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the boys are fighting (together. homoerotically, even).
#your power duo could never#talented brilliant incredible amazing showstopping#my content has been sparce. i was starved and in dire need of new zukka gif#just the inspiration i needed tbh#ive been very busy just like. planning stuff for my graduation. tis been so exciting but its getting so real and consuming my mind.#i need to take a step back and think abt ✨️them✨️ to ease my brain. it just be going 90 miles a minute man but when i see zukka we full sto#we take a moment to rejoice#i stare at zukka and it shockingly makes me feel more normal and collected than i would be otherwise#anyways. blahblahblah#zukka#zukka gif#atla gif
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in my post-canon verse I think Vio doesn't try to bring Shadow Link back
actually, he actively tries to avoid outwardly acknowledging Shadow was even a part of his life. Vio wants Shadow to stay dead.
Vio betrayed Shadow for the sake of Hyrule, and if he could go back in time, he'd do the same exact thing again. but it doesn't change the fact that he damaged Shadow and his counterparts' trust in the process. maybe, in a way, it makes it worse. like he's appalled at himself for justifying how much pain he's caused. if Vio could excuse himself for betraying Shadow and hurting his comrades for "greater good", then what else would he excuse himself for? how far would he take it?
I think in a convoluted way, Vio doesn't necessarily feel guilty for what he did. he feels guilty for NOT feeling guilty in the moment. it's like a "wow I really did that" reflection kind of guilt
it's a deeply uncomfortable feeling to have, and Vio has no idea how to work through it. so instead, he just tried to repress it. Hyrule is saved, Zelda is saved, his family is alive and well. that's all that matters. Vio has to tell himself this in order to live with himself
but then Shadow comes back into Vio's life—against both of their wills—and Shadow is furious. that's when Vio realizes he doesn't have a choice: he can't run away from his guilt anymore
#this kinda turned into rambling sorry abt that LOL#anyway this is semi in reference to my last post#btw there's an acknowledgement between the both of them that they used each other#which only makes things messier#and blahblahblah Blue gets involved somehow esp when it comes to Vio#because LOOK AT ME this is my world and I'm biased y'all know this already#ALSO THIS IS JUST MY HEADCANON (which may be subjected to minor changes)#SO DON'T TAKE IT TOO SERIOUSLY#four swords#four swords manga#vio link#shadow link#fs posting
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Ok so for the last couple days ive been ill in the head about The Black Parade as mcr's alter ego/characters and i wanted to share some thoughts i had so far :3
It doesnt align with the canon lore that we have (i didnt really use it for reference at least) so it can be viewed as some sort of an au
I dont know if im gonna give them new names that just sound similar to the names of mcr themselves, so for now i will be referring to them by the names of the band members
So far I've been thinking about the typical "chosen by fate" scenario, where the characters lives lead them through a path for a specific cause
So
Post WW2 England
5 kids under their own circumstances witness a big parade (I will be doing some research and see if it could be some kind of victory celebration parade? It's just that I'm not sure if England had those. Not that I'm aiming for historical accuracy atp it's simple curiosity)
The kids get heavily impacted by that event and carry on (ha) that memory throughout their life
Now to the specifics of the characters cus by God they all gave me a headache
Heads up: they're all british orphans lol
Frank and Bob are students/residents in a Christian orphan school, and later on in life are priests in the town church
The reason why is that they both have badges on their uniform with crosses that could be associated with christianity
(I couldn't find any info about what exactly certain design details could be referencing, so ig it's up to interpretation)
The military theme in Gerard and Mikey's costumes will be explored on later (Mikey's medal could be either The Victoria Cross or The Distinguished Flying Cross, and the symbol on Gerard's shoulder is most likely the Order Of The Garter star)
And I couldn't figure out what to do w Ray, because I'm not sure if his uniform design details reference anything specific 🤷🏾🤷🏾🤷🏾
Now, Gerard and Mikey lost their father to war, and their mother passed away when they were both very young
And after that they ended up in the same orphanage as Ray, befriending him and finding out about their shared passion for music
This doodle was made abt that specifically <3
Later on in early adulthood they decide to start a cabaret band, in which Frank and Bob both join them later, deciding to leave their priest lives behind (partially because iirc both of them kinda fanboyed their way into the band irl lol)
After receiving little recognition, the band decides to take a train to America, to try their luck there. With a lot of hope and determination
That, sadly, doesn't last for long, for the train crushes with no survivors on board
The group crawls out of the collapsed train in their no longer physical forms. Yet, even after their death, they still have a desire to move forward. And that desire, though thoughtlessly, forces them to go forward. The souls of all the other people who lost their lives to the train accident follow them, through the landscape that no longer feels like earth
They then reach the end
Walking in one by one people disappear, finding their own peace and meeting their own finish line
After it's done, The Black Parade now have officially made themselves into what they're supposed to be. Gaining a new purpose and a new sort of life
I got too poetic for my own good here I fear .. anyway
Their job now is to lead the lost and the forgotten to the afterlife
They could be referred to as some kind of a grim reaper, I guess
I'm still thinking about adding more to the story, and maybe I will change some things, but so far this is all I can share really !! I hope if you've read this far you found this entertaining .. this is all for the satisfaction of my urges so I might or might not have too much fun w it in the future :3
The story was mainly inspired by this specific post from Gerard himself, because i liked the concept a lot ..
Also
She's gonna be here as a separate character too probably...... Cus I'm self indulgent and I love the ideas bubbling in my brain
#my art#asmo goes blahblahblah#my chemical romance#mcr#the black parade#tbp#im really .. thinking about them .....#i dont konw if im gonna end up making this into a big thing but i really want to#do i have anything else to shaaare ..?#the characters are younger than mcr were when tbp was released#their hair still grows out. this is not really a fun fact its more of a note to self#i like the idea of them all having long hair just because they cant interact with scissors#i wanna make like ?? i dont know if theres a name for it#but like a fanfic in image format ? you know ??#now that i think about it its just illustrated books#well.#anyway#the secretary will be playing a role that will change tbp drastically#at least thats what i have in my head as of now#ok i yapped enough. sorry#excited about themmm
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actually. i love usopp BECAUSE he's a massive wimp. he's just like me fr.
#i like how he enjoys partaking in the whimsical straw-hat shenanigans but is also terrified of them.#it's about the balance between being the voice of reason but also yearning for adventure yk#also something something bravery is about facing your fears not about not having any yada yada blahblahblah we've been over this#anyways i love you bby you will always be famous
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“RUN (Bunny) RUN!”
#QUICK DOODLE OF MY HOMEBOY EDMUND BUNNY GRAYDEN CORCORAN#was too lazy to do clothes ugh#ANYWAYS#art#fanart#the secret history#the secret history donna tartt#tsh fanart#tsh#bunny corcoran#edmund ‘bunny’ corcoran#tsh donna tartt#say hello to our TWUNK okau (yes; twunk)#blahblahblah i[ve been thinking abt him and his dying rih bunny corcoran (rest in hell /aff)
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And he put his head on his knees and cried as if his heart would break.
#so i binged moominvalley! uh. what the fuck was that ending#felt inspired to redraw the river scene from the novel since there was hardly any river scene to begin with in moominvalley...#the finale had no EMOTION bro im tweaking </3#anyway yaahh enjoy ueheh#moominvalley#moomins#moominvalley season 4#comet in moominland#comet in moominvalley#moomintroll#snufkin#snork#snorkmaiden#sniff#my art#digital art#cartoonist#blahblahblah etc.
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#yes those are uyai’s tags in the color theory post like. YESSSS#because at the end of the day.. they are still the same person they used to be before they decided to change for the better.#the past doesn’t define u but. its still part of u. u did it regardless. the person of the past is still u.#LORE SPEAKING: they may have created their own color wheel and decided to do and say their own thing that has nothing to do with i#but they were still the naive and brainwashed angels they most likely pretend they dont exist bc they are not them anymore. but they are☝️#at the end of the day it all goes back to the beginning#IRL SPEAKING: they went thru a looooot predebut so they just dont rlly acklowedge (idk how to write that) their past#or their traumas. or their sins. because its fine they are not the same anymore. BUT THEY ARE! they still are#for example kaia thinks shes ok bc her past actions dont define her anymore. mf killed someone ofc her past will weight her down#despite howww bad she pretends that shes not that person anymore bc she is better now#but well! she still is the same person who killed nari! and thats something she has to accept#amaybe she continues having trouble accepting it bc “current me could never do that”. and well she did anyway!#blahblahblah#whatever that means dulce!#anyway. thats why in their color wheel they aren’t really that different fron their initial color#yeah they changed but they are still the same shade because their principal color is still part of them#this is why i really love the whole nostalgia essence in hiraeth bc it goes well with their lore / irl#ur past will always be part of u even if u forget it. even if u barely remember. even if u think that it didnt happen. thats still UR past#and thats why i luv the time loop concept too bc every new era is a new life but everything is still connected to the past eras#because they are still the same silly little angels 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧 even if they remember or not!#q.
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Here’s some old jedtavius from early february. all lazily done during class when im not sposed to b drawing :3 expect more ! or dont.. who knows….

#not fond of their faces in a lotta these but these are old ish!!!! a month is like a year to me okay#a month is like a year but its also like a second. yayaya…#ANYWAY these early drawings of them built how i structer their faces now#‘early drawings’ like i wasnt drawing these queers in 2019#jedtavius#natm jedediah#natm octavius#jedediah smith#gaius octavius#tagging these and remembering these were real people in history#unmmmmm watteverr….#night at the museum#natm#blahblahblah#spelled structure wrong ut doesnt matter leave me alone#idrudis
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part of me is like god i should use my patient zero influence to get more people into danny phantom like i did for worm. bc i need more people to be crazy about the clarence/william/danny parallels with. but also i already have to see so many bad takes about dp from its own fandom i cant also get the bad jrwi opinions on that. i couldnt handle it
#mutuals i know i can trust you. however. if it breaks containment from my small circle i fear it will be over for me#anyway. watch danny phantom. and talk to me about clarence albert. i love him#blahblahblah
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grumbles
#tl posts#blahblah blah this is bc i wanna ramble but dont necessarily wanna make anyone see it unless they actively choose lol#me being grumpy and irritated abt dni breaking again lol#blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. blah blahblah blah blah blah blahblahblah#blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. blah#this is rlly sysc-ourse bc im not debating it and in theory if ur anti endo ur not following me anyway lol#but man. anti en-dos will be like pro/neutral en-do DNI!!!!! and then interact with those people#im just so tired of it man it makes us not wanna make boards or art anymore#bc im tired of no matter how big and flashy we make it#they break THEIR OWN DNI by interacting with US like have some respect for YOUR OWN BOUNDARIES AT LEAST!!!!!!!!#sorry 2 be so crangy lately just tired of boundaries irl being stomped and then coming on here#and having the same thing happen#like whatever dont respect me but at least respect urself lol#just tired man
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I think I really screwed up and I hate when I can't go back and fix things.
#rae blahblahblahs#I feel totally unworthy of anything right now and I know that's an unhelpful mindset#but boy howdy do I feel it anyway#I need a really good therapist
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just finished therapy (having girltalk with my mom)
#me: blahblahblah deep insecurity blahblahblah#her: hmm let's unpack that#me: oh! no thank you!#like hey that's MY LINE !!!!!!!!!!!#anyways. microdosing on coming out as bisexual by speaking really confidently about bisexuality#how do i know these things? great question! one i do not plan to answer but will allude to anyway 😃👍🏾#it's not like she doesn't know already. i told her i wanted to visit my friend who has a vagina once and she thought it was a sex trip#so. you know.#anyways#i LOVE my mommy#jack.txt
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One day I'll draw the ieytd cast with all the flower imagery i want
#i think. i think the fact that we all draw the characters so colour coordinated contributes heavily to this#i have SOOO many fucking thoughts you have no idea#specifically some starstruck ones I've had for like a year but blahblahblah im always thinking about them at least a little#it's my fucking that old man yaoi you can pry it from my cold dead hands#but also ughhh i hate the canon ages like SIDE NOTE#okay these tags are abt to go in a wildly different direction basically i am no longer yapping about florography#likeeee prism being 40 canonically makes it weird for me prism is more like. 45-47 for me and reggie is probably like 50-52#juniper also like i know a lot of people say mid 20s but for me?? he's like 37 and DESPARATE not do have a twink death#and then phoenix is probably around the same age as jj??#idk just working off the main 4 guys (to me) i guess but idk ive always had mild issues with the fact prism is canonically 40#it's just. naur.......nuhuh......................#i digress reggie being in his 50s is weirdly important to me and i have NO idea why. maybe I've just been jn this fandom for a while#<- been here on and off since before first class from ieytd 1#i more or less discovered there was a fandom in 2022 tho but sighs. ive been here a WHILE.....#at the very most j was here before seat of power i remember watching a playthrough of that when it released#but in terms of first class my memory gets deeply spotty but thats being a system for ya wayyyyyyyy#wow this ramble went in like 17 directions jf you're still here thank you??????????? why??? /lh#[words words words]#ughh anyways 🤩🤩 ieytd and flowers yeah it's intrinsically linked to me#idk might redesign them all surrounded by flowers but also i literally do not have the time for that <- just started art college
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being insane is fun until I’m mean :(
#blahblahblah#sorry I can’t handle my emotions#:((((#anyway I’m the worst person in the world and should die or something#idk I wish it wasn’t permanent I feel like shooting myself in the head would cathartic
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I’m in the middle of watching The Song of the Sea.
I can understand why it’s not as well liked as the Book of Kells or Wolfwalkers (of the three it’s probably the weakest, not bad: just something had to come last and this is clearly it).
But a part of me can’t help but recall vague memories of several internet reviewers years back really raging about the brother character Ben as if he was Satan incarnate and like… I’m not just seeing it yet. He’s probably a wee bit of a brat at points and mean to his sister but the level of vitriol I remember reviewers were having doesn’t really match up yet.
If I was to say of any moral for adults themselves to take: it would be the adult characters not coming clean or explaining things properly to their kids is stupid. They like… hide things and just expect the kids to obey. And it’s not like the adults are evil either! They adults are still even somewhat sympathetic. But it’s a pretty clear flaw and I think at least one reason Ben is even the level of brat he is. Which like I said doesn’t seem as wretchedly evil as some of these reviewers hammered on about. Just… not great but he’s probably like… nine? Ten? At most? And seems to be getting over it even at the moment.
Like I’ll admit he doesn’t win brother of the year at all and I’m still in the middle of watching (maybe he does something unforgivable before the end credits?) but I was fully prepared for him to be worse than this so I’m kind of baffled.
#Polka watches the song of the sea#it’s either that or reviewers being over dramatic for YouTube clicks#but unless something else crops up on the brother I’m concerned as I remember one reviewer saying she was a former teacher#like lady I am not really impressed if that’s your take on kid characters#Yeah fictional different to real blahblahblah#anyway#polka blabs#song of the sea
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I have emergency surgery in the morning so I'm not asleep yet (american) where ya going on the train?
Paris, finally getting a new tattoo 🥰 I hope it will be okay for you!!
#reply#(before anyone says anything about money blahblahblah this tattoo was planned almost a year ago and I bought the train tickets months ago#I literally can't postpone it nor do I want to anyway because tattoos keep me sane lmao)#(since I have to justify myself for everything these days 😬)
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