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Tired of freenoodles fluff. (Makes them miserably comphet and species dysphoric because they want to be gay married together but the world is a fuck)
#time diary(?)#audrey/kellie's time diary#joke post. i love freenoodles fluff okay#but they are so interesting and I rlly like fics where it delvs into their minds and i dunno demon prejudice and all yk#and besides i want to learn alot of their backstory man...... tang is so. fucking ambiguous but imo#he feels like an only child who lived with his mom who got divorced pretty early when he was 5 or so. also feels like he visited his cousins#alot. he doesn't feel like he had a family with any siblings. he gives me only child vibes in some way. if siblings then hes the middle#but yeah. and with the whole fact that. tang is just. so queer ...maybe others tried to tell him to be more manly and such#but how he got over that (maybe?) is by like. therapy. sandy doesnt feel like the only one to have went to therapy#to me. that is. tho tang couldve just made up his own coping mechanismns and never went to therapy yk#tang and his mother . ...lil man talked about her at least twice. in show. more ina stressed manner tho#“mommy was right” and all. i wonder how he still remembers her advice and why he reverts (??) back to saying “mommy” .....#anyways. enough about the nerd#pigsy my dear. is even more interesting tho. grgrghrishrgrghrgrg ....we know only a BIT of his family and it's so cool .guh#his love for cooking coming from his grandmother. he keeps photos ...(it makes me insane guys okay. soso insane. im insane)#and then theres like. him and sandy tho. god. they. ouhghhuhgrhhrgrgrgrggr. they have such an interesting story together & on their own#like. mygod. and its so cool that we get it from the photos that Pigsy keeps. its so. touching ???if thats the right word#anyw ays. the whole. fighting and war mentions. the flashbacks that Sandy got. god. if im not insane about s4/ep4 then im insane about#S2/EP8. i really wanna even know how Pigsy and tang even met each other ..how they got close enough for tang to KNOW#Pigsy's recipe for the noodles he makes. grgrgrurghrgrg#im so insane about them okay .like. psych ward insane#should i main tag ......#(tang and his mom have such a interesting dynamic. “mommy was righttt” dude what is up with you and your mom...)
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Drew an irl Condi picture as Vyncent <3

Will be doing more of this type of thing. Very fun. Very silly >:3
(Inspired by a post I reblogged a while ago btw)
#was this an excuse to show of my Vyncent design?#yes. yes it was#i will not apologize#i dont post about PD enough but i love im feral about it bro#i need people to know this#anyways#ye#my art#jrwi#jrwi fanart#digital art#digital artwork#jrwi prime defenders#vyncent sol#jrwi vyncent#prime defenders fanart#he is my little guy#look at her#beutiful#i dont actually havd a solid outfit design yet#so i just winged it#:p <3#i didnt even try with the nerd gun so ignore that#all thr PD have pericing in my mind btw#just shitpost with it
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So after the talk tr!Aimsey and tr!Foolish had today about regrets and more importantly how Foolish doesn't dwell on them too long, how he "keeps moving forward" like a shark, if a shark stays still or in one place too long it dies, and while Foolish obviously can't die, there is still part of him that carries the shark nature.
Long ago he chose to be something more civil and docile and friendly and while, yes, there is still that part of him that longs for that destruction, that longs to feed into the other part of his nature, he is still half totem, he still wants to breathe life into everyone and everything, and protect said life even if it costs him a brief moment of despair... but maybe if he lingers on a regret, a loved one now lost, a memory, too long it'll slowly start to destroy him, to revert him back to what he once was and the part of himself he isn't too fond of seeing... the part of him that is all too familiar to one he hates but shares lifetimes with: Bad
Bad is his opposite; what is life without death? While Foolish spends his time constantly moving, Bad dwells, not forever but he takes moments to remember and cherish and acknowledge all of those he has loved and lost. And in their opposing views and paces at which they move across the mortal plane, there was, for a very long time, an understanding that the people they once cared for were gone, and that they could likely never reconnect with them again... they found comfort in each other's loneliness and loss because it was exactly like the other... but that's not true anymore.. Bad was thrown out of heaven for millions of years but now he is redeemed..he can see those he's lost once again and continue to cherish them... Foolish can't, and maybe he never truly will..
Foolish is Life, but in him he can know death, true death, not the brief moment that reconnects you with everyone you've ever loved and missed..the real death..endless darkness and a feeling of your soul no longer being connected to anything...adrift, possibly forever. In his moments between dying and being reborn again he doesn't get to see those loved ones, and if he is truly immortal, he never will. Bad gets the comfort of knowing that at the end of everything, after all these years, he can still go home to his children and the people he's loved, this is not a relief Foolish is granted. If Foolish knows he can never see these people again, that what's done is done, even if he were to go back and stop that moment of pain when he lost someone that there would just be another moment exactly like it later down the line... why would he dwell on it? Death is unstoppable, it is a force that he knows, all too well, gets what he wants in the end. He can, and has, tried time and time again to prevent the inevitable, but all of it was futile; so with his knowledge of what he is, who he is, and who his enemy is, he keeps moving forward; No time to dwell on what cannot be changed.
#the realm smp#trsmp#tr!foolish#foolish gamers#tr!bad#badboyhalo#tr!aimsey#sorry if this makes little to no sense#i got off of work and am sleepy#anyways#we always talk about the tragedy of Bad#but i don't think enough people have thought about the tragedy that is Foolish#his immortality is truly a curse#have fun thinking about this one nerds >:3#/lh
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I don't even know how long this was in my idea list.
Translation: [1] [2] [3]
(prev...?)
#don't wanna draw valo right now so might as well deal with other ideas on the list#btw i kinda made up the scene on the spot idk why v1 is sitting there#it carried the dialogue well enough that i don't even wanna care about it anymore#also made up the encoding on the spot lol i wanna make it seems kinda possible but also kinda don't#tbf i guarentee that some of you don't need my translation you'd just take out your bombe upon seeing that stuff#but also i need to make every character encodable by enigma (wanna keep the whitespace) so it should've ruined most of your plans anyway...#i'm being a nerd don't mind me#ultrakill#ultrakill v1#v1 ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#ultrakill gabriel#my art
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sometime between dead space (2023) and dead space 2, isaac recounts a dream where the line between the ishimura and isaac is blurred. was there ever a line to begin with?
the comic is up on itchio for free in PDF form + includes a bunch of in progress pics and extras (putting a few below the cut here :B). also my other dead space comic is up on itch as well!
#dead space#isaac clarke#cyrsed art#comics#i like the ishimura as a big rotting fish#systems shutting down etc but also providing an essential part of the ecosystem while it gets eaten/decays from the inside out :)#and idk about anyone else but the hive mind always reminds me of an antlion#not in appearance lol but being in that giant hole#anyway god this took a while!! i worked really hard on this!!#there's a bunch of details in here that took forever but probably dont' come across ghdlskfj#like all the graffiti on the wall#there's a dick that someone scratched off if you can find it lol#(tbh i don't think it's visible enough for people to see in the final product but it's there)#edit: i forgot to mention my headcanon is that isaac (and nicole) are big nerds about historical space ships#including the ishimura#9
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throws more squid art at you
listen to this,,!!!!!
youtube
#oc // finch#squid#squid band#terrestrial changeover blues (2007 - 2012)#artists on tumblr#art#furry#sfw furry#my ocs#music#music art#starlingfawn's art#2025#doodled this yesterday while struggling with a big headache and finished today with an even worse one. might have been the worst headache#i've experienced in my whole life i'm not kidding but i am ok now#feeling a bit silly still but ehh..#anyways this kind of....vent art i guess??????it sure was made with emotions in mind.. mostly dizzyness tho..#anyways squid talk i love squid i don't think i'm getting out of this squid phase anytime soon.....#you should listen to squid!!! i am always free to discuss this band and have hours upon hours of material to talk about in my head#forcing every user on this site to listen to squid they're so cool. they clicked very slowly for me but it was so worth it#british people yelling in my ears with funky instrumentals sure is my favorite music genre#i think it's kind of funny how squid are considered part of the big three windmill acts alongside bcnr and black midi yet for some reason#they aren't as popular among music nerds?? i guess bcnr hd their afut and bm had their hellfire but still i feel like not enough people#talk about them. don't get me wrong!! they're very much popular.. they're signed to warp! but i just don't see people going feral#about squid the same way i see people go feral about bm or bcnr#there's ofc many many windmill bands that aren't nearly talked about as squid are on the internet!! i just think it's silly#how squid are in a weird spot within internet music nerd discussion
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I am seized with a burning and sudden need to Get Super Weird With It except I'm also going to meet my partner's other side of the family soon and if I happen to Get Even Slightly Weird With It where they can see it, I will probably get to experience being the butt of uncle jokes, so I cannot do that right now.
But the moment nobody is looking I'm going to be so goddamn bizarre on purpose and who's going to stop me? No one. Definitely not me.
(And maybe I'll declare Fuck It We Ball and paint my nails anyway. Who give a shit. Well, unless my partner specifically doesn't want me to do that, in which case I guess I'll take it off again before meeting anybody.)
#not even sure how to define 'it' here I'm just feeling like#extremely Internet Weirdo And Proud Of It whatever that means#like yes I AM the queer trans plural disabled nonhuman pagan witch nerd your normie friends warned you about. thanks for noticing!#for my next trick I'll become a furry (already an honorary furry)#tbh I'm so good at passing for a reasonably normal just some guy lately that I think I'm getting bored...#which is like. okay hashtag goals I guess. but it's pride month and I contain FOUR completely different queers! so I'm a little pressurized#tfw you're simultaneously genderqueer + nonbinary trans man + masc-flavored agender + A Trickster God (male)#and the genders list is getting crowded. (at least now I know why I feel like so many different things?)#also like a full 1/2 of your Selves are just straight up Guys From Fiction and that feels like it needs Acknowledged?#how the fuck do you do that? idk. I've been letting them just talk as themselves a lot more on Discord but while that's been nice...#...it's also rapidly feeling like Not Quite Enough.#well what the hell else do we got. like really. especially when I'm gonna have to get us all on board with pretending we're just one guy.#because partner's family does NOT need that info about me lmao. (tbh I haven't even told my own.)#anyway yeah of course I'm thinking too hard it's 4am and I should be sleeping lmao. it be like that
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kinda glad that i'm seeing more folks nowadays talk about how the fandom reaction of making characters say "haha he fucked a triangle" is really offputting+flippant, especially when its in response to tbob being super blunt that bill had abused/isolated/manipulated ford for years.....
#also urgh it feels so gross when they make stan say it of all people#he knows full well what its like to be manipulated and coerced and so ashamed of himself!!! he still feels so ashamed and embarrassed!!!!#but he doesn't want that for ford!!!!!#(unless its teasing him for something dumb thats another story)#like idk to me its like having soos make fun of stan for 'having daddy issues'#stan can be an ass but he has standards on what to tease someone about#ie him making fun of ford being a nerd and bringing up that he helped caused weirdmageddon in front of a bunch of people#but never ever making fun of his hands#and considering his letter where he's being sincere enough to say 'love ya' to ford cos he knows how hard ford was struggling#with the idea of his family finding out about the abuse and that fandom joke just feels so urghhhh#like stan struggled with saying goodbye to the kids at the end of the series!!! it's genuinely so hard for him to say what he meant#even if the kids understood him immediately and we all know he loves them with all of his squishy marshmallow heart!!!!!!#anyway something something it not being enough to simply have your abuser die#you still need that external support to help move on....#me: i'll just put this under a readmore cos this is something i've blabbed on about before#also me: *writes a whole damn essay in the tags again*
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SAG-AFTRA is officially set to join the WGA in going on strike. No filming, premiere attendence or other promotion of any kind allowed.
I hope to see nothing but support for this decision.
#SAG-AFTRA#WGA#a shame the DGA isn't joining as well#not like their directors are gonna have a lot of work set out for them for the time being#this will have an interesting effect on the media landscape i'm sure#no more barbie premiere dresses#SDCC this year is gonna return to its more humble “nerds unite” roots at this point#i hope the wealthier writers and actors will support those that rely on the paychecks during the (continued) strike#actually i want a-list actors to step up in general#like why do like 5 people get paid a billion dollars for a few weeks of work per year#while their fellow working actors barely manage to book enough jobs to make their health insurance#IATSE should vote to strike again as well now that i think of it#they spend more time than anyone on set and get the least pay#doesn't seem fair#anyway#hopefully this will cause some positive changes in the industry#i don't want to see any complaints about the continued strikes affecting psych 4#i'll block your ass if you do
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GOATED SECOND HAND GAMES STORE FIND TODAY

!!!!!! VERY SILLY also vol 13 appears to be from the original '93 run while vol 6 is a 2021 rerelease. despite this the jackets (they have jackets??????) match which is nice. only real difference is the page yellowing, which is epic to me actually

ALSO ive seen these initial kuwabara's alive reveal panels before BUT IVE NEVER SEEN THE HORRIBLE FACE YUSUKE MAKES AFTERWARDS WAGAHAJGDHHFH


ugh i love togashi's funny face skills he's such an icon I LOVE HIS ART GAAAAAAH
also oohh you use ore AND it's in katakana what a cool badass guy you are ooohh gjdhhsjs

^^ he's being so rude here it's so funny to me. and the audacity of saying the taboo word TWICE is so good like what a shithead
#anyway im so happy twirling my hair etc#ive never seen any non-translated manga at one of these stores before and like $5?? very worth it to me#it would probably be interesting even without it being yyh but like it's not even a question if it's yyh#activated my I Need To Have It instinct#funnily enough they didn't have one of those yyh blurays they always always have (it's only ever the three kings arc one)#i think it'll be good for practice and also it means i can escape the awful awful viz media yyh translation#i will never forgive them for jeeps...#i also got a copy of t.ekken 6 bc ive been meaning to get into t.ekken and also fighting games in general#and ppl seem to really like this one. im actually gonna start on it after this#and also c.sm vol 2. yayy#also ignore the stain on my bed it's literally india ink bc i thought i tooootally wouldn't get any on my sheets bc im so skilled#and you can see how that went#also i love that any time we get yyh related stuff from that store at least one of the cashiers comments on it#beloved show/manga all the world round :)#OH i also finally found a copy of y.akuza 2. didn't end up going for it but im still keeping an eye out for the first couplea games#just bc im enough of a nerd about them that i Need to compare them to their kiwami versions someday#update i looked at the pricing stickers and noticed they have a date on them. presumably from when they were sold to the store#and it was only like a week ago!! i swooped in truly
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Sometimes I forget that there’s only a 1cm difference in hight😭 (You’re short Lancelot, Tristan isn’t short though you are)
#4kota#Tristan is average#but you’re short#get used to it nerd#����#little nerdy man#anyway boyfriends standing next to each other🫶🏼#just imagine it’s 200 years into the future#everyone else is dead because their all humans and Lancelot and Tristan are together watching a sunset thinking about everybody they’ve lost#either to old age or got killed#but they just sit next to each other in silence#not saying a word#because none need to be said#each others presence is enough#and nobody is there to bother them#mokushiroku no yonkishi#tristan liones#four knights of the apocalypse#anime and manga#tristan#lancelot#percival#gawain#arthur pendragon
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there's probably no good social justice reason to not see the httyd remake like there is for lilo and stitch but I simply don't understand why you would. it's apparently nearly identical except for some stoick and astrid stuff. the original is still right there. don't spend your money. just watch the original
#and then don't watch the other two.#well httyd2 is fine enough but not the masterpiece of httyd. and I refuse to watch 3 lol :)#anyway don't enable corporate low effort slop that's almost literally the same thing you already saw. end statement#I also don't think stoick needs an “expanded arc” it's a pretty obvious and fine arc as it is#I gotta stop talking about this or people are going to know what a nerd I am about httyd
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Time for more eternal gales isat au, this time featuring Sier as Isabeau, creating a sprite I can never use next to Aris’ because despite my best efforts it would make them look tall
#keese draws#eternal gales#oc#oc art#isat#in stars and time#this one didn’t take nearly as long as the aris one but I think I suffered for it more from the clothes alone#siffrin made me forget I suck at drawing clothes rip#this was also harder because of how much trickier it was to try and adapt siers design to feel fitting enough for my standards#they have a very stylized design compared to most of the others#I kind of took the lazy route out by keeping most of their original shapes in tact but it’s fine#sier in this au would serve the needed role of emotionally intelligent bestie who is also too scared to cross boundaries to do much#but despite this I do think they’d actually get the suspicion quest in this au#mostly because mase is a furry artist not a nerd and sier would be more likely to look at aris and go bro. are you in a fucking timeloop.#it also differs in that aris doesn’t yell at sier abt it instead looping before they can finish because she can’t handle hearing them be#right on the money about this thing that she thought she was handling perfectly#she doesn’t want to fail them she doesn’t want them to realize she’s failed them she doesn’t want to be a burden she doesn’t want them to#‘realize’ they’re better off without her#aris is Incredibly resistant to accepting help on most serious issues because shes convinced that it’s her responsibility to deal with it#by herself and that if she can’t then she’s a failure and worse than useless#I mean in canon eternal gales she literally loses her eye and arm because of that#in this au she just lost them how sif lost his eye but she still has. complexes abt all that.#but yeah sier also differs wildly from isa in many Many other ways as does the rest of the cast from their assigned characters#for sier they rly aren’t the jock of the group at all instead being more of the guy who keeps the mood lighthearted at all times lest they#die of stress because the others haven’t said anything in a whole 30 seconds#aka they’re the self assigned peacekeeper who doesn’t actually need to constantly keep the peace because no one’s fighting but they still#feel like they need to so they dance and dance and dance for their friends until they collapse from exhaustion#metaphorically ofc#this is why they’re both terrified to confront aris when she starts acting a bit fucked up but also why they still do sometimes anyways#they talk abt this a lil bit in their friend quest as they talk abt how they want to change but are scared to
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I think that part of what like. kills me about the whole media literacy and critical thinking aspect of enjoying media these days is that people refuse to like. contextualize that
A. Bad media can still hold significant meaning to people
B. Media made for a demographic you aren’t apart of is not inherently bad media
C. Media made for and consumed by the opposite demographic is not inherently shallow or flawed nor is it above criticism for its media tropes either.
#unimportant thoughts#i dont feel like dropping specifics in post but like. people online drive me legitimately insane#good example is Ready Player One. its an okay book but people LOVE to hate on it for being a shallow nostalgia grab for old male demographic#and like. yeah. but also comsider that it Was written earnestly by a man in that demographic? and that people enjoyed it???#and maybe im soft hearted but my Dad was a nerd in the 80’s so both of us reading that book and comparing our experiences with it and#learning about his childhood from him. it was awesome yk??? was the book groudbreaking or particularly moving? no#are there a lot of fair criticisms you can make about the book regarding its poorly written female characters and painfully male tone#throughout? absolutely. its not the most vile piece of media its barely mediocre and its not the best thing since sliced bread either#and it kills me because instead of being able to have conversations like thay#people just attack and attack and attack and ATTACK#I don’t know i think the rise of this booktook wattpad level romance smut is another big part of this#are those books incredible? no. definitely not. are they decent? yeah theyre fine enough#are their characters shallow; do they follow tropes; are the characters clearly romanticized objects for us to googoo eye over? yeah#so fucking what??? they arent winning pulitzer prizes theyre just popular online and easily accesible#people love consumbable media thats not an inherently bad thing#and i think its hypocritical for people to defend one and attack the other or even to attack both#media doesnt exist to be appropriately Deep and Meaningful before people are allowed to consume and enjoy it#like. i think theres a LOT of levels of undestanding compassion and respect that people need to reach before these conversations are worth#anything. because right now it really feels like girls and boys arguing back and forth on the playground over whos show is better#anyways. i could go on but i wont.#bottom line i suggest you take a deep look at how ‘realistic’ and ‘meaningful’ the media you enjoy actually fucking is before you start#critizing other media for being too shallow or unrealistic depictions of something#hate to break it to you guys but 90% of fictional characters are fictional and dont act like people irl ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Did you know that if you let a sweet lil cutie pie tortoise bite your finger, they will in fact draw blood? A lot of people don't realize it, but letting your sweetie baby tortoise tear into your flesh is important enrichment for them!! Just don't let them swallow it because the protein is bad for their tummy
#I let wee Greg bite me because I thought it would be cute and surely his beak isn't sharp enough to break skin#I was wrong! 🤗#Like I stabbed myself with a moderately sized needle#Anyway I think it's better that he's curious about our hands rather than afraid of them#But now I'm worried he'll develop a taste for it#Adventures in being a massive fucking nerd
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was talking to one of my friends earlier too and as part of the topic of the conversation i said hmm maybe i should get an interest about trains… and she laughed and was like i just want you to know that you saying that was one of thee most stereotypically autistic things to say
#timothy's txts.#like i know enough about trains to care about their uses and how america has neglected to take care of her rail system#and how functional it could be for the US if we implemented an actual passenger train system#sigh. anyways. i know enough about trains to Care but not enough to Want To Know Everything About Trains. yet.#oh and almost immediately after this i started to nerd out about humans being a social species and how nonverbal or non-articulated messages#are still conveyed through conversational cues#hashtag. the autism always wins in the end..
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