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I have Done The Taxes, much later in the year than I usually do because hell world, but they're done and that's what matters.
#for the record#I do my own taxes#and my sisters' taxes#both of them#I've been doing it for like 12 years#I haven't paid for tax filing software since 2015#I also haven't had an issue with doing my own taxes ever#it's complicated as a general rule#because hell country#but if you've just got a W-2 and no HSA or investments#it's pretty easy#I always feel bad#when people are intimidated out of it#and pay $$$$ to have someone else do it#even when their returns are SUPER simple#if you've just got a W-2#and you don't have any investments#you can do your own taxes#very easily#trust me
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What. a. fucking. idiotic. question.
#and a leading one at that#like wtf did you expect him to say#at some point these questions are going to push him over the edge and i would pay to see that point#because what the actual fuck#just shut up god#marc marquez#motogp#âlike it happened in 2015 i was in the middle and i was theoretically giving points to someone elseâ#that's the tame answer#do not bring up 2015 challenge impossible#like come on tumblr if you want to talk 2015 and rosquez so badly#no but seriously even if they rephrased this how many ever ways#at the end of the day what honestly did you expect him to say#davide and gigi have already iterated no one's gaining an advantage from the other in terms of support#Marc's not gonna come out of nowhere and disagree with it#and common sense shouldve answered the question before it was asked
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Hey I probably have other followers who dye their hair; any tips on making semi-permanent dye fade *really* fast? Asking for me, who just spent all day getting my hair professionally done and ended up with a completely different color than I wanted đ and is also getting married in a week and wants hair that won't clash with my dress đ
#the person who did it is supposed to re-tone it tomorrow.#but given today's results i don't. trust them.#i could have gotten exactly what i wanted in my bathroom with dye from Sally's#but paying someone else to do it was SUPPOSED to make things LESS#stressful.#screams
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i'm not like. an annotation style elitist. but genuinely the way some of these booktokers annotate their videos confounds me.
you'll see someone with extremely detailed annotations with like 500 sticky tabs in the whole book and it makes you think wow there's so much going on here. and then the annotations are just OMG! and they've highlighted 90% of the book and they've underlined everything. everything they write are just various reactions like omg! cute! wow! i gasped! hot! etc.
it just screams "i want my book to look like a serious reader owns it" but they straight up just don't understand the purpose of annotating. i don't even understand the use case for this type of annotation because like... are you really not going to know it was a cute scene on a reread unless you highlight the entire 5 pages? is this something you need to draw attention to?
it's just like. wild. to see these books with every single free space covered in annotations. the way someone writing a thesis about that book would do. but then you look at the content of the annotations and it is confusingly just someone's immediate reactions to what they've read.
which is like. it's good. that's definitely a part of annotating. but annotation is a tool to understand and analyze a text. and this is not what is going on.
and what is MORE confounding is when people who annotate like this SELL THEIR ANNOTATED BOOKS???? FOR MONEY??? THAT PEOPLE BUY ON PURPOSE????
GIRL LISTEN TO ME YOU DO NOT NEED SOME OTHER RANDOM BITCH SCRIBBLING HER FIRST REACTION ALL OVER A BOOK WHY DO PEOPLE BUY THESE WHAT THE FUCK
#alexis.exe#anti booktok#i know im like overgeneralizing here#like dont get me wrong you can and should do whatever you want with your book#but i dont have to be happy about that :)#also doesnt buying someone else's annotations defeat the purpose of doing this type of annotation in the first place#if the whole thing is marking all the stuff YOU like#why buy someone else's version of that#also the way theyre so expensive#i can get books with annotations in them for like 4 bucks in a secondhand bookstore#you people need to stop paying#$30 plus shipping#thats crazy#just buy a pen.
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Beyblade X Episode 45: You, Back Then
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haha. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha CHROME RYUGU IâM GOING TO PAY TO PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE FOR THIS EPISODE LET ME AT HIM LET ME AT HIM YOU CHROME RYUGU YOU
if you havenât watched the episode already PLEASE WATCH IT even if I explain it or summarize it it wonât have the same effect or impact on you if you donât watch it yourself because holy crap that was one hell of a time for 22 minutes and 40 seconds Iâm
alright, so we start off with Takumi versus Blader Z, except Blader Z isnât wearing the mask and we see his actual identity. And interestingly enough, Blader Z is using Cobalt Drake, the exact same bey Chrome uses. Then Blader Z loses, and we cut to the intro
I wanna talk about the intro and the title for this episode for a second.
If youâve not skipped the intro or if youâve heard it, or even listened to the entire song way too many times (like me), youâll notice the lyrics fit a lot of the characters in the series. The song title alone explains it. Prove. These Bladers are trying to prove something to someone or themselves. Keep that in mind for later on. And Iâve noticed weâve gotten a lot of characters memories or backstories in a row. I like how it starts from a team â> family â> you. It slowly narrows down into categories, and also explains what the characters think of their relationships with others. In episode 43 weâre seeing this from all three perspectives, a team. In episode 44 we see this from two perspectives, two sisters, a family. Then in this episode, we see it from Blader Zâs perspective alone. Which is why the title uses âyouâ and not him. Directed to Chrome.
ALSO ALSO keep in mind how they donât reveal Blader Zâs name until much later on (unless I have poor hearing skills)
ANYWAYS

in a similar fashion to Robin from our first episode, Blader Z barges into Xenon City excitedly, impatient to battle in the Amateur Cup. Blader Z then goes on to defeat every amateur, and in the final match he says heâs going to be like âhimâ (while thinking about Chrome) and he wins. Everyone notices his talent, and Number Zero asks if he has anything to say.
Blader Z just smiles and says Chrome Ryugu rules, and that Chromeâs the ideal Blader, and then says heâs going to be just like Chrome. Soooo right away we establish this is an idol-fan kind of relation for now.
Then we get shown the battle we saw in the intro, and Blader Z gets defeated pretty badly. Back in his little apartment he says he doesnât want to lose anymore and realizes he needs to work harder. We then cut to a timeskip later, where Number One talks about Blader Zâs numerous wins and takes notice of how he uses the same bey as Chrome.
AFTER ANOTHER WON MATCH, WE FINALLY GET TO SEE AN INTERACTION BETWEEN THE TWO. (After Number Zero says the prize, which was probably the meeting with Chrome, which is rather⌠strange, wouldnât you say?)


Blader Z obviously looks very surprised and happy, because he wasnât expecting this. Chrome said he saw Blader Zâs match against Takumi, and Blader Z acknowledges he became arrogant during that match, and Chrome says âoneâs strength in Blading is the strength in oneâs heartâ and moves Blader Zâs hand to his heart. Recognize something? If you said the first time Jaxon and Chrome fought, youâre right! Jaxon grabbed Chromeâs hand in a similar direction and position, except he didnât purposefully put it against Chromeâs heart.
also, Iâd like to point out how one-sided this seems and a few other odd things. Remember how Chrome viewed Jaxon, after Jaxon said Chrome should have fun, blading with him? A similar light is shown here. Except, Chrome was drawn into that light himself. Here, only Blader Z is viewing Chrome that way. And to be fair, yeah, it makes sense, seeing how much Blader Z looks up to Chrome. But Chrome doesnât seem to be very, well, he is obviously putting effort in the interaction. But his wording is strange.
he ends up giving Blader Z Obsidian Shell, which Blader Z pretty much treasures immediately, but I donât like how Chrome said it when he gave it. He said, âyou have the power to master this bey, and with it, climb your way to the top of the X. At least thatâs what I feel youâre capable of doing.â Giving expectations already, huh? HUH CHROME? IM GOING TO SCREAM
anyways we end up learning Blader Zâs real name, and itâs Ciel Kaminari. Chrome says heâll remember that name and gives him a handshake and everything is all fine and dandy, right? RIGHT?
Ciel is seen rejecting sponsors left and right, not going pro unless he goes on Team Pendragon. We then timeskip and thereâs a little detail to notice. On one of the screens, itâs the frame where Team Persona won against Team Yggdrasil (I dunno if that was intentional or not but Iâm clinging onto it for some sort of timeline). So Ciel is pretty late to the scene, but not too late: Heâs been getting noticed but Team Persona was pretty focused on beating Yggdrasil so they may have not noticed themselves.
Then, we get a rematch! Takumi versus Ciel, coincidence or not? And WHADDYA KNOW? Ciel wins this time! And Takumi isnât salty about this, and he even raises Cielâs hand which I think is đ so sweet. Takumi, yay! Iâm glad you donât break peopleâs beys anymore!
(let us ignore the fact Chrome is watching this match and looking as if his entire world is ending!)

A WHILE LATER OR PROBABLY THE NEXT DAY CIEL ENDS UP BEING SCOUTED FOR TEAM PENDRAGON!!! Look how happy he looks GAHHH, heâs finally made it, made it onto the team his idol is on, happily holding the bey his idol gave him, just overjoyed.
if you want him to have a happy time you should stop the episode there by the way, because this next half was an emotional rollercoaster I was not prepared to even experience.
Before the next few moments even occurred, I thought a few things. What happened for Ciel to suddenly harbor hatred against Jaxon? Why is he Blader Z? Something obviously happened. I expected something surprising.
what I was not expecting, was to get slapped in the face with Ciel entering the room already full of everything Jaxon related, with Chrome, with the music cutting off from soft to uneasy, to Chrome Ryuguâs dead-inside eyes.
Ciel is obviously surprised, and Chrome simply⌠stares.


the complete opposite of their first interaction. The room is dark. Ciel doesnât look so enthusiastic anymore, in fact, he looks nervous. His voice is flat as he speaks to Ciel, asking how his match went. Ciel GRABS onto the topic, for something familiar. He said he was glad the match was set up like that before stepping forward. Something that will appear a few minutes later. He just quickly glances at it, but Chromeâs voice interrupts him and he gives Chrome his attention instead. Chrome reveals he made the commission set it up.
Ciel is absolutely baffled, and we can hear Chrome rummaging for something. Lo and beholdâŚ

Itâs the mask. The Z mask. And judging by the sounds, it seems as if Chrome had been holding onto it for a while, storing it away. You can HEAR Ciel getting increasingly more panicked and confused as he steps back and Chrome steps forward, and oh my god Iâve never wanted to PUNCH Chrome Ryugu more than I have now. He looked down, with a smile, with an EXPECTANT look as he held that mask. The absolute, the look, the look alone was horrifying??? I DONâT EVEN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE IT? Then Chrome says âBut if you are who I think you are, I want you to live up to your expectations.â
Excuse me, who YOU think Ciel is? A fan who was really happy to receive a bey from you and lived by your words and aspired to be like you and made it onto your team? Or a fan who could be manipulated into becoming what YOU want him to become?
and here comes the part where Ciel realizes. He steps back, the noise similar to earlier when he stepped on something, and recognized the photos of Blader X, next to a photo of Jaxon Cross.

It doesnât take a genius to put the pieces together, though I donât know how he didnât see the gigantic photo of Jaxon earlier (we saw it in the background when they met again), and Ciel knows Jaxon Cross is Blader X. Jaxon Cross, who left Pendragon, who wears a maskâ a mask that Chrome is now presenting in front of himâ
Chrome says he doesnât need Ciel Kaminari and puts the damn thing on Ciel without a second thought. He wants Ciel to âloseâ that identity and become Blader Z. He wants Ciel to fill in Jaxonâs shoes, and makes the most normal smile weâve seen him make so far within this entire interaction. Like this is the only thing that brings him comfort. Something related to Jaxon. Then he hands Ciel Buster Dran, and his use of it makes sense now. Thatâs why Chrome told him not to indulge himself when he used Obsidian Shell facing Jaxon. He wanted Blader Z, not Ciel Kaminari.
What makes this worse is that even the episode itself kinda foreshadows this. Remember how they held off on revealing Cielâs name this episode? Itâs his lost identity. And it delays the reveal, like how the other episodes featuring Ciel delay in his face reveal. Heartbreaking. What, you thought this was the worst of it? No. Chrome tells him to become Blader X, traces the DAMN letter on Cielâs mask, and says, âyou can, right?â
His expectations. He sets them, AGAIN, like earlier, when he gave Ciel Obsidian Shell. The way he words it so carefully, like he knows Ciel would dread the thought of not doing something âeasyâ Chrome would expect him to do. Disappointment from the pro Blader you look up to? That would be a nightmare, right?
instead of realizing he needs to get the fuck out of there after throwing a right hook at Chrome and live FAR FAR away from Chrome and hopefully erase these memories, Ciel instead, tries to EMPATHIZE with Chrome. He tries to feel the emotion Chrome feels.

and he ends up crying. SO, if Ciel is right, Chrome isnât feeling loneliness, anger, or sadness. Itâs different, but more painful. Painful enough to make Ciel cry. And Ciel declares heâll do anything for Chrome. Chrome says thatâll do, and Obsidian Shell falls on the ground, forgotten.
We cut to Ciel on the rooftop basically telling himself heâs Blader Z, remembering past events, wanting to do better. But whatâs interesting is that he says heâll SURPASS Blader X, not be him. So, Ciel isnât fully complying. He wants to be better than Blader X, and earn Chromeâs approval.
Ciel oh my god you deserve so much better what the fuck Chrome this certainly cannot get woâ
another timeskip! Chromeâs talking to himself when Ciel enters. Ciel says itâs him, Blader Z, but Chrome doesnât accept/hear that answer. Itâs not what he wants to hear. But when Blader Z says Chromeâs name, Chrome just LAUGHS and says âyou answered. You answered me, didnât you!?â
Ciel takes a noticeable step forward and Chrome whips his head around like an owl, saying oh, Ciel is here. Ciel, judging by his stutter and momentary pause, thinks this is a test and says âIâm not Ciel, Iâm Blader Z.â
what Chrome said next made me want to go through the screen and PUNCH, just PUNCH that face of his.
âOh, yes, right. But, Iâve had enough now. Ciel, your role is now over.â
Chrome Ryugu, may Jaxon Cross never reunite with you, and may Ciel Kaminari take his mask off and throw it off at your stupid feet and tell you to your face youâre horrible and youâll never understand Jaxon Cross or this X youâre chasing. May Jaxon Cross tell you he never wants to see your face again! You manipulated your fan from day 1 to momentarily replace and fulfill that emotion you had with Jaxon/Blader X, and basically tell him that he, as he is, is not good enough unless heâs Blader Z. And now, that youâve had âenough,â the one thing that he knows that kept your attention on him, is thrown away, how the fuck do you think heâs gonna feel?


Cielâs face speaks for itself as Chrome basically says how Chrome was a fool for thinking he could replace âthat Xâ. Chrome clutches at his heart and says âThe only certain X is right here within me. Thereâs no possible way anyone other than me could understand him.â
him. HIM. This X? Him? JAXON??? Donât make me laugh. If Jaxon saw you right now I donât think heâd like this. He was already somewhat worried by Chromeâs behavior change, how this Chrome isnât like the Chrome he knew. But it turns out he didnât know you well enough either because youâve been slowly getting worse by the time. Actually, whatâs even the timespan??? IT COULDNâT HAVE BEEN MORE THAN EVEN A YEAR, COULD IT??? Chromeâs mental state has declined faster than someoneâs card out there. If itâs Jaxon, Iâm going to scream. It reminds me of the ep from Zip and Zoom where Robin says no one knows Blader X (Jaxon) better than he does, no one in the entire world. Iâm gonna scream.

Ciel has gotten dragged into this situation, and because of how he views Chrome, he directs the hatred to the wrong person, Jaxon. He asks out loud, âJaxon Cross⌠did you know, about Chromeâs feelings? Did you even try to answer them at all? Iâm the one whoâs worthy of being on Team Pendragon! Iâll get you Jaxon Cross!â
Iâm going to cry. Chrome and Jaxon have always been able to sense each other if one is thinking of the other, or seeing the other. Jaxon however, he doesnât notice how Chrome is off, until he actually sees him in real life. Thatâs the only time when we hear him sound somewhat vulnerable, asking Multi (and probably Robin) to not get in the way of him and Chrome. But Jaxon doesnât seem to get whatâs exactly wrong. HE ISNâT GOOD WITH FEELINGS CIEL, HE LITERALLY TOLD ROBIN âso is that itâ AFTER ROBIN TOLD HIM AND MULTI TO GO TO THE TOP OF THE X WITHOUT HIM IF THEY GOT CHOSEN IN THE PERSONAL VOTES AND MULTI HAD TO TRANSLATE BECAUSE ROBIN WAS BEWILDERED. But of course they havenât met or interacted directly so Ciel doesnât know this.
Ciel STILL has his mask on despite saying âIâm worthyâ, so he might still be trying to salvage whatâs left of his âroleâ to win Chromeâs approval and attention again. Or he might be also doing it for himself and his hard efforts, because he got smacked to the side. I have no clue how to interpret this because Iâm just horrified. Is he saving a bit of his identity or still Blader Z for Chrome?
we then get footage of everyone, Chromeâs talking to himself again and smiling with his punchable face, Sigrid is on the car ride home, Team Persona is eating some sushiâ WHAT THE HELL JAXON

we get this ominous moment where Jaxon turns and faces the viewer with an uncomfortable moment of eye to eye contact! Does he know more than heâs letting on? Does hâ I CANT LIVE LIKE THIS PLEASE I NEED THE DISNEY XD CHANNEL PLEASE PLEASE I NEED THE NEXT EPISODE I NEED JAXON AND ROBIN BEING DUMB I NEED MY JOY AND WHIMSY IM TERRIFIED AND ANGRY AT CHROME PLEASEâ
I could not keep my bias out of this analysis I am sorry
and last but not least! Prove, remember? Ciel is trying to prove that he can be better than Blader X and he deserves that spot on Team Pendragon more.
#beyblade x#notkamenx thoughts#What the actual fuck was this episode#âbeyblade isnât a gameâ no shit Takumi I SAW CHROME LOSING HIMSELF EPISODES EARLIER AND NOW THIS#ciel needs a break some therapy and sushi#Jaxon Cross what are you not telling us what do you know WHAT WAS THAT SMILE FOR?#Iâd pay to punch Chrome because Ciel should not have been used like that#oh my god Ciel đ IM SORRY I WAS EATING CHOCOLATE AND I SPIT IT OUT WITH CHROMEâS FACIAL EXPRESSIONS#I loved the voice acting though FANTASTIC whoever is Cielâs VA needs a raise because that fear that anxiousness the CONFUSION oh my god#Chromeâs VA also needs a raise because it genuinely made me scared more than the animation#when someone manipulative places expectations on you without explicitly stating it like Chrome itâs so terrifying#You donât want to disappoint them and you want approval because in your eyes theyâve done nothing wrong#Instead itâs YOU whoâs not doing enough and youâre whatâs wrong and you direct your ugly negative feelings onto someone else#I felt for Ciel#sorry it just made me uncomfortable Iâm just mad at Chrome for doing that#can we get Robin and Jaxon being silly again please#no but this was a hella good episode oh my god the writing the animation the voice acting YES#if the goal was to make the viewer feel uncomfortable 1235/10 I felt that emotion incredibly clear#someone get that number pls Jaxon was funny when he said it in the manga#Beyblade X is just. Wow. We went from silly mask guy to a whole bunch of lore behind this.#Previous villains or antagonists were either destroy the world or are very strong and just mean people who need to be humbled#Chrome here is just MY GOD I did not expect this
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any other extremely socially anxious bastards permanently stuck between being proud of yourself for overcoming it so often and also being incredibly pissed at yourself bc why the FUCK can you not just be NORMAL.
#itâs gotten a THOUSAND times better in the past decade for me i literally switched to online school bc i was so anxious it was causing#truancy problems. (well and i was being harrassed horribly bc someone had just outed me as trans and i legit feared for my life)#i couldnt even go into the grocery store without having a full on panic attack and now i often stay out interacting w the public for hours#at a time.#so like itâs gotten so much better i can actually cope and do it now but i still am awkward and freak out at times and itâs like.#itâs so frustrating bc why can you not just be normal. why cant you just interact like everyone else#youve been seriously at it for years now and youre still anxious? despite nearly every interaction going JUST FINE?#im also incredibly nervous walking around here too i DESPISE#crossing streets. bc thatâs also social interaction. you have to watch cars and yield and pay attention to people letting you cross etc#so bc i have to walk everywhere it heightens my anxiety already by the time i get to wherever i need to further interact w people#idk idk idk. just trying to be easy on myself bc i did in fact force myself to get better and i am improving the more i do it.#but goddamn. yknow.
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"I just don't see the problem with tyrannical abuse of power when it leads to things that I want??"
#why have I been paying for things when I could just steal them?#why romance someone when you can just use physical force?#I really think we're on to something here#has anyone else ever thought of this?#what do we do with the fact that it is the Christians and their tribe lecturing us to grow up and realize that might makes right
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blake lets him keep it. this is a dire lapse in judgement on his part but they're just gonna have to live with it. (ids in alts)
#niksartstuffs#furry hockey league#ocs#furry art#theyre both.... like. ok.#conor is like. nice and soft spoken and awkward and sweet but then every now & then does smth SO serial-killer-esque.#and you just have to stand there like okay my perception of this kid has been irrevocably changed forever. what the fuck man.#and blake is very outwardly offputting and bitchy kind of on purpose which hides a deep insecurity which also hides a belief that he is#in fact better than everyone else which also hides a desperate need for someone to pay special attention to him. tch. typical.#then conor does pay attention to him. a lot. and blake likes conor more and more the weirder and weirder he reveals himself to be. win-win.#that being said i dont think they are getting together until they're like. 10 years into their careers LMAO. i keep making the burn slower#every time i think abt it. a couple yrs and then 10 yrs next thing u know it'll be when they're retired.#wait... coaching a team together........... no no i cant keep doing this to them. whatever actually i can have AUs for my own universe.#conlake baseball au. make that a reality.#idk what their portmanteau ship name should be. in my mind they are the obnoxious main ship that ppl with good taste ignore in favour of#blake/lucas or something. anyway. its fun meta thinking about my own work. these tags have gotten so far away from me.
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just when i think im done with the miraculoys fandom it YANKS ME BACK IN WITH LILA/CERISE AS AN ACTUALLY GOOD VILLAIN OMG
like you could tell me it would take 5+ seasons/an entire year to unmask her and i'd believe you. whereas with gabriel...he should've been unmasked season 2 episode 1 with the collector smh
#lila as chrysallis is such a good move#i hate that it took 5 seasons where three felt like filler but yesssss#and i like how shes out in the world and not like hawkmoth#hawkmoth is like a wannabe villain#lila? god i hate her as a person but as a villain? god tier villain#like shes so smart#and now marinette actually has to be smart too i love it#miraculous ladybug#miraculous ladybug season 6#lila rossi#marinette dupain cheng#also the art style is cute! i dont like how marinette has practically no chin but she didnt have that in the og animation#anyways does anyone else wonder if adrien and marinette went back to pay?#like i know adrien technically did but as someone in the industry this bothers me so much#i do miss the time limit#skipped half of season 5 so i forgot that and the unlimited lucky charms and cataclysms are a thing#but like also?? would lila not have that too?? or is it a lb and chat noir specific#whatever#i do miss the 'whoopsies gotta go'#also it feels so uncanny valley for chat noir to have a gf and not flirting with ladybug even tho i know chat is adrien and dating marinette#like#also alya????#being deputy guardian???#yeah no we are so getting memory loss marinette đ
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Another thing about the absurd discourse that AI is somehow making art accessible for disabled people is that...
AI is not letting you DO art; it's letting you HAVE art. "I tell you what to do, and you do it" is how commissioning artists work. The artist still did the art. The fact you paid for it (or asked ChatGPT) doesn't make you the artist.
If you wanted to make art, outsourcing it to a third party is completely nonsensical. None of y'all want to make art, you want to have art, and those are two different things.
#where is that post that goes#'Asking ChatGPT for art is like paying someone else to go the gym for you'#like!! I relate okay!! I also do like to HAVE art!!#if I was rich I would be tossing money at commissions very hard#but HAVING art and MAKING art are two different things.#I would never pay someone to crochet for me BECAUSE I LIKE CROCHETING#/in fact my problem with crochet is the opposite LOL /I love making it and then I have nowhere else to put it anymore
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May I ask what do you like about Team Chaotix?
Of course!
I was only somewhat recently introduced to them. As in I made this blog within two weeks of meeting them.
One of my friends, who really likes Heroes, hyped them up to me. Then I read the IDW comics and really started enjoying the characters. Some of the comic screenshots that go up have my ramblings in the tags, mostly for the Metal Virus one because that was the arc that really made me notice them and go back and look into them.
I've always been prone to liking groups of characters who come together to form a sort of found family. And while that might not be the exact dynamic they have, they're a Team and that's undeniable.
That, and the fact that they're detectives comprised of: a 20 year old crocrodile, who's honestly a bit of a tired dad and the only character to need to pay rent, and worry about bills; a 16 year old chamelon who's also a ninja and can turn invisible?!; and a 6 year old bee, who somehow has the strength to carry them all with his little wings. (I promise there's more to why I like the individual characters than this, I just don't want this post to be longer than it already is)
And I just love their dynamic. This months IDW issue (77) held probably some of my favourite interactions between them.

Vector is making jokes while Espio makes a tired face cause come on Vector, we're the detectives here! Not Sonic!

And then a few panels later he makes Espio makes his own joke. I love Sonic's line here, and of course Espio remains serious. His skills are no joke guys (and well, based on the results I'm inclined to agree).


Charmy and Vector's interactions this issue were my absolute favourite. I don't have much else to add for these beyond the fact that I love this.

And then this exchange here too. He literally is your boss Charmy. Charmy's whole insistance on taking that board game was so much fun, but I won't keep this post going longer.
Anywho! TL:DR They are really interesting characters to put together and their dynamic is so fun.
Thank you for the question! And now I extend it back to you guys!
Why do you like about Team Chaotix?
#There's one scene in the Archie comics where Vector straight up threatens to turn the car around because of Espio and Charmy's squabbling#Important to note that a) it was not his car and b) he was not even the one driving#I also like the bit in Heroes where Vector's like 'yeah I knew it was Eggman the whole time'#He really is a good detective#I saw a post on tumblr once that was like 'I feel like the chaotix. the only ones who have to deal with capitalism and rent' or something#and yeah. I feel that. Especially as someone in their almost mid 20s who has to pay rent and deal with capitalism(why is food so expensive?#If no one else can talk about money as per the mandates then how do they get paid?#but yeah I just think they're neat#oof the work internet does not want me to post this huh. It's so bad#tcw asks
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i'm so tired.
#guess who has some kind of nerve damage or deep tissue damage or SOMETHING from my fucking wisdom tooth extraction#THIS GAL#not only did I have to pay $1200 for a new crown that the oral surgeon knocked off because my insurance wouldn't cover it#that same area has been experiencing pain and other symptoms for weeks now#AND now I've started getting dry mouth too#I finally made an appointment with the surgeon on Monday because I'm so tired of this#I've been extremely physically and mentally fragile since that surgery 2 months ago#and it feels like nobody takes me seriously because it's such a routine surgery and most people have no complications#I just want someone to acknowledge the pain I've been going through and how much I've been struggling#btw if you're reading this please please PLEASE listen to your gut when it comes to medical stuff#I didn't like the place I went to after the consultation but felt like I didn't have a choice#because they're one of the few places that do extractions in a hospital setting and I needed that#I should have listened to my gut and tried to find somewhere else to go instead of just passively accepting it like I fucking always do#when am I finally going to grow a spine#anyway yeah take care of yourself because no one else will
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Sometimes it really feels like ON PURPOSE, the more I want to work on something for MYSELF, the more stuff that robs me of that moment falls upon me and/or tries to get me out of the state of mind I need to make my goal work
#windy squeals#fuck an impertinent client believing they are giving me constructive criticism but is all condecencing + when i dont fast enough#âbecause they need to have this copy asap no one else is attending at these hours like youâ but anyways they hurry up and go away#5 min man thats what takes to make a coffee cant you wait 5 min?#then a family member telling me i dont know the value of money because i tipped the handy work of a well know contact that saved me from#being tangled between some old wires that needed a change from months ago#no one was doing it just signaling it and hohoho yeah im the one deciding doing it buying what was needed and paying the man properly#THEN CHANGE YOU IT IF SO MUCH BOTHERS YOU I WANT TO REWARD SOMEONES AID WITH A TIP#FUCK THESE ADULTS#now i will resume my drawing#IN PEACE I HOPE
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just realized. severance is about ppl who are split between work and not-work versions right. that's so me
#there's business [deadname] who handles the actual class stuff usually#tho sometimes someone else is having a crisis and takes over in class and then it's bad#but business deadname always holds on to at least a rein. even if we're crashing out we're still paying enough attention#but THEN there is casual pid which as you all know is a wide array of pids constantly changing and growing and dying#afaik there is only one business deadname and she's always on call to attend whenever we need to get school stuff done. she's locked in#there is also a home deadname and her job is to keep the nondeadnames from going for the kitchen knives whenever our mom screams for us#which happens 200x per day. home deadname is really strong i commend her#tho sometimes she cant be mustered up quickly enough and then one of us has to bear the brunt of deadname and we minorly crash out#the deadnames also deal with stuff like being misgendered and being actively aware of how long our hair is and other such dysphoric matters#i love them so much they do so much for me and they both deserve a permanent vacation#pigeon coos#i forgot the original post was about weverance or wtv. im just talking about me now
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Y'know, thinking about how much of the fandom totally fails to recognize that half-truths and lies by omission are in fact still lying makes me think about the Crows. Because the thing is, nothing in DAV actually contradicts what we've seen previously? Or at least not in ways that can't be easily explained by the fact that it's been twenty years in-universe since Zevran described what his training under the lowest of the eight Talons as a no-name fledgling probably a decade before that was like and we're currently hanging out with higher-ranked Talons and their immediate family in the base of a known reformer and if we're playing a Crow we're playing one who's blatantly favoured by two Talons. I suspect a lot of people miss that "the Crows don't do anything particularly bad in front of Rook" doesn't mean "DAV made the Crows nothing but heroes and freedom fighters and removed all the bad things they do". Like they kind of are freedom fighters at the moment what with how they're fighting to free Treviso from occupation (because protecting Antiva and by extension trying to remove the occupying army and at least making sure they can't do things like y'know gas the city is in fact part of their job and yes I do need to point that out every time the matter comes up because people taking Ivenci's claims at face value makes me despair for the state of critical thinking in this fandom), that's a job they are doing and it does make them look better regardless of why they're doing it, but I think maybe Bioware expected us to grasp that the Crows currently having the more or less noble goal of removing an occupying army, being polite to the outsiders they're working withâeven if you're playing de Riva and have Lucanis in your party there's gonna be a non-Crow presentâand keeping the messiness behind closed doors because it isn't the Veilguard's business doesn't mean they're suddenly saints. And in terms of the Crows not sharing the exact details of the bad things they're doing... if you're going to complain about Viago, Teia and Lucanis not talking about the Crows' darkest aspects in front of outsiders you'd better get just as pissy about Davrin, Antoine and Evka casually telling Rook the sort of Warden secrets Duncan killed to keep in DAO and the latter two allowing people to go through the Joining to save them from blight without forcing them to become Wardens, because those are the exact same level of retcon (by which to be clear I mean not a retcon at all because things change and individuals make different choices).
#dragon age veilguard#also seriously play de riva. lucanis especially is much more willing to discuss the crows' issues with a fellow crow#DAV NEVER ONCE CLAIMS THE CROWS ARE HEROES THEY'RE JUST CURRENTLY DOING GOOD THINGS#just because ivenci (someone who please note benefits greatly from the antaam being there) claims they're doing something wrong#when they're not doesn't mean that we're supposed to read them as saints#ivenci's just complaining about the wrong stuff. because guess what as an outsider they don't know much about the crows either#like gang maybe bioware didn't want to repeat themselves#maybe they assumed we'd be able to grasp that these crows working to end an occupation doesn't mean the crows are all paragons of virtue#with the context of everything else we've heard about the crows as an organization#there's a lot of little details (like de riva casually mentioning their training was torture) that make it pretty clear they AREN'T in fact#you just have to pay attention and not assume the crows fighting against the antaam makes them all good#basically don't go into it ASSUMING bioware's retconning the crows and it's pretty obvious that they aren't
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"An Hour."
⢠Masterlist â˘
Warnings: Hospital settings, aftermath of captivity, mentioned death.
Medic, despite what their job would suggest, wasn't a caregiver. They were just a mechanic working on circuits, not who carefully kept the whole mechanism running. They could fix people, but it was that. Someone would have to take over the aftermath.
Much to Medic's relief, Leader was a caregiver. A good one, even.
Too good, they lately noticed. Too good that it was starting to make Medic worried. But just like every other day, Medic knocked the infirmary door in exactly same time, before opening it fully. Youngest was asleep in the hospital bed - Medic had said Leader that it was unnecessary, but Leader brought one anyway - and at last drops of their IV.
"An hour," Leader muttered. At this point it felt like a ritual. So, without a word, Medic moved and changed Youngest's IV to antibiotics as Leader deserted the room silently. Probably to sleep.
Good, Medic thought. Leader needed it.
Medic made their way to the armchair, only to see Leader's office keys on it. For a moment, they considered giving it back. They respected privacy, but they were also curious. For the last one month and a half, all Leader did was looking for Youngest, caring for Youngest or staying in their office. The first two was understandable, but the third...
Now Medic could learn whatever Leader was doing in their office.
Medic hesitated. They shouldnât invade Leaderâs privacyâLeader had done nothing to earn suspicion, at all. And Leader never broke anyone's boundries, so Medic doing it to them was just wrong. But something had been gnawing at the back of Medicâs mind for weeks now, something beyond the usual worry for Youngest. Leaderâs behavior, so single-minded, so intense, felt wrong. So wrong for someone almost obsessed with making the future better. And if there was something in that office that could explain it...
Steeling themselves, Medic turned and walked down the hall to Leaderâs office. The key slid into the lock with an ease that almost felt too simple. "Where's Leader?" Medic shouted. Leader's room was wide open and Leader wasn't there.
"Went for a quick walk," Right Hand shouted back.
Medic took a deep breath. "Okay," they muttered. With a simple twist, the door creaked open. Medic slipped inside, shutting it quietly behind them slowly. The room was dim, the only light filtering through the half-drawn blinds, casting long shadows across the walls. At first glance, it looked like any other officeâneat, organized, professional. Just like how Leader liked to keep everything. Medic opened the lights.
Notes. Dozens of them, pinned to a board on the wall, scattered across the desk, and even taped to the edges of the bookshelves, almost creating a wallpaper. Most were in Leaderâs precise handwriting, detailing locations, names, dates, and other pieces of information that, together, painted a picture out of a detective's office. Medicâs gaze was drawn to a map on the wall, marked with pins and red string connecting various points. They moved closer, recognizing the locations as places where incidents had occurredâbreak-ins, disappearances, attacks. All related to Youngest.
Their heart pounded as they picked up a file from the desk. It had a picture, the person's face partially obscured, but there was no mistaking who it was. Medic had seen that face around Whumperâone of the underlings of them. The person had been found dead two weeks ago, the cause still under investigation. There were detailed reports about them, autopsies, locations, biographies... informations that Medic doubted Leader had the authority to kno let alone storing.
They set the file down, their hands trembling slightly. Leader had been gathering evidence, but it wasnât just about finding Youngest. It was about something more.
Another photo on the desk caught their eye. Medic took it, revealing more photos, more notes underneath. Some were crossed out, others highlighted. A list of namesâpeople connected to the kidnappingâeach one with a note beside it: confirmed dead, under surveillance, possible lead.
Some of these people were no longer a threat because they were dead. Was it coincidence, or had Leader...?
The sound of footsteps in the hallway snapped Medic out of their thoughts. They hurriedly closed the folder and placed thr picture back on the desk, glancing around to make sure everything was as theyâd found it. The door clicked shut just as the office door opened.
Leader stepped inside, looking tired but alert. They froze for a moment, eyes narrowing as they stared in the sight of Medic standing in their office.
âWhat are you doing here?â Leaderâs voice was calm, but there was an edge to it, a warning.
Medic tried to keep their expression neutral, forcing a casual shrug qs if they werenât digging through the room for the last ten minutes. âYou left your keys on the chair. Thought Iâd drop them off.â
Leaderâs gaze flicked to the keys in Medicâs hand, then back to their face. For a moment, neither of them moved. Then, slowly, Leader crossed the room, taking the keys with a nod.
âThank you,â they said, their tone polite but distant. âPlease wait for my return next time.â
Medic nodded, feeling the tension in the air like a physical weight. They turned to leave, but couldnât help one last glance at the desk, at the folder now lying innocently on the surface.
Leader didnât miss the look. âIs there something else?â
âNo,â Medic replied quickly, shaking their head. âJust... take care of yourself, okay? You look like you havenât slept in days.â
Leaderâs expression relaxed, a smile so soft and tender taking over. âDon't worry. Byt you should get some rest too.â
How could Medic be suspicious of them when all Leader did was worrying and caring for the team? Shoving the guilt down, they forced a smile and left the office.
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Later that day, Medic was in the break room when the news broke. The television mounted on the wall buzzed with static before the anchorâs voice cut in, somber and urgent.
âWe interrupt this program with breaking news. Henchman, a key figure in the recent string of criminal activities linked to the late terrorist Whumper, was found dead earlier this evening. Authorities are investigating, but details remain scarce at this time.â
Medicâs blood ran cold. Henchmanâanother name on Leaderâs list. Dead. Just like the others.
They stood frozen, the room spinning around them. The timeline didnât add up. Leader couldnât have done itâthey had only left the office for ten minutes, not enough time to cross the city and back. But the coincidences were too many, too pointed.
When Medic next saw Leader, they couldnât help but study their face, searching for anything. But Leader looked even more drained than the last time, still trying to hold it together desperately. When Medic mentioned the news, Leaderâs response was calm, almost indifferent.
âTragic, but not unexpected,â Leader muttered, shrugging slightly. They werenât even focusedâ they looked like they could just collapse and take a twenty four hour nap. âAgency was after them. It was only a matter of time.â
Medic nodded slowly, but the uneasy feeling in their gut only grew. There was something, something that was beyond their understanding. But as Leader walked away, Medic knew one thing for certainâ Leader was doing something wrong. It was either their sleeping habits or the team had a huge problem.
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Soo, have another random one. This is standalone, but I wrote this with "A Score to Settle" in my mind. Not quite part two, but I began writing with that intention.
#whump#whump writing#hospital setting#aftermath of captivity#mentioned death#proofreaded but mught have typos#spoiler alert for the next tag >#implied murder#love me some overprotective leaders#have a dialogue that didnât made into the piece:#âDo you think im capable? i failed. i failed to keep youngest safe.#And now im failing to take care of them. Do you truly believe i have the strength to go after the culprits?#yes i want to see all of them burn for what they did but look at me#all i can do is sit next to youngest and hope that i can lift some weight from their shoulders#because i'm not enough to do anything else#ive been never enough and now im paying for my shortcomings#now if youll be so kind i want to suffer alone#because im not even strong enough to stop myself from snapping at someone who did nothing but worry about me.â#and medic gets kicked out like that. just my brain decided to make a calmer leader so this doesnt fit anywhere#might use later in somewhere but just wanted to post#seriously someone stop me from posting at night or i ramble a lot in notes#anyway#im out#thanks for reading
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