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hi guys how are you all doing
does anyone want to read me trying to write for sagau again
uhm. i started this draft with no ideas in my head pls help
this has no title i am too boring and lazy to come up with one
"Do you know what's happening?"
"What do you mean?"
"People just.. they're all saying the same things they said yesterday, like someone broke them and gave them predetermined lines."
"Oh, that.. I don't think I've seen anyone retire for the night too, now that I think about it."
Xiao listens to the distant conversation. They've said the same things yesterday, and the day before.
Odder and odder phenomena happen in the night.
The Acting Grand Sage reported about solved mechanisms in looted ruins. Lingering proof that a vision user came and went, even though all vision users are accounted for, and none of them have stepped beyond Aaru Village.
Barbatos has awoken, crying about watching Dvalin and Andrius die, time and time again, only to see them wake up with not a single memory of the fight.
Morax has come forth, and his own people cannot react to his presence— they all stand around with blank stares and permanent faces.
On some days, the vision users, too, are affected. They stand around and you can only say certain things to make them react. Most never figured that out, though, and they leave the living statues alone, pity and worry and frustration bubbling inside them.
It's never permanent though. For the vision users. Those unlucky enough to be without a vision, they never break out.
Baizhu wonders if this is an illness. A plague that has taken over four out of seven nations.
The remaining three worry. Their people, who have traveled to those affected nations, never return. They ask vision users living there, and they confirm that the foreigners, too, are now simply living statues babbling out the same words.
Some want to blame it on the traveller. They notice that only the nations that they visit are affected by this. Others defend the traveller. It is just a coincidence, they say. They have saved the nations they visit, and they have done nothing wrong.
The latter retort that if being saved means they turn to living mannequins with only a handful of words, then maybe they don't want to be saved.
Fontaine's Archon worries. their nation is next, they're sure. They feel suffocated, this whole thing feels unreal. Time sensitive quests that the traveller takes, never seem to end in havoc if they abandon it in favor of a different quest. The people affected in the quest stay frozen.
Time feels artificial. Every move done feels scripted.
Teyvat doesn't know what to do.
#i started a draft#stared at it for a few minutes#and spat out whatever this is#sagau#self aware genshin#genshin self aware#genshin impact#genshin#genshin impact drabbles#genshin sagau#genshin impact self aware#thoughtless meja#zhongli#nahida#venti#xiao
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At work and thinking about it even more now. Poor Operator.
You did your best to be the grown up on the Zariman when all the kids lost their parents (even you).
You became their experiment. They wanted to prove they could fix you. And when that took too long they made you their weapon.
You quelled the screaming, tortured minds within the Orokin's experiments. After all, who could understand them better.
You fought countless battles in countless bodies (can you even tell what memories are your and what belong to those machines of war?). You were given no choice.
You fought in a rebellion. An uprising against oppression. That was your choice, wasn't it?
You slept.
You woke to a new era. Not to celebrate the good things your rebellion gave rise to, but to deal with the problems that have arose, new and old.
You learned who you are(n't). It left you to pick up the pieces of your identity. You were almost killed for learning it.
And at every turn, someone is there to remind you that you're a child.
Your mother wanted children. You were. You are. Her child.
You want to learn what's happening. Your warrior mentor reminds you that you're a child.
Your mind is almost enslaved by a cruel leader. She revels in your youth.
You other better half is given a task none other can do. They travel far away, leaving alone. The people there talk about you sometimes. They call you a child, too.
Your creator even says the worst thing your other could be is a child, just like you.
You've done things no one could imagine of accomplishing.
You're a child. This is what you are.
Would you like to start another mission, Operator?
#girlbob.txt#warframe#warframe 1999#BARELY but i mention spoilers at the end#don't lecture me about my prose or whatever this was just something i spat out at work lol
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I wish Julian and Martok would interact more cause I think they could have the funniest possible dynamic. they spent 5 weeks together in a Jem'Hadar prison I just know they have a friendship that looks fucking INSANE from the outside looking in
#star trek: ds9#julian bashir#martok#Martok: we are like blood brothers. we suffered the horrors of the Jem'Hadar together. our bond is unshakeable#Julian: in other words we're besties <3#Julian is the only doctor Martok will listen to and even then he only listens to him like 50% of the time#he'll ignore whatever Julian says right up until Julian gets right into his face and starts ordering him cause he's HAD IT#and then Martok laughs heartily and goes 'MAY YOUR SPIRIT NEVER BE TARNISHED DOCTOR'#and he slaps Julian on the back so hard he knocks him over#they get drunk on blood wine and belt out Klingon operas until Quark gets Odo to throw them both out of the bar#they'll occasionally talk about their prison time and everybody around them who can hear them is. so very concerned#Julian: what was my record for shortest time between solitary confinements. less than a minute?#Martok: yes they took you out and you spat at them and they threw you back in. that was the moment I knew you had the soul of a Klingon#Julian: aw <3#Jake sitting three seats away: YALL GOOD?#Julian joins a Klingon mission with Martok and when they come back he's dishevelled and high on painkillers and Martok is carrying him#Julian: hi :) I got blown up#Martok: he was wounded in GLORIOUS BATTLE he did his ancestors proud#like hear me out. theyre besties#and its fucking hysterical
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shen qingqiu is the most relatable mxtx character ro me, because i too don't know what's going on most of the time and just bullshit my way through any problems
#shen qingqiu#he's such a mood#i feel like most of what i say is just bullshit#it's easier to just spat out whatever and forget then think and risk genienly getting involved#or sounding stupid#so intead i confidently just say things and pray to cat gods to give me enough luck to not pass out from social anxiety#svsss#shen yuan#onnahu's svsss
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hey guys . this is my special halloween drawings you folks can shoot me now.
#yeah . i didn't make a hv doodle this year#im just like super exhausted all the time . so this is the best i could do#im sorry that they all look like shit . i chewed them up and spat them back out#they're my blorbos ....#monika's costume is actually inspired by the concept im making for my own tony cosplay#im kind of lenient on talking abt it because uhh a couple of people said it's cringe#so yeah#whatever#if i can't dress up like my favorite little guys . they might as well do it – they deserve something nice#and dw . they love each other a ton !! they just like to tease one another ¥_^#crossover art#crossover#ddlc#doki doki literature club#ddlc monika#doki doki monika#tsp#tspud#tsp narrator#tspud narrator#genshin impact#genshin neuvillette#neuvillette#dhmis#dhmis tony#tony the talking clock#im so tired#ignore me
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Did you know? They made Popular Franchise a movie. But it's bad. It's gonna be bad. Did you know? Here's why it's bad. Here's why it's bad. Here's another reason why it's bad. Here's what they should have done to make it good. Watch the trailer. It's bad right? Look at how bad it is. Why didn't they make a good movie. Who could have seen this happen. We must talk about it more.
I'm happy for your guys or whatever where you live in a world where you don't expect franchise movies to be necessarily terribly bad all the time and sorry that this comes as a shock. For me personally I would like to talk about something else instead though.
#wawa#yes this is about the ''mined crabs'' movie#but it could be about the mario movie or the sonic movie or whatever other garbage is being spat out these days#yeah the soulless franchise movie is bad but we've been over this#i just feel like we could spend our time better. if it wasn't for you guys I wouldn't even know this thaang existed#negativity cw
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jesus christ deviantart is an absolute cesspit of low effort AI cash grabbing now. made the mistake of going there to see if I could find a pose ref. I did not.
really glad I left when I did.
#look people who use AI for their homebrew campaigns or groupchat bullshit I at least understand#I still don't enjoy it but I get why#but why would you set up an entire gallery just for images a procedural generator spat out for you? genuinely what is the point?#why are you even trying to be an artist if you don't want to make art???#why are people CHARGING MONEY for this shit????#like I hope to god nobody's paying them considering literally anyone could punch in prompts and get a similar enough result#at least by the standards of people who are content with whatever AI spits out in the first place#don't try to reason with me about this I do not mean to be reasonable I mean to pettily bitch about it#there are very few things in this world toward which I hold a seething irrational hatred but AI art is one of them#I don't have a moral high ground or anything I just really hate it on a personal level
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hi chat im finally at that age were i realize what my parents marriage did to my concept of love bc it wrecked it more than the divorce
#theyre divorced but like whatever yknow#but i realized the other day that my only memories from when the three of us were living in the same house#were just them fighting and shouting at each other#and they both keep telling me about how they secretly spat in each others coffee or used the others toothbrush to clean#my dad has that cilantro soap gene and my mom would put cilantro in everything she made and just gaslit him abt it#theyre like a great depression marriage#okay no joke they did just legit marry out if nessesity#bc they were airforce snd thats how they met right#and apparently if you were married you got better housing#i assume theres more than just better housing#but they did just marry for the benefits and now i gotta deal with their hatred#like deadass you can tell one is texting the other bc that room of the house will radiate hatred for a while
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sometimes i wonder who's testing me
#having to start my weekend with a hard therapy session#and then spend my saturday having to deal with my mother's incessant bad mood and ranting about my brothers#and sunday being the one day i can finally relax with my father but there's always a chance that things will go to shit#for either her arguing or whatever other reason#and she rinses and repeats every week#the heat doesn't help because it makes everyone irascible and pissy and an employee treated me like shit for checking out a tank top#that was folded and i refolded it best i could and put it where it was sitting#as if i spat in her face#dude i'm just. who's testing me. who's the sick fuck that is constantly throwing mental tolls at me#why can i not be the one that for once is appreciated or cherished or supported#why everywhere i go everywhere i talk i have to be in damage control mode and ready to react solidly because others will escalate otherwise#i am. so tired. the weekend is made for rest and each weekend i find myself having to do put up with this#and then i can't vent or talk myself because it's the weekend for others too#and so here i am sitting at my pc tired as hell and waiting to cope with art or anything that makes me happy somewhat#still processing yesterday's therapy and seriously wondering about why i constantly self sacrifice and put up with people who aren't doing#a thing for me. cool weekend ahead of me.#tbd
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one of my only surviving memories of one of the churches my parents tried when i was a teenager, the pastor spent like half the sermon ranting and raving and yelling about the blasphemic lady gaga and how she had recently sang "god bless the u.s.GAY" during her performance of the national anthem at like the superbowl or whatever and they unfurled a gay flag instead of an american flag or something and about how it was SO DISRESPECTFUL to GOD and our TROOPS and that gay people should be ASHAMED for this and how lady gaga must be the devil's attempt to influence OUR INNOCENT CHILDREN into doing EVIL. like turning them gay i guess. or something
#i then proceeded to instinctively tune out every thing else about that church so this is really the only one thing i remember about it#i dont think wr went there too long thankfully maybe like a month or two at most#i dont even remember what that church's particular stance on Gay even was . tbh#i was literally so incensed my brain decided to focus entirely on the lady gaga thing because i was just like#'yeah i do not need to be hearing whatever words this guy is about to start saying about gay people'#my parents felt like 'love the sinner not the sin' types when i was growing up so i always wonder what they thought about that sermon#because we really didnt go there anymore pretty soon after that. but also like i said my parents were also actively churchhopping#i always assumed growing up my parents probably just agreed 100% with whatever a pastor says (because thats how they were at#our family church before the pastor they liked retired)#but im really only now as an adult wondering if my mom or dad picked up on *something* at the time.#whether it was me being probably visibly uncomfortable or how angrily the pastor spat his venom#or how the congregation eagerly took in every word. nodding and muttering 'thats right' under their breath and clapping for the hatred show#at least the pastor i grew up listening to really did focus on spreading messages of love and compassion.#again. more of the 'love the sinner hate the sin' type congregation. a bit 'dont ask dont tell'#on the bright side i wasnt directly exposed to homo/transphobic violence at that age. on the other side i didnt know#that being gay or trans was a thing you could even be until i was in 10th grade#i learned about being trans and i was like ohhhhh okay. hey parents can you call me this shortened masc version of my name. dont ask why
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I should no longer be surprised by this sites ability to attach to white men in media. Ain't no way y'all are thirsting over the one white man who wasn't overtly racist in that movie. There's no way.
#im not judging but i also kind of am#we saw micheal b jordan talk in detail about eating pussy#also saw him blowing someones back out#also saw him getting ridden and his mouth spat in#but the top stuff in the tag is an irishman that did a little jig.#glasshouses and whatever like i said but jeez louise
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attempting to get into the fluidity of using sharepoint and finally starting to feel my age re: interface design
#what was wrong with folder structures#it's everywhere its everywhere there is no hierarchy at all#how am i supposed to work out how to enter this information storm#buttons buttons definitely *pretty* buttons very pretty no idea where they go tho#clickliclicliclkiclilkclilkclilklcilic#folder structures were like navigating a roadmap#these modern interfaces are like being thrown into a swimming pool stacked atop and surrounded by infinite other swimming pools#and told to go for it#whatever happened to 'no more than 3 clicks deep' *seventeen clicks and tabs later*#the problem that properly restricted ai could solve imo is to remove interface design all together#because interface design has mutated and is eating itself#enter a question and be spat back an answer#Personal
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is that... is that nmj with fat tits? am i being advertised a badly done line-art of nmj with fat tits? in french?
#maybe i'm insane but the angry eyebrows and suggestion of mustache just really put me in mind of him#as i write this i'm wondering if i should just delete this draft entirely and forget about it#like somehow interpreting it this way is weird or problematic or implies something strange and off-putting about my psyche#but in reality that is probably not going to be the case and it's simply a goofy post that my brain spat out in order to avoid going to bed#like look you can even see his collarbone as his sheer robes slide down off his shoulders lmao#does this deserve my tag that i put on my original posts. whatever#yunmeng bee posts
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totally correct quotes ft. @himbohotel's anthony larusso / psd.
#eye contact /#himbohotel#*mine: edits#//i feel like tony being the smartaleck that he is could def talk himself (and others) out of being arrested#//but idk those screencaps spoke to me when the randomizer spat out this quote#//didn't tag a verse bc it can be ck it can be sh it can be whatever u want#queue.
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yknow, sometimes i see posts about jjk and it's themes and thematic elements, the passing torch, the generational cycles being broken, Yuuji being a type of the bright future where Gojo was representative of his own 'kind' of sorcerer- brute force, weaponization, kids who weren't really treated like people but instead made into tools- and at the end, there's no true definitive change, but there's definitely an air of 'things are going to be different' but like...
im the one with the pen right now, so im just gonna ignore All of That
#truly the greatest thing that ever happened to my fics was realizing that this is Not Cannon and it doesnt have to be Canon Compliant#It doesnt have to go along with canon#those themes that are so important to the series?#i can break those down and build them back up again#or i can straight up toss them out the window#if i want#and i do want#and i will#and ALSO the relationships?#im thinking stsg parallels itafushi parallels sukuita parallels all layered up like the most un-fun lasagna ever made#yeah i can chuck those in a blender and press 'pulse' too#what if i don't want casserole Carol? what if i LIKE soup CAROL??#whos gonna stop me??#the fandom police???#ive been outrunning those suckers since '59#they'll never take me alive#so like#why worry?#this is My Story that is Based Off of a Different story#by which i mean i plucked all the meat off its bones and have been left Alone with this beautiful carcass#what did you Think was gonna happen Carol?#its not gonna be the same thing!!!#im dealing with completely different settings plots characters themes etc here#love you gege youre your own kinda genius and mad props for all the hard work#but no#i want to see what would happen if This Brainworm chewed up your characters and spat them back out#because THATS WHAT FANFICTION IS#so#i am ignoring canon most esp all the stsg tragedy feelsTM and giving my favorite boys a happy freaking ending#whatever that looks like
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why is adc's fanbase so obsessed with her being a lesbian? like lol
They're... not? We're not? Lol wtf?
I mean is there a small faction who seem keen to leaving the possibility open? Yes. But literally that's true for any fandom. There's a portion of Swifties convinced she's gay/bi, there's 1D fans who have this whole narrative about some of the guys being in love, there's heteros who insist that some queer actors are actually straight and only pretending to be queer for attention, there's straight fans who fetishize gay actors as straight and straight actors as gay depending on what they want to fantasize. Not to mention the really flattering ones who call queer actors "a waste" for being hot and gay because somehow being gay means now they can't hypothetically fuck them (as if they'd ever touch them with a ten foot pole) or that it makes them inherently less attractive. That's always lovely and not at all a fucked up, homophobic thing to say.
Certainly don't hear anyone throwing fits over those comments though 👀
But I digress.
Like??? It's not a new ~phenomenon~ for people to want their fave actors/artists to be things/people/orientations that they can identify with. And, shockingly, there ARE loads of gay people in Hollywood who are very deeply in the closet, so it's not an outlandish thing to wonder about. If you truly believe in an industry filled with hot people who love to dress up and be dramatic and be creative and be glamorous, that there's only a handful of queer people in the bunch??? I've got a bridge to sell you. I could use the money.
Now, I'm not saying it's exactly a healthy thing for fans to focus on out of everything that makes up a person, but it's certainly not uncommon nor beyond understandable why they'd gravitate to the possibility given how little open representation queer people have in Hollywood. And tbh the tone of this ask was belittling and reads kinda lesbophobic/homophobic at its core, but I think you probably knew that when you sent it and did it intentionally to try and kick up dust, so. Idk. Congrats?
#anon#i realize I probably should just delete this but#whatever#also prior making JOKES about her being queer get taken out of context too often when they're very obviously jokes#i see that too and it's weird cuz like... that's a joke and it's obviously a joke but then you get the predatory lesbian shit spat back#and it's annoying
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