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Everyone’s mad because His Man 3 popped the BL bubble
#his man 3#but actually#the show skipped out on its gay experiences jenga this season#and it felt as if everything had become so insular within the His Man reality show universe#and suddenly this last episode throws the pairings into the real world#and shows gay experiences#and some of that is heartbreaking#and some of it is sweet and empowering#and some choose not to show us their experiences at all#and all of those things are part of being gay outside of a bubble#where people have jobs#and time together is harder to come by#and you become aware of what kind of pda and communication ur comfortable with#honestly very moved by hanmin and yj being willing to film and share that moment#but it’s really compelling beside the shots of ms and mk walking around in crowds holding hands#because it reminds u of what an isolated environment the show takes place in#and what kind of pressures occur that make it hard to achieve the BL fantasy relationships#hanmin stated his intentions and reasoning so clearly#and it absolutely gutted yj but it also frees him#to find someone who’s a better match for the reality of his everyday life#which is clearly busier than most based on both hanmin and mk’s statements#idk it didn’t feel forced to me except for the filming aspect of it honestly#but 🤷🏻♀️#hanmin#youngjoon
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based on @peachykindaok 's post that you can find here !
#I LOVE MAKING CONTENT SPECIFICALLY CATERED 2 ME WAHAHAHA#ok ik tumblr user peachykinaok hasnt posted since last year but i just wanted to give credit :3#it has been a while since my last kylar comic i lobe him sm#HES OOC AS HELLLL but idk idc i just wanted 2 draw kylar drugging aimee bc i can so fuck you#i have never been high before so idk how accurate this is LMFAO just pretend its some random ass pill aphrodisiac maybe??#theres like 2-3 pages of them getting their freak on but u_u............. i dont want 2 work on this anymore and this is long alr#part 2 later ig#my art#degrees of lewdity#kylar the loner#aimee the heartbreaker#tw drugging#tw intox
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Even death can't separate them
#sorry#my art#art#sketch#tmnt#tmnt fanart#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt fanart#rise donnie#rise leo#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#tmnt leonardo#tmnt donatello#disaster twins#rise disaster twins#ghost leo yeah#i just saw some amazing absolutely heartbreaking art of ghost leo and his brothers and cried a little#so i decided to jump on that angst train#gosh i love disaster twins#and angst#and disaster twins angst specifically#)
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oscar malevolent save me... save me oscar malevolent....


#just some malevolent sketches#last episode left me....feeling things#things being heartbreak#arthur when i get you#arthur lester#john malevolent#oscar malevolent#malevolent#malevolent podcast
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I was ltr just drawing them in swapped outfits cuz ya know disco is canon in Yakuza 0 and then bam they fucking Harry Du Bois'd Majima and ive never been more hyped for a video game in my life
Expect to see more of this in non shitpost style (yes I lowered the graphics on kiryu and majima im tired) bc I love disco fashion and RGG and DE <3
#fucking majima game i cant beleive it#shit looks so good Im not even joking#finally some good fucking bizzare yakuza game food#its majima tho im sure the story is gonna somehow be fucking heartbreaking#the funniest and craziest things are (looking at you disco elysium)#like a dragon#yakuza pirate in hawaii#yakuza pirates in hawaii#is it plural? ive seen both#goro majima#kiryu kazuma#majima goro#kazuma kiryu#yakuza 0#disco elysium#disco elysium fanart#harry du bois#kim kitsuragi#my beloved <3#sarag art
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it hasn't been long since rin rejected you. actually, it's been precisely two hours, twenty five minutes and... thirteen, fourteen, fifteen seconds. yes, he's been counting.
a silent sigh leaves his lips as his arm falls limp against his bed. he's checked his watch too many times, and now it feels like time is running slow. usually he wouldn't mind but... with you being his last prominent memory, he doesn't enjoy the bitter taste in his mouth. thirty-one, thirty-two, thirty-three seconds... and...
he finally breaks his gaze away from the ceiling, sitting up with his head hung.
maybe it was a mistake.
no, isn't it weird to say he started liking you after he saw you cry? the tears brimming in your eyes, the obvious cracks in your voice, and the smile you tried to put on... all because of him. he should be guilty, if anything, yet there's an overriding sensation in his heart. one that he shouldn't be experiencing.
it's not a big deal. his feelings will fade soon enough.
soon.
#monty writes / ꩜#who is ready for some heartbreak 🥳🥳🥳🥳#nevr writing rin fluff again sorry guys#hes like#so perfect for doom and disaster#like he really should be happy but i dont want him to#(cough cough me and rin can relate right now)#bllk#blue lock#bllk x reader#blue lock x reader#itoshi rin#rin itoshi#bllk rin#blue lock rin#itoshi rin x reader#rin itoshi x reader#rin x reader
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>:p
#space kindergarten 🥲#clearing out some ideas store in my brain#why cant we just have this? wholesome children and their dad? why must it always be heartbreak and angst?#my art#master sol#jecki lon#yord fandar#the acolyte#star wars#I wish you all the love in the world AU
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sad: falling out of a hyperfixation
tragic: watching your beloved friends and mutuals fall out of the hyperfixation while you're still in it
#oughhhhhhh#this is about the dca fandom but also about every other strong fixation ive had over the years lol#i know it's normal and inevitable esp for less popular works or minor characters with little canon content#and there's nothing wrong with smaller communities of course those rock#but there’s just something special about getting into something at the same time as a lot of other people all at once#and existing in this chaotic fandom space that's just bursting with creativity and passion#i've been in fandom spaces for as long as some of you have been alive and i've only come across that sort of unbridled joy like#a handful of times at best#it's just a heartbreaking feeling to see real lightning in a jar fandoms like that wither away as people drift away#(understandably so!)#anyway don't mind me i'm just having thoughts#musing about fandoms past as well#that i too eventually moved on from but remember fondly even if im not active in anymore#also my music just aint hitting right so im just sitting in silence which makes me more Contemplative(tm)
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can you even imagine what a fucking horror show the early game is from spite's perspective, though. not only is this funky forcibly severed little slip of the fade having to deal with the reverse cosmic horror of physical reality as perceived by a spirit and being trapped in it against its will -- existentially confused and disoriented and hurting and nothing makes any kind of sense, at the mercy of human cruelty at its most deliberately sadistic. and then the one source of comfort and compassion and some kind of safety and clarity that lucanis surely must have been to him in the ossuary despite everything just goes and shuts himself in his room inside with a seemingly passive aggressive number of locks between them and no explanation and won't speak to him and they're STILL in the fucking ossuary. rook came and found them and they could be free now (rook is here!) and still lucanis keeps them in the ossuary even though he PROMISED he promised they'd get out of there together!!! what the fuck DO you think at that point? like did he trick me that whole time??? he wasn't like zara before, so why is he doing this to me now? why isn't he saying anything? 'he won't move. I can't reach him'. at least in the ossuary they had a deal, a goal, a hope -- each other. at least he wasn't entirely alone, before.
this poor poor poor little spite spirit really was ferried into the real world like 'hey welcome to reality! as your first introduction to it you're first getting horrifically tortured and then getting to vicariously experience one of THE most distressing and harrowing psychological conditions the human brain can cook up for itself (a fully fledged and deeply entrenched freeze response flaring up with catastrophic severity due to an unbroken ongoing and unlikely to let up any time soon chain of Unfortunately... Recent Events). I think spite is being extremely reasonable and patient about the whole thing, when you put it into perspective. I'm not saying let him eat the self-lighting candles or anything, but he's got some extremely valid points along the way lol. spite is not only child-like, the metaphor work going on is a lot more pleasingly flexible and complex than that, but he is also helplessly existentially dependent on lucanis in a way that, if anything, is a heightened version of the way a child (or child part) has to depend on a parent to navigate the world and survive.
tl;dr: we truly don't give enough sympathy to spite for having to live in the head of lucanis dellamorte. a place even lucanis dellamorte would prefer not to be. to be fair to him I think lucanis would be the first person to agree with this lol
#it's a lot like it would be if a spirit possessed me I suspect. like sorry you're in here too now I've tried to get out myself but no luck#possessor's remorse#spite very much did not have a choice in all of that he's just working with the hand he's been dealt here lol#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#spite#lucanis dellamorte#spite is such a little gremlin but looking at what's going on from his pov for even like a split second is so heartbreaking haha#one of my favourite parts of their relationship is that there clearly is affection of some sort on both sides even at the beginning#beneath the resentment and confusion and fear and mutual frustrations there is also real and enduring care#the fact that lucanis is genuinely kind and spite is genuinely loyal in his spirit-y way. I just. I need a moment.#the nice thing about playing a mourn watcher is that it's easy to imagine rook sort of glimpsing the outlines of some of this#and being quite understanding with spite even as they don't want to be invasive or step on lucanis' still-tender trauma toes about it#be nice to spite. like all of us he is Going Through it fr fr perhaps even more so. and he doesn't even get to have FIRE 😔#*grumbly spite voice* I hate this fucking family
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moonlighting 🌚✨
i’m so rusty from not drawing for a whole semester (sobs) but its ok now because kaito's here
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated!)
#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#kaitou kid#magic kaito#kaito kuroba#dcmk#u may be thinking: star didn't u draw this but slightly to the left like a few months ago#yes BUT its not my fault he looks so good in blue#and u know he's always plotting something#lol i had this sitting in my wips folder for months and final exams is what motivated me to finally finish it#took my last one this morning so now im freeee#for four weeks#enough time to finish some zine stuff and draw arcane!#timebomb has me in a chokehold. wdym theyre best enemies.#WDYM NOW I NEED TO LEARN FRENCH#also guys...i literally had a dream where i was working on this painting#and then i woke up to another week of academic hell with 0 (zero) time for drawing#withdrawal symptoms...#thinking abt all the drawings i could've made but didn't have time for is actually heartbreaking
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let's build a place we can go
I Know A Place (Extended Bridge) MUNA G*VE A F*CK LA - A Benefit For LA Fire Relief
#muna#munaedit#katie gavin#naomi mcpherson#josette maskin#musicedit#dailymusicians#dailymusicqueens#musicgifs#wlwsource#this was such an ordeal to make. for some reason#shoulve been so simple but i kept fucking up tiny things and having to remake whole gifs. but i survived#anyway. man them taking this bridge out of retirement is so heartbreaking#mine
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#speaking of kylar heres some render practice but i got lazy after lol#i actually like how kylar turned out but aimee eeeeeeejhhhhh idk not so much#anyw continuing off of the intox comic id like to think aimee would rlly get super fucked up and basically become addicted and#therefore be dependent on kylar#not only does she use sex to cope she also does drugs now so rip bozo#and ofc kylar would eat this all up not only would he have aimee all pliant she would basically come begging to him for more#its a win win win for him :3#my art#degrees of lewdity#kylar the loner#aimee the heartbreaker
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@summerofbuddie - week 2: last season reminiscing Buddie + Season 8
#summerofbuddie#911#911edit#911verse#tvedit#911 abc#mine#eddie diaz#eddiediazedit#eddiediazcentral#evanbuckleyedit#evan buckley#buddie#buddieedit#after the heartbreak of last week have some fun this week
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"And until that happens, you still got me, 'cause I'm not going anywhere." (4x08)
#buck sees himself in this kid so much#it's heartbreaking#and then chris left buck too i'm so sad#i need them to have each other in their lives again too#evan buckley#christopher diaz#911edit#911 fox#911#mine#not really a huge fan of the square gifs y'all got going on nowadays so i made some vintage rectangular ones#911 abc#sofia.gif
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Eddie tips his beer against his lips, fights the smile turning up the corners of his mouth as Mara and Jee each cling to one of Buck's arms, the both of them screaming to their hearts content. It's - loud, and Buck isn't doing anything to temper the noise, growling out one of his Roledex of monster noises, lifting one arm and then the other like some bastardized workout routine.
Beside him, Tommy sighs.
It's a familiar sound, at this point. Tommy is so fucking full of love, and Eddie knows he's spent a long ass time looking for a place to put it. He can't think of a person better prepared to take the bulk of it on than Evan Buckley.
"I cannot handle your lovelorn sighs, dude. You got the guy, you don't need to act like some regency hero watching from the sidelines."
Tommy eyes the neck of Eddie's bottle like he's thinking about punishing Eddie for the comment with a beer tap, so Eddie shifts it out of his reach - he's in no mood for another lesson on the physics of cavitation from Buck while he's cleaning foam off the patio and trying to prevent Jee from lapping it up like a dog.
Denny's too old for most of the horseplay, now, but there's something about Buck that makes kids unafraid to act like kids - he takes a flying leap and gets an arm around Buck's neck, and now he's somehow hauling three of them around with one of those wide, uncareful smiles Eddie's always been a bit jealous of.
Tommy's chest expands, and Eddie can feel his lips pursing, his eyes rolling to the side in warning. Tommy blows the breath out through his nose and scowls.
"I knew Shannon was it for me after our first date," Eddie says into the silence, shocking himself with the ease her name slides past his lips. He hasn't - he doesn't - Christ, even thinking her name sets him back sometimes. But this feels - it feels like the only memory pertinent to the situation.
Tommy's pretty good at keeping a straight face when he's feeling big things - decades of practice, Eddie knows, and he's aware that Tommy has spent another ten years unpacking that, forcing himself to wear his heart on his sleeve. Still. It seems easiest when it's Buck, and Eddie can't fault him that.
"She was such an asshole," Eddie continues, fond, while Tommy's gaze shifts to him, careful, concentrated, that special blend of steady eye contact and a stilling of his body that lets people know he's really listening, retaining, will be able to recite word for word something personal someone told him about themselves. "Even then, even as young as we were, I just wanted to share everything with her. Jokes, and stories about my day - happiness and sadness and... life, you know?"
Tommy swallows. His gaze shifts in the quiet of Eddie's confession, unerringly returning to Buck. Eddie's watched plenty of women in love with Buck looking at him. It's never been that look.
The one Eddie'd clocked months ago, a subtle shift from smitten to in love to something else. Something more.
In the grass, Buck levers himself to his knees and begs for mercy, and nearly takes a knee to the groin for his surrender.
Tommy's chest expands.
"You measured his ring size while he's passed out coming off an extra shift, yet?" (Buck has. Eddie's been fielding a fucking deluge of links in his messages, at least a hundred different rings at this point that look identical to Eddie but Buck apparently has half a million opinions about that he seems to think Eddie can help him with.)
Tommy doesn't give him time to react, this time. The bottom of his bottle hits the top of Eddie's and Eddie scrambles too late, foam spilling along the sides, over his fingers. The patio rug soaks up the liquid as it spills over his fingers, but Tommy seems to think the hassle of cleaning off his brand new patio is worth it, if the smirk on his face is anything to go by.
"I'm going to go rescue my boyfriend before Jee-Yun decides hearing Evan howl in real pain is her new favorite hobby."
Eddie's beer is still foaming, a steady trickle up the neck and down the side, right over his fingers, dripping to the rug beneath his feet. He'll need to go inside and wash his hands soon, maybe rearrange Tommy's tea drawer while he's in there - it's the only thing safe from Buck's wrath in that kitchen. "Get me another beer while you're up," Eddie snarks back, and leans back to watch the way Buck's eyes gleam when, instead of rescuing Buck, Jee and Mara both take aim at Tommy instead, and Tommy's swings them both up into the air while they screech in delight.
#eddie&tommy#bucktommy#feeling some type of way about all the shannon i keep seeing on my dash#eddie recognizing the 'thats the one' look from a mile off is something that can be so personal#and heartbreaking#bucktommy fic#beer tapping as a love language
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Just wanted to share my feelings on the episode: Who are you?
The frank, brutal realism of this episode, honestly might be the most profound, i've felt watching a piece of Star Wars media. We asked to see the Ghorman massacre - and we did.
The callousness and twisted evil of the empire was on full show in this episode. Innocents on both sides, casually slaughtered, shot, beaten.
I have to say a massive thank you to the Andor team. They delivered something truly mindscaping, something that even as i'm writing this, is still transcending through my thoughts.

10/10. I couldn't ask for more.
#honestly just heartbreaking#dont worry guys i will have some lighter posts later on#andor spoiler#andor#star wars#dedra meero#andor spoilers#syril karn#cassian andor#ghorman#ghorman massacre
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