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Heeyyy, Elvis! So... I have a question: when did your passion for art begin? When did you start drawing and writing too? ✨
Oh hey there! I hope your cold is clearing up!
I've always loved drawing, but I didn't start to get serious about learning art until I got that How to Draw Manga book from Scholastic when I was, like, 8:

^^^^ A revelation for so many kids....
Everything kinda grew from there. I didn't take any actual art classes until high school, and it was only a couple workshops at a community art center. I'm very much self-taught overall, but I also work as a figure model sometimes and I get to learn some tips and stuff while I'm posing for classes. Very nifty. I highly recommend sitting for a portrait class at some point; you can learn a lot! And it's fun :)
For writing, I think I wrote my first "fic" when I was 9 or 10. It was Redwall fanfic and I turned it in for homework 😅 but I wrote a lot of fic for myself for a long time and it took me a while before I got brave enough to post anything online.
Thank you so much for the ask! I look forward to seeing your own art journey progressing, too!
#ask#amandiccastuff#queso*about#fr tho i learn so much from posing for classes it's unreal#and working from life is also Essential#i try to attend open draw session with a live model whenever i can#i love me some conte crayon
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Mobius + being the only one to notice
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#loki spoilers#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#the INSTANT 'you okay?' from mobius when loki timeslipped back the very first time 😭😭#he saw he noticed he asks he CARES#the only one who does#literally became his glorious purpose and now it's the only thing in this world he can't do oh i'm DISTRAUGHT#(and also working 'what the shit are you doing' into my life as an essential but that's beside the point)#anyway. back to giffing and crying lol#loki s2 spoilers#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs
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I had a thought today about all that vampires lose in the twilight lore. Sure sure they’re fast and strong and invulnerable BUT they lose the chance to earn things because of that. The Cullens are rich but like…that just happens when you invest for three centuries. They can lift incredible amounts of weight…but just by nature and not because they’ve built up to it. They build projects and make paintings and learn…but they will always lack the satisfaction that comes from managing those accomplishments amidst the regular demands of life. Edward was seventeen…he never got the chance to earn anything by the sweat of his brow or the burning of the midnight oil.
Beyond just the bloodlust, they miss out on the regular daily challenges that make our time and pleasure meaningful. Something that is easily overlooked by teenagers reading a love story but honestly something heartbreaking to contemplate.
#twilight#the twilight saga#edward cullen#tts#tts discourse#to be clear I don’t think this robs them of all opportunity for meaningful work#but simply that our flow of time is dictated in some large degree#by the difficulty of the tasks we pursue and the effort made#also our brains are not wired to live without physical effort it makes you crazy#and it just seems like a form of torture to me now (as an adult)#to run great distances without ever getting tired#to read and study with perfect recall and no effort required to master the subject#to be removed from all the essential rhythms of daily life permanently…I do think in actuality all vampires would end up insane#it would break anyone
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I SAID I WAS GOING TO DRAW THAT CAR SO HERE WE ARE (I hope you enjoy this is the stupidest thing I've drawn in months /affectionate)
(I put the image descriptions in the Alt text this time because there's so many images. If it doesn't work please tell me and I'll yeet them in the actual post!!)
happy finale of Wild Life everybody! :D
#would you believe me if I told you that I had to come up with designs for everybody on the spot#cuz I've never actually drawn these guys before#the life series versions anyways#also yes gem is coming with joel#they're a family! you can't separate them!#I imagine it's a bit of a situation like gem is dropping joel off at daycare#even though joel's driving#I hope all the text is readable#I had to sacrifice a bit of visual flair for readability and contrast so I hope it worked well#also the idea of Grian's body being essentially a empty-eyed meat suit/puppet thing#while the actual Grian emotes with the giant floating eye thing is really funny to me#partially taken inspiration from mambodork's buttercups homeowners association au lol#I also really like this pearl design#I don't know why but her expressions are so fun to me#I tried putting some easter eggs in this despite not knowing a lot of life series lore#for example in cleo's winner's portrait they're being puppeted by another cleo wearing vr glasses! :D#idk I thought it was cool#there's a few more easter eggs/references in here feel free to go look for them#can't reveal all my secrets at once >:3#anyways yeah this brings me an inordinate amount of joy#...frick I forgot my tags#uhhh#whiteboardartstudios#original post#I guess#my art#?#life series#trafficsmp#traffic smp
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Yesss im so here for the inception fixation. Its world building is genuinely fucking wacko, i love it. If you wrote anything in the setting, I would devour it
i don't have much more than thoughts and ideas rn, but i do have one that's basically bluebeard's wife but inception that i keep returning to time and time again (also bluebeard's wife is in this is not his lawfully wedded wife, but in the process of being seduced by him - not for her beauty or charm or anything like that, though she has some wit, but for her creativity and intellect; he disappears and eventually murders people and imprisons them in his mind in order to use their intellectual property without retaliation in reality - through the provision of dreamtech and opportunities to use it, and isolation from anyone who could recognise the danger she's in, who doesn't recognise his fixation on her for the threat it is until she realises that the jealous ghost that keeps showing up to terrorise and brutally murder her is one of his previous victims)
#its a bit goofy tbh i need to give it more work#essentially the idea is what if what you thought was your life was actually a dream youre having while you waste away in some guys basement#because he just Had To Have You and couldnt stand anyone else getting a piece of you that isnt butchered and served up by him#also even if you escape. if you kill him or leave him all those past victims die with him.#(unless... you carry their memories with you when you leave...)#its like. bluebeards wife meets the nine circles of hell from dantes inferno meets the labyrinth.
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I er, may have taken one of my fav books to bookbind a few of my favorite fanfics into a lil collection (all by THE Transformers writer of all time @doomspoon888 ).
It was a gift to my friend @not-a-mang0 ^w^




I kept the sleeve to easily disguise the book on a shelf (Well, it’s book #7 of a series by itself but shhh)
#transformers#maccadam#I er may or may not have a whole list of fanfics to bind and 90% of them mayyyy be by Spoon#I literally spotted Spoon online yesterday and today they came back from their break like WOAH#I may or may have not also thought they might’ve been dead for good-#Like I was talking about it with my friends ab how long it’d been and checked their tumblr to confirm that yeah#it had been 4-ish months but I wanted to be sure and spot the green symbol of life#… THE SIGH OF RELIEF I HAD WHEN WE REALIZED WE HADNT KILLED SPOON ON ACCIDENT (a whole story for another day)#dial a medic#concealed carry#Rumor Con#Motor Mouth#starscream#megatron#megastar#bookbinding#Anyways I’m rambling again in the tags but still!#I had a blast working on this and essentially rereading every fic 4 times to properly format it for binding#I would’ve bound Accidental War Crimminal Aquisition BUT ITS 2 CHAPTERS AWAY FROM BEING COMPLETE NOOOOOO#I think I read that one 4 times over as well coz I just love Ratchet and Star’s dynamic
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i havent been into tog in like 4-5ish years but one thing that really bothered me when i was into it was the whole simp bam thing idk. i think people need to stop seeing rachel and bam as exes and start seeing them as mother figure and son. yes even though they look/act somewhat close in age. like i mean quite literally she raised him and taught him everything he knew up until the point he entered the tower. even his kindness was taught to him by rachel even after every horrible thing she's done. yes this is even though she looks more like his older sister. i feel like her youth/youthful appearance is intentional (at least to me) since irl girls and women are also forced into motherly roles much younger than theyre ready for
#also the way that shes essentially supposed to put aside all her ambitions aside so bam can be the hero of the story is so heavily -#reminiscient of how mothers/pregnant people are supposed to put aside their goals and their glory for the sake of their child#and sometimes that child wasnt really a choice that the mother had in the first place#but they were nevertheless expected to put aside their health their life their goals their glory#aside for the sake of the baby/fetus. i remember a few years back a work of art that really stuck with me was of a knight asked to -#carry her fetus to term because that child will one day become great and she says “what about me? what of my glory?” and i fucking cried -#like a little baby. anyway i think its stated/heavily implied that rachel didnt have a choice at all in raising bam in that cave and shes#constantly told by those around her - by the first thing she sees in the tower#you are not important. your ambition does not matter -#only the boy you were forced to raise matters in this story - he's everything you wanted to be and everything you were forced to give up#and thats just so devastating to me. obviously im not trying to say she isnt a terrible person#or try to absolve her of the things she did (i mean also. its the fucking tower its the betrayal building what did you expect)#but also the complete lack of understanding of her and bam's relationship and complete insensitivity to her situation#at least from the fandom that was active in 2020-2021 really fucking bothers me.#idk man its been a while#tower of god#rachel tower of god#tower of god rachel#rachel tog#the 25th bam#also if the fandom now is like. really different from what i remember im sorry for like. yapping about this shit to you guys#anyway rachel my specialest girl i stand with my cancelled wife (she deserves some of the backlash but i stand with her anyway)#tog#25th bam
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for the past couple of days, i've been working on Boe's house in limbo and getting it to look close to how i've been picturing it in my head - here's a couple of shots so far showing off the exterior and interior, with the top screenshot being further along in progress than the other exterior shots.
#boe#boe tai marrow#my characters#my art#everything's mostly just in developer flat textures since idk what textures i plan on using yet#also part of me doesn't want to texture everything only because i kinda like how this looks#not that i'd point to this as being the artstyle for limbo or anything. just my brain seeing nice colour combos#my first attempt at this was based off an image of an old victorian house doll house. and because i only ever had one image -#it made working on anything besides the front angle kind of annoying#so i eventually resorted to looking up old victorian house plans and building off those. and then mirroring the plans horizontally#at some point i gotta try working on the cellar and attic#but im not ready to go about hollowing out the attic & its brushwork just yet.#i'll likely make a copy of the roof portion and design it separately. then plaster it back on once ive got it the way id want#thats what i did with both floors. laying them out separately then combining them and adjusting the connecting bits from top to bottom floor#also the houseplans i was working off of (for reference is like. design 10 of the daily bungalow) has an illustration of the house#but for the life of me. the roofing above the front porch that's above the stairwell is apparently supposed to slope more sharply#but genuinely i couldn't get it to match the illustration (which im guessing isn't 100% accurate anyway) without the interior being cramped#would've also liked for the porch roof to be a bit more sloped as well. but i couldn't go much higher due to the second floors windows#i think ive mentioned it before but with my ms paint art with Boe in it. the house in that (and the art itself) isnt canonical to Boes life#this essentially is the first time im properly visualizing that world#atleast in terms of blocking it out atleast
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also happy 1 year anniversary to me thinking i was going to get a 16-track album about joe alwyn and instead having the experience of pressing play on a song and thinking "ok time for some tea about joe.... hm. actually somehow this seems to be about... matty healy...? i didnt think she would ever speak about that man again. ah a direct 1975 reference OKAY" nearly 31 times in a row
#going from a pr statement that essentially said 'umm she never gave a fuck about that man why are you cancelling her for ''dating him'' 🙄'#to a THIRTY ONE TRACK ALBUM where most of the songs are about how she thought the very same man was the love of her life was so. 😭#i picked up on every connection immediately bc im so familiar with the 1975s music it was really wild#imgonnagetyouback directly paralleling fallingforyou is my favourite thing she did. that was crazy work#(also ironically picking up on all those connections really solidified my feeling that very few of her songs are inspired by only 1 person)#i really wished i liked the album more as a whole :') it wouldve been so good to be so involved in both sides of the story. i love drama#still very fond of some songs but it really did cure me of my hardcore swiftieism esp after i didnt like midnights much either </3#personal#yes i am swiftieposting on main now..... litmus test for all my followers. please no anon hate this time
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2025 reads / storygraph
Kiss Me, Maybe
contemporary romance
an ace lesbian has an accidental thirst trap go viral and uses the attention to talk about her experiences - which ends up developing into a silly idea to do a scavenger hunt where the winner gets to be her first kiss
she starts to plan it, with the bartender she’s had a crush on for years, and realises she’s starting to fall for said bartender - and as their relationship develops so does her understanding of her identity & connection towards her community
grey-ace lesbian MC
arc, out may 6!
#kiss me maybe#aroaessidhe 2025 reads#asexual books#sapphic books#I generally enjoyed this; I liked the characters and relationship and exploration of identity and desire for community.#was definitely bracing myself about the silly tiktok scavenger hunt plot - it definitely is silly but I think it could have been#a lot more annoying and drawn out than it was. I’m glad it stayed in the background for the most part.#I think it did a good job at exploring asexuality in a way that felt personal and also about her own identity#not just revolving around her feelings about the love interest (re: figuring out she’s greysexual)#I think the way it portrayed her not being exactly sure where she is on the ace spectrum felt authentic and relatable#also when there's a sex scene (essentially) at 40% I was like WOAH HUH but you know what. it works#There’s a bit where she says ‘i want everyone to know that my asexual identity means as much to me as my lesbian identity’ -#honestly her lesbian identity barely felt like it was part of the book. Like she’s a lesbian obviously.. but I didn’t feel like it#explored lesbian identity or community at all? I did like the small amount of exploration of her gender expression though#When the love interest was like ‘love isn’t for me’ ‘I can’t love’ etc and she’s like ‘noo :/ that’s so sad don’t say that’ I was like.#oh boy here we go again with the amatonormativity. But that is unpacked a little and there’s even a conversation#about the fact that the LI isn’t aro (it’s for other reasons). Still feel a little iffy about it but idk.#There’s definitely still a lot of ‘I’m 27 and never been kissed i’m so lonely and tired of being single’ et#c but I think she grows away from that a bit as the book goes on.#there’s frustrating moments but I found most of them were resolved/discussed pretty quickly.#I found it kind of vague about other aspects of her life - like her job at the library? did it mention she was studying something#but I don’t remember any details about what? I may have missed something in the audiobook.#I like the exploration of her other relationships (friends/relatives) though I could have used a bit more of those!#anyway - pretty good overall? could have been a lot worse lol
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Also when sep restarts his apprenticeship is he like. Okay so you rlly did cut out a lot of stuff huh. Wtf were u going to if I finished the apprenticeship. And marcia's like idk I didn't think that far ahead. Or like. What happens andjdndjfn I need More
quick context because this has been in my inbox for at least two years but this is about the apprenticeship arrangement in rewrite au (at least I am like 95 percent sure it is).
if Septimus had actually finished the apprenticeship, he wouldn’t have been able to take over as extraordinary wizard because of how she modified it to be age appropriate and because he went into it with little to no experience with or knowledge of magyk (in rewrite au, the extraordinary apprenticeship is more of an elite position; if the purpose is to train potential extraordinary wizards, then only apprentices who are top of their magyk classes or programs are considered). Marcia was never going to have him take over so young, but without the proper training, he couldn’t have taken over ever. so since she didn’t have a plan and never thought that far ahead anyway, and because the arrangement was always about his day to day functioning, she really was just figuring it out as she went (with no help from Silas or Sarah, but only because Marcia is the extraordinary wizard; the apprenticeship hiding the fact that she is his legal guardian is hers to figure out as far as they are concerned).
the hardest part, since she did want him to take over eventually, would have been keeping the arrangement a secret and finding how to prepare him in a way that qualified him without him realizing what was really going on. she would have pushed him to higher education, would have found ways to introduce new books and extra lessons and spells in a way that didn’t clue him in that she was teaching him the way he should have always been taught. anything, so that when she was ready and he expressed interest in replacing her, it could happen. but because he doesn’t have the easiest apprenticeship even modified as it is, none of this happens. it all falls apart because it wasn’t sustainable, but also because he wasn’t ready and neither was she (which she did warn Silas and Sarah about).
she tells him this, after the first three months of his restarted apprenticeship, but only when he asks. because he knew, after they finally talked about it when it all fell apart that the actual apprenticeship was different, but he hadn’t realized just how much. he’s taking magyk classes because Marcia warned him she wasn’t going to bridge his gap in knowledge. he would be more than prepared for some of it, but nowhere near ready for a lot of it. if he was serious about recommitting to the extraordinary apprenticeship then the extraordinary apprenticeship was what he was getting, nothing less, and he needs do the work he missed on his own. Marcia is also Marcia, so she pushes him harder and expects more of him than other extraordinary wizards might have expected of their apprentices if they were in this situation. his first three months are very difficult as a result and he starts realizing that being the extraordinary wizard is a lot harder than it looks, that the work required to get to that position is harder than he thought, and he’s like, oh my god, Marcia, were you going to throw me into that without any of this?
telling him the second part of it, that she still wouldn’t have told him about the arrangement had he finished his original apprenticeship, is almost as hard as it would have been to cover it up. he really does not like hearing that Marcia still would have lied by omission and kept it from him. he thinks that he would have deserved to know, had he not found out by accident when it fell apart.
Marcia ends the conversation there though, to his frustration, because there’s no point in talking about what would have been. he knows now. he’s doing the apprenticeship now, the right way. they’ve already discussed the arrangement, at length. they don’t need to discuss it any further.
except they do, because they resolved it without resolving it. if Marcia kept this from him, if she would have continued to keep this from him, what else must she be keeping from him? he never fully trusts her again.
#septimus-heap my beloved#septimus heap#marcia overstrand#rewrite au#I have sooooooo many thoughts on their relationship you guys#also he never fully trusts Silas or Sarah again too because of their part in this but that’s another post#but yeah anyway wizards are typically in fantasy supposed to be pretty scholarly and it bothers me that. they’re really not that scholarly#yeah yeah it’s middle grade whatever but rewrite au isn’t so the system has to expand to match#the level of magyk and skill still has to be age appropriate and make sense. a twelve year old is not going to be able#to do the magyk a young adult who’s known they’re magyk their whole life would be able to do#(can you tell the whole projection thing with sep’s being more complex than marcia’s had been bothered me)#what you would teach a young adult you would not teach a twelve year old. you would make it age appropriate#maybe had sep known he was magyk and been taught and pushed from infancy in it it would be different#and it would essentially be the equivalent of being a child prodigy who gets a college degree aged 12-15. but he wasnt#I also took an issue with the magyk being the exact same like marcia does what we would assume to be high level magyk because she’s eow#so why is sep doing the same magyk so quickly if that’s high level magyk that presumably took marcia years to master#or is that not that difficult in the long run so sep is able to pick up on it faster. in that case where is the high level magyk#you would assume the extraordinary wizard alone can do. because she has the highest position and therefore one can assume mastery over magyk#that would have taken her years to acquire and no one else is able to do#I have so many thoughts on education and magyk as well omg. I do have an ask about education in this world though so I’ll get to that later#to those of you who are new here rewrite au is an expansion of sorts. I’m an anthropologist and the worldbuilding in this series#gives to so many implications and possibilities that I just had to make it as real as possible. as in#how would the world really have developed if it’s our world 10 thousand years from now#what realistically would this world look like. and then of course I don’t write middle grade#the plot doesn’t change. but they get there and how things work make a whole lot more sense. At least to me 🤪
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it’s cool and all that we got more maps added to Just Dance+, but WHERE ARE TRAVELER & SI’HA NOVA’S MAPS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
#just dance#just dance the traveler#just dance traveler#just dance si’ha nova#just dance rock your body#just dance levitating#just dance save your tears#UBISOFT PLEASE I’M BEGGING YOU PLSPLSPLSPLSPLSPLS ADD THEIR MAPS TO JD+ IM BEGGING 😭😭😭#IT’S LITERALLY BEEN YEARS SINCE JD+ STARTED HOW HAVE YOU STILL NOT ADDED WHATRE ESSENTIALLY THE DIRECT PREQUEL MAPS TO THE STORY 😭😭#THEY LITERALLY SHOW HOW THE PROTAGONIST CAME TO BE 💀💀#it can’t be that hard as far as licensing is concerned bc you’ve literally recently had songs from#Justin Timberlake & Dua Lipa & The Weeknd & Arianna Grande especially in maps as of recent years#so what’s the hold up omg 😭😭 pls omg I’m so desperate to play their maps#i refuse to get JD2022 just to play 3 maps#also on the basis of principle bc I feel like they’re doing this on purpose so that more people will buy JD22 just to see the lore 💀😭#I refuse to give in bc then that’d tell Ubisoft that what they’re doing by delaying their maps in JD+ is working & I Don’t want that 💀😭#UBISOFT!!! ADD TRAVELER & SI’HA NOVA’S MAPS TO JD+ AND MY LIFE IS YOURS!!!!!
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THIS IS A CALLOUT POST FOR MY DMS @themilokin AND @phoenix-failing FOR HITTING US WITH A SCENARIO SO FUNDAMENTALLY HEARTBREAKING IN ITS IMPLICATIONS THAT WE SPENT THE ENTIRE SESSION ARGUING ABOUT WHAT TO DO AND ALSO LIKE THREE OF US STARTED CRYING. AND THEN, WHEN WE FINALLY MADE OUR DECISION, AND WE HAD TO SAY GOODBYE TO A BELOVED NPC THAT HAS BEEN WITH US ALMOST SINCE THE BEGINNING, THEY HIT US WITH A TWIST SO GRACIOUS AND UNEXPECTED THAT WE STARTED THREATENING THEM WITH PHYSICAL VIOLENCE (EXTREMELY AFFECTIONATE)
HOLY SHIT, WHAT A GAME.
#hush frenchy#fortune's favor#d&d#you don't GET IT you don't UNDERSTAND#we got handed a decision that decided the fate of alllll of the dragons we've been working so hard to help#it would have returned their souls to the gods that split apart and became them#the gods would exist again in their fullness for the first time in an age#but the dragons. our friends. they'd be gone#and we couldn't even consult them on what was going to happen to see if they'd make that sacrifice#add in the fact that five of these dragons have been chained up and essentially tortured for years#and only JUST got their freedom with our help#and the fact that we've also been working so hard to get these god-beings set to rights#and it was the HARDEST call we've ever had to make!!#val was the tiebreaker too. and did it in large part so that the task wouldn't fall to anyone else#cause we were divided multiple ways#i was genuinely crying at the end#AND THEN! AFTER WE GET TWO SECONDS TO SHARE A GOODBYE WITH OUR BEST DRAGON BUDDY#AND THEY SHARE A BITTERSWEET GOODBYE WITH US WHERE THEY IMPARTED TO US THAT THEY WERE HAPPY TO HAVE MET US#WE HAD TO WATCH EVERY BODY FALL. WATCHED THEM ALL COLLAPSE#AND FUCKING /THEN/!!! THEY WOKE UP AGAIN!!!#SEE WE HAVE PREVIOUSLY SEPARATED A GOD-BEING FROM A MORTAL PERSON. THEY WERE STILL ALIVE AFTER THE PROCESS. /WE HAD FORGOTTEN/!!!!#WE ARE STUPID BUT AT LEAST EVERYONE IS ALIVE AND CAN LIVE THIS ONE LAST LIFE TOGETHER AND MAN I'M GONNA CRY AGAIN#FUCK. NO ONE LOOK AT ME#anyway i can't believe how much i love my dms and my fellow players. eight years. god. they're everything to me
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i think i officially set my sights on a therapist and i'll be contacting her very soon?? therapy was legitimately not on my 2024 bingo card (or in the cards for me at all) but here we are????
#this blog always had a focus on social science and detangling feelings and experiences. like it's basically been serving as my diary#bc this blog has always been my main outlet for it. i hate talking feelings to anyone irl. it's a bad habit but i hate it#so it was a game changer and helped me grow up sooo much. esp supplemented w other people's experiences.#being raised by a stoic engineer mother who's very much warm but also not very good at feelings at times has caused me to suppress SO much#compounded w being the eldest daughter. like that is a damning sentence in and of itself#tumblr just gave me an outlet for stuff like this. and every social media is essentially a highlight reel of ppl's best moments.#tumblr is the opposite. i've always loved that too whether it was in the form of humor or more earnest posts#could i work through my own issues by myself? yes probably#and my blog will always have that facet even if i get a therapist#but a therapist's input. just a professional's input. will expedite a lot of improvement for me i think#this has been a critical time period for me anyway bc i'm budgeting my whole schedule for once vs being handheld by uni deadlines#and it's just gonna keep getting more and more intense from here bc i'm truly pushing my comfort zone more than ever before#it just feels like the right call even tho i'm lowkey nervous ab it bc i HATE talking feelings in person.#this therapist will not fall for my trying to deflect by asking her about her life. which. usually works on my friends <3#we will see. a therapy arc is coming very soon basically#p
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in the years ive been off tumblr ive done a lot of traditional work so here's one of my favorites <3 it's titled "the epilogue"
oil painting & stitching on canvas, february 2024 (words by me!)
#click for better quality idk why tumblr did that to me#nart#art#this was probably the piece i was most proud of from my exhibition#mostly bc i had literally no time to make it and still managed to hand stitch all of it#hand stitching#oil painting#i might share my other oil paintings bc i usually work on a much larger scale and theyre my babies#the theme of this one is that after becoming an adult life doesnt end essentially#my entire exhibition was focused on how growing up feels like a 'narrative' because i have autism#and see life through narratives or people through story archetypes which isnt entirely healthy#and how by growing up i have to grow out of those understandings of the world bc life is more complicated than tv tropes#i also found the stitching super fun so yeah i just enjoy this one
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LIVING for your ponytail Yugi he’s so cute 😭💖
thank u! i hold dear in my heart the way yuugi is like a little plushie that wants nothing more than to die a noble death
#not art#ask#probably why i also refuse to draw yami taller or with the chiseled jawline he gets in canon#thats a child none of us get to forget thats a child#there kind of is a sense of like. swimming through the currents of mythos to reach real life? in the original ygo manga#(mostly talking abt manga bc that's truly like the only ygo media I actually look at and feel a kinship with lol. idk shit abt the anime)#a lot of the story is told with a heightened sensibility a la sailor moon. exaggerated characteristics colloquialized events etc#it fits the way teenagers feel emotions yes but it is also Convenient. like the way kaiba drops the cuff key into the harbor#and it falls directly into jou's field of vision. that's not how that works in real life#it's kinda drag-like in tone. essential steps with spectacles as the mortar and emotional arcs as the throughline#yuugi's wish for kinship and understanding and appreciation is realized within this framework and then the framework like#packs itself up and exits stage left. it's a year-and-a-half-long dream. you only bring into real life what you think of to bring#and that like. kinda fits with how yuugi reads in the manga for me. where he's always reaching to be A Character while not being able#to stop being just a teen in some city at the same time right. listen i have pdfs worth of chatlog with friends abt gender reading#and all of the stuff with the cute little things whose specialty is being cannon fodder or sacrificial lambs and the dialectics etc in ygo#the toy is the actual character while the fantasy and you holding it is in fact the messy reality of you#would like to say ''yuugi looking cute as hells is important to all of that'' but tbh thatd be a lie lol#i do just think the star shaped ponytail is a good idea i wanna keep drawing. but also yeah softening takahashi's style is kinda#a shame but I do think for the purpose of my own art at least it is kinda somewhat intended as commentary? in a sense#big ups to my guy rest in peace you were doing all that straight lines and circles and chrome in ink in the year of our lord two thousand#it is INSANE that ygo ended looking like that. at that point in time. not my preference but neither is caving or deep sea diving#he and his assistants were doing that shit By Hand. do you know how fucked up that is#but yeah due to the art style being that kind of clean and geometrical and processed there is. not a lot of greeblies#as well as a lot more risk of tangents and things reading not super clear due to line uniformity etc#and I like my greeblies and am from the fuckass school of french language comic so. here we end up#one thing i pride myself on in my own art is doing my damn best to get across the texture and weight of subjects with just ink so#i do think i make yuugi extra squishy lmao. like if u ragdoll him at a wall itd make a thwack#and <3 i categorically refuse to make atem/yami any more solid <3#thank u for coming to my tedtalk sorry this happened under ur ask. actually not sorry its my house. welcome to my house
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