#anyways here is lowkey an in depth of one of the song I associated with her

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Home wrecker by MARINA

"I broke a million hearts just for fun"

A song that honestly cause the creation of Kuroyuri, it is a song that truly defines who she is. Some people spread around rumor that she is a homewrecker due to the fact that they where envy of her beauty. With them being envy, they decided to make up a claim that she attempts to seduce her sister’s “husband” (her sister literally stole the husband), however that’s not the case.

I also have a TLDR all in the bottom just in case anyone want to know

My reason for associating this song is just how accurate the lyrics are to what Kuroyuri is dealing both human and demon life. When I listen to the song it reminds me how this character is free. She doesn’t belong to anyone and she feels satisfied if she on this high risk of affair.

“I don’t belong to anyone”

Kuroyuri in this song is her turning into a demon and finally being free of this sucky human relationship. She work in a brothel and is aware how some people don’t perceive courtesans as genuine love. She try her best to show genuine love to people,but they never return to her feelings and when someone does accept her love, she have been replaced by her own sister. Although her memories is gone due to being a demon, the experience she dealt with made her realize that she doesn’t need anyone to look for love for her. She can look for love by herself and is able to finally feel confident about herself.

“I broke a million hearts just for fun”

Kuroyuri is known to kill mostly couples,lovers or even husband/wife. She can sometimes disguised herself as a human being and also deceived other partner into being HER partner. If this is successful, she will continue to stay with them until she see them defenseless and eat them. Her most favorite organ of all time are the hearts, so she ripped them first and eat the rest. Some demon slayer sometimes want to find a reason why some demons does these actions of killing a human being. Some demon may say for survival, for muzan or for their hatred of the demon slayer corporation. Kuroyuri? She say she does it for fun (also for muzan, but that’s not the case in here lol)

She broke (ripped out their hearts and also deceive them) a million hearts, just for fun (she have no reason other than the lols)

“I guess you could say that my life's a mess, But I'm still looking pretty in this dress. I'm the image of deception”

She grew up in a place that truly don’t see her as a human being. Over the past few years of her life, they don’t the respect and love and care that any child need or just even a human being. The only person who give her genuine care is her foster mother,but her mother was killed and eaten by demon and Kuroyuri (or Sachiko) was still a newborn. Although they where a lot of trauma and struggles that Kuroyuri dealt with, as a demon she throw all of that and cover it up in her looks. You can explain to her everything about her backstory and she won’t be convinced that's her story. After all once you turned demon, your memories are gone. Deception means deceiving someone. This is what Kuroyuri does it as I explain previously. Who knows that her main image is not what even she is. She DO have a monstrous form,but disguises herself into more human.

“When everything is life and death. You may feel like there's nothing left. Instead of love and trust and laughter. What you get is happy never after, But deep down all you want is love. The pure kind we all dream of, But we cannot escape the past. So you and I will never last”

This quote is possibly the best quote I can able to describe Kuroyuri’s life. If there is ever a quote that sums up all of her life and her demon life, it’s this one. I don’t think there’s no explanation of me to tell everyone why because to me I feel like this quote is best to leave it without explanation.

Although I will say the part where “we cannot escape the past. So you and I will never last.” I will explain something. I like the fact that this also sums up her demon life and even though it is the only option for Kuroyuri, this is rather a curse to begin with. Not only demons are here killing innocent people,but it is a curse that brought upon by Muzan himself. He give his blood to other people as a way to turn into demons and Kuroyuri was one of them.

I'm not exactly sure which chapter or volume this quote stated, however this is the quote that he said to Kagaya "The heavens are not punishing me. Despite the hundreds, thousands of humans I've killed, I've been let off the hook. And I have never seen a God or Buddha over these thousand years." and this is something that is stuck to me. I like the idea how even though he wasn’t cursed by the gods/Buddha that the others around him DID get cursed. It’s pretty canon that the Ubuyashiki family got cursed due to the fact that they’re closely related to Muzan. If that’s the case then I wouldn’t be surprised to see if other demons also got cursed and Kuroyuri is one.

What is her curse? Is to never to have a soulmate.

She killed countless human and turned into a demon by using one the most powerful and evil demon’s blood. With that, her red string of fate is burned off, never to be connected with anyone. No one can be a soulmate of her due to her being a demon and the horrible things she have done. Can Kuroyuri fall in love? Well of course she can! Maybe the string will actually form more strings for her,but for now her string have been burned off.

TLDR; This song is an anthem song for her and it represents how no matter human life or demon life, she will stay miserable of love. She can prove to anyone that turning into demon was giving a second chance of life for her and gain confidence,but deep down she is still desperate for someone to give the love that she need since childhood.

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Twice - The Year of "YES"

hi i'm back,, been busy with college stuff and playing games in my free time lol (got addicted to infinity nikki and spent *checks notes* 40 hours playing it over the past two weeks....)

anyway you may have noticed i skipped over yes or yes, and thats because this album is exactly the same except it has two more songs on it so i'm just talking about this one instead.

not exactly on topic with this album specifically but i didnt get to say it about yes or yes so i'll say it here: THE ALBUM SHOULD'VE BEEN CALLED TWICE SQUARE!!! there was a little title card in the mv (i think even in the trailer too) saying that and why would they have that there if it wasn't gonna be the album title 😭

The Best Thing I Ever Did chill sentimental holiday vibes :) pattern continuing from last album with sandwich song structure for the title..

Be as ONE (Korean Ver.) ballad 🤠👍 (good song i just rarely have anything in depth to say about ballads)

YES or YES hey boy! look i'm gonna make this simple for you... you got two choices.. yes or yes? forever iconic!!! the dance is fun and catchy too but i always let my left and right mixed up whenever i try 😔

SAY YOU LOVE ME ooo i forgot about this song! can't believe how easy it is to get back into singing along after not hearing this in years :3

LALALA fun vibes!

YOUNG & WILD i remember playing a word association game once and the prompt was "young and _" and everyone else said "old" but i said "wild" cuz i was thinking of this song 😭 lowkey embarrasing but i tried defending myself saying its a song title

SUNSET i have a stupid video of me dancing to this in my snapchat memories, i'll post that soon lol (also got some other random gems in there to be shared) the bridge is soooo gooood!!!!!!

AFTER MOON ballad again... you know how it is

BDZ (Korean Ver.) singing about construction equipment, my grandfather would love this song (/j) the bridge is better in japanese tho

thats all from me, hope you had a good valentines day!