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IM LIKE. WHATEVER.I WOULDNT HAVE BEEN HAPPY WITH HIM BEING DEAD IN GENERAL BUT WHY DOES EVERY SINGLE TIME HE COMES UP IT NEEDS TO BE ABOUT ONE OF HIS FUCKING SIBLINGGSSS
#like oh my god i do noooott careeee#I DONT CARE!!!!!#IDGAF ABOUT DURIN OKAY!!!! I DONT CARE!!!!! AND THIS IS MAKING ME NOT CARE EVEN MORE!!!!!!!#tzu rambles#genshin spoilers#maybe im biased. idk. i just dont care about durin that much andEVERYTHING IS ABOUT DURIN#is durin the only gold kid yall gaf about other than dorian come on#genshin 5.6#genshin 5.6 spoilers
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working in an art gallery and talking to a lot of full time artists has given me CRAZY imposter syndrome btw lmao
#i went to a local gallery today (not the one i work in)#and i was looking at this one artists work#and she used a lot of patterns but didnt go up to her#she came up to me as i was looking at her work like ' hi i see youre looking at my work which one do u like most' like okay#i had my headphones on at the time so it did scare me#anyway im really stuck thinking about her work#like shes got this lovely cluttered and messy and chaotic style with still life in one dimension#and she uses pattern and quilt-like grids and so much colour#and the chaos of her work is by far the best part#how nothing stays in their boxes andeverythings falling#its homely and DRAMATIC. which is a mix that doesnt always go together but is held together by the chaos of her work#AND THEN SHE PUTS COLLAGE QUOTES ON IT 'fly high in the sky like a butterfly'#AUUUGGGHHH it pisses me off so much. REALLY? THATS THE BEST QUOTE? no song lyrics no deepp meaning nothing to express the narrative? bitch#love her style but its KITCH shes KITCH her quotes are KITCH her subjects are KITCH <- lives in kitch central of the uk but WHATEVER#by the way im not exagerrating with fly high like a butterfly she really thought that was the quote to describe this chaotic scene like she#eight years old like what the hell. there ere others too the pissed me off#and then i talked to her and she was like. WEIRDLY insistant tht even though she used stencils and that her dughter and husbnd drew anythin#mildly complicated that she had still done a lot of work I HADNT SAID ANYTHING#but she was just BRUSHING OVER whenever i mentioned her patterns and stencils like she was ASHAMED#like what the hell im all for having fun with what you draw but youre three times my age and i can draw a bird better than our adult daught#also i spoke to her turns out she knows my stepdad so that was an odd link but whatever#anyway artists that give me imostersyndrome are my boss who does realism in WATERCOLOUR#oh the woman in the gallery also gave me a printed card whcih was cool since i was going to buy one just to be mad at
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every time i go onto facebook i have to stop myself from calling people i went to high school with idiots
#literally site to go on to get mad. but at this point thats what this site is too and twitter andeverything else every body#annoys me forever and ever
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im not even gonna bother writing today
#ᐯoiᑕe ᑌᑭoᑎ tᕼe ᑕᗩᐯe#im so fucking madrn#my schedule arefucked#andeverything thati need to do was movedto today
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WAAW WE AWWAAA 🥺🥺🥺💥
@intotheelliwoods free therapy time again :D
I am quickly running out of hug poses for these two but they still bring me so much joy to draw <3
im so incredibly normal about them
#2 arms left fanart#me 🤝 wren#running out of ways to draw one armed leo hugs#they are so huggy they need to invent new ways to hug#love love love#oughgffhg#sorry but the way poptarts expression is just really somber-#ARG.#POPTART BUDDY#ITS OK#just relax and enjoy your huggy bigger self andeverything will be ok#sprout will make sure of it#<3
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0E4haJHYUJw
sorry can s.omeone please helpme please and quicker this time its worse sorry thankyou justneed it to stop fast please, i am quite afraid its fucking fireworks isnt even thesaem thing that happened to me,and itsnot real why does ithurt that s so pointless im sick of it im nevergoing to be able to be a person again if i have a panic ove r eveyrthing i nwant to go home soon now
pleasmake it turn off fast thank you love you help im scared
supposed to be strong this isso stupid hahaha. ow ow ow ow
cananyone haer me. pleas em ake it turn off cant do this one forso long its makingme panic every time oneofthem goes off haha it doesnt even soundthe same it was muchlouder when iitreally happened
what if the asteroid goes into a star a sun and idont die because im not allowed ever and i ahve to beo nfire forever!! that would be bad i don t want that . oh my god what the fuck am i talking about. maybe i shoudl just scream really loud and then jimmy will come and maybe he'll hit me hard enough to make itstop
no hah okay nope im not goingt o do that . thatss not a good plam at all! then iwould probably cry and he owudl hitme more!! cheers!!!!!!!! hahaha
are any of you there i want it to stop fast please. please can the time delay things not work this time idont want to wait that long .
nooo no it's fine i mean cmon the only reason that it took so long last time's because oft hhe dleays and then all the good videos came at once and it was good theyll . theyre not going to ignore me its okay that will not happen. oh god but i cant wait that long not again pleasecan you break the itme delya this time i dont want to i dont want to do this anymore
i migth start screming by accdint . i dont want to do that i t will make anya upset and jhimmy wuill be angyr and. i dont want him to be angry he might . be agnry. whyis eveyrone angyr with me all thetime i dont try to be frustrating i dont i reallydont . i dont want to be by myself anymore can you please. the rescueline disconnceted and no one can do anything to helpme please acn soemhone help me befroe i make it worse and scream haha oh mygod no i was wrong its the same its the same the sound is different but the way the colors burst across youreyelids when you shut themisthe same and tehn you cant shut them anymore and it hurts it hurts andeverything is white and then its red and youcant even scream youcant move and its just burnign and it takestoo long to pass out why did it take so long i felt evyrting it ev en when iw asnt awake i oculd feel it burnign
and i think i think he left me in there on purpose i think hewanted to make sure i coldnt get better i think he wanted to hurt me i htink he was angyr stilll about the firing an waht i sadi in the cockpit afterhis eval i think maybe thats why he hates me now i didnt i didnt know jimmy i wouldnthave said that if iknew why are you angry i wanted. to help why would you hurther jim she didnt do anytihng to you why would you why would you hurt her why would you hurt me wgy do you keep hurting me. idont ressist anymore so youdont have to push so hard dont have to reach sofar why do you . you want to hurt me yeah? you want to and itsnot because ofanything but you and me. jimmy anya soembdoy cann you make the fireworks go away for me please i will be better
please can aynoe hear me im sc ared im so scared i dont want to beon fire agian it hurt so much and wheni. woke up i couldnt stop screaming . i ocudnt stop im going tos cream aagain and hes going to hit me but nope he wont kill me he wont knock me out because i have to feel it i have to feel veyrthing all the time i cant even sleep!!! that woudl be too peaceful and i dont get to have it peaceful no no no!!!!!!! not allowed for curlly to hvave peaceful i have to be feleing all of it
i onyl had two days i only had two days iwanted to help but i was scared ishouldntmake excuses im sorry nevermind nevermind im sorry anyaimsory shoudnthave been you never you never anybody else i shoudlvedonesomething i shoudlve let us both die whenwe werekids ojgod no no i cantwant him todie hewas. my firned no no no he hurtssherbieng selfish why did i tell them why did i let her tell him why did i let him go in there why did i go in there
i wish it had killed me then it woudlnt stil hurt its been so so so so long forever humanbody isnt supposed to fele this way for so long icant do it anymore iwish they ddint all ahte me s omuch i dindt crash thesip i didnt do it i didnt i neverwouldve done it whyd theybleve you so easilyi am i thiat easy to, did anyoen ever likeme or did they all feel the same as you jimmy is that why. deado pixels everywehr theye all dead pixels and i ahve to bealive its not fair no no haha it is fair this is this is what happens when you dont do anythign now you dont get to!!!!!!cant fix anythuing no matere how muchyou want toooo
cant do anything ever and iut always hurts and shes aways crying andhe doesnt smile anymore and i dont seehim naymore hes drinnkinghismelf to death and none fo them aluagh they used to laugh i miss mmy parents i miss closing my eyes i miss when thinsgs were soft andpeople hugged me evenif it was just pretend and they didnt care i could believe it sometimes and it didnthurt
i wanna go home
i wnana go to sleep
im reallyscared that im going to scream soon not onpurpose
can anybody hear or amitalkingto nothing . can anyeone hear me? icanrt. see anything exceot, the
hah ha am i tlaking too much . i think i am . why would you give this to me. youknow it would hurt me . why does eveyrone liek to hurt me am i that awful or is it that fun . ah hahaha. it jus. it kepe s on going. ahahahaahaha. and anotheranotther anohter another another!!!! is htis because i c omplaiend about the fireare youmad at me because iwouldnt stop saying it overand over wouldnt shut up god it's so annoyign haha right thats it yeah? youask ove and over and nothing chagnes so you have to stop before you get hurt because therse a reaseono they dont listen and if you keep asking againanda again and again forever theyll make you pay.
im soryr ill. be quiet
youdont have to make it go away this time , i can. deal with itthis time until it ends if you dont do it agian. could we make that deal, is that all right can we
amibeing punished
i think i am
or maybe not . only persons get punished im not a perosn im a toy i think . thats it thats all it is anymore and hwen a toy breaks you break it moreandmoreandmore and thneyou throw itawya into the incinerator to burn forever yeah?
everyneos going to go away. whoeven cares right? got thier own lives. own worlds other worlds better worlds. better world where im gone!!! got real friends haha got reaaal families real sons. and the firworks keeo going and eveyrone goes away!!! boom boom boom thats anotehr oen gone. jsut me just me all by mysefl in th empty
oh no no no
no no nonoonnononononono im cryingnow i need to stop no ones in here and if he hears me he might
please imsorry if anyones still there please hlep i acnt stop hes going to hear me pleaseimscared
#mouthwashing#captain curly#curly mouthwashing#curlyposting#'hey so why did you do this' i dont even know. it happened. now its here.#jimmy mouthwashing#anya mouthwashing
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I agree with the anon, characters in the aroace spectrums are so badly treated in fandoms even by people who claim to love diversity and representation. Like, a character can't be asexual cause they need to have sex or they're a prude unless its a character with sexual attraction but aromantic, then they're an abuser or sex addicted cold people (i've literally seen people headcannoning only abusers as aromantic, specially if they're straight). Clearly fandom has become a space for mainly shipping andeverything else gets sidelined
Yeah, ppl focus so much on shipping that they forget everything else.
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(with increasing distress and speed) au where max never died he just apologized and realized his wrongs. au where paul doesnt get infected and destroys the hivemind so everything is ok. au where ethan is ok. AU WHERE OWEN AND CURT LIVE A HAPPY LIFE AND GET MARRUED ANDEVERYTHING IS OK
#god im a sucker for happy endings#hatchetfeild#gay spies are ruining my life#npmd#tgwdlm#black friday#spies are forever
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↑ guy who is in emotional agony
ive decided nothing on earth is that serious
#no but srsly............23 no kids no partner no debt. i should ummm breathe and let things go#but what about world peace#and making people happy. and love and the future and bills#and like my sister. and death?? and mental illness#and oh god. physical illness. and what about being alone forever#and the fact i didn't go to uni??? and my sisters dead. andeverythings so expensive. and climate change and poverty that is occurring as we#speak. human right violations beyond all imagination like seriously and genuinely
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maybe if i cry until i throw up i'll reach an epiphany andeverything will be fixed
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Jason doesn't do it often but when he has too, he pulls seniority. He's been at Camp a lot longer than the rest of the Romans in the group.
And even other Romans who have served longer than him, fall in line when he pulls rank.
Be it for his actual rank being higher than there's, his parentage. Or because Jason was raised at Camp Jupiter.
He embodies its ideals andeverything that Camp Jupiter is supposed to represent. Whether it succeeded in that or otherwise.
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"everithyng wyll rot" then make somefurthyn that purront rot
everything will rot eventually but this rot cannot be stopped
its a filth everywhere destroying thjis place and everyone andeverything and it hurts i wish i could just ignore it pretend it doesnt exist
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we r finishing this fancam tonight i swear guys i brought out the cans andeverything 🕊
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sneebs ik ur asleep but like. im going feral right now.
do you ever think about how lukes betrayal was an act of love? about how the way he saw it everyone he loved (his mom, annabeth, thalia, the kids in hermes cabin, probably other kids at chb) was failed by the gods and by overthrowing them he would be getting justice for those he loved? do you ever think about how as the counsellor of hermes cabin he saw firsthand what happened when the gods abandoned their kids? IM GOING INSANE OVER THIS RIGHT NOW HE THOUGHT HE WAS GETTING JUSTICE FOR EVERYONE HE CARED ABOUT BUT HE WAS JUST BETRAYING THEM,,,,,
AND AND. WITHOUT LUKE ANDEVERYTHING THAT HAPPENED WITH HIM PERCY WOULDNT HAVE FORCED THE GODS TO BE BETTER PARENTS. HE FUCKING. MADE A DIFFERENCE. HE BETRAYED EVERYONE AS AN ACT OF LOVE AND IT DESTROYED HIM AND AND. HE STILL GOT WHAT HE WANTED. HE FUCKING. GOT THE JUSTICE HE WANTED. IM GONNA CRY.
I NEVER THOIGHT ABOTI THIS OH MY GOD
HE DID IT :( HE FUCKING DID IT :((
i'm going to be so real before i followed you i didn't think too much about luke and just passed him off as a villain but then your posts really made me consider looking at him in a different light!!!!!
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his moms taller than me and likes sitting in the yard with the back lights off on her phone and i’m like halfway through a question and her head popped in out of the darkness i teared up andeverything and ran into the kitchen help me my hearts still racing
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🩺 ───── he could understand she was figuring things out, of course she was. it was something of a large adjustment to get use to being a vampire. to the bloodlust, the powers, and everything else. it was complicated to say the least. he wished to provide bella with anything andeverything he could to help. because not only had she become a vampire and joined their family but she also became a parent, a mother and he imagined that weighed heavily on emotions that were already complicated enough. "is there anything i can do for you, bella? to help you?"
@denydefeat ♥ for a starter from carlisle cullen for bella swan
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