little jabs—just honesty.
And, okay, maybe you needed to see him, too. Feel him. More than ever.
Your determination was fuel to the fire already burning inside you. Your heart was pounding, your brain was screaming at you to calm down, but your body wasn’t taking any orders tonight. That feverish, all-consuming pull settled deep in your gut, an intoxicating mix of adrenaline, nerves, and something terrifyingly real.
You took the stairs two at a time, like the damn dorm might vanish before you got there.
By the time you reached his door, you were clutching your excitement close, biting back a smile even as your fingers trembled. Deep breath. You knocked, quick and sure.
It’s fine. He’ll listen. You’ll talk. You’ll finally—
The door swung open.
And instead of a tall, dark-haired boy, you were met with her.
She was pretty. Unfairly, effortlessly pretty—the kind of girl who belonged on magazine covers and in the daydreams of poets. Medium height, light hair, bright eyes. The kind of face men went to war over.
Your stomach dropped like a stone.
“Hi!” she greeted, all warmth and ease, completely oblivious to the way the air had just been sucked out of your lungs.
You swallowed, forcing a polite nod. “Uh, hey… is Bangchan here?”
She shook her head, smiling like this was just any other casual conversation. And that’s when you noticed it—his black t-shirt, draped over her frame.
“Oh, no. He went to grab some food.” she tilted her head, something curious in her gaze. “Are you a friend of his? Oh! Sorry—I’m Yeojin. His girlfriend. And you are…?”
Her words hit like a gut punch, sucking the warmth right out of your chest.
A bitter laugh bubbled up, but you swallowed it down, masking the sting with a tight-lipped smile. “A classmate,” you said smoothly. “I just had a question, but… I think it can wait till Monday.”
And just like that, the fire inside you? Extinguished.
The girl pursed her glossy lips, then nodded politely. “Okay. I’ll let him know you stopped by.”
“No need.” the words left your mouth before she could even finish. “Thanks, Yeojin.”
Her name felt like venom rolling off your tongue, thick and bitter, coating your mouth with something vile.
By the time you hit the stairs, you were moving so fast you were honestly surprised you didn’t wipe out. Your pulse was a hammer against your ribs, your breath uneven. Your brain hadn’t even caught up yet—stuck on a loop, trying to process the absolute train wreck that had just unfolded.
He had a girlfriend this whole time.
He lied to you.
He did exactly what everyone said he would.
The sharp sting of disappointment curdled into full-blown anger. Your steps turned heavier, each one smacking against the pavement like a silent war drum. You were so locked into getting to your dorm—so wound up with the need to disappear into your own space—you probably would’ve plowed through half a dozen people without a second thought.
But fate had a sick sense of humor. Because halfway across campus, you spotted him.
Bangchan, heading back toward the dorms, a paper bag dangling from his hand—food, obviously, because why wouldn’t he be casually picking up dinner while your world imploded?
His eyes lit up the second he saw you, but that moment of warmth flickered out fast when you didn’t even look at him. Didn’t slow down. Didn’t hesitate. Just walked right past him like he was nothing—like he was air—nearly clipping his arm in the process.
He stood there for two seconds, frozen, before spinning around. Your name tore from his lips, sharp and urgent.
“What happened?” when you didn’t answer, his voice shot up, strained. “Where are you going?”
You sucked in a deep breath, your whole body practically vibrating with anger. Then, before you could stop yourself, you spun around and marched right back toward him, each step digging into the grass like you were stomping out a fire.
“To my dorm,” you snapped. “Not that it’s any of your business. Oh, and fun fact—I just came back from yours.” sarcasm dripped from your voice like honey laced with poison.
Bangchan blinked, his brain buffering like a slow-loading webpage. The look on his face almost made you laugh—almost. Instead, you just smiled, sharp and humorless. Yeah, process that, asshole.
You turned to leave, but before you could, his hand caught yours. Not your wrist, like some desperate last-ditch grab—your hand. Like he meant it. And the second your skin met his, it was like touching an open flame.
“Let me explain.” his voice was tight, urgent.
“Don’t touch me.” you yanked your hand back like it burned. “I don’t give a shit about whatever excuse you’re about to pull out of your ass.”
His jaw clenched. “Can you stop being so damn stubborn and just listen to me for once?”
You let out a sharp, humorless laugh. “Oh, you wanna explain?” you licked your lips, tasting nothing but bitterness. “Go ahead. Explain how you had a girlfriend this whole time while you were fucking around with me.”
The words landed like a punch to the gut—on both of you.
Because, deep down, being with you had never been defined. No labels. No promises. No safety net to fall back on. But that didn’t make it hurt any less.
Bangchan’s brows snapped together. “What? What the fuck are you talking about?”
“Oh, don’t even try it.” you scoffed, shaking your head. “You’re really gonna stand there and lie to my face? I saw her.”
His frustration bubbled over, his arms flying up in exasperation. “I genuinely have no idea what the fuck you’re talking about.” his voice cracked with frustration. He looked at you like he was praying for some divine intervention to make sense of this mess. “If you’re talking about—”
“Just go back to your girlfriend and leave me alone, Bangchan.” your voice was steady, but he wasn’t stupid—he saw the fire still burning in your eyes, catching in the moonlight.
And maybe if he had taken half a second to think, he wouldn’t have said it. Maybe he would’ve swallowed his pride and stopped himself from making it worse.
But he didn’t.
“Whatever, right?” he scoffed, voice laced with something bitter. “It’s not like we were anything.”
You pressed your lips together, jaw tight, throat burning like you’d swallowed glass. And for the first time in your life, really the first, you felt so humiliated—so stupid—that your eyes burned with unshed tears.
Bangchan saw it. Saw the way your waterline glistened, saw the way your breath hitched, but you wouldn’t cry. Not in front of him. Not for him.
“If you really think that���s the problem, then that says a whole lot more about you than it does about me.” your voice was sharp, but quiet, like a blade sliding back into its sheath.
And just like that, the conversation was over.
You turned on your heel and walked away, each step fueled by a firestorm of anger, hurt, and something else you weren’t ready to name. Bangchan watched you go, standing frozen in place, and by the time he even thought about stopping you—
It was too late.
Outside your dorm, you yanked your phone out of your pocket, fingers flying across the screen like a woman on a mission. Your pulse was still hammering, adrenaline buzzing under your skin as you pulled up Mingyu’s contact and typed without hesitation.
You: Feel like crashing a party on Saturday?
Barely a beat passed before your phone vibrated with his response.
Mingyu: You had me at “party.”
Bangchan pushed open the door to his dorm with more force than necessary, letting it slam shut behind him. His pulse was still racing, his jaw tight with frustration.
And there she was. Yeojin.
Lying on his bed, scrolling through her phone like she owned the place. His old sweatshirt was hanging off her shoulder, and she barely spared him a glance when he walked in.
“Oh, you’re back,” she said, swinging her legs idly. “Didn’t take you long.”
Bangchan set his bag of takeout on the desk and exhaled sharply through his nose. “What the hell did you say to her?”
Yeojin finally looked up, her expression the perfect blend of innocence and amusement. “Say what exactly?”
His fingers flexed at his sides. “You know what,” he ground out. “You told her we’re together. Why?”
She tilted her head, brows lifting. “I never said that.”
Bangchan let out a humorless laugh, running a hand through his hair. “Yeojin, don’t play games with me.”
“I didn’t, Chan.” she sighed dramatically, stretching her arms over her head. “She asked if you were here, I said no, and I introduced myself. It’s not my fault if she jumped to conclusions.”
He clenched his jaw, glaring at her. “That’s bullshit and you know it.”
She just smiled. “So what if it is?” her voice dropped, teasing, as she sat up. “You used to like when I messed with people.”
Bangchan took a step back when she reached for him, his whole body recoiling instinctively.
“We’re not kids anymore, Yeojin,” he muttered. “And I don’t have time for this.” he grabbed his jacket and headed for the door. “I got Thai food. Help yourself.”
Before she could say anything else, he was gone.
The cool night air did little to calm Bangchan’s nerves as he walked toward the basketball court, fists shoved in his hoodie pockets. His mind was a mess, replaying the way you had looked at him—like he was exactly what people warned you about.
Before he could spiral further, a familiar voice cut through his thoughts.
“Damn, what’s with the face?” Changbin asked, appearing from the other side of the path. “You look like you wanna punch a hole in a wall.”
Bangchan exhaled sharply. “Not a wall.”
Changbin frowned. “What the hell happened?”
Bangchan hesitated before tilting his head toward the court. “Basketball first. Talking later.”
Changbin smirked. “I like where this is going.”
Fifteen minutes later, Bangchan sat on the edge of the basketball court, legs stretched out, elbows resting on his knees, looking like life had personally drop-kicked him.
Across from him, Changbin dribbled the ball lazily, waiting. And waiting. Until his patience ran out.
“So?” Changbin finally asked, passing him the ball. “Spill.”
Bangchan caught it, staring at it for a second before shaking his head. “Yeojin’s here.”
Changbin nearly fumbled the rebound. “I’m sorry—what?” his face twisted in immediate disgust. “What the hell is she doing here?”
Bangchan sighed. “She came to visit. Said she was in town. It’s been years, and I figured—whatever, right? No harm in catching up.”
Changbin let out a dry laugh. “No harm? Bro, she’s a walking red flag. Why would you even entertain that?”
Bangchan pressed his tongue against his cheek. “I don’t know, man. Nostalgia? I mean, we didn’t exactly end badly, we just—” he sighed. “Didn’t work.”
Changbin scoffed. “Yeah, well, I never liked her. You know that.” 
Bangchan dribbled once, then tossed the ball toward the hoop. It hit the rim, circled, then dropped through the net. “There’s more.”
Changbin folded his arms. “Yeah, no shit. You’re sitting here like you just found out Santa isn’t real. What else happened?”
Bangchan caught the rebound and exhaled. “She saw.”
Changbin frowned. “Saw what?”
Bangchan gave him a look.
“Oh.” Changbin winced. “Shit.” he let out a slow whistle. “That’s… bad.”
“No shit,” Bangchan muttered, dragging a hand through his hair. “She showed up at my dorm, and instead of me opening the door, Yeojin did.”
Changbin groaned. “Dude. No.”
“Oh, it gets worse,” Bangchan went on, voice dripping with frustration. “Yeojin, being the manipulative little menace she is, basically introduced herself as my girlfriend.”
Changbin stared at him like he just admitted to murder. “And she believed that?”
Bangchan laughed bitterly. “Why wouldn’t she? The look she gave me, man… like I was exactly what she expected. Some asshole playing games.”
Changbin studied him for a second. “And that bothers you.”
Bangchan scoffed. “Of course it fucking bothers me.” he leaned forward, gripping the ball tight. “She drives me insane, Bin. Like—she acts like it’s nothing. Like whatever we had was just this casual, meaningless thing. But then she turns around and—” he exhaled sharply. “Her actions say otherwise. She looks at me like she feels something. She reacts like she cares. But every time I get close, she shuts it down.”
Changbin snorted, rolling the ball between his palms. “So basically, she’s bullshitting, you’re bullshitting, and now you’re both miserable?”
Bangchan shot him a glare.
Changbin smirked. “I mean, she won’t admit she likes you, and you’re sitting here trauma-dumping on me instead of doing something about it.”
Bangchan groaned, tilting his head back against the wall. “She’s pissed, Bin. Like, really pissed.”
“So fix it.”
Bangchan laughed humorlessly. “Yeah. Easier said than done.”
Changbin passed him the ball. “So what now?”
Bangchan caught it, staring down at the faded lettering on the rubber. That was the question, wasn’t it? Because right now, you wanted nothing to do with him.
And honestly? He deserved it.
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Saturday morning. Group breakfast. Good vibes. At least, that’s what you were aiming for.
You were mid-story, telling Felix how the auditions had gone, when the universe decided to test your patience. Again.
Changbin strolled in with Jisung, Bangchan, and—you had to blink twice just to confirm—Yeojin.
Of course. Because it wasn’t enough that he lied. He had to parade it around like some kind of grand event.
“I need a fat slice of chocolate cake,” Changbin announced, dropping into his seat. “Something sweet to cleanse the absolute trash energy in the air.”
Your eyes flicked to Yeojin, who was standing a little too comfortably next to Bangchan. 
“Yeojin, long time no see,” Hyunjin greeted, all polite and civil.
She beamed. “Hyunjin! Oh my God, it’s really you!” she gushed, voice dripping with enthusiasm. You wanted to be a girl’s girl, really—you did. But something about her tone made your eye twitch.
“Who’s that?” Sohee whispered, not even bothering to be discreet.
“Oh, nice to meet you,” Yeojin said, flashing a smile that felt way too rehearsed. “Yeojin. Chan’s friend.”
She said it like she was accepting a damn award. The table went dead silent. Everyone shared a look.
You, however, remained completely unbothered, taking a slow sip of your strawberry milk like you had all the time in the world.
Bangchan slid into the seat across from you, throwing not-so-subtle glances in your direction—just in case you maybe wanted to acknowledge his existence.
You didn’t. Instead, you busied yourself with literally anything else. The napkins. The straw in your drink. The slow, satisfying process of ignoring him.
If he wanted your attention, he’d have to earn it.
Yeojin was annoyingly easy to get along with. Effortless charm, perfectly timed laughs—like she’d studied the art of socializing and graduated top of her class. And maybe that wouldn’t have bothered you if you didn’t feel an immediate, inexplicable urge to dislike her.
Maybe it was the way she smiled just a little too much. Like she was in on some inside joke that no one else was laughing at. Or how she leaned into Bangchan like he had his own gravitational pull, always conveniently this close to falling into his lap.
For someone who had been so desperate to explain himself last night, he looked awfully comfortable letting her cling to him now.
“So, everyone’s going tonight, right?” Jisung asked, drumming his fingers on the table.
Yeojin jumped on the conversation like it was an open invitation. “What’s tonight?”
“Jisung’s DJing at a party,” Eunji answered, taking a sip of her drink.
Yeojin hummed, tilting her head in that thoughtful but not really way. “I was going to leave after lunch, but… I guess I can stay a little longer.”
She glanced at Bangchan like she was waiting for permission.
Too bad he wasn’t paying attention. His focus was glued to his phone, fingers tapping out a message.
Your own phone buzzed in your pocket.
Bangchan: can we talk?
Your eyes flicked up, purely on instinct. And there he was. Watching you.
You frowned, pulled out your phone, read the message, and stuffed it right back in your pocket. No response.
The table blurred into background noise. Laughter, conversation, the occasional clatter of silverware—it all melted into static. Because Bangchan was still looking. That steady, expectant stare that made your skin itch. That made your chest feel a little too tight.
Your phone buzzed again.
Bangchan: you can’t ignore me forever.
Bet.
You smirked to yourself. If Bangchan thought he could tell you what to do, he had another thing coming.
Grabbing the strap of your bag, you stood up, all casual confidence, and turned to Sohee and Eunji. “I’m heading out with Hyunjin.” no further explanation. Just a statement.
Hyunjin, caught in the crossfire of whatever this was, frowned. “Wait—what? Since when?”
You just kept walking, tossing a grin over your shoulder. “Since right now. Just smile and act natural.”
 You made sure to take the long way around the table, passing directly in front of Bangchan—not looking at him. Not even a flicker of acknowledgment. Just air.
Hyunjin, still struggling to keep up, shot a quick glance back before leaning in. “Okay, seriously, what was that? Bangchan looked like he was about to start breathing fire.”
You flicked your hair over your shoulder, your smirk widening.
“Revenge, Hyun. Just a little harmless revenge.”
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The house was packed.
Neon lights flickered wildly, splashing the room in chaotic waves of electric blue and fiery red, pulsing in sync with the bass. The air was thick—heat, sweat, cheap cologne, and the sharp sting of alcohol weaving together into something intoxicating. The floor thrummed beneath your boots, bodies moving in effortless rhythm, a silent agreement to just let go.
Jisung was at the DJ booth, throwing in ad-libs between transitions, hyping up the crowd like he was born for this. A remix dropped, shaking the walls, and the entire party roared in approval. Off-campus ragers had a way of making reality blur, like stepping into a fever dream.
Perfect.
Eunji and Sohee spotted you first, their eyes going comically wide, like they’d just witnessed the second coming of Christ.
“Jesus, look at you,” Sohee gasped, gripping your arm for dear life.
Eunji gave a solemn nod. “This outfit should be illegal.”
You twirled, just enough to let your skirt flare out, a little reminder of why you picked it.
“Drinks first, right?” you pointed at Hyunjin, who gave you an approving nod.
You peeled away from the group, squeezing through the sweaty crowd toward a corner where a massive keg stood like a beacon of bad decisions. There were stronger drinks, but you decided to take it easy—for now.
Then, in half a second, you felt it. Like your body already knew, like a moth drawn to a flame.
Under the pulsing red lights, he looked dangerous. A predator in slow motion, moving through the crowd with that effortless, lazy confidence that made people either run toward him or clear a path. Flashes of white and blue caught the sharp cut of his jaw, the faint sheen of sweat at his collarbone. A contrast—razor-edged and infuriatingly soft all at once.
And yet. You couldn’t focus on any of that.
Because Yeojin was practically clinging to him.
Talking—laughing, leaning, performing—but Bangchan barely seemed to notice. If anything, he looked somewhere else entirely. Somewhere you were. Because the second your eyes met, his focus locked in.
And he started moving. One step. Then another.
But before he could take a third, an arm slid around your waist.
Mingyu.
His touch was warm, firm—a perfectly timed lifeline. His lips brushed against your ear, voice low and deliberate. “Have I mentioned you look insane tonight?”
A slow, satisfied smile curled on your lips. Perfect.
Through the neon haze, you caught Bangchan’s reaction over Mingyu’s shoulder. Electric blue light flickered across his face like something straight out of a movie scene.
Oh, he was pissed. Not just annoyed. Not just irritated. Seething.
Jaw clenched. Shoulders tight. Eyes locked onto you with an intensity that sent a delicious shiver down your spine.
Good.
Mingyu pulled back just enough to meet your gaze. “Dance with me?”
You let the question hang, stretching the moment just because you could—fully aware of your audience. Then, with a casual flick of your fingers, you grabbed Mingyu’s wrist and turned back to your friends.
And that’s when the remix hit.
The song of the summer. A full-blown club anthem blasted through the house, lights flashing in sync with the bass, and suddenly Eunji and Sohee were dragging you onto the dance floor. You barely had time to toss Mingyu a look before pulling him into the crowd with you.
Sohee was already wrapped around her boyfriend’s neck, hair flying as she danced like she was possessed, while Minho just laughed at her antics. Jisung was losing his mind behind the DJ booth, hyping up the party like a man on a mission.
And Bangchan? He didn’t move. He just watched.
Watched as you danced. Watched as Mingyu’s hands found your waist. Watched as you threw your head back, laughing, moving with the beat like you had nothing to prove.
And under the pulsing red lights, with silver glitter catching on your cheekbones, you didn’t just look good. You looked untouchable.
And he looked like a man about to start a war.
You spun around, arms draped over Mingyu’s shoulders as his hands trailed down to your waist, pulling you into the rhythm. To anyone watching, you two looked dangerously close—every move synced, every touch easy, like this was something more than just a party moment. But in the back of your mind, a small, annoying voice reminded you that this wasn’t about Mingyu at all.
Still, too late now.
The strobe lights flashed in bursts, making everything feel like a glitch in time—jumping, dancing, bodies moving like there was no tomorrow. You lost sight of Bangchan for a while, which was probably for the best. So, you let go. Had fun. Actually enjoyed yourself with your friends.
Until someone slammed into you, knocking the air right out of your lungs.
One second, Mingyu was right there. The next, he was gone, practically launched across the floor. “What the—” you barely got the words out before you saw the damage.
Changbin stood there, wide-eyed, drenched in a suspiciously pink drink, looking like he just survived a battlefield. And Mingyu? Equally soaked, equally stunned, like he was still processing what the hell just happened.
“Dude, shit—sorry!” Changbin shouted, voice barely cutting through the music.
You blinked, taking in the absolute mess before turning back to him. “Are you good?”
Changbin nodded rapidly, looking between you and Mingyu like he wasn’t sure whether to laugh or start running. “Yeah, yeah, my bad!”
Then he turned back to Mingyu, hands up like a man pleading for his life.
Mingyu just let out a sigh, lifting the hem of his now ruined white T-shirt like he was mourning a fallen soldier. “Alright. I’ll be right back,” he said, shaking his head before disappearing into the crowd.
Meanwhile, Changbin grabbed your arm, his expression serious—well, as serious as someone drenched in a neon-pink drink could look. He gestured for you to follow, weaving through the bodies until you reached the foot of the stairs.
“What?” you asked, crossing your arms.
“Can you grab me a shirt? I left one in Jisung’s backpack.”
You took a second to assess the situation. Changbin, slightly tipsy, covered in pink, blinking at you like a lost puppy. He looked ridiculous.
With a dramatic sigh, you caved. “Fine.”
“You’re the best,” he said, clasping his hands like he was praising the heavens. “It’s in the room on the right, upstairs.”
You turned, climbing the stairs while dodging couples making out on the steps like it was some kind of kissing marathon. Once you reached the hallway, you scanned the doors—long corridor, a few rooms—until you spotted one slightly open on the right.
Alright. In and out. Quick mission.
Stepping inside, you started searching for Jisung’s bag—first the floor, then the bed. Nothing.
And then—
Movement.
From the corner of your eye, a figure emerged from behind the bed, rising like a shadow from the dark.
Your breath caught. Bangchan. Standing there. Watching you.
A black cable twirled between his fingers, slow and deliberate, his gaze unreadable under the dim glow of the hallway lights.
“What?” you were the first to break the silence, arms crossing instinctively. “What the hell are you doing here?”
Bangchan gave you a flat look, holding up the black cable like it was evidence in court. “I should be asking you that. I came to get Han’s charger.” he raised an eyebrow, gaze sharp, like he wasn’t entirely convinced.
You opened your mouth, fully prepared to deliver something scathing—but before you could get a word out, the door swung open again.
“Sorry, kids! Not opening this door until you sort yourselves out!”
You barely had time to process Changbin’s smug, drunken grin before the door slammed shut.
For half a second, you froze.
Then you launched at the door, fists pounding like you could open it through sheer rage. “Changbin, open this fucking door right now!”
No answer. Just the distant thrum of music, too muffled for anyone outside to hear you scream bloody murder.
You yanked at the handle—definitely locked.
With a sharp inhale, you turned, glaring daggers at Bangchan, who was just… standing there. Watching. Amused.
“Are you just gonna stand there? Do something!”
His lips twitched, like he was this close to laughing. “Pretty sure this is your problem, not mine.”
You narrowed your eyes. “Oh, so now you don’t wanna get involved?”
Bangchan sighed—slow, exaggerated—before strolling up to the door, resting a lazy hand on the knob, and giving it a completely useless jiggle. Then he turned back to you with a straight face.
“Yeah. It’s locked.”
You stared at him. Blinked. Then scoffed so hard you nearly choked.
“No shit, Sherlock. Are you serious?”
Bangchan couldn’t help it—he laughed. Because you were spiraling, and honestly? It was funny as hell.
“I’ll call him,” he said, still smirking.
You rolled your eyes so hard they nearly left your skull and made your way over to the double bed in the corner. “You’ve got to be kidding me,” you muttered, collapsing onto the edge like this was some Shakespearean tragedy.
Then a thought clicked, and suddenly, everything made sense.
Your head snapped up. “Wait—” you shot to your feet, eyes narrowing. “He knows. You told him.”
Bangchan barely looked fazed. “He kinda figured it out on his own, if that makes you feel any better.”
Which wasn’t exactly a lie. Bangchan was so into you, stealing glances constantly, and Changbin wasn’t stupid. The man could read a room like it was his job.
You dragged a hand down your face, exhaling sharply. “This is a nightmare.”
Bangchan tilted his head, amused. “Jesus, is it really that bad being stuck in here with me? Last time, you weren’t exactly complaining.”
The second those words left his mouth, you hit him with a look so deadly he immediately shut up.
“Just get Changbin to open the damn door, Bangchan,” you said flatly, plopping back down onto the bed, dead center, legs crossed like you were settling in for a long, miserable wait.
You pulled out your phone, thumbs flying across the screen as you sent a message to Hyunjin—the only person who knew about the whole situation. You could have asked Sohee, Eunji, or even Mingyu, but that would just open a very annoying can of worms.
And you were not in the mood for questions.
This couldn’t be real. No way. The second you got out of here, Changbin was getting his ass handed to him. And Mingyu was probably already wondering where the hell you’d disappeared to. Just like Yeojin was probably searching for Bangchan.
Perfect.
“He’s not answering,” Bangchan announced, completely unfazed. “Which means he’s ignoring me on purpose. So, we wait.” he sat by the window like it was just another Tuesday, leaning back on his palms.
“This is your fault.”
That earned you a scoff. “How the hell is this my fault?”
You shot him a glare. “If you hadn’t spilled everything to him, none of this would be happening.”
Bangchan let out a dry laugh, tilting his head like you were so predictable. “Right. And if you hadn’t jumped to conclusions without actually listening to me—like you always do—none of this would be happening either.”
Oof. Direct hit. You hated when he had a point.
“I have nothing to hear from you,” you muttered, crossing your arms and staring at literally anything else in the room.
Silence.
Annoyingly, maddeningly, deafeningly loud silence.
Bangchan rested his arms on his knees, watching you like he had all the time in the world. And pretending he wasn’t there, yeah, that was a joke. His presence was like gravity—pulling, heavy, impossible to ignore.
Less than ten minutes passed before the anger started simmering down. Because that’s how it always went with him. Like a fire that burned too hot, too fast.
“You seriously thought she was my girlfriend?”
You turned, locking eyes with him. “What else was I supposed to think? She said it herself.”
Bangchan hummed, tapping his fingers against his knee. “She’s not. Yeojin’s an ex—from high school. Ancient history.” he exhaled sharply through his teeth. “She’s just… a little clueless.”
“A little?” you let out a sharp laugh. “She was wearing your clothes when I showed up at your dorm.” you rolled your eyes, but Bangchan only smiled. Because, yeah, that sounded a whole lot like jealousy.
Then something clicked. “Wait—what were you doing there that night?”
“Nothing.” you looked away, ignoring the sudden heat crawling up your neck.
His laugh was soft, almost teasing. But the way he was looking at you? Like you were the only thing worth seeing? That was dangerous.
“C’mon. Seriously.”
You groaned, rolling your eyes, because he was so annoyingly persistent. “It doesn’t matter anymore.”
“Doesn’t it?” Bangchan tilted his head, lips curving in that cocky little smirk. “I doubt that.”
“Well, I don’t care,” you shot back, folding your arms in defiance.
Bangchan pushed himself off the floor, moving to sit on the edge of the bed—close, but not too close. Still, he was big. Broad. Built like a problem. And despite the space between you, he somehow took up all of it.
Worse? He smelled stupidly good.
“What do you want?” you asked, bracing yourself for the answer—because Bangchan was stupidly honest, and you weren’t sure you were ready for whatever was about to come out of his mouth.
But he didn’t say a word. Just kept looking at you, pupils blown wide, gaze slow as it dragged over your face like he was trying to memorize every detail.
Then, finally— “Why’d you come that night?”
You swallowed. “I went because… I wanted to talk. And… I wanted things to be okay between us.”
For a second, he just stared at you like you’d punched the air out of his lungs. Because you had gone after him. To fix things. To close the distance.
“You wanted to?” you barely nodded before he let out a breathy laugh, shaking his head. “Well, we’re two idiots, then.” his lips curled slightly, his whole energy shifting. “Because that’s all I want.”
Your eyes locked, and something about the way he was looking at you made your chest tighten. He had this insane ability to make you feel completely seen, like he could pick apart every thought in your head just by watching you.
“Why?”
Bangchan was never one to hold back, never afraid to be himself—especially when it came to being honest about what he wanted. And right now, he was this close to just laying it all out. Because the truth? He was ridiculously into you. More and more, every damn day.
“You’re stubborn, and I’m an idiot,” he muttered, lips pressing into a thin line before he let out a short laugh. The kind that made you laugh, too, before you even realized it. And honestly it pissed you off a little how easily he could do that—swing you from one extreme to another like it was nothing.
“Look,” he sighed. “I’m just gonna be straight with you, like I always am. I’m not playing games. I didn’t mean it when I said we were nothing.”
“But we are,” you mumbled, even though the words tasted like a lie. You weren’t anything. No labels, no relationship. Just a mess of late nights and tangled sheets—until things got way too complicated.
“I don’t want us to be nothing,” he said, shrugging, like he was just casually throwing his cards on the table. “Because ever since that first time, I haven’t wanted anyone else.”
Your breath caught, and suddenly, the bed felt too small, the room too warm. What the hell? You hadn’t expected this conversation to go there.
Bangchan? Not with anyone else? That was news. The guy was basically campus royalty when it came to hookups. Half the girls in your year had probably been in his dorm at some point.
And now he was sitting here, telling you this?
But now he was standing there, saying it out loud—no one else. Just you. And it sent your stomach into a tailspin.
“I shouldn’t have given you shit for it,” you muttered, nodding like that would somehow make the awkwardness go away. “I mean, since we’re not… you know.”
Bangchan lifted an eyebrow, clearly amused by how flustered you were.
“Oh, I know,” he said. “But you don’t get it. I don’t want anyone else.”
Your pulse spiked. Too fast. Too loud. What the hell was he trying to say?
“No, you’re just—” you let out a breathy, nervous laugh, stepping back like that would help. “You don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Bangchan didn’t let you go far. His hand caught yours, warm and steady, fingers wrapping around your wrist before he pulled you closer—right between his legs.
And then his hands were on your waist, fitting there like they belonged.
Your breath hitched.
His voice, suddenly lower, smoother, like silk wrapped in heat. “I know exactly what I want.”
Your eyes met his, and damn it, he was beautiful. That kind of beauty that wasn’t just about sharp jawlines and perfect features—it was something deeper, something that burned. The way his eyes locked onto you, glowing under the dim light. The way his expression was serious, but there was still softness lingering beneath it.
You knew what you wanted too. You just weren’t ready to admit it.
Your hands moved before your mind could catch up, tracing the curve of his brow, the sharp edge of his cheekbone—slow, like you were trying to memorize him by touch. Then, without thinking, you cupped his face, thumbs brushing over his skin.
Bangchan didn’t pull away. Didn’t even flinch. He just leaned into your touch, like this was normal, like you did this all the time. But you didn’t. Not like this.
Then he kissed the back of your hand, soft and slow, and damn it, you smiled.
“Say what you want,” he murmured.
“I…”
“I don’t care if I’m your dirty little secret,” he cut in, voice rough, low, burning at the edges. “I don’t care about any of it. As long as you’re mine, I’ll take whatever you’re willing to give.”
Something shifted inside you—hot, sharp, irreversible. Like a match hitting gasoline.
Bangchan tilted his head, pushing a strand of hair from your face. “What are you so afraid of?” his lips curled into a half-smirk. “You hate me that much?”
You let out a breath, shaking your head. “I don’t hate you.” your fingers tightened against his jaw. “Not even close.”
Bangchan pulled you in, arms locking tight around your waist, pressing you so close you could feel every breath he took against your skin. A shiver shot down your spine, anticipation curling in your stomach. You were teetering on the edge, seconds away from giving in—giving him everything. And if he was willing to take whatever you had to offer… What was stopping you?
With one swift move, his hands traced up the back of your thighs, fingers pressing into the sensitive skin behind your knees, guiding you onto the bed and onto his lap. The air between you shifted, crackling, something unspoken but heavy settling in the space only you two could understand.
It was automatic—this need, this burn. Like gravity, like the sky being blue, like the way your chemistry was always one spark away from setting the whole place on fire.
You tangled your fingers in his hair, yanking back just enough to force his eyes on you. And God, he looked wrecked—vulnerable in a way that made your stomach flip, pupils blown wide like he’d already lost the battle.
That’s when you kissed him.
It wasn’t soft. It wasn’t sweet. It was desperate—a clash of want, frustration, and every second of tension that had built between you. Like a wave crashing against the shore, wild and uncontrollable. You rocked against him, fingers tightening in his hair, barely biting back a moan when his hands gripped your ass, lifting you further into him.
Your skirt had already ridden up, but Bangchan wasn’t complaining.
He knew exactly what he was doing—kissing, nipping at your skin, hitting every spot that made you gasp. But it wasn’t enough. You needed more. More contact, more of him.
Your fingers found the hem of his shirt, tugging it up with shaky hands. Bangchan barely hesitated, lifting his arms, muscles flexing as he pulled the fabric over his head. The low, guttural sound that left his lips sent a shiver through you—deep, raw, almost primal. And God, he looked unreal.
“You want me to stop?” he murmured against your lips, voice thick with restraint.
You shook your head immediately, body betraying you with the way it trembled against him.
“I can stop,” he teased, but this time, the possibility made your stomach flip. Your eyes snapped to his, filled with something dangerously close to panic.
Stepping back, just for a second, you took him in. And no matter how many times you’d seen him like this, you never quite got used to it. All of him. Broad, sculpted shoulders, solid arms, every inch of him screaming strength. And all of that was yours.
Bangchan smirked, eyes narrowing with smug satisfaction. “You look like you want something.”
You huffed a laugh, shoving him back. “Shut up.”
But before you could move away, his hands gripped your waist, pulling you down with him. You landed against his chest with a startled yelp, his warmth pressing into you.
Then he kissed you—slow and deliberate, like he was savoring every second, every breath, as if the night stretched endless before you, mapping every inch of your lips with his own. Your laughter faded, swallowed by him.
Pinned against him, you could feel the effect you had on him, the heat of him beneath dark denim. And if there was one thing you knew, it was how to push him over the edge.
So you kissed him harder, rolling your hips against his.
His hands flew to your ass, squeezing before delivering a sharp slap that had you moaning into his mouth. That was just how it was with you two—obscene, messy, utterly shameless. And nothing turned you on more.
Your fingers found the zipper of his jeans, finally breaking away from his lips to look down at him. Bangchan pushed up on his elbows, watching you through half-lidded eyes, his breath ragged as he fought to stay still. His fingers twitched, desperate to put an end to the torturous wait. He was so hard it was unbearable—just seeing you like this had him on the edge.
He didn’t hesitate to help, making quick work of what little fabric still separated you. And fuck, you were drenched. Just the sight of him like this—wrecked for you—had your whole body tightening in anticipation.
There were so many ways this could go, and you wanted them all. One night would never be enough.
Your hand wrapped around him, firm, deliberate. A shaky curse tumbled from his lips, his head tipping back as he melted into your touch. He was barely holding it together when you lifted your hips, and for a second, he thought you were going to sink down onto him. Instead, you slid against him, rolling your hips so he could feel everything—dragging over your entrance, teasing up to your clit before sliding back down.
“Holy shit,” Bangchan groaned, voice strangled.
His hands twitched, reaching for you, aching to do something. But before he could, you leaned in, pinning his wrists down against the mattress.
He was at your mercy now. Completely helpless. And he fucking loved it.
Meanwhile, your hips kept moving, sliding over him, teasing but never giving in. The sheer size of him, the way he dragged against your clit with every slick roll of your hips—it was maddening. You lost all sense of rhythm, chasing pleasure in short, frantic motions, needing more, always more.
Bangchan was wrecked beneath you. His breath came in ragged bursts, his chest rising and falling as he groaned through clenched teeth, letting you take what you wanted. And the sight of him like this completely undone because of you? It was enough to make your head spin.
Your wetness mixed with his pre-cum, making a mess between you, the heat of it dizzying. Another deep grunt tore from his throat, and fuck—his orgasm was creeping up way too fast. He wasn’t about to let that happen. Not yet.
Your grip on his wrists loosened, your body trembling above him, so damn close—
“Want me to fuck you?” the words were a rasp, low and filthy against your skin.
And God, hearing him say it like that, made you feel absolutely ruined.
You were right there, wavering on the edge, but then—Bangchan’s hands gripped your waist, flipping you with ease. Your fingers dug into his shoulders as he pulled away, standing at the edge of the bed.
For a second, frustration flared hot in your chest—he’d just ripped away a mind-numbing orgasm—but the way he looked at you, eyes dark and full of promise, made it clear.
He wasn’t done. Not even close.
With impressive speed, Bangchan yanked your panties down, leaving you in nothing but that tiny skirt. You reached for your blouse, tearing it off without a second thought. Meanwhile, he fished a condom from his pocket, standing at the foot of the bed like he owned the place.
You bit your lip, taking in the sight of him—so big, so stupidly gorgeous.
Bangchan climbed onto the bed, his strong hands wrapping around your thighs, keeping them pressed together. His voice was low, commanding. "Spread your legs."
Your breath hitched, but you obeyed, parting them slowly. The skirt inched higher, higher, until it was bunched up around your waist.
He muttered something under his breath, gaze locked on how wet you were—for him. Almost dripping. You bit your lip, the weight of the moment thick in the air. "Please..."
Bangchan leaned in, kissing your stomach, then up to your chest. One arm braced against the bed, the other gripping himself as he brushed his cock against your cunt. The slow drag, the teasing, was cruel, and he knew it. He was watching you unravel—your body torn between frustration and aching need.
You were this close to grabbing him, to taking what you needed, but before you could, he caught your wrists in one hand, pinning them down.
"I'll let you..." his voice was a husky whisper, dark and full of promise. He kept that agonizing friction going, dragging against you, just enough to drive you insane. "But you have to tell me."
You were burning up, mind hazy, barely able to process his words. "Bangchan," you tried for something firm, but the second the tip of his cock rubbed against your clit—just the right mix of pleasure and frustration—a strangled moan slipped out instead.
"Tell me what you want, and it's yours," he murmured against your lips, smug as ever.
Your gaze met his, dark and needy. He picked up the pace, teasing you mercilessly—only to stop again. You let out a desperate whimper. This was torture.
"Just say it, love."
Your fingers dug into his shoulders, frustration bubbling over. "Your ego is too big."
Bangchan chuckled against your skin, stealing a quick kiss. "You know what else is big?"
You hooked a leg around his waist, pulling him in close. His breath caught, and for a second, he just looked at you—lips parted, eyes searching yours, ready to dive in.
"Guess you'll have to show me."
And Bangchan never turned down a challenge.
The moment he let you go, he was all action—rolling on the condom with practiced ease before yanking you flush against him. "Gonna fuck you so good you'll take it all back."
Then he slammed into you, deep, all at once, knocking the breath from your lungs. Stars burst behind your eyelids. Fuck, you’d never get used to the stretch. And neither would he, not with how tight you clenched around him, inch by inch.
Bangchan started slow, deliberate, watching every little reaction like he was committing it to memory.
"More," you gasped, nails dragging down his back.
And who was he to deny you?
A low, guttural curse slipped from his lips as he gripped the back of your leg, struggling to keep himself in check. But even he was failing. That dark, insatiable hunger inside him wanted to ruin you, break you apart piece by piece, and devour whatever was left.
"Yeah..." his hand found the back of your neck, and in one brutal motion, he buried himself to the hilt. Your eyes rolled back as a cry of pure pleasure ripped from your throat. "Fuck."
He did it again. And again. Testing you. Seeing just how much you could take. And then restraint snapped—his rhythm shifted from slow, deliberate thrusts to deep, relentless strokes that had you gasping, moaning, melting beneath him.
Your lungs fought for air, your body wrecked by the force of him. A tangled mess of curses and broken sounds spilled from your lips.
Bangchan leaned down, catching your mouth in a searing kiss, fucking you through every ragged breath. The filthy, desperate moans leaving his lips had you clinging to him, desperate to consume every last one.
"Bangchan—my God!" your fingers dug into his back like an anchor, but you were weightless, floating, dissolving into nothing.
You tried to pull him closer, but he straightened, still gripping your throat, keeping you right where he wanted.
"Say it." his thrusts were brutal, hitting so deep you thought you’d break apart. Faster. Harder. You cried out, a mess of pleasure and desperation, dizzy on the edge of something devastating."Tell me— you want me? Wanna cum on my cock?"
Your vision blurred, the sheer intensity forcing a tear to the corner of your eye. It was too much, but not enough, never enough.
"I want you," you choked out, voice ragged, shaking. "Fuck—" you barely finished the sentence before your body gave in, collapsing into pure, obliterating pleasure.
Bangchan caught your bottom lip between his teeth, sucking on it before murmuring against your mouth, “Good girl.”
Then his hand slipped between your bodies, finding your clit as he thrust into you, his fingers moving in tandem with his strokes. And that was it. The tipping point. Your back arched, but he pressed a firm hand to your stomach, pinning you down as pleasure overtook you. The last few thrusts sent you spiraling, your body clenching tight around him as you came hard, waves crashing over you.
Bangchan cursed under his breath, his grip tightening as his own release hit him like a freight train. "Fuck, fuck, fuck—" his whole body tensed, abs flexing as he emptied himself, barely managing to keep from collapsing on top of you.
Your chest rose and fell in sync with his, both of you wrecked, tangled, completely undone. He was so close, his forehead pressing against yours, damp hair sticking to his skin. And just like that, you kissed him—slow, deep, something unspoken passing between you. A shift.
Something had changed, and you both felt it.
"We need to stop doing this," you muttered against his lips.
Bangchan pulled back slightly, his brows knitting together. "What...?"
"Having sex in strangers’ rooms," you teased, the corner of your mouth quirking up. "Bad habit."
Relief flickered across his face before it was replaced by something far more dangerous. "Then let’s go to mine," he said smoothly, his voice thick with intent. "I’m not done with you."
You just laughed, shaking your head as you reached for your clothes. No argument, no teasing comeback—just that breathless, satisfied chuckle that told him you were just as wrecked as he was. And God, he admired you. The way you moved, the way you carried herself, as if what just happened was the most natural thing in the world. Like you hadn’t just left him completely undone.
He leaned back against the bed, watching as you slipped your blouse on, covering up inch by inch what he had just memorized with his hands, his lips, his tongue. A damn shame.
“I could go like this all night,” he murmured, voice thick with lust. His eyes dragged over you, slow and deliberate. “I’d never get tired of you.”
You paused for half a second, then, with a smirk, you glanced at him over your shoulder.
“Sweet talk won’t get you another round.”
He grinned, unbothered. “Who said I was asking?”
"Alright, lover boy," you sighed, straightening your skirt. "Call Changbin so we can get out of here before we end up adding ‘breaking and entering’ to our list of bad decisions."
But Bangchan just huffed out a laugh, reaching into his back pocket. You frowned, watching as he pulled out something small, something metallic—
And then he dangled a tiny key in front of your face.
Your breath caught. "You absolute—"
"Had the key the whole time?" he finished for you, grinning like the unapologetic menace he was.
You just stared at him, utterly gagged. "Are you telling me we could’ve left at any time—and you let me believe we were locked in here?!"
Bangchan had the audacity to laugh, and before you could get a single word of protest out, he grabbed your wrist, yanking you against him and crashing his lips onto yours. You let him. You melted into it, kissed him back like you weren’t even a little mad.
When he finally pulled away, his breath ghosted over your lips as he murmured, "I’m sorry, baby." But he was still laughing. Not sorry at all.
"No, you’re not," you shot back, trying—and failing—to sound pissed.
"You’re right," he admitted without shame, pressing another kiss to your mouth, slower this time, smug and indulgent. "But, in my defense… I knew you wanted me just as bad as I wanted you."
You narrowed your eyes, heat licking at your spine because—damn it—he wasn’t wrong.
Cocky bastard.
Still, you snatched the key from his fingers and shoved him toward the door. "Move before I leave your ass locked in here and tell everyone you cried for help."
Bangchan just smirked, twisting the doorknob with infuriating ease. "Joke’s on you—I’d make it sound sexy."
Bangchan slipped out first, leaving you alone in the dimly lit bedroom, the air still thick with everything that just happened. You took a breath, running a hand through your hair and letting out a low, incredulous laugh. Insane. That was the only word for it. Completely, absolutely, batshit insane.
You took your time freshening up before heading downstairs, blending back into the party like nothing happened—like your whole world hadn’t just been flipped on its head by a cocky bastard with unfairly good hands.
You found the drinks and poured yourself a beer, the cold liquid grounding you, when Hyunjin appeared at your side, eyeing you suspiciously.
“Mingyu was looking for you,” he said, tilting his head. “For a while. Then he gave up and left.”
You took a slow sip of your beer, carefully masking any reaction. “Huh. Tragic.”
Hyunjin squinted. “Okay, where the hell have you been?”
You shot him an easy smirk. “In the bathroom, Hyunjin. I have bodily functions like every other human being.”
His eyes narrowed further. “For that long?”
“Maybe I got lost,” you said with a shrug, taking another sip. “Or maybe I was reevaluating all my life choices.”
Hyunjin was still staring at you, unconvinced. “You were with someone.”
You huffed. “Stop being nosy and dance with me.”
Before he could pry any further, you grabbed his wrist and pulled him onto the dance floor. The bass thumped through your veins as you moved to the beat, thankful for the temporary distraction. But Hyunjin was sharp—too sharp. His gaze flickered to something over your shoulder, and then his lips parted in realization.
You didn’t have to turn around to know. You felt it.
Bangchan was across the room, talking to Changbin and Seungmin like he hadn’t just been inside you not too long ago. But the way he looked at you—steady, knowing, like he was still feeling every second of what just happened—Hyunjin caught it immediately.
“No way.” he gaped at you. “You didn’t.”
You met his stare, unfazed. “I did.”
Hyunjin groaned, rubbing his face like this was his personal crisis. “You two are so fucking messy.”
You just laughed, finishing the rest of your beer. “And yet, I’m having a great time.”
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A while later, when you finally decided you’d had enough social interaction for one night, you nudged Hyunjin. “I’m heading out.”
He nodded. “Cool, I’ll get you an Uber. I’ll go with Lix.”
Before you could even reach for your phone, a familiar voice interrupted. “No need.”
Bangchan. Standing way too close, hands in his pockets, looking like the devil who got exactly what he wanted.
“I’m driving back,” he said smoothly. “I’ll take you.”
Your mouth opened, but Hyunjin’s eyebrow was already rising, looking between the two of you like he had front-row seats to a drama he needed to see play out.
“I can go alone,” you said, keeping your voice level.
Bangchan smirked. “I insist.”
You sighed, side-eyeing Hyunjin. His expression was nothing short of feral with interest.
“Fine,” you muttered. “But no funny business.”
Bangchan only chuckled, walking off first. You lingered behind for a few beats before following, slipping out quietly, only Hyunjin watching your exit with a smug, entertained look.
He was never letting you live this down.
The night air was sharp against your flushed skin, a cruel contrast to the heat still licking at your nerves. Bangchan stood by his car—a sleek, black beauty that suited him too well. Under the dim glow of the streetlights, he looked almost unreal, all sharp lines and confidence as he pulled the passenger door open, his gaze never leaving yours.
You hesitated. Not because you didn’t want to get in. But because you knew—the second you did, there’d be no turning back from whatever the hell this was becoming.
Bangchan saw right through you. He always did.
His voice dipped low, rough with amusement. “Get in, baby. Or I’ll put you in myself.”
Your stomach flipped. You rolled your eyes, masking the way his words sent a pulse of heat straight through you. “Such a gentleman,” you muttered, but your lips twitched, betraying you.
Still, you slid into the seat, the cool leather kissing your bare thighs. He followed, reaching over—closer, closer—until his fingers brushed the seatbelt, tugging it across you.
And suddenly, the air inside the car felt thick. Heavy.
His breath ghosted over your collarbone, close enough that his lips could’ve skimmed your skin if you so much as moved. You could feel the warmth of him, the way his fingers lingered just a second too long before clicking the buckle into place.
Your throat went dry.
You cleared it quickly, forcing out something—anything—to cut through the tension threatening to swallow you whole. “I’m exhausted.”
He pulled back just enough to smirk. “Sure you are.”
The car hummed to life, but your brain? It was shot to hell.
Because now you had to sit there and endure the sight of him driving one-handed, muscles flexing, veins peeking through his skin like temptation itself. It was obscene, the way he handled the car—like he did everything else. With control. With ease.
You swallowed, shifting in your seat, pressing your legs together.
Bangchan noticed. Of course, he did.
His smirk deepened, eyes flicking toward you before drifting back to the road. “Something wrong?”
“Nothing,” you lied, voice far too even to be convincing.
He made a sound, low in his throat, clearly unconvinced. Then, like he lived to ruin you, his hand dropped to your thigh—warm, steady, fingers pressing just enough to make you feel it.
Your breath hitched. “Bangchan.”
He leaned in slightly, just enough to let you catch the edge of his scent—clean, intoxicating, laced with something that made your pulse stutter. His thumb stroked slow, lazy circles against your skin.
“You’re always ready for me, aren’t you?” his voice was nothing but a taunt, silk-wrapped sin.
A shiver licked down your spine. The worst part? He was right. And he fucking knew it.
His fingers crept higher, brushing against the inside of your thigh, deliberate and slow. “I could fuck you right here,” he murmured, his breath feather-light against your ear. “No one would see. No one would know.”
Your body responded before your brain did, every nerve alight, screaming at you to let this happen.
But you had to be smart. For once.
With every ounce of restraint you had left, you grabbed his wrist, halting his movements before they ruined you completely. “I have to go.”
For a moment, he just looked at you, eyes dark, unreadable. Then, his lips curled—not in disappointment, but something far more dangerous.
“Fine.”
But before you could breathe, before you could move, he reached for you, tilting your chin up with maddening ease. His gaze locked onto yours, deep and knowing, before his tongue swept over your bottom lip, slow, deliberate, claiming.
Then he kissed you. Deep. Slow. Devastating.
By the time he pulled away, you were wrecked. Breathless.
“Goodnight, baby,” he murmured, unlocking the door like he hadn’t just unraveled you in a single move.
You barely remembered getting out, legs weaker than they had any right to be. As you walked back to your dorm, dazed and burning, one thought rattled through your skull like a warning you’d never heed:
He’s gonna be the death of me.
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swtnjk · 2 months ago
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moments with dealer bf iwaizumi
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you sit crisscross on his bed in one of his hoodies that cover your whole top half, looking at the pre-rolled joint in between his fingers.
“i don’t know if i’ll like it,” you say, brows furrowed. he smiles softly, “you said the same thing about matcha and now you drink it like it’s your life force.”
“that was different. that didn’t make me see sound.”
he chuckles, low and fond, lighting the joint and holding it out for you. “just one hit. you don’t have to do anything else after that.”
you take it, and with the most dramatic inhale, immediately start coughing. iwaizumi pats your back, trying not to laugh while also looking mildly horrified.
“why does it taste like lawn clippings and sadness?” you croak.
“because it’s the good stuff,” he says, proud. “now give it a sec.”
ten minutes later, you’re flat on your back on the rug, feet on his chest, staring at the ceiling like it personally insulted your family. “hey, hajime?”
“yeah?” “do you think ducks have dreams?”
he blinks at you, “what?”
“like… what if a duck dreams of being a chef? but they can’t tell anyone, because duck society isn’t ready for that.”
he just stares. you giggle, flipping onto your stomach. “also. your hands are so… handy.”
he squints, “are you flirting with me?”
you crawl over and plant yourself in his lap like it’s your natural habitat. “maybe. your eyebrows are like, aggressively attractive. it’s annoying.”
“okay,” he says, laughing, arms wrapping around you. “you’re officially cut off.” you gasp dramatically. “are you gonna arrest me, officer iwaizumi?”
he sighs, kissing your temple. “never again. you’re a menace.”
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it’s 2:17 AM when you feel the mattress shift. you groggily blink awake, face mushed against your pillow, and all you can make out in the darkness is a very warm, very heavy body flopping half-on top of you.
“…hajime?” you mumble, voice soft. he groans like he’s melting into the mattress. “baaaabyyy.”
you rub your eyes, “are you high?”
“mhm. very.”
you roll onto your back, and suddenly he’s got his face buried in your chest. his arms are wrapped around you like a koala. tight and not letting go.
you try to wiggle. you can’t.
“hajime,” you whisper, laughing a little. “you’re squishing me.”
“don’t care, “ his voice muffled. “need to feel you. like… all of you.” you blink, “i’m right here.”
“nooo, but like… feel you. your arms. your tummy. your soul. i missed your soul.”
you smile, brushing his messy hair out of his face. “you were gone for like six hours.”
“longest six hours of my life.”
you hum, still half-asleep, but you run your fingers through his hair anyway. he sighs, “you smell so good. like vanilla… and dreams.”
you giggle, “you’re ridiculous.”
“you’re soft,” he mutters. “and warm. and pretty. and i love you. and i might cry if you stop holding me.”
“okay, okay,” you say, wrapping your arms around him, kissing the side of his head. “no one’s going anywhere.” he lets out a long, whiny breath like he’s been holding it for years. “God, you’re my entire existence.”
then dead silence. he hiccups, “… did i say that out loud?”
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the cafe is busy, the summer heat making the windows fog slightly from the steam of espresso and fresh bread.
you’re halfway through your shift, apron tied tight at your waist, hair up, cheeks a little flushed but you spot him through the front window, parked across the street.
or course he’s here. again.
you throw a quick sandwich together. his favorite, the #4. and sneak out the back door, dodging your manager’s eagle eyes. he’s reclined in the driver’s seat, eyes closed, music low, one arm up on the wheel.
you knock on the window with the sandwich. he immediately perks up. opens the door. smirks. “you sneaking me food again, baby?”
you hand it over, “gotta keep your muscles fed or you’ll get all scrawny.”
“mean,” he mutters, taking a bite anyway. “mmm. you make sandwiches better than anyone on earth.” you smile and lean in, hands on the door. “alright, baby, love you! i gotta get back in—”
but he grabs your wrist, tugging you closer, and suddenly you’re halfway in the car as he kisses you. it’s slow and warm and just a little possessive. hands sliding to your waist as he leans in further.
then he bites your bottom lip softly.
you gasp-laugh, swatting at his chest. “stop! i love you!” he grins, eyes dropping to your uniform. “i love you more, beautiful.”
you try to pull away. bad idea. his hand sneaks down and smack! right on your ass.
“HAJIME,” you yelp, your face warm.
he just raises an eyebrow. “what? it’s my break too.”
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kannouo · 9 months ago
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Ticklish?
fandom: obey me pairing: demon brothers & dateables x gn!reader warnings: suggestive on asmo's part summary: in which they find out you are ticklish. prompt by anon: The brothers + dateables reaction to the MC being ticklish because ik most of them are menaces about it A/N: lol rest in peace. good fucking luck mc. also i swear to god i know there's more to satan's character than his love of cats it just fits guys pls forgive me
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LUCIFER
• Lucifer likes to appear as this super-serious macho man figure who, although he has his moments of going along with his siblings' antics, isn't a very playful guy. He's unlikely to find this out because he was trying to tickle you. Rather, it'd be by complete coincidence.
• When he offered to teach you to dance in the privacy of his room as classical music played in the background, you weren't expecting his hand on your waist to bother you as much as it did. Try as you might, you can't hide from him how you're biting your lip and stifling a giggle.
• "Is something funny to you?" He asks, unamused. You shake your head.
• "No, sorry. It just... tickles a bit."
• The only reaction you get in the moment is a hum and a nod. You're admittedly a little suspicious, but mostly grateful the dance lesson continued normally until you were able to return to your room.
• He's so unbothered by this new information, in fact, that you may even dare to think he'd all but forgotten about it when a few weeks pass by. Little did you know, he remembered. He was just storing it away for later use.
• Even the student council's representative of the human world was not immune to falling into Satan and Belphie's schemes, it seemed. After a failed attempt to capture a pic of a sleeping Lucifer, you find yourself trapped between him and the wall as he looms over you. You desperately hope that, just maybe, Satan or Belphie would come to your rescue — but alas, you had been left abandoned in the lions' den.
• "Bold of you to attempt to sneak up on me in such a vulnerable state," he clicked his tongue, agitated. "I'd assume you would know better by now."
• "I'm sorry, I—"
• "'Sorry'? Yes, you will be." He closed in on you.
• The shrieks that emanated from Lucifer's room that night could only be described as unholy as he unleashed his brand-new punishment on you. Out of everyone in the House of Lamentation, you hadn't expected the mighty first-born to be the one to tickle you half to death, but it was effective. If that was what was waiting for you, you were more than willing to give Satan and Belphie the cold shoulder the next time they suggested a new, ingenious prank to play on Lucifer. Sorry guys. It's not worth it.
"Come on, MC, this'll be our best work yet," Satan trails after you you down the hallway, clearly not keen on letting the matter go. He had taken the liberty of convincing you of the Anti-Lucifer League's newest escapade, as Belphie apparently refuses to be of any help. "We've planned it all out. It won't go wrong this time. I swear." You turn to look at Satan, catching a glimpse of Lucifer a short distance away over the fourth-born's shoulder. All it took was a knowing smirk and a mildly threatening gesture with his hands for you to turn pale. "MC?" "...I'm good, Satan, thanks."
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MAMMON
• Unlike his older brother — Mammon would absolutely find this out on purpose.
• He's the spiritual eldest when it comes to playing around with his siblings, so he's experienced in tickle-fighting. You, unfortunately, only realised this while wrestling with him, when he suddenly starts tickling your sides to gain the upper-hand. It works, and now you're flailing around beneath him.
• "Hah! Take that!" You hear him laugh triumphantly above you as you struggle to force his attacking hands away from you. "Ya give in?!"
• "Yeees! You win, you win!"
• After your rather humiliating fake-wrestling defeat, he only gets more annoying with abusing your weakness as the days go by. As he learns all of your worst spots, he gets more and more bold, until not one day can go by where you aren't tackled and tickled to tears by the Avatar of Greed.
• Eventually, you're going to have to set some ground rules with this guy, because he just will not stop. For weeks after that initial incident, you find yourself constantly on edge no matter where you are, because he could be anywhere. Just planning the next tickle.
• Sure, it can be fun at first, but he always manages to take his play-fighting just a little too far. You don't have the same tolerance as his brothers, being a human and all, and he needs to remember that.
• Being tickled by Mammon is nowhere as unfair and torturous as it is with Lucifer though, mostly because unlike his older brother, Mammon is ticklish too. This means you can fight back and potentially even gain the upper-hand. It's unlikely you'll win in a chase, however — no matter if you're the one running or if he is — he's just too damn fast.
• He's the definition of being unable to take what he dishes out. Not only does he cry 'uncle' as soon as you land on a weak spot, but he'll be super pouty and embarrassed afterwards too. As if he wasn't the one who initiated it.
"Mammooon..." You poke his cheek, trying to provoke any sort of response. He huffs and turns his head away, but still doesn't say a word. "Mams... Babe..." "That ain't fair," he finally speaks, his cheeks tinging with red. "Ya can't call me that when I'm tryin' to be mad at ya." You can't help but smile at the demon before you. "I'm sorry for tickling you, Mammon." "Yeah? Well... I think I'm owed some compensation for that. 5,000 Grimm, at least!"
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LEVIATHAN
• Levi wouldn't find this out on purpose. Or, rather, at all. At least not on his own.
• He freaks out and backs away every time his hand manages to accidentally brush against yours when he hands you something. He apologises profusely and feels like the absolute perverted scum of the earth when he happens to bump into you in the hallway. He refuses to hold hands with you beyond intertwining your pinkie fingers together, because anything more than that is too lewd for him.
• So yeah. He's not going to tickle you. Not even accidentally.
• He only ends up finding out when he catches you and Mammon having a tickle fight in the living room one day, to which he promptly leaves before either of you can notice him. Both to quell the jealousy bubbling in his chest, and to avoid Mammon roping him into his shenanigans.
• After that, he... does nothing, really.
• See, here's an interesting fact about the Avatar of Envy: He's ticklish too. Very ticklish. And his siblings, especially Mammon, tease him for it all the time. He absolutely hates it and it's just not funny to him. So even if he was able to touch you without taking 6000 points of damage to his psyche, he still wouldn't tickle you, because he understands how it feels.
• Instead, you could say that you two form an alliance of sorts. You defend him when one of his brothers (MAMMON) starts chasing him — using your pact if you have to — and he allows you safe refuge in his room if somebody is after you. His door has a lock on it after all, and knowing the consequences of trying to force their way inside the resident hermit's safe abode, your pursuer is unlikely to look for you in there.
• He might make fun of you a little for it, but that's the most he'll do. He won't lay a finger on you. Good guy Leviathan.
You restlessly chap on Levi's door, moving back and forth on your toes as you desperately hope for him to let you in. The seconds count down before your attacker will find you, when finally... Click. The door unlocks and you grab the handle, swinging it open and nearly hitting Levi in the face in the process. "Sorry, sorry!" You profusely whisper-yell apologies as you shut the door behind you. He locks it, and you can finally breathe a sigh of relief. "Thank you... You saved me..." Levi's cheeks burn red at your words. "Y—yeah, well... don't make a big deal out of it, normie. If you're staying in my room, then you're playing games with me too while you're here, okay? So... make yourself useful or I'll kick you back out!"
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SATAN
• Maybe this is just me, but have you ever had a cat on your lap that just won't stop moving around and it sort of tickles? Yeah.
• A simple date to a cat café went from good, to better, then to worse in a very short span of time. Most of the kitties were awake and lively, wandering around and allowing you to pet them. So when one of the cats jumped up on your lap, both you and Satan were ecstatic, cooing endlessly at the little ball of fur that had made itself at home on your legs.
• The only problem was, the cat seemed to be unable to find a comfortable spot. You were trying to stay still, you really were, but the cat's paws constantly moving against your thighs made you really need to move around in your seat. Satan noticed how you had to force yourself to stay put by gripping onto the table in front of you, and he also noticed how you were biting the inside of your cheek to keep from smiling like an idiot, but he didn't say anything at first.
• The first time Satan tickles you, it comes completely out of nowhere. To you, at least. Some exams were coming up and you agreed to let him tutor you, but the material was just so boring, and Satan's delivery of it certainly wasn't helping to keep you engaged...
• You were abruptly brought back to reality by a sharp jab to your side. You jumped and looked around, as if searching for the culprit, only to see Satan, with his eyes narrowed at you. "Pay attention."
• "I was!"
• "No you weren't," he poked you once in the side for each word to enunciate his sentence, and then grabbed you by the waist to prevent you from escaping. "Are you going to listen to me now?"
• "Ye-ees!"
• "Are you sure?"
• Satan's kind of a dick about it, to be honest. He'll tickle you to convince you to do things with him. You don't want to partake in his newest prank against Lucifer? Uh... yes you do, remember?
• He's also a hypocrite. He is ticklish but he hates it just as much — if not more — than Levi. So if you do it back to him, he'll shove you off or yell at you.
"Fi—fine! Fine!" You yell, and Satan's attack on your sides ceases. He looks down at you with an eyebrow raised. "You'll do it?" "Yes!" You nod furiously. If getting him to stop meant agreeing to prank call Lucifer, you suppose you'll just have to do it. "Now get off!" "Good," he smiled and moved off of you from where he had you pinned. "Now, about the plan I had prepared..."
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ASMODEUS
• ...You know the deal. There is going to be a struggle keeping these headcanons SFW.
• He can find out one of two ways: the first being that he was doing your makeup and somehow found out by brushing too close to your neck or jawline, the second being that you two were leading up to... other activites.
• We'll be going with the former for my own sake lol. He realises what your reaction was for after the first time you tilt your head away from him, and can't help but tease you for it right away.
• "Oh darling, how did I not know this before? Are you keeping secrets from me? ♡"
• Somehow, Asmo ends up being one of the worst for how he takes advantage of this. He will tickle you anywhere at any time and for any reason.
• If he thinks you're not paying enough attention to him, he'll tickle you so you're forced to focus on him. If he sees you using makeup wipes on your poor, delicate skin, he'll tickle you as a "warning" to never do that again. Eventually he just starts making up reasons.
• You can tickle him back, but he enjoys it and will try to use it to lead into sex. So, unfortunately, that won't work to dissuade him.
• Don't think for a moment he's embarrassed or ashamed of his behaviour in public settings, because he isn't. He has no qualms with tickling you in a restaurant with strangers around, and doesn't care how much attention you end up attracting. It's hell.
• He's another boy you're going to have to set boundaries with at some point just because of how frequent it is. The tipping point came when he squeezed your leg in the middle of a student council meeting and you hit your knee so hard on the table you were convinced you broke something.
• He'll back off if you tell him to. You just need to actually tell him to, otherwise he won't realise how much it bothers you.
"Oh, sweetie, I'm sorry..." Asmo pouts as he gently rubs your aching knee. "I didn't realise you'd react like that." You huff and turn your head away from him. "Don't turn this on me." "I'm not!" He shakes his head and leans forward to look you in the eye. "I swear! I just didn't know that'd happen. Can you forgive me, honey? I promise you I won't do it again. I can't have you bruising that beautiful skin because of me..."
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BEELZEBUB
• Beel, similar to Levi, isn't likely to find out on his own. For different reasons, though.
• Beel isn't afraid of physical touch, but he is scared of hurting you. He's so big and you're so small. He's fully aware of his strength, and even if he has good control over it, he tends to treat you like how one would handle a delicate China plate. It's not that he doesn't touch you at all, but he's so careful when he does that he probably won't even unintentionally find out that you're ticklish.
• The only way he'd find out is if he stumbled across you in the midst of a (usually very one-sided) tickle fight with one of his brothers. In which case, he will usually step in to save you.
• As the second-youngest, he's used to being teased in a similar manner by his older siblings. So if he sees you pinned down, he'll intervene so you can catch your breath and get away.
• If you run to him for protection, much like Levi, he'll take you back to his room and won't let anyone else except Belphie inside until it's safe to assume whoever was after you has given up. You don't have to, but if you thank him by bringing him a few snacks from the fridge later, he'll be happy.
• Such a sweetheart and probably won't ever tickle you. He really doesn't want to upset you.
• The only time I can see him tickling you is if you're having a bad day and he decides you need cheering up. He'll be sat next to you, staring intently at your frowning face as the gears turn in his head. He doesn't know what your day was like or why you're so peeved, but he knows he wants to see you smile again.
• He'll scoot closer, trap you in a hug with one arm and use his free hand to (very carefully) tickle you until you give in. He'll apologise, but as long as that smile is back on your face, he's satisfied.
• "Do you feel better?" He asks, a sweet smile on his face as he pats your head. And you have to admit, you do.
You could swear you saw Beel's eyes sparkle as you offered him the box of chocolates in your hands. You were saving them to eat yourself at some point, but... seeing as Beel valiantly defended you from Asmo earlier, you figure he at least deserves this. He manages to pry his eyes away from the chocolates to look at you. "...Why?" "Because you saved me from Asmo earlier," you explain and hold the box of chocolates closer to him, urging him to take them. "This is my 'thank you'." Finally, he takes the box from you. "...You didn't have to." Despite his words, he opens the lid and starts devouring the chocolates inside so quickly that you don't even have time to remind him to take the wrappers off.
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BELPHEGOR
• There are a few scenes in-game where he tickles or tries to tickle the MC, so yes, he'd absolutely find out very quickly.
• Belphie is not only a little shit — he's also spoiled and likes getting his way. So, like Satan, he'll tickle you to convince you of things. Usually it's when he doesn't feel like doing dinner duty or cleaning his room, or if he can tell you're hiding something from him.
• The first time he tickles you, it's because he had an assignment due the next morning. One he had procrastinated on for weeks. You had reminded him time and time again to start working on it as the deadline approached, but he ignored you, and the situation he's in now is, quite frankly, his own fault. So even as he whines to you about how sleepy he is and tries to butter you up so you'll do it for him, you don't give in.
• That is, until he has an idea. With an exaggerated pout on his face, he moved up behind you and wrapped his arms around you in a hug, lazily slumping against your back. Just as you were about to scold him, you felt him start to ruthlessly tickle your sides.
• With his body weight on you, there was little you could do. And even as you fell to the ground, he simply followed you, taunting and teasing you the whole time. When he thinks you've had enough, he hovers above you with a smirk on his face.
• "So? Do you feel like doing it now?"
• Little fucker. He cuddles with you later to "thank" you, but you're still salty about it.
• Like most others on this list, you can get him back. He's the baby of the family so of course he's ticklish. Expect him to use dirty tricks to win any tickle fight you initiate, however. Like "giving in" only to immediately attack once you stop, or using the fluffy end of his tail to catch you by surprise.
• Beel tends to come to his rescue a lot as well, so beware of that.
"I—I give! I giiive!" You smirk in triumph as the youngest demon brother surrenders beneath you, and you let up your tickling assault. You roll off of him, fixing your ruffled hair. "See? That's what happens when you challenge me," with your back turned, you're too busy congratulating yourself to notice Belphie slowly sitting up behind you. "Anyway, you need to— AH—!" You shriek as you're tackled down to the bed again, cursing as Belphie grins down at you, his eyes gleaming with a sadistic light. "Belphie! That's cheatING—!!" And so, it starts again.
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DIAVOLO
• Diavolo likely finds out in a similar fashion to Lucifer. Only it might be at a ball rather than in a secluded area.
• He's confused at first. He knows what tickling is, but being extremely sheltered, he's never received much affection like that in his life. As a result, it takes him a moment to put the pieces together. Once he does, he smiles fondly down at you and apologises, and that is that.
• ...For now.
• What he didn't show right away was just how giddy this discovery made him. What an adorable trait to have! And one he had to see more of. He'd missed out on tickle fights his whole life — he had to wonder what they were like?
• He made a mental note to experiment with this information the next time you came around to the palace. And that he did.
• Literally yells "tickle fight!" before pulling you close and going to town. You have to yell for him to be gentler, because inexperienced as he is, what should tickle actually kind of hurts at first.
• "Ah, I'm so, so sorry," he relaxes his fingers a little, no longer digging into your skin. "Is this any better? My sincere apologies."
• His apology would seem a lot more genuine if he didn't continue to tickle you while saying it.
• That, and he doesn't quite understand the concept of a tickle fight. What he's doing to you is more like a tickle beat-down. It's so one-sided it's almost comical. Unable to fight back or escape, Barbatos has to come and tell him to stop before you piss yourself.
• This was fun! He decides completely on his own. We should do this more often! He says, as you are gasping for breath on the fucking ground.
• After this first experience, he incorporates more minor tickling into your daily lives. Instead of trapping you like the first time, he'll sneakily poke you while walking by, and then look back at you with a wave and a completely innocent smile on his face.
"MC? Apologies, you seem to be in the middle of something. It won't take long," Diavolo smiles as he enters the empty student council hall. Indeed, you are in the middle of sorting some letters, but it isn't as if you can deny an audience to the Demon King. "I have a question for you. It appears... as if you've been avoiding me lately. Why is that?" You blink, trying to discern if he was serious. The look on his face said yes, he was. "...Diavolo, whenever we sit next to each other, you keep reaching over to tickle me." He meets you with a surprised expression as if this is somehow news to him. "I did not know it was such a problem," He confesses. "Very well, then. I'll stop. If I do, will you start sitting beside me again? I quite miss it."
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BARBATOS
• He already knew. Lol.
• He officially "finds out" for the first time when he just happens to walk in on Diavolo tickling you half to death and saves you from his grasp. In reality, he already knew this was going to happen and planned to show up just in time to clean you off of the floor once Diavolo had his fun.
• You're thankful he showed up, though. If not for the fact he rescued you, then for the tea he served you afterwards to ensure you wouldn't have had an entirely terrible experience that day.
• As for what he does with this information? Well, not much. At least, it doesn't seem like it to you.
• Barbatos knows how to be sneaky with how he uses this to hear you laugh throughout the day. He'll brush his hand against your skin while reaching for something, "accidentally" touch your back and make you jump while walking by you, and it will always seem unintentional. At first, that is.
• Red flags start to raise when these accidents seem to happen multiple times, every single time you're around him. He knows when you're starting to get suspicious too, and that's around the point he stops even trying to pretend like it isn't intentional. He'll keep doing it, but flash you an infuriating, coy smile after each time.
• Now it's war.
• If this is the game he's playing, you might as well participate.
• The only problem being... it's Barbatos. He knows when you're planning something and exactly how you're going to execute it. You can't even land a hand on the bastard.
• And even if you did somehow manage to (AKA he lets you), you genuinely have no idea if he's even ticklish. He won't react to anything you do to him, but he also won't give you a straight answer if you bluntly ask him if he's ticklish or not. He just looks at you with that signature poker-faced smile. And with that, he turns and walks away. YOU NEED ANSWERS.
• Eventually you become convinced that he isn't actually ticklish at all, but he lets you think he could be because he enjoys seeing you so determined to catch him off-guard.
"B—Barbatos!" You jerk your body away as his hand "somehow" manages to pinch your side while reaching for the utensils drawer next to you. He smiles. "My apologies, it was an accident." He says, and you call bullshit right away. With a newfound desire for revenge, you latch onto his side and start to tickle, but frown when he doesn't react at all. In fact, he simply opens the drawer and takes out a few of the cutlery inside like he initially intended to do, as if you aren't even there. He meets your eye with another, slightly more amused smile, before turning and leaving the room. You stand there, dumbfounded. Though... you could've sworn you saw him flinch a little when you first touched him.
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SIMEON
• Simeon is also ticklish and is another example of someone who knows how it feels. He's not likely to tickle you often.
• That's not to say he doesn't find it amusing or cute — he absolutely does — but his first thought when the back rubs he gave you with the intention of being soothing turned ticklish wasn't that he should take advantage of it, rather that it's just something new he now knows about you.
• Simeon won't ever intentionally tickle you because it's, well, mean. He'll only do it if he gets "permission", meaning if you do it to him first.
• He enjoys seeing you smile and laugh, but he doesn't ever want to go too far. Most of the tickle fights you initiate are won by him — don't let his appearance and sweetness fool you, he's still much stronger than you are — but they also don't last long. He'll stop, apologise, and offer to make up for it with anything you want.
• "Sorry, sorry," Simeon smiles as he helps you back to your feet, brushing your hair out of your face. "Are you alright? Come on, let's sit down together. No more tickling, though."
• He... tries to be a protector of sorts if Solomon or anyone else is after you. I can't say it works out well for him though, and whoever was after you just ends up with two victims instead of one.
• Bless him for trying. At least you're not suffering alone.
• When you come around to Purgatory Hall, depending on your friendship with Luke, you two may have playful tickle wars that go on. He won't interfere, but Luke does tend to use Simeon as a shield or claims that you're "bullying" him. Simeon never takes it too seriously and you can usually continue your playful tickle-attack uninhibited.
You lay, breathless and sweaty on the floor. You stare up at the ceiling as you pant for air and slowly sit up, wiping at your forehead. You turn to the man sprawled out on the floor right next to you, the both of you having just endured the same tickle-attack by Solomon. "...Are you alright?" Simeon slowly turns his head to look at you and meets you with an exhausted smile. "Yeah, I'm fine... you?" "...Yeah." You sigh. Silence fills the air for a moment, interrupted only by your heavy breathing. "...Wanna get him back?" As angelic as Simeon still is... even he can't refuse that offer.
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SOLOMON
• This shady sorcerer absolutely finds out on purpose.
• After one too many times where you've outright banned him from the kitchen to prevent some kind of national tragedy, he decides he's owed some kind of penance. So the one time you allow him in the kitchen while you cook — under strict supervision — he sneaks up behind you and...
• "Solomon!" You squeal, nearly dropping the ingredients in your hands as he hugs you from behind and uses the position to start furiously tickling you.
• "What? Why are you laughing?" He asks cheekily. "You better be careful. You don't want to ruin dinner, right?"
• After the first incident, it gets much, much worse.
• He'll tickle you at any time, anywhere, whenever he feels like it. It doesn't matter how busy you are or how important what you're working on is, he will interrupt you out of nowhere to tickle you until he's satisfied. Prick.
• He thinks it's funny to tickle you in inconvenient or inappropriate settings, too. If you're sat in front of or next to him in class, you can expect him to start repeatedly poking you or enchanting a few items to tickle you as you desperately try to hold back any reactions because then you'll be the one embarrassing yourself.
• He's also ticklish, but will go to great lengths to avoid you ever figuring that out. Probably drinks some kind of potion that dulls his sensitivity before seeking you out to tickle you just in case you try to get revenge on him.
• Of course, you can still catch him when he's unprepared. And when you do, it's war.
• At least Purgatory Hall is never boring with you two around.
You stare down Solomon as you face one another at opposite ends of the dining table. He's grinning at you, and every now and again tries to rush over to where you are, at which point you circle the table to keep the distance. "You can't keep going forever." He taunts. "Watch me, motherfucker," you curse, but it's true. You're already out of breath. He tries to charge you again and you react quickly, hurrying back around to the other side of the table. Just as you do, however, he changes direction. You're unable to turn around in time and he catches you, damn near lifting you up into the air with how he grabs you. "Solomon! Stop it!" "You started it," he argues. "Now suffer the consequences."
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DREAM ꒰⚘݄꒱ NAGI ,, SHIDOU
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SYNOPSIS : what do the blue lock boys dream about when they're away from you, training to be the greatest striker?
note: hi! again, this is the same thing i posted earlier, just nagi and shidou versions ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) both are mildly nsfw. um actually i just read through it and i take it back shidous one is like hella crazy. I'm not making it as nsfw because its more like super crazy making out but. uhmm... yeah. ˙ᵕ˙
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nagi seishiro
There's a bright light everywhere. Nagi can hardly see, through the half-lidded lens of his eyes. He blinks a few times, and there's a muffled sound encasing his ears. It sounds like his name is being called out in a pleasing voice. That voice sounds nice. Nagi wonders who it belongs to.
Through his blurred eyes, he can make out vibrant colours of purple and black encasing the walls of wherever he is. It's mostly white noise—but Nagi can make out a hint of a pop song playing in the background, but he doesn't care for which.
He turns around, vision still hazy, until he meets a pair of eyes. Beautiful, bright eyes that sparkle under this blinding light—a pair of eyes that belonged to...
"[name]?" His vision is suddenly completely clear, and he can see you in perfect detail. You're standing there with a soft smile, a bag around your shoulder and dressed in flowy, casual clothes.
"You finally responded? Did you manage to get the Psyduck?" You walk forward and stand beside him—and only now does Nagi realise where he is.
The arcade, with [name]?
Is this a dream or something? This feels way too good to be true.
Your expression drops and you look at him, annoyed with your hands pressed against the glass—you look mad, but it feels more like an angry kitten rather than anything to Nagi, "You didn't even insert your token?"
Looking down into his hands—he didn't even feel the weight of the full cup of tokens in his grasp until you mentioned it. He blinks, eyes dulling. "Oh. Sorry." He responds dumbly, quickly inserting a token.
The claw machine lights up and blares embarrassingly loud music that draws attention, but you don't acknowledge it and only cheer when he moves the claw around, "Go, Nagi!" You whoop, and this makes the snow-haired boy feel even more determined to win that stupid platypus Pokemon.
He finally gets the claw into the perfect position and sends it down—it grabs onto the plushie, and for the first time ever, Nagi gets it on the first try. It gets sent down the winning hole, and you cheer in joy as Nagi bends down to pick it up.
He stares wordlessly at the plush for a second, looking into its cartoonishly stupid eyes, before looking back up at you, with your wonderfully large smile, and holding it out to you. "Got it for you."
You blink, looking up at him, then the duck, then him again, lips parted so invitingly. Then, you smile, cheeks flushed prettily, and you take the duck from his arms, and into your own grasp. Hugging it into your chest, you lower your face into the head of the platypus, "Thank you, Nagi... you really didn't have to. It's a date for both of us, after all."
A date...
This is a dream.
Nagi has this sudden realisation while looking around. You're here, and you feel like you—but isn't he supposed to be in Blue Lock? Working his ass off to become the best striker? He shouldn't be at some random arcade on a "date" with you. Ego would never let that happen.
So, the last explanation Nagi could come up with, is that this is all a dream. That's the only thing he could come up with. Nagi was never that smart, but even he could point out the inconsistencies that came with this whole scenario.
So... if this is all a dream... I can do whatever I want.
He swallows thickly.
With no repercussions. This is all in my head... and anything I want can happen.
Nagi moves forward and suddenly hugs you close to his chest. You yelp in surprise but do not push him off or say anything—simply accepting his warmth engulfing your figure. He digs his nose into your hair and takes in a deep sniff.
You smell nice. Much nicer than any of the guys in Blue Lock.
But, you simply letting this happen confirms his theory. This really is a dream. You—the real, fleshy you—would never allow Nagi to just hug you without at least hitting him with an iconic one-liner or snarky quip. If this version of you is not real... if this version of you will never remember what he feels...
He looks down and removes one hand from your waist to tilt your head upwards, and with the most innocent look he can manage—he shuts his eyes and leans down. He knocks the breath out of your lungs with an aggressive kiss, fiery hot and burning in your stomach.
His heart churns and his mind is running at a thousand miles per hour, but Nagi can't care. He doesn't care, because this is what he wants—and is it selfish of him to take it within a dream? That is only what a true egoist would do, right?
You squeak, but Nagi does not acknowledge it, engulfing the puff of air in his own mouth when he connects his tongue with your own. It takes a good few seconds for Nagi to pull away—and he only does so when you grab his soft cheeks in your palm and push his head back. A thin string of drool connected the two of you.
You look into his eyes, hazy and misty and his clothes suddenly feel too tight and the room is far too hot. He runs his hands up and down your torso, feeling the creases of the material underneath his electric fingertips, and it's like every sense he has is heightened in this blazing moment. "Nagi... not here..."
Oh. So even his dream version of you had her morals.
"Fine." Nagi mumbles, eyes sunken low. He knows this is wrong. He knows that he should not speak, but the words glide off his silver tongue before he has a chance to stop himself. "But when we get home, you can't expect me to stop."
His heart skips a beat after he sees your embarrassed expression. He can't find it within himself to care that this is all a dream, and in the morning you will never know this has happened. You won't ever know what has gone on between the two of you in his mysterious mind—and this will be a secret Nagi will forever take to his grave.
It's okay if he does this, right? Because it's your Nagi, the one who you adore so much. He's forever yours—if only you'd say the word.
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shidou ryusei
"So... you're seriously saying you... want to...?" Shidou asks incredulously, and he can already feel himself twitching. His blunt nails dig into his palms and it takes every last bit of self-restraint he has left in his body to not pounce on you like a dog in heat.
This is the most composed you've ever seen him—and that's saying something. Well, not really, because he still looks like he's going to implode (haha, very funny) on the spot. You swallow thickly, a thin layer of sweat sheens down your back and suddenly the room feels way too stuffy—even if it was freezing cold when you had walked in.
Room... this room felt oddly unfamiliar. A room painted completely white, except for the odd accent of dark blue, proving its existence within Blue Lock. Shidou remembers stomping here after a brawl with Rin and getting extra scratched up this time because Rin ended up landing a good punch or two—he can't recall.
He doesn't remember how long he was out after you shocked him into submission—rather, he only recalls how you started this whole thing, as soon as he woke up in this strange room, you were practically in tears from how scared you were. Usually, Shidou woke up at most a few hours after being tased out, but this time, he was knocked cold for a whole day.
You nearly cried when he finally woke up, sitting by his side in a chair. You're holding onto his hand, but quickly let go in favour of hugging him so tight that he can barely breathe—and he can feel everything—and your voice is wracked with relief.
So now, here's the present, where you look like you're going to melt into a puddle on the floor when you say, "Y...yes... Because... I feel bad. That's the only reason I'll let you do this..." Still, with your pissy prickliness, you fold your arms under your chest, "But... only that, Shidou. Nothing more... I won't shock you this time... but I'll make you regret it."
Ignoring the comment that immediately comes to mind with your last sentence, he grins devilishly and feels his heartbeat increase with the anticipation, "Hell yeah! You're being serious, yeah? You'll let me?!"
Shidou can't quite remember since the last time he'd felt this excited for something that hadn't even happened yet—his goals were a burst of dopamine, but this? This was pure, unbridled excitement.
His leg unwillingly starts shaking up and down and you notice it—clearly, with the large sigh you suck in. You have to turn your head away before you shake your head—lest you see the face Shidou makes, a face you'd prefer not to be seared into your mind.
You walk forward, each step feeling like thousands of hands were trying to warn you—to hold you back—but you continue, right until you're standing in front of Shidou, who's sitting on the edge of his bed with his legs hanging off the side.
You place your things down on the table beside you. Hesitantly, like you're weighing your options—you slide your shoes off, so that the only thing on your feet are socks, and you slowly slide your jacket off, cheeks burning, so that you're only wearing your tank top.
Shidou watches in terrifying silence—you're sure this is the quietest you've ever seen him—and his eyes follow each move you make like he's a predator hunting for prey. Frankly, this scares you, but you have no room to say anything in this moment, so you only take in a deep breath, and lean upwards, placing your legs over his, and placing yourself on his knees.
Perched all prettily for him—shouldn't this be enough? Not for somebody like Ryusei Shidou, especially not just this. This would never be enough, and you were disappointingly aware of it.
This thing—the thing Shidou's been asking for since he met you... is to touch your boobs.
It shocked you just as much as it shocked anybody in the vicinity with his bold request, and you swore to yourself you'd never give in—especially not to somebody like Ryusei Shidou. But here you are now, practically trembling as he stares at you—his hands slowly reaching up.
He's silent... why is he silent? These thoughts run wild in your brain but are quickly shut down like a dead landline when his touch finally reaches your stomach. His fingertips are rough against your untouched skin, and it sends shivers flicking down your spine. Then, they finally came in contact with the lace around your bra, and he almost looked disappointed with the revelation.
But this doesn't phase him, no, not one bit, because as soon as his large palm engulfs one side of your chest, he squeezes. You slap your hand over your mouth and all the humiliation suddenly comes running back to you—crashing your brain like a ten-ton truck. He squeezes, and squeezes hard, like it's a stress ball and not a part of your body.
You bite out through groans, "Don't be so rough. Otherwise... I'll leave."
Shidou, who's been scarily silent this entire time, Shidou, who had his hand wrapped around your tit like a vice, and Shidou, who's looking into your eyes with such a serious look it makes you shiver, "Nah. Won't let ya."
You blink, and for a second, forget your humiliation in favour of blank confusion, "What?" You ask, dumbly.
"Won't let ya," and suddenly, the Shidou you know returns with full force, cheeks a hot stain of red and a demonic grin stretched out across his face—behind his sharpened, pearly teeth is a sense of danger, "I mean... ya gettin' me all worked up over here... and you think I'll just let ya leave?"
His eyes darken, and he grips your waist with his free hand, sliding you into his lap. "No. Fucking. Way. I would sooner quit soccer than let ya leave now."
Basically what he's saying—you're not going anywhere. Your heart races—sadly, you forget that he has a hand right over where your heart lies (even if it is a bit preoccupied with something else), and gets to tighten his hold before you squirm away. Warningly. He's saying—don't you dare fucking move.
He moves his hand from your tit—leaving the other one trapped around your waist—and moves it upwards, to the back of your head, gripping your hair hard in his hand. "You're way too pretty, manager-chan~ All those guys look at ya, but here I am, the one you hate the most having you here perched all pretty in my lap. This is how it should be, yeah?"
He grins, a grin you learned to despise, because of the words and person it was usually paired with—Ryusei Shidou looks so much like a demon. You can't say you hate him, but you don't like him either.
So then, when he crashes his lips into yours with the full ferocity you usually see on the court, do you not push back? Maybe deeply, somewhere in your fucked-up mind, you actually like this. At least, Shidou hopes so—because he can't get enough.
His lips move against yours in a harsh motion you're probably not used to—by the way your hands grip his shoulders and definitely leave marks from your nails. He tugs your head forward, wanting to become even closer—you think that if he moves you any further you'll fuse with him, but maybe, that's what he wants.
Ryusei Shidou loves so violently, so unabashed and unbridled that it scares normal people. Average people—who will never dream of understanding somebody like him. His love is so intense and overwhelming that he can't physically hold it in—but that is Ryusei Shidou, and he has no plans to change himself, especially not with how good it feels.
Dopamine spreads through his veins and he feels like he's about to light on fire from how hot his skin feels—but you're the same. His fingers sneak up the back of your shirt and it's positively burning, like wildfire in a dry forest. The mere thought that you're feeling the intensity he's trying to show you revs him up a gear further, biting down on your lip hard in excitement.
You try to pull back with a wince, but Shidou doesn't let you, kissing you so hard and pushing your head in so much that all you can do is whine against his lips. He fucking loves this. He fucking loves you. His eyes open just the slightest, and the expression on your face nearly makes him explode.
His hand slips down, and he grabs a handful of your ass underneath your sweatpants, nails sinking into the material with how hard he grabs it. This feeling—that spreads from his numbed mind towards the tips of his toes, is a feeling he doesn't think he'll ever be able to get enough of. He's kissed people. He's made out with people. But it's never been like this.
He's never had such mind-numbing excitement right here, in front of him and completely pliant to his doing—Shidou has never been this excited before. It's not just what's happening—it's you. He's so drunk—so high off of you that it makes him want to melt into you and never return. If one day, you decided to make Shidou your own, that would be the day he would die happy and submit to your will.
But until then... Shidou will have the reigns, and control them—until you and him are forever like this.
Finally, after a minute of torture and pathetic gasps for air through your nose, Shidou pulls away, letting go of your sore head of hair and panting, a thin string of drool connects both your lips. He grins at the sight, face flushed and a thin layer of sweat sheened over his face.
But you—with your lips swollen, glossy and plump from being kissed so hard by him, and the sweat beading down your face giving you an ethereal glow—looks so much more beautiful than he ever could, he's sure.
In fact, that look on your face—misty eyes with lids too heavy to hold up, and lashes curled upwards to your brows—is what prompts Shidou to finally flip it out.
You're moved faster than you can react, your back crashing against the sheets before you have a chance to protest. His legs are positioned in between yours, and he's hovering on top of you—his antennae ticking your cheek. You look up at him with wide eyes, lips slightly parted from shock, and Shidou runs his tongue over his bottom lip when he sees his sight. Underneath him—where he believes you should always be.
My heart won't stop pounding. He thinks, a smile spreading at the thought.
The dopamine rushes through his veins and it gives him the energy to lean down, held up by the arms that cage either side of your head, "You're fucking gorgeous."
I love you.
I love you.
I love you so fucking much.
Shidou loves with such intensity that it can blind people—and maybe, you were the only person who could take such love. Even when his lips crash against yours once again, and you find you're now without your tank top—even in a dreamscape such as this, Shidou is sure that you'll just know.
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